why do i hate lizzy ...

  • Darcy: Why are you doing this?
  • Wickham: Because I'm bored, it's funny, and I hate you. There you are. The holy trinity of why.

enough - songs of confrontation and frustration

take me or leave me - rent // america - west side story // enough - in the heights // why stay? / a promise - next to normal // leave me alone - side show // bitch / slut / liar / whore - the toxic avenger // what the fuck now, lizzie? - lizzie // i hate you - if/then // see i’m smiling - the last five years // we do not belong together - sunday in the park with george // promise - bare: a pop opera // no more - see what i wanna see // your fault / last midnight - into the woods // why did i listen to that man? - urinetown // waiting - the addams family // if i didn’t believe in you - the last five years // solano avenue - here lies love // telephone wire - fun home // what is this feeling? - wicked //


Observations and guesses: chapter 116

Hello, my dear fandomhives! 

Ch.116 came in short and sexy. Little dress-up game with Sebastian ended with Lizzy’s yandere mode attack and left us too much space for thought… that’s why I’m writing this post.

Some people have already come up with theories on this matter. Most of them talk about Lizzy being brainwashed and guarding the Sphere Music Hall, or finding out about the contract and trying to protect Ciel. I do agree that she’s trying to protect Ciel… only that he’s not our Ciel.

If you hate the 2CT, stop reading at this point because this is gonna be all about it.

First of all, let me review again why I think it’s not our Ciel who was with Lizzy in the music hall.

As you might have noticed, on all these frames except the first one, Ciel wasn’t at the music hall. But the first frame proves that the person who was there with Lizzy looked exactly like Ciel. His silhouette is identical to the one from the last frame, so it’s the same person, a person who looks like our Ciel but is not our Ciel because he is at home at the moment. Simple enough, isn’t it? If you want to know more on what’s supposedly going on there, please read this post.

Moving on to ch.116, what do we have? Sebastian is sniffing (literally) the way to the room where Lizzy was with the second Ciel and gets attacked by her:

But who was she trying to protect? There was no one else in the room and the chair “Ciel” had been sitting on before, was empty:

Which leads us to two important conclusions:

  •  Lizzy was expecting Sebastian to come and was waiting there to attack him. 
  •  Lord Sirius a.k.a. the second Ciel moved to another place. Does this mean he lives somewhere else and comes to the hall only for blood treatments, or perhaps… has he finished the treatment?

Again, we won’t know for sure until the next chapter. What strikes the eye here is that Yana deliberately delays the revelation of the secret, which can only mean that we’ve come to the main point of the manga from which it will inevitably start running towards the end, revealing one secret after another.

I also want to point out the fact that Lizzy abandoned our Ciel and stayed at the music hall with the real Ciel. This detail though quite unsignificant on the first glance, but gives us a major clue about her feelings for our Ciel and on whose side she is from now on.

From what we have now I can tell you some of my guesses:

  • Undertaker is using Bravat’s blood transfusion method in order to resurrect Ciel’s sacrificed twin.
  • Lizzy was told about the contract and how our Ciel sacrificed his twin a.k.a. the real Ciel a.ka. Lizzy’s fiance in order to save his own life.
  • Lizzy probably hates our Ciel now. He stole her precious fiance from her and took his place. He was lying to her the whole time. She will be fighting for the real Ciel and helping him to return his status of the head of the Phantomhive’s.
  • Once the real Ciel returns, he isn’t going to run at his little brother with hugs and kisses. He is probably seeking to get revenge for his stolen life, name and title.
  • The real Ciel was always stronger, healthier and more confident than his little brother. There is going to be one hell of a battle.
  • Our Ciel and the demon - on one side. The real Ciel and the shinigami - on the other.

Whose side will the Queen take? That’s going to be interesting.

That’s it for your servant’s humble opinion.

Thank you and have a great week❤


It makes cry every time i see on Instagram and Twitter Jimin receiving death threats.. He is a wonderful person and why would people tell him he should receive death he wasn’t doing anything wrong to deserve this kind of hate toward him and he work so damn hard to us Army i hope those hater trying to bring BTS down fail because US Army will bring those haters down hopefully we come out successful.


I just want to say this:

I respect it that you ship SebaCiel. I respect it that we all have our ships in Kuroshitsuji. And I know some SebaCiel shippers respect us Ciel x Lizzy shippers too. But some arent like that. Is it really necessary to create hate groups? I’ve seen too many hate groups especially on Deviant art that bash Lizzy and/or the Cielizzy ship. And some founders of those groups are SebaCiel fans. I’m not saying I hate those guys. I just dont get why they do it. And  Im also not saying that all SebaCiel shippers are like that! I am saying that there are some. I mean, come on, respect. Yana Toboso has put a lot of effort into this work and you’ll just bash it?

How cruel is that!

To those who create hate groups not just for Lizzy but for also other anime characters, please stop. I know its natural to hate a character but creating a hate group for it is so not right.

And saying mean things such as incest? Cielizzy is incest? What? Please. Read historical facts first. During the Victorian era its common to marry your first cousin and its not incest. 

I’m not pointing at anyone. I’m just saying. I really need to get this out of me. 

Sorry if I went too far.

Today is the Positivity Day, so I’ve decided to dedicate a post to one of the most positive Kuroshitsuji characters - Elizabeth Midford.
Many SebaCiel shippers dislike her, so today I’ll try to explain why I myself, as a SebaCiel shipper, love and respect Lizzy so much.

Lizzy is the only thing that keeps Ciel’s faint connection to “light”.
Sure, Sebastian understands Ciel better than anyone else. Two years of being together made them become one. Sebastian undoubtedly saved Ciel from complete loneliness (not to mention that without Sebastian Ciel would’ve probably been dead by now). He protects the young master, makes him cookies and they are constantly mocking each other like old buddies.
But do you really think this is enough for a 13-year old boy? He is still just a kid. He needs to communicate with his peers, but instead he is only going out to investigate mass murders.

And above all, Sebastian is the darkness.

Lizzy is the light.
She is always trying to cheer Ciel up and bring some happiness and fun into his life.

And Ciel, though he doesn’t realize that himself, is reaching for this light. He doesn’t show that because he is a tsundere but he really feels good when spending time with Lizzy. She is the only reminder of his happy childhood.

Many people find her obsession with cute things annoying. But she became like this for him.

Even if Ciel doesn’t have any romantic feelings for her, he deeply cares about her as his dear cousin and friend.

Don’t forget, that she is still just a girl. It’s amazing how desperate and serious is her love for Ciel.

She is strong.

She went through a great loss when she was just a child.

Being the wife of the queen’s watchdog is not easy. But she bears this fate with dignity.

And lately, I feel like she is in danger.
Seeing one of the most cheerful characters with this sad blank look in the eyes really breaks my heart. So let’s all cross our fingers for Lizzy.

She’s really done a lot for Ciel.

Happy Positivity Day everyone!