why am i even posting this im sorry im in a bad mood again

guardian angel!jimin au

this is a partner to my –> [ fallen angel!taehyung au ]

  • one of the highest guardian angels due to his incredibly pure and kind nature
  • his wings actually have a silver tint at the tips and glitter in light,,,no other angel has that???? 
  • officially, he is assigned to be the guardian of lost/alone teenagers 
  • he’s known as the guardian of perseverance because everyone he guards over is usually going through things that not even adults could handle well and he tries his best to give off good energy and courage to them
  • his motto, even to other angels who get overwhelmed with their work, is that nothing will happen if you don’t put in effort - there’s never a reason to give up!
  • he often times becomes worried over other more,,,,,adventurous guardian angels such as taehyung and hoseok 
  • he thinks some of their jokes and playing around is funny but he always is warning them to not break the rules or get hurt because jimin has a sensitive heart and wants only happiness for everyone
  • that’s why death is actually really hard for him to handle, especially if it’s the death of someone he guarded. most angels can get over it quickly because there are many people they tend to but jimin,,,,,,,it hits him hard
  • he keeps detailed notes full on all those teenagers who he couldn’t protect
  • other than that tho, he’s really just always trying his best to protect those he cares for and all the angels lean on him for support if anything 
  • which is why when fellow angel taehyung is banished from heaven for sinning, jimin,,,,,,,,jimin really doesn’t know how to take it
  • and although he’s always stuck to the rules, taehyung had been an extremely close friend of his so just watching him from up in heaven fend for himself on earth,,,,,jimin just wanted to know if his best friend was really ok
  • and so angels can disguise themselves as humans and descend to earth but mostly they do it to spend time with those they guard in their last moments but,,,, jimin decides that he needs to see taehyung for himself
  • so he transforms and tries to go to where he last saw taehyung - in a neighborhood that had a school were taehyung had recently got a job except the problem is
  • once jimin is on earth,,,he can detect the people he guards - but he can’t detect taehyung. long story short he’s lost the second he gets to earth because he doesn’t know his way around the neighborhood and the school/??? where was it again
  • and you happen to stumble upon jimin, whose wandering back and forth around the same couple of blocks near where you live and you ignore him at first but when you’re back in your apartment you look out the window and. there he is
  • the guy from before with the striking silver hair
  • and it hurts you to see that the sun is going down and this person is so obviously lost so you throw on a sweater and head downstairs
  • jimin is studying a lamp post with some kind of advertisment stuck to it when you reach him and you’re like “um,,,not to come off as weird but it has been close to two hours and you’ve circled this place like ten times, are you lost?”
  • and when jimin turns to look at you, you almost forget him to breathe because his face - it can’t be that of a real person’s???? he’s beautiful beyond belief
  • and then he smiles and you hear angels sing (irony) and he’s like “yes! i do need help, im looking for my friend his name is kim taehyung?”
  • and you’re like sorry never heard of him?? and jimin nods, but then he mentions that his friend works at a school and you’re like “this neighborhood has a couple schools, do you know which one?” 
  • jimin shakes his head sadly and you frown but you also assure him that there isn’t more than ten if you can recall so it might be easy to visit them all
  • jimin’s smile returns and you remember that you haven’t introduced yourself by name so you tell him and he tells you his and you’re like WELL i better get going
  • but then you can feel that something is a bit off so you ask jimin if he has anywhere he’s staying and jimin, once again shakes his head, but this time with an embarrassing blush and you’re like oh,,,,,
  • and logically speaking, no one invites a beautiful stranger they just met into their home to spend the night but the more you look at jimin the more you can tell: he has no bad intentions 
  • so after a minute or two you point to your building and say; “you can borrow my couch-”
  • and it is like stars spark in his eyes, he thanks you over a million times as you walks him back to your place and you just,,,wow,,,,you just don’t even know what to say except that it’s nothing - he’s looking for his friend and you just want to help!!!
  • (not like you find him incredibly cute and that might have swayed your opinion a bit. tinsy lil bit)
  • that night you make a hot cup of tea for jimin and bring it into the living room where you’ve got him some blankets as well and you’re like “so where are you from?”
  • and jimin opens his mouth and goes “hea-” but then stops and you’re like ???? hea-?? but he just smiles and says out-of-town and you’re like that’s a lil weird but you don’t question it
  • and soon enough you’re tired so you tell jimin you’re going off to bed but before you leave the room you hear him begin to recite something like a prayer and somehow you can only thing “how fitting of someone who looks like they could be an angel……”
  • the next morning jimin sheepishly asks you to show you where some of the schools are. you mark up a map for him and tell him you need to leave for work
  • when you come back he isn’t there so you assume that’s it - that he’s found his friend and the one night you two had was just a short meeting and you’d soon forget him
  • but around a week later at 10pm there’s a knock on your door and you’re suspicious of who it could be so you grab a nearby book and carefully open your door
  • only to drop the book because it is??? jimin
  • jimin looking sadly to the floor and you’re like ??? and he weakly apologizes for bothering you and asks if he could trouble you to spend the night
  • and ofc you let him, except you’re worried because the usual glow he has is gone
  • and in the middle of the night, you walk past the living room to get a drink from the kitchen and ,,,,and you see something floating above jimin’s head
  • and for a moment you’re like,,,,,im still dreaming right but you rub your eyes and it is still there
  • and you’re like “ that- that’s a halo?”
  • and you don’t notice it but your voice must be loud because jimin startles awake and sits up and as he does something sprouts from his back and you’re like
  • “wi- WIN- WINGS?!?!?!?!”
  • and jimin, with wide eyes gets up and tries to put his hands over his halo but then his wings end up wrapping around him in a nervous habit he has
  • and it’s a mess and you’re like ??????? what am i witnessing 
  • and jimin is like “oh why did i forget that at night it wears off….”
  • but you’re like in shock and you’re like jimin - “ARE YOU DE-”
  • but jimin shakes his head and he’s like “no no no im,,,,,im immortal im,,,,,,,,an,,,,”
  • and he doesn’t even have to finish you point at the halo and you’re like “you’re an angel” and he’s like,,,, yes
  • but then he’s like whY DID I TELL YOU NOW I HAVE TO ERASE YOUR MEMORY OR-
  • but you just shake your head and you’re like “no no i won’t let you tamper with my memory- just explain to me what is happening”
  • and jimin, looking at you quiets his voice and says; “i want to, but -”
  • and you’re like “im not going to tell anyone. i let you into my house because i trusted you jimin, do the same for me - ok?”
  • jimin sees your point and tbh he’s in such a bad mood because he couldn’t find taehyung that he wants to confide in someone and he can’t tell the fellow angels so he sighs
  • and explains to you what happened with taehyung getting banned 
  • and you listen carefully, all the while still glancing every now and then at the halo and his silver tinted wings
  • and when he’s done you’re just like “ill help you.”
  • jimin ofc is like no!!!!! it’s fine!!!! i can’t have a human getting involved-
  • but you’re like “no offense jimin but im already involved”
  • and again,,,,,he’s like you’re right and you two sit there in silence 
  • until jimin smiles and is like “i know you want to touch my wings, right?” and you’re like yes om g they look so soft
  • and that’s how you and jimin end up checking every school together for the next couple of weeks and it turns out your neighborhood isn’t the right one so you go over to the next one and you and jimin basically hop around trying to find this mysterious taehyung
  • and jimin ,,,,, jimin can’t believe it but he doesn’t miss heaven at all
  • and at some point he’s not even thinking about the consequences of all the rule breaking he’s done
  • and when he finally works up the courage to hold your hand as you’re both walking through the fourth new neighborhood ,,,,, he can’t believe it but
  • maybe he’s found another heaven ,,,,, in you
  • finally you two do come across taehyung and you and jimin see him happily chasing after the kids he teaches in the school yard and when you nudge jimin to go inside and talk to him
  • jimin stops himself and walks back toward you and you’re like ???? but we worked so hard to find him and jimin is like “we did, but seeing him smile and knowing that he is content. that’s enough justification for me. i think i can return peacefully now.”
  • and that night you and jimin say goodbye
  • and somehow you end up crying,,,,because through the short period of time you two spent together somehow,,,,,somehow you just don’t want him to go
  • but jimin’s halo is slowly appearing again and his wings are growing back out of his back
  • and this time he doesn’t just fall asleep on your couch, he slowly lifts off the ground
  • he outstretches his hands and you take them and he brings up your palm to kiss it and he promises that he’ll personally guard you from above forever
  • and before you know it he’s gone - like a light thats burned out
  • and you think you’ll never see him again and jimin,,,
  • jimin tries hard to stay away because after coming back the scolding he got almost got him banned ,,,,,but
  • he can’t
  • and that’s why one day you come back and sitting on the couch waiting for you is ,,,jimin
  • for a moment you can’t believe your eyes but he’s there, resting his chin in his hand
  • and when he says your name you drop everything and jump into his arms
  • and he laughs, talking into your hair about how he’s missed you and how seeing you from above just wasn’t enough for him
  • and you grab his shirt and cry a little and jimin is like!!! stop you can’t cry when i leave and then also cry when i come back
  • but you look up and jimin wipes your tears with his fingers and you’re like
  • “jimin - i thought id never see you again”
  • and jimin is just like “what do you mean, ive been watching ever since i left?” and you hit him playfully and you’re like dUh because you can watch me you’re an angel im just a normal human
  • and he pauses for a second
  • before leaning in to kiss you on the lips lightly and he’s like
  • “you’re not just a normal human - you’re a human that made an angel fall in love.”
for the anon who asked for drabble no.72:

“oh damn he is so pretty”

mark almost fell from the bush that he was leaning on and hiding behind when he heard a soft voice coming from next to him.

“oh shit dude sorry are you okay ? did i scare you ? i’m sorry”

mark looked at the owner of the voice and his eyes got widened cause wow okay what the hell was going on ? who was that boy and why was he so freaking beautiful ? he was suppose to stalk his crush not get scared by a beautiful boy he had never seen before.

“i’m-” mark cleared his throat

‘get a frekaing hold of yourself mark lee!’ he thought and said “i’m fine” so confidently even though his voice was shaking slightly.

“oh thank god.” the boy smiled but then pulled mark back of the bush to hide themselves “sorry for pulling you like that but jaemin is coming and he shouldn’t see me right now” he explained but stopped and blushed just a bit when he noticed how close their faces were. very very close to be  exact.

they watched jaemin walking in front of the bush then pulled away from each ohter.

“were you watching jaemin too ?” mark asked and the boy’s smile dropped

“too ? don’t tell me you have a crush on jaemin too”

mark made a “sorry buddy” expression and donghyuck sighed “oh for the love of god how many more people have a crush on jaemin ? other day jeno said he also likes jaemin too. like damn can’t i date with the person i like for once in my fucking life ? god damn it!”

“oh wow wow calm down man you don’t have to be that angry”

“will you let me date jeamin ?”

mark hated himself for getting so soft in his heart when the boy’s eyes shined with hope

“oh hell no i won’t”

the boy frowned again “then shut up”

“is it how you treat your friends ?” mark laughed and the boy rised his eyebrow

“wait are we friends ?”

“well we gotta be cause i need someone to help me stalk jaemin. its hard to do alone”

“we don’t even know our names yet”

“mark lee. nice to meet you”

the  boy laughed “donghyuck. lee donghyuck. nice to meet you too mark lee.”

your last name is lee too ?”

“yeah. we have many things in common i guess mark.” donghyuck said,laughing “okay let’s do it like that. we both will try getting close with jaemin but will play fair and let jaemin choose one of us. so in that way we can stop  others from dating jaemin too. i would rather losing him to you rather than losing him to someone else. you seem like a nice guy.”

mark nodded “okay lets do it like that”

“okay. i gotta go now. gotta update my tumblr blog about jaemin”

“you have a blog about jaemin ?” mark stared at him judgingly

“yeah so what  ?”

mark shrugged his shoulders “cause i have one too.”

“oh my god let’s follow each other. we can tag each other to posts and all”

mark was surprised cause haven’t donghyuck getting too excited too easly ?

“okay. what’s your url ?”

“jaemin-got-my-heart”

mark laughed  while trying to find the blog on tumblr app “oh my god dude that’s so cheesy”

donghyuck checked his phone “oh really ? mr. “slay-me-pls-na-jaemin” ?”

“hey its better than yours!”

“at least mine have class in it”

“yeah elemantry school first class class!”

donghyuck laughed at how mark tried to be though but ended up beinf cute af

“you are bad at badass comebacks”

“i’m trying my best”

“i can see” donghyuck said and laughed more “i really gotta go now. but i’ll dm you later okay ?”

“okay” mark said and waved back at donghyuck who was already walking to his opposite direction.

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“omfg donghyuck!!!”

“what what what ??? what did jaemin do ????”

“he smiled at me today! omg he has an amazing smile!!! i literally melted!!!”

“omfg you took a photo of that shining smile ?”

“dude no omg am i a stalker ?”

“……….”

“shut up i know i am”

“how i am the gemini one in this friendship when you are the one who has mood swings all the time ??”

“cause u r the extra one”

“im rolling my eyes so hard rn.”

“lets hope they wont stuck behind your eyelids”

“u would be happy that i wont be able to see jaemin anymore”

“i mean not a lie”

“fuck u mork”

“love u too babe lol”

“whatever im going 2 bed. and change your god damn url for fucks sake.”

“my dear friend we had been friends for 2 months now and you still hate my url ?”

“more than i hate tomatoes”

“aww im sorry ill change it rn”

“i can smell your sarcams even from a god damn message”

“good cause i wont chance it lol”

“whatever *rolls eyes harder* goodnight mork lee”

“goodnight babe”

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“mark”

“yeah ? is everything ok hyuck ? you never call me with my name like that”

“we need to talk”

“we are talking rn arent we ?”

“no like talking face to face”

“oh….hyuck what happened ?”

“just meet me at that one always empty classroom after school”

“ok”

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“hyuck is everything oka-”

“why the fuck did you and jaemin hugged yesterday in front of the lockers ?”

“what ?” mark was taken back by the question cause how the hell donghyuck knew that ?

“you fucking heard what i said. why did you hug jaemin ? did you confess him already ?”

‘its now or never mark lee. play your cards well’ mark thought and talked “yeah. so what ?”

“we were gonna confess at the same time. we promised. you played dirty. you broke the fucking promise.”

mark shrugged his shoulders “its not like you were gonna connfess him anytime soon. i was tired of waiting so i confessed him.”

“you are a fucking asshole you should’ve at least let me know before you talked with him”

“whatever i did it already anyway. i can’t take it back now”

“break up with jaemin”

“what ?”

“break up with him. then we will confess him together and he will choose one of us”

“are you kidding me ? i wont break up with him. i waited for him for so long.”

“i waited longer!” donghyuck yelled and the uncomfortable tension between them flamed more

“you lost your chance already hyuck give up.”

“no you give up!”

“i wont!”

now they were just yelling at each other, their voices were echoing in the empty classroom.

“im going home.” mark said but donghyuck caught his arm before he can walk

“let me go donghyuck”

“look mark you’re competitve and so am i, and it’s going to lead to a fight” his voice was low and dark like he was threatining mark.

“oh yeah ? then lets fight.”

donghyuck held his arm tighter

“you wouldn’t want that believe me”

tension. the air was filled with so much tension.

“oh why ? what will you do to me huh ? will you hit me ? do it” mark got closer to donghyuck face while he said the last sentence coldly. he was tired of playing around.

“mark don’t test my patience”

mark got even more closer to his face and now their faces were only a few centimeters away.

“what will you do ?”

“I WILL BREAK YOUR FUCKING FACE!”

“THEN FUCKING DO IT ALREADY!”

donghyuck let go off mark’s arm just to wrap his hands one mark’s shirt collar. he held his collar rougly and pulled him closer into a kiss. mark was shocked but he still melted in the kiss and kissed donghyuck back,wrapping his hands on his back. after kissing for a few minutes the tension was finally calmed down a bit.

donghyuck was the one who broke the kiss but mark talked first,panting deeply while looking at donghyuck’s eyes

“you didn’t break my face”

“i didn’t”

“why ?”

“can’t you tell why ?”

“so you don’t like jaemin anymore ?”

“i like him. as a friend. but i love you.”

“as a friend ?”

“as more than a friend”

mark’s heart skipped a few beats that he couldnt count.

“mark why did you kiss me back ?”

mark smiled sweetly “can’t you tell ?”

“but arent you dating with jaemin ?”

“nope. i talked with him about you. i told him that we met thanks to him but then i fell for you. he laughed so much but said he would like to help.”

“you fell for me ?”

mark’s heart got so soft again. cause donghyuck’s eyes were shining with hope again but this time it was brighter.

“since the first time we met”

“you’re lying”

“i wouldn’t lie to you”

mark was pulled into a hug this time. a very warm and tight hug that melted him immidetely.

“i swear to god if you ever stalk jaemin again”

“i just said i fell for you, you idiot and you’re still saying that ?”

“i gotta be sure”

“don’t worry lee donghyuck you are the one and only owner of my heart now. and he has a boyfriend anyway.”

“good. wait what ? he has a boyfriend ? who ??”

“jeno”

“fucking lee jeno.”

mark laughed “he pretty much stole jaemin’s heart compeletly”

“thank god he did. so that i could stole yours too”

“oh but you stole it right at the beginning tho”

“well you did the same so you can’t blame me. also do you know how hard it was to fanboying over jaemin when all i could think was you ? do you know how much i wanted to delete all of his pics from my phone but couldnt cause you would understand i didnt like him anymore ? do you know-” donghyuck would talk about how  hard it was for him but mark’s lips on his own didn’t let him talk more. and to be honest donghyuck liked it more.

listen back 2 u (AM 1:27) is a masterpiece and i am still not over that song okay. it’s obviously a song about not wanting to go back into a relationship you don’t wanna be in but the mood? the lyrics? the singing? everything just is just set so perfectly, when sm said it was a song to bring out their emotional vocals they weren’t lying (for once). 

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