WHOA

So I’m 6 followers away from 500, which is just completely insane to me. 

I was thinking we should commemorate 500 with something, but I don’t know what exactly? Ideas are welcomed and encouraged, lovelies! 

Thanks for all the love, to all 494 of you out there!

xoxo

I hope you meet someone who wants to experience you and not just see you by their eyes. Someone who doesn’t only want to have sex with you but moves their fingers over your body like trying to find a city on a world map and mark their favourite destinations. Someone who wants to experience you like a masterpiece. Whenever we observe a masterpiece we get the urge to touch it and most of the time we do, involuntarily, because it’s so perfect that we not only want to see it with our eyes and forget it’s details later on because I read somewhere that every time you recall a memory your brain edits it bit by bit so we long to experience it so that each part which contributes to it’s perfection stays with us afterall how scary it would be to forget how perfect you felt. So I hope someone experiences you like a summer breeze stroking your hair, like the warmth of bonfire on a chilly winter night, like the taste of that traditional homemade dish by a mother for her children who’s taste forever lingers in their mouth. I hope you find someone who justifies in treating you like the perfect art you are.
—  James Boyle

Dear men who try to change me
I will not
Quit smoking
I will not
Eat less
Wear heels more often
Or cut my hair
I will not take drugs
With you
And have unprotected sex
Because my body
Is the only monument
I have left.

Dear father
I will not
Stop wearing second hand dresses
To interviews
And life changing job meetings
I will not
Stop putting black lipstick on
Or cut my nails
I will not
Let you shame me
Because my heart is brittle with
Remorse
From the years you lived next to me
In absence.

Dear mother
I will not clean my room more often
I will not wear pijamas to bed
I will not change my friends
Stop making tattoos on my skin
Or come back home
I will not let you take me down
In anger
Because I was born a different person than you
And you taught me to confuse
Aggression for affection
To seek the impossible love
In men
And chase dust and abandon.

Dear lovers
I will not
Write poems about you
When you ask me to pour my soul
Automatically
To please your ego
Because I will not change
Who I am
For anybody else
Than me.

Hamilton Instrumentals!

God is real! This amazing YouTuber has made this awesome karaoke tracks of some of the songs from Hamilton on his computer (in garage band) and they sound almost identical to the soundtrack. I’ve linked all the ones he’s posted so far below! This is incredible, I’m so impressed! 

Alexander Hamilton

My Shot

The Schuyler Sisters

You’ll Be Back

Helpless

Satisfied 

What’d I Miss?

Burn

And here’s a cool video where he explains his process and how he does it! So enjoy guys, I’m sure you’ll all be just as stoked as I am as soon as you listen! :)