Growing Love -4- Suga
Growing Love - Suga -
Pairing: Suga x Reader
Genre: Fluff, Romance, Smut
Word count; 2.776
Synopsis: Marrying someone you didn’t know was something you never thought you’d do but as you didn’t want to defy your parents you decided to do it and when you met Min Yoongi you felt you made the right decision as you both agreed that love needed to grow.
The next morning you were up first, making breakfast. This time you made sure that there wouldn’t be any accidents. You were moving around the kitchen in a dress this time, you didn’t feel like wearing shorts today and you had a feeling Yoongi would appreciate it, seeing you in a dress. You know your relationship hit a new level yesterday and you weren’t feeling awkward around him anymore, not that you felt that awkward around him but now you knew him a bit more, which was really helpful. You wanted to get closer to him but you weren’t sure if he liked the skinship, you had been kissing but nothing more than that and with him looking the way he does, well it was hard to hold back.
“Y/N, where are you? Come back to the bed!” Yoongi whined, it made you smile but you did what he asked and you even had breakfast ready for him. “I’m coming,” you mumbled whilst walking into the room and you couldn’t help but chuckle when you saw him hogging the entire bed, with his sleepy face.
“Yah, is that for me?”
“Of course and this time no accidents.” you put the tray on the bedside table and sat down on the bed but before you could do anything he had pulled you down and he was actually hovering over you, which surprised you. He came closer and smiled before pressing his lips to yours. You responded immediately and put your arms around his neck, he lay down partly on you and as he pulled you against him, his hand went up your legs, he pulled slightly back when he noticed that you were wearing a dress, which made him smirk. He didn’t stop and went higher, making you jerk your hips a bit. His mouth traveled down your neck and stopped when he reached your collarbone, making you absolutely crazy because you wanted him to go further. His hand grazed the outlining of your underwear and that made you stop breathing for a second. “Breathe yagiya,” he mumbled against your throat and when you did that he placed his mouth back on yours before pulling back. You lay there completely out of breath and he just started his breakfast as if nothing just happened.
“Are you okay?” he was definitely feeling good about himself. You propped yourself up until you were sitting. “You must be uncomfortable.”
“Not really, I just enjoyed myself.” he kissed your nose as he got out of bed. It was a sight as he was only wearing his pajama bottoms. You had stolen his shirt halfway through the night, how you weren’t sure but you woke up with his shirt on. “You should wear dresses more often, I like them.”
“I can see that.” you walked towards him and put your hands on his chest. “Maybe we should go for a swim.” you moved your hands towards his stomach but he stopped you when you touched the hem of his pajama bottom. “Pervert,” he mumbled close to your ear and you felt a tingle go through your body. You pushed him away and hurried away from him before you really showed him what kind of “pervert” you could be. “So no to the swimming part?”
“Shut up Oppa.” you heard him laugh, which was the best sound ever and you couldn’t help but fall completely for him every second of the day, you made a side note to thank your mother for this. You were doing the dishes when he put his arms around your waist and put his head on your shoulder. “Have you ever been snorkeling?”
“How would you feel if we would do that today?”
“Do you know how to sail?”
“I do, I have my license, why?”
“Let’s rent a boat.” he sounded so happy that you couldn’t say no. “Do I have to rent one?” he nodded cutely, which made you melt and next thing you know you shook the hands of the rental place, it was a small yacht, but big enough for the two of us. You made sure there was enough food and water to stay out for the entire day and Yoongi took care of the snorkeling gear. “Are you ready?”
“Let’s go.” You had asked the rental owner where we could snorkel and he gave you the exact map and coordinates, which proved to be very helpful. “When did you learn this?”
“I think it was in my last year of high school.”
“Really, so that’s like four years back?”
“I guess so yes.”
“Oppa, why do you always stay in the shadow, don’t you like the sun?”
“I can’t get a tan, being an idol, means you can get tanned too much and well because I don’t get a lot of sun as I burn quickly.” That did make sense, you didn’t have that burden because you were walking around in the sun almost every day. “Do you mind if I get tanned?”
“Of course not, it’s just my personal choice, you’re beautiful no matter what.” you smiled and wondered why he didn’t show this side more often to the public but then again, they would love him even more, which meant you would have to share him even more. “Oppa, look dolphins!” you suddenly yelled to him and he immediately jumped up “Where?” you pointed at the large group of dolphins and you slowed down, so you could get a good look. “This is amazing!” Yoongi was almost jumping from joy and you couldn’t help but laugh with him. “It really is.”
“Look they’re coming closer.”
“Don’t lean too much over the railing.” You warned him because if he fell it was his own fault. When the dolphins went away he sat back down and started to talk about them, he showed his passion for things and you were happy that he liked things like this as well. You finally had arrived at the diving spot, which was at a coral reef, you just had to make sure the yacht wasn’t moving, because that would make things difficult. You didn’t put on a wetsuit time and you had to laugh when you saw that Yoongi really wasn’t going to change his clothes. “Are you serious right now?” you gestured at the clothes he was wearing.
“I always swim with my clothes on.”
“Of course you do.” you pulled the dress over your head, exposing your bikini, at first you weren’t sure about this bikini because it showed a lot of skin but then you decided that you weren’t going to hide your body because if you would’ve been in Europe, you would not think twice about it. “Is that all you’re going to wear?” His voice was a bit lower than normal and you felt better because this meant he liked it a little bit too much. “Do you have a problem with what I’m wearing?”
“it shows a lot of skin don’t you think?”
“This is what I’m used to wearing whilst swimming, so yes this is all I’m wearing.” You left him staring as you jumped in the ocean, with your scuba gear. “Hurry up Oppa!” you yelled as you put the gear on and dived, you brought your GoPro, which was a good choice as it could go under water. It was such a beautiful sight, the coral reef, and the colorful fish. When you came back up, Yoongi was still busy with his scuba gear. “Do you need help?”
“Yes please help me.” you swam over and took the gear from him and told him precisely how he had to use everything and from that moment time flew by. Together you discovered the underwater world and you weren’t sure how long you had been scuba diving but at a certain point, you began to feel cold and your legs were getting tired. “I think we need to go back,” you yelled at Yoongi and he stuck up his thumbs. When you were back on the yacht you sailed to a little bay, which looked abandoned, that is until you found out that it was a rest stop for people who didn’t want to return back just yet. “Are you hungry?”
“I am, do you want me to prepare something for you?” Yoongi asked as you quickly pulled the dress back over your body, you definitely was a bit sunburned but mostly you were tanned. “Yah, why would you put the dress back on, I’ve been enjoying the view.”
“Well, I can’t enjoy the view so bad luck for you buddy.” he rolled his eyes and pulled his shirt off and with that, your mouth fell to the ground because you didn’t think he would do that. “Now if you don’t mind?” he gestured to the dress and when you didn’t respond he got up and pulled the dress in one swift move over your head. He pulled you closer until you stood against him, he moved the hair out of your face, whilst looking into your eyes. You couldn’t stand it and you pushed your lips against his and if he was startled he didn’t show it as he wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you closer. At first, he was teasing you a bit but soon he deepened the kiss. He laid you down on the lounge area, which was covered in soft pillows. he gently caressed your side, which made you feel like you were going crazy. He didn’t stop this time as he suddenly kissed the top of your breasts, you were startled at first but his gentle touch made you relax quickly. His hand went to your bikini bottom and as he swiftly caressed your sensitive spot, you knew that you were ready to take the next step and as your hand travelled down his chest you stopped at the hem of his swim shorts, this was pure hesitation from your part but he put his hand over yours and moved it on him. The minute your hand moved he moaned softly in your neck, which was a huge turn on.
“I’ve wanted to do this from the moment I laid eyes on you,” he said through his kisses and that’s when you lost your bikini top. You were panting way too hard for a proper answer. To know that he was the reason for making you feel breathless made him smile as he kissed your breasts. His hand went under your bikini bottom and when he started to move his fingers you were lost in pure pleasure. The only thing that mattered now was Yoongi and his hands, you didn’t even know that the sun was already setting. Your bikini bottom had disappeared at a certain point just like Yoongi’s swim shorts and before you knew it, you lay on his chest completely exhausted but highly pleased with yourself. You lifted your head from his chest and noticed that the sun had gone under and you knew that it couldn’t have been more perfect than this.
“Did you really wanted to do this when you first saw me?” Yoongi smiled lazily at you and as he propped himself up against the back of the lounge, he nodded. “I did.”
“But I was wearing nothing interesting at all.”
“There was just something about you that attracted me and when I found out you were the one I was going to marry, well I couldn’t be happier.” You hid your face in his chest and enjoyed the movement of his chest whilst he was chuckling. “I felt the same way, to be honest.”
“Did you really not know who I was?”
“I really didn’t know, I just returned from Europe and even though Kpop is also big there, it’s not that noticeable as radio station don’t play it and I didn’t really have a lot of time to look at youtube.”
“I see, you were studying right?”
“I was and I went out with friends when I had free time.”
“Just like we do, when we have time.”
“Of course, we’re all the same you know.” he chuckled because you were slurring your words right now as you were falling asleep. He quickly got up and grabbed some water and a towel, just to clean you up and when he was finished he put your bikini back on, together with your dress. He also put his own clothes on and started on dinner. You had brought a few things he could heat up with the electric grill, he could even make ramyun if he wanted. You, on the other hand, were completely out of it and you didn’t wake up until he told you to eat something. After dinner, you did have to go back, as it was getting dark. You got up and started the motor and when you arrived back at the dock you packed up everything and returned the keys.
“Let’s go home.” Yoongi grabbed your hand and pulled you along. You walked back to the cabin, not talking at all. You would think it was highly uncomfortable but it wasn’t, you were just enjoying each other’s company. “Oppa?”
“Can I ask what you did, that they made you marry?”
“Do you really want to know?”
“Only if it doesn’t hurt you.”
“It’s because of a girl.”
“I guessed something like that.”
“Let’s get home first then I will tell you.” It took forever to get home, as you were a curious person, this last part was pure torture. When you got in, you quickly changed your clothes into comfortable clothes and sat down on the couch, whilst Yoongi grabbed you something to drink. He took a deep breath before he started talking, which scared you a bit because it must be something bad right?
“I dated a girl for a few weeks but she got a bit obsessive. It became really bad but I couldn’t resist her and it was damaging everything around me. I didn’t want to see it or listen to the other members. I did everything for her and I even talked about her in public but she was only using me for my money and fame. I wanted to marry her and I even had sex with her, which I don’t do without loving a person and boy did I love her but she didn’t love me back because one day I went to surprise her and I found her in bed with another guy. Now, this wouldn’t be a scandal if it didn’t leak to the press. She made pictures when we had sex, nothing too much but enough to see it was me, so when they were posted online, all hell broke loose. Lucky for me that I’m with the best company ever and they took care of everything but It damaged not only me but also the group.”
“But why would they force you to marry someone?”
“It was actually my suggestion.”
“To make sure something like this wouldn’t happen again.”
“How did you found me though?”
“Your mother is a good friend of our boss and she told him about you and the fact that they were looking for a husband.”
“So you just went along with it?”
“Not before I saw you and if you think that time was the first time I saw you, then you’re mistaken.”
“Wait when did you see me?”
“I saw you at med school actually. I waited one day to see you and when I saw you, you were wearing black skinny jeans and a light blue sweater, you looked tired but also happy as you were walking with friends.”
“I remember that day, I got good grades for a test.” You memorized but you also remembered something from that day and that’s when you realized that it was also the first time you saw him but you just didn’t realize it back then. “Now that you mention that day, I saw you too but I didn’t know you so I didn’t think much of it” he chuckled and pulled you closer and kissed your forehead.
“Your smile that day was the reason I wanted to marry you.”
“That’s really cheesy, you know this right?” He chuckled and nodded “I’m aware of this.”
“Maybe we should go to bed, what do you think?” He didn’t say anything after that as he lifted you up and walked into the bedroom. “I was waiting for that.” with that he threw you on the bed and turned off the lights.
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