*takes a scroll down my blog* well I’m going to make an archive blog to reblog some of the ooc and munday posts there, so they don’t clutter up this place. I might put the fanarts over there or on my personal as well.
Don't take this as anon hate, because it's not. I just realized that I don't share any common interests with you anymore, and that makes me sad cause you were one of the first blogs I followed :(. I do want to buy your books when I get the money, but I think I am going to unfollow you...It makes me really really sad too...
you know, plenty of people have continued following me long after i stopped posting anything relevant to their interests.
but that’s fine, you know, i don’t mind?
i don’t get why people tell me they’re unfollowing me.
i don’t take it personally unless you make it personal.
i don’t KNOW you guys and you don’t really know me.
unfollowing me isn’t like, not talking to me at school, lmao, a blog is just a blog.
au revoir, anon, and thanks if you do decide to buy my books.
(Sorry it took me three hours to answer I queued that post and then took a nap)
“Ok see I haven’t asked Anwen out for a variety of very good reasons one if she said no that would be uncomfortable for just all the people, two as long as no one actually puts the question to her I don’t have to deal with whether or not she likes me and three of the people Anwen could date I’m pretty much bad from all sorts of different ways of looking at that one. So against my general ethos or what have you I have not asked out Anwen.”
alright but now its time to talk about Baby Gay™ otherwise known as alex danvers
alex who sits up all night tossing and turning thinking back through her childhood memories tries to decide if there were any clues. should she have known.
thinks about her friends, the few and far in between because she had to be perfect, perfect for kara for her mom, for everyone, there wasn’t time to have a lot of friends. but maybe she did have a few and they were close, and wow what if she had felt something then and just couldnt make sense of it
alex who thinks back to dates and how after maybe after sex maybe not something didnt feel right ; you’re supposed to feel something right??? when they smile at you, there’s butterflies or fireworks or some bullshit!!! where is hers???
but oh my god maggie sawyer smiles at her and alex feels like her entire body is lighter? kara brings light into her life but maggie sawyer brings everything else with her too, alex sees maggie smile and suddenly crappy romcoms on a thursday night when kara is feeling sad and down, and those squishy scenes they make sense and its disgusting but with her it makes sense and that’s terrifying
alex who thinks maybe its time to explore though bc if maggies helping her discover herself clearly shes not into her or she would have said so right?? and maggie just got over her gf and maggies not into her and this is a mess
so alex who nervously goes to a gay bar!!! by herself!! embarassed almost and wants to leave which is weird because we’re talking about party girl alex danvers who drank too much and danced too hard not all that long ago but alex who finds a pretty girl that flirts with her
and the pretty girl asks her home and she wants to but god maybe shes not ready yet this is a lot and a pretty redhead flirts with her and shes a little overwhelmed and she also cant stop comparing parts of her to maggie and she knows thats not oaky
alex running into maggie on her way out??? maggie showing tiny bits of jealousy but also concern because alex looks flustered and nervous and so happy though and god is she okay?? and alex who is good and fine but maggies here and she asks why and she just answers ‘havent you heard the best way to get over someone is under someone else’ and alex flusters so hard bc she knows god she knows and she was close to the same but hearing maggie say it kind of hurts even if its not about her and she has to make up some excuse to leave
and GOD I COULD GO ON GAY ALEX DANVERS AN ACTUAL LESBIAN WHO DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO DO BC ITS ALL SO NEW AND ITS SO PURE