Late Night Thoughts
Do you ever have a great day?
Like nothing goes wrong and you’re happy.
But then as soon as you are left alone with your thoughts at night, everything changes?
I was having such a great day. Finally being able to listen to my own music, without anyone complaining about it. I did my hair and makeup as well. Then later on in the night I was skyping with two of m my friends and actually laughing.
So it seemed like today was going to end up ending nicely.
But now I’ve been with my own thoughts for a few hours..
These nights come a lot. But I just feel alone. Like no one is there.
I’ve started to cry for unknown reasons. And I can’t seem to get to sleep. It feels like I have a huge weight on my shoulders, and I’m not sure why.
It’s nights like these that I just want out. I want away from everything. Just to have to all end.
I know that’s not the best thing to think about, but it’s all that’s going through my brain.