why are you not holding me

*2-d holding a hairless guinea pig for the first time, sobbing*

Russel: come on d you’re embarrassing me

2-D: but where its fur gone why, russel??? what happened to it?

Russel: Please man lets just leave

2-D: what if it gets a cold

Emma and Jules Playlist 2

1. Clarity // Zedd 

“If our love is tragedy, why are you my remedy? If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?”

2. Bloodstream // Transviolet 

“My pretty blue lips begging take me, I need you in my bloodstream, hold me, break me; my breath is for holding, overdose me, I need you in my bloodstream, hold me, break me, break me”

3. Secret Love Song // Little Mix 

“Why can’t I say that I’m in love? I wanna shout it from the rooftop. I wish that it could be like that, why can’t it be like that, cause I’m yours”

4. Pretending // Glee Cast

“Will we ever have a happy ending or will we forever only be pretending” 

5. Anything Could Happen // Ellie Goulding

“Since we found out that anything could happen, anything could happen…”

6. Heaven in Hiding // Halsey 

“And when you start to feel the rush, a crimson headache, aching blush, and you surrender to the touch, you’ll know”

7. Nobody Like You // Little Mix 

“There’s nobody like you; I’ve tried goodbye a hundred times, not one of them true; there’s nobody like you; I’m screaming ‘I don’t want you’ but you know that I do”

8. Steamroller // Phoebe Bridgers

“But then I see you, always smiling, makes me wanna touch you, keep from dying; you’re a brother to me, you’re my partner in crime, you’re the feeling I get when I’m feeling fine”

9. Under the Table // Banks

“You’re mine and you know it, I’d still do it even if we were cursed; please tell me that this could be easy, I’m tired of waiting for permission to love”

10. Ribs // Lorde

“You’re the only friend I need, sharing beds like little kids, and laughing ‘til our ribs get tough, though that will never be enough”

11. Middle // DJ Snake

“Staring at two different views on your window ledge; I hope that I can turn back the time to make it all alright for us”

12. Make You Feel My Love // Adele

“The storms are raging on the rolling sea and on the highway of regret, the winds of change are blowing wild and free; go to the ends of the earth for you, to make you feel my love”

13. Cool Girl // Tove Lo

“Rules you don’t like, but you’re still gonna keep ‘em; show we can chill, try and keep it platonic, now you can’t tell if I’m really ironic”

14. A World Alone // Lorde

“We’ve got both got a million back habits to kick, not sleeping is one; we’re biting our nails, you’re biting my lip; you’re my best friend and we’re dancing in this world alone”


“I love to hold you close, tonight and always, I love to wake up next you; reckless behavior, a place that is so pure, so dirty and raw”

16. Almost is Never Enough // Ariana Grande ft. Nathan Sykes

“Almost is never enough, so close to being in love; if I would have known that you wanted me the way I wanted you then maybe we wouldn’t be two worlds apart, but right here in each other’s arms”

17. Wildfire // Demi Lovato

“Baby, you’re all I need; come now, set me free like a wildfire; breathless, I can’t resist, melt with your scarlet kiss like a wildfire”

18. Malibu // Hole

“Hey, you know what to do; oh baby drive away to Malibu; oceans of angels, oceans of stars, down by the sea is where you drown your scars; I can’t be near you”

19. Perfect // Ed Sheeran

“We were just kids when we fell in love; I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know; I found a love to carry more than just my secrets, to carry love, to carry children of our own; we are still kids but we’re so in love, fighting against all odds”

20. Thinking Bout You // Ariana Grande

“I’m just thinkin’ bout you; got these thoughts in my head, ain’t no way to forget, got me losing my breath, got me losing my breath, nobody got me the way that you did; had my eyes rolling back, had me arching my back, now you love me so good”

I had a bunch of requests for a second one, so here u guys go


Requested, thank you

“You, are his twin?” Negan questioned, nodding his head back to Daryl as he spoke about him. “Honestly, with the way you act it doesn’t surprise me. You just happen to be a lot better looking, that’s what threw me off” he attempted to flirt, adding a wink at the end. “If I were you I wouldn’t flirt with me right now” you advised, earning a quirked eyebrow from Negan. “Why? Because your brother might get angry?” he guessed, smirking as he threw a glance back at Daryl before returning his gaze to you. “No, because I might” you threatened as you went to move towards him, though he was quick in holding up Lucille towards you. “Ah” he scolded you. “Now I definitely see the family resemblance” he chuckled as he began to walk around you.

Evolve in a nutshell:

I Don’t Know Why: just Dan screaming about someone’s love being dangerous and electronic sounds in the background. You can either love or hate this song there’s no in between.

Whatever It Takes: Dan rapping, cowbell. It somehow has something to do with horses and whIP WHIP RUN ME LIKE A RACE HORSE HOLD ME LIKE A RIP CHORD *inhales* BREAK ME DOWN AND BUILD ME UP.

Believer: awesome drumming and Dan screaming agaPAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNN.

Walking The Wire: such beautiful vocals!! and instrumentals!! and screaming!! can I just marry it!!

Rise Up: motivational but the chorus sounds like the “I get no sleep cause of y’all” meme. Again americans mentioning the 4th of July because why not.

I’ll Make It Up To You: a kinda 80s song. just. beautiful. definetly needs more appreciation tho. can we just talk about how amazing the bass sounds in this one.

Yesterday: some say it sounds like Queen, some like The Beatles, some like Speak to Me EP. Some deep shit about remembering the past because you are who you are thanks to it but also forgetting it and focusing in the future?? what @ Danny Rey.


Thunder: thunder thunder thun thunder thu thu thunder thunder thunder.

Start Over: a really happy song from ID + amazing drumming? you’ve come to the right place if you wanna dance and cry at the same time. so proud of my boys.

Dancing In The Dark: you either love this one or hate it too. Weird but it sounds super cool? V deep tho.

Circumstance (Part 9)

This took me all day and I’m not even that happy with it but I hope you guys like it. 

Tagging: @a-courtof-fangirls-and-fanfics @autumn03@rhysandpurred@crazybookladythings @readinggiraffe@devilsadvocate15 @marimarac@carolineherr15@musiccbeach @illyrian-wingspans @illyrianinterrasen@meowsekai @iwishitwasrocketscience@gavrielthelionn @throne–of-sass @2-bookmaster-2 @bluephoenix222 @daughterxofxnight @highladyofthedark @sugarcoated44 (let me know if you want to be tagged in future parts!)

Fic Masterlist

Emberlei waits by the open window as Cadewyn raises an eyebrow at her. Slowly, she is getting over her shock and regaining her confidence. And at this moment, even though she is dreadfully worried about her sister, Ember is also not above using the knowledge of their bond to her own devices. Which is why she holds her arms out for Cadewyn to pick her up.

He hesitates for a moment and Ember briefly wonders if he knows her secret - she wouldn’t put it past Brexton to tell Cadewyn about her flying abilities - but then he just shrugs and scoops her up. The sensation of his arms wrapped around her is almost too overwhelming for Ember. And she notices Cade’s hold tighten a bit around her too, pulling her closer to his chest.

He looks down at her with a slight smile on his face. Ember realizes that she is close enough to kiss him if she wanted to, the bond slightly pulling at her to just move that extra couple inches, but she doesn’t. She refuses to let the bond force her into loving a man she doesn’t even know, although she feels like she does after the last three weeks of living in his room.

“Let’s go,” She orders, back to her Crown Princess mode. As far as she can tell, Cade doesn’t know about the bond yet and until she has talked to Gusty, she isn’t going to bring it up.

Suddenly, they’re up in the air and Ember’s arms hurriedly snake around Cade’s neck. She would like to say that flying with Cade is no different than flying with Cassian or Brex. But that would be a horrendous lie.

She is desperately trying to ignore the urge to tug the the ends of his hair that tickles her fingers. Ember cannot deny that he is extremely attractive. The dark blue-black hair, defined jawline, firm chest that she is being pulled into at this very moment. And his eyes, well, she has been dreaming of his eyes for years now and still, seeing them in person makes her mind spin. The violet-blue makes Ember realize that this is real. It’s all real.

“You’re staring at me,” Cade accuses, not looking down at her as he flies over the city. 

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lilmango23  asked:

Can you hold a conversation in Spanish? :0

I can’t… my native …Korean. why so many anon ask for me… “you can speak Spanish?” just know hola, te amo. like this.  

England: nO

England: i’M NOT GOING OUT

France: Oh come on, you look lovely.

England: Everyone is going to laugh!

France: Nobody’s gonna laugh. If anything, they would’ve laughed at me.

France: Come now, chou. Get out of changing area.


England: … I feel utterly ridiculous.

France: *trying to hold back laughter and protection vibes*

anonymous asked:

Mtmte Brainstorm, Rodimus, Megatron, and Cygate where s/o human or cybertronian is dying from injuries sustained during a fight and s/o's last words are "don't let this hold you. Live. I love you."


Edit: legit tears were shed while writing this why did you make me do this


- Everything was a blur; no one knew just what exactly was going on. But there was a lot of gunfire and whizzing bullets.

- Brainstorm was trying so hard to get s/o out of there; apparently he wasn’t fast enough.

- S/o fell to the floor; hard and fast. He stopped and everything seemed to freeze.

- They were shot; repeatedly in the back. 

- He was panicking so much, he can’t stand to see this happen again.

- “N-No. No no no! Come on, stay with me! You’re going to be fine, come on get up!”

- “B-Brainstorm. We both know I won’t make it.”

- At this point, he could barely see through his tears. 

- “No….Y-You’ll be okay!”

- S/o could only shake their head and smile sadly, taking his helm into their hands so they could look at him properly.

- “Listen. You are smart, you are a-amazing…You can g-go on without me. I love you..Keep going…”

- And just like that, they died and he was left alone again. 

- He swore to himself he’d never let this happen again, no matter the means.

- Even if it meant never loving another being again..



- He wasn’t on the mission with s/o, so when he got the news they were dying, he was absolutely heart broken.

- He couldn’t believe it; he practically let this happen.

- When he arrived at medbay, everyone left. They knew he’d need to be alone with them.

- “I..W-What…What happened?”

- S/o looked at him, pained and weak. “Ambush..”

- Their voice was so soft and fragile; he was already beginning to cry.

- “I shouldn’t have let you go…I shouldn’t have let this happen….”

- S/o placed a hand on his cheekplate, smiling faintly.

- “Hey…You have a ship to run…You shouldn’t be sad.”

- He stared at them, his distress growing by the second.

- “Promise me you’ll keep going…Please..If I’m going to die, I want to know that my conjux isn’t going to live the rest of his life grieving..”

- He nodded, gripping their hand tightly as their eyes started to grow dull.

- “I love you..“ 

- "I love you too, Rodimus..”



- He should have protected them better. He should have paid attention. But he didn’t. And now he’s paying the price for his ignorance.

- He didn’t think that s/o would get caught up in the gunfight; but they did. And they  ended up taking a couple of bullets for him while the enemy ran off.

- Now here they were, laying sprawled in his servo while he knelt over them and silently sobbed.

- They were bleeding out too fast, and there was nothing that Megatron could do to stop it.

- “Hey…Don’t worry about me. You’re…You’re going to live centuries longer than me.  Enjoy it.”

- He was crying more. It was uncharacteristic of him, but he couldn’t help it. He couldn’t stand the thought of living without s/o.

- “I can’t…Not without you." 

- "Megatron…Don’t let this hold onto you. Live and enjoy the rest of your life….I..Love you..”

- They went limp, and he went silent. He knew he should follow through with their wish, but he still needed time to grieve.

- He allotted himself a month for grievance. After that month, he followed through with s/o’s wish. If he is going to live, he’s going to live for them.


Poly Cyclonus/Tailgate:

- Cyclonus was beyond pissed, while Tailgate was already depressed and grieving.

- They didn’t know exactly what happened, except that s/o was attacked and now they were dying.

- “Will you two…S-Stop freaking out for ten seconds.”

- They both apologized and cradled s/o, tears mixing onto their face and falling past them.

- “Just so you two dorks know…I love you..”

- “We love you too.” Cyclonus had to say it; Tailgate couldn’t stop crying.

- S/o grabbed each of their hands, squeezing them as they stared up, smiling painfully.

- “I love you two…So much….Please, don’t let this hold you back…You’ll still have eachother.”

- Tailgates cries were getting louder as he held s/o closer to himself and Cyclonus; Cyclonus quietly held the two as he silently cried.

- “Promise you won’t forget me..?”

- “Of course not!” Tailgate almost screamed, hugging s/o tightly as they began to go limp.

- S/o’s eyes never closed; they’d die with the image of their two beloved burned into their eyes.

Hold On

“Hold On”

Come on, kid
Please don’t disappear
We have a much better place for you
That’s far away from here

You have to get better
We always wanted a son
Let the medicine run it’s course
This battle is not yet won

I know you’re not breathing
The doctors told me why
They told me you’re not leaving
And maybe you could die

There are plenty who love you
Waiting at our home
Mommy fixed your crib
This bed is not a throne

This is the third time I’ve been
In a hospital this year
The others didn’t go well
I lost many who were dear

I ran away to find myself
Because I was once lost
I needed to see what was important
Pathways were so criss-crossed

But I’ve returned to tell you
Because I see you’re in bad shape
Don’t you go anywhere
And never run away
Life is right here with you
With your friends and family
We want to watch you grow
And make wonderful memories

So please, God, listen
He’s barely a week old
I know you’ll let him live
So we can take him home
Because no matter how difficult
It may seem to cope
The important thing to remember
Is to live life with hope

A New Chapter (Ch. 9): Where Does This Put Us?

Characters: Dean Winchester x Reader, Sam Winchester x Platonic!Reader

Length: 1235+ words

TW: Descriptions / mentions of injuries

A/N: YAY FOR CONFLICT RESOLUTION. Seriously, there only an epilogue left, and maybe a smutty oneshot that I’ve been working on for TWO MONTHS… This is why I don’t write smut tbh. 

Feedback is appreciated (AND SO ARE YOU)!

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“You tell me.” His hand dropped to her thigh, rubbing circles on the joint holding together her hip and leg. “If you could ever forgive me for breaking your heart like that- for breaking your trust, and give me a chance I know I don’t deserve, I would try my damn hardest to make it up to you until my dying breath.”

“Dean, I forgave you a long time ago. It hurts, but I moved on from it. I was selfish- You did so much for me-“

“Stop.” He shook his head, and grabbed her hand. “You were never a burden- I lied, Y/N. I never minded taking care of you because I wanted to do it. You didn’t force me to do anything.”

“But, Mia said-“

Dean tensed, hearing her name. His voice dropped an octave. “What did she say?”

“She said you told her how much of a burden I was, and she was glad I was leaving because I didn’t deserve you.”

“Fucking hell-“ His green orbs lit up with anger. “That’s bullshit.”

“She was right, Dean.”

“Like hell she was. She had absolutely no right to say that to you. You are not a burden, Y/N. I love you.” He shuffled closer, putting his hand on her cheek. “I love you.”

“I love you too, Dean.” She carefully wrapped her arms around him, careful of her aching ribs. He quickly moved closer so she didn’t have to stretch too much, putting a hand around her waist. “Let’s give this a chance.”

“Thank you, Y/N.” He mumbled against her neck. “I promise I won’t hurt you as long as I live.”

“I know.” She held his head against her chest, running her hand through his hair. “C’mon. You looked like you haven’t slept in years.” Y/N lifted the covers of her blanket, waiting for Dean to strip to his boxers and shirt, and dive underneath the soft covers with her. He put an arm underneath her neck, and the other one over her hips, his face nuzzled into her hair before falling into peaceful sleep.

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The 100 panel things I loved (I have so many just message me)
-Richard hugging Lindsey and Christopher
-Bob Morley is an angel
-Lindsey and Richard joking around like the whole time
-There are so many deaths in this show why am I here
-Bob “would read the scripts and kind of face palm”
-“Another raven goes through hell episode” let her REST
-Lindsey reenacting her death: you’d think I’d stick the machine a little closer
-Bellamy: beard or mustache? Beard budget with big mutton chops
-Bob likes bellamy’s ability to hold onto guilt also he very much frowns on his decisions
-Q. What’s your character’s fave quality
A. Did you know Monty can make moonshine from scratch
-Richard has like some neither can live while the other survives complex with Bellamy and Murphy
-Clarke’s the cool mom: this is a rifle, how to drive a rover
-“Oh charlotte”
-Richard’s myth was the one with the train that could
-Thoughtful question: Richard “you should make audio books”
-Bob “if we just save the internet it saves everything” so the internet is a work of art now
-Chris is so into the answer about the art
-Murphy’s theme song
-Alone again…
-Egg sandwiches didn’t sit well with Lindsey
-Richard was just a John and now he’s a regular so that’s great
-So the spit stories are gross
-Eliza’s hand shooting in the air for chocolate
-Chris wanting the chocolate and legitimately trading comics for it
-The family bellarke costume!
-Fillet the salmon is a new sword move it’s official


okay, so here’s the thing.

there was this guy on here who was really popular, but i think the only reason why was because he’s asian (but honestly…he’s not that cute, but having a race fetish will make you think ANYBODY is a god/goddess), bc tbh he had/has ??? a really shitty personality. and there was this big callout about him that detailed all the awful shit he’s said.

that happened, like, two years ago. since then, he’s remade and it seems like he’s found a way to amass popularity once again. idk if he’s changed or not, but is it petty of me to still be holding a grudge over the things he’s said, or should i just let it go? part of me feels like i should, but another part is still deeply hurt about one of the things in particular he said. a lot of people i follow follow him and reblog his content and it makes me lowkey uncomfortable…

This is me and Chester during a Linkin Park Meet & Greet in November 2014. (I look completely different now so I guess it’s okay to post this here.)

Why am I basically screaming while Chester holds his hands up as if telling me to stay away?

Well, I had it all planned out what I was going to say. Not really – I only received the email that I could go to the M&G the evening before (no, actually three days before, but I didn’t check my emails regularly back then). I didn’t sleep that night, who needs sleep when you know you’ll not only be seeing Linkin Park live, but getting to meet them?

And I wanted to tell Chester how much I loved his voice, how much their lyrics touched me, how much he has helped me through my own struggles, what a huge source of inspiration he is.

But when he was standing in front of me, and I was looking into those eyes – they are so fucking brown and deep, and he was so quiet – I forgot what I wanted to say, and asked him what his favourite movie was.

He said “Princess Bride” and since I was not able to come up with an answer, he turned and started signing whatever the girl next to me was holding – so I just kinda muttered to someone else “Do you know that movie? I have never seen it.”

So Chester full-on turned back and started telling me how could I have not seen that movie, it’s brilliant, I think he jokingly did say something like “stay away, demon”, so that’s why his hands are up and I am basically screaming, trying to defend myself somehow.

Now, even though Chester is technically short and wasn’t exactly loud during the M&G (probably just saving his voice for later) he fucking dominated the hall for the next two hours, seeming larger than life, and it was hard to reconcile that man up on the stage with the guy who had told me I should definitely watch the Princess Bride.

The next day, I did. And of course he was right – it was awesome. It was brilliant. Probably gonna watch it just to remember him.

That was my first (and now only) time meeting him, getting to experience the band life, but I am so happy to have been privileged enough to not only see the band, but get to meet him.

Chester, you were a lion. And no matter what comes – for me, you’ll always be a symbol of hope, and proof of what one can accomplish with hard work and resilience. Please, don’t let his suicide be the thing he gets remembered for. Remember Chester for the way he could hold thousands of people captive with just his voice, could scream and sing rock songs as well as cover Adele’s ballads, could make you smile just by being his adorable self. Never forget the spark that was so bright in his eyes.

During the very worst and the very best times, and everything in between, Linkin Park’s music was right there with me, and it always will be.

You tried so hard
And got so far
And in the end
I didn’t even matter

It mattered a fucking lot to millions of people

Linkin Park - “HEAVY” Lyrics

[Verse 1: Chester Bennington]

I don’t like my mind right now

Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary

Wish that I could slow things down

I wanna let go but there’s comfort in the panic

And I drive myself crazy

Thinking everything’s about me

Yeah, I drive myself crazy

‘Cause I can’t escape the gravity

[Chorus: Chester Bennington & Kiiara]

I’m holding on

Why is everything so heavy?

Holding on

So much more than I can carry

I keep dragging around what’s bringing me down

If I just let go, I’d be set free

Holding on

Why is everything so heavy?

[Verse 2: Kiiara]

You say that I’m paranoid

But I’m pretty sure the world is out to get me

It’s not like I make the choice

To let my mind stay so fucking messy

I know I’m not the center of the universe

But you keep spinning 'round me just the same

I know I’m not the center of the universe

But you keep spinning 'round me just the same

[Chorus: Kiiara]

I’m holding on

Why is everything so heavy?

Holding on

So much more than I can carry

I keep dragging around what’s bringing me down

If I just let go, I’d be set free

Holding on

Why is everything so heavy?

[Bridge: Chester Bennington & Kiiara]

I know I’m not the center of the universe

But you keep spinning 'round me just the same

I know I’m not the center of the universe

But you keep spinning 'round me just the same

And I drive myself crazy

Thinking everything’s about me

[Chorus: Chester Bennington & Kiiara]

Holding on

Why is everything so heavy?

Holding on

So much more than I can carry

I keep dragging around what’s bringing me down

If I just let go, I’d be set free

Holding on

Why is everything so heavy?

Why is everything so heavy?

Why is everything so heavy?

anonymous asked:

Two-Bit with a virgin hirl hcs sfw and nsfw?

-two bit probably didn’t know for the longest time
-until y'all were getting intimate and you stopped him saying you weren’t ready
-he was surprised but not off put by it
-he’s probably had a gf who was a virgin in the past
-he’s very cute w you, loves to hold hands (don’t ask me why I hardcore imagine that)
- loves to lay in bed with you and just play with your hair tbh
-teases you about being a virgin
-but is secretly relieved cause he’s kinda protective and wants you to be treated right
-maybe won’t do intimate stuff for a while cause he does care about your feelings (cliche I know)
-but eventually y'all will get around to other fun stuff

-when you’re ready oh man is that boy 10 steps ahead
-tries to be super gentle with everything just in case (after your first time this man is quick and rough lemme tell you)
-makes you blush 12 million times plus some more when your bra is off and he’s just
having a staring contest with your boobs
-king of foreplay
-probably teach you how to give a blowjob if you didn’t already know
-make it a challenge to himself to see how many times he can make you cum during your first time
-you’ll probably call him Keith and he may nut right then and there (he hates his name in any other situation but getting called Keith when pleasuring a woman makes him feel powerful and manly)
-he won’t be goofy but definitely playful
-probably make you cum twice maybe three times
-tell you how tight you are
- “oh Y/N baby, I know you’re a virgin but you’re tighter than I ever thought”
“maybe you’ll just have to fix that”
-**lol ladies remember dicks don’t stretch out vaginas like most people think they do**
-probably give you so many hickies you stop counting eventually
-your first time is probably one of the only times he’s really serious and gentle (as in timid and shy) when it comes to sex

anonymous asked:

so what if in the 40s or late 30s Steve caught Buck with another girl

Anon asked: In the 40s Bucky caught Steve crying and so Steve said that the person he loves, loves someone else.

Oh goodness. This is so sad. Imagine when Bucky comes back and he finds Steve crying. Bucky panics and crouches down in front of Steve.

“What’s wrong?” Bucky asks, “doll, please tell me?”

“Nothin’, why don’t you go back to your girlfriend?”

“Stevie, that’s not what that was -

“What was it then?”

Bucky sighs, “she kissed me. I got her off me before I could stop you from runnin’ away.”


“I love you, Stevie.”

“I love you too,” Steve whimpers and then lunges at Bucky, holding Steve close.