why bother asking why anymore

every single time i think yoi has reached the absolute maximum level of Extra™ something new comes up and proves me wrong lmao this show is a gift

also u know what’s makes my head spin? knowing people are out there… not yet grasping the concept that nct u is rotational…. and that there won’t be the same lineup as their debut… listen let it go, t7s was great but you .. ok there we go my head spinnin again

  • me: i would very much appreciate someone talking to me right now. i'm not feeling very good and i'm confused and i would like some help.
  • person: [ignores me]
  • me: please i would really like some help right now i need a friend
  • person: [ignores me]
  • me: [has an entire meltdown]
  • person: what the fuck is wrong with you?? why can't you just get in control of yourself you're fucking annoying

My birthday is in less than a month, and not a single member of my family has asked me what kind of gifts I want. Which likely means I won’t get anything, because they usually ask well in advance in case I want something that needs some time to be delivered.

So yeah, birthday with no friends, no party, and now not even any gifts, just my grandparents eating cake with me and judging all of my life decisions so far. Neat.