why did you have to goooooo

Star Trek: DS9 Notes - S7, Vol. 6, which is just on 7x23

Occasionally I run into a piece of media that I decide is part of my personal stash of gifts from the universe, and Star Trek: Deep Space Nine Season 7, Episode 23, ‘Extreme Measures: Part 7’ is one of those.

So as you can imagine I had a lot of REACTIONS, enough to merit just posting these notes up on their own, ‘Doctor Bashir, I Presume’-style. ENJOY. I sure as heck did.

7x23 ‘Extreme Measures: Part 7’
- if this is remotely like what I expect it’s going to be I already know this one is gonna kiiilll meee
- I can’t wait
- oh bless, it starts with Julian recording his Chief Medical Officer log. wait have we ever gotten any insights into Julian’s personal log? THAT MUST BE A TREASURE TROVE OF HILARITY. someday he’ll probably give it to Ezri to listen to the way he gave Jadzia his old Academy journals, and she’s gonna be like, oh criminy
- Kira’s still wearing the Starfleet uniform Garak made for her, which means my heart still patters happily whenever I see her. well, more than usual I mean.
- Odo calls him Doctor in person but Julian when he’s talking to Nerys, oh Odo
- [breathes out] the way this show deals with pain and dying and loss is always so heartfelt, I’m just!

I don’t think I should have started watching this episode already one drink deep because every beat feels like I’m being hit with a new water balloon of feelings

- Sisko: “is there any other resource I can offer you?”
  Julian: “no I’m good, I’ve got Miles”
  Miles: “…and I’ve got something I think we should tell you”
  Julian: “MILES WHY”

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"Caught" Muke preference (Part Two)

REQUEST: you guys wanted a part two so here you goooooo.

part one here

(Y/N)’s POV:

I felt like crying. But then I remembered that Luke and I were just having sex, there was no real connection. Though, I did feel something. I’m sure Luke didn’t. Maybe that’s why Michael was so mad.

Should I just go and talk to him or should I go home?

I started to pack my bag, slowly folding my clothes and putting them in my suitcase. A few minutes later, there was a knock on my door. I padded over to the door and opened it to see Calum and Ashton standing there.

“What do you guys want?” I asked.

“We just came to talk to you, considering you’re leaving.” Calum said.

“I’m not supposed to see any of you, Michael’s orders. If he sees you guys in here, he’s going to disown me and make me walk to the airport on my own.” I sighed.

“You don’t have to worry about him finding us, he’s still screaming at Luke.” He replied, Ashton following him into the room.

“I’m really sad to see you go. I’m sure Luke is too.” Ashton said, pulling me in for a hug.

“It doesn’t matter,” I shook my head. “We were just having sex anyways. And he has groupies that are willing to have sex with him whenever so…”

“It’s not like that, (Y/N).” Calum replied.

“I don’t care what it’s like. I would appreciate if you guys would just leave my room and let me pack my things.” I deadpanned.

Ashton and Calum exchanged looks before looking back at me. I felt so bad for being so terrible to them but there was nothing else I could do. I knew that they weren’t going to leave me alone.

“(Y/N). I blame myself for what happened. Please, blame this on me, not yourself.” Calum took a step toward me.

“Get out, Calum.” I bit down on my lip, screwing my eyes shut, not wanting to see him.

I opened my eyes to see that Ashton and Calum were leaving the room. I hated doing that to them, considering how close we had all been.

An hour later, I was ready to go back home to Australia. There was a knock again but this time, I knew it was Michael. I was right.

“Ready?” He asked, not making eye contact with me.

“Physically, yes. Mentally, no.” I huffed.

“Then lets go.” Michael said.

“Can I say goodbye to them? Or just Ashton and Calum?” I questioned.

“No. We have to go.” He shook his head.

I rolled my eyes and wheeled my suitcase down the hallway. The whole elevator ride was completely silence. I never thought I would feel this awkward around my own brother.

“I told mum that you were coming home cos’ you were homesick. I’m not telling her what really happened.” Michael said as we walked out the doors of the hotel.

There were a bunch of fans so we stepped back inside and stood in the lobby. I just nodded in response. If he was going to be so cold to me, I was going to play right back.

“You’re my sister and I want the best for you.” Michael said.

“Well this is fucking wrong,” I paused. “And I hate you.”

With that, I walked out of the hotel doors. The screaming fans were taking photos of me and calling my name. I pushed through them and got in the taxi that was waiting for me.

Once I got to the airport, I went straight through security and waited in my gate. There was hardly anyone in here due to it being so late at night.

I took my phone and put my earbuds in my ear. I laid out on the chairs and went to bed considering I had two hours until my flight left.

I felt someone shaking my shoulder. I quickly sat up and rubbed my eyes.

“Yeah, I’m up.” I said, taking my earbuds out.

I expected it to be some random person telling me that the plane was here but it was actually Luke.

“L-Luke?” I stuttered.

“Uhm, hey.” He half smiled, sitting by me.

“What are you doing here?” I asked.

“I came to see you… say goodbye.” Luke huffed.

“Why? Why do you care? I mean, we were only hooking up like friends with benefits. There’s no emotion in that.” I rolled my eyes.

“No,” He shook his head. “I came here cos’ I needed to tell you something. I love you. I am in love with you, (Y/N) Clifford. I don’t even care who knows it. I was going to tell you later tonight during our cuddle times but, we didn’t get there.”

“Luke…” I trailed off.

“What do you want me to do to prove it, huh? I’ll…. I’ll….,” Luke looked around the room before standing on the chairs. “HEY. I’M IN LOVE WITH THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE AND I DON’T CARE WHO KNOWS IT!” He screamed.

Everyone in the room and the people passing by were clapping and ‘aww'ing. My face was completely red.

Luke stepped off of the chairs and held his hand out for me to grab onto. He pulled me up to my feet and smashed our lips together.

“Don’t get on that plane, please.” Luke mumbled in my ear as he pulled me in for a hug.

“I have to, Luke. My brother would kill me if he found out I skipped my flight.” I whined.

“No he wouldn’t.” An all too familiar voice said.

I quickly pulled out of the hug and turned around to see that Michael was standing there with Calum and Ashton next to him.

“W-What are you guys doing here?” I asked.

“I’m not gonna make you go, if you don’t want to.” Michael added.

“You’re not?” I questioned.

“No,” He shook his head. “After an hour of Luke’s pleading and confessing his love for you, I still wasn’t having it. But after you… after you said that you hated me… It hit me. I can’t control what you do and who you…. do. And if Luke really says he loves you, then… he loves you.”

“Thank you, Michael.” I smiled, grabbing Luke’s hand.

“But no touching each other in front of me, or I will send you home and I’ll punch you in the dick as hard as I can.” Michael threatened, pointing at the two of us.

The both of you nodded quickly and smiled at each other.

“Alright, lets go then. My work here, is done.” Michael smirked, wiping his shoulder off smoothly.

You walked up to Calum and Ashton and pulled them in for a hug. They squeezed you tightly back.

“I’m so sorry for being so rude to you both.” You whispered.

“Just take us to Nandos to apologize. That’ll make us feel better.” Calum whispered back.

“Tomorrow for lunch, sound good?” You giggled.

“So good.” Ashton nodded.

As you pulled out of the hug, Luke grabbed your hand again. You crowded into the taxi with the four boys, sitting next to Luke.

“Hey, when we get back to the hotel, why don’t we have another try?” Luke whispered in your ear, placing a kiss under you ear secretly.

my thoughts while listening to the american idiot cover
  • [sees the words american idiot and 5sos together]
  • H E L L  Y E AH
  • radio noises ok cool thanks frank ocean
  • i like it…?
  • “i wanna listen to green day” me 2 bud
  • AAARRRRRRRRAAA
  • ?????
  • ok cool very interesting and cool
  • michael’s starting the song whaT
  • ….fuck i used to LOVE this song!!!!!
  • ooohhhh he’s improved so much vocally
  • mind fuck america
  • mind fuck
  • fuck 
  • fCUK
  • mind FUCK
  • FUC KF UCK FUCKF UCK
  • calum [heart eyes]
  • THIS GUITAR IS SOOO BAD ASS
  • [shallow breaths]
  • FUC K
  • anti-establishment lyrics?????
  • fast-paced and heavy guitar????
  • REAL punk rock
  • this…..s i …..
  • ay dios mio no puedo…y o t e ngoo … … no oooo
  • I’M SO TURNED ON
  • my momma said i gotta come home imme di at l y
  • THSI IS SO HOT WHAT THE FUCK
  • …..
  • ……………..
  • they blanked out the slur but kept the curse words
  • [sheds a tear] they did good
  • :’)
  • ok second verse LET’S GOOOOOO
  • i love this band i love this band so much jesu s chris t
  • i need to….
  • i need to chill
  • GOD
  • they sound so good!!!!!
  • the drums yeeeeeeeeee 
  • ashton’s drumming i’m GONE
  • i would have sold my left TIT to watch them record this
  • BASS LIN E?!?!?!?
  • (  ͡°  ͜ʖ  ͡°)
  • that bass line is sooooo deep
  • i felt it in the clit
  • DRUM SOLO!!!!!!
  • wait why did michael shout luke
  • ???
  • GUITAR SOLO T HANK YOU
  • i’m gon na p ass out.. … ….
  • i am sweating like fuck
  • chanting holy shIT
  • i love a good chant
  • it’s like pink floyd up in here y'all
  • acappella line YEAH
  • fuck me sidewAYS??? ?
  • random angry shouting over the guitar i’m so WET FU CK
  • “fucking okay!!!”
  • chorus lalal al la la la
  • *bad ass old school guitar riff*
  • FU KC IN GSHIT 
  • michael shouting
  • YAYAYAYAAYAAAAA
  • what
  • the song is over?
  • ????
  • holy fu ck
  • i need to…
  • i need to lie down
  • i ….
  • HEL LL YEAHHHHHH
  • FUCK ME
  • [combusts]