wherever you will go music video

sapphic music videos

if anyone knows more that you would like to be added let me know 💞👭💓👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩💞

Girls Like Girls - Hayley Kiyoko

Night Go Slow - Catey Shaw

Dove - Pillar Point

What’s It Gonna Be - Shura

Jenny - BETS

A Little Death - The Neighborhood

Against The Night - Child Actor

Sausage - Honebone

Fifteen - Goldbroom

Higher - OZMO

Cri - Chemin

Eyelids - Pvris

Kaleidoscope - Courtney Act

Horizon - Luna Blake

The Happy Mess - Backyard Girl

Cool For The Summer - Demi Lovato

SEE - Potions

Love Is Coal - To Kill A King

Wherever We Are - A Human Life

Pure - Radical Something

Only A Girl - Gia

She Keeps Me Warm - Mary Lambert

Wild - Troye Sivan ft. Alessia Cara

Move On - Garden City Movement

Ghost - Halsey

Cliff’s Edge - Hayley Kiyoko

Closer - Tegan and Sara

She Likes Girls - Metro Station

Girls - Beatrice Eli

Explosion - Zolita

Bestie - Sizzie Rocket

Her Lover - Ally & Stevie

Addicted To You - Avicii

She - OBandCoProductions

Warm On A Cold Night - Honne

BWU - Tegan and Sara

Fire Escape - Love, Robot

Dots And Dashes - Silversun Pickups

Gravel To Tempo - Hayley Kiyoko

Clair De lune - Flight Facilities

Jenny - The Studio Killers

Holy - Zolita

Apologize - Matilda ft. OMVR

Sick of Losing Soulmates - Dodie Clark

SLEEPOVER - Hayley Kiyoko

Gravel to Tempo - Hayley Kiyoko

Invincible - Borgeous

On Your Side - The Veronicas

Fast Car - Jonas Blue ft. Dakota


Get Fit with The Sims 4 Fitness Stuff Pack!

Fitness Simmers rejoice; The Sims™ 4 Fitness Stuff* is arriving on June 20th, and it’s all about embodying a more active lifestyle.

Soon, your athletically inclined Sims, or those just looking for a reason to get off the sofa, can take on a new challenge with the rock climbing treadmill. Yep, you read that right, a rock climbing treadmill! This new piece of equipment will give your Sim an intense workout that allows them to lose weight, while simultaneously building muscle. As your Sim becomes more experienced at bouldering, they can attempt increasingly difficult climbs, as well as compete against others to set high scores.

Is the rock climbing treadmill a bit daunting for your clumsy Sim? No worries! Sims can now enjoy new workout videos with your choice of exercise routine to make them sweat at their local gym, or from the comfort and privacy of their own home. If building is more your thing, you can also revamp the local gym or build out a fitness studio with nature-inspired objects and décor that will fill your Sim with vigor.

Looking to hit the gym but don’t want to be distracted by the locals? Pop in the brand new earbuds and crank the music to get your Sim in a muscle-burning mood. These versatile earbuds go wherever your Sim goes, without disturbing other Sims in your vicinity. But what about when you get home and want to relax after an energetic work out? We’ve got you covered. There are new objects available to make your Sim’s home a relaxing sanctuary, including a set of items for your bathroom to make it the perfect place for a post-workout soak.

Half the appeal of working out is wearing chic fitness apparel; you want to be the envy of your fellow gym rats after all. Enjoy a collection of vibrant athleisure apparel that will inspire motion, and motivate your Sim to strut around town. Just because you may have skipped leg day doesn’t mean you can’t show off those trendy new yoga pants!

For Sims looking to add a new workout to their regimen, or those just seeking a gateway to getting healthy, there’s plenty in The Sims 4 Fitness Stuff to give you a complete workout when it launches June 20th.

Earbuds! That is freaking awesome. I bought Bragi’s in March (RL) and had mp3′s on my TS4 wish list earlier. (remember the one’s in TS2?) ♥

Soulmate AU! Wen Junhui

Originally posted by wenjunhui

Anything you write on yourself appears on your soulmate as well. Does that apply to tattoos as well?

  • Ever since you were young, you were fascinated with art
  • Meaning you would draw on anything you could get your hands on
  • This includes your body
  • One day in reply to one of your drawings you watched as careful strokes you would soon come to know as chinese appeared on your hand: 漂亮
  • With the help of Google Translate you were able to make out the word pretty
  • Beaming you continued drawing pieces for your soulmate.
  • It also lead to you learning Chinese so you guys could communicate more effectively
  • But back to main purpose of the au
  • You continued drawing throughout your school years.
  • Your skills were improving
  • A few times you even got featured in art expos
  • Your drawings seemed to make Jun happy so you tried to draw something for him everyday
  • Somedays the art would be little doodles and other days there would be elaborate pieces that took up your whole arm, thigh, leg, whatever
  • Sometimes you would sit one place and draw the scenery and people (sometimes caricatures) there
  • Senior year is coming up and you’re trying to decide what to major in
  • You have been thinking about art schools, but your parents strongly object and try to get you to pick something easier to find a job for, like STEM
  • Jun is pushing for you to become an art major because he feels as though it would make you happy
  • And that’s all that matters in the end right?
  • You eventually decided that art was what you wanted to do so you began to talk with your art teacher about art schools
  • With their help you were able to get a scholarship to SCAD
  • You chose to attend their university in Hong Kong
  • You were so happy when you told Jun about your scholarship
  • He had good news as well
  • He told you about how his group, Seventeen, just debuted
  • While this was a moment to celebrate for the both of you, it brought restrictions about as well
  • His debut meant that you were not allowed to draw in visible places as much, especially when he was filming for  music, videos, promotions, etc, and when he had concerts or award shows
  • He let you know when and when you were not able to draw freely
  • Which seemed to be very seldom
  • You drew wherever else you could
  • Eventually you started University
  • You loved your new environment and learning about the different techniques and everything, but then the projects hit
  • You go through so many projects and slowly you feel yourself losing inspiration  and falling into a  bit of a rut
  • Jun instantly notices and spends days to get you inspired
  • You’ve just lost all hope at this point and won’t even begin your seven other projects even though your scholarship rests on them
  • Jun won’t give up on you or your art though
  • So in hopes of inspiring you he begins to tell you about some of China’s legends
  • The legends peak your interest and suddenly you want to experiment with them
  • One that really catches your interest is the Red String of Fate
  • It becomes a prevalent theme in your art
  • You find some way to include it in every new piece
  • You even begin to like it so much that you even think about getting it as a tattoo
  • You had been drawing designs for the tattoo recently trying to figure out how you wanted it to look
  • You go about getting it right after exams
  • The tattoo is a simple red line that is wrapped around your pinky and tied into a bow that goes down and wraps around your wrist multiple times.
  • You are so inlove with the tattoo and what it means for you
  • Meanwhile in Korea, Jun notices that the tattoo appears on him as well, except he does not realize it is a tattoo
  • He just thinks it’s one of your doodles
  • So he’s just like glad you finally got some inspiration and are making progress
  • That is until a few days pass and it’s not gone
  • So he writes you like, “um [Y/N]? What is the red string of fate still here for? I have an interview in a few hours?
  • Which confuses you because you haven’t drawn anything that day
  • Jun what are you talking about I didn’t draw anything today
  • Obviously you did or it wouldn’t be on my hand
  • Then realization hits
  • Fuck! The Tattoo?!
  • The tattoo?! You mean permanent? Tattoos are a taboo here [y/n]! Shit what am I gonna do?
  • Calm down and see if you can cover it with make up
  • He couldn’t
  • You’re worried and he’s worried
  • You don’t want pledis to punish him so you’re like get me on skype with your manager
  • You explain to them your rash decision and ignorance on the fact that tattoos show up on your soulmate as well
  • So Pledis is like “Shit! Okay we can work with that! Jun your soulmate is to be revealed. We will have to say that they are from a place where tattoos are not common and what not”
  • So he does
  • And his fanbase eats it up.
  • The fans are both happy and sad
  • They are sad because they are not his soulmate
  • But happy because he has one

Ashton Fletcher Irwin. Born July 7th, 1994. Hornsby, Australia. 23 years old. 23. Wait, 23!? Oh yeah! No, I didn’t forget. The whole fam remembered I’m sure. Today’s your 23rd birthday. So uh happy womb evicting day! How’s it feel to be an adult? I mean, technically (and legally) you’ve been an adult for the past four-ish years of your life, but let’s be honest, you never acted your age. But! That’s not a bad thing. Who likes serious and stone faced people? I don’t. One of the many things that makes you a great person and a pretty cool dude. And so, thought I’d make a little list of why we think you’re that cool dude 😎 Even the fans who came into the 5SOS fam recently, I’m sure can already feel your love. I know when I first did, around a year ago, I did almost right away. And the part of the 5sosfam that’s been around since the early pink speaker days can probably say they’ve never felt more loved by someone without speaking to them regularly or even never meeting them in person. The point is, no matter when we joined the fam, 2012, 2014, or 2017; or wherever we are, whether it be two blocks down from where you live, or thousands of miles away, we can all feel your love and how you genuinely care for the fans. Thanks for that buddy. And well, we wanna try our hardest to show you our love for you, so we put this together. Love you 💖 Your musical abilities. Jesus Christ, you’re amazing. When watching you perform, either live, or through low quality YouTube videos, the energy in you radiates through wherever you’re playing. Personally, I always listen to the rhythm you have going on in the background of any song because of how gosh darn good it is. Now, you’re known mainly for your drumming, but boy, you can sing (and play guitar and piano and who knows what else you’ve been hiding under your bed). Like, I think we all die a tad bit inside when we hear you sing, whether it be a solo or your vocals. The amount of energy and passion you put into your drums and singing shows how much you enjoy what you do, you don’t just do it ‘cause it’s what people want from you. You do it because you just plain love doing it. You’ve inspired so many people to pick up an instrument and let it take them places. (You’re songwriting is also really damn amazing 😜) We all go through difficult times at some point in our lives. Some almost too often, others once every few months or more, but still difficult enough to almost want to quit. You’ve showed us not to give up, that we’re here for a reason and that we matter. If we feel we aren’t loved, you come in and show us otherwise. Whether it be something you say through a small video or a tweet, or even just your actions. You’re a perfect example of just holding on no matter how hard and how unbearable the emotional or physical pain is, for each and every one of us. You’ve taught us that we can make it through and that it will all get better eventually. And since you’re the one always helping us get through hard times, we want you to know that we’ll always be there for you and we’ll try our hardest to make you get all our love somehow, no matter what. This is is so much shorter than what I wanted it to be, but I procrastinate way too much and couldn’t add as much as I wanted. So, now I’m just gonna make a list of all the other little things we all love about you. I also asked some friends to share some of their favorite pictures of you so… they’re all up there somewhere😁 •Your hair. Ash, your hair is just so curly and looks so soft like wtf. I wouldn’t be surprised if any guy is jealous of the beauty of it 😜Even I’m jealous, and I’m a girl. •Your eyes. Oh my god. The color of them is so bright and just so pretty. They can sometimes seem like a light light brown, other times green and just shbsnsnsk i love them so much. •Your many laughs and giggles. Do I even need to explain why we love your different laughs?? You can literally go from a super high pitched giggle to an evil laugh. Fucking love that about you 😂 •Your sassy side. I was actually surprised when I first saw this side of you. You can burn someone bad, but still do it while being your silly goofy self. (Also, your savage tweets…👌🏽) • Your dimples. I have only one thing to say. Your dimples need names. • Your tattoos. All amazingly beautiful. I honestly sometimes forget you have one in the back of your neck (we don’t get very many shots of your neck 😂) but when I remember, I cry a little. There is so much of you that I haven’t covered here. This list would be extremely long if i tried to list everything. But, the point of this all was just to let you know that we love you tremendously. You’ve changed our lives so much (in the best way) and I can’t begin to say how much I appreciate it. I hope you had an amazing day today surrounded by your loved ones, and that you have many more birthdays to come in your future. Remember that we’re all here for you, and we hope that you always find your way to happiness. Thanks for being a big part of our lives and an even bigger inspiration for many of us. Again, happy birthday, and congrats on another year living on Earth. Can’t wait for your birthday next year 😜 Lots of love, Ana (me) and the 5sosfam ❤️❤️

the other day i was looking through interviews on youtube to make a gifset and i was really wishing i had a masterpost like this to look at so i wouldn’t have to sift through the bullshit videos so hello i am tumblr user clemmiings and im here to bring you a very very large 5sos masterpost.


this masterpost includes:

  • music videos
  • covers
  • acoustic versions of their own songs
  • interviews
  • vidz they did on their birthday
  • and other things i don’t know what to sort under lol

this is gonna take a while lol







5SOS (before ashton) COVERS:

5SOS (with ashton) COVERS:

#5SOSBDAY 2013:


5SOS MONTH (by sugarscape):

  1. The Serious Lyrics Game
  2. The Totes Emoji Game
  3. The ‘He Looks So Perfect’ Game
  4. The Puppet Game
  5. Heartache on the Big Screen Game




  1. miami
  2. 5 countries 5 days (i guess i can put this here??)





well i guess thats it for now! ill try to update as much as possible and sorry if i missed any videos!!!!!!!! ive been working on this for days and after going to 8 pages of youtube under the search '5sos interview’ night after night i got a little tired!! but i covered most of the necessities soooooo yeah!! message me if you want me to add anything to the list and ill do so!! 

I wanna queue bad things with you. Tip yo waitress. -Vixen

little light (7/8) (Trixya) - Elissa
The AAA Girls: The Musical (Part 4) - Bramble
Soulmates [Sasha/Johnny] ~ Courtney
A story about love //Chapter 3// (Vatya/Trixya) - Polly
Wherever You Go I’ll Follow (Multi-Ship Harry Potter AU) - Bramble
Video Star Chapter 5 (Shalaska) - AlaskaDelNeedles

Unexpected Upload (Simon Request)

“So who exactly are these guys?” You ask your younger brother again, still unsure as to where you were taking him for the next two days.
You had bought him tickets to an event called ‘Upload’ that he had been going on about for months. It was a treat really since you no longer lived at home and wanted to make sure you spent plenty of time with him, doing things he actually enjoyed even if you wouldn’t.
“They’re YouTubers” He repeats, “They make lots of videos, mainly gaming and they’ve made their own event”
“Alright” You chuckle, “Just take me wherever you want to go then”
“Thanks (y/n)” He grins and you continue the car journey, listening to one of the YouTubers music he had on his phone. Someone called KSI or something like that. You should probably learn more about this…
~~~Time Skip~~~
You get to the building early so you are waiting outside because he had to get to the merch as quickly as possible.
You already felt out of place. People were wearing ‘sidemen’ tops all around you, including your brother who wore a hoodie you had previously bought. However, he was really hoping to get their new tracksuits which you would of course pay for, no matter how much he protested
And then the doors opened, you displayed your VIP tickets to the receptionist and followed your brother through the main doors, already seeing his face light up.
“This way!” He grins.
“How do you know where you’re going?” You laugh, following him quickly.
“I watched Josh’s and Vikk’s vlogs” He says and the names really mean nothing to you. They could be anybody.
After many corners and different rooms flashing past, you reach one big section where he heads straight in and you recognise a lot of merchandise being sold.
“Oh my god that’s Simon” He mutters to you.
“Who?” You frown and notice that you are actually the first two in here.
“Hey! What can I help you with?” The boy, now known as Simon, grins and you can see how excited your brother secretly is.
Your brother chats to him for a while before one of the other workers goes to find the correct tracksuit for him, leaving you and Simon.
“So are you not getting anything then?” He questions.
“Can’t really say this is my scene” You chuckle, “I’m here because my brother loves all of you guys”
“Well its always good to meet the fans” He jokes
“You never know, I might be here by myself next year” You smile and make him laugh.
At this moment, you notice his features more. His prominent eyes and his adorable dimples. His messy hair. Though your brother soon returns with the right one and you hand over the money to pay.
“I’ll maybe see you again then guys” Simon grins and you and your brother head out through the now swarming crowd
You and your brother go exploring through the building until he knows it is time for his meetup with all of ‘the sidemen’
The pair of you queue late, his idea being that you could spend more time with them and you end up being right at the back of the line.
It goes pretty quickly, both of you chatting until you realise how close you are.
“Heyyy its our biggest fan!” Simon cheers when it is finally your turn.
“Of course, wouldn’t miss this for the world guys” You smile, “Nice to meet you all”
“Yeah you too!” One of the smaller of the group grins and begins chatting to your brother.
“I think I’m starting to feel comfortable here” You comment, “I never want to leave”
The boys laugh and you smile, actually starting to like these guys.
You take the photo of your brother and the guys and hand him back his phone.
“Isn’t it your turn now?” One of them questions.
“I don’t even know your names and you’re already asking for a photo?” You gasp, “I’m appalled”
“Tobi, JJ, Josh, Harry, Ethan, Vikk and Simon” Simon goes down the line until he reaches himself, “Now how about that photo?”
You roll your eyes and JJ takes the phone to get you all in for a selfie.
“Dude we’re gonna be late” Vikk gasps, hitting Simon on the arm.
“Oh shit” The tall blonde mumbles, “Umm I’ll see you later maybe?”
“Love to” You chuckle and as they walk out you see Tobi hit Simons arm and comment something to him.
“So is she gonna be your babygirl now? You’re making it way too obvious you like her” He laughs and the boy glares at him.
“Where to now?” You ask your brother, suddenly feeling a hint of red on your cheeks.
You and him go to watch the panel, allowing him to take the seat in the front section whilst you stood to the side.
The guys are announced to walk onto the stage and the crowd completely erupts. You’re too occupied to even see them come round behind you until Simon taps your shoulder as they do and you turn to see him grinning right back at you
And after hearing what his friend had said earlier, you can’t help but blush yet again. ‘Stop being so stupid’ you think to yourself and are suddenly thankful for the dark lighting of the room.
As the panel kicks off, you begin actually listening to what they are about to say. Especially when Josh says something very particular.
“Sorry if Simon seems a little distracted, he’s got a few things on his mind” The oldest wiggles his brows.
“Ohh shut up” The blonde rolls his eyes, evidently kicking him under the table
You notice his eyes flit towards yours, in a split second your eyes latch onto one another’s. Though he soon turns away to continue with his panel, and as Josh said, he seemed a little preoccupied.
The panel ended well and the boys all headed out, Simon’s eyes finding yours once again and a smile spreading onto his lips. You couldn’t help but blush more than you ever had before…
(Thought I’d post this now as its quite close to Upload! Enjoy x)

Honest Titles of OneRepublic Music Videos

 Apologize: The Everyday Life of An Introvert

Stop And Stare: Man Clones Himself to Run Himself Over

Say (All I Need): The Kind of Artsy Video People on Tumblr Like

Mercy: The Tree on the Flag THE TREE ON THE FLAG

All The Right Moves: I Would Give More Than Spare Change If OneRepublic Played a Gig at My Party

Secrets: The Napkin™

Marchin On: Low Key Beats Headphones Product Placement

Good Life: The Grainy Quality I Can’t Do This Anymore

Feel Again: The Kind of Artsy Video People on Tumblr Like, Part 2

If I Lose Myself: I Don’t Like Graffiti Except If It’s Native Graffiti

Counting Stars: How Did This Reach One Billion Views

Something I Need: *Band’s Name Spelled “One Republic” in the Opening Shot* *Dies Dramatically*

Love Runs Out: Is That Betty White? ft. Garbage Bags

I Lived: *Sniffles* I’m Not Crying No You Do Not See Me Crying What Are You Talking About

Wherever I Go: A Speculative Fiction About What Happens When the Teacher Leaves the Classroom

Kids: Logistically There Is No Way This Was Filmed In One Shot

anonymous asked:

prompts about the softness of high school

“did you collaborate on this homework or did you cheat?” / loaning your classmates all of your pencils / your teacher buys everybody dinner on the school field trip / falling asleep in someone else’s bed, all your closest friends wrapped around you / best part of prom was IHOP at 2AM / going swimming on the first day of summer / sneaking into movie theaters on school nights / road trips with the #squad / music festivals with the #squad / netflix binges with the #squad / falling asleep before you can study but acing the test anyway / leaving house parties early / the rivalry between city kids and suburban kids / no one likes the state fair but you all go every year / the first friend to get their license / watching youtube videos with your lab partner during class / burning schoolwork at bonfires / nobody actually cares about prom dates or first kisses / heart shaped sunglasses / napping wherever you can / getting pizza after saturday school / ringing in the new year together / bookstores and art museums and fancy dinners / nobody knows what business casual means / “my best friend gives the world’s greatest hugs, i swear” / the tenderness that forms from the awareness of an ending / the first time someone told you it’s normal to cry / taking the last standardized tests of the year / skipping class to buy tacos from the gas station across the street / planning an impossible future together / those moments when the sun is shining & the windows are down & the best song you’ve ever heard is on the radio & everybody is singing along and despite what you know to be true, everything about life is really, truly okay


Imagine you’re Happy Lowman’s girlfriend and a Tattoo Artist. 

Originally posted by samcro-redwoodoriginals

Originally posted by thekatvond-blog

“Where are we going?” You asked shouting against the wind once that you passed the “Welcome to Charming” sign, bouquet in your hands, hiding it in your jacket, Happy’s instruction. Apparently, wherever you were going, they needed to be intact. He didn’t answered, motioning for you to shut up, enjoy and relax the ride. You haven’t forgive him for his asshole move, and he didn’t gave you an explanation, even thought you didn’t needed one; Club was first. It was something you’ve learned about Wendy and his new life as a reformed SAMCRO old lady.

The sun was burning your exposed skin and little drops of sweat were starting to slide down your body, like a bad 2009 hip hop music video or a sauna. Happy revved up his Harley when he got to an specific part of the road, the sign “Welcome to Bakersfield” showed in the distance. You arched an eyebrow but thought nothing of it; after all you’ve never been in Bakersfield before. When you entered the city, everyone was staring and you didn’t knew if it was because of the ink you two had as a couple of because everyone seemed to know Happy; and if he knew them back it wasn’t like he was going to show it. He parked the bike behind a tall brick wall building with several expensive cars parked as well. You got off the bike, removing your helmet with one hand and placing the bouquet on the seat of the bike. You saw how Happy removed his kutte and folded it neatly, wrapping it around his bike securely. You arched an eyebrow as he grabbed a snap back from the same storage in the bike and placed it on his head backwards. After that he grabbed the bouquet of flowers, started walking towards the back entrance of the building.

“That’s it? Where are we?” You asked, following him, taking big steps. He didn’t answered as he opened the door with one hand, showing you the place you were in. All white walls and clean smell, it was a hospital. Everyone was running around you and judging Happy’s steps, but you couldn’t give a fuck about that; You wanted to know why you were there, in the middle of an unknown city with your boyfriend who hasn’t speak to you in about 4 hours. Everyone seemed to recognize Happy and his heavy boots stomping around the quiet, small, decadent hospital. “Hap…” you said, tugging on his arm, making him stop. He turned around and looked down at you, serious expression on his face as he pushed a wide door open, with the legend “Especial Ward” on it.

There was a huge difference between the main ward and this one in particular. It was quiet and no one was running around, there were bunch of families sitting on small couches and people crying around. You took a deep breath and knocked on Happy’s back when he stopped suddenly. He opened a new door and actually got inside, one that read “R. Lowman.”

“Relax…” He instructed.

When you got into the room, you noticed the amazing resemblance of R. Lowman and Happy, besides the same last name. You also noticed the dry tulips the old lady had in her night table as the nurse kept supplying her with what you assumed were medicine. She was Happy’s relative, that was for sure. Happy wasted no time, throwing the dead flowers and replacing them with new born roses.  

“She has been sleeping very well…” The nurse said. Happy nodded, looking at the distracted woman reading on the bed. You stood behind everything opening the door for the nurse that went outside to continue her job. Happy sat down on the white couch and licked his lips, fixing his hat. He seemed nervous, a bit shaky.

“Roses today, Ma.” You snapped your eyes open as the old lady lowered her reading glasses and closed her bible on her lap, looking sat the beautiful bouquet. She smiled and nodded.

“I see.” She licked the dry out of her lips, and fixed her hair. The lady had olive sun kissed skin, with a rough feature that showed she was, indeed, Happy’s mother, but she had also wisdom in her eyes and her hands were elegant, and sweet. She seemed like someone you could trust.

“They say you’re sleeping good. That’s nice.” Happy said as he directed a look at you. He still had a stone cold look on his face but you noticed the change in his tone and on his touch.

“I’m glad you came…” R. Said. You learned later that her name was Rosa, maiden name Rodriguez, married name Lowman. “And you brought someone…” For a second you thought she couldn’t see you, but you were right there, all inked up wearing tight clothes in an all white environment. “That’s nice too, Happy.”

Happy froze for a few seconds before turning around and locking gazes with you. He go up, walking towards you and you felt the need to straighten your back and clean your jeans from the front. Rosa sat down straight and covered her mouth when you appeared in front of her. You placed a strand of hair behind your ear and smiled awkwardly at her. Usually, you never stood around a lot of time to meet someone’s parents so this was a big step. The ceiling fan kept turning slowly, agonizing as Happy cleared his throat.  “She’s (Y/N)…” Rosa nodded, trading looks between you and Happy. “She’s my girlfriend….”

It was unreal, having him saying those words in front of his mom and the look on her face was priceless, as well. Her eyes lighted up like stars in the darkest sky and his smile was teen feet wide as she closed her shaky and wrinkled hands on top of her chest, still sporting a wedding ring, old, faded and dusty but it was still there. “Your girlfriend?” She said as Happy nodded, looking down a bit ashamed. You cracked a smile and immediately covered your mouth. “Mijo, que buenas noticias! (Son, what a good news!)” She extended her arms and Happy leaned himself against her, suddenly feeling younger and vulnerable, hugging her mother. You felt a stranger, watching this moment, and you wanted to dissapear into the flower paint on the wall, be another object. “I’m Rosa…” She said, breaking the hug and smiling at you. “I’m Happy’s Mamma.”

“She knows.” Happy said, clearing his throat. You smiled and sat down on the nearest chair to the hospital bed. She smelled like sweet cinnamon and caramel, but too many medicine.

“It’s a pleasure to meet you…” You said softly as you shook her hand, but Rosa took yours and kept it tight wrapped around hers. It made your heart melt, someone so tender, unique, so sweet. “I’m (Y/N)…”

“I’m so glad he found someone…” Rosa looked at her son like he was the most precious diamond on earth. “And someone as beautiful as you…” Beautiful was definitely not an adjective most older woman would use to describe you. You blushed slightly as she pinched your cheeks. “You take good care of him.” You nodded, looking back at Happy and smiling.

“I will. You raised him good, Mamma Lowman…” All the rage and the anger that Happy managed to make you build was gone when his mom baby talked you. You spent two hours in the hospital, talking with your boyfriend’s mom. Happy paced around the room, he even slept a half an hour and watched old mexican cartoons. You had the most amazing conversation with Rosa; You found out she used to be a nurse back in Tacoma, where she met Happy’s dad, who she didn’t talked much about, rather than saying it was the love of her life. You noticed how Happy tensed and you figured out it was some other day conversation topic. She treated you amazingly and at the end of the day when the nurse came along, saying it was too late for visitors you felt melancholic having to leave.

“Come back soon. I think they will let me go out for a walk among the flowers, don’t you think, Cheryl?” Mamma Lowman asked her nurse. Cheryl nodded but she didn’t seemed quite convinced. “Goodbye Happy. You’ve been awfully quiet, mijo.”

“Just tired, ma. Don’t worry. I’ll be back next week…” He said leaning over and kissing  her mother’s forehead. You smiled at this sweet scene and waved Rosa goodbye, walking outside with Happy.

The hall now seemed incredibly short for all the things you wanted to say. But your boyfriend wasted no time. “Cancer.” He said abruptly, looking always forward. “In case you’re wondering…”

You almost gasped, as you looked down and bit your lip; feeling an outside to Happy’s life. Until he grabbed your hand, walking through the halls of the Special Ward of a Bakersfield hospital. He held your hand like couples do and you looked up. You wanted to say something meaningful and deep but it wasn’t your style, or your force. You gulped and squeezed his hand back, smiling softly.

Moon River
Keeley Bumford
Moon River

Moon River, wider than a mile

I’m crossing you in style, someday

Oh dream maker, you heart breaker

Wherever you’re going, I’m going your way

Two drifters, off to see the world

There’s such a lot of world to see

We’re after the same rainbow’s end, waiting, round the bend

My Huckleberry friend, Moon River, and me

woodpod  asked:

💬 or 🎶? :0

aHHHH thanks for the ask ;;;;!!

put a 💬 in my inbox, I’ll tell you a random fact about me

i like video editing ^^ i used to do like those school news things all the time,,, back when we didnt have one lol

put a 🎶 in my inbox, I’ll put my music on shuffle and give you a 5-song playlist

wow this turned out weird?? lmao

1. Coolish Mashup
2. Champion (Fall Out Boy)
3. Everybody Talks (Neon Trees) 
4. Wherever I Go (One Republic) ((A CURRENT FAVORITE <3)
5. Gooey (Glass Animals) (( https://youtu.be/WGIS8npb5GQ  BC IT WONT LET ME LINK IT???)
concert tips for all you 13 year olds attending frank’s shows who were apparently raised in the jungle
  • don’t scream gross shit at frank
  • just because he’s famous doesn’t mean he’s not a person
  • just because you’re obsessed with him doesn’t mean it’s not literal sexual harassment when you yell “FUCK ME” or “GET ME PREGNANT”
  • he doesn’t know who you are you may stalk him to the point where you know what he had for breakfast that morning but he has no fuckin clue who you are
  • don’t touch him don’t grope him don’t overstep your fucking boundaries because it’s creepy and once again pretty much sexual harassment
  • especially bc frank has serious issues with people touching him
  • respect the fucking opening acts
  • seriously they are just as talented as frank. if frank can respect them so can you
  • it’s not an mcr show. it’s frnkiero andthe cellabration and if you don’t want to respect the work he’s done then why are you even going
  • you have no more right to be there than anyone else
  • seriously. don’t cut in lines, don’t shove people out of the way so you can get to the front (because the people at the barrier probably waited in line for hours), respect everyone there and be friendly.
  • try to actually enjoy the show. you’re there for the music, not to record videos of Frank Iero
  • i am going to fly out to wherever you live and vomit all over you if you do any of this

New playlist! Cover Me Up (A collection of some of my favourite cover tracks): 

  1. Crave You - Daniela Andrade 
  2. Ayo Technology - Milow
  3. Say My Name/Cry Me A River - The Neighbourhood
  4. No Scrubs - Bastille
  5. You’re The One That I Want - Angus and Julia Stone
  6. Call Me Maybe - Ben Howard
  7. People Help The People - Birdy 
  8. Video Games - Bombay Bicycle Club
  9. Billie Jean - The Civil Wars
  10. Wherever You Will Go - Charlene Soraia 
  11. Hallelujah - Jason Castro
  12. West Coat - James Vincent McMorrow 

Listen to it here! x

anonymous asked:

How do you stay so positive?

HA. Okay. Oh boy, you chose the worst year for me to ask this question. I saw this message ages ago, but finally decided to take a stab at answering this. I’m going to give you one heck of a read. So here’s the short answer: SLEEP (get proper quality sleep). Eat well (don’t “forget” to eat). Exercise regularly (I recently got into fitness kickboxing…I recommend even though I’m sore…very sore). Deep, long breaths. Good music. Dance it out. Count blessings. Don’t take things or life so seriously…just go with the flow, be present, fully present wherever you are. Don’t dwell. Write. Adult coloring books. Funny YouTube videos. Read inspirational and motivational quotes. Books. Reaching out to those you trust and talking. Reaching out to strangers, say hello and help them, tell them they matter, that they’re intelligent, witty, etc. Smile, smile, smile like you mean it (or fake it til you make it-not telling you to repress your feelings though). Forcing a smile actually decreases stress apparently?!?!?

Now here’s the longggwinded response: I stay positive by reminding myself that all things are temporary. Yes, all things. No matter how things seem to be dragging on since I was a baby, no matter how tough things are now, how much I abhor this feeling of hopelessness at times and letting it get the best of me–allowing it to dominate me and upset me at any moment. YES. I go through it every. single. day. Do I feel bad for myself? Yeah, sometimes I pity myself so much…but what’s the good in that, right? I cry when thinking how much I’m harming my body, the one that tries so hard to keep me alive, the one that just wants to keep me going, how I’m throwing years of my life away at being upset, bitter, and unable to enjoy life fully. I wonder how most people I know may think I’m getting on more than okay, that I have everything, when in fact, I am battling more than you could ever imagine. The battle to see the good in the bad (like the Orlando Shooting incident- look at the dozens of doctors who showed up 2, 3 a.m. when they weren’t supposed to work to help out). I know everything is a matter of perspective and I’m trying to accept myself, do more for myself and love myself–to give myself the life I deserve. Things are temporary, because we only have this one short life to live. Or exist. I don’t want to merely exist, which is what I’ve been doing most of my life. And also something I realized later than I wanted to. I’m surely changing that right now. When we die, things all stop. The problems, the money, nothing will matter except how much and deeply you have loved, was loved, how gloriously you lived life and challenged yourself, learned, and grew as a person. I find comfort in knowing there are so many great little moments in life awaiting for me to experience or notice, like the blue-eyed baby on the train who smiled at me, the security guard downstairs work who remembered my name, or the lady at the store who gave me four band-aids for free when I couldn’t purchase the whole box and my shoes were bullying me. I am positive for the future me. The places I want to travel to. The stories I have yet to hear. The people I’ve yet to meet and have meaningful conversations with. I am positive that there will be good things. I stay positive by telling myself that I survived this long because I know things can and will get better if I try. I stay positive by doing something good for myself, like getting back into a good sleep schedule and exercising regularly (still am actively trying to maintain because it is SO IMPORTANT, I’m not even kidding. One night of good sleep does wonders. Imagine that almost every single day). I stay positive by telling myself that I am worth it, that I am indeed a beautiful soul like the ones who truly love me tell me. I am important to people. I make people smile. I have an impact in this world. I will continue leaving imprints and making a difference. I stay positive that I can change tomorrow if I’m not happy with how today went. If things are beyond my control, I have to let it go and learn to live with not controlling that because it’s not up to me. It’s not always my fault. I take long, deep breaths to calm down (they really calm me down in fits of rage). Count my blessings instead of my stressors for a minute or two. I stay positive because attitude is the center of life. Change how I react to things and maybe, just maybe, there’s a new perspective or new solutions and ideas. I stay positive the best I can and feel good when I’m able to help solve problems. I write. I tell someone I trust wholly. I sing. I come to this blog. Inspiring others, giving them hope, encouraging and spreading happiness is what I love doing. So I visit and post here and feel tons better. Little moments. Life is all little moments stringed together. I stay positive for the little girl who demands and deserves happiness. I stay positive for the people who genuinely care about my well-being and happiness (I cannot thank these people enough…ever and all of you here for being nothing short of sweet and supportive). I do it for all these reasons. Yes, I’m currently bombed with stress from all aspects of life- work, relationships, family, friends–you name it. It’s aggravating. It’s upsetting to see how many people take their anger out on others, not knowing how awful they may have it as well. It’s selfish, uncalled for, and really unnecessary. I stay positive because I still believe. I still hope. When I’m super down, I remind myself that I’m freaking awesome and a kind soul and I deserve better and I will get better. I won’t let myself fall or sink before I rise and I hope you all do the same.