why am i bringing this up again

anonymous asked:

I just wanted one moment for Killian but apparently that just cannot be done on this show and I am not even touching that secret shit..Girl power doesn't mean she has to do everything. Where was the romance? I am done. I just hope Colin signs a show that showcases his talent whenever this shit show is over.

This is why I’m rooting for a second proposal. 

I hate to bring up another show, but The Flash. Barry proposed to Iris, for the wrong reason. She found out and gave the ring back, understandably upset. But this week at the end of the musical episode, Barry proposed again (with a beautiful song, but whatever) and it was romantic and fabulous! (And I don’t even ship them!)

THAT is what I want for CS. I want Killian to give the speech he was planning in his head ever since he bought that ring. He was him to be smiling, Emma to be smiling, tears threatening to fall. I want all that. I want an epic spinning kiss, the works.


first time

I was lightly head banging along to the song that echoed throughout the studio space. My makeup artist, Nina, let out a sigh of frustration, “Will you keep still” she said before breaking out into a smile. “Sorry,” I smirked, strumming my fingers against my leg instead. “I thought you were bringing your intern along today?” I asked, glancing up at her reflection. She nodded, “I am, but she’s not coming in until a bit later.”

A few minutes went by before I spoke again, “I saw that picture you posted on instagram last night of that face mask you made. Why can’t I ever wear anything like that?” Nina chuckled slightly as she padded powder over my face, “Because you’re supposed to look good, not like some monster.” “I’m going to request a shoot like that, maybe for the next album. It looked really cool,” I said as she replied with a quiet thank you.

I had been at the studio for about an hour, and finally the photo shoot had begun. I was stood against a black backdrop, with two huge lights shining on me. The typical set up of a photographer with a big camera, with a laptop set up on the side. People scurrying around in the background either getting coffee, getting the next look ready or just trying to look busy. “Ok Shawn, let’s lighten the mood a little. What’s your favourite song right now?” the photographer asked, holding the camera loosely in his hand. “It’d have to be Castle On the Hill by Ed Sheeran,” I replied. The photographer glared at the guy who was near the music system, seconds later the song was bouncing off the walls. I had been up for a while, but was yet to actually feel awake. It didn’t matter how many coffees I had, music always seemed to help more.

The shoot’s pace quickened as the camera flashed every other second, as I changed my pose in simple ways. “Brilliant Shawn, these are coming out great” the photographer called out. I nodded and smiled as I stood still and pushed my hand through my hair. As the flash went off, I looked passed the set up and over at the stairs near the entrance. A girl dressed in a denim skirt and striped white top, covered with a tanned seude jacket hurried down the stairs. No one else seemed to pay attention to the fact that you could hear her singing along to the song, swaying her hips slightly as she took each step.

I slowly removed my hand from my hair as my eyes continued to follow her movement. “Perfect Shawn,” I heard the photographer say before the flash took over my view. I blinked a few times, “Ok, let’s start the next look.” I felt my cheeks heat up slightly as I went back to the chair in front of the mirror. “You alright?” Andrew asked. I nodded, “Yeah, those lights are just a little hot.”  

I stared at the mirror and watched as the girl stopped once she met Nina, they spoke briefly before they started approaching me. I quickly sat up and combed through my hair, making sure I looked somewhat decent. “Shawn, this is (Y/N), she’s my intern” Nina smiled, placing her hand on the girls shoulder. “Nice to meet you,” (Y/N) said boldly sticking her hand out. I took it and shook it slowly, “Hey” I fidgeted in my chair as she let go of my hand and grabbed a stool nearby, dragging it so she could sit beside the mirror. “(Y/N’s) just gonna be watching me today, as this is her first time on a set like this. Is that ok?” I looked at (Y/N) who sat pretty much in front of me, her eyes glued to me as if I was part of a science experiment a teacher was demonstrating. “Sure,” I muttered.

My eyes flickered between my hands in my lap and (Y/N). She removed her coat and placed it on her lap as she leaned down into her bag, pulling out a pad and paper. “Oh by the way, I saw that mask you were working on. The one you posted on instagram last night,” she said as she searched through her pad for a blank page. “Oh yeah, what do you think?” Nina replied as she made me lean my head back slightly. “It looked awesome, I’ve done one similar - not as advanced and perfect obviously,” (Y/N) chuckled slightly.

“Shawn was saying earlier that he wanted to do a shoot where he could wear something like that,” Nina said. (Y/N’s) eyes lit up as she smiled at me, “I could totally see you as some sort of Vampire. But a proper one you know, not like something from The Vampire Diaries.” “I like the Vampire Diaries,” I said quickly, not thinking before I spoke. “Oh so do I,” (Y/N) said as she tapped the end of her pen against the paper. “The guys look really hot as vampires, but I can see you with a more gore-like look.”  She awkwardly pretended to brush hair behind her ear when I didn’t reply.

I was back on set again, almost finished with the final look. Check Yes Juliet by We the Kings was playing and I couldn’t help but get distracted by (Y/N). She was cleaning up Nina’s area by the mirror as she danced along to the song. The photographer didn’t mind, wanting shots of me looking away from the camera. She grabbed two brushes and used the ends of them to bang against the edge of the desk, along with the beat. She then did a twirl as she moved round the back of the chair and placed them in the bag. She raised her hands in the air and tipped her head back as it reached the end of the bridge, before starting up again as if oxygen had suddenly been put back in her.

She moved frantically as if she was in her kitchen by herself. No one else seemed to notice but I couldn’t help my eyes feeling drawn towards her. I lowered my head to let out a chuckle and “flash”. We took a few more photos and then it was over. I wandered over to the laptop and looked at the photos with the photographer as he mentioned the ones he really liked. “This one, I really love” he said. It was one of me laughing to myself, looking at the ground. “I don’t know what you were thinking of in that moment, but it worked,” the photographer said. I looked at the photo for a few more seconds, before glancing over at (Y/N) who was writing things down in her notebook.

I was back in the makeup chair with Nina removing all the makeup she had caked onto my face. I looked through my phone, finding her photo again on instagram. I clicked on the likes and found (Y/N’s) name. I scrolled through her feed before following her. Within seconds she hurried over with two coffees in her hand. She placed them in front of me before sitting back on her stool. She spoke to Nina about something as I continued to look through her instragram. I found a photo of her from halloween where she was dressed as a vampire. The caption read: ‘be afraid because I probably will bite #makeupbyme’ . I commented on the photo saying, 'so, can you make me look this good as a vampire?’

I watched secretly as she pulled out her phone and read the notification. I felt a fuzzy feeling in my stomach as I watched the smile appear on her face. I was surprised by my screen lighting up seconds later. I read the reply, ’@shawnmendes that depends… do you bite?’ My head shot up from my screen to find her looking at me. We both broke out in smiles as Nina rambled on about something. Suddenly (Y/N) stood up and left as Nina asked her to do something. Nina grabbed a coffee and was about to take a sip, “Oh, this one must be yours.” She handed it to me before taking the other one, “Why’d you say that?” She took the top half of the cup and turned it in my hand to reveal a mobile number on the other side. “I already have (Y/N’s) number,” she said raising an eyebrow before having some coffee.

tampa bay con

i’ve now seen the full video

i am overwhelmed

so! more favourite moments:

  • ‘you know, i’m not flying around the world to do Duck Patrol conventions, so.’
  • billie doing a sexy ‘yeahhh’ when david mentioned the tux. same, bill. same.
  • billie saying ‘but then i am a grown up’ - i don’t know why but i found that so funny and endearing lol. ‘grown up.’ adorable.
  • when that woman said about watching fans’ reactions as they walked away from meeting them <3 <3 and dave getting totally emotional about it
  • tennant campaigning for the doctor and rose in star wars…and when the moderator dude is like, ‘yeah ok but come on what characters would you really play,’ and david’s just… ‘why can’t we just be the doctor and rose?????’ 
  • them gushing about each other and then bill being like ‘is that really gross’ lol yes, you two are sickening 
  • still can’t get over how david talked about his hair when asked what he would change bahaha
  • david defending tentoo like a boss
  • also i missed it last night but after ‘depends how good of a copy he was i s’pose’ he even says ‘maybe some aspects were improved’ lol yes tennant we know tentoo has better moves in the bedroom, you’ve told us seven thousand times (keep telling us pls)
  • like he legit looks heartbroken when she says tentoo is less of a man and he basically fakes laughter when she says their relationship’s a sham gOD lmao i love this man
  • david forgetting that the tardis coral thing was a deleted scene
  • in the end billie wanting the deeply domestic adventures after all??? lol she’s flighty af :D
  • billie breaking his heart again when she chooses DC ‘just. to screw. you’  amazing
  • david sitting up so straight when the question of billie’s fave doctor comes up lmao

least fave moment (disclaimer: the following is said with affection!!):

  • david talking about his love for peanut butter, what even are you
  • david promoting his soya milk agenda. again, what are you
  • most of my disagreements with tennant are food/drink-related tbh
  • like the ‘cereal is the best food ever’ shit he spouted last time
  • why do you have such bad taste dave
  • although tbf the ‘it gives me a reaction!!’ thing re: milk sounded personal lol so….ok i guess i can let you off on the soya preference if it’s your only option
  • also what kind of reaction does regular milk give you anyway o.O
  • :D

34+5 weeks [03-21-2017]

Wow, it’s really been almost a month since I last did a blog post here! This is pretty much a pregnancy update, but I’ve decided not to do the questionaire this time. I am definitely starting to feel the pressure as I get closer to bringing this little lady into the world. My energy level has been ridiculously high this week, and I’ve been cleaning and reorganizing the house like a mad person. The new baby’s crib is up, and I’m ready, but then I’m not ready. I’m not sure why I feel like we have to be ready now, when there are actually still 5 more weeks until baby’s due date. But again, all of my older children were born prematurely, so I guess I’m just preparing for an early arrival. But we’re all doing amazingly, including the baby. She’s a little small, but still considered average, so I’ve been told not to expect a super big baby. I’ve been told to not worry and just enjoy the last few weeks of the pregnancy. I’m really excited to meet this baby. Sam and the kiddos definitely are, too!

 “I’ve left you tossing and turning in your bunk at night, have I?”
 “In a manner of speaking. Which is why I bring it up. I’ll admit you have a knack for… surprising me.”

My Sith pureblood warrior and SWTOR’s Malavai Quinn! Despite (and perhaps because of) the *SPOILER* he’s one of my all time favorite romances. Thanks again to @magistra-ludi and @i-am-medea for getting me into SWTOR!


youre-the-voice-merthur said:
Spideynova where one asks the other to be there pretend boyfriend for a party because they said they were bringing someone but end up realising they actually like each other.

AAAHHH MY FIRST REQUEST! Sorry this took so long I got nervous, I hope you like it, @youre-the-voice-merthur

“I can’t believe I’m doing this. Why am I doing this again?” Peter questioned his ‘boyfriend’ for the night.
“So I don’t look like a loser after telling Harry I have a date tonight and you’re getting a week of free laundry. So shut it before I change my mind, Webhead.” Sam replied. He turned his head away glaring at the sidewalk. Peter swore he saw a blush on Sam’s face. Peter looked to see what Sam was wearing, he was wearing a blue blazer, white button up shirt, and black pants that did not compliment Sam’s butt Peter told himself. Now Peter himself was wearing a black blazer, gray shirt, and black pants. Sam told him to dress nice because he didn’t want Peter to look like ‘a geek who just finished binge watching star wars for 48 hours straight’. Peter grumbled at the idea of him having bad fashion taste, he was stylish he thought. Aunt May always said he dressed with some sense of fashion so who was Sam to judge?
The party so far was a disaster. Harry had given them a warm welcome not at all surprised that they showed up as a couple then MJ and Eva asked non stop questions on their ‘relationship’, Danny and Luke congratulated them and gave both of them their own hug that knocked the air right out of Peter(Danny definitely looked pleased when he let go of them, sending a look to Sam that Peter couldn’t decipher), and Sam left to go get them drinks and on his way back he spilled them all over Peter. So yeah Peter can say he’s having a bad time. Sam waved a hand in front of his face.
“Helloooo, Earth to Peter? Are you listening?” Sam questioned with an exasperated sigh. Peter wasn’t listening, he was brooding over how he having such a bad time. Sam continued to talk, about god knows what. Something about the party food maybe. Peter then looked at Sam, really looked at him. He saw how happy Sam was despite how badly the party was going, he saw how his green eyes lit up like they always did when he talked about his interests, he saw how well he looked in those pants no matter what Peter tried to tell himself, and he saw how much fun Sam really was. He really enjoyed Sam’s company. Peter realized he might enjoy it a little too much.

I like Sam. Peter thought to himself. I like Sam. It surprised him but the more Peter thought about it the more he wouldn’t mind holding hands and kissing Sam, Peter really needed to clear his head. Peter looked around Harry’s penthouse for a place to think about these new feelings then spotted the balcony. Peter made his way over to the balcony doors and pushed them open. A cool breeze blew through the air, blowing some of Peter’s hair.
Sam, exasperated, looked for his ‘date’ for tonight. What kind of fake boyfriend leaves his other fake boyfriend without telling him? Peter that’s who. Sam’s attempts to find Peter were futile. Sam rolled his green eyes out of annoyance and headed over to the refreshment area. He saw MJ and Ava talking and laughing with each other, they seemed to be having a good time. Sam made his way over and greeted his friends.
“Hey guys, any of you seen where Peter went. That dork wandered off without telling me where.”
“Ohhhhh trouble in paradise?” MJ giggled “I’m kidding! Kidding! Peter is on the balcony.”
Sam looked over and lo and behold there’s Parker. Sam rolled his eyes and sighed.
“Thanks, MJ.” Sam waved and made his way over to the balcony. He stopped when Danny greeted him.
“Sam, where is your companion for the night?” Danny looked around obviously searching for Peter. Danny is a good friend, he knew about Sam’s affection towards Peter. When Danny found out Sam made him swear on his life not to tell anyone and Danny being the kind and pure soul he is agreed to never tell anyone. Sam is grateful to have a friend like Danny, who wouldn’t?
“He’s on the balcony, I’m on my way over to him now. That numbskull walked away without even telling me, talk about rude.” Sam told his blonde friend. Danny just gave him a knowing smile and patted him on the shoulder with a quick ‘go to him’. Then Danny rushed off to go talk to his date(Luke) Sam walked over to the doors of the balcony. Sam took a deep breath to ready himself before he pushed open the doors ready to reveal his feelings to Peter.
WOOO OKAY THAT TOO WAY TOO LONG TO WRITE IM SORRY! I really hope you like it and please give me any tips or suggestions you might have for me, this is my first fanfiction and I really want to get better. Thank you so much for reading!! :D ((ITSS SO SHORT AND IT SUCKS I KNOW))

Anonymous said:

Now that I know exactly what happened, I can’t help but feel…. disappointed in his actions. Not the fact he likes photographs- he’s always done that. Not even defending her ( even though she needs no one to do that in my opinion) but in the fact he went out of his way to like so many horrible comments about Emma and no I am not a crazy feltson shipper but she has nothing to do with it and I didn’t see any rude comments from feltson fans… unless they got deleted but it feels so unfair to yet again tar everyone with the same brush. Like OK your friends with her, fine, your life but why make it about Emma too? And I’m sure people will tell me why its ok to bring her up and about all feltson fans are crazy (they aren’t) but it just disappointed me. If he isn’t over her, that’s up to him but she has a new boyfriend and maybe he should focus on work and music and photography instead.. normally I am positive about all this and they deserve privacy but this was public and hard

I’m sorry anon, but maybe we see different comments with you? The ones that i saw him liking didn’t have any horrible things about Emma in them. Only that she doesn’t love him and that he never loved her and saw her as a sister. What is horrible here? Or did i miss something?


god damn it
i did it again
so wrapped up in my head
couldn’t see the ground below
i have too much love
and none at all
you bring out the worst in me
you are my insanity
and it is from within as well
i was born crazy
i was born lonely
so why am i hurting
why does this burn me
i’ve danced along galaxies
and kissed martian queens
so why do i love you
and why do you kill me.



Long story short, now I’m working on an Obitine fanfiction.  I think they’re my new OTP (even though I know what happens to her…  Again, fuck you George Lucas!  Why much my beloved Obi-Wan suffer so?! ARG!)

Also, IDC how cheesy that shit is I am eating it up.  Bring on the cheese.  I LOVE cheese.

((… ok I am back, I am so sorry about suddenly disappearing fir a little while, I’m nit trying to make up excuses but this IS the reason why I haven’t been as active as I normally am… in work it was so BUSY that I did not have time to answer anything and when I got home I was so physically AND mentally exhausted I just couldn’t bring myself to rp or even talk… again I am sorry but I am back now and hopefully this week won’t be as exhausting as last week was.))


It’s been months and I still can’t get you out of my head.

Unintentionally I see if what I’m doing would make you jealous
And when I realize this, I get angry with myself.

Why am I doing this?
Why am I putting myself through this pain again?
All because of you?

I had another nightmare about you again last night.
It’s the third one this week.
Why are you appearing in places I have no control over.

I was okay,
I was gonna make it,
I was gonna be happy.
And now these stupid constant thoughts of you are ruining all that.

What’s worse is I can’t tell anyone.
Everyone thinks I’m over you,
and if I bring you up one more time,
I’m positive they will ridicule me for still hurting over the guy who constantly hurt me.

Why is just the thought of you,
Cashing so much pain?

- something else that I needed to just let out

hello-btsfangirl  asked:

If reactions are open 😄 BTS reaction to you having a pillow that is totally squished and lost a lot of stuffing but had it since childhood with stars and fairies on it. What i am asking is their reaction to their s/o cant sleep without it and dont want to fill it up even again with stuffing. (Sorry if confusing)


@hello-btsfangirl Thank you for the request lovely!

RapMon: *would be really interested as to why it is so important to you listening intently he would find this new found information quite adorable*

Originally posted by jinkooks

J-Hope: “ah jagi your so cute” loves to come home every night to see you cuddling your pillow close to your chest*

Originally posted by fyeahbangtaned

-ignore namjoon-

Suga: *loves to tease you about it but really finds it quite cute* “hey y/n *holds up your blanket* i think your baby cousin left her blanket here you might want to take it to her” “shut up min yoongi”

Originally posted by asdfghobi

V: *buys one that looks like it* “LOOK JAGI, I GOT A BLANKIE TOO WE CAN MATCH NOW!”

Originally posted by averageoppa

Jimin: “aish baobei, I know that pillow is important and such but why dont you come sleep on my chest instead?” *is jealous of a pillow*

Originally posted by parkjiminz

Jin: *always makes sure you have it and even sprays his cologne on it for when he is away* “just making sure my princess is as happy as can be!”

Originally posted by jeonsshi

jungkook: *Once you tell him how important your blanket is to you he would treat it with the utmost care always being extra careful that the boys dont ruin it* “If its important to y/n, then its important to me!”

Originally posted by theking-or-thekid

anonymous asked:

Grey magic is quite strange because technically any asker can do it if they're ask is chosen to work it's all quite confusing but can be rather useful or not... But that isn't as often!

“Good morning, everyone.  I hope you all are doing well today.

“As for the, erm…  Grey magic, it certainly doesn’t help that monsters can do it.  I am starting to think that grey magic must stand for some sort of….  Uniqueness?  That would explain why it’s different every single time.  

“I’ve already spoken about all of this before.  I want nothing to do with it or timelines or…  Or anything of the such.  So far, grey magic has been nothing but trouble for me, and it was already implied by one anonymous asker that tit could potentially be deadly!  So I ask you again, please do not bring this up to me.  I merely mentioned it before because I know there are others who could use this information for good.  Perhaps even break a Barrier somewhere.  I- I’m not sure…”

anonymous asked:

Not tryin to bring it up again but I just read the other anons (late af) I was salty as hell when I found out Jungkook had a hickey. I couldn't stand di fact that he was sticking his ween™ into someone else's puh. I cried for like a day, but then I remembered I stanned Jimin and Yoongi as well. I got other hoes why am I crying over this one. Plus Jimin has been papi from the start. So yeah I'm good - Unloyal libra sun gemini moon Yoongi stan from yesterday

this whole ask was libra as hell from start to finish
🕳🚶🏾‍♀️ hate being hoe’d on but is di main one being di hoe SMhH


Remember when I said I would have part 2 of One Shot up by my birthday/B.A.P’s comeback?
I do?
Remember not seeing that post?
Yeah…. My computer and I haven’t been getting along, so I’ve been pretty mobile bound lately which doesn’t really work well with writing. That being said, I should have my computer up and running once again next week and I hope to start pumping out things again then.
Thank you so much for being patient and bearing with me.

can you imagine grocery shopping with malum tho like they would be all over the place, dropping the mist random shit into your cart and you’d have to keep going like “michael no we do not need 16 packs of mac and cheese” and “calum why do you have 6 litres of milk” (to which calum would laugh and point at michael who was carrying like 9 boxes of cereal and go “for that of course” like it was the most obvious thing) and it would be so freaking chaotic and in the end you’d end up with enough groceries to feed an entire football team twice but michael and calum would just be all giggly and cute as you gave them a critical look and muttered “i am never bringing you guys again”