AN: There’s definitely some cheesy usage of the lyrics in Ruin. lol hope you guys enjoy it !
“He’s not good for you, Y/N. You know that, so why do you keep going back to him?” There was so much pain in Shawn’s eyes. He was the last person you expected to show up at your doorstep on a Saturday night.
“Shawn..why are you here? It’s late and I’m too tired to even comprehend what you’re saying.” You rub your temples, squinting against the light illuminating your front porch.
“Then think harder, Y/N. Please, because all I’m trying to do is help you.” Confusion has filled your mind, and you’re wondering where this is all coming from. Shawn had never shown signs of interest in dating you, or ever seemed to pay such close attention to your current relationship.
“I’m kind of taken aback right now. What made you think of this?” He walks closer, coming up the stairs. His hands deep in his pockets.
“I don’t like your boyfriend.”
“I’m getting that, but why?” He bounces back and forth on his heels and you can tell he’s trying to decide what to say next.
The day went on, just as did every other day and the hours ticked by as the shades of the sky grew darker. But my heart still yearned for you. Three years later and I still stay up at night, your smile and laughter etched in my mind, wondering where you are and what you are doing, I smile to myself thinking of the memories with you, I still love you and I think I always will.
Excerpt from a book I will never write #638 // @mxlihv on Instagram
HOW TO DEDISTRACT YOURSELF TO STUDY.
1. Put your worst nightmares if you fail your exams into paper and place them where you study and when you feel like your mind wonder, look at the paper.
2. Have a trustworthy friend make sure you really focused and make sure to remind you of your dreams and nightmares
3. If that doesn’t motivates you, try asking your friend or parent to keep your phones or laptops away and no matter how many times you beg, remind them when you were sane that they must not ever give it to me. Ever.