I know these go way way back but– WHY AM I ONLY SEEING THE LOVE THAT IS YOONSEOK FUCK MY LIFE—
I stayed with a dom for eight years who was abusing me (lying to me, not respecting safe words etc).. I am afraid that I am how you warn these littles they will become if they don't leave their abusers; all broken in a heap on the floor with a dead soul. Except there was no one to help me put me back together after him, I put myself together but I'm not sure I did a good job. I still miss him and sometimes I miss the things he did to me and I just don't know what to think of that.