why am i sick

Free! Cast: Things I've actually heard College Students say
  • Nagisa: Look how pretty my notes are!!! Too bad I'll never study them.
  • Nitori: I might look fine in class but I'm dying inside.
  • Rei: I've never seen Frozen and at this point I'm afraid too.
  • Haru: When the professor shows up Im just gonna get up, make eye contact and leave.
  • Gou: Shut the fuck up and eat your shitty Frosted Flakes.
  • Momo: Is it acceptable to throw myself out this window after the exam?
  • Nagisa: I need more gay people in my life I'm suffocating in straights.
  • Haru: I think I'm gonna sleep outside and let the snow bury me until I die.
  • Rin: Why the fuck would I pay $5 for a grilled cheese? Oh wait they're delivering them? Buy 3.
  • Makoto: I feel like a child but I look like an adult and I think it throws people off.
  • Momo: Yo look at this dog! I want this dog. This dog is a straight g.
  • Nagisa: I got super drunk and told everyone I was a lesbian.
  • Rin: I've only done anal twice okay!!!!!!
  • Gou: Instead of studying art we should make art with our bodies!!
Adam captures Yang
  • Adam: *Leaning over a beaten and restrained Yang* "It looks
  • like Blake has abandoned you to your fate human, she won't save you"
  • Yang: *Grinning and defiant* "Oh don't worry about Blake, she's going to do something you've never seen before"
  • Adam: "Really now? And what would that be?"
  • Yang: *Grinning even wider as she leans forward and whispers* "She's going to come"

What It’s Really Like To Be Chronically Ill

Lauren Anne

Society’s recent obsession with cancer stories and movies like The Fault in Our Stars made me realize that the average person doesn’t know what it’s really like to be sick. Chronically sick. What it’s like to wake up every morning and know you’re never going to get better. No amount of medicine, doctors, surgeries, and procedures can fix you.

I think the reason why people today love to hear about cancer stories is because they are just that. They are stories. They have a beginning, middle, and an end. While that end may not be a happy one, people are satisfied with closure. But my story doesn’t have an end. And people don’t seem to like stories without an ending.

Being sick isn’t as glamorous as they make it out to be in the movies. And unlike cancer perks, there are no “chronic illness perks.” Except maybe those really good lollipops at the doctor’s office. Those are definitely a perk.

The worst part about being chronically sick isn’t the physical pain, it’s the emotional pain that goes along with it. You reach a point where you can’t hold back the tears any longer and suddenly you’re breaking down in the middle of a doctor’s office. You think you can escape the emotional torture; your disease is purely physical, right?

The worst part is that there is no escape. There is no light at the end of the tunnel. There is no happy ending. There is no way to make the incurable go away. We learn to tolerate the physical pain. You have to. But it’s the overwhelming emotional burden that makes you feel like someone is holding your head down in the water. You can fight it, but you can never overcome that crushing feeling. How are you supposed to get rid of an emotional suffocation when the source of it is never going to go away?

Being sick is being stuck in the eternal clutch of the unknown. Any day anything could go wrong, or at least more wrong than it already has. It’s so hard not to feel anxious or depressed or completely lost when all that lies ahead is a giant question mark. You rarely seem to get answers when you are sick. And when you do, they’re often the answers you wish you hadn’t heard any way.

There’s one thing every single sick person wishes for, but rarely gets. Hope. Hope that one day things will get better. Hope that there will finally be a day when your pain is a zero on that silly little scale. Hope that one day you’ll get a glimpse of normal.

I know technically being sick means my genes suck or my body just plain hates me, but somehow being sick has made me better. I may be biased, but I think that sick people — especially young sick people — are some of the best people you will ever meet. Now don’t get me wrong, healthy people are great too. But when you’re sick, you understand things that other people might take for granted.

You learn to love every good second, every good minute, of any of those few good days you might have. You don’t fear death because you’ve already stared it straight in the face quite a few times. You know it’s not important to dwell on the little things. You have more important things to worry about.

So as many times as I’ve wished to be normal for even just a day, I’ve appreciated my life, both the good and the bad, so much more as a chronically ill young person that I ever could have as a regular teenager.

Being sick makes you strong. Being sick makes you weak. Being sick gives you insight and knowledge about life as it eats away at your own. Being sick is the greatest blessing in disguise. It is so much more than just having an illness. It’s having your entire life be taken out of your control, and fighting to get it back. And that fight will never end.

—  “what it’s really like to be chronically ill” by Lauren Anne

This is such an awful thought to most people but if they don’t find anything on a test I get really discouraged. Healthy people are always like “ohh thank goodness that means everything is okay” UMM NO. That means I’m still as sick as I was & I still don’t know why, which means I went through that test for nothing & will have to go through at least one more to find a diagnosis so that I can hopefully start a treatment. I’m not hoping that I am sick…I already am sick & want to get better.

  • Yagari : You run a school.
  • Kaien : Yup.
  • Yagari : A school.
  • Kaien : Yup.
  • Yagari : With children.
  • Kaien : Yes.
  • Yagari : What rational person on this planet would let children anywhere near you?
  • Kaien: ... I liked you better with two eyes.
  • Yagari : That actually hurt.
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Mystic Messenger Opening Song: Mysterious Messenger (English) (๑꒪▿꒪)*


I have been playing this song non-stop! If you haven’t heard the full english version, you should! (ノ `・∀・)ノ゙

Modern College AU with Established Enjoltaire

People had bad days, and when Enjolras woke to a painful coughing fit that left him doubled over and gasping for breath, he knew he was in for a crap day.

Nevertheless, he had too much to do to take a sick day, so he fought against the dizziness coating his vision and got ready for class.

His phone blinked with three new texts from Grantaire, but before he could thumb through them, a call from his father came through. With a sigh, he swiped to answer.

“Hey, Da-”

“Are your grades slipping?”

Enjolras frowned. “No, why?”

“Javert emailed me and said you were slipping in his law class. I don’t give that school money for you to fuck everything up!”

Enjolras’s heart began to hammer hard against his chest, and he turned away from the phone to cough harshly into his fist. “I’m not-”

“It’s that boy, isn’t it? Grantaire? He’s a bad influence on you, Enjolras. You shouldn’t be with him.”

The counter-argument that Grantaire had some of the highest grades at the university were hot on his tongue, but Enjolras knew it was pointless. His father would never listen to him, so he only sighed in response.

“Get your shit together, or I’m cutting you off for good.”

After the harsh statement, Enjolras was met with the soft chime indicating that the call ended, but he kept the small device pressed to his ear because he suddenly couldn’t move. His father’s words echoed back at him as he struggled to get a solid breath in.

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Favorite Female Characters in TV

So @not-she-which-burns-in-it tagged me in this and I am sick and dying so why the hell not. So here we go, in no particular order:

1. Charlie Bradbury

2. Maggie Sawyer 

3. Lena Luthor 

4. Emma Swan 

5. Jessica Jones 

6. Daisy “Skye” Johnson 

7. Melinda May 

8. Peggy Carter 

9. April Ludgate 

10. Willow Rosenberg 

11. Kimmy Schmitt 

12. Rory Gilmore 

13. Mabel Pines 

14. Wendy Corduroy 

15. Morgana Pendragon 

16. Rose Tyler 

17. Zoë Washburne

18. Kaylee Frye 

Before you say anything yes Katie McGrath is in here twice fight me. 

I’m gonna tag @your-random-friend, @ohdaae and @sempiternis

Sick Sentance Starters

“I. Am. Suffering.”

“Why are there two of you?”

“I can’t breathe.”

*sneeze* Sorry I keep *sneeze* sneezing.

“I’m fine. Really.”

“Wow. I think I stood up too fast.”

“How many pills can I take before it becomes dangerous?”

“Why can’t I shake this illness?”

“I blame you. You just had to get me sick.”

“It’s too hot.”

“I’m cold.”

“I’m a blanket burrito.”

“No, I’m fine, really. I can go to ______.”

“Would you like me to make you something?”

“Nope. You are not going anywhere with a fever like that.”

“What are you doing out of bed?”

“Oh yeah, This is totally my fault.”

“Cough into your arm next time.”

“I brought you some more blankets.”

“Soup?”

  • Hamilton: Why? Why, Madison?
  • Madison: Why am I dating Thomas?
  • Hamilton: Is it a pity thing? Is he sick?
  • Madison: ...
  • Hamilton: Dammit, he's holding you against your will, isn't he? If he IS holding you against your will, blink twice. [blows air into Madison's face] Blink twice.
  • Madison: [doesn't blink]
  • Hamilton: Are you tired of being turned on? Hm? You have a big hair fetish?
  • Madison: [starts walking away]
  • Hamilton: [yells after Madison] Is he huge?
  • Madison:
  • Hamilton: I'm sorry, let me rephrase that.
  • Madison:
  • Hamilton: Is he huge?!
  • Leorio: so, Killua, got yourself a gf yet?
  • Killua: heck yeah, man. I got a Gon Freecs, hah I'm gay af. *rolls on his skateboard into the sunset carrying Gon bridal style with some sick shades*

Can you imagine Lito having a cold though??? 

“I cannot breathe Hernando. Hernando I am dying.”

Hernando, Hernando it is too hot in here. It is too hot and the blankets are SUFFOCATING ME HERNANDO.” 

*several hours of loud sniffing*

“Hernando do you still love me although I am disgusting and sick?” 

“Why is this happening to me? I don’t deserve this. Am I not a good person? I do not deserve this.” 

“These tissues are made of sandpaper, Hernando. My nose can take no more.” 

“Hernando. Hernando I am cold why did you take the blankets off me? Hernando hold me.” 

“I want to LIVE, Hernando.”