im not anti-self dx per say but when i see 14 year olds on here diagnosing themselves with 3 personality disorders it’s really hard to be supportive since their personalities are still developing and therefore will change as they mature and get older. also, the mental health community on here isn’t so healthy at times. often times i see people shutting down others for simply giving advice on how to feel better/what you can do to help yourself…this is especially toxic for impressionable young people who will take anything they see and form the same beliefs. this goes for diagnosing yourself as well; by saying there is no way to see a doctor because of the bias of mental health professionals, costs, etc. you are essentially telling young people to not even try to reach out. although i do understand where many people are coming from when they talk about the flaws in the mental health system it is still best to reach out if/when you can…that being said once again i’m not completely anti-self dx but i do believe it is not completely necessary. professionals give diagnosis to help them figure out what meds/treatment can help and unless you are using your diagnosis to help yourself it really is useless.
One of the most common pieces of writing advice is to read. Important, but vague. An easy way to analyze novels to become a better writer is to sort what you read into what you don’t like and what you do like. Spend some time thinking–whether alone, in writing, or through conversation–about what makes you like or dislike the writing, and brainstorm ways that the writing could have been improved or changed.
Here are some possible dislikes and likes that you might notice when reading:
What You Don’t Like:
Boring spots that you skim through
Unnecessary scenes that don’t advance the plot
Characters acting outside their character
Poorly done tropes
Too much telling, not enough showing
Too much showing, not enough telling
Overly flowery prose
Big words for the sake of big words
Lack of distinctive voices
What You Do Like:
Twists on tropes
Scenes where you felt like you were a part of that world
Characters you think about after the book ends
Clever plot twists
Good information reveal
Villains and antagonists that keep you on your toes
Characters that know what they want
Characters forced to make sacrifices
Side-characters that have personalities of their own
Scenes so intense that you find yourself peeking at the next page
him laughing when he tries to teach you proper English table mannerisms
you trying really hard because you want to make him proud
“I guess you are too adorable to be proper, eh?”
if you are short: he would bring it up any chance he was given
because he is used to being the youngest and the shortest
he is pretty deviant and quite sly
you soon understand why Seb and Robert call him a little asshole
he tries so hard to open doors for you and pull out a chair and get your coat
he whineswhen you do them yourself
he whines in general
he’s a big baby and you take care of him often
when he is sick he will play it like he is dying so that you will take care of him
because he loves your cooking
he will often shower you in what you call over exaggerated compliments
but he calls them understatements of blatant facts
he can and will take any aspect about you and ramble about how much he adores it
but he is also the person where if you mention a flaw you see about yourself and genuinely would like to change it for the better; he will give you constructive advice and help you in anyway that he can
he wants you to love yourself as much as he does
inconvenient hand holding
always touching in someway
an arm around you
at any man that walks past
some random on the street
gave you a cat call
he was physically ready to slice off their arm
and beat them with it
“Guysss, I’m really homesick“ :(
“Tom, you just went home to grab a hoodie and came back seven minutes ago?”
“I knowww. But (Y/n) isn’t here…”
because home is where the heart is
“She left to get some coffee. You hugged her three minutes ago– what is wrong with you?”
Voltron’s anniversary was yesterday and I can’t believe I’ve been stuck in hell for a year. Where would I be without these two tbh. For all the show’s flaws and strengths, it really is my favorite and I’m super excited to see what season 3 has in store!
i’m sure i’m not the first person to notice this but i’m rewatching the show and the episode “copycat” just gets me so annoyed and irritated because of how adrien was written in that episode. this is probably the episode where we have the most blatant, explicit evidence of one of adrien’s flaws (i.e. his jealousy) and he is at no point forced to be held accountable for his actions.
adrien quite literally causes an akuma because of his jealousy. but he is not forced to apologize to theo for lying about his relationship with ladybug, he’s not forced to apologize to ladybug for lying about said relationship without her consent, and adrien himself is not allowed time in the episode to acknowledge his jealousy, find fault in it, and learn from his mistake.
adrien as a character already has this annoying habit of being presented as the “perfect boy” who very rarely makes mistakes and is idolized for it. not just by marinette. by pretty much everyone. “jackady” had this really strange scene where gabriel and ladybug were staring at adrien’s modeling shots and gushing about how “flawless” and “perfect” he is. and most of adrien’s arguably negative qualities (e.g. his occassional inability to take things seriously in battle, his naivete, his occasional impulsiveness as chat noir, etc.) are often presented in ways that either make us sympathize with his behavior or find it endearing.
“copycat” is probably one of the only (if not the only) episodes where adrien is very clearly doing something wrong. he’s angry that theo likes ladybug so much so he lies about his relationship with ladybug and tells theo they’re a thing so that he can back off and chat noir can have ladybug all to himself.
the problem is that the show doesn’t call out adrien for this jealousy. about the only time it does is when plagg makes a dig at him right when adrien realizes who the akuma is.
and despite this, adrien merely rolls his eyes at plagg and scoffs at the comment as if it’s a joke. that was the perfect opportunity for adrien to take just a few seconds to say “you’re right. i should’ve never lied and let myself get jealous. that was wrong of me.”
about the best we can get is when chat noir acknowledges that he was the one who caused the akuma so he’s the one who has to go and get himself out of it. but at no point does he tell ladybug why this happened (especially because it involves her) and at no point does he vocalize the mistake he made, i.e. the fact that he let his jealousy take over.
then this is where the episode really starts to bother me
he calls out ladybug for not showing up to the statue unveiling. they actually make chat noir take time in the middle of his screw up to basically tell ladybug “well maybe you’d know what’s going on if you showed up this morning.” ladybug had done nothing wrong in regards to this akuma. we’re dealing with her phone stealing and her bad time management on the side, but this has nothing to do with the akuma. if anyone’s mistakes should be being highlighted here, it’s adrien’s.
but the episode continues to just let adrien get away with the fact that he lied. ladybug praises chat noir for his honesty and for the fact that he’s never lied to ladybug about anything (hello, irony) and normally this would be a pretty good moment for chat noir to at least look guilty. but instead he merely thanks her for the compliment and continues fighting anyway.
and then it gets even worse because the one who apologizes at the end of the episode is ladybug!! she apologizes to theo for not showing up to the unveiling! which, fine ok, but where was adrien’s apology? where was his opportunity to explain to ladybug that he messed up for lying about their relationship, causing this akuma, and putting ladybug in danger?
it’s replaced with chat noir’s angst about his crush not being returned.
we feel bad for him at the end of this episode because his “crush was crushed.” let alone that he let his jealousy get the better of him and lied to a stranger about ladybug and his relationship behind her back. we end the episode feeling sympathy for chat noir because ladybug doesn’t feel the same way for him. mr. perfect finally has an episode where he screws up and the show does not allow him to take sufficient responsibility for it and own up to his mistake.
and it further annoys me that this happened because anytime marinette messes up, she almost always apologizes. when she didn’t listen to chloe and caused her to be akumatized? she apologized to her for not listening to her. when she yelled at lila and caused her to be akumatized because of her own jealousy? she apologized to lila for being so mean to her. marinette is continuously asked to own up to her mistakes and apologize for them (as she should) meanwhile the one time adrien screws up, he gets let off for it.
idk man, it just gets me upset that adrien got it so easy in this episode. he should’ve apologized to theo. he should’ve told ladybug the truth. he should’ve owned up to the fact that his jealousy was totally unwarranted.
and then there was me, a queer girl in the catholic church with traditional parents. i grew up with a fingernail caught in my throat. i changed the words to songs so i’d be singing about boys. i was scared of “gay”. my mother told me it meant happy but i knew it meant being pushed to the floor of the bus. i remember my bible school teacher telling us that the greatest sin a woman can have is not giving a man her love. i remember realizing i liked girls and putting it in a box i labelled dirty and couldn’t bring myself to touch. when i came out i had to ask if my parents still loved me, like the idea of their acceptance ended where my sexuality began. they pull back when i accidentally slip and admit i like a girl. they promise the church doesn’t hate us, just doesn’t let us get married under god’s roof with god present. oh it’s a fine marriage, we accept it, but technically in the eyes of the church i’m living in sin. it would be better if i liked men. when i was 7 i was sure i was going to unhappily marry a man just to make my parents happy. at 23 i might marry a man just to make my parents happy.
god was this hard thing we couldn’t figure out how to handle. god came beyond the doors of the church. my god answered me at night but reminded me to cower. my god killed my brothers and sisters in the hands of others. how am i to reconcile that god that felt like love and belonging with the god called down in conversion camps. how am i to say i love the light of god when i have seen it burn the flesh of others.
i watch it still. for a while i was spitting and hissing and wouldn’t let god near me. i think it was better then, when i had shut my doors to the idea of it. once i tried to find god again i found myself desperately lost in the forest.
i was always so alone in church. always different. it wasn’t until i mentioned it once in an online chat that i found someone else who had gone through the same thing. how terrible, to form a community of people who have all been cast out. how powerful.
we, together, discussing at two a.m if god is real and if she is where she begins and ends. my brothers and sisters and family - we are all so strong for having survived this. for having been spat out by what should have accepted us. that first community. that first slap. the book that taught us not all books are homes. the book that i spent hours combing over looking for where my flaws were entombed. that curse that keeps following us, doggedly, just when we thought we shook it off - watching others take god as an excuse to punish us, to put into law our discrimination, to enact and enforce violence against us. “god loves you,” we were told. is this what god looks like? our first relationship with abuse?
i am stuck with an eternity of questions. can we find our own god? can we find her in each other? do we leave god entirely, and just find love in the stories of us lost lambs? is god worth it? was the word of god really to ruin us? is god even to blame for any of this, or is this how humans are when they find something to hit?
all i know is this: i am not alone. and if you’re like me, come to me. talk. i’ll listen. god only knows nobody else did.
A Handful of Questions to Ask Yourself While Creating a Character
Compelling characters make compelling stories. Here’s a bunch of questions you can ask yourself while developing a character.
1) What does your character want from life? What is their motivation? What drives them? Most people want things - it could be as small as wanting a sandwich, or something huge like wanting to change the world. Does your character want something? Does your character dream? What about? And if they don’t, why don’t they?
2) Is your character shy? Outgoing? Insecure? Proud? Why are they the way they are? My favourite example of this question answered well is Ron Weasley from Harry Potter. He’s insecure because he doesn’t come from a wealthy family, has a bunch of older brothers who are all amazing in some form or way, his mother always wanted a daughter, Ginny, and so he doesn’t feel as wanted. Also, one of his best friends is the Chosen One, and the other is the brightest witch of her age - a cocktail that would make anyone doubt themselves.
3) What kind of clothes does your character wear? Why? The way you dress says a lot about who you are. For instance, If a character wears designer clothes and the latest fashions, it shows that they have the means to keep up with the trends. However if they wear a medley of things bought second-hand, or buy cheap stuff from supermarkets, they might not have the money to spare on outfits, or maybe they just don’t care about fashion.
4) How does your character speak? Speech patterns have origins. An accent, language, a dialect, all signify geography, social class, personality. It could be as simple as cussing too much. But be sure you know why your character speaks the way they do. And if it’s not a speech pattern you’re familiar with, do your research!
5) Likes and dislikes I sometimes give characters specific likes (”I like tomatoes”) or specific dislikes (”I dislike eggs”), simply because it humanises them. You don’t have to do this, or be as specific as that, if it doesn’t serve your story. But it’s definitely something you can consider. Everyone has those little things they love and hate, and you can go places with them. (”I hate eggs because my childhood bully threw an egg at me and scarred me for life.”) Be creative and have fun with it.
6) Who does your character love? Romantic attraction isn’t necessary to create a wholesome character. Nevertheless, if they are in love with someone, be sure to understand why they love someone. Love is at its best, a complicated emotion difficult to break down, but a relationship has to be believable. As a reader, I need to be able to look at a couple and think, yeah, I can see what their love is built on.
7) What would their favourite songs be? This is not so much a question as it is a trick I use to get a better feel for who my character is. No matter what time period your story is set in, you can use this to understand your character better. Take your playlist and pick what songs they would enjoy. It says a lot about who they are. For instance, one of my characters would enjoy Western classical music and nothing else. Another character listens to the worst kind of pop and loves it.
8) How does your character react under stress? Can they cope with it? Do they get tense? Angry? Teary? Why? Why not? How a person deals with stress is a vital part of their personality. Decisions taken under stress can be the worst you’ve ever made, or (depending on how you handle stress), can be effective solutions to problems. The way a person reacts to stress often has a lot to do with their background and upbringing. Example (this is a generalisation, of course): someone who comes from a difficult family background may have more extreme reactions to stress than someone who is well-adjusted and comes from a happy family.
9) What does your character do when they’re alone? You’re often a different person alone than when you are with other people. The pretences and false faces come away, and all the little thoughts you usually ignore now have time to play in the open. Who is your character when they’re alone? What do they do? What do they think about? Why do they think about/do things in that way?
10) Where does your character fail? Characters must have flaws to be compelling. Nobody is perfect, and your character shouldn’t be either. Whether its insecurity or anger, or a lack of initiative, or smaller things like not being a good artist, or not being the best at sports–we all have personal failings and we all have things we aren’t good at. Consider: where does your character mess up?
I hope this helps! Remember to have fun. Developing characters can be the most exciting thing. Keep an open mind while working. Happy writing!
If you ever feel sad just imagine that there’s an alternate universe where you are a fictional character and everyone absolutely loves you and your flaws. People make blogs and lovely edits of you and probably ship you with your best friend. They have your funny one-liners you thought nobody heard as their bios.
Even better, people make fanart of you. They pretend you’re a chief, or a scuba diver in some alternate universe of their own. Some people attempt to replicate your personality because they love it so much. Others dress as you for Halloween.
Imagine an alternate universe where you are so unbelievably loved from people you don’t know exist.
Chiron is another ‘infamous’ asteroid, located in between Saturn and Uranus, bridging lessons and structure with change and revolution, and also physical planets (Saturn to sun) to the spiritual and ethereal (Uranus to Pluto)
Like all planetary configurations, Chiron represents another childhood experience that structured a part of our personality.
Chiron from my own personal studies indicated the aspects of us that were rejected by the caregivers and/or other people and conditions surrounding the environment growing up.
These rejected parts of ourselves are then suppressed into the subconscious.
Chiron then shows us the darker voice within ourselves that tell us “You aren’t worthy” and “You’re not good enough at this (sign/house)” - as it became integrated into our personality during childhood.
Suppressed subconscious thinking and programming then becomes a point by where we unwillingly ‘trip ourselves up’ in these aspects of our lives.
This subconscious wound formed due to childhood conditioning (intentional or unintentional) that created patterns in the behaviour that can lead to reoccurring experiences of pain and trauma, that remains 'unhealed’ due to the emotional imprint left behind and the inability to integrate these traumatised aspects of ourselves.
Through our own unhealed wound, the understanding of our own pain can allow us provide healing to others in the area in which we believe we lack.
However, this greatly varies on the level of maturity and consciousness of the individual. Much shadow work on the self and integrating the traumatised aspects of ones own personality is needed before one can even attempt to heal another.
Chiron is almost like our own talent or gift where we have an incredible ability to empower others to heal themselves.
The house area indicates what area of life the wound formed, and the sign dictates how we received this wound, and how we can heal others in this area of life and also the ways in which we can learn to accept and integrate as part of our damaged ‘self’.
We may also often put ourselves down in this area of life, feeling a consistent internal dislike of oneself. However, we may be incredibly talented here also. Others may recognise these talents even though we may continue to reject them.
The 'key’ to Chiron is to recognise these rejected, hurt and wounded parts of ourselves, and use these talents to help heal others, in turn improving our confidence in these life areas ourselves.
This post was specifically written for the house placement of Chiron since itits orbit often fluxes between generations. The signs in essence act differently from the way planets act within areas, so take this into account when reading descriptions to combine your Chiron placement.
Chiron in 1st House (Aries)
Chiron in the 1st house can indicate an individual who’s wound stems from a lack of understanding who they are as an individual. They may feel like they don’t fit in within society. They may feel like their sense of style or their appearance isn’t appealing to others, and they may have a wound surrounding self-confidence issue in regards to their facial or body appearance. This can be a quite self-hating placement in regards to the physical self in particular.
They may also feel like they have no life direction, while everyone around them seems to know where they are going in life and what they are doing, while the Chiron 1st person seems to drift from one place in life to another but not really getting anywhere. This can make them feel quite frustrated and their worth and knowing who they are and where they want to go in life seems to be an endless void, either feeling like their options are limited or theres so much choice its hard to choose any direction.
There may also be some issues around the expression of anger and being assertive. They may desperately want something but can never muster up the passion and drive in order to go get it, then end up loathing themselves for giving up (often because they don’t feel like they are worthy of even trying because there’s a preconceived idea that they won’t get what they desire anyway).
On the flip side, you may feel like you want to achieve your goals as soon as you can, attempting to spin your way through life though only end up becoming frustrated due to your attempt to push against divine timing - if something is meant to happen, it will, there’s no need to feel like you’re running out of time to get things done.
This may have stemmed from not being able to get what they want, when they wanted it in childhood.
They may have also grown up in an environment where any attempts to express anger or aggression was scolded, therefore was repressed into themselves, becoming a subconscious shadow aspect. Now when pushed too far into a situation, they may snap and become quite aggressive and angry, then feel guilty after coming to their senses (particularly in the sign of Aries). They may have witnessed an aggressive or highly defensive parent, and when they confronted this particular parent, they may have had their act of assertion dominated by them, therefore making them feel incapable of standing their ground.
You heal others is by elevating them and encouraging them to head in their life direction. You remind them of who they are and help strengthen their sense of self and identity. You encourage others around you to be assertive and not to let anyone get in their way.
Because Chiron is in your 1st, its there fore everyone to see. People see your battle wounds, and if Chiron is close or conjunct the AC, you then embody and personify the characteristics of the wounded healer. If well aspected, people may recognise you as the ‘wounded healer’, admiring your strength and ability to guide others to better themselves.
There can also be situations where no matter how much others praise and acknowledge your appearance, you may constantly be unhappy with yourself due to the significantly ingrained pattern of only seeing your flaws above your beauty.
You need to learn where you want to go in life by experimenting with different path ways (your astrological chart is obviously a wonderful tool to help!). You incarnated for a reason, and though it may take time and much trial and error, you will find the right direction for you. Don’t be scared to put yourself out there and know that you have an incredible capacity of power and strength within you.
Chiron in 2nd House (Taurus)
Chiron in the 2nd house can indicate an individual who’s wound stems from a lack of self-worth and self value. They may feel like who they are as a person and even their physicality isn’t ‘good enough’. They can’t seem to find worth in themselves and this may make it even difficult to have a strong and healthy value system, where they tend to disregard things that other may deem as being important (check sign as an indicator of what this could be). This may have been due to a parental figure placing more value and worth on something other than the native, often money or other material possessions.
There can also be issues around money and possessions with this placement in general, growing up in a home where they were just scraping by. They may on the other hand, had a parental figure have a hoarding issue, or being rather selfish in what they owned. The native may have be rejected in regards to sharing and there may have been a sense they had to ‘earn’ something before they could receive it, thus their love and care was conditional. Regardless if this person had little to all the money and possessions in the world, they may continue to feel an insisting void of lack within themselves that can’t seemed to be filled by outer possessions - real value and worth comes from self acceptance and appreciation, not possessions and material resources.
The lack of self worth and self value can be another indicator for perpetual eating disorders, especially if affected from planets such as Saturn/Mars/Pluto - especially if coming from the 6th House. This can cause one to overeat in attempts to feel the void of being unvalued, or under-eat in order to reflect their internal sense of self worth which may be very little. This, as well as a need to have ones own possessions ONLY to themselves, may be derived from a sense of a lack of security in childhood, thus may find security by what they eat and what they have to themselves.
With this placement, you understand the pain of having low self-worth and self-value. You learn to understand that material possession can never fill the void of emptiness you feel within yourself. Through the mastery of understanding the need for self love and value, you demonstrate to others to heal themselves by showing them their self worth, though you may attempt doing this by deeming yourself less worthy of them. You can teach people that to be loved by another, they must first love themselves. You can show people how to stand on their own two feet when it comes to accumulating what they want and need to appease themselves, and demonstrate that money can’t buy you happiness.
You need to learn that you are worthy of love from others, and you can begin by learning to love yourself and who you are. You are a soul experiencing a physical form, and you must remember you inherit value extends beyond what you can see in the here an now.
Chiron 3rd House (Gemini)
Chiron in the 3rd house can indicate an individual who’s wound stems from issues around learning, schooling, communication and possibly siblings. During the childhood development, you may have experienced an environment where your thoughts and ideas were rejected or suppressed. If you attempted to proclaim your opinion on something, a parental figure may have rejected it or at the worst, made a mockery of your perception on things. This may have mad you fearful about expressing your ideas and opinions in fear of being judged and/or ridiculed by a parental figure. You may have also then avoided even speaking to that particular parental figure who you often felt intellectually inferior to. Perhaps the parent or caregiver may not have even met to be so critical of your thoughts and ideas, nevertheless the sensitivity of a child’s persona took their correction quite personally, leaving a scar on their ability to form their own analysis on things.
Individuals with this placement may have also had learning difficulties in their school life, having great difficulty in certain subjects such as maths and English for example, or any class that required an intellectual understanding and processing. Therefore, you may have had difficulty concentrating in your schooling environment or preferring to work in creative, more practical classes such as art, music, dance, theatre, and so on. This placement may also manifest things such as speech impediments, difficulty in pronouncing certain words, learning difficulties, and sometimes lisps.
If your placement is particularly subsiding in the 3rd house, you may have ex-refined childhood wounding around rejection or feeling dissociated in your immediate environment/neighbourhood. You may have felt like you as an individual (or possibly your whole family), felt rejected in your society amongst your peers. They may have pointed out something about you that was particularly unusual and/or different, and you may have felt unsafe or uncomfortable in your neighbourhood because of that.
The 3rd house in particular often relating to siblings may indicate strong sibling rivalry and/or feeling ‘below’ another sibling. Your parents may have in fact (or seemed to) give far more attention, love and praise to another one of your siblings, making you feel somewhat inferior to them. There’s also the possibility however, if your Chiron is well aspected in your 3rd house, you may have found comfort and healing from your sibling.
With this placement, you understand what it’s like to not feel heard, to not have your ideas and opinions acknowledged and what its like to have difficulty comprehending something. Chiron brings healing ability through speech and communication. You may in time, once you’ve come to acknowledge your Chiron wound, find yourself with a strong capability to bring healing to others through your words. This may be informal communication methods such a using social media as a platforms to express your ideas and opinions, and while you may put yourself down in your intellectual capabilities, Chiron gives you the capacity to become quite intelligent once you apply yourself to what you are passionate about learning and/or expressing. You can deliver a powerful and healing message to others that can bring them great healing on their own ability to verbally state their thoughts, ideas and options without fear.
You need to learn that you are intelligent and an effective communicator. It’s ok to not have opinions accepted by others, after all, we a all individual manifestations of source, and to learn who we are, we need someone to reject and reflect our ideas, thoughts and options back at us so we can know who WE are. Your thoughts and ideas are valid, and there will always be like minded people to converse with. Let go of the fear of judgement of what others may think of what you say, for what you say may be just the right thing another needs to hear.
Chiron 4th House (Cancer)
Chiron in the 4th house can indicate an individual who’s wound is derived from a feeling of a rejection or emotional discord in the home environment, an unstable home and/or family environment, feeling like an outsider from the family and/or not having secure foundations growing up.
As a child, you may have had parental figures that felt (or was) absent. This can be emotional and physical absence. You may not have received the love, care and nurture needed from the parental figure(s) growing up which left a persistent internal wound of not being able to feel like one can belong anywhere or with anyone. This may lead to behavioural patterns such as being overly attached and clinging onto those who seem to have the capacity to provide you the security and comfort you crave, or being completely ‘under’ attached, not allowing people to get too closely emotionally involved with you.
Essentially this stems from the same or similar root cause of witnessing your parents instability with one another. This instability then formed a subconscious self protection mechanism whereby you either seek comfort and security from others, making it very difficult for you to let go - even when its not a healthy situation. You may tell yourself “This person is providing me a house/place to stay/love and emotional connection/a sense of security - though all the while may be treating you very poorly in all other areas. Your desire for security is so high that you can lower your standards greatly simply to feel some sort of security.
On the flip side, if you witnessed your parents being quite unstable in their own interactions with one another or towards yourself, you may refrain from allowing anyone too close to you due to the lack of trust you’ve accumulated for others. You would rather recluse inside your own safe shell where no one can see or feel your emotional scarring.
With this placement, there may be a particular issue revolving around the mother figure.
In relation to the home environment, you may not have had a secure home growing up, moving from one place to the next, or couch surfing at friends or other family members homes. In other extremes, you may not have even felt comfortable or ‘at home’ in your birth country, feeling out of place or that your weren’t comfortable about your own culture.
Your Chiron wound gives you the ability to provide a safe and secure environment for other people. You instinctively know how to care and nurture others, and may also have a high intuitive ability that allows you you to quickly pick up on the emotional wounds of others. You can provide care and protection for others, though may find it quite difficult to allow yourself to receive these things from others. You may set the bar quite high when it comes to trusting others and allowing them into your personal space, though often at times your empathy and resonance with the emotional wounds of others may prompt you to take the unitive to ‘bandage’ and care for their wound while putting your own aside.
You need to learn that you are are worthy of being cared for and nurtured by others. You do not need to assume the responsibility as the caretaker of others if its not also in your highest good. You need to learn when it is and when it is not ok to allow people into your personal space. You have an underlying acute emotional sensitivity and thus you need to be aware of who you allow in your life and personal space. You may assume the most toxic people require the most care, but you may at times disregard how this will affect you. Learn where your boundaries are most comfortable for you and don’t be afraid to allow people to care for you. You are worthy to feel apart of a family environment and a safe and secure home.
Chiron 5th House (Leo)
Chiron in the 5th house can indicate an individual who’s wound stems from issues around a sense of rejection of self expression and creativity, or possibly a sense of a lack of fun and play growing up.
As a child, one (or perhaps even both) of your parental figures and caregivers rejected or suppressed your urge for self creative expression. You may have felt like anything you took particular enjoyment in as a hobby, games, and ways of expressing who you are wasn’t acknowledged or praised by your caregiver(s). An example could possibly be someone who enjoyed expressing themselves through the art of tattoos, piercing and dying their hair unusual colours. The parental figure(s) may have scolded this and made you feel as though you weren’t allowed to express yourself in a creative way of your choice. Another possible example could be through sports, where your caregivers didn’t allow you to play due to their desires and wished being imposed on you. Any activity in which you had the option to choose to express yourself was rejected or suppressed is ultimately a part of this Chiron wound.
This may now manifest as a fear to attempt to express yourself in any creative way you desire. You may fear the same rejection of your own unique creative expression, and will only attempt to if you know that an audience will receive it well. You may think to yourself “I want to create this and share it with the world…but what if no one likes it?…what if people get angry at me for what I’ve created?…What if people laugh or make fun of something I create or do?” - Shame and fear of rejection then takes over, therefore limiting yourself from creating what your truly desire, while also taking away the possible opportunity for your own unique and creative expression to be praised and applauded by those who in fact enjoy what you can create, do and express.
Chiron in the 5th has also been linked to difficulties baring children. This is not due to the placement of Chiron in this house itself, but instead due to deeper psychological wounds experienced in childhood. There is a direct relation to how the subconscious mind affects the body, and if a female in particular experienced a childhood where she did not feel safe, cared for or nurtured, her subconscious mind may affirm to her body that “It is not safe to bare children for I had experienced rejection growing up, therefore I refuse to subject another to this environment”. If the woman is able to affirm to herself that her child wound in fact experience a safe and loving environment, her subconscious may then allow her to open to conceiving a child. Transits from benific planets such as Jupiter however, will greatly enhance the individuals luck for conceiving a child, regardless of the Chiron wound (as seen through my own studies).
You may have had your parent(s) impose their idea of fun and enjoyment onto you, in which you had to abide to. For example, an individual with a parent who was highly enthusiastic about sports may have signed them up to participate in many after school sports activities, when the child hated sports but loved acting. The parent(s) may have believed they were nurturing the child giving them the experience they never had (or had too much of) and attempt to live that through the child. The child then had to participate in the parents fun and games and suppress their own desire for fun and enjoyment.
With this wound, you have great ability to encourage others to open up to their true authentic self. You know how to motivate people and give them the own sense of special, individual power and sense of desire to be who they are, regardless of what anyone else things. You’re quite happy to put others up onto a pedestal and encourage them on from the sidelines in whatever they want to do. You have great ability to be the role model for authentic expression if you can overcome the fear of those who may reject you for who and how you want to express yourself.
You need to learn that no ones opinion of you matters, and that you are free to express yourself however you so desire. Get that tattoo, play your favourite sport, make a confronting artwork - authenticity is absolutely liberating, and you must remember that EVERYONE is unique and there will always be someone who’s not going to like you for who you are or what you do. Remember that we are a soul having a human experience, and we are all part of an energetic whole - we NEED contrast to know who we are. And remember that those who attempt to put you down for how you express yourself are simply scared of being confronted by a sense of confidence and power they don’t posses. Insecurity leads to others dragging you down to their level because they are too afraid to rise up to be as empowered as you. Learn not to fear who you are and express yourself to the upmost 100% - you have the power to do so.
Chiron in the 6th House (Virgo)
Chiron in the 6th house can indicate an individual who’s wound may have been accumulated from an illness experienced in childhood (by you or perhaps another family member whereby you had to care for them), having too many responsibilities placed onto you too early in life, absent parental figures due to work, and difficulty in the working environment in general.
Growing up you may not have got to experience much of a childhood filled with fun and play due to responsibilities being assumed onto you at a very early age. This may be due to having to care for a sickly parent (as mentioned above), working with the parent or in a another job to support the home life and family, and/or taking care of the home and family life instead due to the parent(s) often being at work. This may manifest in your current life is a fear of letting things get out of your own established routine and order. You may greatly dislike assuming responsibility onto others because you’ve grown up to feel like “I can take care of myself/I’m the only one who knows how to do this/no one else does it correctly as I do/I need to take the responsibility for caring for others because I know how to do it the best ect”. This can stem from a fear of what almost resonates as a lack of control of your day-to-day life. If you experienced a home/living environment where everything was out of place OR that everything had a perfect place, you now have a need to make a set routine that feels safe to you. You may not like to breech you day-to-day life for any means necessary because of a deep rooted need for wanting everything to have a certain place and time so you find safety in the predictability of things.
In relation to the aspect of health, you may have often become sick as a child or may have manifested a lifestyle disease. To compensate, you may attempt to follow set diet plan such as paleo or veganisim and/or consume copious amounts of vitamin pills - all the while perhaps avoiding exercise. You may overcompensate in one area to make an excuse for another area of health you tend to neglect. On the flip side, you can be so obsessive about taking care of other people that your own health often ‘falls on the way side’ due to self neglect. This placement can show a person who provides tremendous care and service to others, but may often be to their own detriment.
With this placement, you can be a fantastic healer to others, especially in regards to applying physical healing (massage) or simply through your service to others. You can be a fantastic help to people in all practical manners, however don’t go overboard to the point where in helping others you’re neglecting yourself.
You need to learn that you are worthy of good health and you don’t have to be over critical of yourself. Remember the universe made you perfect exactly as you are and there’s no need to aim to achieve the ‘perfect’ standards of other people - they are not you and you are not them - the universe made you unique as you are and you are perfect and complete just as yourself. Use your ability for proficiency to help others achieve their goals and bring healing through your amazing selfless service.
Chiron in the 7th House (libra)
Chiron in the 7th house can indicate an individual who’s wound may stem from observing a disharmonious relationship between your parental figures growing ip, thus hindering your perspective of how relationships function, what you search for in a relationship and questioning your worthiness of being in a relationship with someone.
With this placement, if you experienced witnessing your parents having difficulty in a relationship - such as conflict, arguments and unfairness - your perception of relationships and marriage in general may be wounded. Because of this, you may not believe that marriages or long term relationships are made to last, simply because of a subconscious fear of repeating the same or similar disharmonious unbalance between your caregivers growing up. You may have convinced yourself that you have an inability to somewhat distrust the relationship partner in a projected fear that a conflict or turn of events will occur that will disrupt your relationship. Due to this subconscious belief, you may act out as the the projected fear has already manifested - meaning that your believe that the relationship will end so you act as though it already has, becoming cold and distant from the partner as if mourning the ended relationship, even though everything was panning out just fine! By doing this, your partner then may sense you becoming cold and distant, thus ending the relationship due to feeling neglected - this then ‘confirms’ your feelings, even though it was your subconscious actions that manifested this to occur in the first place! If you have a tendency to do this, aim to become conscious of this and take an objective look at the relationship. Question everything you can physically SEE in the now. Don’t project your thoughts and fears into the future by pulling up wounds of the past. You are not your parents, and you have the capacity to change the nature of how your relationships pan out for you are always in control of your reality.
Another manifestation of this placement is that you may attract relationship partners with a strong Chiron placement, carrying a wound that is in need of healing. If your Chiron is well aspected, you may have great potential to heal the wound of your relationship partner by being their supportive shoulder whenever they need you. Be aware of any tendencies to be attracted to heavily emotionally wounded people - especially if your Chiron placement is afflicted. While you may have the capacity to heal people in relationships, it may not be in your highest good to tend to heavily distraught people. Always act in your highest good, and sometimes this may involve leaving a toxic relationship that doesn’t serve you. You do not owe anything to anyone, and you have the freewill to leave a painful relationship and free yourself from disharmony and unfairness.
With Chiron in the 7th, their may also be a subconscious fear of being loved and accepted by others. You may do, say and act in certain ways to ensure that people will love and accept you, for your fear of being alone may often at times overpower your rational thinking and actions. Sometimes you may do and say things you don’t really mean in fear of being rejected by another person. This doesn’t even have to be over something critical, it may be as simple as saying”no” to a friends request of you. For example, a friend may approach you and ask “Hey, could you do x, y and z for me?” - you may be busy with your own chores and projects, though you accept your friends requests for the fear of saying “no” to them may lead to them rejecting you - though this is hardly ever the case at all! If you expend your energy on excess things for others that you simply can’t handle at the time, this may lead you to feeling overwhelmed, used and somewhat resentful of the other - even though you offered to do it in the first place! Take consideration of whether or not YOU want to do something for someone, never act on the basis of thinking your “should” do something for someone else. The universe has given us all the power of freewill, and you should never feel subservient to another in a need for approval for connection. If you a are strong and confident in yourself, then people will automatically drawn to you as a whole person - not a half person, after all, we teach people how to treat us.
You have great capacity to heal other through one-on-one interactions with them, offering support and advise, and simply by being a supportive shoulder for another. You know how to make others feel loved and accepted, and you must know you are worthy of these things also. You must learn you do not have to give into others, and you are as worthy of being supported and cared for as you are. Find balance in your relationships with others - don’t give too little or too much, find a happy medium whereby you and your partner are giving the relationship the same level love, care, attention and affection it needs. If you feel unbalanced in your relationship, you have every right to move on. You are worthy of a healthy, loving relationship.
Chiron 8th House (Scorpio)
Chiron in the 8th house can indicate an individual who’s wound may stem from deep interrelations with others, deep psychological trauma that the individual hides away from others, issues around death and wounding around sex and perhaps sexuality in general.
Chiron in the 8th house, especially of difficulty aspected by other planets can be one of the harshest placement for chiron, but can also manifest and incredibly powerful and transformative healer.
During childhood, you may have experienced a traumatic event around death in general. This may have been loosing a family member or friend early in life, and you were taught very early on what death was and the nature of it. It may have even been experienced by losing a family pet. Regardless of how you experienced the nature of death, you may have quickly understood it and thus either quickly overcoming your fear of death or depending on how your Chiron is aspected, this placement may have manifested deeper psychological fears around it. Chrion in the 8th/scorpio can produce a powerful shamanic healer when positively utilised in associating with others. You can greatly help people dive to the darkest hidden places of their subconscious minds, grasping their deep rooted fears before resurfacing and displaying the wound to the individual to be understood, accepted and healed. If you harness the power of your own psychological fears and shadow self, and incorporate it into yourself, completing fragmented aspected of your personality, you will radiate a strong sense of sharmanic transformative power and have great capacity to heal others and complete themselves.
At times, you may often struggle with your own fears and past psychological traumas/wounds, thus manifesting a strong sense of clairsentience and empathy towards others. You know pain - but that pain can be your greatest power and tremendously beneficial to others if you so choose to utilise it.
You may also have fears of being abandoned by others, which may manifest subconscious behaviours in which you can act quite obsessive and possessive over the people you love and care about. If you find yourself acting in this way, I personally encourage you to engage in shadow work and uprooting the core event that you may have experienced as a child. (You may wish to listen to Theta or third eye frequency meditation music to help). Once you are deep in meditation, ask yourself “When was the first time I ever felt abandoned?”. Let any images, sounds, thoughts or feelings come to you. They may arise as memory or an abstraction. Don’t dismiss whatever comes to you, allow it to flow and observe. Allow yourself to acknowledge any past hurst of feeling abandoned and recognise that you do not have to repeat these patterns in your present moment. Do not project your past traumas into your present or future. Take a good look around you and acknowledge what you can SEE/FEEL/TOUCH in the present moment. If you cling too hard to another, they will eventually want to break free - thus manifesting your own sense of abandonment into your reality.
Chiron in the 8th/Scorpio can also react to deep wounds surrounded sex and sexuality *For the sake of this public post, if you have this placement and wish to discus Chiron and sexual woundings, feel free to DM me to discuss in privacy*
Chiron in the 8th has tremendous healing power and you need to learn that although past trauma may have been overwhelming to you in someway on your psychological health, you can heal yourself though channelling your power into the healing of others. You can dive greatly into the depths of the subconscious mind and even beyond the view of the 4th dimension, though take care as to not dive so deep when you don’t have to. Sometimes its much healthier to lay down your ability for diving deep to experience the reality of the now - especially at times when fears of the past or future come crawling into the forefront of your mind. Know that you have the power to create your reality and that past hurts can not hurt you anymore and that the future doesn’t have to manifest that same trauma as experienced in the past. You have tremendous power to heal, use it to the best of your ability.
Chiron in the 9th House (Sagittarius)
Chiron in the 9th house can indicate an individual who’s wound may be derived from growing up in an environment where religious ideals and/or certain beliefs about life, spirituality and the world in general may have been imposed on you during childhood, skewing your world perception, ability to have faith and optimism and feeling closed in on what’s truly possible in the world.
You may have had certain ideals and spiritual beliefs imposed on you as a child, and depending whether you resonated with these beliefs or not determined how you perceived the possibilities in life. If beliefs such as “The world is a scary place” or “If you do x, y, z, a higher power will punish you”, you may have felt fearful as a child about the world outside of your own beliefs. You may have felt like you should act accordingly to what you’ve been taught, or on the flip side in rejection of those imposed beliefs, you may have felt incredibly alone on your own spiritual journey.
You may have felt a sense of abandonment or disconnect with the universe, often feeling like it’s energies never seemed to work in your favour. You may feel like your current life needs to have a higher meaning external and more grand than what it already is.
You may also have a great desire to manifest, learn or experience something, though you may have difficulty manifesting that thing into your reality due to the extremity of the nature of what you desire to achieve (example, attempting levitation but not being able to achieve it). These extreme ideas, concepts and beliefs that seem out of your reach can make you second guess yourself, especially when you can’t achieve them in your reality. You can question your own beliefs and may at times feel like what you truly believe in is nonsense and you’re fooling yourself - this may not be the case, though you’re ability to have faith, optimism and recognise true spiritual experiences may be blocked by your projection of a certain, even grand expectation of what you believed in. To truly witness profound spiritual experiences, you need to let go of any expectations of what you’ve asked for.
For example, you may use the Law of Attraction to manifest something into your life (e.g, a certain mobile phone you desire) and may not experience it in your current reality then feel disappointed - the reality may simply be the fact that you don’t BELIVE you’ll manifest the phone you want (which is a crucial step in the Law of Attraction), and feeling crushed by your belief, abandon it and perhaps even ridiculing yourself for it.
You need to recognise when you’re beliefs about yourself and the world around you are either helping you or hindering you. If you believe that the world is a difficult place to live in, then it will be so, for you’ll only perceive the negative experiences in life over the positive. If you believe the world can be improved, you may have the ability to change the way the world works from your perspective. Chiron in the 9th’s gift is that of being the ‘wounded’ teacher. Its the placement of the wise Sage who understands how to mend the self using ones own belief system to do so, while also incorporating spiritual teachings and practices to benefit others. You can be a guiding figure on the path of enlightenment to others due to your knowledge of what it means to have faith in something higher that connects us all.
Always remember that you can look at the glass half empty, half full - and also 100% full - half of the glass may be water, though the other half is filled with air. Have faith that there is something beyond what the eyes can see that connects us to everything in the universe.
Chiron 10th House (Capricorn)
Chiron in the 10th house can indicate an individual who’s wound may stem from issues, events and relations towards the father figure, goals and aspirations your wish to achieve in life and your public image.
Chiron in the 10th house (as well as other aspects included) may indicate that you may have experienced difficult relations around your father figure in general. You may have perceived your father not to be the ideal role model you wished to follow in life (reasons may stem around the sign/house Chiron in placed in and also aspects to Chiron). Your relationship with your father may have even been quite healthy (depending on aspects), however there may have been an underlying sense that “I like you, but I don’t want to be like you”. Depending on how harshly Chiron is aspected in the 10th house, the father figure may have even been absent in the nursing environment growing up - however - if Chiron is positively aspected, you may have even seen your father figure as THE wounded healer in one way or another.
Another possible manifestation was that you felt dominated or subjected to working under another - either the father figure or other authorities in general. Other people may have seemed to pave your path for you, giving you very little freedom to follow your own life vocation. Perhaps even if you did feel like you had the choice to find a fulfilling career, you may not even know exactly what you want to do. This can make you feel quite aimless in life, and then refer to simply handing your personal power back over to others to make the career/work choice for you. You may have difficulty establishing what you want to do and where you want to go in life, and may continuously stop and start your goals but never seem to experience any true progression. You may begin many pathways until finding something you truly wish to follow.
You may have also ended up becoming the springboard for other peoples success, and they may not even given you any recognition for doing so.
If you felt like your parental figures were limited or expansive in their own ambitions and goals, you may place an emphasis on them yourself, to the point where you can possibly overwork yourself and become too tired to complete your goals. You may desire to gain some form of authority and/or control in your life, and in attempts to feel fulfilled and recognised for your success, you may burden yourself with problems and issues outside of your abilities or expertise. You may attempt to ‘help’ a friend by taking control over their own projects, though in doing this you limit the other and burden yourself with he responsibilities of another that wasn’t ever yours in the first place.
You have tremendous capacity to help others achieve their goals and aspirations in life, and due to the shamanic nature of Chiron, you may even find a career and/or life vocation surrounding themes of helping other people find their own life purpose and career. If you possess the 10th house placement, look to the sign your Chiron is in to establish how you may be a guide for others (this could be from a career councillor, public speaker to a tarot reader - they are all forms of inspiration, leadership and guidance!).
You have tremendous capacity for building structures and foundations to help life others up towards thiner desired goals, and you also know how to hold things together for other people in a crisis situation.
You need to learnt that in helping others, you don’t need to take the control for them, you simply need to guide. Do not burden yourself with a responsibilities of others as they can become far too overbearing in the long haul for you. You may even need to ask yourself WHY you want to take responsibility and feel such drive to achieve great things - because you don’t need to prove anything to anyone other than to yourself. You are your own leader and your own sense of value and sense of self respect will allow you to bring healing to yourself and to others.
Chiron in the 11th House (Aquarius)
Chiron in the 11th house can indicate an individual who’s wound may be derived from feeling rejected in society and friendship groups, feeling as if you don’t fit in anywhere because of your own unique eccentricities or even feeling your interests, ways of self expression and things you enjoy seem to always lead to being labeled by others.
Chiron in the 11th can show that things you may be talented at or what truly makes you unique and special is often flipped onto its head when expressed as part of a group. For example, if your an actor, you may simply seen as ‘the actor in the show’ rather than ‘the actor that played ___’. You feel as though your talents and what makes you unique and inventive is often glazed over, and others may even criticise you for supposedly being unoriginal or copying the ideas and expressions of someone else - and you may not have even heard of those people! You may then feel reluctant to attempt to express your unique, individual and creative ideas and fear that you’ll be rejected for them for either being ‘too out there’ or ‘the same as everyone else’. You can feel quite alienated by society for your unique understand and interpretation of things. While there may be others out there that believe that what you express is an act of pure genius, you may not even attempt to, simply due to the fear of ridicule.
Because of the unique way you do things, you may be seen as a rebel by others for not following the system as everyone else does - even though the way you do things may be 10x better than how others do it - they may attempt to convert you into doing things the ‘right way’, simply because the feel threatened by the thought of someone rebelling/challenging the norm or bringing something new to the table that conflicts with tradition.
If this is the case for you, DO NOT let others opinions and attempts to convert you to sway you and your ideas. If it works for you, then continue to follow and express your own unique way of doing things. When people feel threatened by the genius of others, mockery may seem to follow due to the others persons inability to rise to your level .The only option is to drag you down to theirs. Don’t lose sleep over the opinion of sheep! There will always be someone out in the wide world who will recognise your genius if you let go of the fear of ridicule and express yourself EXACTLY how you so choose. If they label you as unoriginal, you know in yourself that you hold an inventive spark others could only dream of possessing - own it, flaunt it, live it!
You have great ability to encourage and inspire others to express their own eccentricities, unique ideas and make them feel part of a larger community. You have great capacity to bring people together as a collaborative and welcoming community by showing them that its ok for them to be themselves. You can become and anchor point where others flock to you for inspiration and to see the unique way you do things and express yourself. You’re allowed to be 100% yourself no matter what others think, and there will always be someone out there who will appreciate you just for that.
Chiron in the 12th House (Pisces)
Chiron in the 12th house can indicate an individual who’s wound may stem from a sense of being alone and secluded from the world, feeling victimised or martyred, or perhaps not even being conscious of even having an emotional wound.
Particularly if Chiron is placed in the 12th house, you may not even be aware of any childhood wounds that were implemented in the nurturing environment. This is due to the 12th house nature of blurring the boundaries and borders of reality, thus can even involve a suppressed emotional wound that was mistaken for something such as a dream or a reoccurring nightmare (depending on the aspects of Chiron, this will dictate the extent of the emotional wound).
The wound here is often related to things such as emotional abandonment, thus feeling a need to completely ‘merge’ with another through being quite close to and dreamy about another, such as a ‘potential’ lover. You may do, say and act in ways that are unauthentic to yourself in attempts to connect with those around you - simply because your subconscious mind is directing you in fear of that sense of being alone.
If you experienced something particularly traumatic in childhood (the entire natal chart will need to be taken in to account), you may feel victimised by life and that the world around you isn’t a safe place to be. This could result in thing such a often secluding yourself away from the world by any means necessary (e.g., hiding in bathroom stalls during lunch breaks), not going out with friends much, and rarely, if ever, letting people into your personal space (such as your bedroom in particular). Even though the desire to be alone may be quite strong, the sense of loneliness you experiences can make you feel addicted to another person at time when you do feel safe and secure, thus creating the urge to completely merge with them. You’re boundaries for the unwell may be quite weak due to your hyper sensitivity and sense of tremendous empathy, whereby you feel as though its justifiable to allow these toxic people to enter you life - only for them to cause havoc and leave again. You may then fall into he pattern of self-victimisation of having let that person into your life. You may blame yourself, or at the worst, blame the other person.
You may also felt wounded by your connection with the Divine, especially during times when you were in any kind of emotional, physical or mental pain. You may have deeply desired to connect with source, though you may have felt the lack of responsiveness when you desired divine guidance more than anything was ignored, you may have questioned yourself - “If there is a God, then why did x, y, z happen to me!?”.
Its part of the souls journey and progress to face hardships and pain in order to progress and evolve, some more than others. The incredible power that these people can manifest if they choose (yes, choose) to overcome their hardships is the most earthly representation of true divine power.
If you have experienced much pain in your life, this placement is a prime indicator that you are capable of being a tremendous psychic healer if you so choose to channel your abilities into a healthy outlet. You may discern who you allow into your life for your own highest good. Your intuition for healing is incredibly high, and you may even by the type of person who’s hands (palm chakras) become hot/itchy when around people who are in need of healing. If you so choose, you could also learn and perform spiritual healing methods, such as energy healing (Theta and Reiki) as a way to channel your desire to heal others in a healthy way. This is one of the most influential and powerful places for a reiki master due to their ability to connect with universal energies and channel it into Chiron’s ability to heal any wound.
You need to learn that you have the power to heal yourself through healing others if you so choose, and it’s also ok to say “no”to people and allow others to help them, especially when your own health and wellbeing is threatened. You need to know that you don’t need to soul search for another to make to feel whole, complete and connected to divine energy, you are worthy as who you are and you don’t need to change to appease others. You don’t need to escape from the world around you out of fear of the unknown, there will always be people around you who can help you when you feel scared or alone, you simply have to take the small step to reach out for assistance. There will be someone for you who will be sensitive to your needs and wounds, and you’ll know when its safe to completely open as yourself. Always remember that we are all connected and so you’re never alone in how you think or feel, so don’t be afraid to show it.
It came as no surprise to me, or anyone else, that The Emoji Movie was a disastrous
train-wreck of a movie with no redeeming qualities whatsoever. From the moment
it was announced, The Emoji Movie was
a joke, little more than a punchline of what corporate Hollywood would make
just to pander to a younger audience. Yet, by creating the shoddy garbage pile
of a “film” (I use this term sparingly) that is The Emoji Movie, Hollywood has done something incredible—they have
The “plot” of The
Emoji Movie is one that has been presented countless times before: a misfit
must leave home to change himself but learns along his adventure that his true
value lies in his uniqueness. In this iteration of the “finding yourself” story
the hero is Gene, a socially-outcast “meh” emoji who is terrible at what he
does—he has all sorts of “non-meh” feelings that he simply can’t contain. On
his first day of work, he is called upon from his emoji station to be used, but
he freaks out at the last minute and causes a glitch in the sending of the
emoji, leading to Alex (the phone’s user) embarrassing himself in front of the
girl he likes. Because of this, the smiling emoji, Smiler, who is the “big
status quo boss lady” decides to kill him. Gene, however, runs away from the
antivirus software and hides in the “loser emoji” section of Textopolis (the
city where all the emojis live together). There he meets Hi-5, who was once a
famous and well-liked emoji who got to stay in the “favorites” section of
Alex’s phone, but hasn’t been used in weeks and now seeks to regain his lost
In order to reprogram Gene’s malfunction and get Hi-5
back into the favorites section, the pair leave Textopolis and go to a piracy app
that Alex, a fifteen-year-old boy, has on his phone for some reason. Gene’s
parents then leave after him to try and find him and Smiler sends her antivirus
robot soldiers outside Textopolis to apprehend Gene. Meanwhile, in a story beat
stolen straight from Wreck-It Ralph and
The Lego Movie, they meet Jailbreak,
a hacker emoji who serves as the purple-haired punk love interest for the
movie. Jailbreak refuses to help them at first, but when she sees Gene’s
ability to express multiple faces, she agrees to work together to get to “the
source code” in “the cloud.” Then, the antivirus robots appear in the piracy
app, (despite the fact that they were given orders to follow Gene’s parents,
who are nowhere in sight) and the hero trio escape through a tunnel to Candy
Crush where Gene gets trapped and they have to play the game to help him
escape. This scene has absolutely no bearing on the rest of the film and is
only an overblown advertisement for a phone app, which one will likely notice
as a reoccurring theme in this movie.
After escaping Candy Crush, they take a tunnel to Dance
Now (available now in the app store) and they have to play the game because
Hi-5 pushed a button for some reason. Here they reveal that Jailbreak can’t
dance, and the dramatic stakes are heightened, except they aren’t because Gene
teaches her how and then they do the “Emoji Bop” together in what I assume is supposed
to be a display of self-love. But oh no! The antivirus robots show up again
somehow, so our trio has to escape fast, or risk being deleted. Then, because
his phone is playing Dance Now music during class, Alex deletes the app, and
Hi-5 fails to escape, sending him to “the trash.”
Naturally, because of the friendship that the three
characters have cultivated together after knowing each other for two hours,
Jailbreak and Gene decide to use Spotify to travel to the trash and rescue
their companion. Meanwhile, Gene’s “meh” parents have had a falling out because
each one blames the other for their son malfunctioning. It’s ok though, because
they meet in an Instagram photo and Gene’s dad reveals that he malfunctions
too, so naturally they make it all up it each other Alex also decides to delete
his entire phone because it sent the wrong emoji one time and made noises on
its own. Gene and Jailbreak then save Hi-5 from the trash and they’re chased by
a bigger, badder antivirus that follows them until they get to Dropbox, where
it can’t get them for some reason.
They then have to upload themselves to the cloud, and
each character uses their own talents to get past the firewall. At this point
the movie realizes it makes no sense and in a series of nonsensical rapid-fire
events proceed as follows: Gene professes his love to Jailbreak, who it turns out
is actually a princess emoji, Jailbreak denies him because of a throwaway line
earlier in the movie about her being an empowered woman, the antivirus appears
somehow and takes Gene back to Textopolis so he can die in front of the other
emojis, Jailbreak and Hi-5 fly back on the Twitter bird to rescue him, Alex
begins to delete his phone but chooses not to when Gene sends himself to Addie
and she responds with “that was a cool emoji” (verbatim), Smiler is crushed by
a giant robot, the emojis have a dance party, and everyone lives happily ever
Watching the shoddy piece of work The Emoji Movie calls a story, I felt my head spinning with
questions—not just regarding the plot holes and contrivances, but to the world
itself. How do emojis reproduce? If emojis age in years, as is stated in the
movie, how could any emoji be older than the amount of time Alex has had his
phone? What if an emoji isn’t at the station when it is called upon? How does
time flow in the phone as opposed to outside of it? Are all the emojis that
marry the same emojis incestuous? Why do some emojis have names like “Gene”
while others are simply called by their appearances, like Hi-5? Why is the
Christmas tree shown in public in the first scene but then shown in the loser
lounge two scenes later? How do the emojis know the history of their app? Why
do actions in some apps affect Alex’s phone while actions in other apps do not?
How to the antiviruses find Gene and his crew over and over again? Why didn’t
Smiler send any antiviruses after Jailbreak when she first left Textopolis? Why
does Alex try to delete his phone after sending one incorrect emoji and having
it make noise in class twice? How does the illegal antivirus get into Dropbox?
How did Smiler get the illegal antivirus? Why did Smiler feel the need to kill
Gene in front of the other emoji? Why did Smiler feel a need to kill Gene in
the first place? Why does the girl on the Dance Now app ignore jailbreak
messing up after the second time? How do all the emojis come back from
deletion? If the trash is emptied out daily why is an email from weeks ago
still in there? And, most importantly, why did I choose to watch this movie. The Emoji Movie does not answer these
question, because it doesn’t care.
The Emoji Movie doesn’t
care about its story, its congruity, or the specifics of its world, because
none of it matters. The story beats, directly stolen from other, better,
movies, are still in place, and none of the specifics beyond set up for this
formulaic and unoriginal wholesale feel-good message have any relevance to the
story. The pink-haired rogue stolen straight from The Lego Movie has no personality beyond what the plot demands, and
the same can be said for almost any of the other characters. Gene, or, discount
Wreck-It Ralph, has the defining personality trait of “feeling things” and his
story arc leads to him “feeling more things” and Hi-5’s slightly more defined
emotional journey leads from him wanting fame to wanting friends. All the other
characters in the story are even less one-dimensional, somehow, with
personality traits that are all literally written into their very names and
But ultimately, these characters are simply set pieces.
There is no investment in the world of the emojis, no feeling when the entire
phone is deleted. Half the scenes in the movie are just cash cow product
placement filler, and it becomes clear when one realizes halfway through the
movie that none of the adventures they have seem to matter, even within the
context of their own story. When the characters themselves seem to realize that
their journey is pointless, it becomes impossible for an audience to care about
or interact meaningfully with the film that they’re viewing, and the best that
any viewer can conjure is a “meh.”
The story of The
Emoji Movie is a clear cash grab, and rivetingly unengaging in its poor
execution, but more lies beneath the surface. The morals that The Emoji Movie tries to impart to its
audience are well-intentioned (as any moral is), but also inherently flawed,
and violently mangled in every scene where they are introduced. Indeed, the
heaping dumpster fire of a film that titles itself The Emoji Movie exists on multiple levels of terribleness, not
using poor storytelling techniques, but imparting poor morals through these
techniques as well. It often contradicts itself, falling flat on its face and
hopelessly bumbling between individualistic self-love and a quite utilitarian
The Emoji Movie has
all the markings of a summer Hollywood “live your true self” movie at its beginning.
The main character has a specific, boring role that he is expected to serve
unquestioningly, and is made a pariah for breaking from this role. His sidekick
also rebels against the system in his own right, trying to cheat his way back
into a position of power. By focusing on these two, the story accentuates the
flaws with the emoji system and how it emotionally damages those who are forced
to suffer under it. Even the villain, Smiler, is affected in her own right—he
constant need to maintain happiness seems to have driven her to a place of near
insanity. In the opening monologue (a completely different problem), Gene
points this out this flaw to the audience by noting how the laughing and crying
emojis can never break their character and the viewers begin to see the
thriving city of Textopolis as a flawed dystopia. However, after the first
scene, little attention is given to these flaws, instead focusing on Smiler
herself as a villain. The plight of the “loser emojis” (emojis that don’t ever
get used) is also fantastically mishandled. They are only seen twice in the
movie and the second time is in a post credit scene where they remain in their
basement, unaffected by the event of the entire movie. After sitting through an
entire movie with the message that we should be ourselves instead of acting how
society tells us to, we see that by nature, some people will (or must) always
be excluded from the metaphorical “emoji dance party” for being themselves. The
“self” that The Emoji Movie pushes is
not just a best self, but also a “most useful” self.
This is expanded upon in Gene’s journey, where he goes
from being a hyperactive “meh” emoji to (briefly) being a good “meh” emoji to
finally learning to use his true power as a multi-faceted expression emoji. In
the stages before he discovered his true potential, Gene was outcast by his
peers—and any viewer could argue that this was rightfully so. Gene broke the
emoji picking device and injured dozens of emojis in the process of his one
mistake and possibly endangered the safety of the entire phone. Gene then
realizes his mistake and goes off to “fix” himself, only to come back stronger
and more useful than ever. As is the case in many stories, Gene is accepted
only after his usefulness becomes apparent, and the villain is revealed as a
bloodthirsty authoritarian rather than the level-headed leader the denizens of
Textopolis cited her as being. All is forgiven for Gene and the emojis are
given a world where they can serve their own purpose to society, whatever that
purpose might be.
Utilitarian theory is nothing new, and it has both its
merits and its flaws, but the type of utilitarianism presented in The Emoji Movie is inherently flawed, as
it places Gene’s happiness above the well-being of the collective for the
majority of the movie. The ending in itself is also serves as a perfect
propaganda point for the utilitarian theory that it begins to uphold later on.
Gene obtains happiness when he is most useful to the group collective—and thus,
happiness becomes associated with utility to the group. Instead of positing
that happiness can be found through the self, or that the self can and should
be used to help others, The Emoji Movie combines
the two, raising the idea that true bliss can only be achieved when your “self”
is given to others.
Ultimately, this idea is an idea that I disagree with.
Whether or not you choose to side with me is up to you, but, speaking objectively,
the romanticizing of self-sacrifice is an idea that has tangible harm on
audiences who are fed it without question. Modern Japan, for instance,
continued to have problems with high suicide rates due to the presentation of
hara-kiri, or suicide by sword as “altruistic” in many historical texts
(Suicide in 20th Century Japan, 150). This is not to say that using
one’s self to assist others is harmful—good deeds are the basis of a
functioning society—it is simply to note that the mixed messages that The Emoji Movie gives point towards both
complete discovery and complete subjugation of the self in an unhealthy and
shoddy portrayal of a moral that has always been cliched at best.
The Emoji Movie also
makes the mistake of attempting to tackle “women’s issues,” despite not even
passing the Bechdel Test. Throughout the movie, Jailbreak’s primary motivator
is that she wants to be free to express herself however she wants, which she
will obtain by reaching the cloud. The movie attempts to attach this to womanhood
by attaching this to Jailbreak wanting to escape the oppressive strictures of
heteropatriarchal femininity—except, in the finale, she is framed as being in
the wrong for not reciprocating Gene’s feelings for her. Not just this, but the
day is saved by her using her femininity and consenting to be with Gene,
despite her feelings on the matter never being brought up for discussion.
Despite the single throwaway line about “men getting credit for women’s work” The Emoji Movie is not pro-woman, and
could easily be interpreted as the opposite of that. It defines traditional
femininity as being the most useful aspect of a woman to a society and
inherently ties all its female characters to something within that stricture, pushing
its heteropatriarchal utilitarianist propaganda points deep into the dirt as it
tries the make the point that “sensitive guys are cool too.” This is not to say
that women who embrace their traditional femininity are by any means being
women incorrectly—The Emoji Movie just
happens to portray its women poorly, using them always as tools for the
man-driven plot and never fleshing them out as characters.
Tony Leondis offered his own interpretation of The Emoji Movie’s story, calling it a “coming-out
story” which is significant, as Leondis is both the director of the movie and a
gay man. If one looks from a distance and squints, the similarities between The Emoji Movie and a coming-out story
can become visible. Gene is outcast for his “malfunction” as many gay teens
will be. The butchering that follows this plot point is incredibly poorly done,
and leads to something to utterly offensive and heterosexual to be called a “coming-out
story.” First and foremost, a “coming-out story” needs to reach the very low
bar of deviating from traditional heterosexuality in its story’s romantic
subplots, somehow. This seems to go without saying, but the team of The Emoji Movie conveniently forgot
this, instead tripling down on the action and giving the audience three
heterosexual romantic subplots, those being the ones between Alex and Addie,
Gene and Jailbreak, and Gene’s Mother and Father. None of these deviate at all
from a traditional heterosexual romantic story, and, if anything, Gene and
Jailbreak’s story enforces obligatory heterosexuality instead of contradicting
it. Not only that, but the farther one goes into the plot, the less a coming
out story makes sense. When Gene’s father reveals that he has the same malfunction,
is he being implied to be the emoji version of “gay?” In a better movie, this
could have been used as a tool to foster an emotional connection between Gene
and his father, but The Emoji Movie
is not that better movie, so this plot point is essentially forget after it
becomes irrelevant. In the finale, Gene actually watches his parents get “erased”
and can’t break out any expression except a “meh,” which is telling of how well
the emoji movie establishes connections between its characters.
The themes explored in The Emoji Movie are explore poorly at best, and offensively at
worst, often taking a back seat to the far more important message of the film—the
advertisements. Ultimately, the reason that The
Emoji Movie does such a terrible job with its ideas is that these ideas are
only borrowed plot points, there to mask the movie for what it really is—a massive
commercial for phone apps. The true message of The Emoji Movie isn’t “be yourself” or even “make yourself useful”
it’s “buy our product,” and everything beyond this is simply pointless fluff.
It’s no secret that The
Emoji Movie was a corporatist cash-grab, but it was astounding to see just
how deeply that had sunk into the movie itself. The entire story is product
placement after product placement, a journey to Dropbox, through Candy Crush
and Dance Now, so unabashed in its
capitalism that it made me question the film industry as a whole. Where do we
draw the line between business and art? At what point do we leave all hope of
creativity behind and choose to instead sink into shameless cash grabs and
commercials like The Emoji Movie?
Then I realized, with a sinking feeling in my gut, that The Emoji Movie had indeed killed art.
On its first day, The
Emoji Movie made ten million dollars in box office sales—a fifth of what it
cost to produce. Despite withering reviews and constant scorn from the
demographics it seemed to be targeting, The
Emoji Movie will chuckle through its entire life as a movie, because it played
us all. This movie is a Frankenstein’s monster created by Hollywood, a mishmash
of everything that makes money crammed into one pandering mess of a film, and I’m
sure it knows this. I’m sure it knows that it looks like a dumb, out of touch,
unwatchable pile of garbage, but I’m also sure that it doesn’t care about this,
because it’s found a way to make money without even trying.
The Emoji Movie probably
paid for itself in the sheer amount of advertisements it crammed into its
ninety minute runtime, and the young, impressionable minds watching it will all
be immediately entranced by the colorful scenery of lands like Spotify and
Candy Crush. Sales will go up for the sponsors, and the Hollywood capitalist
fat-cats who decided that a movie should be made out of emojis will laugh all
the way to their enormous Beverly Hills mansions. They knew that they could
take advantage of the “car crash phenomenon” that makes people stare at things
they shouldn’t, so they sent The Emoji
Movie out to their theatres and made a quick buck for Sony Animation.
But beyond this, The
Emoji Movie sets a precedent. It showed that idiots like me can be drawn to
this shit like moths to a light. It showed that movies do not need to have good
quality, or have be art, to be marketable, and that the film industry should
prioritize business and profits above all else. The Emoji Movie has proved, statistically, that quality cinema
should always come second to quality advertising. The time to organize against
the Hollywood capitalist is now. A boycott of terrible Sony films is the least
the we can do to stop them, even though such an action would be little more
than a thorn in their hide. We Must accept that our idiocy and submission to
this trash is at least partially responsible for the state of film as it is in
America today, and we must break free of the chains that force us into our
roles as submissive cash cows.
Good cinema does good things for those that watch it. It
can be used as a tool to convey important and revolutionary ideas, or to relay
important information to those that are systemically spat on by traditional
education. Historically great films have caused great controversy, such as the
movie adaptation of To Kill a Mockingbird
which caused riots in the south upon its release. When we let film fall to
business we lose a part of our cultural identity—we submit art, heritage, and
storytelling as just another part of a capitalist machine.
We have the buying power. We choose where we spend our
money, and where we place our values. No longer can I sit idly in my movie seat
and watch terrible movies for fun—the time for action against the greatest
threat to art in the western world is now. Resist capitalism, resist the state,
and resist the attack upon the most basic human freedom of expression.
i saw a post abt how lance is always quick to call out keith on his bs and i realized that he probably can pick up on those flaws where others can’t because he’s spent so long trying to live up to him. lance is already an incredibly perceptive character, and feeling like he’s always been one step behind keith would understandably lead lance to study keith both as a pilot and a person, and thus pick up on these things where other people couldn’t.
lance probably saw keith making those mistakes and quick/impulsive choices and wondered “how the hell can everyone always be looking at him and yet never see these things?”
Request: Hiya. Its me again. I’m sorry 😳 but um, I was wondering if you could do an Ethan imagine (I frickin love Ethan) where y/n isn’t very skinny and is slightly overweight and is so self concious of her body and what not and Ethan is there to tell her encouraging words to.her (it doesn’t have to be romantic but I wouldn’t mind if it is) sorry this is so long
Summary: Fem!Reader is overweight and self conscious about it and Ethan goes and makes her feel better about herself. What a nice guy I love Ethan.
A/N: Hey guys, this request hit very close to home as I too struggle with being self conscious about the way I look and wih body dysmorphia. It sucks, and there are definitely better days than others, and I wanted to kinda depict the way I personally feel on the bad days when I don’t want anyone to see me. It’s unedited because I honestly just didn’t want to reread it and get sad while watching Harry Potter. As always, italics signify the inner monologue of a character. Hope you guys enjoy this one. Also I’m pretty sure I’ve used that gif of Ethan before, but I kinda had to use it for this fic, it’s too perfect not to.
Thank you so much for all your great recommendations this week! (Reminder to please send in your recommendations before Friday! Thank you!)
Rec’d by anonymous: P.S. I Love You by c000kiesandcream, Teen, 17k **Major character death My dearest Yuuri, If you are reading this then, sadly, the inevitable has happened. First things first, I am so sorry for the hurt I know I am causing you. Secondly, this means that the next step of your adventure is on the horizon. P.S. I Love You
Rec’d by anonymous, anonymous, and @skatinggays : Meet Me by the River by c0rnfl0wer, Explicit, 11k Every Kupala Night has come and gone without his attending, but now that Viktor Nikiforov is getting older and taking over the position as leader of his village, he has to start taking his life in a different direction. He wasn’t sure whether he expected anything at all in this way. But when Yuuri catches his wreath, he finds the path he had always longed for. Ivan da Mariaby c0rnfl0wer, Explicit, 10k (WIP) **Graphic depictions of violence and major character death Viktor never minded when human civilization built up around him, or when other spirits began sharing the waters with him. He easily dominated every tradition that the centuries presented; that was what he minded. No one wants to be known for tragedy. No one wants to be subjected to loneliness and despair forever. No one wants to drag their beloved one down. Everyone wants a happy ending, even if it isn’t in their nature.
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Rec’d by @atrium-nocte : count your blessings (not your flaws) by zerotransfat, Teen, 15k In the countryside where Victor’s Aunt Natasha lived, there is a forest. People say that there are strange things living there, and if you wander in you can never find your way out again.He was six years old when he got lost. And then, just as Victor was crying alone in the middle of the woods… he appeared.
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Rec’d by @victuuriengineering: Olympian Newbie by ratherbehere, Teen, 3.3k Yuuri doesn’t know why Victor Nikiforov is in Detroit, and he doesn’t know why Victor–an Olympic ice skating champion–is pretending to need his help learning to skate. And frankly? He doesn’t care what the reasons are, as long as he gets to spend time with his idol.
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Rec’d by anonymous: The Tsesarevich lives! by mtothedestiel, Explicit, 7.1k (WIP) An Anastasia AU. Victor is an orphan with no name, no family, and no memory of a time before he was ten years old. Could he really be the missing Nikiforov heir? An adventure across Europe with two conmen will lead him to the answer.
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Rec’d by anonymous: My Valentineby QueenofFennoscandia, Explicit, 10k (WIP) **Graphic depictions of violence An apocalyptic Fantasy AU in which everyone seems to want Yuuri dead. Honestly, he never expects to meet someone who would want something else from him. That is, until he falls on his knees before Viktor Nikiforov.
Rec’d by anonymous: The Return of the Little Piggyby JMonCheri, Mature, 21k (WIP) Once there was a boy named Katsuki Yuuri, who was shy, loved to make clothes, had adorable smiles and was fatter than the usual average human being. After numerous accounts of bullying, Katsuki Yuuri disappears for good. Now years later, there is now a man only known as Y.K. Fashion tyrant, multimillionaire, professional cold-stare giver… and is trying his ultimate best to run away from his dark past, until a certain silver haired CEO of a certain rival company who went to the same certain college he went to back then decides to flat out entangle their fates together.
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Rec’d by @fisukisuki : Down but not out by IllyasJames, Gen, 1.3k The one thing Yuuri never thought he would experience is a Victor down with a fever. And apparently Victor was holding back on his clingy behavior til now. Which is just exhausting.
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Rec’d by anonymous and anonymous: In the Cold of the Night by impolitecanadian, Mature, 41k In which Yuuri never skated and instead is a small town cop with no idea who Victor Nikiforov, THE Victor Nikiforov, is until he arrests him for public intoxication. Meanwhile Victor is enamoured, and absolutely plastered.
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Rec’d by anonymous: Cognitive Dissonance by Katyaton, Teen, 51k (WIP) TW: kidnapping When Yuuri gets kidnapped one night in St. Petersburg, all hell breaks loose. The police claim they are doing all they can to find him, but with so little clues to track him down, it seems like he’ll never be found. Viktor begins growing desperate, and just as it seems like his Yuuri will never be rescued, he and the police come across a startling video - A video of Yuuri.
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Rec’d by anonymous: Catch Me, Capture Meby GlitterDrop, Teen, 33k (WIP) Yuuri is an aspiring artist looking for a tutor. Victor is his hero, only Yuuri has never been able to find a picture of his face. Their meeting is accidental, yet it feels almost fated.
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Rec’d by @deadlychildartemis : Sweetsilversub by phlintandsteel, Explicit, 71k When Katsuki Yuuri thinks about his life, he feels like maybe it should have the subtitle ‘A Study In Contradictions’ after it. As he grows and learns more about himself though, he decides he’s willing to acknowledge that being a 'Work In Progress’ is ok too.
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Rec’d by anonymous: You Set My Heart on Fire by whelvenwings, Teen, 36k Everyone has a soulmate. And everyone sees any marks on their soulmate’s skin appear on their own body; it starts with the first marks, drawn on by the midwife at birth. Not everyone is lucky enough to have a soulmate who replies, but Yuuri does, and he knows that he should feel fortunate - however, when he’s trying to make a living as a small-time painter, and his soulmate is the famous artist, Viktor Nikiforov… well, it seems slightly less than fortunate.
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Rec’d by anonymous: The Carnage of the Art by ExorcisingEmily, Teen, 52k When Yuri Plisetsky faces a career-threatening injury during practice in the days following Yuuri’s arrival in St. Petersburg, Victor and Yuuri take up the task of helping get him back on his feet as they juggle training, competition, and their evolving relationship. Life is what happens off of the ice, and love in all its forms—romantic and familial—is what makes that worthwhile.
Rec’d by @tragedy-boy : All The Better by fundips, Mature, 15k (WIP) **Graphic depictions of violence Viktor Nikiforov is often labeled as a “big bad wolf” by urban legend, though he doesn’t exactly consider himself a terrible being. He doesn’t try to do bad, even though his past could be riddled with such. He settles down in a small town, part-wolf by night and human by day. However, Viktor isn’t the only one who lives a double life. Yuuri Katsuki catches his eye one day, and Viktor discovers the boy to not be all he seems to be.
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Rec’d by anonymous: Petals on Blackby stormfree, Mature, 6.9k (WIP) The cliche where the Top Student™ reluctantly falls for the delinquent playboy (who in reality is just a shy drug dealer).
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Rec’d by anonymous: Send Me An Angel by Neoniichan, Teen, 41k (WIP) They’d discussed becoming parents before, but they’d never expected it would happen in such a profound, life-changing, and beautiful way. Both Yuri and Viktor are totally in awe of how overwhelmingly perfect their son is in their eyes, from the time he’s a tiny newborn and increasingly more so as he grows into a young man. They wanted to be parents, but are they really ready for the struggles this whole parenthood thing brings?
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Rec’d by anonymous: The Devil Wears Gucciby Multiple_Universes, Mature, 1.7k (WIP) Christophe Giacometti watched the new interviewee walk out of Victor’s office. Everything about him was wrong from the clothes and the haircut to his general attitude and walk. At the same time there was something naïve about him and Chris was prepared to bet that he’d just graduated from college. “Who is that sad little person?” he asked Victor. “Are we doing a before and after piece I don’t know about?”
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Rec’d by anonymous: we were together; i forget the rest by TrumpetGeek, Teen, 2k (WIP) It’s in the moments between sleeping and waking, when he becomes conscious of Yuuri in his bed and in his arms -soft moments just before sunrise when he can hold out his hand and admire the way the gold creates shadows on his skin.
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Rec’d by anonymous: Ptichye Moloko by lilithduvare, Melody_thysoulandthylove, Mature, 28k Viktor is a two time Academy Award winner actor who, while shooting a movie in Japan accidentally found a small cake shop Agape & Eros and instantly fell in love with the stunning desserts on display. He, however, did not expect to fall in love with the gorgeous but shy man who ran the shop.
I’m so here for supportive wlw relationships on TV, healthy wlw relationships where they help each other grow instead of making “drama” out of every flaw, relationships where we can see how much the two care for each other in all of their interactions. Real, accurate, happy, breathing relationships