why did you have to leave

Our Shared Silence

The angry attack of keys on counter.  I did not leave you she sadly recriminated, you pushed me away.  I could have loved you, in fact I did, but your damned sabotage was always there,  Another moment, a new roadblock created, and yet another day was lost.  Why, she through trembling lips inquired.  We next shared an eternity in our heart wrenching silence.  Both of us awaiting an answer.  It was me, though I could never hope to explain, and a broken, I’m so terribly sorry, was all I could say.  

the librarian: welcome, human, to the domain. i imagine you have many questions.
human: yeah, just a few.
human: why were the forerunners like That? why did they punish the humans for defying them even after they were proven right about the flood? why’d you allow the primordial to do whatever it wanted? why’d you leave the composer’s settings on “torture” for 100,000 years even through the humans you considered your children were in there? why’d wipe out all life in the galaxy just to get rid of the flood and then save specimens of them? 
the librarian:
the librarian:
the librarian: 

this is really late, but

tmw you dropped Bleach years ago and then come back to find the endgame ships and you’re like “what… what happened while I was away??”

seriously, what happened? How did this happen? I’m trying my hardest not to hate but with what I’ve seen so far, everything looked like it went down south after the volume where Rukia leaves and she and Ichigo have that really heartfelt goodbye.

did i mention that I was… really sure they were gonna be endgame?

How did… why did… huh??

And can someone fill me in on the character development because did Kubo try to pull an Arakawa and fail?!?!?

  • Ferid: Ohhohoh!~ And what do we have here?
  • Luciel: You again!?
  • Ferid: Why do you sound so angry about it? You break my heart, Luci-chan.~
  • Luciel: Urrrgh...
  • Ferid: Say, I do not see your brother around? Did you leave him?
  • Luciel: I... I don't always bring him with me outside.
  • Ferid: Oh... But are you sure it's safe to leave your cute little brother all by himself?
  • Luciel: Is that a threat...?
  • Luciel: *bloodlust*
  • Ferid: Ahaha! Not at all, dear!~ But are you sure it's safe to leave him all alone with your father?
  • Luciel: What are you implying?
  • Ferid: Ohh... Yuu-chan is know to get a little... Intense at times, isn't he?
  • Ferid: *strokes Luciel's left horn*
  • Luciel: *Hisses*
  • Ferid: Oh! Or maybe I am wrong? Have fun regardless, Luci-chan! Say hi to your family for me.~
  • Ferid: *walks away, laughing*
  • Luciel: ...Tch! Damn you...!
Dirty socks

“Why won’t you ever listen to what I have to say?” Taehyung was fed up with your constant nagging. He was busy with schedules and all he wanted to do was relax and enjoy the few spare moments he had with you. Instead you were always on his case about not folding his clothes, or leaving the sink dirty after eating, or leaving his underwear lying around the floor. “I try to take care of this apartment. If I did like you we’d sleep and eat in a messy apartment. Is that what you want?” At this point Taehyung had crossed his arms over his chest, a clear sign that he was angry and frustrated.

“We can take care of that later. Does it have to be taken care of instantly? I want to enjoy the few times I have with you. Do you understand that?” Taehyung didn’t want to fight with you and neither did you. He was negotiating now, but you were still worked up about the dirty laundry on the floor.

“I understand where you’re coming from, but would it be too much to ask to not leave everything on the floor? We could even do it together?” To be honest, a dirty apartment reminded you too much of your childhood home and it made shivers run down your spine. So when you moved to your own apartment, you had decided to never live in a messy apartment again.

“I’m sorry but I don’t want to clean on my days off. I want to crash on the couch watching movies with you and listen to music and eat delivery food while you talk to me about your day and your worries!” Taehyung’s voice was calm, but he was visibly annoyed.

“The world doesn’t work like that. Besides, when you don’t have schedules you are always so tired. What movies are there to see, when you fall asleep in the middle of them? I’m trying hard to keep this apartment clean and cook for you when you’re free.”

Taehyung saw the determination in your eyes. You were not letting this go. He sighed deeply and moved away. He didn’t want to be in the same room with you anymore. He needed time to calm down and maybe not see you for awhile. He realized you were both making a big deal out of this thing, even though it wasn’t such a big deal. But he was proud and couldn’t let you have it so easily. Especially not after the things you had just said.

“Y/N… I’m gonna head out for awhile to cool down. This isn’t the end, I’ll be back, but I need some time.” He walked up to  you and grabbed your shoulders gently. He was trying to look for your gaze but you were hurt and tried to avoid him. “Y/N…”, he muttered and closed the space between you turning it into a hug. You could almost feel the sincerity of his words within that contact, but your pride was stronger. He always told you you were hardheaded and you knew he was right. He never did anything wrong except annoy you with his ways. But wasn’t that the reason you had fallen for him? He wasn’t like you and he made you feel special. When he let go to grab his coat and shoes you were debating whether to call him back and make up, but before you had decided he was already gone. With a sigh you turned on your heel and walked to the bedroom to make the bed and clean his underwear from the floor.

Cleaning made you relaxed for some reason. Seeing the result of hard labor made it all worth it and in a way cleaning your surroundings was cleaning your mind and worries. Taehyung’s world seemed to act a little differently from yours. He could live in a slight mess and still function normally. You on the other hand had a tough time being productive in a messy apartment.

You had made the bed, picked up his socks and folded his shirts, cleaned the kitchen counters and the sink as well as arrange the living room when Taehyung came back.

“I’m home,” he sounded weak and sorrowful and he sure looked like one. It had apparently started to rain and he had forgotten his umbrella. You walked up to him in the hallway and took his wet figure into your arms not caring if your clothes got wet.

“I’m so sorry. I said some nasty things earlier,” you cried in his chest squeezing him hard. Taehyung’s body relaxed and his strong arms held you closer.

“I’ll make sure to clean more after myself. I need to meet you halfway on this, right babe?” he chuckled and squeezed you even closer to his chest slightly cutting your flow of oxygen. When your fist pounded his bicep he let go with a laugh that relaxed the atmosphere.

“I thought we could watch a movie and listen to some music since I don’t have lectures tomorrow and I checked your schedules. So would you be down for some leisure time crashing on the couch? I bet I could even tell you about my day.” His eyes never leaving yours he stripped his drenched jacket and sneakers and caught you in his arms earning a startled gasp from your lips. He carried you to the couch and dropped you on the pillows.

“Y/N, I’d love to hear about your day.”

anonymous asked:

If I may ask: if you were so angry, why did you leave it on? I mean, if you thought he was gone for good...

1. Everyone would have known immediately that the choker has to do with him if i’d removed it right after he left, 2. I make this shit look good. 

Date a boy who...
  • Looks at you like you put the moon, sun and the rest of the starts on the sky- 

-even when you are not there

  • Decides to be goofey with you
  • Seems to drift close to you because you make him comfortable
  • Is there to offer you help and at the same time respects your boudaries- 

-and decisions

  • Would fight tooth and nail for you when you are vulnerable
  • Will never give you his back and instead receive you with a hug
  • Trusts your abilities no matter what
  • Will open up to you on his moments of weakness because he trusts you
  • Who will be there to have your back even on the moments you are doubting of yourself
  • Date…. Shiro

Date Takashi Shirogane

its been so long but im still trying to figure out how you could go from “i love you” to “i don’t care about you anymore” in such a short amount of time

I need to be reassured all the time that I’m wanted and that you love me and that you’re not mad at me because everyone I’ve ever loved has left already and if another person drops out of my life without an explanation I don’t know what I’ll do.
Mr. Min - Chapter 07

Description:  Your CEO caught your attention the first day you started your new job and it seems the attraction is mutual.  Too bad he’s only interested in a relationship that benefits him.

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader x Jungkook

Genre: Angst

Word Count: 13079

A/N: Originally this was only the first half of chapter 7 but I wanted to get something out for you guys so I decided to split it. I hope it was worth the wait. :)

PlaylistPrologue - Ch 01Ch 02 - Ch 03 - Ch 04 - Ch 05 - Ch 06 - Ch 07

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Ranger OOC: Hey so just out of curiosity, why did you have to leave early last time?

Bard OOC: Well, I got a chance to make a deal with a demon, power in exchange for a soul and all that, but… You know how I joked that my heart had calcified into a salty crouton? Yeah, turns out that actually happened, fortunately though the demon likes croutons so now I can control darkness, although I’m short a crouton.

Ranger OOC: Having known you since you were 8, I see no reason to doubt this.

anonymous asked:

Stenbrough, Georgie has a little cute crush on Stan

Oh my GOD I saw this and aaaaaa I couldn’t wait to write these!! I hope you like it because I love you for this request

- okay so this is when they’re 17 and Georgie is around 11 (I think)

- Georgie’s inspiration is Richie so he becomes sassy™

- When Bill first brings Stan home to sleep over after a date Georgie is so awestruck

- Like, wowie look at this boy his brother is holding hands with

- He’s pretty shy around Stan at first, he definitely gets all blushy and forgets how to human if Stan talks to him

- ‘Hey Georgie, how was school today?’ ‘Uuuuuuuuuu yes?’

- He likes to do stuff for Stan and purposely not for Bill

- One time, they made cookies at school so Georgie gave one to Stan and just left Bill out

- Stan gave him half anyway

- He asked Stan if he’ll go to his school dance with him (they had to take someone older to take care of them) and of course Stan agreed

- When he finds out that Stan and his brother are indeed dating he gets really upset

- because how dare Bill, his own brother, Stan is HIS boyfriend

- When Georgie gets used to Stan being around the house he tries to tell Stan that Bill isn’t good enough for him and that he’s wayyy better

- When Stan and Bill walk through the door, he’ll take Stans hand and drag him away

- He’ll tell Stan all of Bill’s flaws in efforts to make Stan change his mind but Stan secretly thinks all of Bill’s ‘flaws’ are adorable

- Georgie also thinks that the most innocent things that’s Bill does that he doesn’t agree with are the worst things ever

- 'Did you know that Bill sleeps with socks on, like WHO does that?!’

- 'Who even drinks orange juice after brushing their teeth?! He’s not boyfriend material at all Stanley’

- He’ll also compliment Stan a lot, mainly about his hair but sometimes about his fashion or personality

- Georgie isn’t too good at flirting yet but Stan appreciates his efforts

- 'Your hair is…very curly, yes’

- Bill is actually smooth™ and Georgie is kinda m a d about that

- Georgie has also accepted their PDA but that doesn’t stop him from trying to take his brother’s boyfriend

- Like Stan and Bill could be watching a horror movie, cuddling on the sofa and Georgie will bring Stan some candy and run away

- 'G-g-Georgie stop t-trying to take my b-b-boyfriend away from m-me’

- 'Sorry Billy but you said Stanley deserves the best and he’s with the wrong Denbrough right now’

- Stan likes to snuggle his face into Bill’s neck when they cuddle and talk

- one day they are discussing Georgie 'little’ crush on Stan

- Stan just laughs into Bills neck and says 'I never thought I’d be in the position where my boyfriends little brother wants to date me’

- 'It’s y-y-your fault for b-b-being so p-p-pretty’

- Bill knows he shouldn’t be but he’s super protective over Stan and that doesn’t change with even his own brother

- he loves Georgie, he really does, but he needs to back the fuck up from his man

- he takes tips from Richie (who would have thought) and leaves marks on Stan neck

- 'Fuck sake Bill, you know my dad is going to be so pissed’

- 'Well e-everyone knows you’re mine n-n-now’

- Georgie is very concerned when he sees the marks, even more so when he finds out Bill put them here

- 'Why are you hurting Stanley? See, I told you he’s a bad boyfriend’

- 'It means he’s mine forever now’

- now Georgie thinks that hickies are basically marriage

- He sees Eddie’s one day

- 'Are you married like Stan, Eddie?’

- 'Who the fuck did you marry because it sure as hell wasn’t me’

- 'Richie calm down, I’m not fucking married’

- Stan is always super sweet to Georgie, he thinks his little crush is adorable and he loves the way Bill is protective over him even when he doesn’t need to be

- 'I’m s-starting to think I’m n-n-not your f-favourite Denbrough , babe’

- 'Ah yes, because I would totally leave you for your ten year old brother, shut up billiam’

- Stan loves both brothers but he loves Bill more, don’t tell Georgie though

Add more because this idea is the cutest thing xo

You stand in line. You rock gently back and forth to the beat of your own music. A person walks up to you and tells you to stop moving. You stare in confusion as they walk away. Why are they allowed to move and you aren’t?

You stand in line. Sunglasses protecting your eyes from the harsh florescent lights blaring above. A new person comes up to you, and demands you remove the sunglasses. They then walk outside, placing the sunglasses over their eyes. “It’s because it’s bright out.” they explain. You explain that it’s bright inside as well. They cannot hear you, you are in a bubble. No one can hear you.

You stand in line. A third person walks up to you, yelling at you to get out of line. You begin to move away, frightened by their anger, but they suddenly change their demeanor. “It was just a joke, don’t be so literal!” they laugh. You stare, unsure why they think yelling at you is funny. You stand in line. Seconds, minutes, hours, pass by. You check your watch - it’s been 2 minutes. Another few hours pass by - it’s been 4 minutes.

You stand in line. You want to sit down, but are yelled at for resting. “No one else is tired, you’re not tired either!” you are told. You tell them you are indeed tired. They cannot hear you, you are in a bubble.

You stand in line. You suddenly become aware that you have no idea why you’re in line or what it’s for. You’ve been there so long you’ve forgotten why. Or did you never know to begin with? Everyone else thinks the reason is obvious. They refuse to tell you why, and decide to laugh at you instead. You’ve been in line forever. It’s been 5 minutes. You suspect you will never leave the line nor get to the end.

You stand in line.

  • *the lab*
  • Sherlock: *working*
  • Molly: *working; wearing a scarf*
  • John: *watching her*
  • Molly: *yawns* I'm just going to get coffee. Can I get you anything?
  • John: *shakes his head*
  • Sherlock: *still working* Black-
  • Molly: *rolls her eyes* Black coffee, two sugars. Yeah, I know *leaves*
  • John: *frowns* Why do you suppose Molly's wearing a scarf? It's not exactly cold in here.
  • Sherlock: ...
  • John: Unless it's a present from someone.
  • Sherlock: ...
  • John: *raises an eyebrow* Or she's hiding something...
  • Sherlock: *annoyed* If it bothers you, just ask her. I have far more important things to worry about.
  • John: *folds his arms* But you know?
  • Sherlock: *rolls his eyes*
  • John: *thoughtful* I bet it's got something to do with that new surgeon.
  • Sherlock: *ignoring him*
  • John: *concerned* You don't think he...hurt her?
  • Sherlock: *scoffs* I think the male population of London are clever enough to understand what we'd do to them if that was the case.
  • John: *nods* I hope so.
  • Molly: *returns*
  • Sherlock: *stands; approaches her* Thank you, Molly *takes the coffee, smiles; pulls her scarf off*
  • Molly: *squeaks* Sherlock! *covers her lovebite with her hand*
  • Sherlock: *shrugs* I didn't hear you complaining at the time, Molly *sips his coffee; smug*
  • Molly: *snatches the scarf; blushing* You're so bloody proud of yourself, aren't you?
  • Sherlock: Yup.
  • John: ...
  • John: *blinking* You mean...you two...
  • Sherlock: *amused* I'd be happy to give you a demonstration if that's not good enough.
  • John: *grimaces* No...

You’re Okay

Tag List: @magicalwolfgirllupus @vergeangst @afangirlforeverything


“I try and tell them what’s going on, and what do they do? They tell me that’s not true! I understand that they don’t want to listen to me but staying in there will WORSEN Thomas’s state of mind! His anxiety will heighten-”

Anxiety

Virgil

“…..Sugar Honey Iced Tea.”

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He left

Oh my god he left

The only person who understands what’s happening to me left

I want to leave but I can’t because I have to help Thomas but right now I can barely focus everything’s too bright and loud and I can’t think oh god someone please help I can’t breathe oh god PLEASE-

“Logan what the heckity heck-”

Logan? Logan’s back? Why?

“Don’t worry you heathens I just forgot something”

“What on Earth did you-hey!”

DON’T TOUCH ME

“Forgive me Virgil”

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“Logan oh my god everything’s too much I can’t breath what do I DO-”

“Five things you can see Virgil.”

“Uuuhhhh… B-books… A…chair? Pap-papers… A highlighter? And… You.”

“Four things you can feel.”

“… bed sheets… My jacket… My T shi…rt… And the wall?”

“Three things you can hear.”

“My heartbeat, the f-fan, and my breathing?”

“Two things you can smell.”

“Um… Cinnamon an-and books?”

“One thing you can taste.”

“Muh-my saliva.”

When did I start crying?

“You’re safe Virgil.”

“I-I don’t-”

“You don’t have to go back. They cannot enter here without my permission.”

I lunge for Logan, enveloping him in a hug.

“Thank you. Thank you thank you-”

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“You’re safe, Virgil. You’re okay.”

Why and How the Daenerys/Stark Alliance Could Fall.

I think I got it!


So Jon and Daenerys are traveling to Winterfell. They had the boat scene. They’re going to fight the White Walkers together! They think Cersei Lannister has called a truce and that she will support their cause. Even IF Jon learns that he has the superior claim to Daenerys, he doesn’t want to be King. He believes Daenerys is with their cause. The Northern lords will see her for what she truly is. So where could this all go wrong? 

There were multiple confusing/frustrating plot points that seem like bad writing. If my theory is correct, it actually could be a pretty spectacular confluence of many story lines. Here’s my lame attempt at explaining it all:


STEP #1: WHY DID JAIME STAY WITH CERSEI SO LONG?

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Touch, pt. 1

let’s do a ficlet or two about Hanzo being absolutely touch-starved because I relate to that too much because I need more of this

Hanzo has never been the kind of person to seek out, or even particularly enjoy, touching or being touched. Even when he was young, though he was conditioned into seeking the approval of his family elders at all times, he had never particularly craved their physical affection. He roughhoused with Genji in the way siblings did, and occasionally received a pat on the head from his father when he was small enough for it, and that was, for the most part, satisfactory. His family approved of him being distant and untouchable.

That mild aversion to touch followed him into adulthood. Other than the same romantic and sexual experimentations that nearly all teenagers gothrough, he has consistently been unbothered. (It doesn’t help that, nowadays, most of the people to get within touching distance are trying to murder him.)

He doesn’t think of himself as touch-starved in any manner–until he meets Jesse McCree. 

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