I thought I knew myself, until I was staring down the barrel of a gun, and everything I’d ever been and ever done flashed before my eyes, and I realised that all I knew about myself was that I didn’t know a thing.
—  didn’t know a thing // excerpt from a book I’ll never write

i! dont know who i am! who the fuck am i!!! what the fuck do i want to do in life!!! what are even my own interests besides the things i cling to!!! i dont know !!!!

Your tumblr speaks volumes about who you are as a person. It shows what kind of images you see in your head, who you love, who you hate, even what you think about other people. But most of all - it has all of the words you never said to people, all of the words you couldn’t have said but should have said.
—  unknown