where is your awkward phase

alwaysbeekind  asked:

omg i have a request if that's ok, could it be a connor x reader and they've been dating since like middle school and no one thought it would last but now they're here in senior year and still love each other a lot?i just thought that would be cute aha

this is so cute oh my god i need that kind of happy things in my life

“Don’t tell me Connor Murphy and Y/N are still dating?”, a girl whispered, loud enough for you to hear it, to her friend, as you two were walking down the hallway – hand in hand. You had to smile a bit. People were surprised that you two were still in love. Not that you went through a lot, it’s just been some years now. 5 years, specifically.

Connor and you started dating in 7th grade. Of course, it was one of these awkward first relationships, where you only hold hands and meet each other to play video games. You enjoyed these times with Connor. He’s always been your best friend, but then he was your boyfriend. And that was like a whole different level when you’re 13 years old and on the brink of growing up.

Today was your first day of senior year, but Connor and you decided to skip the last period and went straight away to his house. These were the kind of afternoons you adored. You and your boyfriend, lying in bed, listening to your favourite bands and either making out or talking about both of your lives and dreams. You rested your head on his chest, your hands entwined. You heard his heartbeat. His hand was stroking your back, going up and down.
“We’re almost dating for 5 years now, can you believe that?”
“5 years? That’s an incredibly long time. It almost feels like as if I had only asked you yesterday if you wanted to go on a date with me.”, he snorted.
You laughed quietly. “You would call going to McDonald’s on a Saturday afternoon a date?”
“Well, I bought you a milkshake. So…yeah.”
You rolled your eyes and kissed him, just as the many times you did before. His hands resting on your waist. There was no doubt that you two were in love. That you were still in love.

Looking back, you two went through a lot. Your awkward phase, where you would wear too much lipgloss and bright eyeshadow. Sometimes when you two were watching old photos from this time, you would always ask Connor, why he still found you attractive back then. And he always gave you the same answer: “I was 13 and had a major crush on you, since I was like 10. So, what do you think?” That response always made you smile a lot. Maybe you would even blush. You went through fights, deaths, tears and kisses. No person was as close to you as Connor.

Connor loved you. And this boy loved everything about you. The way you spoke, the way you laughed, the way you kissed him, the way you would comfort him when everything was too much. You always reminded him of the light in someone’s life. And he was sure, that you were his only light. Shining so brightly, that he would never stay in the dark again.
Connor was your first everything. Your first boyfriend, your first kiss, your first time sex. The first person you said “I love you” to, and really meant it. Suddenly, there was this tingly feeling in your whole body. You and Connor have been through so much – what if it ended someday? What if he broke up with you one day? You could never love another person more than you love Connor.
Then you thought back. When you two started dating, your parents would always say, that this is only a school relationship and it probably wouldn’t last longer than three months.
All your friends would say, that one day you’d be so annoyed of each other that you couldn’t go on like this anymore. Well, maybe. Maybe, one day you two are going to feel this way. But it was definitely not this day. And it won’t be tomorrow. You were sure about that. And Connor was sure about that.

“I love you so much”, he said under his breath.
“I love you so much”, you whispered back, kissing him again on his lips. You were no longer afraid of your future. As long as Connor was part of it - everything seemed right.

Updated Masterlist

* marks stories that have sexual themes




Not Done Yet Part One * Mashton
Not Done Yet Part Two * Cake
Not Done Yet Part Three * (Calum)
Not Done Yet Part Four * Lashton

So Much Worse Part One *Malum
So Much Worse Part Two * Malum 

Michael Clifford:

Just Because I’m Not Her Boyfriend Part One
Just Because I’m Not Her Boyfriend Part Two
Just Because I’m Not Her Boyfriend Part Three *
Just Because I’m Not Her Boyfriend Part Four

Victoria’s Secret

This Is My Home

Luke Hemmings:

Always Be Yours *

Something That’s Already Mine

Not A Dream *

Braid My Hair 

So Far Out Of My League

Calum Hood:

Not Done Yet Part Three *

Don’t Worry So Much (All Parts)

Ashton Irwin:

I’d Love Him Too *

Anything For You Part One
Anything For You Part Two

She’s Awake

In My Hat *

Star Of The Show Part One
Star of The Show Part Two
Star Of The Show Part Three *

Goodnight Princess

Who Wants To Pick First? Part One*
Who Wants To Pick First? Part Two*

Their Perfect Girlfriend
Soccer Player
Back Dimples
Being Short
Being Tall
Calling You Fat

How They Kiss
Wearing Glasses
Babysitting Your Younger Siblings
When You’re Pregnant
What You Fight About
Leaving For Tour
College Football
How They Cuddle
How He Asks You Out

Photos of Your Awkward Phase

Picture Preferences:

Matching Costumes
Where He Takes You On Vacation

Dog He Gets You

Song Preferences:

Out Of My Limit
Beside You

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