why do people like breaking my heart

things said to or by my siblings:
  • “They break your heart, I break their face. Simple as that.”
  • “Trust me, I know people.”
  • “I SAID DON’T TOUCH ME!”
  • “I’m hugging you, shut up.”
  • “Oh my god are you hugging me?”
  • “Stop doing that it’s creepy.”
  • “YOU JUST LICKED ME! SHE JUST LICKED ME!!”
  • “I tolerate you.”
  • “See this is why we can’t have nice things.”
  • “Ok but look, sometimes he gets off in his own little world all alone where he doesn’t care about anyone else. You don’t wanna be like that. No one likes that person.”
  • “If you do that again I’m hitting you…”
  • “I’M TELLING MOM!”
  • “So you’re telling me that…. You didn’t eat this because you thought it was mine, and I didn’t eat it thinking it was yours… Oh I’m eating this now.”
  • “Get out of my head please.”
  • “W h a t are you wearing?”
  • “Is that my shirt? That’s my shirt isn’t it….”
  • “No you can’t have my pants, I need them.”
  • “Eh, just go grab something from the closet and you’ll be fine.”
  • “I need you to dress me today.”
  • “I’m wearing your shirt. It’s mine now.”
  • “Would you stop taking my clothes with out asking?!”
  • “Oh hey I was looking for that…”

Stan Monsta X. Stan seven precious adorable boys who loves their fans so much that they make the cutest hair hearts for us. Stan these precious boys who would risk anything, including their image to make us happy. Stan these precious boys who are constantly trying to improve themselves to make us happy. Stan these precious boys who are constantly hard on themselves because they feel like their not doing enough for us fans, when their actually doing so much for us. Stan these precious boys who always manage to have a smile on their faces despite how unfairly they’re treated in the industry. They work so hard, and they have so much love to offer to everyone, and it breaks my heart when people say that Monsta X is only known for the fact that they haven’t gotten a win yet or because of their stripper image.
They’re so much more than that, and that’s why us Monbebes are trying so hard to get our boys recognized. They’re so damn talented and they improve exponentially after every comeback. They are all literal rays of sunshine who have so much to offer if you give them a chance, so don’t you dare talk down on them. They will make it big no matter what anyone says so don’t even waste your time trying to discourage the fans who are trying to give in their all to support them. #StanMonstaX

The Supergirl fandom just makes me sad sometimes.

Why? Because I don’t feel like I’m free to ship who I want to ship without feeling like I’m going to get hate for it.

So I don’t post about it at all.

I love this show so much, but I can’t post about it and share my thoughts out of fear that I’ll be labeled a racist or a homophobe because of who I ship.

It breaks my heart because all I want to do is enjoy this show and discuss it with people.

But I can’t because I ship Karamel and that’s apparently the worst thing ever.

I can’t even go through any of the tags without seeing some sort of hate, it’s ridiculous and rather saddening to me.

Please stop guys, let’s enjoy this show together, no matter who we ship together.

  • me : i am not emotional i don't cry over people or breakups lmao why would you cry over that and im not suicidal
  • otp : either breaks up or finally gets together or just isn't canon
  • me, sobbing : loOK NOW THIS IS IMPORTANT OKAY I HAVE FEELINGS OKAY WHY MUST YOU HURT ME LIKE THIS WHAT DID I EVER DO WRONG UGH SOMEONE JUST DRIVE A KNIFE THROUGH MY BODY AND END MY SUFFERING I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE I AM IN PAIN MY HEART IS IN PAIN STOP IT
  • Kryten: Why do you wanna throw in with people like that?
  • Rimmer: Because I wanna BE somebody! I wanna have a position of authority on a scout ship exploring uncharted space! Work alongside educated men and women! Officers! People who count! (bends down to Lister) Lister, this is my one chance to seize my dream. (rises) To be with the winners! Look at me, what do you see?
  • Lister: (shrugs) Tell me!
  • Rimmer: You see a sad and lonely guy. A guy who left home at 16 to become and officer and a gentleman - and ended up as a chicken soup machine operative. Is it any wonder my father had four strokes? Is it any wonder he used to sit by the window and dribble? *I* did that to him - ME!
  • Lister: There's nothing wrong with what you did! It's just a job.
  • Rimmer: You ARE your job.
  • Kryten: NOT so, Sir. Now, was Albert Camus a goalkeeper or a philosopher? Was Albert Einstein a clerk in a patent office - or the greatest physicist who ever lived? And of course there's the oft-told tale of the simple carpenter's son who went on to own the largest chain of pizza stores in history, Harry Beedlebaum!
  • Rimmer: Kryten, Albert Einstein didn't spend the best years of his life picking out lumps of desiccated poultry from the end of his nozzle cleaner!
  • Lister: That doesn't make you a failure.
  • Rimmer: It does in my parents' eyes. It does in my brother's eyes. It does in the eyes of everyone WITH eyes. That's EXACTLY what it makes me.
“Why do you do it?” I heard him ask behind my shoulder.
“Do what?” I frowned while applying my lipstick.
“You know exactly what you do. Jump from person to person, love them for a second and then you’re done. Is that what makes you happy? Breaking people’s hearts because they thought for a second you loved them but in reality they’re just like the rest to you?” He said.
“I think my heart breaks just as much as theirs do.” I replied simply.
“That isn’t true. One person is always more attached than the other. You’re never attached. To anyone. You don’t belong to anyone. Your heart is homeless. Your heart can’t be broken when you don’t let anyone adopt it.” He started speaking aggressively, spit spraying on my neck. I turn to face him.
“That’s the problem. I don’t think anyone wants to adopt my heart. If they did, they would try harder. I’m looking for that in a person. Someone who will try harder than I will. I may come off as some home wrecker everyone should steer clear of, but I’m just searching for someone who won’t let me get away.” I said.
—  Only happy when I’m on the run

anonymous asked:

So like I was wondering for your Once More With Feeling story. What is going on with future/other dimension Victor? Is he dead? Is he alone in the future? Did Yuuri die? Do both of them die? Will Yuuri be going back to the future/other dimension in the end?

You know, I like it when people actually want to engage me about my fics.

So we got Yuuri and Victor dancing in the rain. Victor forgets who Yuuri is, and he has to sleep in the guest bedroom that night, where his fragile skater heart is breaking and he cries himself to sleep.

Yuuri wakes up in Detroit 30 years in the past and thinks he’s dreaming, so why not do what he wants? Because no repercussions in dreams or so he thinks.

Now, there could be many avenues I can choose from.

1. Dementia-Victor is now alone in another dimension or future, but how bad would that really be when he can’t remember his own husband most of the time? Meaning he’s basically alone all the time when he remembers nothing.

2. Yuuri being sent to the past/another dimension alters the future. Meaning if it’s the same timeline where Victor’s gets Dementia, then things can change to prevent it. And if it’s a new dimension, it might not happen at all.

3. Yuuri was sent to the past and ended up taking over his younger self’s body. And there is a possibility of Victor from the future also traveling to the past to take over his past self’s body.

4. There can be the whole traveling to the past erases whatever happened in the future, making that timeline formerly inhabited, cease to exist altogether.

5. Yuuri can return back to his original timeline after living a good life with a healthy Victor and come back to find that both he and Victor have been in comas for a while and are both terminally ill. To where they might die then.

6. Dementia-Victor might wake up and realize that his husband is gone and might decide that he will go as well. However you wish to interpret that.

7. Both Yuuri and Victor died and have been reincarnated somehow. Yuuri got to restart in his twenties. Maybe Victor has to wait a bit before he can come along.

Basically, I can do many things. It all depends on what I should do. I have a loose Outline for anything past Worlds. So we’ll just have to see.

^-^

So I never really seen anyone ask this question before and honestly I’d really like to know what people think.
Okay, so if Larry and or Camren were to break up and I mean it’s actually over. Which ship would you feel would hurt the most? Like which one could you definitely not be able to handle it being completely over… And my answer to that question is honestly Camren and the reason why is that I never shipped a couple so hard since Larry and I never thought I could do it even harder. And now that I see how love can make people feel so many different things it’s just incredible to see. I feel Camren has touched my heart in a way that I can’t explain. And Larry has too but Camren is different. It’s like even though Larry may have more evidence with the tattoos and sexual moments on stage and Harry staring at Louis. To me when I see Camila and Lauren it’s like a love story that goes through heart break and trauma. Its toxic and that’s why I love it more. It’s a beautiful love story that if it were to end it would hurt like hell. They’ve touched so many lives

And now you’re crying to me about how she hurt you. Well now you know how I felt when you ripped my heart out. Now you know what it feels like to have someone you love leave you for another. I don’t feel sorry for you. Not after what you put me through.

do you people even realize namjoon literally has a heart of gold, he’s so caring and warm towards his friends, he’s so proud of them and he brags about them like they’re his kids, he wants them all to get the praise they deserve and he always praises them in interviews for everyone to see, like how he just praised jhope for his solo dance in ‘boy meets evil’ and he said he watches it every day and if that isn’t the nicest thing he could have said istg, and all this is the reason why my heart breaks because he isn’t getting all the recognition in the world for being such a talented selfless caring piece of perfection in this disgusting world 

Best Friend Break-up~part4~Luke Hemmings

“So you lied.” Calum asked. You had chased him down in the parking lot before he went to the part. 

“Yeah.” 

“And Luke doesn’t know?” You shook your head. You knew it was wrong to lie and to drag two innocent people into said lie, but you felt the need to hurt Luke the same way he hurt you. 

“Why would you lie?” 

“Because he broke my heart and I want to break his.” 

“There’s other ways to break his heart.” Calum said. You let your head fall to the side as you eyed him. 

“Like what?” You asked. You were sure Calum knew of something that you could use to get back at Luke. 

“Well, you could cut up his pillows and stuff. Trash his dorm. Stuff like that because I’m sure he’s going to do something to get back at you.” Calum said and you nodded before you knew it was true. Luke wasn’t going to let you get away with this once he found out the truth. 

“Nah that wouldn’t piss him off.” 

“Poke a hole in his condoms.” 

“Hell no! He can’t be a dad.” You said laughing a little. “Something that won’t ruin his life.” 

“Put red hair dye in his shampoo.” Calum said and you laughed. You weren’t sure why Calum was helping you out but he was always the nicer of the group. Always asking if you were okay when he saw you in the halls, he offered you gum a lot and sat with your at lunch when you had no one else. 

“Thanks. I think I’ll do that.” He handed you a key. 

“Here’s a key to our dorm room. Party ends at 3, be out before then.” Calum said and you nodded. 

“Have a good time.” 

“Thanks. You too.” He left without another word. You got on the bus to head to the drug store to find some hair dye. You found the color you wanted and right away head to pay for it and then to Luke’s dorm. You unlocked the door and quickly went to his shampoo bottle and put the dye in. Now, you waited. 

You were sound asleep in bed when there was a pounding at your door that scared you. 

“Open the fucking door, Y/n!” Luke yelled. You quickly got up to open it and he looked more than pissed off. “What the hell is wrong with you?!” He shouted causing you to jump back. “First you lie about you sleeping with Calum and my girl, then you put hair dye in my shampoo?!” 

“It was Calum’s idea.” You shrugged. 

“Why would you do that?!” 

“Because you broke my heart and I wanted to do something to get back at you.” 

“How did I break your heart?” He asked as if he didn’t have any clue as to why you guys haven’t talked in the last five months. 

“When you said you didn’t want to be friends with me anymore.” You looked at him with pained eyes and he looked right back at you with the same ones.

Shadowhunters MEME Part 2
  • "If anyone catches us, we're dead."
  • "Right now, I just really need my mom."
  • "Whatever you do, don't lose hope."
  • "Together we can use the _______ to save the world."
  • "You're immortal. Time is on your side."
  • "I don't know who I am anymore. There's darkness in me. It's always been there."
  • "You let her break your heart, my friend."
  • "I came with you to escape my relationship drama, not get a front row seat to yours."
  • "Remind me why we couldn't do this at my place?"
  • "Well, it's happy hour somewhere, my dear."
  • "Emotions are never black and white. They're more like symptoms."
  • "I didn't betray you, _____. I saved you from yourself."
  • "What kind of people sacrifice justice for law?"
  • "Maybe that's my destiny, to bring your family and mine together."
  • "People said I was mad. So I owned it."
  • "If ____ doesn't make it out of there soon, you're going to be meditating six feet under."
  • "Visionaries are quirky crazy."
  • "I see ______ is the smart one in the family."
  • "Play dead"
  • "Maybe that's supposed to mean something, but you're still you, and I'm still me."
  • "Well, I don't want to bite you anymore."
  • "Maybe what I did was wrong and selfish, but my heart was breaking."
  • "Even starvation can't shut you up."
  • "You wanted to sweep history under the rug."
  • "Did you say I'm right"
  • "Don't get used to it"
  • "I'm nothing more than a monster."
  • "It's love that makes you fight harder for what you want."
  • "Once reborn, you emerge hungry."
  • "I haven't taken my eyes off her."
  • "_______ is quite magical"
  • "If I listened to my heart, I'd never be able to do my job."
  • "I'm dying to get out of this conversation."
  • "Your friends have the habit of turning up dead. I can't even imagine what your Facebook page looks like."
  • "Passion makes you dangerous."
  • "You have an interesting effect on people"
  • "I knew ________ would come to bite me in the ass."
  • "We break noses and accept consequences."
°☆。 ❛ — prompt list #02: the mindy project inspired

as always, send a # off this list and i’ll write a drabble on it !

  1. “Even under extraordinary circumstances, the right two people can end up together.”
  2. “If we had such a great connection, why didn’t we stay in touch?”
  3. “It breaks my heart seeing some of the slimeballs you’ve been with.”
  4. “I could see us having a real relationship.”
  5. “I really like you and finding a person that you really like is hard.”
  6. “We didn’t even get to do any fun, date-y things like go to the supermarket and have a big fight in front of people.”
  7. “You know you’re right for someone when they force you to be the best version of yourself.”
  8. “That means a lot coming from you because you’re very competitive and don’t give a lot of compliments.”
  9. “I never thanked you properly for the sex.”
  10. “Are you gonna cry? Want me to leave?”
  11. “It’s weird that when someone is crying your first instinct is to abandon them.”
  12. “I am going on a date with a sophisticated person I met on the internet.”
  13. “You set up a fake dating profile and then asked me out?”
  14. “That’s what I said, but what I felt in my heart was quite different.”
  15. “Look, you can’t go out with this guy.”
  16. “I get that you’re obsessed with my love life, but I’m working right now.”
  17. “I let you grab my ass at the ice cream store.”
  18. “Can you not change in front of me?”
  19. “Can you not look at me while I’m changing?”
  20. “I’m sorry I lied to you, sweetheart.”
  21. “You’ll find someone eventually, you’re great.”
  22. “You look like a young Marlon Brando.”
  23. “I can’t spend another night stalking exes on the Internet.”
  24. “You’ll make beautiful babies!”
  25. “You love me! You love me, you wanna make adorable, mixed-race babies with me.”
  26. “Look at us, we’re having our first fight.”
  27. “I refuse to accept that gift.”
  28. “Wanting a blowjob is not a medical emergency.”
  29. “French me, you idiot!”
  30. “Just watch yourself, you sex-crazed quack.”
  31. “Are you in charge of being a douchebag? ‘Cause you’re doing a great job.”
  32. “My body is very attracted to your body, but when you speak my brain gets angry.”
  33. “Your secret is safe with me. Largely because I don’t care and I’ll probably forget.”
  34. “If we’re still single in 5 years and haven’t found anybody, can we make a pact that we will kill each other?”
  35. “I would be so exclusive with you that I wouldn’t let you hold dollar bills in your hand because there’s pictures of dudes on them.”
  36. “Maybe I won’t get married, you know? Maybe I’ll do one of those Eat, Pray, Love things. Ugh no, I don’t want to pray. I’ll just die alone.”
  37. “I want you to love me in a way that I can show on Instagram.”
  38. “I heard you guys broke up and I, for one, am happy because I was never a fan of the relationship.”
  39. “I haven’t had sex in such a long time I’m thinking about donating my thongs to the troops. You know, for morale.”
  40. “I’m kinda turning myself on.”
  41. “How was the date? Did things get sticky?”
  42. “Dating sites are great, but you gotta get laid.”
  43. “Do you want a guy that’s gonna split the check or split you in half?”
  44. “According to WebMD, you can die of hornyness. I mean, I posted it, but still.”
  45. “If I’m not back in 10 minutes, he murdered me. Or he’s really into foreplay. Both of which, suck.”
  46. “You were supposed to catch me with your lips.”
  47. “Oh, we’re not married. We don’t even know each other that well.”
  48. “Why do white people love to see people of other races date inside their own race?”
  49. “You need to make your penis flaccid when you talk to me.”
  50. “Okay, stop talking about penises.”
  51. “I paid a fortune for Hamilton tickets and you got us kicked out in the first act by climbing up on the stage to freestyle.”
  52. “For me, you were kinda the one that got away.”
  53. “You thought this was a date?”
  54. “My friends really don’t like you.”
  55. “Who’s the hottie with the body in the middle of the sidewalk?”
  56. “I kinda miss being your hero.”
  57. “He’s hot as hell. And he’s rich as hell.”
  58. “He’s so annoying, I hate him. He’s like a Garbage Pail Kid.”
  59. “Since you guys got back together he’s been annoyingly happy.”
  60. Any quote from the show of your choosing
I couldn’t understand why I felt so trapped. Until one day, I just did. I craved for the high of doing things I shouldn’t be doing. I wanted to get black out drunk, I wanted to get high and smoke a cigarette at a party with people I didn’t like. I wanted to wear red lipstick, and date boys who were only going to break my heart- except I wouldn’t let them, because I wouldn’t love them. It was an obsession, anything that made me feel alive, I needed it.
But him.
He made me stay straight. He encouraged me to do things that were only beneficial. He saw potential in me that I sometimes didn’t want to see in myself. He pushed me to work harder. I hated it, and yet it also gave me a high of making him proud of me. I still longed for the thrill of danger, and yet, somehow, the hold he had on my heart was exciting enough for me to be content.
—  You have to bury the dark parts of yourself I suppose.
i knew it was a lie when you said you loved me

you were a dream. you visioned this perfect relationship for us. claiming you waited for months to have me… for what?? to leave? what was the point of you being temporary? why did you come to someone who was already broken to break them more? why did you do this to me? why is killing myself the only thing on my mind anymore… i just want to die soo bad, i’m sick of feeling worthless. i’m sick of people making promise and breaking them. everyone leaves and they never care. how could you ever say you love me, because this… this is not love. maybe i was right, i love everyone too much… you were the only person i could trust and you ruined that for everyone. i wish i could shut off my mind and stop my heart from feeling like this… good thing that is possible. why do i feel like when i am dead i will finally be alive. you are killing me more than my thoughts. but don’t you worry (not like you do) because “i’m ok :)”

MY HANDS ✋ YOUR HANDS ✋ 👐TIED UP LIKE TWO SHIPS ⛴⛴ DRIFTING WEIGHTLESS WAVES 🌊 TRYING TO BREAK IT ❌ I’D DO ANYTHING TO SAVE IT, WHY 😩 IS IT SO HARD TO SAVE IT ❓ MY HEART 💙 YOUR HEART 💚 SIT TIGHT LIKE 📚 BOOK 📚 ENDS PAGES 📖 BETWEEN US WRITTEN 📝 WITH NO 🔚 SO MANY WORDS WERE NOT SAYING 💬🚫 DONT WANNA WAIT TIL ITS GONE YOU 💚 MAKE ME 💙 STRONG 💪 IM SORRY 😔 IF I SAY I NEED YA BUT I DONT 🙅 CARE 💁 IM NOT 🙅 SCARED 😰 OF LOOOOOVE 💘 CAUSE WHEN IM NOT WITH YOU IM WEAKER 💔 IS THAT SO WRONG IS 📢 IT 📢 SO 📢 WRONG 📢 THAT YOU 💚 MAKE ME 💙 STRONG 💪 think of 💭 how much love ❤️ that’s been wasted people always trying to escape it move on to stop ✋ their heart breaking 💔 but there’s nothing 🙅 I’m running 🏃 from you 💚 make me 💙 strong 💪 IM SORRY 😔 IF I SAY I NEED YA BUT I DONT 🙅 CARE 💁 IM NOT 🙅 SCARED 😰 OF LOOOOOVE 💘 CAUSE WHEN IM NOT WITH YOU IM WEAKER 💔 IS THAT SO WRONG IS 📢 IT 📢 SO 📢 WRONG 📢 SO BABY 👶HOOOOOOOOLD ON 🙏 TO MY HEART 💙 NEED YOU 💚 TO KEEP ME FROM FAAAALLING APART 😩 ILL ALWAYS HOOOOLD ON cause you 💚 make me 💙 strong 💪 I’m sorry 😔 if I say I need ya. but I don’t 🙅 care 💁 I’m not 🙅 scared 😰 of looooove 💘 cause when I’m not with you I’m weaker 💔 is that so wrong?????? is it so wrong??????? IM SORRY 😔 IF I SAY I NEED YA BUT I DONT 🙅 CARE 💁 IM NOT 🙅 SCARED 😰 OF LOOOOOVE 💘 CAUSE WHEN IM NOT WITH YOU IM WEAKER 💔 IS THAT SO WRONG IS 📢 IT 📢 SO 📢 WRONG 📢 THAT YOU 💚 MAKE ME 💙 STRONG 💪 IM SORRY 😔 IF I SAY I NEED YA BUT I DONT 🙅 CARE 💁 IM NOT 🙅 SCARED 😰 OF LOOOOOVE 💘 CAUSE WHEN IM NOT WITH YOU IM WEAKER 💔 IS THAT SO WRONG IS 📢 IT 📢 SO 📢 WRONG 📢 THAT YOU 💚 MAKE ME 💙 STRONG 💪

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I normally don’t make post like this but I felt obligated to speak. This cartoon was disgusting and scary to watch at the same time. It breaks my heart to know that little innocent children learn from these subliminal messages. People ask me why do I “model”, and it’s mainly because of this issue. I try to set an example to the little girls and young women that follow my social media. ALL PEOPLE ARE BEAUTIFUL! No matter what race/ethnicity you are. We are all different and we a have distinctive physical features, but being different doesn’t make you ugly. We need to do better, we need to set better examples smh. Society conditions young black girls to hate themselves so early. We need to protect our young, we need to break this cycle.

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“This is all just a game to you isn’t it? You flirt, you laugh, you use magic. But at the end of the day, what do you risk?  Even if I did feel something for you - you want me to give up my life for  y o u? I have to do what’s right for me. I could lose my family, my career - everything!
                                                        You just don’t get it

Exo reaction when you don’t wanna use couple things

Sehun: I try to do something nice and you do this to me? why are you doing this to me?

Kai:You don’t want to wear the shirt ,why? you don’t like the color?

Tao: Y/N:If you like it that much you can wear yours.

They are couple shirts, they are supposed to be wear together. Just one is meaningless 

Kyungsoo: Oh well I tried, at least I have the receipt and I can take my money back

Chanyeol: Please, pretty please! for me? I will do anything you want if you will wear this just this once

Chen: But I wanted people to know that you are my girl

Baekhyun: You are so mean, breaking my heart and shattering my dreams just like that *fake tears*

Lay: No I’m fine I’m not upset, I’m fine

Suho: Well if you don’t wanna wear it then….. you wear the same  bracelet as your best friend, but it’s fine if you don’t want to

Kris: Please! look how pretty the necklace is. Come on I know you want it

Luhan: Fine, then I guess we will never be like those cute couples that we see on tv

Xiumin:*when you start to give him 100 reasons why you wouldn’t use couple things*Omg a no it would have been enough you know.