why don't they all do this


based on a conversation with @variantappeciation where the topic of dr. hausler’s gender and presentation came up, the simplest answer i can give about what his gender is, is “nothing.” it’s empty, a vessel with no soul, a puppet with no creator, a god with not one worshipper. one cannot describe something that doesn’t exist. for his body is a useless sac of flesh, a hindrance and nothing more. his body is also nothing. a mind completely detached and a hedonistic pursuit of godhood, the embodiment of an apathetic existence. what a tragedy.

okay real talk why do people hate the sabres? like even before the hit yesterday (which was an accident and you can fight me on) i see so much shit about them all over (except for ROR who apparently everyone likes?) but like? literally there’s no one on the team to hate save for evander because he’s a piece of shit. but there are assholes on almost every team yet people still like them. literally there are so many great guys on my team but y’all ignore them for doing absolutely nothing

I love Ward Meachum in Iron Fist. Granted, I have over an episode left but he’s so relatable? Out of all of the characters ever in these Marvel shows, I feel like he’s the one character where you’re not like, “What a dick head! As if you’d do that!” Or just like ‘The Hero™’ Everything he does, every action he takes is understandable to me? Idk I just like that he’s well written and, like, chaotic but both self-preserving and tries to help but only in realistic circumstances. idk, man. His downward spiral is just like, natural or something? Just good shit. He’s the stand out to me for this series. Like, Danny and Joy and Colleen… aren’t shit. Colleen is alright but idk they’re all kind of blasé cliché except him. 

Godddd. Gonna vent a little here, sorry for that. When I first moved to LA me and my friends were helped out by this older guy who we met through our school. He’s a pretty nice guy who did us a solid, but recently I’ve been very busy with my life and my podcast and bunch of other stuff and he’s been messaging me a lot saying things like, why aren’t you responding to my Facebook messages, all I do is care about you guys and I’m not sure why I’m getting the cold shoulder.

And I’m really, really put off by it, but I make it a policy in my personal and professional life not to burn bridges so I finally responded to him that, sorry, I’ve been very busy, and that at first I didn’t respond because of that but then I wasn’t because he responded were getting a little pushy and I have an avoidant personality.

And his response was like, “fascinating, my apologies for appearing pushy,”

God, you don’t get to send me repeated messages asking if your name is mud and if I hate you for WEEKS and find it “fascinating” when I don’t reply. You’re creeping me out, dude! Please stop!


If you SO over expose Charles Michael Davis’ face that it’s BARELY recognizable, I will not RP with you. 1. it’s whitewashing (you’re trying to get away with it and I see you), and 2. CMD’S SKIN IS TO DIE FOR AND TO PUT FILTERS LIKE THAT ON IS JUST A CRIME AGAINST VISION

I’m soooo over the over-expose trend. It looks shitty on all faces and IDK why people use it.


So, I’m back. Life has cleared up, I have a job, shoulders doing fine and I’m 30 pounds lighter. And I was wondering if any of you lovely people had the time of day for a giant giggly Elezen? 

I’m looking into a few things, and was wondering if anyone in the rp scene would like to engage in Discord things. Now, heres the thing: I have ideas. I get bored with the every day rp pretty easily(which is partly why I fell off of this last time), so I was looking into programs with dice and the like, and working with anybody willing to give me a chance at dming some small stories. 

The reason being is because I’ve been pushing myself to do a lot of writing, but I seem to have lost the spark and the fun in it. RP has always been a love of mine, and I’m hoping after some time it’ll give me that spark that I love in my writing. 

The stories can be anything! Canon, noncanon, a past story that you never truly explored and are willing to expand on for fun, anything! Yvain has a lot of empty space to fill up in his timeline, so truly, theres plenty that we could do.(Also it will all be on your time, to the best of my ability. Respond when you can/want, and if you are uninterested, just tell me ^^ ) 

Most importantly, I’m just looking to have fun, and I hope you all who partake have fun too. I’m still looking for some sort of dice roller and such that we could use so 1. It doesn’t look like I’m tampering with the results to get the ones I/You want and 2. It just stays fair. 

Anyway, thats an update and an inquiry! I hope you all have been having plenty of fun in the time that I’ve been gone, and I hope everythings okay. ^^ Thank you for reading! Have a great day!


she’s a handsome woman || panic! at the disco

please don’t ever laugh at someone at the gym who’s lifting very little amounts of weight, or running only a little bit on the treadmill. don’t make fun of someone for putting a machine at the lowest weight or only bench pressing the bar (it’s already 45 lbs on its own). don’t laugh at the people who are just starting out or who physically can’t do too much weights or running or pull ups or squats or whatever. Everyone has to start somewhere

I’m so baffled right now.

Someone recently bought something from me and asked how long the item gonna reach their place and if I offer express shipping. I said no and it might take 1-2 weeks to reach their place.

They were shocked and asked where the hell I live. I told them the answer and that they should’ve known that if they check my store FAQ carefully. I ended up getting lectured that my reply was ‘curt’ and that they’re a busy person and have 5 children with a husband working for Disney and I’m just ??????


Happy Birthday, Philipp Lahm


turn off the lights // panic! at the disco