why am i always waiting on people

anonymous asked:

according to the score, "Nhl to introduce four line challenge" for the all star game. it just sounds like a long-distance accuracy competition. why does the nhl hate fun? why does the nhl hate its fans? why won't the nhl just give the people what they want?

i really just am angry that they took out the one creative component. i mean the biggest event is always the hardest shot competition. but who goes in like “can’t wait for the accuracy comp”??? like people like the hardest shot because you can always break the record and it’s all about Shea trying to beat Chara. But literally someone got 4/4 with the accuracy comp before and like it’s just okay people cna only match that??? the breakaway challenge was really not like the NHL at all so i’m not surprised but…like i think it was Kypreos who said only 8 year olds and friedman will miss it and it’s like…but bruh…it’s the 8 year olds that are going to be fans their whole life. it’s the 8 year olds who are gonna decide to change the channel to a basketball game because he never got to see the players do anything actually cool. but whatever the NHL is more concerned with like fucking gatekeeping their audience as opposed to entertaining them.

The Great Gatsby Sentence Meme
  • “All I kept thinking about, over and over, was ‘You can’t live forever; you can’t live forever.”
  • “Can’t repeat the past? Why of course you can!”
  • “Do you ever wait for the longest day of the year and then miss it? I always wait for the longest day of the year and then miss it!”
  • “Human sympathy has its limits.”
  • “'I’d like to just get one of those pink clouds and put you in it and push you around.”
  • “I am one of the few honest people that I have ever known.”
  • “I like large parties. They’re so intimate. At small parties there isn’t any privacy.”
  • “I suppose the latest thing is to sit back and let Mr. Nobody from Nowhere make love to your wife.”
  • “I thought you were rather an honest, straightforward person, I thought it was your secret pride.”
  • “I wasn’t actually in love, but I felt a sort of tender curiosity.”
  • “I’m inclined to reserve all judgments, a habit that has opened up many curious natures to me and also made me the victim of not a few veteran bores.”
  • “I’m five years too old to lie to myself and call it honor.”
  • “I’ve been drunk for about a week now, and I thought it might sober me up to sit in a library.”
  • “It is invariably saddening to look through new eyes at things upon which you have expended your own powers of adjustment.”
  • “It makes me sad because I’ve never seen such- such beautiful shirts before.”
  • “It takes two to make an accident.”
  • “It’s a great advantage not to drink among hard drinking people.”
  • “Life is much more successfully looked at from a single window.”
  • “Once in a while I go off on a spree and make a fool of myself, but I always come back.”
  • “The loneliest moment in someone’s life is when they are watching their whole world fall apart, and all they can do is stare blankly.”
  • “What’ll we do with ourselves this afternoon, and the day after that, and the next thirty year?”
  • “Whenever you feel like criticizing anyone, just remember that all the people in this world haven’t had the advantages that you’ve had.”
  • “You see, I usually find myself among strangers because I drift here and there trying to forget the sad things that happened to me.”
Taking An Important Test
  • me: ok brain so this is worth 50% of my grade can you please not start singing a random song during it
  • brain: ok
  • brain:
  • brain:
  • brain:
  • brain:
  • brain:
  • brain: BAbY SEASONS CHANGE BUT peoPLE don't and I'll alwAYS be wAITIng in the baCK rOOm
  • me: what the fu-
  • brain: I'm borInG but overcompensate with headlines and
  • me: please stop
  • brain: FLASH FLASH FLASH photographY
I’m so sick of waiting on all the wrong people. I’m done waiting. I’m going to do me and be better and feel better for myself. I’m done putting up with garbage. I deserve more, so I’m cutting off the leeches in my life. No more mental and emotional draining. No more dragging me down. I’m done. You’ve poked the bear long enough. Next time, you will get bit.

Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets  {Sentence Starters}

  • “You don’t believe that. I know you don’t.”
  • “Promise me something. Never try to save my life again.”
  • “Here I am, minding my own business, and someone thinks it’s funny to throw a book at me.”
  • “Say it, I’m doomed.”
  • “If it kills by looking people in the eye, why is it no one’s dead?”
  • “Nothing to do but wait ‘til it stops, I’m afraid.”
  • “You will find that help will always be given at ______ to those who ask for it.”
  • “Spooky how the time flies when one’s having fun.”
  • “Reading? I didn’t know you could read.”
  • “It’s an odd sort of place, this, isn’t it? Do you live here?”
  • “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to offend you or anything.”
  • “I know, but it’s the only plan we’ve got.
  • “We need you. Now more than ever.”
  • “I’ll be in my bedroom, making no noise and pretending that I don’t exist.”
  • “Now don’t forget to speak very, very clearly.”
  • “I shouldn’t have told you that.”
  • “It is not our abilities that show what we truly are. It is our choices.”
  • “You’re doomed.”
  • “Not to be rude or anything, but this isn’t a great time for me.”
  • “Tell me, what exactly is the function of a rubber duck?”
  • “I mean, that was very wrong indeed. Very wrong of you.”
  • “It’s really quite filthy down here.”
  • “If you put another toe out of line, we’ll bring you straight home!”
  • “I mean, what was the point of sending us in there? What have we found out?”

Sorry it took me a while, this is just on random memory recaps

➡ Trials And Tribulation

➡ All that’s lost
➡ An Encounter
➡ Bad News
➡ Worse News
➡ Yellow
➡ Blue
➡ Green
➡ CC7
➡ LJ10
➡ Reasons to go, Reasons to stay
➡ Weak
➡ Westward Grove
➡ Do I Wanna Know
➡ If i lose Myself
➡ Chances
➡ The Donor
➡ Anatomy of Love
➡ Only One
➡ What are the Odds
➡ My Brother’s Girlfriend
➡ Learn to love again
➡ Covers
➡ Journals
➡ The truth about tomorrow
➡ Color
➡ I Heard Your Voice in a Dream
➡ Ghost
➡ Ressurection
➡ The popular bitch and me
➡ Tragically Beautiful
➡ That’s why our ribs are cages

credits to the authors of this fanfics.. some are still on going and i am waiting if you are asking if i read this all, YES PEOPLE I DID.. 😍😍😍 and i still have some that i forgot.. But all is worth reading and i always envy this awesome writers who puts life in this fictional stories.. 😊😊😊

people always ask me why I stay single and there are lots of answers, but the simple truth of it all is I’m just not interested in a fleeting love. I have no desire to pass the time with someone I am not completely and insanely head-over-heels in love with. I don’t want something easy I want to be devoured. I don’t want temporary I want forever.
—  and so I wait

Hello, hello!

I’m so thankful for all of you that have followed me so far, and thank you for the new followers too! Most of you are here for Oofuri, and it’s really nice… it’s my favorite series ever, and I’m just thankful it got so much love even tho the anime has ended long time ago.
Thank you, for every likes and reblogs…and tags!! And especially those who’s even gone sending me such sweet, encouraging messages (and tags!). I can’t thank you enough. Those keep me going so much. Sometimes I’m thinking about why am I still doing this, me and my stupid lack of confidence… but the fact that there’re people who found my works, and really like it, and even to the point of waiting for updates!!! Thank you!! T__T 

I’m slow at updating stuffs because I’m always easily distracted, and not to mention I have side (?) full time job. But I never enjoy doing things so much like I’m doing now, so I’ll keep doing this :’D I felt like I have improved much compared to when I started, but I still have many spots to improve on, and hopefully I’ll able to reach my goal someday.

Few days ago, this blog reached 2000+ followers, it’s a really big number! Even though I post less than I used to do… shifting from uni life to working life is hard, I crashed to two depressions era in 6 months, but hopefully I’m adjusting fine now.

I don’t talk much here, I’m keeping this blog for art only… but it doesn’t mean I don’t like to talk with people! ;__; I really love talks, but I’m usually more nervous talking online than real life (hahaha a bit rare occasion?) so if you have anything to comment or, idk, say to me, hit the ask message and I’ll be more than happy to answer!! I might answer late, but that’s usually because I don’t want to answer in hurry ;v; I will surely answer!!

Once again, thank you! It’s nice to able to met you all, even though it’s via screen and we acknowledged each other by usernames :’D I look forward for more days with you all! m(_ _)m

Things not to say to your child when they come out!!

“You always have to be different, dont you?”
“Why do you always have to make a big deal of things??”
“90% of all teenagers are confused you are just the same”
“Wait so if youre bi that means you will cheat on people?”
“Its not normal”
“I want no one else knowing of this”
“Dont post anything on social media about it”
“Dont tell the rest of the family”
“Yeah im glad you didnt mention this im front of your younger sibling its yknow,, inappropriate”

Alphabet Tag

I was tagged by @tulipedunord

Age: 18

Biggest fear: *pulls out list* if you have the time…

Current time: 12:11

Drink I last had: water

Easiest person to talk to: @berylliumstars

Favourite song: currently, day6 - i wait

Grossest memory: i don’t even wanna try remembering such thing

In love? luckily, lol

Jealous of people: rarely

Killed someone: with my smile ? many

Love at first sight or should I walk by again: ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Middle name: casiana.

Number of siblings: none

One wish: to be happy

Person I last called: mom

Question I always get asked: “why are you so mean?”

Reason to smile: food, my girlfriend, kpop, etc

Song I last sang: ???

Time I woke up: 9:30/10:30 AM

Underwear colour: pastel green

Vacation destination: idk

Worst habit: perfectionistic views on oneself, procrastinating, not having a normal sleep schedule, overeating

X-ray: uh

Favourite food: way too many to pick from

Zodiac sign: pisces

I tag @phichitq @thegreekgatsby

and anyone else who wants to do it to do the challenge!

kian-sama  asked:

4 or 10!

I’ll take 10! “What are some of your biggest pet peeves?”

Okay, so I learned to drive in CT, but now live in MA. In MA lots of the on ramps are short and have “yield” signs. So if it’s trafficy you might have to stop and wait for an opening. 

But to my understanding, if it is not heavy traffic and there is plenty of room to merge you don’t have to stop. But I guess some people always stop?

Which is my biggest pet peeve! because I have nearly rear ended so many people! 

What happens is I see that there is clearly a big gap in traffic and I just assume the person ahead of me is just going to go for it, because why wouldn’t you? So, I am now looking behind me/ in my mirror to see if there is another gap coming up. Some times I even start accelerating because I assumed the person ahead of me is long gone and on the highway already and I see my space coming. 

And then! They are just sitting there??? At the end of the on ramp??? And I have almost hit so many people because of this. Like just go??? Just merge?? there is so much room! and trying to mere from a dead stop is like the worst? because you have to go from 0-60 in like ten feet??? which is so much harder than just merging! 

Okay that was a long answer haha, but thanks for the ask!! 


I bought this shirt from a thrift store, with the intention of saving it for a reward workout shirt. I bought the sports bra on sale, to go with the shirt.

I told myself I couldn’t wear it until I made it to my goal weight, and by then, hopefully my back acne will be better, so that I’m not a total embarassment when I go to the gym.

I never intended it to be a weekend shirt that I would wear in public, public. Its also feminine, and as ya’ll know, I’m questioning that part of myself right now.

I am going to be gendered as a woman today, people are going to see my acne, the shirt is thin, so you can see my less-than-flat stomach.

But I feel fucking great. I’ve always wanted to wear something like this… why wait? Why wait forever to wear something that fits now, that I want to wear, and that I feel good in?

And my gender? I am working SO HARD to tell myself and show myself that gender identity and gender presentation are not one in the same.

Ootd for some mall shopping, lunch with my wife, and probably some random adventures.

The signs as Fall Out Boy lyrics

Originally posted by patrickstumpgifs

Aries: When Rome’s in ruins, we are the lions. Free of the coliseums, in poisoned places. We are anti-venom, we’re the beginning of the end. // Young Volcanoes

Taurus: I’m a young one stuck in the thoughts of an old one’s head. When all the others were just stirring awake, I’m trying to trick myself to fall asleep again. // w.a.m.s.

Gemini: I am God’s gift, but why would he bless me with such wit without a conscience equipped? I’m addicted to the way I feel when I think of you, woah “There’s too much green to feel blue”. // Fame < Infamy

Cancer: Baby, seasons change but people don’t. And I’ll always be waiting in the back room. I’m boring but overcompensate with headlines and flash photography. But don’t pretend you ever forgot about me. Don’t pretend you ever forgot about me. // The Take Over, The Breaks Over

Leo: You could have knocked me out with a feather. I know you’ve heard this all before, but we’re just Hell’s neighbours. Why won’t the world revolve around me? In my dreams trees grow all over the streets. // Let’s hear it for America’s sweethearts, but I must confess, I’m in love with my own sins. // America’s Suitehearts

Virgo: How cruel is the golden rule? When the lives we lived are only golden-plated. And I knew that the lights of the city were too heavy for me, though I carried carats for everyone to see // Golden

Libra: I can’t explain a thing. I want everything to change and stay the same. Oh time doesn’t care about anyone or anything. Come together, come apart. Only get lonely when you read the charts. // (Coffee’s For Closers)

Scorpio: Keep quiet, nothing comes as easy as you. Can I lay in your bed all day? I’ll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake. The hand behind this pen relives a failure every day. // Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner

Sagittarius: You are a getaway car, a rush of blood to the head. But me, I’m just the covers on top of your bed. You steer away in a rear view mirror, you make my head swim. I keep you warm and won’t ask you where you’ve been. // Champagne For My Real Friends, Real Pain For My Sham Friends

Capricorn: So we can take the world back from the heart-attacked. One maniac at a time, we will take it back. You know time crawls on when you’re waiting for the song to start, so dance alone to the beat of your heart. // The Phoenix

Aquarius: We’re only liars, but we’re the best. We’re only good for the latest trends. We’re only good ‘cause you can have almost famous friends. Besides, we’ve got such good fashion sense. // Our Lawyer Made Us Change The Name Of This Song So We Wouldn’t Get Sued

Pisces: I am believing their hearts are gold. The lion paws his own teeth now, so you can love him now, I am believing. What if it were all a dream? What if we were demigods? They’d take to our knees, raging at the half of our sins. // Demigods

why do people hate femininity so much?

a feminine cis lesbian is almost always asked at at least one point in their life  “are you sure you’re a lesbian? you don’t look like one.”

feminine cis gay men and drag queens are told “to stop pretending to be women”

a feminine trans woman is at some point told “but you’re a man”

feminine nonbinary people are constantly told…. oh wait no we dont exist to yall do we? 

i am so sick of yall cisgender homophobic and transphobic ass people! like why is it so hard for yall to accept people for who they fuckin are. why is it so hard for yall to respect people as human beings!? like when did you die from using the correct pronouns? when did you get sick from going a day without asking someone an ignorant ass question? when did your world end from you simply staying in your fucking lane? 

anonymous asked:

Wait, you guys vote on Tuesdays? Why? In Poland, elections are usually (if not always) held on Sundays, from early morning till like 10 PM, I guess so that everybody has a chance to go and vote (since most people don't work on Sundays, and I don't think anyone works from 10 AM to 10 PM). Why Tuesdays? Seems like a weird day to pick.

The answer to why it’s a Tuesday doesn’t really apply to today’s American culture, but here we go. The law was put into effect in 1845 that elections should be held on a Tuesday in November in order to allow everyone the opportunity to vote, especially farmers. In those days, it took a long time to travel and polling places were only located in the county seats, which could be a day’s travel. If the election was on a Monday, that meant the voters had to miss church on Sundays, which was not going to happen. Wednesdays were also an issue, because that was traditionally Market Day and the farmers would need to focus on that instead in order to, like, earn money so they could survive. So Tuesdays were chosen because they allowed time to travel so farmers could attend both church and market. And Novembers were usually the month that allowed them to leave the farm for a day, but also not have too many travel complications.

All that said, that law has the opposite effect these days. The goal was to pick a day that was convenient for every voter, especially the working class. These days, polling places are usually local (sorry, sparsely populated states) and travel is much easier and faster, so those are no longer issues. However, Tuesdays can be, since many in the working class cannot easily make it to the polls during open hours, because they have other obligations like school, family, or even a second job. Honestly, I don’t have a good suggestion for how to change it (unless we can seriously beef up digital security, in which case, I’m in favor of online voting), I just think it’s time to consider other options.

You know, I don’t think that I, as a pan nb person can identify as lgbt+ anymore.

After seeing how violently and vehemently people in that community hate the rest of my identity (sex repulsed ace) I literally do not feel safe anymore.

I mean, ultimately I can’t leave because who else would fucking have me, but anytime I talk to allosexual lgbt+ people now I’m always just waiting for the vitriol to begin. For me to have to defend my right to exist as an ace person. To have to defend the right of people like me to be recognized and welcome. To be told by other people that my identity isn’t an identity and only *modifies* my *real* identity I.e. the one they approve of.

I’m so tired. I am exhausted and worn down and I’m wondering why I even want to be around people who hate a part of me so much that they’ll try to stamp it out and claim that it’s insignificant or wrong or unimportant compared theirs and the ones they approve of.

Why am I here, surrounded by people who would hate me if I only told them I was ace and left the rest out?

A person who presumably would try to reassure me “it’s fine! You’re welcome here! We only hate *those* ace people!” screenshot my blog so they and others could mock an attempt I made to comfort other ace people. How can I consider myself safe in a community that would do that to me?