why can't i be you angel

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the most supportive relationship

The signs as random quotes I love
  • Aries: "just a princess w/ some anger issues"
  • Taurus: "of course I talk to myself. sometimes I need expert advice"
  • Gemini: "we all have that one song that awakens the stripper in us"
  • Cancer: "I just realized that I can't touch yesterday, so why am I letting yesterday touch me?"
  • Leo: "goals so big you get uncomfortable telling small minded people"
  • Virgo: "I hate when I lose things at school like my pens and self motivation"
  • Libra: "It's okay if you don't like me, not everyone has good taste"
  • Scorpio: "today's mood: bitchy with a chance of sarcasm"
  • Sagittarius: "go out and be a hoe, it's a beautiful day"
  • Capricorn: "get the money first. fall in love later"
  • Aquarius: "cold as ice but in the right hands she melts"
  • Pisces: "I'm 99% angel, but oh, that 1%..."

I started working on this when page 22 (first chapter) of the Caretaker comic came out. Which was …uh…..some months ago. Originally I wanted to make a silly little fancomic about the whole knife situation.

In the end I was too lazy to do it and now it turned into this.

A nice shot of Chara from the @caretaker-au

Real Talk : Idols can't do shit.

I see why KPop idols don’t put their REAL selves out there, like letting fans know they actually turn up and drink, smoke, have sex (gasp!), like to party, are attracted to this or that woman, they have to act like innocent, little Angels 24/7 and be so rehearsed to please you little judgmental, annoying little snot nosed kids.

I see some (I hope I don’t make this situation even worse by even bringing it up sigh) kpop “fans” bitching about Vernon wearing a bottom diamond grill in his mouth and jamming to rap music, chilling with his friend, being his self, but Noooo some people (I wouldn’t call fans) are complaining claiming “Oh he’s drunk”, “Noo He’s drinking” “I’m disappointed” “I’m embarrassed” blah blah blah (he was not drinking in the video thooo so wtf? even if he was, he’s legal to drink now anyway so…)“He’s appropriating Blacks” (by wearing a grill in his mouth) ok first of all, everybody and their damn mama wear a grill in their mouth these days, I don’t give a fuck about that, you want to talk about REAL appropriation, people taking from us and claiming it as their own in the entertainment world, that’s real appropriation, people really throw that word around too lightly these days,  you need to look it up on youtube, it’s deeper than a damn bottom grill in his mouth, I don’t see him claiming shit, You really don’t know Vernon, who called people out on racism and has the wokest mom that called out the media on appropriating Black people and defends Black people so hard all the time on her account, so you not about to drag Vernon today Satan over a 12 second clip and make him seem like such a bad person for turning up, damn little nigga can’t turn up and have fun?

I wish these so called “fans” would stop judging these idols so harshly, and always trying to start drama, is your life that boring?

LET ‘HOOD ASS VERSON’ OUT HIS SHELL! DAMN! YOU WANNA SEE AN INNOCENT CHILD? GO TO THE PLAYGROUND! SHIIITTTT. and yes I fucking said HOOD ASS? You gonna get mad about that too? I don’t think we know the same Vernon? cuzzzz his ass ALWAYS been like THIS.


“You promise.”
“I swear on the angel.” He ducked his head down, kissed her cheek.
“The hell with that, I swear on us.”
Clary wound her fingers into the sleeve of his T-shirt. “Why us?”
“Because there isn’t anything I believe in more.”

Development of Celeb Crushes
  • Me: Wow what a classically beautiful person.
  • Brain: Uh-oh...
  • Me: No it's fine, they're not my type. Ha. I can appreciate a beautiful person without having to watch their entire back catalogue of work y'know.
  • Brain: You don't have time for this!
  • Me: Relax, it's just one film.
  • Brain: It's one film now, but then there's the three hours of Google Image Searches afterwards!
  • Me: Nonsense! I just want to make sure I'm immune.
  • Brain: Oh boy...
  • Me: It's fine. I can look at them and feel nothing.
  • Brain: ???
  • Me: I feel nothing.
  • Brain: Why have you spent 45 minutes looking at their pictures?
  • Me: I feel nothing.
  • Brain: You're imagining lazy Sunday morning cuddles with you as the little spoon! This is it. You're gone.
  • Me: I feel nothing. Maybe I am incapable of love now.
  • Brain: *eyeroll* Batten down the hatches, lads, she's gonna go - in three... two... one...
  • Me: Shit!
  • Brain: Here we go!
  • Me: They really are beautiful! Like oh my god look at them it's like they were carved by angels!!! Oh no no no no no!!! Not this! This can't be happening! Oh no! I thought I was immune! Why you play me this way, Brain?! WHY DIDN'T YOU STOP ME BEFORE IT WAS TOO LATE?!?!?
  • Brain: *facepalm*
hamiltunes (side b) explained
  • What'd I Miss: thomas jefferson, america's original f*ckboy, is coming home
  • Cabinet Battle #1: turns out independence ain't cheap
  • Take A Break: say yes to this emotional threesome alex
  • Say No To This: you were literally just offered a threesome alex, what are you doing
  • The Room Where It Happens: "maybe my advice from act one was wrong." - aaron burr
  • Schuyler Defeated: it's always the quiet ones who tear sh*t up
  • Cabinet Battle #2: jefferson wants to get cozy with king louis' head
  • Washington On Your Side: burr, jefferson, and madison want washington as their senpai
  • One Last Time: you always remember your first (president)
  • I Know Him: george iii, we broke up years ago. i know john adams isn't perfect, but he's right for right now
  • The Adams Administration: george washington left two songs ago alex, keep it together
  • We Know: why are you telling your enemies your secrets hamilton
  • Hurricane: i've survived worse: a ham-obiography
  • The Reynolds Pamphlet: this is why you don't tell your enemies your secrets
  • Burn: eliza looks like a cinnamon roll, could actually kill you
  • Blow Us All Away: philip has his mother's cinnamon roll personality and his father's obsession with honor
  • Stay Alive Reprise: you will never be able to count to ten in french without crying again
  • It's Quiet Uptown: it's unimaginable how hard you are going to cry listening to this
  • The Election Of 1800: thomas jefferson, you are a hypocrite
  • Your Obedient Servant: when did those 20-something males start signing their letters so passive-aggressively in their 40s
  • Best of Wives and Best of Women: why can't you ever include your wife in your life alex, let her be part of your last day
  • The World Was Wide Enough: "i survived but i paid for it."
  • Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story: eliza got sh*t done and that last harmony is sung by the angels taking her to heaven after 50 years without her hamilton
Naruto confession to their lovers
  • Naruto: Hinata... I was wondering if you could...you know...spend some fun time with me and eat together in the Ichiraku Ramen Shop. Also...we could hang out..and...takes things to the next level?
  • Hinata: *blushing so hard* ....er....i....well..
  • Naruto: I...is t...that a yes or a no? *sweats continuously*
  • Hinata: Yes, yes yes!
  • Naruto: Alright! (This will be he best day of my life, I was so scared if she said no!)
  • ______________________________
  • Sasuke: Sakura *wind blows his hair* I know I have done terrible things in the past and...this time. As I have been traveling. I notice how I was stupid to cut you of out my life. I really want to spend time with you. I really mean it. I-
  • Sakura: Sasuke-kun?
  • Sasuke: *takes out Sakura's hand and puts it on his chest and lets Sakura listens to his heart beat*
  • Sakura: *blushes* Sasuke...*cries a little with joy*
  • Sasuke: I want to be with you.
  • ____________________________
  • Shikamaru: Temari...you are the only one who knows me well and even though you're scary af....er...I-
  • Temari: *looks pissed* what is that suppose to mean?
  • Shikamaru: woah wooah ....I'm not good at these things but Temari. Even though you are a troublesome beautiful lady, I would like to stick with you and never let you go. Would you like to spend some time with me?
  • Temari: Are...you..serious *blushing* ...being with yo me is such a drag
  • Shikamaru: *chuckles* Yeah, I know but I'm sure of it.
  • __________________________
  • Sai: *enters Ino's flower shop* Hey, Ino! I'm looking for a beautiful flower.
  • Ino: What is it for? For decoration? For-
  • Sai: For a girl
  • Ino: *looks a little bit upset* A ...girl?
  • Sai: Yup, she's so beautiful. I think of her whenever I see her and she recused me so that's why she's so precious to me! She's an angel that I can't take my eyes off!
  • Ino: Is...that so...?
  • Sai: I have a drawing of her...do you want to see?
  • Ino: *looks upset* s-sure....w..why not?
  • Sai: *gives Ino the drawing* See? Such beauty....I wish she'll be my future girlfriend!
  • Ino: *sees a portrait of herself* Eh.....it's me!
  • Sai: *goes closer to Ino and whispers* I know it's you, Ms Beautiful..
  • Ino: Sai....wait...do you mean it? About me being your...
  • Sai: Why would I lie? *touches Ino's hair* Would you want to go on a date with me? I could even show you more drawings I created of you.
  • Ino: ...er....
  • Sai: I'll take that as a yes, my princess *kisses Ino's hand*
  • _____________________________
  • *Kiba and Tamaki walking around Konoha*
  • Kiba: ....Tamaki....
  • Tamaki: Kiba-kun? What's up?
  • Kiba: Remember our first chat together?
  • Tamaki: The one when you were helping your friend to get honey wine?
  • Kiba: Er....yeah
  • Tamaki: What about it? Wait is it about Momo, my cat? Did he say rude things about you?
  • Kiba: No no no..
  • Tamaki: Phew....then what is it?
  • Kiba: *stops walking and goes closer to Tamaki* Damn it! *blushes* I'm not good at these things and i stutter when I say this but it's time that I should do it!
  • Tamaki: Kiba? You're not making any sense....
  • Kiba: Ah, crap.....I really like you...Tamaki....and I thank god that i had the opportunity to see you at Sora-Ku! I would really like....if....we....can...well....consider ourselves as.....
  • Tamaki: A couple?
  • Kiba: *blushes so hard* ...I.....
  • Tamaki: You're so easy to read, dog boy. Of course! I would love to spend my life with a handsome man *puts her arms over Kiba's shoulders* like you, Kiba-kun? Because...I like you...really...I mean it! Me too, I'm glad we met. Even though we are different, who says that dogs and cats can't be together?
  • Kiba: *hugs Tamaki* I'm glad you feel the same, cat girl!
  • Tamaki: me too, dog boy!
  • ______________________________
  • Choji: Karui, you're the woman who doesn't give no bananas about my size and I'm glad that you don't. I'm very happy that we got to hang out more and I really think that i might have feelings for you, chococlate sunshine.
  • Karui: Ehh.....You really think so?! I...well...think the same. You care about my opinions and you are always there for me! You're my big strong butterfly....I'm glad that you like me because I like you too!
  • Choji: So do you want to go to my house and eat something together *holds Karui's hands and blushes*
  • Karui: *blushes* S..sure... I would love that.
  • ______________________________
  • *Lee and Tenten in a training hall*
  • *Lee stops training*
  • Lee: Tenten?
  • Tenten: What's wrong? You stopped training?
  • Lee: ....I.... *takes a deep breath*
  • Lee: We have spend some time together and we have similar connections and i would like if our connections collide into one. Tenten, to me, you're one of the strongest kunoichi that I have seen and I wish to spend more training with you and see you grow! I may be so annoying to you in the past but right now, I just....want you to see me as a man and show you how much I want to spend more time and...l-love with you...Tenten...I
  • Tenten: *kisses Lee's forehead* You are already a man to me and I would like to see our connections grow together and become one...Lee...Yes... I would like to be with you.
  • _____________________________
  • Shino: I know it's weird saying this to you and I'm kinda freaked out on saying this but I really...like talking to you and I wish we hanged out more and well...united....
  • Akamaru: woof....(wtf)
  • Shino: ...damn it.....I can't do it....no one likes me....
  • Insets: buzzzzzzzz (you have us)
  • Shino: I know I have you.
  • Akamaru: Woof....woof woof...(I should find leave and find Kiba)
  • Shino: I'm glad that people wouldn't see me crying as I walk around Konoha.
  • Shiho: *looks at Shino from a distances and giggles*
  • Shino: Huh? *turns around and sees Shiho*
  • *both of them look at each other and blush*
  • *Kiba sees the connection as he walks towards Shino*
  • Kiba: Oooooooo... you have a crush.....
  • Shino: Stop it!
  • _____________________________
  • (Requested) ;---; NejiTen
  • Neji: Tenten?
  • Tenten: Yeah...
  • Neji: In the future, I always think in what will happen to me? Will I die (;-;)
  • Or will I live (;----;) but the most important question is who will I be with before this happens?
  • Tenten: Yeah...okay....what are you trying to say?
  • Neji: Tenten, if the world ends today, I would like to be with you and stick with you. I know you see me as a team mate but i would to expand that. I was a pain to you and harsh before but I want to change! ...and become the man you want! And I'll do it - if you like me....
  • Tenten: You felt this way....you like me?
  • Neji: I will always do you, my ninja twin bun strong kunoichi.
  • Tenten: then, promise me you will stick with me and protect forever.
  • Neji: You don't need to be protected by me! You're so strong. Even I can't touch you...
  • Tenten: Neji....*lays on his lap* I will always stick with you and protect then....no matter what.
  • ______________________________
youtube

Ali Ewoldt and Jordan Donica - Rooftop Scene

Broadway production, 2016. Ali Ewoldt and Jordan Donica (the first Asian-American Christine and African-American Raoul to be in the Broadway production of The Phantom of the Opera) sing ‘Why Have You Brought Me Here’ and ‘All I Ask of You’. Uploaded by request from an anon. Jordan Donica has since left the production, but here is a nice record of what his Raoul was like!

I’d love to know how Lito and Hernando first met, before their first date.

I imagine them both seated at a table alone at a cafe, Lito reading a script for an audition or a movie and Hernando correcting essays from his students. Lito notices Hernando of course and can’t keep his eyes off of this very handsome man and every now and then, Hernando catches his eye and smiles, while Lito looks away, pretending he wasn’t staring.

Eventually, Hernando gathers his stuff, stands up, and approaches Lito’s table.

“Mr Rodriguez?” he says, because of course he recognized Lito.

Lito is suddenly both embarrassed and shy and he scratches his head, a nervous habit, while answering: “Hum, yeah?” He tries not to look directly at Hernando’s eyes but he sees the man smile.

“Do you mind if I join in?”

Lito hesitates for a second. He’s definitely embarrassed now – does the man know? He knows. You gotta be careful, Lito, you idiot, think about your career – but the man’s smile is warm and tender, it feels comforting so he nods. “No, no, hum, not at all, please have a seat.”

“Thank you”, Hernando says. Then, presenting his hand. “My name is Hernando Fuentes.”

Lito shakes his hand, hoping Hernando won’t notice how sweaty his hand is. “And you already know my name, apparently.”

Hernando laughs gently and oh god, it makes Lito’s heart jump. “I do. I have seen The Killing Machine.”

Lito laughs too, more nervously. “Yeah… not my best role.”

“It definitely wasn’t your best movie”, Hernando corrects. “But your prestation made it tolerable. You brought some depth to a rather flat character, making him, the killing machine, almost human. Almost vulnerable.”

Lito is moved and a bit more comfortable. “Thank you. I… actually had made a whole background story for Alejandro but the director wouldn’t agree with it.”

“Shame. Can I ask what you had in mind?”

So Lito tells him. And Hernando nods, asks questions Lito wouldn’t have asked himself and after half an hour of studying every aspects of Alejandro’s life and personality, he feels like this character is a part of him.

“Now it feels like a good movie”, Lito laughs, more naturally this time.

Then Lito asks about what Hernando does for a living and they talk for another half an hour about art until Hernando says he has to go give his lecture. Lito is disappointed but he’s good at hiding his true feelings so he says. “Well, it was a pleasure meeting you. Have a good day.”

But he didn’t expect Hernando to say: “It really was. Would you like to go out sometimes?”

Lito’s shocked, embarrassed, has a little nervous laugh “hum, yeah”, scratches his head, “yeah why not, hum”, takes a sip of his coffee “go out like hum” and he finally asks it because it has to be clear: “like a date?”

Hernando’s smile is affectionate again. “If you wish it to be.”

That’s when Lito finally allows himself to look directly at Hernando’s eyes. He suddenly feels both shy and stronger and for once he finally tells the truth: “I’d love that”, he says.  

My Tinder Sugar Game Be Like...
  • Him: Wow you are gorgeous-- but I have to ask... why is a beautiful girl like you interested in a situation like mine / someone like me?
  • Him: I'm looking for *insert blah blah blah*... what about you?
  • Me: Because I'm looking for a successful, intelligent, ambitious man who knows what he wants and wants to help me achieve my goals as much as I enjoy being with him. I like spoiling and being spoiled... *angel emoji* I like real connections but I live such a busy life I can't and am not looking to be a "girlfriend" at the moment, what with texting all the time etc... but I do like sharing genuine moments with someone whose company I genuinely enjoy.
  • Him: So you're looking for a sugar daddy?
  • Me: What are you looking for?
  • *drops mic, leaves the ball in his court*
  • *ALTERNATIVE RESPONSE BELOW*
  • Him: Much of the same thing.
  • Me: To make sure we're on the same page... I am looking for a sugar daddy. If this at all interests you, let me know and we can talk details. If not, hey, I totally understand! :) Let me know xo
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“Now I know I have met an angel in person
And she looks perfect, no I don’t deserve this,
You look perfect tonight”

  • Me one week ago: *knows nothing about The West Wing and decides to start watching it on a whim*
  • Me right this very moment: SAM SEABORN IS A PRECIOUS PUFF PASTRY OF A NERD. TOBY ZIEGLER IS A CURMUDGEON AND A NATIONAL TREASURE WE DO NOT DESERVE HIM. C.J. CREGG IS A FISH-OWNING, CROWD-WOOING, FIERCE-HEARTED KHALEESI IF YOU DO NOT LIKE HER I WILL FIGHT YOU. MY SOUL LIVES FOR EVERY SCENE BETWEEN JOSH LYMAN AND DONNA MOSS. LEO MCGARRY NEEDS MORE HUGS WHY DO PEOPLE NOT GIVE LEO MORE HUGS FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SOMEONE HUG HIM. PROTECT CHARLIE PLEASE DEAR GOD PROTECT THAT BABY FACE ANGEL. I HAVE NO OTHER PRESIDENT EXCEPT PRESIDENT DR. JOSIAH “JED” BARLET FIGHT ME.
Me, having a conversation with my soul
  • My soul: You can't go on like that ... you know ... you're hurting yourself.
  • Me: But ... I want to believe ... the Johnlock is possible! It's not just a simple friendship!
  • My soul: I know, I know ... but you're sad every time you think about it ... you gotta do something.
  • Me: You're probably right ... I'm going to change my mind. Why not start a new show?
  • My soul: YES ! It would be good for you and me.
  • Me: I think I'm going to continue this series of which I hear a lot, Supernatural ... I just met an angel named Castiel, I love the friendship that he has with Dean ...
  • My soul: Are you kidding me ?

The Beauty of Love

You looked up, a small smile appeared on your lips as you whispered:
“Thanks, Cas.” 
Your angel in a trenchcoat. Your guardian angel. Blue eyes starred into (e/c) ones.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love. (Corinthians 13:13)