who wants to be 100 anyways

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Okay I know people asked you this before, but I wanted to remind you; PLEASE make a patreon :) I think it would be such a great investment for you. Your art is amazing, seriously one of a kind, and you really do deserve more credit for it. I know you don't think you'd have enough material for it, but I think it would be great for you ^^ just a reminder

Aaaaa hello ;;v;; Thank you so much for your kind words ♥

I have been thinking about opening a Patreon (since I’ve received so many messages about it as well) – maybe start with small rewards because I can’t really dedicate all of my time to it (my office job eats up so much of my time and energy ;;o;;) ;; I’m thinking of offering what I already have or what I already make in my free time ;;w;; (see pic)

Anyways thank you so much for your interest ;;v;; I’ll probably open it this weekend maybe ♥ But tbh I’m not 100% confident with my art – it’s not as detailed or as polished to be worth subscribing to (like sakimichan and all the others aaa omg so godly)  ((like i’m not worrying that nobody will subscribe (im fine even if only a handful does subscribe)) – i just mean i want those who are interested to get their money’s worth so askjdhasd)) but idk there is a small interest so aaa we can try right? (cause a bit of extra $ would be nice too ee) ;;v;;

did u know that victor nikiforov would do whatever yuuri asked of him, unflinchingly and without a second thought, like do you remember how he willingly gave up his successful iceskating career because he thought yuuri wanted him as his coach until he retired… and y’all dare say that victor would pretend like yuuri isn’t standing there asking him to do the laundry or the dishes lmao think again?

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every time lexa says clarke’s name: 20/?

(s)he

This is that fic I was talking about the other day, the one I wasn’t sure I wanted to post. I ended up writing TWO similar but distinct fics (different POV, different ending) based on the premise of this fic because I just kept tinkering with it, so this is the second version. The first one… idk, maybe I’ll toss it or maybe I’ll post it later for the curious among you.  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Sterek high school AU, G, 1.7k words

Stiles thinks Scott is joking at first, mostly because he’s laughing so hard he can barely get the words out. “There’s a guy backstage asking for you by name. He’s got flowers.”

Stiles rolls his eyes and goes back to wiping the lipstick off his mouth. After four performances, he can get in and out of the dress and the wig in no time flat. He can even walk in heels without too much wobbling. But the lipstick? Bane of his existence. It still takes him a good five minutes of careful wiping and rubbing with petroleum jelly, and even then his mouth always has this odd orangish-coral tinge by the time he goes home for the night. By that point he’s usually too frustrated by the whole thing to even begin to bother with cleaning off the mascara.

Thank god this is closing night, and in a minute they can all go out for tacos and Stiles can set to work forgetting about lipstick for the rest of forever.

Scott’s still hovering at the door, anticipatory. “I think he likes you. Like, like-likes.”

“Ha ha,” Stiles says flatly. He tilts his head to the left and then to the right in front of the mirror, angling his face up into the lights. “Do you think I got it all?”

Scott gives him a careless glance. “Yeah, sure. Looks fine. But no, seriously, the girl who sells the tickets told me he’s shown up to every single performance.”

Scott isn’t joking. He’s laughing at Stiles (and okay, if their positions were reversed, Stiles would totally be laughing at Scott, too), but he isn’t joking. Fuck. Not even Stiles’ dad has come to every performance. 

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How people treat sexual orientation, as explained with furniture.

Heterosexuality is a couch. Nobody even bats an eye if you keep it in the living room for everyone to see–it’s simply expected. I mean, where the hell else would you keep it? Hidden in a bedroom? No, that would be weird.

Homosexuality is a bed. Having a bed in a public room is considered weird and gross–you’re expected to keep it in private bedroom you close the door to before anyone else comes over. Because even though there are a million and one things someone can do sitting on a bed that aren’t sexual (and plenty of ways to have sex on a couch), the first and foremost thing anyone associates beds with is sex.

Bisexuality is a Western-style futon. Sometimes it functions like a couch, sometimes it functions like a bed, but whichever position it’s in at the moment, it’s still a goddamn futon. People who want to use it as a couch give you shit for not having a real couch; people who want to use it as a bed give you shit for not having a real bed. It’s acceptable in your living room, but only if you make extra certain to put it in couch position and hide the sheets before company comes over. Otherwise, you’d better hide it in a guest room.

Asexuality is a table. No matter how many times you tell people it’s not meant to be sat on, dickheads with no manners will try to park their nasty asses on it anyway.

[2016 Presidential Election Turnout Rate:
46.9% Didn’t Vote
25.6% Voted for Clinton
25.5% Voted for Trump
1.7% Voted for Johnson]

Hey guys

You see this shit right here?

“Oh I just wasn’t excited about Hillary”

“I just didn’t feel the candidates”

“My vote doesn’t matter anyway”

More than the people that voted for Stein or Johnson. More than the people who voted for Trump.

You know what swayed the election? The people who just decided not to vote.

So I want you to, right now, start saying this to yourself:

The person who wins the Democratic Primary will not align 100% with my views

They will believe things I’m not completely okay with

They won’t support everything I want them to support

They won’t be without flaws

They won’t be without past mistakes

And despite all of this

I will vote for them anyway

There are too many people whose vote are being actively blocked for you to just decide not to vote

There are too many people whose lives depend on you voting out Republicans for you not to vote

There are too many people who won’t even make it to 2020 because of what’s currently happening for you to decide voting just doesn’t matter

And I don’t want you to just repeat this mantra for 2020

I want you to make 2018 the biggest midterm election ever recorded.

I want you to make the Republicans shit their pants when they see the lines and lines of people voting on Tuesday November 6th, 2018

I want you to start right now making sure that everyone around you has everything in order to be able to vote in 2018 because the Republicans are actively working to make sure that people can’t vote

That’s how they work. They only win when the vote is suppressed. And they know that.

Fuck. Them. Up.

First of all... Yes

Originally posted by alinok

A/N: This was actually requested by @allipotterhead1 (my first request, may I add) and I got a bit carried away but I didn’t want to miss anything out, I hope you like it, I tried my best!

Request: “Jughead x plus size reader, where their relationship is a secret. In which the reader is Kevin’s sister and one time they have a heavy make out session and Kevin, Veronica, Betty and Archie just walk in on them and Betty and Veronica are losing their shit because they ship it so hard, Kevin is totally sweet but excited and already plans their future but Archie asks him why he would date someone like her? I know it’s really specific but I can’t get this idea out of my head and I’m an awful writer… (And I don’t mean to hate on Archie, I really love him, but I love me some good angst)”

Word Count: 2,761 (jeez, this is long)

Warnings: Angst, Archie’s a bit of a dick, there is a swear word, and some makin’ out.

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100 BRAVE QUESTIONS

1.What’s the toughest decision you made today?

2.What’s the toughest decision you made this year?

3.What’s the toughest decision you ever made?

4.What have you forgotten?

5.What do you want to be when you grow up?

6.What’s it like being you right now?

7.What makes you nostalgic?

8.If you had two hours left on earth what would you do?

9.What’s the most beautiful word in the world?

10.Who makes you laugh more than anyone?

11.What did your father teach you?

12.What did your mother teach you?

13.What’s the best gift you’ve ever given?

14..Best gift you ever received?

15.How many times a day do you look in the mirror?

16.What do you bring most to a friendship?

17.If 100 people in your age group were selected randomly, how many do you think they’d find leading a happier life than you?

18.What is or was your best subject in school?

19What activity do you do that makes you feel most like yourself?20

20.What makes you feel supported?

21. Whom do you secretly admire?

22.What time of the day do you feel the most energetic and what do you usually do in those moments?

23.What’s something you never leave home without?

24.What’s a recurring dream you have?

25.What makes you feel safe?

26.What’s the best thing that ever happened to you?

27.What do you want people to say about you once you’re gone?

28.What’s the coolest thing about science?

29.What’s the best money you ever spent?

30.What’s a bad habit you have?

31.What are you grateful for?

32.Whom are you envious of?

33.What’s an image you’ll never forget?

34.Describe a near-death experience.

35.If you had a clone, what would you have the clone do?

36.What’s your idea of Heaven?

37.What’s your idea Hell?

38.When did you know?

39.What can you do better?

40.When are you most yourself?

41.What superpower would you most like to have?

42.If you were granted three wishes, what would you do with the second wish?

43.What is your actual superpower?

44.If you won 100 million dollars, what would you buy first?

45.What’s the best sound in the world?

46.What’s perfect about your life?

47.What song do you sing only when you’re alone and what memory does it bring back?

48.Describe a moment you were so embarrassed you wanted to disappear.

49.How many times a day do you think about money?

50.Who has been the biggest influence on you in your relationship to money?

51.What’s one thing you’re certain of?

52.Describe one of your colossal failures.

53.What makes you cringe?

54.What does your inner voice tell you?

55.What crime have you considered committing?

56.What’s great about your mom?

57.What’s great about your dad?

59.Which day would you gladly re-live?

60.What are you awesome at?

61.What do you want people you meet for the first time to think about you?

62.When were you most afraid?

63.What are you terrible at but love to do anyway?

64.What weapon would you carry during the Zombie Apocalypse?

65.Which of your five senses would you keep if you could only keep one?

66.What’s something you love to make?

67.What do you cook better than anyone?

68.What do you wish you’d invented?

69.What would you like to invent?

70.Out of 100 random people, where would you rank yourself in terms of your intelligence?

71.Where do you want to be right now?

72.If you could be someone else for a day who would it be and why?

73.What makes you feel powerful?

74.What’s the meanest thing you’ve ever said?

75.What’s the meanest thing someone has ever said to you?

76.What three words would you have on your grave stone?

77.What’s your first thought when you wake up?

78.What’s one thing you wake up to in the middle of the night worrying about?

79.If you could tell someone something anonymously, what would it be?

80.Whom would you like to forgive and forget?

81.If you could get rid of one of your responsibilities today, what would it be?

82.What type of person angers you the most?

83.What is your greatest strength?

84.What is your worst weakness?

85.How do you show your love for others?

86.Why are you here in this room right now?

87.When is a time you forgave someone or were forgiven for something?

88.What’s the biggest mistake you ever made?

89.What are you hiding?

90.What’s your unanswerable question–the question you seem to always be asking yourself?

91.What are you ashamed of?

92.What is stopping you?

93.What’s a secret you have?

94.How do you secretly manipulate people to get your way?

95.When was the last time you apologized?

96.What is the biggest lie you tell yourself?

97.What’s the moment you left childhood behind?

98.What’s missing from your life?

99.Do you believe in a higher power?

100.What are you ready to let go of?

What are you not saying right now?

So… I want to talk a bit about my opinion on Clarke saying “You already did.” to Bellamy. I feel like some people are angry at her for saying that, like she was judging him or something. But look: this episode made an effort to show us how frustrated Clarke was from this whole situation, and how impossible her task to save everyone was. She was not having a good day; she was literally breaking down. And then Bellamy comes back and tells her that their one solid hope has been dashed too? I would be surprised if she didn’t express any frustration at all. And really, all she said was a fact, lol.

But like, the important thing to note here is that her frustration isn’t personal. It’s not directed towards BELLAMY. Obviously she understands that this was an impossible decision. She’s not frustrated with HIM, she’s frustrated that the world continues to force Bellamy and her to make these kinds of choices. And I would argue that if she had been told this news before Bellamy got back, and had time to prepare herself, she wouldn’t have said that to him. Because she would foresee he would take her frustration as anger at him and would bear that additional guilt, even if it’s unintended. She would have reined her frustration in by the time he got there.

Clarke is human, and moreover a human who’s had a terrible day; you can’t expect her to be emotionless in this situation. In my view, she was actually MUCH MORE CALM hearing the news that their only plan was screwed than anyone in that situation should be expected to act. And that’s because it was Bellamy, and because she understands better than most that there was no right choice to make there. That is why she stood by his side while Raven (whom I love, but who doesn’t yet understand the difficulties of leadership like Bellarke do) was angry at him. 

BASICALLY: Clarke loves and trusts Bellamy a lot, and I think that the fact that she remained so understanding and calm when he came back without what she’d asked for is actually a huge testament to this fact.

Originally posted by snowflakenewtscamander

Random relationship hc for the RFA

(this wasn’t a request sorry but i’m slowly trying to get back into the whole writing thing hhhh my bad, if you want i’ll do a V and Saeran edition)


Yoosung

  • would be so damn cheesy : he’d try every cliché lines, dates, moves and just about everything he’s seen in romantic movies
  • if you played video games with him, he’d try to do couple stuff in there : he’s Mario and you’re Peach in Mario Party; matching outfits in LOLOL, you’re always in the same team/guild when you play multiplayer, he’d name both your Pokemons with matching names
  • If he ever played a game where you can romance someone (like Mass Effect, Dragon Age, Fallout..) he’d avoid talking to any of the romanceable characters just bc he’d feel like he’d be cheating on you (lol nerd)
  • he takes cooking classes so he can be better at it and loves to make you a cute bento box for lunch
  • loves coffee dates and loves holding your hand even though he’s super shy about it
  • kinda shy with PDA but if he’s really happy, he’ll get super confident and will kiss you and hold your waist all the time
  • biggest cuddle bug you’ve ever seen : you’re working on something? he’ll find a way to sit behind you and wrap his arms around your waist. He’s playing LOLOL? He’ll ask you the second you enter the room if you can sit on his lap. You both just came home from college/work? He’ll drag you to his bed and cuddle until it’s time for dinner.
  • Loves pet names but he’s so embarrassed with them; he loves stupid names like cutie pie, my hero, my player 2, honey bunny (he’s so embarrasing jfc yoosung)


Zen

  • I mean he’s no better with pet names but he’s a bit more traditional (with babe, honey, darling) but if you do something cute or just if he’s in the mood to coddle you (which is very often) he’ll give you long and embarrassing names like ‘my fluffy cutie sweet beautiful adorable little cupcake’ it’s bad and it’s even worse that this man has no shame - he’ll say that in front of everyone good luck with him
  • he’s so dedicated and observant though. Doesn’t matter that he only sees you in the morning before going to work and at night when he comes home and you’re already sleeping - if something’s wrong or you don’t feel well, he’ll know. It’s like he has a radar and he just knows even if he’s away from you, when you’re not okay and he’ll do anything to help and cheer you up
  • he’s always so open about his feelings and how thankful he is to have you - not only will he never take you for granted but he’ll always make sure you know just how much you mean to him, how grateful he is for staying with him despite how his career isn’t making things easy for your relationship together
  • doesn’t matter if you’re in college or at work or even in another city or country - he’ll find a way to talk to you almost all day long - not necessarily in a clingy way (although he can be clingy if you let him) but he’ll check up on how your last class went, make sure you’ve had lunch (although he’d do what he can to always eat every meal together), call you when you both have a break, send you selfies when you’re at work
  • he loves suprising you : there’s a beautiful bouquet on your desk at work/home? that’s him. you’ve had a stressful week and you’re about to have a breakdown? let’s go on a date where it’s just the two of you and you don’t have to worry about anything or anyone. He has a lot of work and spends his time practicing? He’ll leave a bunch of sticky notes everywhere for you to find and he’ll write compliments, declarations of love, things to cheer you up and help you get through the day.


Jaehee

  • Not very open with PDA, she feels like it’s not proper and she’s not a fan of showing her love to strangers. she’d prefer walking close to each others rather than holding hands for example
  • since she loves baking, she always makes some stuff for you and she also makes you try all her new creations to know what to improve before she makes them available on her coffee shop’s menu
  • ahh and if you love coffee (and I hope you do if you’re with her) she makes the best cup and always prepares you one in the morning - she absolutely loves having breakfast together and wouldn’t mind waking up extra early just so you can both take your time and enjoy the moment before going to work
  • she’d always be there if you needed help with your work or making notes for school - she’s so organized and her way to make notes and color coding are on point
  • she’s not spontaneous and she hasn’t been in a relationship in a very long time so you need to take things step by step with her but with time she becomes a lot more open to you and while she’s not very good with voicing her feelings and thoughts, she’ll always make sure you know what her feelings for you are
  • she’s independent but she’s also been alone for a long time, she would want to start living together kinda early on in the relationship just because she wants to share as much as possible with you
  • she gets incredibly touched and flustered at random acts of affection because she is just not used to them and it means so much to her, even or actually, especially the little things : you made her breakfast? she’ll give you the brightest sleepy smile you’ve ever seen first thing in the morning. You saw something in a shop and it reminded you of her so you just bought it? doesn’t matter what it is, she’ll keep it with her at all times and smile every time she looks at it. You tell her how proud you are of her for following her dreams? she’ll be in tears in less than two seconds


Jumin

  • you’d think this man would be proper and distinguished and what not but no. When he’s with you, he’s like a giddy teenager who just looks at you with so much love in his eyes that it terrifies anyone who knows Jumin Han the Robot Man.
  • you’ve got him wrapped around your finger and you don’t even need to do anything about it. You just have to exist and bam, he’s 100% smitten with you. You can ask him anything and he’ll get/do it for you. Ofc, it makes more sense for him to show you his love through material stuff like expensive clothes, jewelry and fancy trips to the best spa in the world; if you didn’t want him to spend his money on you then too bad because he’ll buy you stuff anyways, he just can’t help it, it makes him so happy to buy you stuff – but with time, he’ll learn how words alone can affect him and you. 
  • He’ll feel so wonderful when you tell him that you love him and just if you tell him your feelings - it won’t take long for him to do the same bc he wants you to feel as happy as him - and he has a way with words + no shame so good luck trying to survive this combo bc the fluff this man brings will be the death of you
  • he loves to show you off, he just needs the whole world to know how perfect you are and he’s pretty handsy too - he’s never felt the need to be so close to someone both physically and in a relationship so it’s pretty overwhelming for him and if you give him the okay then he won’t see the point in holding back - he doesn’t care about what the others say, as long as you’re fine with him holding you, kissing you, nuzzling into your neck and resting his forehead against yours in front of everybody (be it at the office, in the street or in a super important party with fancy people from all over the world) that’s all he needs
  • you know, he’s kinda rivaling with Yoosung on the #1 RFA’s cuddle bug bc he absolutely loves holding you and there’s nothing better in the world for him than waking up with you in his arms, still sleeping with your face hiding in his chest
  • he’s still shit with taking pictures and it’s a shame bc he’s become a selfie slut (watch out Zen, a new challenger has arrived) but, he only takes selfies with you
  • and he download more or less every single app that lets him add stupid filters to your faces so you can have kitty whiskers or flower crowns and what not
  • despite how busy he always is, he always tries to see you in the morning and makes it a point to come home for dinner - doesn’t matter if he has to bring home five full folders from the office and work at home - dinner time with his love is important and he won’t miss it


707 (i don’t know how to write him so it’s gonna be bad sorry)

  • it’s gonna be a rollercoaster of emotions with him so I hope you’re patient with his shit bc he’ll still have his emo days where he just wants to be alone with his deep dark edgy feelings so yeah you deal with that 
  • most of the time though, he’ll just goof around, prank you H24, try to make you two become a meme
  • he has 0 domestic skills so hahhh I hope you do. either that or you’re fine with living in a constant mess and eating junk food all the time - you’ll either have to be like his caretaker or his partner in crime (or both if you can manage)
  • he doesn’t take most things very seriously though and making you smile and laugh is his number one priority so there’s that
  • he’s more or less a walking wikipedia + urban dictionary so if you need anything for an essay you’re writing just ask him - he’s full of knowledge - both accurate infos and random useless trivia
  • he’ll take you on every single date possible and once he’s done them all, he’ll invent new ones. The classics will be going to the arcade and getting the highest score on every single game or going to a lasertag or paintball and teaming up to be the winning team every time. He always gets so into it and you’ll both have code names like 'God 1, this is God 2, I have the enemy team in my sight do you copy?’ and if it’s a game where only one person can win, he’ll make you shoot him and be all dramatic about it 
  • for the more original ones, he’ll make the both of you dress up and wear wigs and pretend to be other people with other identities; like you’ll slip in weddings and pretend to be distant family of the bride while you stuff your face with the food there
  • he’ll make a bunch of stuff for you like he’ll make an app where there’s a 2D version of him and you can poke him to get voice lines, pet him and he’ll say “nya”, you can dress him up and you have interactions with him with dialogues choices (like in MM, how meta)

i hope this wasn’t too awful rip

Top 10 Destiel things that are far too obvious and beautiful.

10. ‘’ He is love…*looks at smudged writing in hand* with humanity.

Too much heart was always Castiel’s problems, and both Heaven and Hell know it. We have seen angels and demons joking about the true nature of their relationship. Cas has a weak spot, they know it and they have used it at every ocassion.

Originally posted by codestielckles

He likes you.

9.’’Free to be you and me’’ or the ability this two have to cheer up the other despite how bad things get.

That episode is one of my favourites because Dean and Cas hunting together makes my heart sing. 

And of course the little ‘personal space’ problem.

Originally posted by awed-frog

Dean, where are you even looking at?

8. Forgiveness at its best.

9X10 has a couple of amazing Destiel moments ( Cas losing control with Gadreel and Dean, a simple human, stopping him with just a touch and a few calming words) but I want to talk about something pretty important for me when it comes to Destiel: Forgiveness (I have talked about it here).  Even if Dean failed Castiel in one of his worse moments the angel is able to forgive the hunter, to see the good reasons behind his actions. 

Originally posted by xagaaga

7. Heaven Can’t Wait.

This episode is gold, that’s it.

Castiel is angry, is hurt, but at the end he doesn’t want Dean to leave and Dean doesn’t want to go.

Even with their ‘’ lovers’ fight’’ their chemistry is so obvious it hurts.

Originally posted by fozmeadows

And I’m not going to talk about the famous fanfiction gap.

6. Cas and Dean + death.

I don’t really think I have to explain this:

Originally posted by bittercasblogger

Or this:

Originally posted by worfsjadzia

I’m suffering.

5. The crypt scene or how Dean Winchester broke heaven’s control.

Maybe Dean asks but they both know, we all know. Hearing again the words ‘I need you’ from Dean, knowing the hunter is in danger is enough to make Castiel break free from Naomi’s grip. 

Originally posted by dustydreamsanddirtyscars

Do you really need to ask?

4. Castiel is Dean’s Colette.

I have said it 100 times, but here we are again. Because it’s the best parallel I have seen this far.

Collete knew who Cain was, but she loved him anyway. Colette only wanted Cain to see the good inside him, even if he was a walking nightmare. 

Sounds familiar?

Originally posted by itsdeanwinchesterr

He only wanted Dean to stop.

3. What happens in Purgatory, stays in Purgatory.

‘’ Brother I can get you out of here, in any moment’’

‘’Yeah but first let me look for my angel during a whole year in land of monsters that want to bite my sweet ass.

Now seriously, Dean didn’t care about what could happen to him he just wanted to look for Cas. They are so loyal, going to the end of the world if that means they could save each other.

Originally posted by awed-frog

Nice peach fuzz.

2. First Blood.

By far one of my favourites season 12 episodes. Dean calling and calling Cas, don’t even thinking about calling anyone else. Dean not wanting Cas to know about Billie, maybe because he wanted to see Cas again but not angry or pained, just a moment of peace before midnight.

The backseat scene… *whispers* they were holding hands.

And of course Cas’ speech and Dean’s face at the end of it.

Originally posted by b0ttomdean

Magical, iconic.

And before we reach number one an honorable mention:

Bro you give me a boner and all this unresolved sexual tension:

Sometimes, and this two are fucking professionals in this issue, looks can tell us more than words. One day we will understand what’s the point of all those amazing staring contest.

Originally posted by destiel-is-love-cockles-is-life

All of us were happy to see that Cas was alive and back from Purgatory, but we can agree that the happiest one here was Dean.

Originally posted by castielamigos

And now the moment we were all waiting for:

1. ‘I could go with you’.

Or how Cas was ready to die if that meant Dean didn’t do it alone. I don’t think words can explain how heartbreaking it was for me to see how Castiel’s life seemed to have reached and end if he couldn’t save Dean, or how he couldn’t continue without Dean. (I have talke about it here)

Originally posted by savingpeoplegiffingthings

And the hug of course:

Let’s keep it real guys.

honestly? all i need is for a cute girl to pull me close to her, tell me im everything she wants and then kiss me

so if lance is born on july 28, he’s one of youngest in his class. so here’s some headcanons:

  • his parents wanted him to start school a year later to avoid any delays in learning, but he wanted to be with all his friends
  • he struggled to keep up in class because of this, and while he passed every grade, he was never very good at school
  • he struggled with reading in elementary school and learned to hate reading bc he Couldn’t Get It
  • he was really small and was picked on at school
  • he was always jealous of his older siblings who performed much better academically
  • for a while, he just gave up on school and continuously failed tests. even tutoring wouldn’t help because he refused to do the work
  • then he started learning about space in one of his science classes and he LOVED IT. it gave him the spark of motivation he needed to start working hard again
  • he still wasn’t great in school by any means, but he started studying and pulling all-nighters just so he could pass his tests. he learned every constellation in the sky and all the chemical compounds he could fit in his handy dandy mnemonics
  • when he learned about the galaxy garrison, he only started working harder. his dream of seeing the stars close up was right in his grasp, and he wanted it more than anything
  • he managed to get mostly B’s with only a few C’s from then on, and he started getting A’s in science because of how hard he was working
  • he was far from the top score on the garrison entrance exam, but he passed and got in and he was so proud of himsef!!
  • anyway lance is the best and he worked so hard to get where he is now and he deserves everything he’s accomplished
Some thoughts on Shou

-Shou has many many scars on him all from his father. he sometimes just sits shirtless in front of a mirror and traces over them remembering what happened. Reminding himself that this is not normal. That this is not okay.


-Shou once saw Ritsu’s father pat his head and Shou almost blasted him across the room before he realizes that it was actually an affectionate gesture.


-Shou has a very nervous habit of biting on his sleeves. The ends of his jacket are frayed and wet and disgusting and he doesn’t remember the last time he washed it but he doesn’t want to lose it. So he never does.

-Shou has received affection once, just once, from his father after his mother left. He was eight and he was in horrible burning pain and his father picked him up and carried him to the med room and wrapped up his injuries. It never happened again and Shou is almost sure that he dreamed it…but it’s also a massive reason he sometimes doubts the abuse.

-Ritsu cries very easily. Shou laughs instead of crying. Ritsu wants to punch Shou in the face for making fun of his crying but then gets a massive pit of dread in his stomach when he sees Shou laughing off a stab wound or a broken bone.

-One time Shou did cry in front of Ritsu though…it started off as laughter that then turned hysterical and caused him to collapse on the ground shaking as he started sobbing between laughs and he couldn’t breathe and he wanted to die because he broke down and…He kept saying that he was sorry for crying….Ritsu held him tight and tried to be comforting but all he could really do in his state of shock was to rock him and try his best to soothe him

-One time Reign tried to pat Shou on the Shoulder and Shou nearly threw him into a wall. Mob stopped him but Shou was so embarrassed he didn’t come back for a month

-Shou uses memes as a way to cover for his emotional shortcomings and trauma

- Shou…knows how to dance…he learned…as part of his training???

-Shou is simultaneously afraid of touch and completely touch deprived so it ends up in this odd situation of “i can touch you but for the love of god please don’t touch me.”

-Shou batterdick cucumber memes his father’s name. He has over one hundred and twenty seven ways of saying ‘touch your toes sucky key.’

-Shou attempted to live with his mother….but….she kept trying to do things he wasn’t okay with…but by that i mean…giving him rules and curfews and things Shou has never done in his life and he gets angry and he calls bullshit and he runs away from home to hide for a few days and she panics because she lost her baby again but Shou….is not okay…with being controlled…

-Shows mom still doesn’t like seeing his power and everytime he uses it she makes a small uncomfortable expression and Shou begins to dislike them a little bit more…

-Shous hamsters are very well treated but at the same time…Shou is terrified to interact with them because he might hurt them

-Shou has a fully documented file on every injury, every scar, and every trauma his father has given him…he doesn’t really know what to do with it…

-Shou just wants to hug somebody for hours on end. To feel another person’s warmth encompassing him and keeping him safe…but he feels childish whenever he does because….who would even want to hug him??? he Should just get over it??? grow up???

-One time his mother dropped a pan and Shou nearly started crying….he hates…loud noises….he doesn’t mind if they are natural like thunder…but…the sound of a pan banging against a floor…a door slamming…hands slamming on the table….it terrifies him.

-Shou hugs his pillow when he sleeps.

-Shou used to have a stuffed animal collection but his father destroyed them..calling them childish.

-Shou has a shit ton of money coming his way because of his father but….he doesn’t really want it….it feels dirty and he doesn’t want any help…from anyone

-Shou has exactly 0 social skills. He never learned how tf to deal with people. He just tried to make himself seem as big as possible and hopes things will go his way.


-Shou uses comics, manga, books and tv shows as a way of escapism. He surrounds himself in the stories so much that he used to call his father DR. Robotnick. (Sonic sat am ref lol.)

-Shou hates taking showers or baths. He feels entirely too vulnerable and sometimes he’ll push it off for a solid month before taking one.

-Shou has never had a good night’s sleep. Ever.

-Shou has freckles. hundreds of freckles. they’re all from his mom

-Shou wants to go to school with Ritsu but at the same time he’s terrified to try.

-He’s not good with people. his schooling did not keep up 100% with academics, he hates being told what to do ect ect…

-One time he hung around reigen and did a dumb doodle on a sticky note and reigen praised it and said it looked really good and Shou started crying….he doesn’t know why. maybe it’s because he’s never been praised on his art before..

-Shou sometimes breaks into Reigen’s office to sleep on his couch. Reigen is mildly concerned but lets him do it anyway

-Shou is that person who always, c o n s t a n t l y, has to show somebody up. You ran a mile?? I ran two!! You’re feeling depressed?? well my father ran a cult and tried to take over the world and constantly abused me!! He does not mean to be mean by it…but he’s so used to his thoughts and feelings being completely invalidated that…he h a s to…you know???

-Shous relationship with his mother….hmm….It’s kinda rocky. Like they love each other but they don’t really know much about each other anymore and she doesn’t really like his powers but they still do try and they really do care for each other but there will always be this……unspoken…gap….between them.

Why he never talks about his father…why she never wants to hear.

they hug and kiss and would do anything for each other…but at the same time…something unspeakable happened here and neither of them are willing to acknowledge it

[i say kiss because familiar kisses are a thing but i’m not 100% sure they happen out of the south so like;;]

-anyway if Teru and Shou ever start talking about their feelings they would get…so frustrated with each other. constantly trying to say who had the shittier experience because i feel like this shouuppance [pardon the pun] is a core part of their characters and honestly it would reach a point where they would fucking f i g h t.

But in the end it turns out being good for them because they had the chance to let off some of the steam that they’ve been building up and lets them relax a bit and they eventually realize they won’t win against each other. They’re both too stubborn. and instead they start comparing stories and laughing their ass off about how fucked up they are.

ex:

Shou: And then he left me locked in that room for three days without any food lol!!!

Teru: Oh god, do i feel that!! I don’t have anybody to take care of me so It’s just constant isolation and if I get sick, well then! I’m not eating till I recover!

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[Anyway this post is 1000ish words long so i’ll cut it here lol, I have more Shou hcs that I’ll probably upload later~~ Thanks for reading!]

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but through the pain you share
you’ll find e a c h  o t h e r

Some sketches for an AU me and @carrotfjant have been working on: MP100 HOGWARTS AU

The basics:

  • Reigen is a squib who somehow managed to get a teaching position at Hogwarts. He’s the Defence Against the Dark Arts teacher because that position is, like, always free anyway (he originally wanted Muggle Studies but he’s not the luckiest guy)
  • Mob is a muggleborn wizard (together with his brother Ritsu whose magical powers weren’t evident until he actually arrived at Hogwarts) whose powers are immense
  • Reigen recognizes Mob’s skills and manages to get him to do all the demonstrations at his lessons
  • ???
  • Profit

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