why am i even talking about this idk

every single day i am haunted by that one bastille interview with dan and kyle where theyre asked about their most awkward romantic encounter and kyle talks in great detail about getting wanked off in french class and dan is completely silent, avoids the question, and asks the interviwer instead. what did that interview mean? was kyle emotionally stable enough to share that? why didn’t dan answer? where is the video now??? does it even exist???????

wwaahh i keep thinking abt that little factoid thing where a lot of the 104th thought that, out of all of them, marco would be the first person to get married and???

idk why but i keep imagining them talking about it and jean says something smug like “psh, no. i don’t know what you’re all talking about, we all know im the ladykiller here” and then marco just chuckles and responds “well, if i really am the first to get married, i can marry you, jean, then we’d both be the first!” and jean is taken so off guard he just melts and indirectly proves the truth of the 104th’s prediction

  • World: *releases one Series of Unfortunates teaser*
  • Me: sign me the FUCK up 👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀👌👀 good shit go౦ԁ sHit👌 thats ✔ some good👌👌shit right👌👌th 👌 ere👌👌👌 right✔there ✔✔if i do ƽaү so my self 💯 i say so 💯 thats what im talking about right there right there (chorus: ʳᶦᵍʰᵗ ᵗʰᵉʳᵉ) mMMMMᎷМ💯 👌👌 👌НO0ОଠOOOOOОଠଠOoooᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒᵒ👌 👌👌 👌 💯 👌 👀 👀 👀 👌👌Good shit

even though i just complained about it, i do like pirate warriors 1 tbh.  it’s definitely more immersive than pw3 and each of the levels are far more atmospheric and unique from each other.  

the controls can be irritating as hell, sure, but i respect what they were trying to do with letting you jump/fly/stretch around everywhere as luffy.  it really makes the world feel bigger and more real, and makes you feel more like luffy.  if some mechanics were cleaned up and made less clunky, and if there were more characters to play as, it’d easily be a better game than pirate warriors 3.

ok but why have we never talked about harry and louis playing with the tomlinsons’ new puppies like just imagine them cuddled on the floor with their eyes closed and suddenly theyre attacked with soft fur and wet licks and they start fumbling trying to manage the energetic puppies but only manage to get their limbs even more twisted up so in the end they really just laugh and gather up the puppies in their arms and resume their cuddling and wow what did i write

brainweird Things

- u literally cannot fucking talk. I just said like, 10 words with no correlation or meaning but they made sense in my Head

- wanting positive attention, but not from ppl that like u

- idk what that noise was time to subconsciously try and replicate it in public and make and absolute fool of urself

- this thing has surpassed delusion, oh fuck, it’s surpassed fact, now it’s rule of the Gods

- being so caught up in ur mental health u forget to eat for like, 3 days

- aight now I just can’t make words this isn’t even about making sense anymore

- saying things out of context because apparently u were only talking to them in ur head?

- why do I sleep so much. am I ever actually asleep? amazing. I’m immortal and never need rest now, I guess

- what the Fuck was that thing I Saw It

- “signs someone’s lying” *list of ur basic body behavior* wow. I can’t believe I’m always lying

- why does everyone have a crush on me. actually, I have a crush on me too

- “still” objects? haha sounds fake

- sure u just supplied proof but ur still lying

- that one fucking bug

*this post is a list of symptoms related to schizophrenia/npd/szpd and I’d appreciate if u only reblogged if at least 1/3 applies to you

09/01/17

I did something really big today.
Something i have been afraid to do for like 6 years. I talked about my home situation with my students supervisor and told her that i wanted to move out (preferably when I am 18, but if my mom is really serious about wanting me to get me out of her house, which I hope she is then maybe even faster). And she told me about this organization (idk if i can call it that but you know what i mean) that could help me but in order for them to help me I have to say what she has done and why I want to move out. I didn’t tell her everything that happened because I didn’t want to get too deep into it but I just gave her some examples of the things my mom had done to me.

I still can’t believe I actually did this after all these years. I’m still really really scared about how it may turn out but this could change my life forever. And I know it won’t be easy living alone and that i have to work really hard but I pray that everything goes alright and that i will never be in a situation where I have to go back to her house

anonymous asked:

hey, Idk much about your situation but I know how it feels to have no friends or nobody to talk to... hope you're feeling better soon

thank you.. it’s weird because even though I have contacts I feel like a constant bother when I want to talk about personal stuff (that’s why I end up yelling on my blog. whoops) I am not close to anybody anymore…? I hope this doesn’t sound lame but I’d just like to have a best friend again and be a best friend for someone else.

anonymous asked:

Hi! I hope I'm not bothering u but this is "my mom wont believe in me anon", i tried to take your advice and talk to my mom 1- but i believe that it kinda made me situation worse and now im am feeling really stressed out cuz not only am i behind in school but i have to talk to my teacher about trying to ext the due date for my project but i cant cuz not only do i have really bad anxiety but my mom is discouraging me but she wont listen to me. idk wat to do

Hey There Anon Friend, I am so sorry.  Not sure when this hit my Ask box.  I so wish your Mom had listened to you.  Don’t understand why a parent would not listen to their child.  Even if they think it’s just “teenage angst”, freaking listen to your kid, they have something to say!

Ok, things are starting to overwhelm you.  Slow down.  One thing at a time.

Prioritize.  What’s most important.  Stick to one thing at a time.  Don’t look at the big picture right now. Pick a target and aim for it.  Once you complete that task, more onto the next.  I know, it sounds simple but it’s not especially when all your classes have things that need to get done.

Does your school hand out day planners?  If not, make your own quick one or better yet, down load one.  Fill in when each project is due.  Which ever one is due first, work on that one.  

You can also plan daily.  If you get home from school at say 3:00 pm.  Write in at least the first 30 minutes home “me time” do something relaxing.  Then 1 hour homework. Then break for at least 20 minutes.  Distract yourself, maybe with a video.  Then another hour working on a project or more homework. Another break. Perhaps dinner.

Also, most teachers now have email even in Middle school and highschool.  See if you can communicate with them that way.

If things get really bad, talk with a counselor at school.  Let them know what you are going through.  Have you been clinically diagnosed with anxiety?  If so, you can get extra help and time at school.

Step back and bit and breath. If your mom doesn’t want to believe in you, then you need to believe in you.  I can.

You can do this, take it slow and little bits at a time.

Hope that helps.

Have a peaceful night/day.

I always want to discuss Voltron theories with someone but no one does. Like, I’m screaming into the void. And then someone posts the same theory I was screaming about, but people actually respond and discuss. Like. Whatever I guess. I’ll just keep screaming even though no one responds. I just wanna have someone equally as pumped about Voltron as I am to discuss. Doesn’t matter how crazy the theory. Someone that will take whatever crackpot thing I throw out there and run with it (with me) until we come to a conclusion it won’t work or we find new evidence it will. 

And I mean it’s not even just about Voltron tbh. I wanna talk about a lot of different topics I’m passionate about, but again no one does. 

“Hey Jess why don’t you ever engage or express yourself more to people”

“idk man, I think it’s cause everytime I do, I’m either ignored or the other person isn’t interested. So why bother???”

Like. Idk. I’m getting depressed now. I feel really really lonely.

anonymous asked:

Ok so I asked this boy to my school dance (ya! Girl power!) and he said yes, it the next day he asked another girl. (Who I am good friends with and told me she doesn't even want to go) and he told my friends (bc I was really pissed) that he said "maybe" when he told me yes. Idk what to do. I'm pissed at him. But another boy asked me and I said yes. What do I do? Bc I'm paired up with the boy I'm pissed with for EVERYTHING

Talk to him about it. Communication is always the key. Don’t play games, don’t let him wonder why you’re pissed at him. Because he’ll think you’re mad because he said “maybe” when you heard him say “yes”. So talk to him about it, let out what you want to say, and then hear what he has to say in return. Just work it out.

·Second therapy session this Friday. Real work will be started. I’m glad. I need it.

·I wrote down some quotes on my board today. The board was supposed to be for fitness/workouts but my mental health is more important right now.

·I’m doing well at journaling every day.

·I am even doing well at writing down everything I am eating. I noticed my binge eating came back ever since my doc took away my medicine. This has been a struggle I don’t like to talk about. I’m not sure why. Embarrassed maybe? Idk. I don’t really talk about why I have my weight because I feel like everyone will tell me I am making excuses. Meh.

·I’m doing well at taking my medicine.
·I need to set a schedule for myself. I know it will help me out of this funk. I need to add some exercise that will obviously get my body moving but will also clear my mind. I wish I could box haha I want to do yoga, boxing, and lift shit. That sounds amazing!

"Fucking you , Fighting on" Justin Bieber Dirt imagine ✨

✨Hi ya cuties it’s me nat and we got a request for this imagine let me know what other imagines with other celebrities you want me to do! 💕 Kinnette is more the fake text gal and I’m more the writer gal, but yea I hope you like it it could he dirtier but idk you guys 😂 let me know if you like it you guys! - nat 👼🏼✨


~ I’ve been in bed all day… I’m so mad at justin it’s like he doesn’t even care about how I feel. I hate having so many girls want him and go after him and he just thinks it’s a joke!? Does he even know how insecure I am? Honestly why does he even want me? He walked out yesterday after me talking about how I felt and it ending up in a fight “what do you want me to do about it?!” His yells keep replaying over and over in my head. I’m mad and I don’t want to see him, but at the same time I do. I just don’t want to lose him, but I guess my insecurities ruined it, like it does with everyone…I hear a knock on the door. “Ugh, who is it? I’m not in the mood to see people right now”… I guess I’ll get it.
I walked to the door and opened it being surprised at who it is*
“J-Justin.. I don’t feel like seeing you rig-
“No, we are gonna talk about it.” He says with a stern face.
“I’m not in the mood for you right now.” I says as I try closing the door, but he comes in so quick and closes the door behind him that I can’t do anything , and he walks closer towards me
“I’m sorry about everything baby” he says as he’s running his fingers through me hair, but I’m looking away.
I then try pushing him away, but his force is too strong.
“Justin, you hurt me, and you …. You made it feel like you didn’t even care.” I said still facing down.
“Well, now I’m here to make you feel better.” He says pulling my chin up, forcing our eyes to lock. I close my eyes , at this point done with him.
“I could show you better than I can tell you” he says as he pulls me in, his lips touching my neck.
“Justin… What are you doing” I try pushing him away but as soon as I noticed our lips were together. His hands going up into my shirt “ no bra?” He smirks, I laugh as I say “I wasn’t planning on going anywhere anyway” I say giggling. He looks at me shaking his head with a grin on his face , then he picks me up pecking my lips before walking with me into the bed room and throws me on the bed , then takes his shirt off and gets on top of me. “ your turn baby” I take off my shirt and throw it aside as he feels me up and down rubbing on my chest and kissing my neck, I moan softly as his hands travel inside my pants , and I feel his fingers inside me, he starts off slow then thrust his fingers faster , harder and deeper inside me. I bite my lip and arch my back as I feel like I’m getting closer to climax. He takes his fingers out and licks his fingers off. “mmm y/n, you taste so good” he then pulls off my pants and panties throwing them to the side. He then pulls his off exposing his hard on. He looks up at me as he crawls On top of me, entering himself in me. I gasp with pain before the pleasure starts. He starts off slow and kissing me softly as he whispers in my ear “ I’m in love with you Y/N , nobody can take that love from me baby.” I look at him griping on his hair as he starts to go faster and deeper into me, I then grip on to the sheets next to me as he’s getting faster and deeper “mmm justin ” I moan as he pulls onto my hair. “baby im so close” he grunts he then flips me over so I’m on top and riding on him, he grips my hips as I go up and down on his length. I feel myself start to climax and I hear justin groaning as he climaxes and his thrust get sloppier. I then plop myself next to him as he both get into the sheets, together skin to skin. “ that was so… wait, I’m supposed to be mad at you!” I say. “baby you’re so cute” justin says laughing I know it was good, it was good for me too” he says pulling me closer into him. “But I was really mad, it made me insecure… Everything that happened” his eyebrows rise as he hears the word insecure come out of my mouth. “What?! Insecure?!” He says “why would you be insecure?” He asks “it’s just, all the perfect supermodels and everyone practically throwing themselves at you, and seeing Selena at the awards the other night just… I feel like I’m not good enough for you.” I say looking down
“No Y/N, I will not have you feeling like that! I’m sorry I said what I did, i didn’t mean to make you feel like I didn’t care… I do , so much. And you’re the best I’ve ever had. Selena has nothing on you babygirl , nothing! And I love you, I’m so in love with you! And nothing is gonna change what we have okay y/n? Nothing. And I promise you that.” I smile looking at him “I love you.” He kisses me on my head as he says “I love you too babygirl” and we intertwine our legs and he pulls me close. “I’m hungry , can we order pizza?” I say looking up at him. “y/n …. It’s almost midnight.” He says looking at me “so?” I say shrugging my shoulders , he laughs picking up the phone and looking for a pizza place that’s still open. “The things that I do for you” he says laughing.

anonymous asked:

To go with the anon talking about Chance, I am absolutely and completely obsessed with Chance, as are all of my friends, and we're all agnostic. 😅 sooooo idk if that's a good indicator really. I think you can respect even the most religious music and still not be religious or anything. I guess we'll never know until he says for sure 😭

Ah… well there goes our elaborate theory anon… WHY DO WE NOT HAVE ANSWERS I’M TOO CURIOUS TO NOT KNOW ARGH 

theangrylinguist  asked:

Tezza you get the best anons. Hugs and kisses to all of you, seriously. Re the matching rings anon, next level of insanity is actually having a headcanon of what exact rings they'd have. Which is me. I'm the next level. (Do I need help? Yes)

ALEX <3

honestly i came online this morning and saw how many i had and i was like whoaaaa hahaha idk who they are and why they wanna talk to me but i am very grateful that they do!!!

YESSSS I THINK ABOUT IT SO OFTEN and you know what i’ve even googled some just to see what they’d have and i can’t decide on whether they’d have dark silver or platinum silver

like i don’t think they’d have gold i think they’re definitely silver guys

but what type

that’s the question

and it’s gonna haunt me i need to know what rings they’d have ffs!!!

xxx

On Older Aquarists

I constantly see people saying “[older aquarist] said its okay though so you’re wrong” when I correct husbandry.
It’s important to remember that fishkeeping changes constantly. There was a time when we didn’t think fish needed heaters or filters, even though we take for granted now that that’s basic correct husbandry.

People do not like to be told their wrong. When you tell someone a goldfish can’t live in a bowl, you typically get the same reaction as you’d get if you told an older aquarist you can’t keep, say, bettas and angelfish together (which I see all too often, especially in older fishkeepers)
No one likes to admit their fish aren’t in a good situation, especially people who are passionate about fishkeeping.

I’m certain one day we’ll find out that, for example, 2.5 gallons is really too small for a betta. And it’ll get pushback. Older aquarists typically stick to what was correct in their time because they don’t want to admit they did something that isn’t good for their fish. It’s perfectly normal to not want to admit you made mistakes, even if you didn’t know better at the time.

Older fishkeepers can be an excellent source of wisdom and advice, but also listen to people with newer advice and knowledge. Fishkeeping changes often, so make sure to listen to new findings and learn from it, even if it’s hard

anonymous asked:

I've scrolled past your "ask me question, tell me confessions" post like six times and so here i am. confession first: my ex girlfriend never stops talking to me about her new partner. now, mind you, he's a grown ass man. it's so frustrating and she has more bad things to say about him than good things and i reallyyyyy don't like him, AND HE FUCKING LIED TO HER LIKE TWICE. but idk it's not my place to butt into her relationship because it's not my business. question: what. should. i. do.

that many posts???? sorry😅😰 ex girlfriend? why you even talking to her😂It looks like she wants your pity, maybe she still has feelings for you? Just tell her that you don’t want to hear about her boyfriend anymore though, it’s that easy😊