who gives a shit if its summer

anonymous asked:

why wouldnt you share your chapbook wit tumblr? and can you say what its about !!

umm bc its prob like super personal but i guess all poetry is personal on some level but like.. yea. and idk tumblrs annoying and i dont want to deal w it but idk id also want to promote my shit thru my tumblr platform if i did decide to write a chapbook so who knows lol. it depends

and idrk what its abt i only have a rough idea but its a summer theme and prob abt my summer depression n emo stuff + other personal stuff n summer shit i guess n also its called the golden hour so ya who knows ill prob give up haa ha ha ha ha ha

hello, people! summer break just started for me and i’m so excited for what’s to come! i figured that making a masterpost would make it official and also would give everyone some ideas how to spend it fruitfully!! let’s begin fellas :’)

- the day school ends -

  • aka the day when you realize that you have days and days ahead of you and don’t know where to start
  • deep clean your room – this will give you he feeling that summer has actually begun and plus you now have a clean room haha
  • make a new playlist (a big one, okay?) – these are super fun to make and also summer does deserve some new funky and sporty songs in its bag
  • relax – go pamper yourself; get that double scoop ice-cream, go to spa, maybe get your nails and hair done. you have survived till summer break and you deserve this!
  • try to sort out your tasks and assignments into your planner – I know this can be tough, especially at the start when holidays have just begun; but try to at least plan out for the next week or two. maybe you want to work on that essay or write out those notes – planning will def help you to feel organized and get back your life in place.

- the following weeks -

  • gET THAT SHIT DONE NOW!!! SERIOUSLY DO IT!! DON’T PUT IT OFF TILL THE LAST WEEK!!! DO IT FAM, DO IT!!! (im low-key saving your butts with this tip, please listen to me) – write out those essays till they are perfect, solve that problem set till its ingrained in your brain, do your readings and write those notes. do it!!
  • combine that shit with fun stuff (see below) don’t burn yourself out please. and most importantly do not stress!!!11!!!!!
  • connect with people. call that friend you forgot about and that aunt who has been asking you over for dinner for ages. summer gives you the time to rekindle your relationships and seriously though, connecting with people will make your life much happier.
  • get a new hobby!! do you draw? paint? write? whatever you do – start doing it. use that time which you spend on the internet in exploring your passions and finding your interests.
  • seriously though, do that work first.

- some (fun) stuff to do in summer -

  • clean your closet (do it mate)
  • compliment people more
  • smile at strangers often
  • vlog your days. maybe start a YouTube channel for this?
  • revamp your blog
  • learn coding and revamp that shitty theme of yours (this applies for me, chill)
  • keep a gratitude journal
  • go a week without any social media (this will be hard, but try it!!)
  • go hiking or cycling with a friend
  • read 7-8 books or as many books as you please
  • have a do nothing day - treat yourself love!
  • learn a new kind of dance - this is really fun, i promise
  • go a whole day with any technology
  • do a 30 day challenge!!
  • seek out an interesting article to read everyday
  • go camping in the hills
  • have a bonfire!! roast marshmallows (or burn old notes lmao)
  • learn to knit/sew
  • save up!! (…they blow it all in a single day? lmao don’t though)
  • star gazing on a clear night!!
  • talk till dawn about random shit with a random person
  • a no makeup day – let your skin breathe
  • go on a family trip!
  • visit a sanctuary or a zoo with a younger sibling or smol kids
  • there are endless possibilities!! these are just some to get you started!!

- the last few days -

  • yo remember you still have winter break to come this year!! don’t be sad, fam!!
  • have a dance party in your room with your favourite music on (bc you only live once)
  • check and recheck if you got all that work done (if you didn’t, rip you haha)
  • check your school’s site for new updates and stuff (I bet you don’t do this though)
  • annnnd then enjoy your last day!! trust me - you’re going to have an amazing term ahead of this!!

Hope this helps! + you can always send me requests for masterposts since my ask box is always open! (´。• ᵕ •。`) ♡

Love, Taylor xo

He keeps me warm

This goes out to @killingmeitsso2yearsago who has to put up with me spamming in all caps in our message every time Dan and Phil do anything at the moment. The domestic little shits just keep giving me too many things to write about. 

Today its the fact that they have a balcony. Enjoy the fruits of my madness. Continues under the cut.

(~600 words, fluff, literally just the fluffiest fluff)


It’s still cold at night. Not yet summer, spring apparently in full swing but barely showing its face. The air is crisp and it ruffles his hair, tinges his cheeks pink, caresses the tips of his ears. He shuffles further down into the blanket draped over his shoulders, pulling it tighter across his torso and humming at the warmth it brings. He lets a breath out of his mouth and it doesn’t mist, the air is cold, but he is as warm as he needs to be.

He turns as Phil comes through the sliding door and wriggles his hands free of the blankets to accept the hot mug he passes over.The steam flips and curls into the air, flickering along with the flames of the candles on the table at his elbow. There are several.

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there has literally never been a person more selfless or more devoted in love than Tachibana Makoto ok literally never i cannot stress this enough he deserves the entire world and if there was ever a person who has karmically earned the return of a LIFE LONG LOVE and LIMITLESS FUCKING DEDICATION TO THE SAME COMPLETELY OBTUSE PERSONALITY its him ok its him give Mako what he wants 2kforever Haruka you are never going to do better than that boy get your shit together goddamn

anonymous asked:

I can tell you've been through a bad breakup, what did your ex do for you to leave him? I've been following you for years and you're always so positive so I hate to see you down..

Our last encounter he locked me in a room for two hours and verbally abused me, damaged my shit, threw my phone and fucked it up so badly I had to get another one, at the same time he hit me and head butted me, and only left when I threatened to call my mum. I had a bruise on my head for over 10 days. He texted my mum abusive shit claiming I’m a hoe because I reblogged a guys picture on tumblr and even tried to turn my friends against me by telling them all the “bad things” about me. Which didn’t work - it just made him look foolish. I called a uber to take me to london to fix my phone and it happened to be a guy I went to school with. He stayed with me for 4hours and didn’t charge me. He brought me food, reassured my mum I was okay and even calmed down some of my male friends. An hour after my ex left, his mum then sent me abusive messages calling me “the angel of death” because I wouldn’t take her son back. The manipulative emotional shit he/ they did during the entire relationship only resonated recently. It was literally a nightmare disguised as love. If I ever see him with another woman I will warn her too and so will my friends regardless if they’re with me or not. I recently spoke to one of his old ex’s and she confirmed that that was the reason why she left too. So I’m glad I walked when I did. I felt stuck and knew shit would get worse. He apologised via email a few weeks later and then 2 weeks ago sent another email blaming me for everything lol. He’s still playing victim online too. It’s hilarious but scary at the same time. He was much older than me, so there’s really no excuse for his behaviour/ his reluctancy to change and seek help either.
I have 5 brothers and the only reason why I didn’t involve them, is because I know what they are capable of and they’re all in a good place now. Plus he really isn’t worth it. I informed the police and they have reassured me that if anything happens, they will take full force. My God brother is a police officer.

I’m in a great place now though. It’s been 3 months and I’m completely over it. My life is gone back to being stress free and light. Heartbreaks are difficult. Walking away from a narcissistic and sociopathic person is even worse and repairing the damage could be a long process for some. But it isn’t the end of world. I’m back to being me again and I’m happy. I feel beautiful again. I’m being introduced to/ meeting some amazing prospects lol. But this summer I’m just living and going with the flow. There are some amazing men out there and I’ll be damned if I let this fuckery prevent me from experiencing love in its truest form.

Emotional and physical abuse is very real and if you find yourself in that situation, put yourself first and run. These types of people will never give you the closure you need as they thrive over the power of controlling you emotionally and they will continue to portray themselves as a victim to whoever listens. Let them. Who gives a shit. You’re free and life will open up and become light and beautiful again.
lams fic recs

im so amazed at how many?? good lams fic there are out there?? omg. so i figured i wanted to make a rec list bcs HOLY SHIT theres just too many. seriously to everyone who wrote these u r a sweet summer child lemme give u a kiss

(these r in no order)

1. ‘we fell into love, we fell into wonder ’ by reultan (they have a tumblr too, @jeffer-sin ;)))

this fic so cute!!! shit john has pastel hair?? and alex has cute ass hoop earings?? and lafayette wears eyeliner?? AAAA this one updated pretty recently too. theres a tiny bit of angst but mostly its just rly cute and I LIVE for th aesthetic. READ IT

its on ao3 (all of these r on ao3) - http://archiveofourown.org/works/6615607/chapters/15137431

2. i will stay upon your shoreland by AozoraNoShita (i dont know if they have a tumblr…)

SELKIES. do i have to say anything else? this one actually made me cry it so good hooly. alex is a selkie and john steals his coat.

ao3 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/5048419/chapters/11608768

3. On a Stranger’s Doorstep by Puzzlequeer (they have a tumblr too, @oncetherelivedaboy

THIS ONE WAS A ROLLER COASTER RIDE. its rly cute and also angsty at the same time?? how?? omg??

and there is trans alex, single dad john and frances !! i love that frances is a big part of this fic. i also rly like how the author writes alex and john as characters like..the dilaougue between them is just?? so natural?? idk how they do it

ao3 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/6137260/chapters/14063953

4. Surprises by Puzzlequeer

this is the sequel to On a Stranger’s Doorstep. though beware, there is mpreg (but like, in a sensible way. alex is a pregnant trans man). this one is still updating actively and its also RLY GOOD. omg. lafayette is so good in this fic and frances is still a big part of the story !! (im a sucker for anything that invloves frances can u tell)

ao3 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/6938197/chapters/15822613

5. frankly, it’s a tad exhilirating by colonellaurens
(idk if they have a tumblr)

this one seems to be a fan favorite, it’s pretty popular. AND FOR A GOOD REASON. its one of those fake dating tropes and i lov cliche tropes. also henry laurens is a dick. and im all about that.

ao3 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/6080499/chapters/13936944

6. Something They Can Never Take Away by a_mind_at_work ( they have a tumble !! @undiscoveredstory and omg, theyre so nice?? holy shit??)

this one is also popular and its so nicely written?? they write anxiety and angst rly well?? wow im. honestly i read this one so fast bcs it was SO GOOD. its an adoption au and daddy washington is my fave washington

ao3 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/6642676/chapters/15197266

7. build a city that dreams for two by lcafayctte

ITS A BALLERINA AU. holy smokes (im trying not to say shit anymore) um..its so GOOD. i know i say this for every single one of these but they ALL ARE. can u rly blame me? anyway i lov how persistant alex is and john. in ballerina tights. omg. READ IT

ao3 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/6585262/chapters/15065983

8. cornerstone by rosenbergs

(as far as im concerned, they co-own a network blog for hamilton writers with @yrshamilton - ( its @linmnuel )and their personal is @lcfayatte)

okay im not gonna lie i cried. twice. when i read this and it contains just the right amount of angst but the way it ends is SO SATISFYING. (angelica would b satisfied honestly) brace urselves for pain folks but its all worth it. i, but a weak man who has witnessed this pain first-hand, promise u. its worth it. also lafayette is rly good in this. omg

ao3 - http://archiveofourown.org/works/6595498/chapters/15088315

alright thats all bcs i dont wanna make a post that too long . but ill probs make a part 2 at some point bcs there is so much more honestly. i might make one with my fave authors?? maybe. or ill make one with just one shots. OH i have an idea. i know im a new blog but if u want me to make a specific rec list then pls come tell me !! i have too much free time

(We Dem Girls!)

Ayyyyy!  We’re back on schedule FINALLY!

This week the whole crew is back to give you their thoughts on everything from Tay Tay’s fuego toto to the death of fan favorite Poussey Washington on the shit factory that is Orange is the New Black.

On top of that the girls give their top five favorite summer jamz, which we will continue with throughout the rest of the summer.

And there’s so much more that we hope you enjoy and THANK YOU to all of you who follow, like, comment, and reblog you are the best :D

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Thoughts while reading ACOMAF

-Threesome thats the only way the love can thrive!!!

-Wait… Something is off here where is that spark?

-Who is this Ianthe person… Maybe she can be with Tam and that way Rhys and Feyre can be together…

-Fuck off Tam why you gotta be so mean? Lucien help Feyre.

-The wedding! Omg!… Why is she acting so strange?

-Oh shit do I smell a mating bond? With who? Fuck if its Lucien I will flip… I mean she has been hopping into his mind… Mind hopping? Hummmm.

-Oh thank the cauldron for Rhysand. Her night court room is goals.

-tythe? Ummm nope. You go Feyre give away your necklace!

-That’s right Feyre leave that asshole, YOU CAN NOT BE CONTAINED!

Hummmm ok so bone carver, the weaver… Feyre is kick ass!

-ok ok I like this whole city of secrets thing- um um Velaris! Thats what its called! and Rhys gave everything for the city!

- Amren must be like the coolest

- Summer court is pretty cool but I will murder someone if Rhys beds that princess…

-ok getting the book ok ok ok just don’t mess up don’t set off a trap… You set off the trap good thing for Feyre giving that necklace to the water wraiths…

- I decidedly don’t like the mortal queens.

- Nesta and Cassian sitting in a tree…

- Oh I’m liking this court room scene! With the sexy grumpy Rhys and Feyre back in the dress! Oh hell no he did not just say that to Feyre but that’s ok Rhysand will protect her!

-Not licking these camps… The training- oh no you don’t Lucien! Go Feyre grow those wings!

-Attics! Gotta love them! But Feyre honey don’t tell him you only want fun and a distraction…

-I will burn whoever shot Rhysand! Or just let Feyre do it! Kick ass powers activate!

-What are the chances that that’s the same Suriel… Wait he said what now!?!?! This is going to be good!

-Feyre don’t be like that!

- cabins in the mountains with no one around… Gotta love them!

- he did everything for her! All for her! Give him the cauldron damned soup Feyre!

-Oh my! Oh my! Oh my! … Hahaha silly mating dominance… Fight fight fight!!!

- he told the queens about the city and they did nothing! Thank goodness for the golden queen!

-well the golden queen is dead, water wolves are cool, jumping on the attor was stupid bit that battle was over too quickly…not enough pages left… Shit is going to go down!

-no don’t go to hybern. Don’t you fools know anything! Plans always fail!

-well there goes your plan with the arrival of Tam and Lucian…

-the whole raising Jurian must have been some crazy new body Voldemort shit

-not Nesta and Elain! Oh yesss Elain and Lucien

- ok I give up I don’t care if I burn in hell I need to kill someone- their bond its gone- I cant- I’m fucking tired of all these games! Can we please just have a happy ending! Nope apparently not!

-ok to the bond is fine but they are apart and I still want to kill someone!

-tear them down Feyre, tear them to shreads! BURN THE WORLD!

- I think I’ll read that again! It was great!

anonymous asked:

jeremy takes jean home during the summer because it's not that he doesn't trust him alone on campus it's just that he totally doesn't trust him. so he tells him family in advance not to overwhelm him and that jean isn't usually one for a conversation. he gives jean his room so he's sleeping on the couch and he argues jean on it until he falls asleep. then a couple of weeks in, he's sat with them at the table and jeremy is laughing loud at his sisters who are bickering and his parents who

just look done with their shit but when he looks at jean beside him, he’s wide eyed and in thought. he doesn’t press on at that moment but later he goes to grab clothes and sits on my his bed and watches jean reading at the desk before asking “what were you thinking about at dinner?” and jean pauses and looks up “what do you mean? ” “well you kind of had this look on your face” and jean gives an unamused look at his exaggeration but he still answers “i was just thinking about your family,”

they’re wild right?“ "not that it’s just… that’s how a real family interacts. no judgement” and jeremy just huffs out a laugh bc this fucking kid will be the death of him


But okay like Jeremy’s family, for serious. It’s not clear how Jean’s family situation was before they sold him but I think that act says enough. Jeremy probably has like a HUGE, UNCOMFORTABLY LARGE FAMILY that he bickers with all the time but loves to death but he sees how much discomfort Jean has when with them and instinctively stays with him in secluded places where Jean can relax. Jeremy’s anxiety isn’t great either so he knows all the good places to take a breather and they spend a lot of time in the attic where Jeremy tells Jean about his childhood and take walks out to the park where they can toss an exy ball around.

And the kids around the neighborhood. God they fucking love Jeremy. He’s lived in that neighborhood all his life and Jeremy knows the kids won’t judge him so they always have a great time together. Jean is pretty astounded by how loud the kids are but actually enjoys teaching them how to play exy and the bright smiles they give him when he does something cool. He feels so admired and appreciated and they kids all go “WHOAAAA” when he pulls off a complex move and it just. Fills him with warmth.

“You’re so cool,” one boy tells him, tugging on Jean’s sleeve. “Millie says you and Jeremy won championships. That means you’re a champion. How can I be a champion?”

And Jean doesn’t want to tell him about learning how to dodge the blows. How to work so hard under the hope that maybe he won’t be bleeding by the end of the day. How he can see every movement because he’s trained himself to react to every threat. He swallows it down, not without breaking a sweat, and says, “You have to really want it.” The desire to live. “More than anything.” The desire to win.

And the boy stares at him like the stars have opened up before him. Jeremy watches it unfold and barely notices when a thirteen year old checks him into the grass.

AND JEREMY’S SISTER (Millie) YO she’ll be all up in Jean’s face like “I heard you were French.” And sends out subtle middle-schooler flirting vibes that are mostly jokes like winking at him and telling him he has pretty hands and she and Jeremy end up tussling EVERY TIME IT HAPPENS and by like two months in Jean joins in and starts talking to her in French really seductively but it’s shit like “What’s for dinner tonight” and “Your brother has no fashion sense” and Jeremy is like “STOP FRENCHING MY SISTER” and it’s fun for the whole family.

But yo….. board games…… Trivial Pursuit and Monopoly. Somebody breaks out scrabble and Jean uses this horrible Polish word with like 10 z-s and Jeremy’s dad is ready to fucking fight. Family movie nights. Trips to the amusement park and Jean and Millie get lost together and have to navigate their way out of a corn maze. Jean takes Jeremy to a lake and they spend night looking out and contemplating how much has changed. Jeremy puts an arm around Jean’s shoulders once things start getting deep but they end up just falling asleep like that and Jean wakes up the next morning in a field by a lake leaning against a sleeping Jeremy. 

Just….. Jean at Jeremy’s for the summer.

I keep on seeing people like :// over the Howard Stern interview, and I mean, me too, but consider this:

Honestly them doing that interview was such a clever move? Like Howard Stern is a respected guy in the industry, so as much of a dick as he was in that interview, you’ve got to think about the bigger picture. 5sos got commercial success for the last album because they marketed it to the masses. That’s not what SGFG is- because it’s more rock, and they’re more rock. You’re gonna have middle aged men listening to Howard Stern’s show, and if he’s like hell yeah let’s play some 5 seconds of fucking summer, these middle aged men who shit on them for being too pop and having female fans might be like man okay well I’ll give it a shot! Their traditional audience is young people, young girls especially and as much as I fucking hate it, they won’t be taken seriously as artists until they do interviews like this with interviewers who’ll talk about drugs sex and rock'n'roll.












anonymous asked:

Gonna cheat the system here ask a two-fer. I keep trying to get caught up on X-Men events and everyone keeps saying Cyclops was right, what's he right about? Also, are you going to gab anything from the new Marvel Legends set?

my friend, cyclops was right about a lot of things like: 


u can’t forget the #1 rule:


this one’s really important:

this too:

and THIS:

this could go on forever and ever ok bc, regardless of how u feel about the guy, scott was absolutely right about everything— but more importantly he was right about the avengers

the avengers are a buncha dickbags who don’t give two shits about mutants— and that is the literal truth ok im sorry thats it end of story there is no defending it so don’t even try

anyways the moral of the story is that cyclops was right— ask hank mccoy he’d tell u the same thing:

as for the new ML


Okay, so I’ve been seeing a discussion on my dash lately revolving around basically like…who’s had it worse or which part of the fandom attacked the other first or worse or whatever the case may be

And let me just preface it with this…there’s been shitty behavior from every part of the fandom at some point. 


I know everyone wants to think like, “Oh, but my corner has been perfect, we’ve never done anything wrong, ever!” but that’s just not true. It isn’t. I’m sorry, but it isn’t and that’s shitty and I hate it because trust me, I wanted to be part of the fandom that was known for being chill and being more mature or whatever, but…that’s just how shit is. I contributed to it, I need to take ownership of it. 

But let’s just…travel back in time because it seems like a lot of people have forgotten how it really was. 

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Lmfao why are you guys such pricks if Calum smokes cigs. They smoked pot in 2013. Watch the keeks in june, in one you can see a fucking bong, who gives a shit its their life. Even luke was stoned out of his mind. SO BUILD A DAMN BRIDGE AND GET OVER IT HE COULD BE STRESSED AND I DONT BLAME HIM, SO CHILL THE HELL OUT AND GET ON WITH LIFE AND LEAVE HIM ALONE. MOSTLY EVERY FAMOUS PERSON HAS DONE IT SO WHATS THE BIG DEAL JFC


I am so enraged because so many people are giving these boys unnecessary shit simply because they dressed as 5sos (which is more than okay and I think they pulled it off well) when so many girls dressed up as 5sos for ie derpcon and everyone loved it. There is absolutely nothing wrong with dressing as 5sos and its so cool that there are also boy fans who love the band as much as the girls do. Instead of dragging them we should all support them.