who told him he could be this attractive


Where was this when I needed to explain this to nonshippers

Edit: I wasn’t planning on commenting on this but I’ve gotten some shit for it. 

FIrst of all, this is a stupid anime. Trust me. I watched it all. But, if you’re into dirty, immature sexual humor (gay, straight, bi, anything) this shit is it. It’s stupid, but it helped me de-stress, and it had a cool premise.

Anywho, you guys have unlocked my backstory now: This scene showed up and it reminded me of a conversation I had with my brother who didn’t understand how I could be attracted to a male character (Tony Stark) but at the same time ship him with another man (Steve Rogers), i.e. think of him as gay, and I told him that you could still find a guy attractive no matter his sexuality. He just didn’t get it. I wanted to point out that bisexuality (or pansexuality) could be a possibility, but my brother is heavily against anything besides straight or gay (he sees the world in black and white, which sucks for me cuz I’m bisexual, still a bit closeted), so I just held it back. When I saw this, it reminded me of our conversation, and I laughed. I wanted to share it with him, but I’m afraid of accidentally coming out, (I try to avoid conversations with him that deal with LGBTQ+ issues unless it’s something that really riles me up). So, I put it up here. Sadly, it has the use of the H-word, i’m not even sure if that’s the actual interpretation of what they said in Japanese, and it exaggerates shipping, too. Like, I ship something because they’re cute together (from Tony and Steve to Harley and Ivy to Kamala and Miles). But this exaggeration is what I found funny! I’ve gotten mixed reactions to it, but I still think it’s funny especially cuz a lot of shippers have probably had a form of this convo with nonshippers. 

I’ve also gotten asked what the name of this anime is and it’s this….*takes deep breath*

English: My Mental Choices are Completely Interfering with my School Romantic Comedy

Japanese (romaji): Ore no Nōnai Sentakushi ga, Gakuen Rabukome o Zenryoku de Jama Shiteiru

Short version: Noucome

So, there you have it. Gosh, I hate doing explanations…I ramble a lot and I had to delete a lot of stuff and even then it’s still long! Oh, well. How do I end this?….ummm Have a nice day! |-/

Mafia! Johnny

» An AU where Johnny is a mafia leader but accidentally falls in love with a girl.

  • Oh boy, I’m probably gonna die after this
  • But anyways, Johnny, as a mafia leader….interesting
  • He is really intimidating, mostly because of his hard stare and frame so tall and strong
  • He dressed up smart but shaggy at the same time. To a normal person, he would look terrifying
  • Tattoos, piercings all lining his body, contaminating his milky white complexion 
  • But that was what caught your attention when you saw him sit across from you in the local bar
  • Hair shiny, slicked back. His hands were big, veins popping from underneath the skin, his fingers slender
  • Johnny was the kind of person no one wanted to mess with. Leader of the most terrifying mafia clan in town, hard to contradict and extremely hard to win against
  • He had a special way with words. His talk more than often manipulating people in dangerous ways. His illegal smirk whenever he got his way
  • You were sat on your uncomfortable seat, a Martini in hand and time to spare. He was so different from other people that you couldn’t help but stare at him
  • His strides were so calculated and soft that it would bring a cat to shame, movements so confident and assured that you wanted to give him an award
  • When he ordered a Sunset Rum, you had caught his voice. Deep and thick with his funny but sexy accent. He hadn’t noticed you ogling at him yet and you decided to enjoy the view for a while
  • Your blind date had ditched you and left you sitting in the tight red dress your friend had forced you into
  • So much for being that strong, independent girl who never needed to impress a man
  • But today you were needy, for something. Something that made you feel alive, painful yet pleasurable. Which is why you put extra effort in your appearance
  • Johnny finally noticed your burning stare and raised his eyebrows at you. You gave him a small smirk with your bright red lips, bringing your drink closer to your face
  • He looked away, smiling to himself and staring at the small glass with his drink. He wore a black coat and white collar shirt. It wasn’t ironed which added to his distraught yet intriguing look. You were never into good boys who dressed straight with matching underwear
  • He lifted himself up and brought the drink over to you,digging his gaze into you
  • Both of you just sat in silence, not knowing how to strike up a conversation. You wished people could just initiate sex without flirting or a hearty conversation. As rude as it was, it was easier
  • He smelled like honey and smoke
  • “Did you get stood up or something?” He asked. Your eyes widened at how close he was. The voice that melted you from within so far away was now ringing in your ear as close as anything could be
  • “Did you come back from a funeral? You’re definitely dressed like you are.” You were good at retaliation. Most of your attempts at flirting came off as mean and rude but he just smirked. He liked your vigour. One question led to another and his hands were up on your thigh. He was close, close enough for you to kiss his plump lips. “Not here,” he said, giving your thigh a hard squeeze. You bit your lip and just stared at those damned lips of his. He pulled you by the hand and led you out of the warm bar. The air was cold but his hands weren’t and as he led you to his car, you grew colder and more impatient. No one had turned you on like this
  • The pressure between your legs was immense as you were carefully thrown into the backseat of his car. Rough but gentle, he was. His movements and the smooth skin of his abs were the only thing you remembered. Followed by the intense euphoria his touches sent you into, a bliss, desperation for more, begging, screaming
  • He talked dirty but didn’t make you feel like a slut. It was more deep. This guy knew what he was doing. His tattoo covered arms were blush red, the blood running vigorously through him. His black hair had a blue sheen to them as they grew wet with his sweat. His tattoos making your small head wonder and the piercings that felt cold against your skin
  • When you both were done with your little activity, he sat back, instantly pulling out of you. Most boys would fall against you and whisper something sweet. Like “that was amazing babe” or “Maybe we should catch a drink later.” But not this lad
  • He sat back, pulling on his pants as you tried your best to cover up as quickly as you can. Heart beat faster than a horse and cheeks burning because of the excessive exposure of skin
  • He brought a cigarette to his lips, setting fire to it god knows when. You sat there staring him in awe, feeling a bit used as he didn’t say a word. I mean, you guys literally just fucked
  • He offered you a smoke but you denied, wanting to leave. “Uh I should go,” you uttered. He blew a puff of smoke through his nose and turned to look at you. The parking lot was empty and unlit. The only source of illumination was the moon and the far off street lights. The piercings on his ear glistened against the faint light. He looked like the devil, a beautiful devil that allured people into his den of sin. He leaned in, the fragrance coming back. He reached for your face and slid the stray strand of hair behind your ear. Your face was a mess. Red lipstick smudged and eyes black with run down mascara. You had faint red hickeys all over your collarbones. “Can we do this again sometime? And preferably not in my car”
  • A mistake once committed becomes a lifelong habit. You both slept with each other a daily basis. He was always stressed because of money dealing, drug dealing, enemies coming for his life. And you just needed to kill your boredom. Your fucked up relationship remained a secret to his gang and your friends. The last thing you needed was your friends to know that you sleep with this dubious boy who you knew nothing about
  • He never told the boys  because he didn’t them to think he was in love. Which he wasn’t, at least he thought so. He was the leader, the person that made everything run within and outside his clan. The leader people feared because of what he can do. A powerful delinquent who could not be moved from his stance
  • You were a distraction for him. Your hard demeanour, dainty face, small body. It was what attracted him. How you weren’t shy, how daring you were, how you never judged, never asked him who he really was
  • It had been a month and his feelings began to change. He was a broken person, love was the last thing on his mind. The last time he witnessed love was when his father had kissed him on his head and told him to be a good boy. The last kiss, the last glance and then he was gone. Taken away by the car crash, Johnny was alone. His mother remarried which made her even more distanced. She hated him, thought he was the reason why she had to marry his father. And once he died, she wasted no time in providing him with an abusive step father
  • When you arrived at his lavish place,one day, his gaze was different. His touches were softer and voice slow, like he was reciting the words to his favourite poem. You felt weird after, leaving his apartment with millions of thoughts in your mind
  • Later that week, he arrived at your place. It was a shock at first because he didn’t seem the kind of guy to arrive at a girl’s place. You were in your ugly pyjamas, not looking your best self. But he was a bloody mess. Red liquid spilled from his wounded lip and a big purple bruise sat on his eye. His white collar shirt was shredded, showcasing the wounds and gashes that were dangerously swollen and bloody
  • You were almost in tears, you had never seen anyone so broken before. He had been drinking too with his fists red carrying slits and bruises. He leaned against the door before falling into your arms. His hair were dishevelled. He still smelled the same. You could recognise his scent anywhere. You carried him to the couch, sitting him up and fetching a first aid box
  • You sat on his lap and cleaned his wounds. His eyes were closed and breath short and steady. He’d often flinch as you applied the anti septic to his sickly wounds
  • You didn’t know when you fell in love with him. Didn’t even know how and why. It just happened. That day, when you guys fucked..no..had sex. There was a difference between the two. There was definitely an unspoken feeling between you two
  • He finally opened his eyes and smiled when he saw you. “Hey beautiful,” he said. He still looked as breathtaking as ever. “Why Johnny? Why…” you cried, not holding back anymore. He pulled you into his chest and caressed the small of your back. You pulled away and stared at him with wet eyes. “Why do you do this to yourself? Get into fights, smoke, waste your life drinking?”
  • He stayed silent for a minute and then spoke. “If I told you, will you leave?” He almost whispered. You shook your head, throat in painful knots. “I’m a mafia leader,” he managed. You had a hunch he was related to people that were up to no good. That he was up to no good. You nodded, understandingly. As you raised your hand up to clean the wound on his cheeks, he stopped you. “I’m poison Y/N. I destroy things, decay them, make them cease to exist. But I’m-” You raised your eyebrows at him. “I’m also in love with you.” You smiled at that, half relieved and half excited. He held your face in his palms that had a metallic whiff to them, and pulled you in for a soft kiss. A kiss that tasted like salt, like water on a hot hot day. It was gentle, polite, beautiful. You wanted more.
  • That night he had made love to you,telling you he loves you with every move. You woke up next to him, his face still swollen and messy
  • Johnny wanted to keep your relationship undercover, still not letting the boys know about you. He acted strange at times, often cancelling plans because he wanted to spend time with you
  • It was less sex, more cuddling. More watching movies and exchanging jokes. He became human around you. Whereas with other people he would be tough and a pure hoodlum, he was so sweet towards you
  • He often warned you about people who might try to hurt you. He had made a promise to not lose you, after his father. He wanted to protect you the way he couldn’t prevent his father’s accident
  • He slowly broke the news to the boys, who were caught off guard
  • His clan was filled with gorgeous boys, ranging from teenagers to early adults. They were all so much more playful around each other, joking and running around like hooligans. It was a surprise because you had expected them to be dark and scary. Although they were like deathly wolves with other people, they were nice to you. One of the boys, Taeyong, would often thank you for the ways in which you had changed Johnny. In ways he had become more human, more gentle with the boys
  • Johnny wasn’t perfect. He was still a mafia leader who would interact with the wrong guys, carry out activities that were against the rules of a civilised society. He didn’t change completely. He was still the Johnny people feared and respected. But not with you. You were his everything. Every ounce of him yearned to protect and love you. And you didn’t want to change him either. For who he really was, broken and cold, made you fall in love with him in the first place.

A/N: I still can’t write smut and maybe it’s lacking smut stuff but eh…enjoy!

Sugar Sweet  | 1 | (M)

word count: 8.9k (seriously, what a mouthful)

genre: smut + fluff; college AU + fuckboy!kihyun

pairing: reader/kihyun

summary: your best friend & roommate changkyun just wanted to help get you laid. instead you found solace in a pink haired man named kihyun who had a smart mouth with sharp words you weren’t afraid to let cut you, as long as he didn’t mind you hurting him a little too.

part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7 


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anonymous asked:

I was thinking about Dean falling in love - apart from any specific person, (hypothetically) what kind of characteristics do you think this person would need to have? How would their realtionship need to progress so that Dean would fall in love? To have a healthy and serious realtionship? There is a lot of meta on why Dean and Cas are perfect for each other, but I didn't find any from this point of view. Love your blog and your meta :)


Dean :

From the start is set up as sublimating, so we have to look deep beyond what he is repressing, we learn little by little who he is and what he wants:

Originally posted by dmitri-mish-ackles

- he’s overcompensatingly straight ergo he will end up with a dude / in a queer relationship of some kind.

- he has no faith ergo he will end up with someone associated with faith.

- he has no self worth ergo he will end up with someone who gives him faith in himself and helps him achieve self worth.

- he does not accept himself as he is, warts and all, ergo he will end up with someone who will know him inside out and love him regardless and tell him so openly.

- he craves love and affection ergo he will end up with someone who will give this to him with no preconceptions that this is unmanly or strange.

- he craves things that are not macho-manly things like disney movies, comfy socks, nesting, cooking, again, he will end up with someone who doesn’t have preconceptions or think these are unmanly or weird.

- he is a hunter of the supernatural, ergo he will end up with someone who is a supernatural being. He doesn’t believe in Angels, then believes they are all dicks, an Angel is pretty much set up as his endgame very early on.

- he needs someone he can be an equal with, who will treat him with love and respect but also take no shit. Someone strong minded yet soft when the time arises.

- He has always given up his life and himself for others, ergo he will end up with someone who gives something huge up for him.


Has always been different, with a chink in his chassis so his endgame is to be himself completely and experience Humanity for himself.

- he needs someone to make him feel like he is important for himself and not as a tool. Someone to think of him as CAS, not an IT.

- he needs someone to make him feel like he belongs as part of a supportive family with no orders and ultimatums but being treated as an equal. Someone to think he is FAMILY.

- he is in love with Humanity and loves watching it, but he wants to experience it.

- he needs someone he can be an equal with, who will treat him with love and respect but also take no shit. Someone strong minded yet soft when the time arises.

- He needs someone to introduce him to all the aspects of Humanity and experience it together, to be his guide, someone who embodies Humanity would be a plus…


Cas is repeatedly said to be in love with Humanity, the Winchester’s love slave, that he always chooses them, it’s usually always focused on Dean. DEAN IS HIS HUMAN WEAKNESS…

Dean is also repeatedly told that he is ‘pretty’ or has queer jokes made about him. He is repeatedly threatened with the fact that Cas doesn’t feel the same way for him, made to believe that he doesn’t deserve love and has learned over the years that love can be a good thing, especially queer love (repeated MoTW queer couples and being told to follow his heart e.g. 11x11,11x16,11x19) or is even baited with Cas because of his love for him (e.g. Naomi, Meg, Amara).

Then we have Kripke’s own comment about Dean’s ideal love interest:

“Dean would be attracted to someone who walked in the door, slaughtered everybody and walked out, then he would say “who’s that?””

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I wonder what this could all mean?

More Ace Dex

Ace Dex combating the casual aphobia that we all deal with at some point.  

“Dude, you’ve never done the nasty?”

Dex rolled his eyes, hard. Whiskey’s tone was just this side of shocked, and it made Dex was to take back the fact that he had said anything at all. It wasn’t exactly that he expected the team to be more understanding than other people, but he hoped that was the case, anyway.

On top of that, Whiskey managed to catch the attention of Ransom and Holster, who were walking past, heads close together.

“Wait, what’s this about someone never smuggling the ol’ bone?”

Ransom gave Holster a critical look, then grinned in that way that only someone on the wrong side of tipsy can. “Playing hide the sausage.”

Holster countered quickly with, “Making the beast with two backs.”

“Assault with a friendly weapon.”

“Entangling the lower beards.”

“Joint sessions of Congress.”

Holster held out a fist. “Bro, pound it out for that one.”

With a solemn nod, Ransom offered tapped his fist to Holster’s. Dex hoped that their (truly awful) back and forth would distract them from what was going on, but instead they plopped onto the couch to join in the conversation. Well, they pushed their way onto the couch, which was already too full, Ransom on one end and Holster in the middle of Nursey and Dex.

Whiskey pointed in Dex’s general direction, and told the captains, “Apparently, Dex has never had sex.”

Holster threw a big arm around Dex’s shoulder and turned toward him. Dex could smell tub juice wafting off of him. “Dex! My dude. My man. Bro. We gotta resolve this.”

“It’s not a problem. There’s nothing to resolve.”

On the other side of Holster, Dex could see his boyfriend’s concerned face. Nursey knew that Dex’s sexuality (well, his asexuality) was still a touchy subject. On the best of days, it was hard for him to have a conversation about. On the days after a game loss and with a group of drunken and less than subtle frat boys, well…. Chances were that it wasn’t going to go well.

“No, but Dex. Dexy. Dex. Sex is so good. Tell ‘im, Rans, tell him about… Shit, what’s a good one for Dex? Crab fishing in the dead sea.”

Dex scrunched up his face. “Dude, that’s fucking gross. And no, whatever fucking euphemism you use, the answer is no.”

On the other side of Holster, Nursey stood up and held a hand out to Dex, and yeah, that sounded like a better idea than having a discussion about life choices with a very drunk Holster. Dex pushed off the couch with a solid fist to Holster’s thigh, maybe a little harder than strictly necessary. He followed Nursey under the caution tape and up the stairs to Chowder’s room.

They spent the rest of the not-kegster (because apparently it could only be a kegster if they won the game) hiding out, watching Brooklyn-99. Dex could feel Nursey sending him concerned looks, but he ignored them. They fell asleep together, cuddling on the thin mattress.

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Werewolf! Kang Daniel (Part 1)

Masterlist can be found (here) & Part 2/Final can be found (here)

“If I were to live a thousand lives, I would belong to you for all of them. If we were to live a thousand lives, I would want to make you mine in each one.”

  • Werewolves find their mates by finding their scent
  • Each werewolf will have a unique scent on them that they are unaware of and only their mates can capture this scent
  • Humans and werewolves lived with each other but humans are unaware of the presence of werewolves as they don’t really behave differently
  • The only difference between werewolves and human are that werewolves were required to change to their wolf form during the full moon and they will experience ‘The Heat’
  • Which was sort of a mix between pain and discomfort and and it becomes better when they have found their mates 
  • On the other hand, if it takes you longer, the pain gets even more unbearable
  • And when they are sick, parts of their wolf side comes out as they can’t control it like they will have wolf ears or sometimes, even their tails will be out
  • No one was born being an Alpha or Beta
  • The Alpha is chosen by the members of the wolf pack and will be the leader
  • Most teenagers will move out from their families once they turned 16 to live with their wolf pack
  • Kang Daniel was part of District Moonlight and he was what you would call a special case
  • He was not an Alpha nor the most powerful wolf but he was a wolf with fur as white as snow
  • He lived with his pack which consisted of 11 boys in a gigantic mansion
  • They were very well off despite their age as all of them made use of their wolf abilities to make money
  • Like Woojin was a hacker for the International Police and Minhyun wrote really popular novels as werewolves were quick learners and very knowledgable  
  • Legends said that werewolves with a coat like Daniel only came once a hundred years were seen as a ‘blessing’ to their District as they brought happiness and peace
  • But it comes with a curse
  • They could not have a werewolf mate which meant it was most likely to be human
  • Unlike a werewolf, there are plenty of chances for a human to reject their mate after knowing his/her was a werewolf since it didn’t directly affect them
  • Humans don’t find a specific ‘smell’ and while they do feel ‘the pull’, it’s just a slight feeling to them
  • They could also live on without a mate as they were free to date or marry anyone else  
  • But if a werewolf had been rejected, they grew weaker and them in ‘heat’ was 10 times painful than usual 
  • Many white wolves like Daniel who were rejected had always died at an early age from the pain
  • Growing up, Daniel was always treated very well but he always noticed how people looked at him with pity
  • As if they could already predict that his future was a bleak one
  • He always tried to be as positive as he could and it helped that Sungwoo was 101% willing to be Daniel’s bromate till he dies lmao
  • He liked to comfort himself saying that his mate might be different from others
  • Maybe she wouldn’t reject him and accept him for who he was
  • How he met you was completely out of the blue
  • He was meeting up with Jisung at the book store when he suddenly smelled peaches and wrinkled his nose
  • “Jisung hyung, did you bought peaches? It has such a strong smell.”
  • It didn’t take less than 5 seconds for Jisung to realized !!! like how dense was this boy
  • “Kang Daniel, thATS THE SMELL OF YOUR MATE!”
  • Daniel’s eyes widen as he started sniffing around to look for the source of the scent
  • He soon found the origin as he saw your presence at the register
  • If he ever said Jihoon’s eyes were like looking at the stars, yours were literally showing him the path to heaven
  • He didn’t know to approach you like he was just FREAKING OUT
  • His wolf side was messing with him and the pull was just driving him crazy
  • You were behind the counter using your phone and you were looking sideways once in a while to see anyone needed help
  • The bookshop was near where you lived and it was also helpful to have some income while you studied
  • Till this day, you were grateful to have this job as you have never met any rude customers unlike your other friends who did complain that they have customers who just outright refused to pay, tried to haggle a fixed price etc
  • Plus the owner was a super sweet lady who did give you her homemade blueberry pies all the time
  • You had been keeping an eye on the sandy blonde hair who had been in the same corner for the last half an hour
  • He looked like he was actively searching for something
  • You decided to approach him cause helping a customer to get the right book was part of your job
  • But as you walk towards him, you were sort of lightheaded and your heartbeat rose
  • It was part of the pull but hey, you didn’t know what the heck it was
  • “Do you need help with anything?”
  • The sound of your voice was so hypnotizing and the pull didn’t help him out as he was so close to wanting to press your lips against his
  • He knew he was infatuated with you even if he knew nothing about you
  • When you stared at him, his heart felt soft and fuzzy yet, he also felt his body turning numb and he couldn’t move
  • You weren’t sure as to why your body was reacting this way as your lips have unknowingly curved into a smile and you were fidgeting
  • You just thought he was one extremely attractive male
  • Jisung who was next to him was sort of smirking and he gave a knowing look to Daniel
  • Daniel on the other hand, was literally hinting ‘PLEASE SEND HELP’ to Jisung
  • Jisng snorted but he still told you his friend didn’t need any help and nudged Daniel’s arm, going ‘right, Daniel????’
  • Daniel stuttered saying yes, his cheeks having a tinge of pink as he inhaled the scent of peaches that diffuse from you
  • He was sure you were his mate but this guy was shyyyyy
  • He was going to approach you but you beat him to it
  • When Daniel was paying for his Harry Potter Collection and Jisung’s cooking books, you asked if you could have his number
  • You slide over a piece of receipt and told him he could write it there
  • He was blushing till his ears at this point
  • You normally wouldn’t have initiated the first move since you were afraid of rejection
  • Somehow, you thought that this could be your lucky day but you some sort of attraction to him that you couldn’t pinpoint what it was
  • Your smile widen when he wrote it down and he felt his heart beating ten folds
  • “I - i should’ve been the one who asked.”
  • The first date involved you two eating dubbeokki at a street
  • You guys were supposed to go the pizza place after your work but it started raining so you two went to the nearest place to get shelter
  • It was not the most romantic setting, but you fell yourself for his charming personality and meeting him soon became a part of your routine  
  • He came to the bookstore a lot more times after that
  • Sometimes getting a comic book for Guanlin or he did drop by to pass you your favourite peppermint tea
  • One day, he asked you to be his girlfriend the same way you first approached him
  • He bought a book and wrote it on the receipt
  • It was pretty cheesy but you weren’t one for fancy things so you just giggled over it and said yes
  • Daniel was over the moon and his wolf side howled 
  • While you have met Jisung once and that one time Sungwoo tried to steal a glance of how you look cause he was curious of how his best friend’s mate look like (you still caught him in the end ;;;;)
  • You have not met the other guys yet although you had heard of their quirks based on what Daniel tells you
  • So Daniel invited you over to their home one day for their weekly ‘movie night’ a month after you guys have met
  • You got along with everyone very well and even Jisung’s, Sungwoon’s, Minhyun’s and Jaehwan’s mate who stayed together with the rest of the boys
  • You were surprised more of them weren’t living together tbh
  • Considering how big the house they lived in
  • The boys lived in a mansion that was in a forest and had up to 30 rooms and an infinity pool at the backyard
  • Before the movie, you had helped them to prepare dinner and during the meal itself, everyone was also asking if you needed more water or salt
  • There was not a better sight for Daniel to sight than seeing how well you blended with his other family
  • You were walking home alone after texting Daniel
  • He usually walked you home but this time he couldn’t
  • As it was a full moon tonight
  • “I’m so sorry I can’t pick you up tonight as uhhh … it’s Woojin’s birthday today and we are having an all boys pizza night.”
  • You could tell he was lying and feel disheartened seeing how he couldn’t fully trust you
  • But you knew better that you need to give him time and that he would eventually tell you so you don’t question him about it
  • “Ohh okay I understand. Wish Woojin ‘Happy Birthday’ for me.”
  • He knew that you weren’t totally convinced since well he was a terrible liar as his mum always taught him not to lie
  • However, he really couldn’t be near you while he was experiencing the heat as he needed to run out the discomfort in his wolf form
  • As you continued your journey, a few drunk and sleazy men came up to you, seeing as you were alone
  • They were putting their hand on your shoulders and just making you extremely uncomfortable
  • You shoved them off and was about to break into a run when you saw a wolf approaching you
  • While you love animals and was even studying to be a vet
  • You were definitely not prepared for this sight
  • The wolf with fur as white as snow growled and it frightened the drunk men who scampered off immediately
  • Strangely, you didn’t feel uncomfortable nor scared around the large animal
  • It was as if you knew it for a long time as you beckoned it over  
  • It came to you as it moved it’s head down as if asking you to pet it
  • You obliged, running your fingers across it’s furry head
  • That was Daniel in his wolf form who was literally having the time of his life as you pat his head
  • He had been going for a run in the forest when he smelled your scent
  • It was so easily distinguishable as not only it reminded him of his favourite peach soda but it was so distinct from the clear forest
  • Just from the scent, he could picture how you looked like  and he broke up into a smile  before “The Heat” started attacking him
  • His eyes furrowed when he smelled fear mixed with a hint of distress
  • Daniel ran without thinking of changing back to his human form as he was worried sick
  • Seeing you being surrounded by these disgusting group of people infuriated him as he snarled at them
  • As the white wolf, his aura was fierce enough to scare mere humans
  • But as his mate, you didn’t feel it at all
  • You continued to thank it as you stroke it’s ear and it followed you back home
  • Walking behind you as if it were your protector
  • You were amused when you reached your house, it had disappeared without a trace
  • Daniel had ran off to a forest as fast as he could as the heat was killing him
  • If he had to be near you any longer, he didn’t think he could control his wolf side
  • While you were able to see his wolf side, you still had no idea that wolf who had saved you was Kang Daniel, your very own boyfriend

A/N: I left a lot of hints that I MIGHT be doing for the rest of the members but I’m still not sure, what do you guys think? I will if there are requests for it ^^ THERE WILL BE A PART 2 TO THIS I’m writing this as a comfort for screwing up my maths test lol but I hope you guys like it!!!!

Requests are always open & feel free to message me anything at all :)

anonymous asked:

Hi there.. so i need a little help, my boyfriend is bi and a lot of times some idiot people give me that "he's attracted to men AND women how could you trust him" or the "since he's a bi he's more likely to cheat on you cause you know he might miss having sex with a woman" bullshit, well of course i try my best to make them realize how stupid they sound, but since you're the queen of dragging people how would you respond to this shit?

whenever i get told that shit it’s always by someone who has cheated before or has been cheated on. and i’m a bitch. so i’m quick to go for the jugular.

“you know donald, maybe this is why all your relationships fail because you’re too busy worried about my partner instead of yours and the 5 people you choose to cheat on him with/the 5 people he chooses to cheat on you with”

if you don’t know the person it’s harder to read but typically biphobic people have the same type of insecurities so you could say

“so i tell you i’m happy and you’re instinct is to? what? discredit my boyfriend? baby i’m gonna assume your love life is pretty miserable if you can’t muster a simple ‘i’m happy for you’ ”

or if their outfit is terrible

“sounds like someone gotta worry about their wardrobe than who i’m happily involved with. maybe then you’d find yourself a man too”

or if they were bullied as a kid, which is, cmon, most if not all. you could start this whole thing w

“so you were picked on as a kid and now that you don’t understand someone else you’re gonna do exactly what straight people did to you? cute.”

so on and so forth. make it about why the fuck they care so bad. a lot of the way i read depends on the person. kind of like Bianca Del Rio’s rolodex of hate. so look at the person, find a flaw, ask why the fuck they care + flaw, watch them fold in on themselves, and enjoy your beautiful boyfriend ❤

Imagine Loki coming to you years after you thought he was dead.

Originally posted by cotedepablosass

You glanced down at your phone for the millionth time that day and sure as you expected the missed calls had increased just as the messages. You knew it wasn’t because he was worried but because you had been actually ignoring him, and Tony Stark was not one to take that easily. You had explained you wanted time to yourself but as much as he tried to understand that he still couldn’t really.

You turned off your phone again and stuffed it in your pocket, fishing the keys to unlock the door to your apartment. You let out a tired sigh as you placed your files on the desk, making your way to living room almost in the darkness as there was practically no lighting.

“FRIDAY lights please?” you asked as you walked down the hallway and a short reply came after they were turned on.

“Yes mis, (Y/n). Mis, I must inform you that there is someone waiting in-”

“The living room.” you breathed out, completing the sentence as you practically stopped dead in your tracks at what stood in front of you “Uh thanks FRIDAY.” you blinked clearing your throat as you took hesitant steps towards the two men, both of them surprising for a different reason each.

“What the hell?” you narrowed your eyes at them “I thought you were- And you were- that you would- and you wouldn’t-you shouldn’t, should you? I saw you- and you- we murned- and you- and Odin- who was I talk-” you stuttered, unable to form a proper sentence as you looked back and forth between the two men, your heart hammering in your chest. You rubbed your temple, finding it impossible to understand what was happening.

“Always on point, you haven’t changed one bit love.” he said in the same smooth voice that would make shivers run down your spine with that kind of smile on his face that at times like this you wanted to whipe off so bad… maybe not in the most appropriate way.

“Shut up.” you growled but his smile only got bigger.

“Lady (Y/n)-” the blond man said with a smile and you blinked as you looked at him you shot him a glare, too mad about everything else to be happy to see him in front of you “It is great to see you.”

“Alive? Yeah I guess considering the shit that went down while you were MIA! I mean what the hell Thor?” you huffed.

“Really, what the hell?” you motioned to the man standing right next to him “What the hell?!” you breathed out looking at him and back at Thor “What the hair?” you whispered for a moment, seeing that his hair was shorter than the last time you saw him “What the hell?” you shook your head.

“Someone’s too excited to see us here then?” Loki asked with a smirk and you shot him a look that could have just as well killed him, for real maybe this time.

“I told you to shut up.” you growled “I thougt you were dead!” you exclaimed, giving him a harsh look “We all thought you were dead!” you huffed and he only smiled at you.

“Someone missed me much?” he chuckled and you literally fumed.

“We mourned you- I mourned you!” you huffed “For months!” you almost choked on a sob and you saw his eyes soften for a minute.

“Well, can’t take the trick out of a trickster.” he said with a smirk that wasn’t as mocking as before.

“You were never dead, right.” you nodded to yourself, realization downing on you even harder “And you didn’t even bother saying a thing not once right? Let me- us believe that you were dead.” you corrected yourself giving him a hard look.

“(Y/n)” Thor’s soft voice made you look at him “We need your help, things are- they are going downhill. And soon I am afraid the entire universe might be at risk.” he said sincerely and you sighed heavily. Even if he wasn’t here when you needed him during the fight that broke up between Tony and Steve you couldn’t deny him a thing when he asked you like this.

“You’re lucky I need a distraction.” you sighed “Just- just give me some time to wrap my mind around everything.” you mumbled turning to leave before you stopped on your tracks.

“Yeah I almost forgot.” you said in a low voice, turning and punching the black-haired man straight in the face. You actually made him stumble and hold his jaw, his eyes going wide as he huffed.

“That’s for lying to me and pretending you were dead.” you growled at him, pointing a finger before huffing and turning to leave them for a little while.

“Oh she missed me.” Loki breathed out, grinning to himself as he glanced for a moment at Thor.

“That’s what worries me the most.” Thor sighed, shaking his head as Loki raised an eyebrow.


“So… trouble in paradise?” you heard a voice ask and you rolled your eyes.

“Loki if you have not realized it I am working to find a way out of the situation you’re in, why don’t you go bother your brother?” you mumbled annoyed.

“Ooh so there is trouble in paradise.” he said and before you could realize it he waved your phone in front of your face and your eyes widened.

“That’s not yours to have.” you snatched it from his hand, glaring at you put it back in the chair you’d left it.

“But somehow your heart is?” he asked with a sly smirk and you scoffed at him, walk past him to go get a drink.

“Who told you that would ever happen?” you mumbled, not even giving him a glance.

“Has it not already?” he grinned at you and before you could realize it he was standing right in front of you. If he wasn’t this annoying and if you weren’t this mad at him for lying to you all this time – yes that actually hurt you more than you would admit – you would have let yourself really admire at how good he looked in this black suit. Because damn him he did look handsome as hell, the fact that he was tall and slim enough made him even more attracting but- you were too angry to let yourself get carried away.

“What do you want Loki?” you sighed, finally looking him fully in the eyes.

“Isn’t it obvious? To talk.” he shrugged and you sighed, shaking your head.

“I’m not in the mood, Excuse me if I’m too mad at you for everything you did.”

“Come on, it wouldn’t be the first time. But you always came back nonetheless.” he said with a small grin and you rolled your eyes.

“Let’s get you back in a cell and then we’ll see.” you said with a tight smile and he smirked, raising an eyebrow.

“Ooh kinky much?” he smirked and you groaned, trying to push past him back but he caught your hand.

“I told you I am not in the mood Loki, why don’t you fucking understand it?”

“Because I know you.” his voice was low and his breath fanned over your neck, making your shiver “And I know what you need better than you do… better than he does.” it was almost seductive and you willed yourself so hard to not fall for it.

“You have no idea what I want Loki.” you wanted your voice to sound harsh but it was only a low almost plea as you pushed – or tried to – away “You think you know, but you don’t really. There is more to the woman that you think you know but with this- with what you did, what you do and what you will keep doing, you don’t have a chance in knowing me.”

His grasp loosened and you found a way out “I tried to understand you, I did my best to give you a reason Loki. Despite what everybody thought, despite what my own friends thought of me for doing that I tried to reason with you. To see the man that nobody else could because you hid him all too well but you- you keep proving me wrong every chance you get. I thought I knew you, maybe I was wrong after all. And maybe you shouldn’t even try knowing me either- I wouldn’t want to when you keep acting like this.”

“You’re mad.” he whispered and you shook your head.

“No Loki I’m disappointed. I thought you were better than this. I thought you-” you sighed “I was wrong.”

“Maybe it’s because you don’t know me either, then.” he said but his voice held no playfulness in it.

“Well, then let me know you Loki. You’re the one holding back.” you shrugged and he took a step closer to you just as you had managed to put some distance between you.

“Am I?” he asked and what he did next was not what you expected and not something you could even comprehend yourself especially as you did the same seconds later. He kissed you.

Making Bruce Wayne blush

I felt inspired today, and so here’s for my second post on Tumblr…Some Bruce Wayne loving. Hope you’ll enjoy. 

WARNING : Mention of sex. 

(My masterlist blog here : https://ella-ravenwood-archives.tumblr.com)


Tonight, at yet another boring charity gala, you decided that your favorite game was DEFINITELY “Make Bruce Wayne blush”.
It wasn’t an easy game, and sometimes, when he was broodier than usual, it was like playing on “hard mode”…but it was so worth it when you succeeded.

Part one of your plan, was always to make him jealous. He was more receptive to your teasing when jealous. His mind was always somewhat slower when jealous, focused on the fact that it wasn’t him flirting with you, but some asshole he suddenly didn’t like at all. 

You rarely had the occasion to make him jealous though, as he rarely let go of you during one of those charity soirée. He knew you were uncomfortable at those, and he knew you found his arm around your waist comforting. Besides, he loved to show you off to anyone he’d talk to that night. And you absolutely loved that he liked it, it made you feel good about yourself, that billionaire ex-playboy Bruce Wayne was proud to date you. You were rarely alone…but sometimes, a particular guest would take up all his attention, and you’d slip away to the bar to get something to drink, and escape the boring conversation about trade and such. 

Tonight was one of those occasions, and to hell if you weren’t going to take advantage of it. 

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What Am I To You?

Summary: Taehyung was in love with you but you’re in love with someone else

Pairings: Kim Taehyung (V)/ Reader

Genre: Angst

Words: 5.5k

Warning: College au- so strong language and slight smut

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“Taehyung?” He looked up at you.

“Do you think I’m beautiful?” He arched his eyebrows. He thought, why would you ever think to ask?

“Of course you are.”

“Shhh.” Some student behind the both of you shh you for being too loud in the library.

“Thank you.” You sadly smiled.

The thing was you were best friends with Taehyung almost your whole life. You met in 6th grade and you clicked ever since, but only as friends. The only thing that you didn’t know was Taehyungs little crush on you turned to love. He didn’t want to jeopardize your friendship so he never said anything.

He was always there for you, through everything, even your worst breakups. It crushed him to see you with anyone else but it was even worse seeing you heart broken.

You both were so close you even made plans to go to the same college. And you did. It was already your second year and things were still good with you and Tae, but he secretly hated your boyfriend. Jake. You met him your first year of college because he was and still is Taehyungs roommate.

You have been dating Jake for almost a year now and you felt like you were in love but other times you felt he didn’t feel the same way, even though he says he is.

“Why would you even ask me that?” Taehyung broke your train of thought.

You just shrugged your shoulders as a response. “Do you want to finish studying in your room?” You asked.

“Sure.” He confirmed.


“Let’s hurry.” He glared at the shh student.


“Yay, now we can be loud.” You shouted.

You fell back onto Taehyungs bed. “Can I set you up?” You asked lifting your head to see if he was listening.

“What?” He looked at you off guard.

“There’s this really cute girl in my English class….you guys would be perfect.”

He rubbed his head while opening his book. “I dont know.”

“Please.” You begged.


“Okay….she kind of has this huge crush on you and I told her maybe we could double date?” You looked at him with puppy dog eyes.

He didn’t even know how to answer you honestly. “She thinks your hot.” You teased. “And don’t denied because you are.”

He was surprised from your compliment because you never had before. And you honestly thought Tae was hot. You always thought he was adorable but these past few years you noticed how much he has changed. He grew up well.

You always thought why he was never in a serious relationship because boy was he attractive. Throughout high school even, you had other girl friends who had crushes on him. He would date a lot but never been in a relationship more then a week for all you knew.

“Come on Tae Tae.” You used his nickname against him. You jumped up from his bed and threw your arms around him from behind. “It’ll be fun.” He sighed.

“Fine…for you.” You squealed in excitement.

“Thank you.” You started tickling him and he laughed while grabbing you and pushing you on the bed. He grabbed your hands as you tried to attempt to tickle him again. He was towering over you giggling when you heard the door open.

“What’s up guys?” Jake walked through the door.

It didn’t faze him to see you both in your previous position. He was never jealous of you and Tae together. He stubbornly knew he had no competition.

Tae immediately got off of you and sat back down in his chair. You stood up to greet your boyfriend. “Hey babe.”

He leaned in and pecked your lips then moving down to suck your neck. “I’ve been so horny thinking about you last period.” He moaned in your ear.

Taehyung could clearly hear and made a face of disgust.

“Wow, I can see that.” You giggled.

“I want to fuck you so bad.”

Taehyung slammed his book shut and stood up. He started to walk towards the door.

“Thanks man….hey could you put a sock on the door.” Jake winked at you causing you to blush.

Taehyung glared at both of you annoyed. You gave him an apologetic smile and he walked out.

As soon as Taehyung left, Jake was practically ripping your clothes off. You didn’t have time for foreplay, he wanted you now and that’s what he got.


Taehyung went to his friends room. “What’s wrong now?” Hoseok asked.

“They basically threw me out so they can fuck each other.” Taehyung said pissed off.

“That’s rough.” Jimin felt sorry for his friend.

“Maybe you should forget about her and find someone else.”

“I’ve tried….I can’t get her out of my head.”

“You can’t blame him….shes a tease.” Jimin interrupted.

“Don’t talk about her like that.” Tae defended you.

“I’m sorry Tae, I know she’s your friend but it almost seems like shes leading you on and its working.”

“I’ve been friends with her since I was little, she’s not like that.”

“We see the way she’s with you, sometimes the way she talks to you or even the way she touches you….thats not a friendship kind of way.”

“She’s just affectionate.” He still defended you.

“I don’t know man…I think she secretly likes you.” Jimin finished.

Tae shook his head to disagree. “I agree.” Hoseok spoke up.

Taehyung tilted his head back annoyed.

“Thanks guys but we’ve been friends for so long, I think that would of come up by now.”


An hour later you decided to text Tae and tell him the coast was clear. You even added that you were very sorry, it wasn’t your intentions.

He went back to his room and he noticed Jake was on the phone laughing. Taehyung figured you went back to your room.

Taehyung decided to lay in bed playing with his laptop. “Okay I’ll see you later.” Jake said flirty through the phone. Tae had a strong feeling that it wasn’t you.

“Sorry about before man.” He perked up on the bed breaking Taes train of thought. “I couldn’t help myself….(Y/N) has one of those sexy bodies that once you think about it, you get an instant boner.” Jake laughed and Tae rolled his eyes without him noticing.

He hated how he talked about you, like you were some toy to show off.

“I really needed that, the way she is under me-”

Tae cleated his throat. “Yeah I bet.” He laughed sarcastically.

“Man you need to get laid….did (Y/N) tell you about the double date?” Jake asked.


“No buts man….you need to get some ass.” Jake was inconsiderate. “Hot piece of ass I should add.”

“Okay whatever.” Tae finally agreed.

“Yeah….so are you a virgin?”

“W-what?” Tae asked surprised by the sudden question.

“You know….have you had sex before?” Jake further explained.

“Once.” Tae said nervously. And it was the truth.

You took Taehyung to several parties and the one night you gave in to an ex boyfriend who you knew was cheating and broke up with. You got drunk and were desperate. Taehyung got so upset he downed several drinks which ended up with him sleeping with some girl.

“Once? C'mon man….do you at least watch porn?”

Tae felt uncomfortable with this whole thing. He shrugged his shoulders.

“Okay, I’ll tell you plenty of sites to check out.” He winked.

“It’s one date, I wasn’t planning on having sex.” Taehyung shrugged his shoulders.

Jake laughed at his reaction. “Really man….nice guys finish last remember, be confident.”

“At least go to third base.” Tae slightly shook his head to disagree but Jake took it as him confused. “You know letting her give you a blow job or eating her out.”

“I don’t-”

“Trust me….girls are all over those things.”

“Maybe.” Tae said to just shut him up.

“That’s my man.” Then he got up. “I’m going to get ready.”

“For what?” Tae asked.

“The date stupid.”

“That’s tonight?” Taehyung panicked.

“Yeah so you better get ready.”


“Heyy.” You greeted Nayeon your new friend from class.

“Hi….do I look okay?” She asked.

“You look beautiful.” You smiled. You were so excited. You really hope her and Taehyung hit it off. You felt bad for your best friend, you thought he was lonely. You barely see him date and you thought he needed a little push.

“Let’s go.” You laced with her arms.


“Girls like bad boys….act like you don’t care it drives them crazy.” Jake tried to give advice to Taehyung while they waited for the girls but he wasn’t fully listening.

“You know what else drives them nuts.”

Taehyung arched his eyebrows. “Playing hard to get….like you’re not interested.”

Taehyung attention went to both girls as they made their way over. Tae was taken back at your beauty. You smiled at him first.

You yourself was taken back by Taehyungs appearance. You never have been more affected by him. He was wearing all black with a red jacket. You tried not to stare at your best friend and looked at your actual boyfriend.

“Hey babe.” Jake grabbed you pulling you in for a desperate kiss.

“Hi.” Taehyung sweetly bowed for Nayeon.

She blushed at him in the process. You watched as you tried to get out of your boyfriends horny grasp.

“Let’s go.” You glared at him.


At the restaurant, you were quite surprised how nice it was. You felt a little uncomfortable because you knew this was out of Jakes price range. It’s nice that he picked such a nice place but you were positive he wouldn’t be able to pay for it.

“Table for four? Come this way.” You all followed the waitress. Jake sat next to you and Tae and Nayeon sat across, next to each other. It was cute how nervous she was. You were surprised how Tae was feeling. He didn’t seem nervous at all, you couldn’t tell to be honest. He was always hard to read these days.

The waitress wrote down your drinks and left. You kept feeling Jakes hand make his way up your shirt. You warned him several times not to do that by the fifth time you had to tell him verbally.

“Please don’t make this uncomfortable for me.” You whispered.

You could tell how pissed off he was by the way he slouched in his chair.

You looked over across the table and you saw Taehyung and Nayeon engaged in a conversation. They were smiling, almost like they were a real couple. You couldn’t help but feel jealous but you couldn’t figure why. It’s not like you liked your best friend, at least in that way.

Taehyung tried his best not to pay attention to you, but you couldn’t look away from him.

You glanced at the waitress as she set the food on the table. You also followed Jakes eyes who were on the waitress the entire time and as she left. It was obvious he was checking her out. You looked away but caught Taehyung looking at you distraught.

He instantly knew how you felt, he also wondered why you never confronted him about it.

You cleared your throat bringing the attention to you. “So any plans after?”

“How about a movie?” Nayeon suggested.

“That’s a great idea.” You agreed.


After you ate Jake pulled the ‘I don’t have enough money card’. He only pulled out a twenty dollar bill and Taehyung agreed to pay the rest.

You handed Jake your debt card and told him to go buy the tickets.

“I’m sorry….you shouldn’t have to do that.” You apologized to Tae.

“That’s okay.” He shrugged.

“No it’s not, that place was too expensive and it was his idea to go there, he should of paid.” You rolled your eyes. “I’m going to make him pay you back.”

“Well how is he paying for the movie tickets?” He asked.

“I gave him my card.”

Taehyung looked at you surprised but quickly turned to anger. He opened his mouth to speak but you beat him to it.

“It’s fine Tae.”

“It’s not, you shouldn’t have to pay for all of us.”

“I agree.” Nayeon spoke up.

“It’s fine….I’m happy to spend it on my friends.” You smiled.

Nayeon did a fake smile and Taehyung just looked at Jake and rolled his eyes as he made his way over.

“Taehyung please just let it go.” You used his whole name, but he wasn’t budging. “For me?”

He looked at you sadly. He hated how you let people walk all over you. Especially when your boyfriend was the main victim.

“Let’s go.” Jake signal you to follow.

He grabbed your hands pulling you in quickly so he could wrap his arm around you. He planted a sloppy kiss on your lips and slapped your ass.

Taehyung clenched his fist as he stood behind you. Nayeon moved in closer next to Tae and grabbed his hand. She figured he was only mad at you paying for the tickets not what he just witness.

He calmed down as he looked at Nayeon. She had a genuine personality, just like you. He could see how you were friends.

You got to the room where your movie was playing after paying at the concession stand. You all decided to sit farther in the back. You and Jake in the last row with Tae and Nayeon right in the row before.

The theater only just started trailers as Jake shoved his tongue in your mouth. It was almost like he forgot you were in a theater the way he fondled your breast.

He let his hand travel farther down, making his hand crawl up your skirt. He started rubbing your sensitive area outside of your underwear making you slightly moan.

You pulled away seeing Taehyung and Nayeon looking back at you. “Sorry.” You slapped Jake as he chuckled.

Throughout the movie Taehyung noticed how you and Jake were making out more then watching the movie, but you eventually got annoyed as he kept trying to finger you. It could never be just a simple kiss with Jake, he always had to turn into a horn dog.

Taehyung thought back to his advice he heard from Jake. Make her think you’re not interested, basically making you jealous. But he also figured you didn’t like him anyway so maybe use Nayeon to get over you. He wanted to get over you, because it was obvious to him that you didn’t like him more then friends.

He made the first move by reaching over for Nayeons hands. He gently interlocked his figures with hers. She nervously smiled feeling his warm hand in hers.

After you all stepped out of the movie the girls went to the bathroom.

“Thank you (Y/N).” Nayeon had the biggest smile.

“Your welcome.” You smiled back, you were happy they were connecting but you felt a little envious but you couldn’t figure out why.

“I didn’t know you and your boyfriend were so serious.” She winked.

“Yeah….hes great.” You pretended.


“So you going to her room?” Jake wiggled his eyebrows.

“I just met her.”

“Remember what we talked about dude, she is so gonna sleep with you, (Y/N) told me she is crazy about you.”

“I’m not-”

“Please dude.” Jake begged.

“Oh I get it, you’re trying to get rid of me so you can fuck.” Taehyung said angry.

Jake shook his head. “Okay maybe, but I’m not lying, go get some ass dude.”

You both heard a throat clearing. You and Nayeon were standing there. It was obvious to them that you and Nayeon heard them. Taehyung just looked at you both apologetic.

“Come on babe.” Jake reached for you and Taehyung stayed a little to walk with Nayeon.

“Okay see ya’s later.” Jake dragged you into his room and shut the door in front of Tae and Nayeon face.

Jake immediately pushed you down on the bed and started tugging down your skirt. “Jake what did you tell Tae?”

“Huh?” He kissed up your thighs.

“What did you say to Tae?” You said more assertively.

He didn’t stop kissing you. “Jake.” You said louder.

“What?” He whined.

You glared at him. “I didn’t tell him anything bad, I just told him to get laid.”


“Why are you so mad, what’s the big deal?” He asked.

“Taehyungs not like that.” You argued.

“He needs a push alright, he said he’s only slept with one girl so I gave him some manly advice.”

Taehyungs had sex? You felt a sting in your gut from the thought. Why hasn’t he ever told You? You have been friends for years.

“You’re a man?” You snapped. Then you left his room in anger.


“I’m sorry for what you heard.” Taehyung walked Nayeon to her room. “I promise I’m not like him.”

“It’s okay.” She smiled. “You want to go inside?”

She opened her door. “My roommates with her boyfriend tonight.”

Taehyung swallowed nervously. “Okay.”

She pulled his hand inside leading him to the bed. She sat down next to him nervously.

He looked around her room not sure of what to do. “Tae.” She whispered.

As soon as he looked in her direction she brought her lips to his. He was a little surprised at first but he eventually responded. Their lips moved in sync not bothering to pull away. He snaked his arm around her waist bringing her closer.

He knew it was wrong but he couldn’t help but think of you. He struggled with his feelings and how he felt at that very moment. He wanted to get over you, he needed to get over you because he knew he never had a chance with you.

The kiss got deeper immensely as she pushed Tae farther on the bed so he was laying down. She moved in a different position so she could straddle his waist.

She leaned down leaving wet kisses along his neck making sure marks were visible. He felt up her chest from under her shirt just as she started rocking along his hips. She was creating friction with every movement, making his member hard. She herself got excited from the effect she had on him.

Tae felt Nayeon grab the waist buckle of his pants. He felt a hitch in his breathing as she tugged on the fabric. She immensely pulled away to catch her breath.

“So Jake said that you should get laid?” Nayeon bit her lip.

“I don’t expect us to have sex on the first date.” Taehyung sweetly stated.

“Okay….but what about something else?” Nayeon got off the bed and went to her knees in front of him. He immediately thought differently of her. He thought she was shy but this changed everything. He thought nothing negative but just surprised.

She started to unbuttoned his pants and quickly went down to the zipper.

Taehyung sat up to watch her movements. His stomach erupted with butterflies watching her fondle his zipper.

“We don’t have to do this.” He shook.

“No worries.” She said flirty. “I want to.”

She tugged on his pants revealing the waistline of his boxers. She leaned up closer and started to pull on them just enough to expose him.

She smiled as soon as she saw his stiffened member. She grabbed him and immediately started pumping. His breathing picked up with her touch. He closed his eyes feeling the pleasure build up as soon as she brought her mouth around his member licking the tip.

Nayeon eventually stopped the teasing and started bobbing her head. Taehyung moaned quietly tilting his head back. He could feel his pleasure rising with every pump. He wasn’t gonna last long. He clenched the bed sheets underneath him as he reached his climax.

She giggled feeling him shoot up into her mouth. She licked up the remaining juices dripping down his member. She leaned back licking her mouth clean.

“You okay?” She giggled.

Taehyung was still titling his head back trying to catch his breath. When he looked back up he was surprised how she went back to her shy state so quickly.

“Yeah.” He pulled his pants back up. She climbed back to the bed sitting next to him.

“I’ve liked you for a while Tae.” She bit her lip. “Well since the beginning of the year.” She corrected.

“Why?” He asked. “Just curious.”

“You’re different then most guys.” Taehyung looked up at Nayeon. “Your just sweet and caring and generous….I could go on.”

“When (Y/N) first told me about you, I expected that you were a couple, so I was surprised that you weren’t.”

She brushed her hair behind her ear. “I don’t understand how she could be best friends with you and not have feelings for you.” She giggled.

“She’s blind.”

“Thank you.” He smiled.

“Do you have feelings for her?” He was taken back by the sudden question. “It’s fine if you do….you can tell me.”

He nodded. “But its clear she doesn’t like me like that so I’ve decided to move on.”

“I don’t know about that honestly….” She smiled. “Or at least stop daydreaming and see that’s there better guys out there then Jake.” She made a face.

Taehyung laughed in the process. Then he leaned in giving her a passionate kiss which she gladly accepted.


Taehyung walked back to his room slowly thinking about Nayeon. He liked her. He thought she was sweet and logical and he feels like he could get over you in no time. But he secretly didn’t want to.

When he reached his door he was surprised he still saw a sock on the door. He leaned in closer and felt disgusted when he heard moaning sounds and the bed rocking. He groaned and headed towards Jimin and Hoseoks room.

As he started to make his way over his phone rang. As soon as he pulled it out of his pocket, he was surprised as he saw your name flashing.

“Hello?” He said confused.

“Hey what’s up? Do you want to hang out a bit?” His confusion grew.

“Where are you?”

“My room silly?” He knew something was off.

“I thought you were with Jake.” He stated.

“I was but he was being a jerk so I left.” Then it hit him, Jake was cheating.

Taehyung quickly made it to your room knocking on your door loudly.

“Hey you’re here fast.” You opened the door.

Taehyung want to tell you but he felt like it wasn’t his place to do so. He wanted Jake to come clean himself.

“What’s wrong?” You asked as you saw your friend distraught.

Taehyung didn’t say anything he just walked in and sat on your bed. “Why did you fight with Jake?”

“It wasn’t a big fight, he’s just an idiot that’s all.” You defended him.

“You’re staying together?” Tae asked hoping to hear the answer he wanted to here.

“Yeah why?” You giggled. “Look Tae, I know he hasn’t been your favorite person lately but he’s not a bad guy.”

“I’m happy.” You spoke before Taehyung could.

Then he looked down at his lap. “He’s not right for you.”

“Why do you say that?” You started getting offensive.

“He’s just an asshole, he doesn’t treat you right.” He raised his voice. “He doesn’t deserve you.”

You looked away angry. You knew Jake can be an ignorant ass sometimes but he wouldn’t do anything to hurt you. He loves you. Right?

“Tae please don’t do this?”

“Why?” He stood up. “I’m your best friend, I’m trying to protect you.”

“I don’t need you to protect me, you’re not my dad.” You stood up as well. He turned around to avoid your glare. “You’re my friend and that’s all you’ll ever be.”

He looked at you once again heart broken. “I guess you don’t know what a friend is then.” He softly spoke and walked towards your door leaving you by yourself.

Tears fell from your eyes as you felt every emotion hit you. You instantly had regret. Taehyung was only trying to help you and you pushed him away.

But why was he saying all this now? You have been together with Jake for a year now and he practically lived with him, shouldn’t this come up sooner?

You rested your head on your pillow letting the tears fall.


Its been two days now and you still haven’t talk to Taehyung nor has he talked to you. You’ve had fights before but this is already the longest you haven’t spoken to him. He was always the cheerful one to settle the fight first. Make amends. But his was different. You didn’t realize how heart broken you made him feel.

Especially when he knew something terrible about your boyfriend and all you did was defend him.

Taehyung decided to move on, he thought it was for the best. He thought maybe he can finally get over you.

Your first class you sat down in the front row. You were usually pretty early.

“Hey (Y/N).” Nayeon greeted you.

“Hey.” You smiled.

But before you could have a full conversation someone grabbed her hand pulling her away from you. You followed where they went back a few rows.

You didn’t get a good glance at the person until they settled in their seats. Taehyung? It was Taehyung who pulled Nayeon away. The only thing it didn’t look like Taehyung. He died his hair blonde? Why?

Plus he pulled your seating buddy away from you. He was being cold. You glanced behind your shoulder and snuck a look at your friend and your ex best friend. They were giggling together. Then you were blown away as you saw him bring her into a kiss passionately.

They were together that quick?

You felt like you couldn’t breath. Everything was changing before your eyes. You wiped a stray tear as the teacher finally made an appearance.

“Settle down class.” The teacher groaned. “You two separate.” He pointed and you looked back following his finger. Taehyung and Nayeon were still engaged in a kiss.

“Now.” He raised his voice making the class chuckle. They finally separate with a fit of giggles.

You couldn’t pay attention to class one bit. You felt like you were being suffocated.

“Hey (Y/N).” You heard a voice linger behind you. “Class is over.” Nayeon tapped your shoulder.

“Come on Nayeon.” You heard Tae spoke.

Nayeon noticed something was wrong. “You can catch up with Jungkook, I’m going to walk (Y/N) to her next class.”

You slightly lifted your head up as you saw Taehyung make a face.

“Please, I’ll see you later.” She grabbed his cheek pecking his lips.“ He nodded and left.

“Come on.” You stood up as she walked you to the door.

You stopped by the cafeteria as you both still had a half hour till your next class. “You gonna tell me what’s wrong.” Nayeon bought you a coffee.

“Has Taehyung mentioned me?” She was surprised by the sudden question.

“No why?”

“He hates me.” You held back your tears.

“No he doesn’t.” She giggled but she didn’t know what has happened.

“Yes he does…we had a fight and he hasn’t talked to me since.”

“Since when?”

“Two days ago.” You looked up at her with a serious expression.

“Maybe because he’s been with me.” She tried to be optimistic.

“You seen him this morning.” Then she realized, you have always sat together first period.

“I’ll talk to him no worries.” She smiled. You actually felt the weight lift off your shoulders. Nayeon was a sweet cheerful person, you were sure she would be the peace maker.

“So you guys are official I see.” You changed the subject, plus you were generally curious

“Yeah…thanks to you.” She smiled.

“Since the date?” You asked.

“Yeah after you and Jake left us we headed back towards my room.” She bit her lip flirty.

“Oh right sorry about that.”

“Trust me it’s okay.” She blushed. Don’t tell me they had sex. That was the first thought that came to your head, just by her signals.

“So what did you do?” You arched your eyebrows.

She was a blushing mess she covered her face. “I can’t tell you.”

“What? Did you have sex or something?” You said with a hint of attitude while sipping your coffee.

“No but close.”

You just shrugged your shoulders. “I gave him a blow-” She mumbled making you choke on your coffee but it was clear what she said.

“You okay.” She handed you napkins.

“You what?” You wiped your face. “Did you say a blow-”

Nayeon shhh you for saying it so loud. “Yes…please be quiet.”

“What the fuck Nayeon….after the first date?” You judged your friend. You were honestly angry. It was probably your jealousy getting the best of you even though you would never admit it.

“I can’t believe it….I would never thought he would do that?”

“He didn’t do it…it was my idea.” She mumbled some more.


“We started making out and we were just caught up in the moment….we decided not to have sex at least.” She panicked. “Stop looking at me like that it’s not like we were strangers.”

She had a point.

“I’m sorry….I just cant picture either of you doing that, especially on the first date.” She just shrugged.

“I really like him and I think he likes me.” She blushed. “I’m still nervous around him”

“I’m happy for you.” You pretended.

You wanted to be but for some reason you found it repulsive. You didn’t understand your feelings because you don’t like Taehyung more then a friend. Or do you?

You can’t, you’ve been friends for too long, it would be weird. You shook your head trying to forget about your thoughts. You didn’t like him like that, you just missed him only paying attention to you, no matter how selfish that sounded.


Later that day you went to Taehyung room, you needed to talk to him. You slowly knocked on the door nervously.

As soon as he saw you his face dropped. He seemed like a whole different person, not just because of his hair but his style and attitude were different.

“Jakes not here.” He said with no emotion.

“I don’t care about Jake I want to see you.”

“Why, we’re not friends.” You were blown away, this wasn’t him.

“I’m sorry for what I said, I didn’t mean it okay.” You begged. “Please can we talk.” He opened the door wider for you but he did it with annoyance evident in his face. He sat down on his bed while you tried to start your apology.

He folded his arms waiting. “Look I’m an idiot okay.” You smiled falsely.

“I promise I didn’t mean-” Before you could speak the door opened up. Jake.

“Hey babe.” He said while hugging you from behind. Perfect timing. He started kissing your neck and you pulled away.

“Not now okay.”

“You’re not still mad at me are you?” He snapped.

“Looks like you guys need to talk.” Taehyung grabbed his jacket and headed towards the door.

“Tae wait, I need to talk to you.”

“Your boyfriends more important.” Then he left, just like that.

“What’s wrong with you today?” Jake looked at you.

“Nothing okay.” You sped towards the door.

“I haven’t seen you all day?”

“I’m sorry I need to go.” You rushed.

“You rather chase him then be with me.” He was angry.

“No but he’s dealing with something okay.” You lied.

“Fine….but I want to see you later.” You nodded and left.

You sped up after Tae quickly. You saw him about to meet up with Nayeon as she was sitting on a bench a little away.

“Tae wait.”

He looked surprised as he turned around. “What do you want?” He snapped.

“Why are you being like this, this isn’t you…this isn’t your hair.”

“Why do you care?” He asked.

“Because you’re my best friend.” You stated the obvious.

“Last I checked we weren’t.” He said coldly.

“You decided that on your own.” You argued.

“No all I was doing was try to help you and you pushed me away, you wouldn’t even listen to what I had to say.”

“What then? What was so important?”

He looked at you and didn’t say a word. “Why don’t you ask your boyfriend.” He turned around once again.

You saw Nayeon make her way over with a concerned look.

“Tae?” You tried one last time.

“Please I don’t want to talk to you. I don’t want Nayeon to worry.” You saw the innocence in his eyes that you remember.

“(Y/N)-” Nayeon started.

“She’s fine.” Tae started pulling her away but Nayeon eyes were still glued to yours.

You just smiled and waved at her as the tears finally fell from your eyes.


You slowly made your way back to your dorm. “Hey (Y/N).” Your roommate greeted you. “Jake was looking for you.”

You nodded and laid down for a bit. “You okay?”

“Yeah.” You sighed. You got up and decided to go see Jake. You needed to prove something to yourself.

When you reached his room you were confused by the rubber band on the door. You knocked a few times and entered like you normally do.

“Jake?” You cried.

There he was in bed with some blonde chick half way naked.

“Now I know what Taehyung wanted to tell me.” The tears fell.


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When you, stop wanting us

Originally posted by aomg-jaypark

It was funny.

Somehow you found it funny because everyone had warned you about dating a celebrity and he was. He was that exactly; a celebrity. He was a proper celebrity with proper fans and before he was your boyfriend, everyone warned you the danger of dating Jay Park but you were stubborn. In some ways when you think about it now, it was good that you were stubborn because loving Jay was the greatest thing you have done, loving Jay was easy and simple.

That was until it was no longer that.

There was always that, the familiar tone of ‘I told you so’ whenever people asked you about Jay nowadays but it was never that for you. They warned you of all the girls he were always with, all those songs he crooned and all the raunchy lyrics he wrote. It was never that with Park Jae-beom.

He was a man; a complete gentleman.

He made you happy, and when you met him it felt like forever since you’ve been happy. You were in your mid-twenties, young and beautiful. Your face reeked with youth and your smile never losing its ‘breath of fresh air’ but life as someone in mid-twenties was hard. You were trying to find yourself and you were trying to make a name for yourself. You were filled with passion and spirit to carve your name in the world and who would be more attractive at that age than a 30 years old CEO, who was filled with confident, youth, composure and security.

You found warmth in Jay.

You found love with Jay.

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"I Have To Study” - a short story

I wanna dedicate this to my good friend, Melissa, who tried to convince me that the man in this story was gay. Turns out, it’s much worse. Love you.

About eight or nine months ago, I was riding on the train, on my way to my boyfriend’s house from work. Sitting across from me is one of the finest men I’ve ever seen IN PERSON. No exaggeration. He’s Mexican, clean-cut, well-dressed. Really pretty brown skin, dark hair kinda like that poofy up-do Bruno Mars used to have. Bushy brows, the way I like! He was wearing this tan trench coat and a serious ass expression on his face, and his hands were in his pockets. Basically looked like he didn’t wanna be bothered. It was sexy though lol. But obviously, I’m just looking because I’m happily taken at this point. 

The next day, when I head to lunch at work, I see the same guy in the cafeteria at my job. I was like what the fuck… is he following me? Lmao. He looked up when I came in but then ignored me completely. I stared at him the entire time until he got up and left, he was just too fine yall. I wish I could post pictures lmao. The next day, I saw him yet again and he was with a group of trainees. So finally it made sense why I saw him on the train and at my job. He was about to start working there *insert Birdman hand rub*. Lol even when I have a man, I can appreciate some eye candy around the workplace even if I have no intentions of trying anything. He worked in the department right next to mine and they were always over in our section so I got to look at him every day. I wasn’t the only one admiring either lol, even an older lady I know said every time he walked past her, she just

So anyway, fast forward to September 14, 2017.

Here’s the scene. It’s my 25th birthday. I’m at work looking cute as fuck. I’m single and tryna mingle. So I decide to go ahead and take a chance and shoot my shot at him. Umm.. we just gone call him Javi because I don’t wanna use his real name. 

So I been noticing lately that this guy I know in my department, we’ll call him Carter, has been hanging around Javi a lot lately. He stops at his desk every time he walks past and always goes to stand with him whenever we all do things as a group. One of my work friends who had an inckling that Carter was gay thought that something might be going on between them. I mean, anything is possible, but I wasn’t gonna assume that just based off of her thoughts. I mean, she thought her own boyfriend was gay when she first met him because he had a lisp. And her only reasoning for thinking Carter was gay was that he takes his shoes off sometimes when he’s sitting at his desk. 

Anyway, I approach Carter and bring up his friendship with Javi and ask how old he is? It turns out he’s way too young for my taste when it comes to dating, and I just say nevermind and walk away. But now Carter’s all in my business trying to find out why I’m curious and saying “I could get his number for you, I got you”. I decline, but of course when he comes back from his break, he has a sticky note with Javi’s name and number on it and hands it to me. Didn’t even tell the guy who I was, just that someone was interested in him. I had no intentions of using it at first cause I thought the shit was kinda creepy, butttttt he did know about it and gave his number up willingly. And in all honesty, I’d still hit even though I wouldn’t seriously date him. So what the hell, right?

So I text him that night and give him my name and he immediately knows who I am, even though we’ve never spoken before. He asked me what was on my mind and I told him straight up that I was really physically attracted to him and I wanted to know if we could be friends, who have sex sometimes lmao. He said we could talk. I’m like…..talk? And he said yeah, how else would anything start. So I’m thinking okay okay, so he’s fucking with it. He wants to make something happen. He said he saw my art that I’d presented at our work talent show that night and he asked to see more of it. And he’s clearly trying to keep the convo going so he must be interested. 

After a while though, I notice that he texts as if he’s writing poetry or bible verses or some shit. Like everything sound deep as fuck. And when I bring it up, he says the bible is his favorite book. I think back to all the times I saw him reading alone at lunch and realize oh..it was the bible. That’s cool or whatever. Then he sends me an actual bible verse. So I’m like “Okay so you’re very religious? Does this mean casual sex is out of the question? Or sex, period? I guess?” And he says “It hurts to say it, but yes. I would prefer to not induldge in that.”


At this point, I’m thinking there’s no way my sex life could get any worse. There’s nothing that can happen that hasn’t already happened. And then I run into a nigga who’s saving himself for marriage. The one I been lusting after for eight months now. If yall know me at all, you know I wasn’t about to just completely give up after that. I was willing to settle for fucking MAKING OUT AND DRY HUMPING if I had to. I could always get intercourse from someone else lol. So I ask about kissing. He says “Haha I can give you a holy kiss, as saying hello”. I’m like no tongue???? What the fuck is happening? Why the fuck wouldn’t he tell me all this in the beginning when I first told him that I wanted to fuck? His response to that was that we wouldn’t be talking now if he had. 

So I just go ahead and let him know we can be cool and everything, but we’re just completely incompatible. I’m still in my hoe phase right now, I’m not trying to do anything but fuck and be friends. And he can’t give me the one thing I want most. Even if I didn’t just want sex, we wouldn’t work in a committed relationship either. I’m like the opposite of what a Christian man should be going after. And that’s coming from one wholesome motherfucker. We text more that night, pretty much just me asking him questions about his religion because I don’t know how all that works. I know Christian people, but obviously not any who takes it as seriously as he does. 

This nigga don’t listen to secular music, watch TV, or do anything for fun really (his words). He just goes to bible study every day, gets haircuts, eat, study, and talk. That’s what he listed as his favorite things to do. And since he’s constantly studying for church in his downtime, he pretty much never hangs out with anybody. He has friends at work but says they don’t hang out because they have different mindsets. He did mention that if I needed physical affection, he could give me a massage. That’s how he shows physical affection. It’s better than intercourse, according to him. But idek how to feel at this point, I was taking in too much information at once lmao. And every time I learned something new, I would think “He can’t be serious” “Am I being punk’d” “This nigga is not fr”. But he told me he wanted to help me with my Spanish, so I figured at least I had that. I really needed someone fluent to practice speaking it with. 

So the whole next week at work, whenever we walk past each other, he can’t help but smile at me and his smile is so pretty that I can’t help but smile back. It was lowkey pissing me off cause it wasn’t fair how fine he is and I can’t even put my hands on him!!!!! I’m sure we looked goofy as hell to everyone around us, steady smirking at each other like we was in on some inside joke nobody else knew about. We ate lunch together once. And we’d text each other in Spanish. He texted me every single day to say good morning and we’d have long convos after work til almost 3am. I found out he’s been looking at me just as long as I’ve been looking at him! He said he notices everything about me… when I change my hair, how I always sit at a desk in the back facing the wall, how I’m always so into my music at work. I never even knew he saw me at all before this. And naturally, all this shit is starting to make me feel mushy and I really did enjoy talking to him, even though I thought he was weird as fuck at first. 

And come to find out, he’s only been living his life this way for the past eight months (yeah, that’s right, eight months) when he really got into the bible more. I’m over here thinking he’s a complete virgin, but he’s had four girlfriends and has had sex before and been intimate in all the ways I WANTED to be intimate with him. Just not the past eight months. And if I allowed him to MASSAGE me, I’d be the first woman he ever did it to. I’m thinking okay… so if he’s never done it before, he has no idea how he’s gonna react to it when it’s actually happening. He’d told me before that he gets nothing out of sex beside some white creamy texture that comes out of him and makes him feel tingly, then he cleans himself and it’s over. Basically said he’d only have sex again to have the little girl he wants. He made it seem like he was really disgusted by it. And you know all my friends were like

They felt like he was into men and just hiding behind his religion. I didn’t know WHAT the fuck was going on. I  just knew he seemed to genuinely be into me and that was unfortunate because I was never gonna get to do him lol. I ain’t gone lie, after he said that shit I thought he might be gay too, but after being around each other more, I started defending him against my friends. Like shit… he just dedicated as fuck to his religion. I personally don’t understand it and wouldn’t wanna live that way, but he says he’s been tremendously happier in the past eight months and your happiness is the only thing that matters when it comes to how you live your life, nobody else’s. So I wasn’t about to try to corrupt him. But yall… he kept bringing up the massages. And Thursday night, the convo almost seemed…. sexual?

He said we can hang out any day as long as it doesn’t interfere with his work and that he was in need of a “rubbing”. He said he wanted us to “exchange rubbings” (LMAO) and that he wanted to give me that physical affection. Then he said it would be in his room or mine. Which threw me off…. cause I’m like ummm… he can massage a woman who’s not his wife alone in his bedroom? Idk, based on the other shit he told me, it didn’t seem like that would be appropriate? But shit, he knows better than me, so if he said it was cool it must be. And when I told him that he makes me blush a lot, he said “Without a touch? What will happen then?” and that I’d be overwhelmed…. and that shit made me think. Is this why tantric sex works so well???? LMAO. (I’ve always been interested in that, btw). 

But moving on. It’s Friday.

I notice he’s not at work that day. I was kinda sad about it cause I looked good as fuck, but whatever lol. When we text that night after I get home at midnight, he says he wants to hear me speak Spanish out loud and tells me to come over.

I’m like NOW??? After midnight??? He said he wanted me to come take a nap with him until he had to wake up at 4am to study for church, then he’d drive me home at 7 when he had to leave the house. Dude. So not only do you want me, a woman you’re not married to, to come over AFTER MIDNIGHT, but you wanna share a bed with me??? Solo???? En tu dormitorio?????!!! lmaooo. Nigga, I was stuffing White Castle in my face at the time, but I bagged that shit up real quick, fast, and in a hurry, took a good shit right quick, and got ready to go LMAOOOO. My friend was texting me saying I needed to gone head and let him put the tip in lol. But I’m like no…. I’m not gonna use this opportunity to try to pressure him. I respect his decision to not have sex til marriage and I enjoyed talking to him every day and didn’t wanna mess that up. Shit, I’m capable of laying next to a man I want and not jump his bones. I actually like when shit moves slow like that, the buildup makes everything better (when sex is actually the end goal). 

So I get all cute. He texts me when he’s outside. He smelling and looking good as fuck, as usual. And this time, he’s way more silly and normal than he is at work, and definitely more normal than he is through text. He was joking around with me the whole time, talking about how he had five aunts sleeping in bunk beds in his basement and I had to say hi to everybody when I got there lmaoo. And he was really laid back and cool as hell. Which just made me like him more. He teased me about turning the air on because I’m always cold. I was like “How would you know I’m always cold?” and he said “I already told you, I notice everything about you.” And I figured he must see me at work walking with my arms crossed trying to stay warm. *sigh*. 

When we get there, his room is fucking spotless as fuck. I was silently thanking God, ya’ll know I hate a man who lives dirty and Javi is only the second guy I’ve met who actually keeps his shit clean. I just sat down on the bed and he went and got us both some water, then he turned Netflix on this hugeeee fucking wide screen tv that was mounted on the wall. He had to go find the wifi password and shit cause he doesn’t actually use it because he doesn’t watch TV?? Idk why he has the biggest TV on earth in front of his bed then?? But whatever.

He had a nice BIG comfortable bed too, and he laid down sideways on my legs while I laid with my head against the headboard and we turned on The Office. Everything was going so chill…. we were laughing, talking, enjoying each other…. he touches my hands, asking me to rub his back and shit… ummhmmm… then he started to say something but stopped himself. And started mumbling. I’m like spit it out! He said he couldn’t if he wanted this space to stay holy and pure, and he knew what he was tryna say but it was about what was right and what was wrong. I said that’s fine, I’m not gonna try to persuade you to do anything you don’t wanna do. A little while later he was asking if I ever thought I would be there (I’m guessing with him, in his bed) and I said nope… it escalated quickly. And he agreed and said “a lot more could happen right now if we wanted it to…… but I can’t”. And once again I said I wasn’t gonna pressure him and didn’t wanna corrupt him. 

His dick was hard, I could tell cause he had these skinny ass jeans on before he laid down. And he took a pillow and said he was gonna sleep with it between his legs, tryna hide it and shit. He was telling me not to sleep on my side cause then he would have to come behind me. He took his shirt off. He said some more shit about where things could go at any moment and I asked him why he keeps talking about it if he doesn’t want it to happen?? Just going on and on and on. You wanna fuck or nah?? I would been down either way, but I needed him to make up his damn mind lmaobs. Then suddenly, this nigga jumps out of bed quick as fuck, turns the light on, starts putting a shirt on and I’m like what are you doing…. and he says he’s gonna take me home. WTF.

He was mumbling a bunch of shit….all I caught was “I guess this is my way of apologizing” but I didn’t care about what he was saying. I was just like whatever… put my shoes on and grabbed my bag. He was obviously confused about what he wanted. I knew this shit would happen. I don’t even know why I went. He was way too confident in his abilities to avoid temptation and talking about how only people with no equanimity allowed themselves to be tempted. So while we in the car, the convo went like this:

Me: Are you taking me home because you’re scared you might try something? 

Him: Why would I be scared, if I wanted to try something I would have done it 

Me: Then why are you taking me home?

Him: I have to study

Me: Okay but you were gonna study and take me home at 7am so what’s the problem?”

Him: I have to study

And that’s when I got mad and let him talk to himself for the rest of the ride home. I couldn’t believe this shit. I was gone for only two hours. I decided I was gonna leave him alone because he obviously needs to get his thoughts together on what he wants to do. It was all on him…. HE asked me to come over, HE asked me to share a bed with him, HE was the one all over me in bed and saying suggestive things, I was just going with the flow. Yeah, he was looking good as fuck and he thick as hell and his ass was looking extra grippable, but I didn’t try anything, didn’t even flirt. I was being respectful as fuck. I wasn’t gonna be the one he blamed for making him stray away from God or whatever the fuck lmao. So that has been my week. It’s the afternoon the next day now and I woke up thinking about this shit because his scent is still on me  *eyeroll*


Dicking Down to Wifing Up

“Horan! Hurry the fuck up!” Harry yells through the door. “People are starting to show up!”

Niall looks in the mirror and adjusts his quiff a bit, “Coming!”  He just had the blonde redone and was more than ready for their house party.

Harry snorts from the other side, “Sure thing. Just don’t leave a mess.” He jokes and Niall hears him go down the hall.

He rolls his eyes and leaves the room. You said you were going to be coming to the party and he was looking forward to that. He had been trying to convince you for the entire semester to attend a variety of the parties that his frat put on.

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My birthday present - A Carlisle Cullen imagine

Could I have a Carlisle X reader story please? If possible could it be a smuty story about him and his human mate and he is telling her how much she means to him because he’s waiting almost 400 years for her and he’d do anything for her? Thank you!!!


I have been working for Dr. Cullen for about four years now. I started as an intern while studying medicine at the University of Washington college in Seattle. I shadowed Dr. Cullen for about five minutes before I fell in love with him.
I try to keep a low profile about it, but somehow I think he knows. He must be used to all the ladies fawning over him. I still couldn’t help but blush when he compliments me.

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Request: heeeeyy, maybe you can do one on collins character, where’s she’s a civilian on the boat helping peter and George, and when collins gets on the boat she helps him and gets him settled and they’re both kinda into each other, but once they get back to the trains they know they have to separate but it’s all kinda flirty and fluffy and stuff xx

A/N: spoilers for Dunkirk ahead.


For the past six hours you had been sailing towards Dunkirk on your fathers boat, planning on getting as many soldiers as you could home.

You had hopped on the boat last minute, leaving your father no choice but to take you with him. Your father and brother were annoyed at first, but now they were glad you had came with them. Between George being injured and the shell shocked soldier you had picked up having panic attacks, you had been a great help. You watched over the two of them, as well as helped Peter on deck.

You were helping him with the sails when you had spotted the spitfire going down, telling your dad that you hadn’t seen a parachute. Your dad steered the boat towards the plane, being careful not to get too close. Peter and you immediately saw that the pilot was struggling to get out, his window stuck.

Grabbing an oar, you used it to smash a hole in the window, allowing the pilot to swim out. He coughed out some water as he surfaced, glancing briefly at the boat as he swam towards it. You helped your brother pull him in, allowing him to collapse tiredly against the deck.

Once he had reclaimed his normal breathing, his eyes glanced around the boat. He took in everyone on the boat, before his gaze settled on you.

“Blimey, have I died an gone te heaven?” The pilot spoke, his eyes locked on your face. You were slightly surprised at his Scottish accent, but you quickly shook it off.

“No! Why would you think that?” You questioned, head tilting to the side in curiosity.

“Because I’m lookin’ at an angel.” He teased, sending you a flirty wink. Your cheeks instantly heated up, causing you to look away quickly. “What’s yer name lass?” He asked, pulling your attention towards him again.

“I’m Y/N.” You replied simply, forcing the flush from your face.

“Beautiful name, not tha I’d expect anythin’ else from a gorgeous girl like yourself.” Just like that he had you blushing again, a cocky smile lighting up his face. “I’m Collins.”

“That was quite some flying Collins.” Your brother spoke suddenly, a hint of annoyance in his voice. He glanced at you, shaking his head ever so slightly. You rolled your eyes in response, totally used to his over protectiveness.

“Yes, well, I’m just hopin’ me partners got enough in his tank te hold off the next attack.” He told your brother, before settling his gaze back on you.

You lowered your gaze to your feet, a small smile lighting up your face. A throat was suddenly cleared, attracting everyone’s attention.

“Y/N, can you come help me with the navigation?” Your father asked, sending you a pointed look. You nodded, following him into the cabin.

“Don’t get attached to him sweetheart, there’s another war coming. Who knows what will happen once it hits home.” Your father told you gently, sending you a sad smile.

“I know dad, I just- I just wish things could be different. I wish there were no wars, I wish our boys could just be home safe, I wish William-” You broke off at your brothers name, a few tears falling down your cheeks.

“I know dear, I miss him too.” Your father whispered, pulling you into his arms. He held you tightly for a few minutes, but made sure to keep his eyes on the sea in front of him.

“Am I interruptin’ somethin’?” A voice spoke suddenly, startling you and your father. You both moved apart, glancing at the door way to the cabin to see the handsome pilot.

“No, don’t worry about it.” You told him, smiling softly. “Can I get you a cup of tea?” You asked him, to which he immediately nodded.

“Tea would be great.” He spoke gratefully, following you as you went below deck. Once down there, he took in George’s form and sent you a confused look. “Is he alrigh’?”

“He got hurt earlier, banged his head when the other soldier accidentally pushed him down the stairs. He’ll be fine, we think he’s just got a concussion.” You told him, moving to the counter to prepare a cup of tea.

“Wha’ are you all even doin’ out here? Yer civilians.” He spoke, accepting the mug when you handed it to him. He took a few sips, eyes watching you intently.

“My dad overheard about the call to Dunkirk. He decided to go help rather then sit back and do nothing. I wasn’t meant to go with him and my brother, neither was George. But I can be quite stubborn when I want to be. I told them they’d have to throw me over board to go with out me.”

“It’s brave, wha’ yer all doin’.” He spoke, sitting down on the bench and gesturing for you to follow. You sat beside him, both of you turning your bodies to face one another.

“There are thousands of men waiting to get home over there, we’ve got no right to sit back and do nothing. They’ve been protecting us, now it’s our turn.” You told him, a faraway look in your eyes.

“You’ve lost someone, haven’ you?” He asked quietly, recognizing the pain in your eyes. You only nodded, but he pressed further. “Who was it?”

“My oldest brother. He was a pilot like you. He was shot down 3 months ago.” You whispered, looking away from him.

“I’m sorry.” He told you sincerely, placing his hand over yours.

“It’s alright, we’ve accepted it.” When he moved his hand, it was only so that he could wrap it around your shoulders. He pulled you close to his body, and in response you rested your head against his shoulder.

“Tell me about yourself.” He suddenly requested, looking for a distractor for the both of you.

“What do you want to know?” You asked curiously, glancing at him from the side of your eye.


For the next 20 minutes the two of you chatted about nothing and everything. You shared your hopes and dreams for the future, and occasionally some stories from your childhoods. You were only interrupted by a panicked shout from on deck.

“Luftwaffe!” Your brother shouted, making the two of you jump up. You both ran upstairs, immediately hearing the sounds of a plane firing.

“He’s going for the minesweeper.” Your father said solemnly, knowing there was nothing any of you could do to stop it.

“We can help. We’ve got to stay and pick up as many of them as we can.” You spoke up, causing Collins to smile at you. Your father nodded, repositioning the boats course.

The minesweeper was hit moments later, sending its crew into the water. Your boat got closer, and you began helping men out of the water. Peter was alongside of you, helping you bring the heavy bodies aboard.

“Oil, yer gettin’ into oil!” Collins shouted to your father, making your eyes widen in shock. Your dad responded immediately, steering the boat away from the dark waters.

More of the soldiers boarded, each growing darker with oil. You noticed Collins was no longer paying attention to the men in the water, his eyes were locked on the skies.

“Come on Farrier. Come on Farrier.” He mumbled over and over, his eyes locked on a spitfire that was trailing the German plane.

Suddenly the German plane was going down, making some of the soldiers cheer. But you and Collins both realized at once what was about to happen. The smoking plane was heading right towards the oil in the water.

“Go go go!” Collins shouted, hand grabbing a soldier in the water as your father steered the boat away. You ran forward to help him, quickly pulling the soldier into the boat.

He sputtered up some water, turning to the two of you gratefully.

“Take me home.”

Hours later you began to see sights of home again. The men all seemed to perk up at the cliffs, causing you to smile slightly. Collins took your hand in his, stroking the skin gently with his thumb.

His hand remained in yours as the boat was docked, only letting go to help some of the men get off. Once all of the soldiers cleared off, Collins took your hand again.

“Come with me?” He asked softly, gesturing to the train. You nodded, allowing him to pull you towards the masses of soldiers.

“I’ve got te get on the train. We’ve got te get ready for the real war. They’ll be comin’ here next.” He told you, glancing over his shoulder at the English Channel.

“I know. You’ll be careful, won’t you Collins?” You asked him, voice chocked by your emotions.

“O’ course I will.” He told you, his cocky smile on his face once more. You suddenly had an idea, reaching behind your neck and unclasping your necklace. It was a simple locket, but you had worn it every day since your brother had died.

“Come find me once you’ve won the war.” You whispered, placing the necklace in his hands and kissing his cheek. You left after that, not sparing a glance back as you let your tears fall.

Collins stared after your retreating form, holding the necklace tightly in his hands. He made a promise to himself as he boarded the train that day, and he continued to repeat it to himself throughout the rest of the war.

He was going to return this necklace to you one day, and then… then he was going to marry you.

Rumors - part 1

So this is my first imagine it will be in parts. I hope you’ll like it! :D


About: Imagine you are Rebekah’s best friend and you didn’t see her for a 90 years, so you came to Mystic Falls and started living with Mikaelson family.

I was a little inspired with this song: Pep & Rash - Rumors, mostly because of this song story is called Rumors, I couldn’t think of any other name, so let begin:

When I heard that Klaus is in Mystic Falls I needed to come there, because Rebekah is my best friend and I didn’t see her for a long time, I was hoping Klaus will undagger her.

While I was traveling to Mystic Falls, Elijah called me and told me that Rebekah is undaggered and I thought; That is such a good news I will finally see her.
When I came there nobody knows that I’m a vampire and what is this new girl looking in this town. I came to Mystic Grill and at a bar I saw that someone is looking at me and whispering so i decided to walk over there.
 - What so interesting about me? “I asked”.

 - You are new girl, that means maybe you came here to bring more trouble to this town; “One of the guys told me”. 

 - I just came here to see my friend; “I told him”.

 - And who is that friend? “He asked me wondering”.

 - It’s really not your business; “I said and walked away”. 

The next day: That same guy stopped me on the street and told me:

 - We haven’t officially meet I’m Damon, Damon Salvatore, what’s your name?

 - My name is Y/N and that i really can’t talk right now; “I said to him and walked away”.

I didn’t want to talk to him because I heard stories about him and I know he is a vampire, I don’t want him to find out about me, maybe he already suspect something.                                                      

As I walked in Mystic Grill I heard three girls talking how Damon saw some new girl yesterday and he thinks she is a vampire and have something to do with Original family because when they showed up in this town so did she. Little did they know that girl was me, but who cares.
After I came home, I called Elijah and told him that I want to surprise Rebekah, so I need to be sure she will be home tonight.

 - It’s not a problem I’ll keep her occupied; “Elijah told me”.

There I’m in front of the Mikaelson’s mansion, knocking at the door:

 - “Klaus opens them and say”, look who we have here, I knew that you are in this town just for my sister.

 - If you knew I’m in town why didn’t you say something; “I said to him”. I’m not surprised that he knew I’m in town.

 - I wasn’t sure if I want to talk to you after what happen between us and I know you are still mad at me because of what I did to Rebekah; “Klaus said”.

  • 1922 CHICAGO:

It was a nice night in Chicago Klaus, Rebekah and I decided to go out, we were drinking and having fun. While I was dancing with Rebekah I saw Klaus looking at me:

- Y/N I think he likes you; “Rebekah said”.
- What? No. Why would he like me we’re just friends; “I told her”.

I was mostly sleeping through the next day, when night came they were going out again but without me, I wanted to spend the night alone and draw something.

Next thing I know I was waking up and saw letter on my night stand, it was from Klaus:

“Dear Y/N,

I know you will be mad at me, but I want to tell you that our father found us here in Chicago and we needed to escape him, Rebekah wanted to stay with you but I could not let her do that so I daggered her. I know that you think why didn’t you came with us, but maybe it’s for the best you stay alone.                                                                                                                     

Love, Klaus!”

Damn right I was mad at him, how could he do this to me, to Rebekah. I could not believe it.


Nightlife in New York is best I thought so I decided to go there.
While I was dancing in the club I saw a familiar face waving at me and smirking:

Not him again; “I thought”.
 - Then of course he approached me and said; Long time no see.
 - If you undaggered Rebekah we can talk; “I said”.
 - Oh, come on, if I did undaggered her don’t you think she would contact you, after all you are her best friend; “Klaus said”.
 - I tried to walk away but he grabbed my hand, I look at him and ask; What do you want Klaus?
 - I tried to stop thinking about you, but i can’t and I want to apologize for everything I done, and maybe we can be friends again; “He said”.
 - I need some time to think; “I said and walked away”.
After that night I was thinking what should I do and when I decided, I found a witch so she can send a letter to Klaus where he can meet me( i didn’t know his number or where is he staying ).
The next day around 7 PM we meet in a restaurant, ordered food and started talking.

 - I really thought that you would decide not to see me again; “He said”.
 - Well it’s not your first time you are wrong about me; “I said to him”.
 - Haha yeah, I guess it’s not; “He said”.
 - So when are you planing to undagger Rebekah? “I asked him”.
 - I don’t know, maybe never; “He said”.
 - What? I really hate you Klaus; “I said to him”.
 - I love you too, Y/N; “He said to me”.    
After that there was a few seconds of silence, then the waitress came with the food and wine that Klaus ordered.
 - Well this is very expensive wine I like it; “I said”.
 - Only the best for you; “He said and smiled”.
 - Hahah are you trying to flirt with me? “I asked him”.
 - If you want me to flirt with you, then yes; “He said and smiled AGAIN”.
 - I didn’t say I want; “I said”.
 - Sure you didn’t; “He said sarcastically”.
 - Whatever Klaus; “I said and rolled my eyes”.
Then he smiled again and started eating his food:

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 - What is so funny? “I asked him”.
 - Nothing, can’t I just be happy that I got a chance to talk to you after all this years? “He asked me”.
 - Haha of course you can, but make the best of it while you can; “I said to him”.

After our dinner it was around 9 PM, he drive me to my apartment.

 - You won’t invite me in? “He asked”.
 - Why? “I asked him”.
 - I want to spend more time with you; “He said”.
 - I guess you don’t have someone else to bother, but okay, come in; “I said”.
 - Nice apartment you have here, are you living alone? “He asked”.
 - Of course I do, with who else would I live, I could live with Rebekah, but oh wait she is daggered and who knows where; “I said”.
 - I know where she is and enough with Rebekah; “He said angry”.
 - I should have not invite you in; “I said angry”.
 - Then love why did you? “He asked”.

The next thing I know he pinned me against the wall and starts kissing me. He slide one of his hands around my waist and pulled me closer to his body. I gasped when he lifted me up and wrapped my legs around his waist. We ripped each others clothes and he started kissing my neck, when i felt his teeth scrape against my skin loud moan escaped my mouth. That night we had sex over and over again, until we were exhausted.
I wake up, looked to the other side of the bed and saw naked Klaus there. Then everything from that night came back to me.

 - Oh shit, that wasn’t suppose to happen; “I thought”.
 - Good morning love; “Klaus said still in the bed”.
 - Not so good; “I whispered to myself so he could not hear me”.
 - That was the most BLOODY AMAZING night of my life; “He said to me with smirk on his face”.
 - I’m going to make some breakfast; “I said to him, avoiding eye contact”.
 - Need my help with anything, love? “He said”.
 - Nope; “I said and left the room”.

Klaus came behind me while I was making breakfast and hugged me. I tried to escape his hug, he was confused so he let go of me.
 - What’s wrong, love? “He asked”.
 - Nothing; “I answered quickly”.
 - Bullshit, I know something is wrong. ANSWER ME! “He said angry”.
 - Could you not be angry over everything I say.
He started to answer but I told him:
 - That was not a question.
 - Was last night that bad? “He asked me”.
 - As a matter of fact it was not bad at all, but it was a mistake and i’ll not make that mistake again; “I looked at him with serious look so he know I wasn’t joking”.
 - I drink too much of a wine and everything happened so fast; “I said to him”.
 - Didn’t you know I always had some kind of feelings for you? “He asked me”.
 - Maybe, I don’t know; “I answered putting my head down”.
 - So you think you could never feel attraction that comes from a person who is capable of doing terrible things, but for some reason, only cares about you as more than friends? “He asked me”.
 - When that person is you, no. I never looked at you as more that friends, last night probably would not happen if I wasn’t that much drunk, maybe I gave you some wrong sings, I’m so sorry Klaus; “I told to him and tear escaped my eye”. 

Couple a seconds later he was not in my apartment anymore and I didn’t see him until now.



So I think that’s enough for this part, I’ll post the next maybe tomorrow, but I would like to know if you guys like this part and tell me if you want the next part, I would really appreciate that. :) <3

you’re in love

REQUEST: Hi! I love your blog so much and I wanted to asked you if you could write something based on the song “You’re in love” by Taylor Swift, like maybe the reader and Seb have the same type of story? 💕😘😍

WARNINGS: just straight pure fluffffffffffffff

AUTHOR’S NOTE: Happy Valentine’s Day, my loves!!!!!!! I hope you all have/had a wonderful day! This one is a preeeeetty long one… uh, I don’t even know where all of this came out of lol but probably listening to the song on repeat helped, though i’m not sure. Anyway, here it is.


You walked into the dark room and bit down on your bottom lip. The amount of people scared you and you were debating on running out and going back home.

Looking around, you spotted an empty crook near the bar. You rushed over and flagged down a bartender before ordering the strongest drink you could possibly think of. That usually calmed your nerves.

Smiling politely and nodding your head at the bartender, you took a sip of the drink and winced at the taste burning the back of your throat.

You were suddenly nudged forward and you rolled your eyes. Of course there were drunk people around already. People didn’t waste time at events like this.

“I’m sorry!” The person placed their hand on your bare shoulder.

You looked over to see who dared to place their hand on you only to have your breath taken away. His eyes were as clear as the blue sky and his smile was charming.

“It’s-uh, it’s okay.”

He went back to talking to the person next to him and you drowned yourself in the liquor in your cup. Once you had downed it, you placed a bill down and set your empty glass cup over it.

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