why do i keep it up

anonymous asked:

I hope you're having a fantastic day! ❤ Just wanted to clear up things for that anon - i'm really sorry that happened to u honestly who the fuck breaks up with some1 the day u meet? (i hope you're in a better place now though!) But i have no intentions of letting go of Anna unless she wants me to. Heck yeah im nervous travelling across the world but we both WANT to make this work! Yea relationships are hard work which is why im working so hard myself. cause i definitely want to hold onto her 💙

Kelsey accidentally turned this on anon 

ya dingus

BUT as you can see, we are an even team effort in this relationship! I know I’m saving up already so I can go visit where she lives. I would say I’m working hard to keep this relationship going  but I like that saying “if you’re doing something you love then you’ll never work a day in your life”. Because I love her, yes I help her with hard times, but non of it seems like working. (Ok, maybe I have to work hard to remember to respond to things but I blame that on my phone being a shit and the time differences!)  I’m just proud of our relationship so far because we make a great team so far and I can’t wait for her to get here so we can keep working together! 

  • Oscar: Alright, I'm in Mistral. Time to find a therapist.
  • Ozpin: I know a great therapist! His name is Qrow Branwen.
  • Oscar: Why do you keep trying to get me to see Qrow Branwen? I'm not seeing some weird stranger I don't know.
  • Ozpin: You're right. He sounds like a creep. You should go over to him and beat him up for being such a creep.
  • Oscar: I'm not seeing him and nothing you say to me can convince me otherwise.
  • Ozpin: Even if I tell you he's an exorcist?
  • Oscar: .........noooooooooooo.
Some Maybe Not As Common Sicknarios

- we got in a fist fight and now have detention together and I’m only getting you tissues and offering my jacket because your sneezing and shivering is getting on my nerves. I am definitely not concerned

- we play in school band together and your normally long, stunning high trumpet notes sound short and choppy and WOW do you look sick

- I’m your manager at our job at the grocery store and I keep getting customer complaints of an employee coughing all over products in aisle 5. Why did you even come in today??

- we both teach swimming lessons and you come in sick. I watch you take a dive, only to not come up. Oh mY GOD YOU’RE DROWNING.

- we are singing with a choir at a chorus competition and you look really bad but we need your voice. I have to discreetly keep a hand around your waist to keep you from falling over as we sing

- you are my biggest track competitor. We are both neck and neck and the finish line is right in front of us when you suddenly collapse. I should take the opportunity to win but you look terrible! Have you been running while this sick the whole time!?

- I was really craving some pizza and you are my delivery boy and wOW YOU LOOK TERRIBLE. NO PLEASE COME IN. LET ME CALL YOUR EMPLOYER. HOW DID YOU EVEN DRIVE LIKE THAT??

- we walk our dogs at the same time everyday and I spot your dog running around without you. I grab your dog and find you passed out by a tree. ARE YOU OKAY??


You are valid

You are loved

You are wanted

I’m proud of you

I see you

Did you only get out of bed today? I’m proud of you

Did you get out of bed and get dressed? I’m proud of you

Did you get out of bed and eat something? I’m proud of you

Did you get out of bed, get dressed, and eat something? I’m proud of you

Did you do something so you could take care of yourself? I’m proud of you

That mask that you wear to protect yourself, I know why you keep it up, and its okay. I’m proud of you for being able to do that

Did you have a really bad day? You’re still alive and wanted. I’m proud of you for making it to the end of the day. Tomorrow may be better

Did you have a good day? You’re still alive and wanted. I’m proud of you.

Even if you had a total break down today and you were a wreck, I’m proud of you. You made it another 24 hours. 

anonymous asked:

I'm at a loss. Kaylor were all over each other in the last months of '16 and this year we get more J*shlie and T's MIA. Is it possible that the election forced them to change their plans? And I don't see how dragging this "relationship" out benefits JK anymore. They're gonna have to break up eventually, isn't it better to do it now and find some other girl? His folks are probably wondering why they're not getting married yet after 4+ years. (1)

And I don’t think the “Karlie’s too young” excuse he’s probably using will keep them at bay for much longer. And from K’s POV, well, it’s obvious. I know they’re sort of business partners but any reasonable person would’ve noped tf out the moment Tr*mp was elected. Honestly, this whole thing is just too shady for me to try to understand lol (2)

Honestly anon, there isn’t much I can answer here because I agree.

It seems like choices have been made that make no sense, and that’s frustrating. I don’t know why J keeps pushing the association, but my best guess is that he’s having trouble finding a replacement. She hates confrontation and as a result probably finds it difficult to push back and get out?

I wish she would. I wish she and her girl thought they could just be themselves. But at the moment, they don’t, and I get that too. It’s a complicated business, trying to make the world like you for a living. They’re both under tremendous pressure.

If they tell the world tomorrow, I’ll support them. But if they wait decades, I’ll understand that too.

TalesFromTheFrontDesk: You keep using that word. I do not think it means what you think it means.

I had a walkin late last night. He rented a room for $1XX+tax. While checking him in, another guest was waiting at the other end of the desk. When it’s his turn, he comes up and immediately starts with:

Guest: “Why is his rate so much lower than mine?”

Me: “What’s your name?”

Guest: “Fumbles McStupid.” (Clearly not his real name but it suits him.)

Me: “It looks like you booked through a third party, so–”

Fumbles McStupid: “Can you adjust that?”

Me: “You booked through a third party so I can’t adjust the rate.”

Fumbles McStupid: “That’s crazy. There’s nothing you can do?”

Me: “No, those rates are contracted by the third party.”

Fumbles McStupid: “Can you at least make sure my ~Brand Loyalty~ number on there?”

Me: “Unfortunately, ~Brand Loyalty~ numbers don’t apply to third-party stays.”

Fumbles McStupid: “That’s crazy. Why?”

Me: (my exact words and tone) “Well, LOYALTY points are only awarded when the stay is booked in person, through our direct website, on the app, or through our Central Reservations.”

Fumbles McStupid: “That’s crazy.”


It’s not crazy. I just explained it to you. Stop saying it’s crazy.

By: ObviouslyAMasochist


this is my first animatic and i have taken more than a month just to do less than fifty seconds of this WHY DID I CHOOSE TO WORK ON AN 8 MINUTE SONG

ANYWAY once i’m done i’ll post this on my art blog which i’m still setting up!

(also should i keep going at it or just give up lmao)

anonymous asked:

Hey, I love this blog and I know you guys do your very best to keep it up, which I'm grateful for. But can I ask why you don't want any more people helping you update it? I don't think anything is wrong, I just find it a little frustrating to have to wait over a month to see a confession when you submit it. You probably get dozens every day, so it would be great to see more getting posted daily. With more admins, that would be possible. Why don't you want to select a few more?

Ya know, since I’ve been given keys to the admin’s seat, the inbox has been going down. If we post something like 10 - 15 a day, and we get a handful of subs a day, eventually we’ll catch up! Though sometimes, like last night we got eleven subs, which is pretty unusual, usually we get like two or five or whatnot. New mods? Dunno, we don’t want a too many cooks situation, ya know? ~Taiga

anonymous asked:

37. “Because I love you god damn it!” with Elliot? <3

“I hate how you’re so overprotective. I hate how you never let me take risks. And I hate how you don’t see anything wrong with that!” You listed off, and Elliot’s jaw clenched as your tone got louder.

“What do you want me to say? That I’m scared something’s gonna happen to you? Because I am!”

“Now you know how I feel!” You barked back, getting up into Elliot’s face. And his eyes never softened as he stared back. “What if you die someday and I could have done something to save you?”

He took a deep breath and moved away from you, probably biting his tongue to keep from saying something he’ll regret. “You wanna know why I don’t want to lose you?” Elliot asked in a low voice, almost dangerous. “Because I love you, god damn it!”

Drabbles are closed

on fitz and the possibility of a hypothetical framework rando: a treatise

We already know there is a woman in that car. The question is who and why. An LMD, a colleague, a friend? Or something else: A one-time rando “date”, a random “girlfriend”, a rando “fiance”, a a random “wife”?

Friends, it is my belief at this point, that we have up to an 85% chance of seeing Fitz with another girl, like romantically. And yes, I just made that statistic up.

Given my use of quotation marks around the romantic options I listed at the beginning of this post, you might believe I am 100% against this idea. And yet, I’m trying to keep an open mind. Do I like it? In the words of “Skye” in The Asset (season 1, episode 3) “NOPE!” *then proceeds to enthusiastically jump off a balcony*. Will I loose all my chill if we see one of those predictions come true? More than likely. But as of right now I have mixed feelings. Especially depending on how hypothetically together they hypothetically are.

First of all: I keep freaking out that they will give Iain one of THOSE scenes with a rando… Nope. That would be a slap in the face. Even if they put him with another woman, I do NOT want to see it. Like, nope. Even if it did mean shirtless Iain. AT WHAT COST? The cost is just not worth it. MY EYES (just at the thought).

Secondly, how invested are they emotionally? I’m thinking long-term here too. See my fear is not that Fitz is able to hypothetically love someone besides Jemma. I mean, humans are like that. They fall in love with people they meet. Whatever. And in this world, he might not have ever met her… or they might be sworn enemies or… who knows. It’s literally going to be Crazy™ in that pretend world. BUT is he willing to die for this rando? Is she going to be the one thing he doesn’t want to leave behind? And most importantly, will she leave an impression on him when he gets to the real world? Because he may know she’s not real, but I swear she’d better not steal his heart enough for him to give her a goodbye kiss and wake up feeling sad to leave behind a dream girl.

I would love for this arc to be all about the power of Fitzsimmons and the Bond of True Love they share being unbreakable. But this is AoS and I’m used to being hurt. So I’m not expecting a fairytale… I’m just hoping they don’t give us a terrible curse either.

See if his hypothetical rando is just a blip on the radar… I might be at peace with that. There are ways it might work out okay and not be soooo bad (I will eat these words, I know).

See, this is literally the only plausible, possibly acceptable explanation I can think of at this point that would warrant us seeing Fitz with another woman… Not that I ever wanted to see Fitz with another woman. But there are some who still think it’s unfair that Fitz never had any other love interest… unless you count the 5 and a half episodes where he acted a little jumpy and jealous around Skye like he might have a little crush on her… right before he irrevocably fell head-first for Jemma (headcanon: he’d always had a little crush on Jemma but routinely ignored it for friendship). Anyway better now while it’s fake than later if it were real.

There are also some people who believe that the ship is still “unbalanced”. Even though Jemma’s love for Fitz has been way more vocal this season. But I wouldn’t necessarily say they were really unbalanced because that seems to indicate that one loves the other more somehow. And nah bro, not true. Love’s not a competition of grand gestures, like dying anyway…  it’s not even a competition of who fell first, or who would be the first to suffer for the other, or who would pine the longest, hold out hope the longest, fight the hardest, etc. Neither one loves the other more. (And just to remind you, Fitz gave her the air, but she was the one who dragged him to the surface.) So I would say the perceived “problem” is about the roles they’ve played and the perspectives we’ve seen. Fitz and Simmons have always had different roles to play, different perspectives, different issues to deal with… Fitz has mostly dealt with low self-esteem and feelings of rejection, whereas Jemma has mostly dealt with feelings of survivor’s guilt and fear from trauma. And AoS hasn’t always clearly shown both perspectives at the same time, leaving us to interpret things. Fitz has usually been given a more vocal role in showing us and Jemma how he feels while Jemma was a bit of the wild card… seemingly uncertain (since she fell for him after he confessed his love and nearly died for her, sustained brain damage, and their entire relationship was thrown up in the air. Which has to be a bit confusing). And even by the end of season 3 when it was made perfectly clear love was the undercurrent of everything else she may have felt, some people still felt like too much along the way was open to subjective interpretations. But since they’ve started an actual relationship… like Jemma has clearly been really into it since 3B–we’ve seen her excited about the Seychelles and moving into an apartment and finding ways to get away together… and not just the fact of it as we’ve seen with Fitz, but the WHY. We’ve seen at least two cute pep talks where she basically reminds him that she loves him for being who he is. Fitz has has never, on screen, told her why she is so special to him… just that she is.

What I’m saying is that it’s not an “imbalance” in their ship, it’s the roles they play. It’s what the narrative calls for. Which is why, putting Fitz in the framework is so great because the narrative puts Jemma in his shoes as the Active Protector. And so to make my point: if Fitz has a Framework Rando, it would put Jemma in Fitz’s shoes. While I don’t think it’s necessary to “balance” the ship or to “punish” Jemma for putting Fitz through an emotional wringer (unintentionally)… I do think it could be interesting to see her feeling a touch of jealousy… even knowing how much Fitz loves her and that none of the Framework is real… seeing him with someone else would give her a bit of his perspective… and it might put Fitz in her shoes too. That’s not necessarily bad.

I just don’t want it to be overblown. Like, no fake “wife” or anything too dramatic. And please don’t show us some “grand romance” between Fitz and a rando. Like, I wouldn’t have hated Space Rando half as much if the hadn’t tried to write it off as a romance…. when we all know she was with him out of despair and depression, as a last chance at survival, and because Fitz wasn’t available. If it had just been that much… I mean… I still would have hated it but it might have been more tolerable? I think… :/

Anyway, if they swap roles for a little while, maybe get some firsthand insight on the other’s perspective… even if it hurts a little… if they walk away stronger and untarnished… I just want them to be at peace and not always feeling bad for something they have no control over. If it’s a proper obstacle and properly dealt with… hahaha. This is AoS.

Oh, and I would be more concerned with how Jemma copes with having stabbed crazy LMD Fitz… except this is AoS where they’re too logical to have trauma for something as trivial as that. Ha. Ha. Haaaaaa.

Another year with this Angel, the woman who changed my life and saved me from myself.
I love you more than I’ll ever be able to tell you, I really don’t think I’d be here if it wasn’t for you; On my roughest times you’re the reason why I kept waking up everyday.
I really hope you’re having the sweetest day, and I wish all your days to be full of happiness and love, ‘cause you deserve nothing less than the best things in this world.
One day I hope to be able to return you the happiness you’ve given to me, unfortunately I don’t think it will be possible, since you fulfill my heart with love and joy everyday, but I’ll keep doing my best and at least make you smile every chance that I get.
Happy Birthday my Sparkly Star, you’re the brighter soul in this universe 💖

woefullyunprepared replied to your post “If JMo doesn’t come back for S7 how do you think this will affect the…”

I’d been wondering why they’ve been showing Emma going up and down the stairs. It’s been twice now I think, and both times with Hook in weird, off, OOC situations, that felt kind of surreal. So these interactions with Hook downstairs are her subconscious mind at work? Interesting!

Yeah, that’s how I’m reading it. They played around with upstairs/downstairs to show levels of consciousness before, I think. Henry’s stories in the Underworld were always written upstairs when he woke up. Regina keeps people in the basement of the hospital.

hello fellas, raindrops, cuties. see when you like someone, they make you feel comfy and warm inside it’s hard to say something to them and they’re also like that with you and nobody’s doing anything because monsters because lost because i’m not sure why because hurt before because idk. so i’m coming up with reasons to make myself feel better. i realized, i’m longing so much and longing is heavy. idk if i can keep it up. this is too much. he is right there but i miss him and i don’t know even know him and i don’t even know why is that.

anonymous asked:

Do you have an Eldarya guardian?

((Old sketch, sorry))
I do! I am so behind in Eldarya story wise just because I’ve been super busy lately. 
Her name is Kai. She lived with her older brother and pet dog before entering the world of Eldarya. She’s very mysterious girl. She can be brash and sarcastic when speaking towards strangers (probs why they would have locked her in the cell in the first place tbh) but once you get to know her she is the most loyal person you’ll ever meet. 
…One day Ill get to develop her more QwQ
and actually keep up with the game cries

anonymous asked:

Hi I have found u on pixiv and it took me a long time to found u on tumblr just to ur superbat artworks but then u stop drawing them. Why did u stop drawing them and do u have plan drawing them again also I love the mchanzo especially when Hanzo asks mccree for a new rice cooker cute af XD

Until I got this message I’d completely forgotten I had a pixiv, sorry! I’m more active on twitter and tumblr.

I don’t have any immediate plans to draw more superbat, I’m afraid. I’m still in mchanzo hell, which I’m glad you’re enjoying!

anonymous asked:

Why do u think Z is playing a villain? Cuz I'm not seeing any major clues that point to it.

I’m not saying she’s a villain just like maybe hanging around villains

Like it just comes across as them trying to make up believe she’s a possible love interest like a classic bait and switch. Like the Hollywood Reporter issue and the leaked photos and the leaked plot twist

Marvel who have managed to pretty much keep things under wraps have had two leaks involving the same character? I don’t believe it

And she’s seems to always just be around peter for no reason because they don’t come across as being friends or anything so she could just be getting information for the actual villains which would lead to vulture targeting Liz

Or it really is as simple as Marvel and Sony are making it out to be with Tom and Zendaya doing photo shoots together and the leaked scenes of her looking jealous at the dance and her sitting by Peter and Ned all the time because she has a crush on him. And will be a normal love interest in the other installments

So I was tagged by @justbecauseitalkslow to do a Stop Drop selfie earlier. I already did one for my fitblr @fit-and-sound but why not. Took me a bit and usually hate selfies but pairing of Kingdom hearts HD and my spider shirt for today’s Spiderman homecoming trailer helped keep me company.

My apologies to dragon age Inquisition and any other games I had in backlog cause KH will take up my free time. Sorry, not sorry.

Hmm, I’ll go with a light tagging of @armsintheair, @thewolfandhermoon, and @blossominghuman if they’re up to it. Sidenote, yes fit-and-sound and odd-ponderer are one in the same. Plus some other blogs but eh.