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I am getting very weary of the negativity while cosplaying Homestuck. At best I’m ignored, able to move around the con as I please, or I’m shoved aside like set dressing in someone else’s movie, or at worse actually actively hassled.

The fandom has made such a mess of itself that I’m not surprised that it’s gotten bad stereotypes… But I’m also sick and tired of people either rolling their eyes, scrunching their faces, or even actively snarling at me for telling them I was working on a Homestuck costume. I had a male customer at JoAnns actually put air quotes around my words, “working” on a costume. Like what I do isn’t work.

At Katsu, a photographer took some really great shots of CC and I. I peeked at them on his camera, and was really excited to get them. When the con ended and he put up all of his shots… mine weren’t there. And neither were any other Homestucks. I’d like to hope the lighting was off, the memory card got corrupted or something, but it doesn’t really bode well.

Most of my friends who cosplayed with me have already moved on to other things, which I understand! But I am really sad. Cosplaying WITH people is sort of one of my main drives to do it.

There’s still a lot of HS costumes I want to do! I want to do my own Fancydreamer concept for one of my girls I usually do, I always love Fancytiers! And of course I want to do a Final Upd8 one, here’s hoping Huss gives us some new outfits!

But all of this HS Hate in the con and cosplay world really just sucks the wind out of my sails.

they really need to release a new gene already

the last one was viphyp on march 29th. it’s been over 2.5mo now. i’m sooo boooored fuck

and the worst is that the next 3 are glimmer, paint and piebald and i don’t care that much about any of them sob

survivor’s log 10/09/13 - 

it’s cold. so cold. my body is shaking and I fear that if I don’t find food soon I will surely parish in this frozen wasteland

It feels like an eternity since the release, and I am still upset about mass effect 3

on the one hand - yay! no more stupid censorship or overreacting, over this name anyway. on the other hand - who or what is this staff, why did they have single-handed power to ban names (or did they?) and also lol @ the staff not being on the same page (if that’s really the case) because of course they aren’t.

man there’s so much talk lately about DID fakers and, like, being super strict about the definition of DID and all that. makes me anxious about us being a non-DID system. cause, like, I know that things we do reflect on DID systems as well – the general public wouldn’t see a difference – and i really don’t wanna make other folks look bad by existing or whatever.

- Ace