why are you two the way you are

you write a lot of love poems
usually in past tense,
usually about a past love.
i wonder if it is easy to render yourself completely vulnerable before someone.
i wonder if it is hard to trust now.
you tell me it is,
you tell me when you love someone
it becomes impossible to not give them your all,
becomes possible to overlook how they aren’t doing the same.
you tell me when you love someone
you forget to pay attention to the street signs and
you don’t even realize you’re the only car on what is supposed to be a two way street.
you don’t answer my next question.
i wonder if it is hard to trust now.
you remain silent.
i understand why;
you don’t know the answer yourself
because you’ve put up burglar proof to keep everyone else out
but you still gave the burglar the key just in case.
—  boulevard-of-bones, what i’ve learned about love
Like a Dream - Jeff Atkins Imagine

Request: Hey lovely, could I please ask for a Jeff Atkins imagine, where he gets jealous of you being best friends with zach because you play kiss the bottle at a house party and zach kissed you, but he hasn’t actually asked you out yet. Thanks lovely!! Don’t worry if not:)

Pairing: Jeff Atkins x Reader

Word Count: 977

“Hurry up, Y/N! We’re going to be late if you don’t get your ass down here soon!” I hear my best friend, Zach, call from downstairs.

“Be patient, dammit!” I call back. “I just need to find my shoes!”

Even though he is downstairs and I am up in my room, I can practically hear Zach roll his eyes. Zach and I have been friends since second grade, when Ms. Benson made us sit next to each other on the first day of school. I’ve always been talkative and friendly, so it was only natural that I would practically force Zach to become my best friend.

“Anyway, it’s a high school party. It’ll last for hours so it’s impossible to miss,” I say, rushing downstairs and past Zach to get to his car. 

“But, see, I’m on the basketball team. I gotta keep up that reputation,” he retorts back.

“What reputation?” I laugh.

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girl code - sneaka peeka of part sixa

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(part five)


“Harry! Why don’t we have a little chat?” 

Harry had just gotten off the treadmill, his hair damp and his skin dewy. He turned and flashed a quick smile at you after taking a swig of water as you made your way over to him. 

“What’s up?” He panted lightly, clearly still out of breath from his workout. You had about a million and one questions floating around in your mind, but you knew you had to ask him one important question. 

“You’d never lie to me, right?” You asked, smiling up at Harry and taking note of the way his face dropped a little. 

“Uh… Why do you ask?” Harry chewed on his bottom lip, his gaze dropping to the ground as he looked at his shoes. 

“Because I-” 

“I would really appreciate if you stopped harassing my boyfriend, Y/N.” You winced as you felt a sharp tug on your shoulder, scowling when Y/F/N made her way over to stand next to Harry. 

“If I had a dollar for every time you referred to Harry as your boyfriend, I think I’d be a millionaire. A trillionaire, even.” You didn’t know what it was, but something just felt wrong. Every time Y/F/N and Harry interacted, it didn’t seem genuine. The way he acted with you was much more different than the way he acted with Y/F/N, so why was he suddenly so into her? And if they were actually dating and if this Harry business was just all in your head, you were always up for a first date story. 

“Y/F/N, I thought you said this plan was going to-” 

“You’re just upset because the person you like belongs to me!” 

“He’s not a piece of meat, Y/F/N. Have some manners for once in your bloody life.” And that’s when you registered what Harry had just uttered to Y/F/N. A plan? Things just got interesting. 


i’M SO SORRY YALL this update ain’t even that great and it took me a while to get back into things but i hope you enjoy this lil snippet nonetheless 

favorite scenes: andreil {1/?}

“Don’t say you are, because you and I both know you take shit care of yourself.“
     "You have a hearing problem,” Andrew deduced. “Too many balls to the helmet, perhaps. Can you read lips?” Andrew pointed at his mouth as he spoke. “The next time someone comes for you, stand down and let me deal with it. Do you understand? 

     “If it means losing you, then no,” Neil said.


Imagine: the reader feels like they and Elijah are drifting apart.

New Orleans was a city that didn’t sleep, that’s for sure—maybe it was just his family that made it seem that way. You hadn’t spoken to him in days…it turned into weeks. What was happening? Why wouldn’t he answer you when you texted or went to see him? You weren’t going to be the first to call, but sometimes when you got those missed calls, you were all too excited to call him back. “You’ve been virtually silent the last week or two,” he’d start off. “I’ve got a life, that’s all,” you scoff. You could feel his pacing stop through the phone. “Have I done something?” he asked in confusion. You flexed your jaw. Yeah, you’re ignoring me, you wanted to say. “No. Just got some paperwork to do for the office. You can come see me if it’s important,” you decided to say instead. 

You regretted your tone while you lay in bed that night. You had an opportunity to pretend like it was nothing…to make up. Maybe that would’ve saved your relationship. You were about to feel miserable until 2 AM rolled around and someone was knocking on your door. You only got up on the third knock. It was him. “…So it is important,” you said tiredly. He walked past you into the house. “I know this sudden cold shoulder move has a reason,” he said first. “Usually if I feel like a relationship is about to go south, I like verbal warnings. No one wants to be ignored,” you sighed. He lifted his head, an understanding look on his face. “You think I’m leaving you. Like I’ve been thinking you were going to let me go,” he realized. “Why would I do that?” you frowned. “Y/N…I never intended for it to seem that way. It’s Niklaus and Freya, Kol—they’re very hard to control. I thought I would take care of that so they do not interfere with us.” 

“Really?” you said suspiciously. He said yes with just the look in his eyes. You took a deep breath. “Okay. I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to be the crazy girlfriend,” you apologized. “You weren’t the only one on the edge of their seat,” he spoke. You invited him to stay the night, and he wouldn’t go back for two days. He considered you his vacation.

agreyeyedgirl  asked:

C Kristanna 🙏🏻

C: A moment of respite

“Stop. Stop, Kristoff, we’re stopping.”

“But we’re nearly there.”

“You’ve been saying that for an hour.”

“We’ve only been walking for two.”

Anna sat down on a handy rock. “Just let me sit for one minute. Or else my legs are going to fall off and you’re going to have to carry me all the way up the mountain, then back down.”

“Why would I carry you up?”

“Because apparently, there’s a fantastic view that no one should miss. So I’ve heard. Repeatedly.”

Kristoff sat down next to her. “Fine. Next time I’ll come by myself.”

“My legs are littler than yours, I have to do more steps.” She rested her head on his shoulder.

“OK. Five minutes. It really isn’t much farther.”

All he got in reply was a small snore.

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Tyler Joseph x Fem!Reader | masterlist

AU: You and Tyler get into a fight and split.. Only for him to find you a few years later.. with a son.

A/N: This is a Tyler version of my fic Is She Mine?, hope you enjoy!

“Tyler, why are you ignoring me?” you asked frustrated. You and Tyler had just gotten home from a party. Tyler ignored you the entire way home, and now that you two were finally in bed, he still continued to stay silent. He shot you a glare in response. “You know why, Y/N,” he finally said, with a dark tone.
“Tyler, if I knew the reason, I wouldn’t keep asking.”
“I am just so freaking tired of you flirting with Josh. It’s like, when Josh comes around, you forget I exist. You can’t have both of us, Y/N! So just make a decision and stop playing with me!” he shouted.
“Tyler, I do not have any feelings for Josh. I love you, and only you. You should know that.. Why don’t you trust me?”
“It’s kind of hard to trust you when I have to watch you throw yourself onto Josh.”
Okay. Ouch. That one hurt.
“Maybe you should just leave,” Tyler whispered, turning away from you.
And just like that, your heart was ripped into a million pieces. Tyler walked out the door, and you heard his car drive off. With tears in your eyes, you packed your stuff, and did exactly as he asked, leaving a small note with your engagement ring on top.

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{Me: [wants to go on about incest/pedo ships are bad]
Hell Brain: You can’t bc you ship g//mis and everyone will hate you for that
Me: uhhh


I ship g//m//is bc G/io turns 16 right after v//a, and where I live, age gaps like that aren’t all uncommon. Someone close to me got with her bf right before she turned 16//he is two, almost three years ahead of her right now// They are in a great relationship. This type of ‘age gap’ really doesn’t affect me. 

However I can understand why people would be “okay ew” about it, I can. So I stopped having it as a part of this blog. I don’t mind people hating it, you can hate whatever ship that rubs you the wrong way. 


I just felt like I needed to say that to everyone here.}

Quick question netflix, why do you renew shows that do not need a second season, as in their story lines are all wrapped up by the end of the first season? 

Or give a show that has source material for one single clean season, a second season?

Why don’t you give a show that has been riddled with cliff hangers and multiple complex story lines more then one season?  A seaon that you split up into two parts by the way cause you didn’t have the guts to 100% commit to what you started.

I mean, I know why.  I guess it was far more important to show unhelpful and over used stereotypes and teenagers committing gory acts right?

This is just a long winded way to say I’m bitter about The Get Down getting canceled.

anonymous asked:

Im really sad because im agender and i dont think ill ever come out to my mom. Every time i talk about gender (bring up my non binary friend, watch a YouTube vid with a trans person in it) she just has to put her two cents in: "i just dont get why people have to get so upset when someone uses the name they were born with. Or why they care about pronouns. Its no big deal if someone uses the wrong name and stuff." It makes me scared to tell her bc she just wont get it. 😔

Hey my agender pal I agree with you, I don’t think you should come out if you think you’ll be unsafe, either physically or emotionally or in any other way. I’m really proud of you for being you and it’s gonna be okay I’m always here if you need to message me. You deserve so much more than transphobia.

anonymous asked:

you're accusing PM team of being bullies but isn't this hardcore drama a bit excessive? because it looks to me you are the one bullying them? why tag all your posts "#pmdrama" isn't that a bit too much? let them explain what they did instead of bashing their work so harshly! They did give credit to everything, they maybe forgot about that tree and it wasn't with malicious intent... no offense... but you are being way too harsh...

One of them insulted me over twitter when I made a post that I was open to discussion to and would of been fine with editing if the allegations weren’t true.   In return, I called Kirai “a two faced weasel” and a “coward”, who broke my trust hard by insulting me.  When he apologized, he made it about himself and seemed to be guilt tripping me into accepting it.  I didn’t, because it didn’t include an explanation of why those assets were stolen.  That’s as far as my “bullying” went, which I don’t feel counts as bullying.  It was a response to an insult, a callout for acting that way when I came out in public in respect.  (If I was wrong I could of edit that post with “Disregard this, I was wrong and here’s proof of why.  Sorry PM team.”).  

I can’t think of why you’d call me a bully otherwise.  All I’ve done is reblog things sent to me with he and other team members doing unprofessional behavior  If you don’t feel like they should be called bullies you can at least agree they’re acting highly unprofessional in these tweets.  If you really feel like I’m being a bully, you can point it out, but I can’t think of why you’d call me one otherwise.  I may sound mean, but I’m actually just being more serious than usual here on Pinkuboa.

I tag my post “PM Drama” because I assume that’s what you would call it.  I’m open to a better suggestion though. (PM asset debacle? PM talk?  PM discussion?)  The abbreviation is to keep some it out of the tags however: the whole title of the game would show up there for most of the ask I get, even if they’re unnecessary.

let them explain what they did instead of bashing their work so harshly!

I’ve been waiting for an explanation ever since I refuted their claims.  They have all the time in the world to give me one.  I was hoping they would give me one when Kirai apologized, but he didn’t even acknowledge that he took the sprites, just that he insulted me.  I do understand your point - it’s hard watching people fight, and I’m usually not this serious here on Pinkuboa.  But I’m going to be firm on this one: they stole art and lied about it.  

I hope that they give an explanation soon.


An afternoon date~

and a bonus

anonymous asked:

*Whispers* your headcanons are the most beautiful thing on this entire planet, besides u, of course.

aw thanks babe

  • pidge: “sleep is for the weak” shiro, who sleeps maybe five hours a night and is a god damn hypocrite: “what no go to bed”
  • humans and alteans look similar but their anatomies are different in little ways that trip everyone up
    • “you’re telling me humans have thousands of taste buds?” “you’re telling me alteans don’t? because oh my god that explains the goo”
    • “a ‘belly button’? why do you have a button on your-”
    • “now what the heck would you need two lungs for? just seems inefficient if you ask me”
    • both species are convinced the other one is the weirder one
  • lance: “keith, we’re friends, right? buddies? bros? amigos? ‘bromigos’, if you will-?” keith: “keep this up and we won’t be friends for much longer”
  • *allura voice* “a princess is never late, everyone else is simply early”
  • lance hums theme songs from movies while doing things
    • mission impossible if he’s sneaking around
    • pink panther if he’s going under cover
    • sometimes the star wars theme if he’s just chilling on the observation deck
  • coran spent a whole year perfecting the art of snapping with gloves on
  • lance, crying: “why are you smiling??” hunk: “it’s just that this is the first time i’ve seen you look ugly and it makes me kind of happy”

pt1 | pt2 | pt3 | pt4 | pt5 | pt6 | (6/?)

pairing: jimin x reader, jungkook x reader

genre: smut, angst / punk!jikook

word count: 17,335

note: inspired by the anime/manga “Nana” / music playlist

description: It was everything, from his tattoos, to his touches, to the way sweat rolled down his neck as he strummed into his guitar on stage; everything about him completely enthralled you. So why are you now, two and a half years later, on a train to Seoul, telling a complete stranger the recollection of how you became fated to forever have scars on all of your future hearts due to the happiness, but most of all the pain, that came along with falling in love with Jeon Jungkook.


The slight tremble in Jimin’s fingertips developed into a full-blown tremor as he closed the door to his studio, effectively leaving you behind — but it wasn’t that simple. It wasn’t that simple because he wasn’t just leaving you behind. He was leaving you behind with a guy that you were completely in love with… Which kind of blowed considering he was starting to fall for you himself.

The music from the party was reverberating inside of his chest and he knew that his ears should be ringing with anger, but instead he just felt numb. It was like he couldn’t hear anything; no music, no crowd, nothing. It was all one giant blur that didn’t seem to make sense to him, and all because his mind was screaming that nothing else mattered right now — nothing except for you.

Jimin knew very well what leaving you in that room with Jungkook meant. It meant every single feeling that the two of you had ever had for each other would inevitably rekindle, and compared to what Jimin had with you, even if he did consider it one of most amazing stints of time of his entire life, it didn’t hold a candle to what you and Jungkook had, and probably always would have.

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why does no one ever talk about the southern dalish clans of thedas? the ones from origins?

and by that i mean their weird, horrible pronunciation of elvhen.

in dragon age 2 and inquisition, you’ve got your graceful, correct way of saying things like “lethallin.” “andaran atishan.” “ma serannas!” 

and then there’s just…the southern clan. you know the one.

“UhnDAYruhn aTEEshun!”

“Dayreth Sheeral!”

the northern clans don’t talk to them. don’t talk about them. they hear the gentle whisper of “mah seerenus” on the wind and shudder.

I Have Questions

Why did you leave me here to burn?
I’m way too young to be this hurt
I feel doomed in hotel rooms
Staring straight up at the wall
Counting wounds and I am trying to numb them all

Do you care, do you care?
Why don’t you care?
I gave you all of me
My blood, my sweat, my heart, and my tears
Why don’t you care, why don’t you care?
I was there, I was there, when no one was
Now you’re gone and I’m here

I have questions for you
Number one, tell me who you think you are
You got some nerve trying to tear my faith apart
I have questions for you
Number two, why would you try to play me for a fool?
I should have never ever, ever trusted you, I have questions
Number three, why weren’t you, who you swore that you would be?
I have questions, I got questions haunting me
I have questions for you
I have questions, I have questions
I have questions for you

My, my name was safest in your mouth
And why’d you have to go, and spit it out?
Oh, your voice, it was the most familiar sound
But it sounds so dangerous to me now

I have questions for you
Number one, tell me who you think you are
You got some nerve trying to tear my faith apart
I have questions for you
Number two, why would you try to play me for a fool?
I should have never ever, ever trusted you
I have questions for you
I have questions for you
I have questions for you, I have questions
I have questions for you

Do you care, do you care?
Why don’t you care?
I gave you all of me
My blood, my sweat, my heart, and my tears
Why don’t you care, why don’t you care?
I was there, I was there, when no one was
Now you’re gone and I’m here

I have questions for you, oh
I have questions for you
I have questions for you, I have questions
I have questions for you
I have questions for you, oh
I have questions for you
I have questions for you, I have questions
I have questions for you
I have questions for you
I have questions for you
I have questions

How do I fix it?
Can we tell them?
Are you telling me to communicate?
Can we talk?
Are we gonna fix it?
I’m afraid of you.
Is it my fault?
Damn it.
Do you miss me?

Columbine Songs
Columbine Songs

Eminem and Columbine

I am an Eminem Fan for years now and when I started to get more and more into True Crime I was surprised to find a lot of his Lyrics mentioning Columbine which I never really realised before. Of course he also mentioned other murderers or events, like Ted Bundy and the Aurora theater shooting but I wanted to start with the Columbine lyrics because there’s a lot of material. So let’s start:

The Way I Am, 2000
When a dude’s getting bullied and shoots up his school
And they blame it on Marilyn and the heroin
Where were the parents at? And look where it’s at!
Middle America, now it’s a tragedy
Now it’s so sad to see, an upper-class city
Havin’ this happening

Marshall states that he thinks that he thinks that not music is the reason for the shooting but bullying and the parents. But as we all know Marilyn Manson was partly blamed for Columbine by the media.
Em is also making fun of the fact that Columbine was the first shooting that people cared this much about although there have been a lot of shootings but now it happened at a “nice” school.

There is an alternative version of this song featuring Marilyn Manson (x)
He performed it live with Manson (x and x)
Manson also appeared in the official video (x)

Remember me, 2000
Came home and somebody musta broke in the back window
And stole two loaded machine guns and both of my trenchcoats
Sick, sick dreams of picnic scenes
Two kids, sixteen, with M-16’s and ten clips each
And them shits reach through six kids each

Em is making fun of the idea that musicians like him are a bad influence because he is not the one who gives these kids their weapons.

And as we all know, Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold both wore a Trenchcoat when the attack started, that’s why „both of my Trenchcoats“ were stolen. And so he thinks that they were stolen to start another Columbine.
And when you have these „two kids“ with guns that, when you shoot them, „reach through six kids each“ you have 12 dead kids. And as we all know, during the Columbine massacre died 12 kids (and one adult).

By the way, Eminem needed two months to write his whole verse on this song while Sticky Fingaz wrote his verse in one day. 

I’m Back, 2000
I take seven [kids] from [Columbine]
Stand ‘em all in line, add an AK-47, a revolver, a 9
A MAC-11 and it oughta solve the problem of mine
And that’s a whole school of bullies shot up all at one time

This is probably the most well known Columbine reference made by Eminem.
This album came out one year after the massacre so it was still an sensitive subject. Therefore his label censored these two words (Kids and Columbine), even on the explicit version of the album.
I don’t think I have to explain what exactly this lyric means, it’s pretty clear.
In his book he states this:

“ I was getting shit about the Columbine reference on “I’m Back” and the label was telling me that I wasn’t gonna be able to say it. My whole thing was, what is the big fucking deal? That shit happens all the time. Why is that topic so touchy as opposed to, say a four-year-old kid drowning? Why isn’t that considered a huge tragedy? People die in the city all the time. People get shot, people get stabbed, raped, mugged, killed and all kinds of shit. What the fuck is the big deal with Columbine that makes it separate from any other tragedy in America?”

In 2015 a 15 year-old boy was arrested. He posted these lyrics on Instagram and added “Cause I’m just like shady and just as crazy as the world was over that whole Y2K thing”
The origiginal lyrics are “ ‘Cause (I'mmmm) Shady, they call me as crazy
As the world was over this whole Y2K thing”

When authorities searched the boy’s home they found weaponry and eventually arrested him. He denied any knowledge of the weapons and said he didn’t post this text on Instagram.

White America, 2002
White America, I could be one of your kids
White America, little Eric looks just like this

In this song it’s not only about the Lyrics but also about the music video.
With “little Eric” he mentioned Eric Harris but it was also meant as an example for a typical white kid. He is from middle america because his name is in the middle of amERICa.
The interesting part is, as I said, the video. Where you can see news of an school shooting during “I could be one of your kids”
And during “little Eric looks just like this” you can see one of those typical yearbook pictures and the house of the school shooter. The house looks a bit like the one the Harrises had.

When these lines get repeated you can see a boy full of (probably) blood stepping out of the map of america. On his shirt is written “I am Eric”.

Rap God, 2013
I’ll take seven kids from Columbine
Put ‘em all in a line, add an AK-47, a revolver and a 9

This was the first time we could hear the Columbine Line uncensored. Eminem didn’t rap all of the “I’m back” lines because he just wanted to
“See if I get away with it now that I ain’t as big as I was”
As you can hear, he got away with it.

Eminem is one of the few people who openly give their sympathy for the two shooters.
He admitted to be interested in serial killers in this statement:
“I did find myself watching a lot of documentaries on serial killers, I mean, I always had a thing for them. I’ve always been intrigued by them and I found that watching movies about killers sparked something in me.The way a serial killer’s mind works, just the psychology of them is pretty fucking crazy. I was definitely inspired by that, but most of the album’s imagery came from my own mind.”

But Marshall Mathers seems to have an very personal realationship with the whole Columbine Issue.
He himself was bullied on a daily basis during his childhood, often for his race and for always being the new kid. When he was nine years old he got beaten up so bad he was in an coma for several days. I think he is one of the people who is trying to understand what Harris and Klebold were going through.
But I think it is important to mention, that he is the living proof that even when your life is is shitty right now because of some people who have nothing in their life but to terrorize you, that you can still have a better life. And you beat them best when you keep on living.

“That Columbine shit is so fucking touchy. As much sympathy as we give the Columbine shootings, nobody ever looked at it from the fuckin’ point of view of the kids who were bullied—I mean, they took their own fucking life! And it was because they were pushed so far to the fucking edge that they were fucking so mad. I’ve been that mad.

-Marshall Mathers

two rotten apples [m] | pt. 2

credit: x.

❛❛we’re next-door neighbors and have hated each other since middle school but now we’re going to the same university how can we avoid the other person like the plague so there isn’t a crime scene— what do you mean you promised my mom you would keep an eye on me???? you fucking planned this❜❜ AU

COUNT → 17.686

GENRE → smut | eventual angst

PAIRING → jungkook | reader

WARNINGS → dom and sub tones | spanking mention | mild cum play | explicit language | male and female masturbation | penetration | erotica mention | public sex | restraints | dry humping | graphic dirty talk 


The second the timer on the drying machine went off to alert you of your shirt finally being dry enough to wear, the band from its neckline snapped against your shoulders when you slipped it back on. You pulled some of the cotton material to your nose, trying to see if it still even faintly smelled like beer.

Unlike your underwear which just smelled like cum and farts.

The farts courtesy of Jungkook. Well, you didn’t know if he actually farted, but he just naturally smelled like that to you—like old beans and moldy cheese.

You’d spent the past two hours in the laundry room in nothing but a bra and your loose-fitted skirt. It still hadn’t hit you yet—at least not entirely—that you had let your next-door neighbor spank and bone the living shit out of you. That was something you were going to put on your list of stupid-things-you’ve-done-but-did-anyway-for-some-reason. Maybe his mother could relate after giving birth to him. You were pretty sure she found him just as annoying as you.

But then everyone else thought rainbows shined out of his ass.

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