why am i getting emotional rn

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Favorite Costumes: Richard Harrow

okay before there’s a new ep and we all focus on that, can I just point out:

A) Beth knew or at least suspected what was in the vial and was smug that she got it away from him and verbally trapped him so he couldn’t argue about it

and B) rick knew that simply implying Beth needed him for anything would get her to leave him alone and he exploited that

they’re both pretty awful to each other and their relationship is unhealthy for them and the rest of the family. in this episode it almost killed rick and previously it broke up beth’s marriage. (which was probably a good thing for the two of them but that’s another topic for another day)

last week’s episode really highlighted all that and showed that they’re both pretty much ignoring summer and morty’s emotions and mental well-being completely at this point. which… already has and will continue to lead to both of them getting in trouble.

my point is that stuff about this season being the darkest was probably about the reasons they go on their “adventures”.

before this it was mainly mundane things like: “get morty an A in math”, “bring beth and jerry to couples counseling”, “fix the car battery”, and all the less mundane things were caused by ricks past and/or personality flaws. (unless I’m forgetting something which I probably am, but this is a less-than-half-serious analysis/theory so bear with me)

in this season we’ve already seen “summer and morty blow off steam by murdering people in an apocalyptic war zone” and “rick would rather die than work out emotional issues with his family”

I’m thinking this season will be the darkest because this is the when their “adventures” have much darker driving forces. (i.e. their destructive and unhealthy relationships and unhealthy coping mechanisms)

i just….. really love sam winchester. he is a gorgeous, beautiful, pure being who gets treated like shit, even by his own brother. and yet, he always keeps his hopes up. even when he’s broken inside, even when he himself cannot find a way to carry on, he’ll always try to put others first. precious baby who must be protected at all costs.

Also the fact that Near goes out of his way to ensure Mello’s name isn’t written in the notebook like I’m sobbing forreal. Like he kept that lil picture tucked away in his shirt by his heart (UGH) to make sure no one could get ahold of it, like it’s quite literally on his person? I’m fucking crying rn see THIS is why I love Near he’s just so………good and even though he’s not “pure,” he’s kinda…pure

OK SO IT SERIOUSLY TOOK ME THREE PLAYS TO REALIZE THIS ABOUT THE END OF ARKHAM KNIGHT AND I FEEL REALLY STUPID BUT I’M ALSO CRYING

So before you go into the building where Scarecrow tells you to go and leave your utility belt, you see a Red Hood insignia.

(sorry for the shit pic but I didn’t think to use photo mode at the time) 

Meaning that Jason, knowing Scarecrow’s plan (probably by hacking Bruce’s comms and hearing/seeing Scarecrow’s broadcast), went there before Bruce got there and painted the insignia to let him know that he’s got his back and that he forgives him. 

And yeah this made me emotional af but tHIS ISN’T WHY I’M A MESS RN. 

THE REASON WHY I AM A MESS IS BECAUSE when Bruce leaves his utility belt on the table and gets into that truck that brings him to Scarecrow, you hear Alfred say “Master Bruce, can you hear me? I’m detecting someone tracking your movements through the city” and Bruce says “I knew he would” and Alfred’s like ?????? “I think I may have missed something, sir. Who are you talking about?”

IT TOOK ME THREE PLAYS. THREE. TO REALIZE THAT THIS WASN’T ABOUT SCARECROW. BRUCE WASN’T TALKING ABOUT SCARECROW. HE WAS TALKING ABOUT JASON. JASON’S THE ONE TRACKING HIS MOVEMENT THROUGH THE CITY. HE PROBABLY MARKED THE TRUCK WHEN HE LEFT THE INSIGNIA. HE’S TRACKING HIM SO THAT HE CAN FOLLOW HIM TO WHERE EVER HE’S GOING SO HE CAN SAVE HIM (wHICH he obviously does). AND BRUCE IS ALL “I knew he would” BECAUSE HE STILL HAS SO MUCH FAITH IN HIS SON, EVEN AFTER ALL THAT WENT DOWN THAT NIGHT. Even after Jay formed an ENTIRE ARMY to kill him, Bruce still has THAT much faith in him that he knew that he would help him. And I cANNOT HANDLE IT. 

Shit the signs say
  • Aries: what the hell is this shit
  • Taurus: seriously? Not again.
  • Gemini: I CANT EVEN.
  • Cancer: fuck this shit.
  • Leo: Ugh why am I so emotional right now
  • Virgo: I need to get this done wtf
  • Libra: CRYIN SO HARD
  • Scorpio: but what happens when I die.
  • Sagittarius: I hate everyone rn.
  • Capricorn: sex sex sex I like sex.
  • Aquarius: I look hot today.
  • Pisces: I'm a fish, swim swim swim.

I am so disappointed over the lack of love and recognition for Mike Zacharias in the SNK fandom. Why doesn’t Mike get the Marco treatment??? Where are all the Mike-is-still-alive!! theories??? Where is the surge of Mike/Erwin or Mike/Nanaba shippers in Jean/Marco proportions??? Where is the worship in Mike’s mustache like in Marco’s freckles??? WHERE IS MIKE ZACHARIAS???

i don’t normally let anons get to me, but i just spent like the last half hour crying over one tbh. so now that i feel totally stupid, I’m gonna be honest. I’m just having a really really hard time being here rn. I would like to do replies but I am just really emotional and I don’t know why. To those of you who sent kind words or defended me against the harsh words I’m eternally grateful and I’m going to try to message you back so I don’t seem like a tool. 

but right now I’m having a hard time being online. im going to spend time with elijah and feed him and idk give him a bath because he’s probably growing potatoes behind his ears. but I’m really sorry for my inactivity and my really negative mood lately. I am trying, I promise.

anonymous asked:

Hello, i just wanted to talk about why chubby Kirk is wonderful to me. Usually it's oms, and ppl will often write him with maybe a few insecurities regarding it, but Spock never ever sees it as a downfall. He accepts and even enjoys the chub, because it's part of the person he loves. 'Tween it being canon and the support it gets from the fandom and in their relationship, the whole concept makes me feel better about myself and i adore reading chub appreciation spirk a lot and I am emotional rn.

Oh my God. YES.

For me, that’s part of the whole charm and allure of OMS.

There’s this crazy belief that in order to be beautiful and attractive, you need to be young and thin as a pole with flawless skin and hair. You need to dress well, put on makeup, and make all sorts of modifications to your body to “fit in.”

It makes me so sad. We all grow up being taught by the media, our peers, and even our own families that this is what we need to do to be beautiful and accepted by others.

But it’s wrong. You’re perfect the way you are. If you like spending hours getting ready to go out, awesome! If you like rolling out of bed and leaving the house immediately after, awesome!

In the end, it’s about living up to your own standards, because, honestly, if you try to fit yourself into the impossible cookie cutter shape society wants us all to be in, you’ll never be happy. And if you’re not happy, then what’s the point? Don’t live your life for someone else!

So, going back to how this all relates to OMS, I absolutely agree with you. I love how the fandom embraces that their bodies changed and that they aged, but even so, they still love each other.

It not only proves that we’re a collection of intelligent and mature people, but it sends such a positive image that you don’t see in many places. And it’s a real world thing. If you really love your partner, that person’s beauty is infinite no matter how many years go by, or how the scale or body changes.

I’m glad it makes you feel good about yourself!! You should always feel that way. <3 There’s only one of you so embrace it!

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BANGTAN: “TRAUMA AT #TRBinMEXICO”

Hi all, i am an army based in the Philippines. Being an international fan, it really hurts to see and watch all these things happen to Bangtan. I know you will understand in the end so please keep reading. We all love Bangtan right? So i am encouraging you to PLEASE SPREAD THIS POST so that it reaches whoever is incharge of security at the concert. The management has to know of what is about to happen because i’m guessing it’s much worse than these pics. Watching the incident at the airport, i could really imagine what will happen at the concert. The fact that they got injuries, someone managed to get close to the van, and even a death threat (real or not, it’s still a death threat and should not be ignored). This is no joke at all. They have to take notice of this, this would help the security team plan for the worst.

The boys are already so terrified and traumatized, the reason why Jimin posted that in Fancafe. I’m sorry but i hope the hitouch gets cancelled. It’s not safe (unless armys there change their behavior). I’m so afraid for our boys rn, i can understand the feelings of fans (as i am one of you) but this is just UNACCEPTABLE, it’s too much.

Please just think of the boys, what would they feel towards y'all in mexico? Will they be able to perform as much as they had during the US tour? I doubt it. This experience could greatly affect their emotions, their performance, the concert itself.

Keep in mind that WHATEVER HAPPENS, THEIR SAFETY IS STILL THE PRIORITY. I would not be able to forgive myself if something happens to them and not have helped in any way to prevent it. So please help spread this. Every army anywhere on earth please do something even if it’s just through social media.

If the management cancels the concert or what, well it’s your fault. Though i’m not saying all mexican armys are like this. I know you guys still want the concert to happen, so please just behave, dont stalk them dont throw yourselves at them, dont hurt them. And if in case the concert is not gonna get cancelled, PLEASE don’t throw any undergarments on stage that’s so gross and disrespectful, trust me they don’t like that. Take care of our boys please. Hoping for their safety… 😯😣😢

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(Credits to the owner of the photos)