so i've been thinking abt the fact that yuuri has never slept with anyone else other than victor and what vic think about this. Some ppl would really like this and they would get kind of possessive/proud but then there's others that could feel kinda guilty? i have a friend that lost her v-card with her current bf and they want to get married but her bf doesnt want for her to only have sex w him bc he doesnt want her to have any regrets. do you think there's an scenario where vic feels like this?
So I’ve mentioned this a couple of times before but something similar does happen yes. One of Viktor’s character traits/flaws is his possessiveness of Yuuri (for example the Chihoko incident). It’s not in a creepy ‘I’m the only person you can ever love/have and I’ll resent you for doing anything else’ way but more a ‘I love you more than anyone else ever can and I’ll be better than everyone else so you’ll never want anyone else again’ (for example with the Chihoko thing he doesn’t get angry at Yuuri for having someone in his past he just tries to prove he is better than them and does his whole ‘they may be Yuuri’s past but I am his now’ speech. The chihoko thing isn’t the best example as it’s essentially a crack fic but it does make the point the clearest).
So rivals!Viktor follows along a similar vein. If Yuuri wasn’t a virgin before they slept together he wouldn’t care at all. He wasn’t and he would never expect Yuuri to be either. He doesn’t value Yuuri more for that and he absolutely wouldn’t think that Yuuri is any less worthy if he had slept with someone else. However, he does really like the fact that he’s Yuuri’s one and only, as you can see in chapter 13, as it plays right along with his possessive streak. He loves that he’s the only one that Yuuri has ever let in in that way and it makes him feel special and valued by Yuuri, unlike how he was feeling previously which you’ll see more of in the fic. So he does enjoy the fact that he’s Yuuri’s one and only even if he opinion of Yuuri wouldn’t change at all if he wasn’t.
On the other hand, there is a bit of worry there about the fact that he has a fair bit of experience and Yuuri has only ever slept with him. He’s well aware that that is something that could potentially be a wedge driven between them and he’s terrified that Yuuri will eventually come to resent him for having had lots of opportunities to get experience and try new things while Yuuri is tied down to Viktor and has lost that chance for good. He would loathe the thought of going into an open relationship and having Yuuri sleep with other people now that they are exclusive as he’s very much a ‘you’re the love of my life and the only one I’ll ever want and need’ kind of person + possessive to boot and someone who would get very jealous and insecure if Yuuri was in a relationship with him after everything they went through but also sleeping with other people. But he also values Yuuri’s happiness above everything else and would be destroyed if Yuuri came to hate him again and so he does hesitantly bring up the fact that he doesn’t want Yuuri to come to resent only ever sleeping with Viktor and if Yuuri wants to go out and try some new things before settling down he would accept that and still be waiting when Yuuri came back because he knows that Yuuri would still love him and want to be with him in the end. Thankfully, Yuuri has absolutely no interest in sleeping with anyone else and this is how number 6 in this top ten list happens