You’re Perfect To Me
(A/N- This one wasn’t requested but i felt that i needed to write this because there isn’t a lot of imagines where it involves plus size girls, or i just cant find them. I also do realize that i have posted something similar to this before. I fought my self on weather or not to post this. so i hope you enjoy this. And i’m very sorry for everyone that has been waiting for me to do the prompt they requested, i hope to get most of them posted soon, i have about two that are finished and i’m editing and a few i have started to write. You should expect more updated when my summer vacation starts on June 2nd. Thank you everyone who is being patient for me to fill their request and everyone who has taken time to read my imagines, it truly means a lot to me because i feel that i’m a weak writer.)
Of course you saw the hate, it wasn’t like you could avoid it. Niall tired to tell you they were wrong but you knew they weren’t, that many people couldn’t be wrong. And the sad part was that you agreed with them, you knew your thighs were fat, you knew that in some angles you had a double chin, you knew that your stomach was big and ugly, and the worst was that you knew Niall could do so much better.
When Niall sent you a text saying that he wanted you in the lingerie he got a few days before and waiting for him with a cheeky winky face emoji you felt anxiety rise in your stomach. You and Niall did have sex before of course but you always made sure that the lights were off and that you were wearing a baggy t-shirt, which Niall told you plenty of times that he wanted to see ‘your entire beautiful body’. Biting your lip you went of to the drawer where you had your bras and panties, you found the lingerie set quickly and picked it out of the drawer. It was a lacy black set, the panties came up to just about your belly button and the bra was so lacy and pretty that you felt that you didn’t deserve to wear it on you poor excuse for a body.
Your attention was turned back to your phone when you head it ding with a text message. ‘Hey baby i just left and im on my way home right now , see ya in 10 . ;)’ it read, you couldn’t help but feel even more nervous as you looked from your phone and the lingerie that lays on yours and NIall’s shared bed. Taking a deep breath you put the phone back down onto the nightstand and took the bra and panties into the bathroom. With a deep sigh you slowly took off your jeans and t-shirt and replaced them with the lingerie.
Tears pricked at your eyes as your fingers traced your stretch marks that made your skin ugly and imperfect. You closed your eyes and pictured Niall’s face when he saw them, when he saw that your body wasn’t beautiful. The dimples in your legs made you want to rip your skin off. You hated your body. Everyone was right, you’re just fat and ugly and Niall could get a beautiful skinny model, but no, he picks the fat ugly pig.
You pulled at your hair in frustration, the girl that looked in the mirror back you was ugly and fat and you hated her. Hearing the front door click shut from downstairs you quickly wiped the tears from your cheeks and went to go sit on the bed. Pulling your knees to your chest and wrapping your arms around them you waited for your boyfriend to enter the room.
“Hey (Y/N).” He said as he opened the door, but you didn’t look up from where you had your head resting on your knees. “There’s my beautiful girl.” He said fully coming into the room and shutting the door. A frown appeared on Niall’s face when he didn’t get a response, he came over and tucked your hair behind your ear.
“Whats a matter my love?” he asked. Niall already had an idea of what it was. You just turned your head and looked at his beautiful blue eyes. He kissed your forehead and cupped your cheek using his thumb to rub softly over your cheekbone, “You look absolutely gorgeous.”
You wanted so desperately to believe him, but you couldn’t bring yourselves to. “I’ll be right back.” he said going into the bathroom that was connected to the bedroom. You sat upright against the soft pillows and tried to hold back tears but failed, you wished you could have the bodies of the girlfriends Niall had before you.
Niall reemerged from the bathroom in his white Calvin Klien’s. He climbed onto the bed and pulled your legs from your chest and made you lie down, he slowly climbed on top of you and stared to kiss your chest neck and lips. This was one of the many things you loved about Niall; he always took such good care of you and treated you like a queen. His hand traveled down to your pussy and starts to rub gently but just enough to get even more aroused.
“Feel good love?” He whispers into your ear, his hot breath on your skin and he bites your earlobe and tugs lightly causing you to moan slightly
“Y-yes.” You could barely get out before he sucked at your skin, you knew that the hickeys he was giving you would be almost impossible for you to cover up with make up but at this moment in time you didn’t care. All you cared about was Niall’s soft wet lips on you skin and his fingers rubbing you over the panties he had specially picked out.
Deciding to take it to another level Niall moved your panties out of the way and started to tease you more, “Fuck, Niall. Please, hurry up” He chuckled, his deep voice turning you on more as he slipped one finger into you curling it slightly. Making you arch your back off the bed only egging Niall on. He took his lips off your neck smirking as he saw a few hickeys starting to faintly surface already. His hand travailed to your breasts and grabbed them with his free hand and squeezed rather roughly but it felt so good. Niall moved his than moved his hand to your stomach where he traced on of your stretch marks. You stiffened. Your stretch marks were one of the many things you hated about yourself but they were something you were greatly ashamed of. Most women got stretch marks after they gave birth but no, you got them from your fat.
Niall felt you grow uncomfortable under his touch and leaned his head down and kissed the mark he was touching, “So beautiful.” He whispered. Trying to suppress your negative thoughts about your body you ran your hands through Niall’s soft blonde tips while he still layed sweet kisses on your imperfect skin.
Niall’s fingers curled around the hem of the lace panties and pulled them slowly down your legs. The light weightless fabric grazed over your skin making goose bumps rise over your freshly shaved legs. He tossed them to the floor not giving any attention to where they landed. He then pulled off his boxers, faster then he did your panties, and tossed them in the same direction he did your underwear. You couldn’t help the blush that painted your cheeks as you saw his length bounce up, no longer being trapped by the fabric of the boxers. “Like what you see?” He laughed as he saw you starring
“You know i do.”
Smirking he moved his hand behind your back and unclasped your bra and took it off of you allowing your breast to come free, “And i like what i see.” He said cheekily watching you laugh and blush at your boyfriends antics.
“Shut up Horan.” You laughed as you rolled your eyes. His lips made contact with the skin of your neck once more making a moan escape your lips, Niall’s fingers slipped back down to your sensitive center where his fingers teased your entrance. “Fuck Niall why do you have tease?” You complained as your finger tips played with the hair on the back of his neck.
He answered by inserting two fingers into you making you gasp slightly as he started to finger you. Niall’s mouth attacked the side of your neck effectively creating a pattern of hickeys.
“Niall, enough of your fingers, please. I fucking need you in me”
“You know i like to hear you beg.” He smirked slipping his fingers back out, his sweet lips left your skin as he moved between your legs, “So fuckin’ beautiful.” He said grabbing your thighs and spreading them allowing him full access. You closed your eyes trying to even out your breathing, Niall took this moment to surprise you and started to eat you out. His tongue , you squealed and looked down to your boyfriend whos head was now between your legs.
He hummed against you making you pull slightly at his hair, “God Niall. Fuck.” You were in such a huge amount of pressure you couldn’t even put together proper sentences.
“Don’t want my princess cumming just yet.”
Frustrated you let your head fall back onto the pillow that laid under you. “Niall please” you begged.
“You’re so fucking pretty when you beg.” He grunted lining up at your entrance. ‘Ya ready love?”
“Shit Niall yes! Just please!”
Not having to be told twice he slowly entered you making sure you had time to adjust to his size. “Tell me when you’re ready babe.” Nodding your approval to continue he stared to thrust. They started slow at first but he soon gained speed as he neared his own climax.
A chorus of moans and grunts filled the bedroom as you both came close to orgasming .
You screamed when you finally released only to be followed by Niall’s seconds later. “Holy shit.” Niall whispered out of breath as he pulled out and flopped down on the bed next you. He rolled to his side with he elbow bent and the palm of his hand cradling his head. His fingers pushed the hair out of your face as you turned your head to look at your boyfriend.
“You’re perfect baby girl.” He said playing with your hair.
You just smiled weakly as you looked into his eyes. “I mean it (Y/N) you’re perfect, the most beautiful women i have ever scene.” The words made you blush, “Now lets go take as shower.” He said standing from the bed and taking your hand pulling you up with him.
You couldn’t help but giggle as he led you into the bathroom, your eyes falling to his cute little butt.
So basically i was really feeling down one night and decided to write this, and i do not want this to come across that i want to play the victim or make you feel bad for me. Just needed to write to help myself feel better. Anyway requests are still open and i plan to post more once summer gets here. ~ S