why am i still here and still awake

I go to bed Every. Single. Fucking. Night. wondering why having me wasn’t enough for you.

If you should be the last autumn leaf hanging from the tree

I’ll still be here, waiting on the breeze, to bring you down to me.

And if it takes forever, forever it’ll be.

And if it takes forever, forever it’ll be.

I never thought that I’d be the girl lying on the floor at 12:40am crying over you…

[i thought the PST squad had gone to bed and as such i am sitting here rewatching the Marooned scene where Len is on the verge of tears leaving Mick out in the middle of nowhere

as it turns out, one or possibly both of the PST squad is still awake and just quiet as mice

but the rest of this still stands, instead of sleeping and getting rest for my dumb nine-hour shift and then the 11-hour shift the day after, I am here

emotionally distraught m a i n l y over Mick and Len

because………why not]

You wrote your name across my body with your lips.
—  This writing won’t come off.