why i did this you ask

I’VE GOT MY MOTHER’S EYES

BUT I DIDN’T INHERIT HER THRESHOLD FOR PAIN


To give and give and give

Yet still feel undeserving

To love so much more than you

Could hope for in return

To birth your third child

While my father reads the newspaper

How did you stomach it?

How do you still?


She says I must detach to self-preserve

She says A woman’s empathy is not a bottomless well

She says I must be more careful when speaking

She says I must always bleed discreetly


But where do I put it?

All of this rage

that I’m expected to stifle?


She says

Why do you insist on asking these questions?

When you know I’ve got no answers that soothe?

Mothers do not console their crying daughters by telling hopeless truths


She says

No bandage will cover the entire surface area of this wound

You must learn to pretend it isn’t needed

factori0  asked:

Since you are obviously liberal. why not conservative? its only the right think, as a true conservative i belive that NO ONE should have ANY head starts, ANY privileges in life. and that EVERYONE should work towards their goals, getting what they derserved. Feminism is outdated, and has been ever since women got the right to vote. so, why are you liberal?

since you are obviously conservative, why not liberal?

something you don’t seem to understand is that people ARE automatically born with privilege and head starts. to find out how privileged someone is you could ask this like: are you white? are you male? are you born in a first or third world country? what is your parents income? what is your income? are you parents divorced? did your parents go to college? all of these have play in how privileged someone is, and they affect us sometimes before we’re old enough to make own or choices and even be born.

I’m liberal and feminist because things aren’t this way: because privilege exists and because not everyone has equal opportunity and I want them to. You want them to be equal, you want everyone to have the same chance, but what are you doing about it? (And honestly, a lot of conservatives I’ve met don’t even think that way.)

the way you talk, that everyone should get to meet their goals and no one should have any head starts sounds like you want equality which is what feminism is. you know you can be conservative and feminist? and are you even considering the issues in third world countries?

I’m not strictly conservative (although I live in a conservative town in the south) because I don’t agree with a lot of conservative beliefs, and because I’ve been around conservative people all my life. their ideals, the way they speak and think, isn’t something I can agree with. It’s just my opinion. It doesn’t help that you said it’s “the only right think”: just because you like it doesn’t mean it’s right. That’s something y'all have to understand. Thinking you’re correct because of a label is as annoying as it is ignorant.

I don’t care that you’re conservative, you’re entitled to that, and I can respect that until you give reason not to. But I’m not, and that should be respected as well until given a reason not to.

have a good day :)

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“I can’t do this right now, my mind won’t stop racing…..” Louise moved to the window to distract herself. Meditation was never “her thing”, but wanted to try it to at least see if she could quieten her mind…or was it her heart?. “I can’t just turn myself off….I’m..I’m….not you….”

“Teach me not to feel, Sybok. I want to be like you….nothing bothers you, you don’t get swamped by your feelings. It must be easy being Vulcan. Easier than being human that’s for sure…..”

“Before the Teachings of Surak our feelings ruled our lives and caused great conflict and many deaths. We learnt to control our emotions so they did not control us. That does not mean we do not feel Louise….a common misconception of my people unfortunately. This is why I asked you to join me today, pacification of emotion through meditation. At no time should one try to suppress or hide an emotion. Our teaching is to come to terms with what you are feeling and thus to overcome it.”

“Well it isn’t working.” she huffily replied and sat back down in front of him.

“The method is not an instant solution to all emotional problems. It will take time, it will not be easy and often one will fail, but it is a tool. Do you wish to discuss your thoughts. I find humans have a preference for “talking it out”.”

“No, I’ll be fine. I’m sorry, you went to so much effort for me today and I kinda feel bad about it now, ungrateful even.”

“There is no offense where none is taken. I have noticed your conflict of late and the last two assignments we have worked on you have been distracted. However, I will not pry further, if you need to discuss whatever is troubling you…..I am here to listen.”

“I didn’t know you cared.”

“Of course I care Louise. Over the last 5 months we have spent a great deal of time together. Though our relationship is on a professional level for the most part, I do find your company agreeable.”

“You said I use to many superfluous words and have a predisposition to ramble!!” 

“You do, but I never said I did not enjoy it, or you.” Sybok smiled slightly at his admission and at Lou’s reaction to it. “If you could see the expression on your face at this present moment, it is what I would describe as “aghast with confusion”. He positioned himself back on his stool and closed his eyes. Louise followed suit, but naturally, kept on rambling.

“You should do that more often.”

“What?”

“Smile, I like your smile, it’s a good smile, for a Vulcan.”

“Vulcans do not smile.” he replied coolly.

“You do, not always, but you do smile. Countless times. I’ve seen it”

“Then I must only do it when I am with you Louise.” 

explosmrandomgenerator  asked:

Why did you go to a strip club, if I may ask? Especially since you definitely don't seem to have enjoyed it.

It was a friend’s birthday. All my friends are very nice, they gave me an out multiple times but I wasn’t gonna wait 3 hours outside alone and miss most of my friend’s birthday. Being there was neither good nor bad, all the women were beautiful and charming, but I just… would rather have a cup of tea with them than see their genitals. Y’know. It’s once outside I really realized this all bored me more than anything, because what fun can a strip club be if you don’t look at the stage 80% of the time lmao. Anyway, my friend and everyone else had all the fun so it’s all good!

BTS: When you cutely ask for a hug/cuddles

#norequests #helpme


Jin: Let’s just say: he wouldn’t get it. You’d ask him for cuddles before, but why did you suddenly change your voice and be all shy and cute about it? He’d suspect there is something behind it, but still carefully sit next to you and pull you in for your much desired cuddles.

“Why are you acting like that? You think I can’t see right through you?”

(yup, you’re Jimin)

Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin

Suga: Yoongi would act like it doesn’t faze him whatsoever, but it is clear that he is trying to keep in a smile. He’d just think you’re so cute and that he’s so lucky. He’d give you your hugs, disguising his own want for cuddles by blaming your clinginess.

“Aissh, you’re so clingy (Y/N), you’re lucky I love you, come here.”

Originally posted by nevermindmyg

J-Hope: Shocked. He’d be utterly shocked and would start laughing because of it, but he’d soon see your pout and immediately go up to you to hug you tightly, still slightly laughing, but he’d finally realize how cute that had been.

“You’re so cute, baby, but it scared me for a second.”

Originally posted by hoseokayo

Rap Monster: Namjoon would smile a lot. He’d think it’s so endearing how cute you can be that he’d immediately take you into his arms and just hug you tightly. Questioning whether you are okay or not.

“Is something the matter, baby?”

Originally posted by knjedits

Jimin: Jimin would be all giggly and happy. He’d just run up to you to hug you tightly and pull you over to the couch to keep you tightly pressed against him. He’d whine about how cute you are, although he will never deny that he loves it.

“My baby is so cute. How’d I get so lucky?”

Originally posted by jijkooks

V: Oh this boy would be so happy. A huge smile would appear on his face and he’d basically tackle you into a hug. He really would grasp the opportunity and basically drag you all the way to bed if you’re home and cuddle with you for the rest of the day. However, he would want to be so close to you that you might have to ask him for some space to breathe.

“I’m always down for cuddles, you know that, (Y/N)!”

(You’re Jin, is it necessary that I keep mentioning this tho?)

Originally posted by taengst

Jungkook: This can go one or two ways. He might just go with it like Jimin and Taehyung did, or he’d use the careful approach. Your cute tone and gestures would make him suspicious, yet he wouldn’t be sure what to be suspicious off. Had you done something wrong? Had he done something wrong? Was it a trap? When you start to pout by the lack of response, he’d carefully come up to you and hug you. You getting comfy in his arms would be his sign that it wasn’t a trap and from that point on, you two would just cuddle on the couch.

“…”

(You’re Jimin, basically saying: “please, cuddle me”)

Originally posted by jiminiemini

Lance:*wearing a red lion apron while baking a cake*

Pidge:*walk into the kitchen and see Lance in that outfit*…

Lance:

Pidge: When did you become Mr.Red Lion’s wife?

Lance: Pidge, don’t you dare mention this to anyone or else.

A few weeks later

Keith: Pidge, is it just me or is Lance avoiding me?

Pidge: Yep, he is avoiding you.

Keith: Why?

Pidge:*took out her phone and show Keith a picture*

Keith:

Pidge:… You are going to ask me to sent this photo to you, aren’t you?

Keith: Please…

Pidge: Isn’t stripper Lance enough for you? Now you want a housewife Lance?

Keith: Hey, at least I do not keep gay shit stuff save into my computer.

Pidge: Those gay shit are my reason to live.

anonymous asked:

I hate to disappoint you, but nick and troy are NOT in love. not everyone is gay

Well…I can’t say for sure that they were in love, but just a little reminder:


After Troy’s death, Nick takes the detornator from Strand. With that he sealed his fate. He didn’t have to do that. He could have just let Strand be the one.  

I believe Strand would have  sacrifices himself too, in order to save the Clarks. (Everything was his fault after all… ). 

So why did he do it then?

My guess is that this is his reaction of Troy’s death, which he’s obviouly not taking too well. 

Nick literally chooed “death”. 

Why? Who would do that in there right mind?

Yes right, people who have nothing left to live for. People who have just lost someone VERY close to them and don’t want to live without them….

I think people are talking way to less about the fact, that Nick choosed to be the one who goes on that “suicide mission”…

What do you think about it? Any other opinions?

talvin-muircastle  asked:

“Are you tired? Here, I’ll carry you the rest of the way.” Platonic (obviously). Chloe & Manon. Yeah, what happens when the two spoiled brats...eh, I'll let YOU write it. ;)

“Are you tired?” Chloe asked, eyeing the young girl skeptically. “Here, I’ll carry you the rest of the way,” she huffed, reluctantly offering her arms.

Manon tilted her chin up defiantly. “I can walk all on my own. I don’t need your help.”

Chloe resisted the urge to stick out her tongue. “I can’t believe Marinette ditched you on me. Of all the nerve. Ugh, she makes me so angry.” Chloe stomped her foot in irritation.

“Are you not her friend?” Manon asked curiously.

“Me and Marinette Dupain-Cheng? Please,” she laughed, tossing her hair. “As if.”

“Then why did you help her with that boy?”

“I don’t know what you mean,” Chloe sniffed, picking up her pace.

Manon tripped over her feet trying to keep up. “The blonde boy with the pictures. You said you could walk me home so they could talk.”

“That didn’t have anything to do with Marinette.”

“But–”

“Listen, pipsqueak, sometimes you do stuff you don’t want to do because it helps out someone you care about. In this case, I care about picture boy and you are most certainly the thing I don’t want to do.”

Manon frowned. “So you’re being a good friend?”

“Yes.”

“But not to Marinette?”

Chloe rolled her eyes. “You’ll understand when you’re older.”

“I don’t think you understand,” the little girl mumbled as they trudged down the street.


Prompt List

Buy me a coffee?

dats-wight-wabbit  asked:

What do you think Richie meant (when Eddie died) and he was cursing and one of the losers asked what he meant and he said he didn’t know. I’m so lost on that.

Hmmm right, this part was really confusing for me as well. After Richie kisses Eddie’s cheek and then kicks the door and screams “Fuck you bitch,” Bev asks why he did that and in the book it says that Richie replies that he doesn’t know why, but he knew well enough.

The weirdest thing about this for me is the fact that Bev asks why he did that. I’m not sure if she’s referring to why he kissed Eddie, or why he screamed and kicked the door. Both seem like pretty normal reactions to what just happened?

Honestly, the way I interpreted it is her asking why he kissed Eddie. I think him being angry enough to scream is not so weird of an action that she’d ask about it. And when he says he knew well enough (meaning he knew why he kissed Eddie) of course I’ve always thought that that represented that he liked him more than just a friend.

Honestly that’s the only explanation that makes sense to me? If anyone has any other theories I’d love to hear them :)

anonymous asked:

10 (yandereplier) "sombody once told me the world was going to roll me"

oof this was fun to write haha


It was a calm day in the house that all the egos were in. Wilford was making sure all his guns were sparkly clean, Google was charging himself back up, Dark was reading the newspaper. All was calm.

Bim suddenly bursts into the room, seeming panicked. “Guys, have you seen Yandere?” He seemed rushed with his tone of voice.

“No, I have not. Why do you ask, Bim?” Dark responded simply, not looking up.

“Uh…well…I showed him ‘All Star.’ And now he’s kind of…well…”

Yandere suddenly kicks Bim face-down into the floor, shouting at the top of his lungs. “sOMEBODY ONCE TOLD ME THE WORLD WAS GONNA ROLL ME”


ok this was dumb why did i do this

@arrival-of-the-jims @hawkeye221b @le-ginger-potato @jim-and-jims-protection-blog @sassy-in-glasses @hyper-kitten-9 @notthesweetreese

anonymous asked:

PLEASE PLEASE what are modern day inspired beverly outfits?!

OH JESUS UHM

i feel like she’d enjoy overalls a bunch!! and
possibly the sweater over a flannel/dress shirt thing!!
RIPPED JEANS??
UHM maybe some band merch???
I HAVE NO CLOTHING TASTE WHY DID YOU ASK ME

Best mod EVAH!

https://www.pinterest.com/pin/737745982680746517/

It stops the NONSTOP and ANNOYING AF asking for advice.

GAH!!

I mean, now that Dani is a YA?  They’re pestering the hell out of her.  I’m like really?  She’s not even a parent!  Why are you asking her?  But it’s Dani and she’s always been very motherly so I’m not messing with the answers.

Like I did when they wouldn’t leave Remington alone, he did all the wrong ones because he’s an evil crime boss….like he would teach them manners and stuff lol!

honeyotu  asked:

AND 50 FOR KATSUDEKU, there i sent them i can cry now

“You said you would change, but you never did! You never will!” 


They were fighting again. It seemed to be happening more frequently than it ever had before. Why though? Izuku couldn’t figure it out. They were dating for crying out loud, it shouldn’t be like pulling teeth to get Katsuki to share things with him. If they both wanted to be together, why was it this hard?

Did they both want to be together?

“What’s wrong with you now?” Katsuki growled out, slamming his hand against their apartment wall. He must have realized Izuku stopped paying attention.

“You …want this, right?” Izuku asked suddenly, panicked, but a sudden need to know winning out for the dueling emotions. Katsuki as least had the decency to look startled by the question.

“Do I wan- no shit, Deku! Why would I even be here if I didn’t want this, want you?!” Katsuki was always doing this. Always yelling, never once having a calm conversation about anything.

“Then why don’t you act like it? Why is it every time we’re alone together I feel like we fight?!” Great, now Izuku was yelling. Perfect.

I don’t act like it?! What’s your excuse?! This isn’t just about me!” Their neighbors were going to complain, again.

“It is about you! You said you would change, but you never did! You never will! This, right now, is proving that! Why is it so impossible for you to just talk to me?!” Izuku threw his hands up, emphasizing the dramatics of it all.

“I am talking, just loudly! Fuck, Deku I’m trying! This is how I talk about this shit!” Katsuki roughly ran a hand through his hair, his eyes wouldn’t meet Izuku’s.

“Loudly? Really? You’re never this loud when you’re with Kirishima, just with me!” Izuku countered. Katsuki gave Izuku the strangest look.

“The hell does he have to do with this?! With us?!” This wasn’t getting them anywhere. Izuku pinched the bridge of his nose.

“I’m just using him as an example! If you can be so calm around him, why can’t you be that calm with me?” Izuku had at least managed to lower his voice a few notches.

He doesn’t make me feel the way you do!” Oh … oh…

Katsuki seemed to realize what he said because he was already walking closer to Izuku. “No, don’t … Izuku, that didn’t come out right! Fuck!” Katsuki was standing in front of him cradling his face, brushing away tears Izuku hadn’t realized had started falling. Katsuki could be calm around Kirishima. Katsuki could have simple conversations with Kirishima. Katsuki could joke around without starting a fight with Kirishima. . .

Not with Izuku.

“Izuku, please, say something!” For once, Katsuki look genuinely terrified. Izuku shoved him away, harder than he had intended when Katsuki flipped over the couch, but it had created the distance he wanted, needed. Katsuki groaned. In the blur of tears, Izuku realized Katsuki must have hit his head on their coffee table. He took a step towards him, but paused.

He turned on his heals and bolted out the door.

“IZUKU! IZUKU, GET BACK HERE!” He didn’t stop running. The moment he was clear, he kicked off as hard as he could. He’d stay at Tokoyami’s tonight. Katsuki wouldn’t look for him there, at least not right away. He needed space, needed to think, but most importantly he need to evaluate his emotions and what the last ten minutes had shown him.

Was he willing to let Katsuki go?

cassia-azure  asked:

Hi! I don't know if someone has asked you this before, but why did you choose to set up with RedBubble over other companies like Society6? My friend was thinking of opening up shop, and I'm helping her do research. Could I ask for your personal opinion?

I chose Redbubble cause I found the format easier. but I was considering also starting a society6 page, if anyone is interested?

Did we *ask you*??

Caitlin: (comes out of nowhere and dares to address the Queen Boss Lady) Must be nice having Barry back … 

Me: OK, since when are you and the Queen girlfriends? Why are you asking about her man? Why did you miss the morning meeting? Was it because of one of your new gang banger friends? Did you fill out the paperwork to get renewed security clearance like I asked you? Why did you fail the retinal scan, like, three times, bitch? Your outfit confuses me. Go back to whatever hole you just up and appeared from, OK?   

askshadetrixieandfamily  asked:

Here's a thought. Why did Henry return to the studio? He knew the studio was basically broke and would be in disrepair, and he's also being relatively calm about these monsters and a living cartoon, not to mention he was way too accepting there was a dead cartoon wolf in Chapter 1. So, what's Henry's actual reason for being there?

As I pointed out in this theory, it’s implied that Joey went missing or was presumed dead (probably because he became Bendy) in between the time he sent Henry the letter and the time he arrived at the studio. If your longtime formed friend and coworker invites you over to see something and you don’t respond because you’re still sore over events and then that former friend is pronounced dead, you bet guilt’s gonna force you to check out what they wanted to show you.

anonymous asked:

Hi! it's probably super weird to ask you this but i was wondering how you do to make your sims pose in public places but in couple? is there a mod or something bc i've been searching for two weeks and i can't find anything. i'm asking you this because i didn't think it was possible until i saw you made fred pose with a girl in the hallway when theo first meets him. sorry if it's annoying i'm just really desperate rn...

omg noo it’s not annoying at all and i get why you ask because i’ve been wondering the same thing and i haven’t found any clever solutions. what i did was sacrifice a chunk of the apartment next door and redecorated it to look like a hallway, and then theo went to visit there and i could place the pose statues. if you can’t enter build mode in someone else’s apartment try the bb.enablefreebuild cheat<3