where did they all come from

Okay wow. Where the hell have you all come from??? And why haven’t I made a bias list yet? Silly me! 

First of all, I’d like to thank everyone for following me and putting up with my lame self and shenanigans! I’ve made so many friends along the way throughout these past few months and will continue to hopefully make more.

I’d seriously be nothing without you guys and I am very grateful to you all. Now, let’s get to my dear list~

Sorry, it’s long. I have a lot of things to say.

The Eightfold Squad

Here are the people that make my day 100282398732% better whenever I come home.

@impuramortem

Deth! The one who started it all. If it weren’t for their little promo I would have never made this blog I treasure so much. I’d like to thank you for accepting me into the group and making me feel welcome. I was nervous and reluctant to join at first, but I am now very happy I built up all the courage and asked to join. You are an amazing person with amazing writing skills with a great Overhaul portrayal and once again, thank you for letting me join. 

@horolohomicidio  

The first Eightfold mun I met other than Deth is none other than the magnificent Dio. Honestly, you are such a nice person and reading your threads and seeing your art makes me so inspired to thrive on with my own threads and art. You’ve been nothing but kind and supportive and I want to thank you for that. Also, your Chrono portrayal gets me so hyped up.

@cconfession

Czech, buddy. Did I tell you how much of an amazing Nemoto you are? Or just how much of a great roleplayer you are in general? Well, I am now. You are such a smart, cool and funny person who I look forward to talking to with the others every day! 

@iimperium /@solidatur

BIRDY. MY FELLOW AUSTRALIAN! We are two sides of the same coin, are we not? You are such a great, kind and caring person and I am so happy to have met you. Thank you for streaming ST for me seeing that I am an uncultured swine who doesn’t have Netflix lmao. It’s an honour to roleplay with you and your muses and I honestly feel so bad about making you wait for my replies which take me like, 21763217798 years to get to.

@pclyphagia

Penny is such a sweet person. We haven’t talked much, but when we do I am really glad to chat with you! Your Tabe is just AMAZING and adorable! When I found a Tabe blog follow me I almost fell off my chair because my boy was missing his friend, ya know? I really hope we get to talk more because you seem like such a nice person.

@berserkerbuzzard

Next up is Pita, who’s Rappa is 11/10 would interact with so many times again. You’re a cool person and I’m glad to have met you alongside the other muns! I look forward to Rappa and Setsuno interacting more even though it’d probably be a trainwreck with how their personalities just clash LMAO.

@shaheii

Blue, you sweetheart. You are so kind and I just feel so relaxed to talk to you! Your Tengai is just perfect and I love the fact that he feels uneasy around Setsuno. (In case y’all haven’t noticed, I love friction between characters lmao). Meeting you was a very good highlight of being in the Eightfold group and I’m glad we have met!

@carrionfeigned

Here we have 8-Bit. An amazing roleplayer who’s Mimic is astounding. I am sorry for having him put up with Setsuno’s bullshit omg forgive me on that, haha. We may not have talked a lot but I can tell you’re a really amazing person! 

@diseaseriddxn

Last but not least out of the squad is Witchy. The legend. Gosh, your OC Kokushi. Her? Yeah, I love her. Give me more of that Kokushi art because your art style is amazing! I also love Setsuno interacting with Kokushi because it can be so funny and also so heartbreaking *glares at that thread where he got hurt really badly*.

@umbraexitium

Look at this mun. What a good mun. They are so nice and kind even though we don’t talk that much, it’s still a fun time whenever we do. Vespa is such a good OC and I love her sm.

Other Amazing People

@abysmalpyre  

Sixx! Did I tell you how much I love you? Because I do. You are such a cutie and thank you so much for being here and supporting my journey from my first ever roleplay blog to this one. Thank you so much for being a great friend and your Dabi has got to be one of the best I’ve ever seen. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise, okay? <3

@starwished

VANUR BABY. A A A A A A A AA  I love every single blog you have because you put so much thought into each OC you have. Speaking of OCs, Xern? I will protect you and her with my life because you’re amazing and sweet! 

@the-smile-hero

Here we got James, the chill and cool roleplayer I talk to almost daily. It’s so fun talking to you OOC and I am SO SORRY FOR THE SHIT SETSUNO GIVES TO ALL YOUR MUSES. HE JUST INSULTS THEM AND I’M SO SORRY FOR THAT I LOVE YOU OKAY? <3

@solchimaera and @tamakipse

You two Tamakis always meddling with my Setsuno’s plans smh. Just kidding, I love ya both and both of your Tamaki portrayals make me so happy! Keep meddling with his plans please, I need him to verse heroes.

@multi-hand-ruler

I am. So. Sorry. For whatever Setsuno has done and is going to do. You have all rights to whoop is ass lmao. Interacting with each of your roleplay blogs is so fun and you are such a cool person! Keep up the great work!

Other blogs that give my dash life

@ask-kavarin @overholla @eri-rewind @thequirklesshero @powersurged @surprisetrash 

Of course, there are more but I have such poor memory when it comes to these things.

Overall I would like to thank everyone here on my journey on my Setsuno and other roleplay blogs and I love you all!

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anonymous asked:

Where did you come up with Dante?From what the f*ck did you start to Durik.I hate you with all my soul :з

Once upon a time, there was a young Keko who was so uuuhhhh intrigued by the scifell couple, she felt tempted to create a shipchild! BUT she couldn’t do that! It was reckless!! she fought with her emotions, ghots and demons with all of her strenght!! but in the end she just said fuck it, drank vodka while chasing a moth and there you have it; Dante…

uuummmm I don’t really remember, I just told Anger about the ship and here she is in my durik little boat with her.

OH~!! you flatter me ~~♥

anonymous asked:

where the FUCK did tabitha come from? I don't remember a creation video for her and she's not a game character, I know that because I have all the expansions. So if tabitha isn't a game character why the fuck did they make her?

wait, tabitha IS a legit sim. it’s one of those auto-generated ones. if i remember correctly, the games generates a bunch of characters that nobody else has, that’s why she isn’t listed as a standard sim.
lol they would have never gone through the process of creating a whole new sim, give her a career and a husband just to let her marry dil in the end. they’re too lazy haha

let’s talk about dan and phil

anonymous asked:

sometimes I just want to have sex with a guy so my parents will stop annoying the fuck out of me saying I’m only gay because I’ve never had sex with a man (I’m bi btw, they also don’t believe bisexuality is real)

Oh honey come here *squeeze*

This is so hard. I know where you’re coming from. The pressure from both sides, always being told we have to “prove it”, is so real. I spent my early years making out with guys and girls constantly putting pressure on what it all meant - if I didn’t like a particular kiss did that mean I was actually gay/straight? If I liked one person more than another did that mean I wasn’t really bi? I get nervous around guys because of past bad experiences, but what if I’m not scared and i’m really just gay? It was on my mind constantly and it kept me from fully enjoying fun experiences with people. 

I always felt I had to do stuff with people to prove to myself that I could still like it or that it wasn’t a phase so people would recognise me as bi and honestly it just made me feel like shit. My experience with women outnumbers my experience with men and I still find myself doubting. I just got out of a long term relationship so it’s been like 4 years since I’ve even kissed a guy, and I still find myself wondering, “well maybe it was just a phase, maybe I don’t even like guys anymore, maybe I should go find a guy to prove I can still do it, but what if i do it and i don’t like it anymore, what if i was really gay the whole time etc.”

And…you know what, fuck it, I’m gonna tell you something that literally no one knows about me, in the hope that it might help you. I don’t tell people this because I still have a lot of internalised bullshit around it, and people are shitty, but I’ve never had PIV sex with a man. I’ve had other types of sex with men, I’ve had threesomes involving men, I enjoy sex with men. But mostly due to me being a survivor of violence and harassment, I’ve never trusted a guy enough to give it a go and never dated one long enough to get there. Just the way it worked out. But even I internally still have moments of doubt where I feel like I’m not a “real” bisexual until I’ve crossed that particular line, which is bullshit for 100 reasons starting with it centering definitions of sex around old school heteronormative standards. I know, intellectually, that the sex I’ve had with men is real sex, as is the sex I’ve had with women, and neither proves or disproves my sexuality. But sometimes it’s hard to feel that, so I get what you’re going through right now. 

Here’s the point: your sexual orientation doesn’t equal your sexual experience and vice versa. My lesbian ex-girlfriend has slept with more guys than me and she’s still gay. A bi friend of mine has never kissed a girl in her life and she’s still bi. The way people obsess over and dissect people’s (particularly women’s) sexual histories to try and disprove their sexuality is honestly so disgusting and sexist and homophobic/biphobic etc. and I’m so sorry you’re going through it too. You don’t deserve it. 

Internalised biphobia, spurred on by other people’s biphobic comments about us, is so so real and so so damaging. But honestly if you’re going to have sex with someone, you should do it for you and not to prove a point to anyone else. Your bisexuality is real and beautiful and bright, no matter how it expresses itself in your actions. It’s in you, regardless. It’s the way your heart is wired. Nothing else matters. Your parents are wrong darling, and I really hope they stop bothering you, but all I can say is please try and do your best not to internalise what they’ve told you, and be your proud beautiful self just living your life. 

All my love, xo

Discourses of Master Po Shan

When working at Zen, the important thing is to generate the i ching (doubt sensation). What is this doubt sensation? For instance: Where did I come from before my birth, and where shall I go after my death?

Since one does not know the answer to either question, a strong feeling of “doubt” arises in the mind. Stick this “doubt-mass” on to your forehead and keep it there all the time until you can neither drive it away nor put it down, even if you want to. Then suddenly you will discover that the doubt-mass has been crushed, that you have broken it into pieces. The masters of old said:

“The greater the doubt, the greater the awakening;

The smaller the doubt, the smaller the awakening;

No doubt, no awakening”

When working at Zen, the worst thing is to become attached to quietness, because this will unknowingly cause you to be engrossed in dead stillness. Then you will develop an inordinate fondness for quietness and at the same time an aversion for activity of any kind.

Once those who have lived amidst the noise and restlessness of worldly affairs experience the joy of quietness, they become captivated by its honey sweet taste, craving it like an exhausted traveler who seeks a peaceful den in which to slumber. How can people with such an attitude retain their awareness?

When working at Zen, one does not see the sky when lifting, nor the earth when lowering, one’s head. A mountain is not a mountain, and water is not water. While walking or sitting one is not aware of doing so. Though among a hundred thousand people, no one is seen. Without and within the body and mind nothing exists but the burden of this doubt-sensation. This feeling can be described as “turning the whole world into a muddy vortex.”

A Zen yogi should resolutely vow that he will never stop working until this doubt-mass is broken up. This is a most crucial point.

What does this “turning the whole world into a muddy vortex” mean? It refers to the great Truth, which from the time of no-beginning has existed latent and idle—it has never been brought forth. Therefore a Zen yogi should bestir himself to make the heavens spin and the earth and its waters roll; he will benefit greatly from the rolling surges and the tossing waves.

When working at Zen, one should not worry about not being able to revive after death; what should worry you is whether you can die out from the state of life! If you can really wrap yourself up tightly in i ching, the realm of movement will be vanquished naturally without making any specific effort to vanquish it, and distracted thoughts will be purified spontaneously without effort to purify them.

In a wholly natural way one will feel the six senses become spacious and vacuous. When one reaches this state, one will awaken to a mere touch and respond to the slightest call. Why then should one worry about not being able to revive?

When working in Zen, one should concentrate on one koan only, and not try to understand or explain them at all. Even if one were able to do so, this would be merely intellectual understanding and not true revelation. The Lotus Sutra says:

“This Dharma is not understood through thinking and intellection.”

The Total Enlightenment Sutra declares:

“To perceive the Realm of Enlightenment of the Tathagata with the thinking mind is like attempting to burn Mount Sumeru with the light of a firefly; never will one succeed.”

When working at Zen, one who works with absorption will feel as if they had lifted a thousand-pound load; and even if one wants to put it down, is unable to do so.

In ancient times people could enter the Dhyana while tilling the land, picking peaches or doing anything. It was never a matter of sitting idly for prolonged periods, engaged in forcefully suppressing one’s thoughts. Does Dhyana mean stopping one’s thoughts? If so, this is a debased Dhyana, not the Dhyana of Zen.

When working at Zen, the most harmful thing is to rationalize, conceptualize, or intellectualize the Tao with one’s mind. One who does so will never reach Tao.

When working at Zen, one knows not whether they are walking or sitting. Nothing is present in the mind but the hua tou. Before breaking through the doubt-mass, one loses all sensation of body or mind, let alone such states as walking or sitting.

When working at Zen, one should not just await the coming of enlightenment with an expectant mind. This is like a traveler who sits idly by the road and expects his home to come to him. One will never arrive home this way. One must walk to get there. Likewise, when working at Zen, one never reaches enlightenment merely by waiting for it. One must press forward with all one’s mind to get this enlightenment.

Attainment of the great enlightenment is like the sudden blossoming of the lotus flower or the sudden awakening of a dreamer. One cannot by waiting awaken from a dream, but one does so automatically when the time for sleep is over. Flowers cannot bloom by waiting but blossom of themselves when the time has come.

Likewise enlightenment is not so attained, but comes on its own when conditions are ripe. In other words, one should exert all one’s strength to penetrate into the hua tou, pressing one’s mind to the utmost in order to achieve realization.

Do not misunderstand what I have said and just wait for awakening to come. In the moment of awakening, the clouds vanish and the clear sky shines vast and empty; nothing can obscure it. In this moment heaven spins and the earth somersaults. An entirely different realm appears.

The masters of old said: “Tao, like the great Void, is all-inclusive. It lacks nothing and nothing remains in it.”

One who has really attained the state of flexible hollowness sees no world without and no body or mind within. Only then can one be considered as having drawn near the entrance of Tao.

When working at Zen, one should know these four important points: To work on it with absolute detachment and complete freedom in a painstaking, direct, continuous, and flexible-hollow way.

Without directness exertion is completely wasted; and without exertion, directness is useless because it alone can never bring one to the entrance of Tao. Once the entrance is reached, however, one should maintain an uninterrupted continuity in order to attain a state conforming with enlightenment.. Once this state is achieved, one should strive to be flexible-hollow. Only then can one reach the state of wonder.

Po Shan (1575-1630)

Source:

The Practice of Zen
By: Chang Chen-Chi 1960

    Notes from the translator for this reading:

    • 1. I ching is a very important Zen term meaning doubt-sensation or the feeling of doubt. The whole system of koan exercises is based upon the generation and then the break through of this “doubt-sensation.” “Doubt” as used here, is not doubt in the ordinary sense of the word; it is, rather, a special type of doubt- a doubt without content-or, more succinctly, the pure sensation of doubt.
    • Sometimes Zen Buddhists also use the term “doubt-mass” to denote that this sensation is like a great mass or load weighing upon one’s mind.
    • Though i ching in it original useage denotes the doubt brought about by koan exercise, Master Po Shan seems to have used it here in a much wider sense.
    • 2.The six senses are the eyes, ears, nose, tongue, body, and mind.
    • 3. Hua tou (the essence of the sentence)  Although both koan and hua tou may be used to denote the “inquiry exercise of Zen,” the latter is original and more accurate. “Koan” implies the entire Zen story, including all the events, plus the main question at issue, and therefore is a general term, while “hua tou” is very specific.  Hua tou denotes only the question, not the whole story, and in most cases only the gist, highlight, or essence, so to speak, of the question is implied.   Hua tou also means before a word or thought and the ends or edges of a sentence.

    …where did you all come from?!

    Okay so…I love you all? And I’m really thankful that a lot of people have expressed love for my works and that you’re here to read the shit I put out?

    like I literally do this because it’s fun to write and because you all like reading the things. I can’t thank everyone enough for your requests and your patience. You guys make this fun for me!

    I’m just…im lov u all ok thanks for being here

    Lilith: Caleb? 

    Caleb: Lil… She’s gone.

    Lilith: What? Who? Where are you?

    Caleb: Gorgo. She disappeared.

     Trying his best not to lose it, Caleb told everything he knew to his sister. There wasn’t much they could do until he could calm down and think, so Lilith offered to go check up on the kids at home.

     All by himself, that’s how Caleb spent the rest of the night. He would’ve ran miles and miles over if he could at least move. Right now, his mind had gone blank and he wouldn’t know where to go.

     They’ve taken her, he was pretty sure about that. Maybe that’s what Hell tried to warn him about that night. What did they want from his girl? 

     He couldn’t just go to Forgotten hollow and break into Vlad’s house, that’s exactly what he was expecting. But what if he comes too late? What did they have in store for her?

    anonymous asked:

    Important question: where the fuck did tabitha come from? I mean I don't remember a creation video for her and she's not a game character (I've had the game for about three years and I have all the expansion packs I would know) so where the actual fuck did she come from because they created her off screen or downloaded her in.

    As far as we are aware they just met her somewhere in the game. But if they made her off camera I swear I’m going to die.

    collar-phil  asked:

    Hi congrats!!! Ily also m so excite for Pinof 9 bc me n my friends are all gong to get together and watch it I’m so excited!!!!! Also if you’re not doin these anymore that’s fine ❤️❤️

    thanks!! have fun with your friends; hopefully it comes out while i’m still on thanksgiving break 

    url: sorry i don’t get it! / nice!! / uuu snazzy! / how did you get this??? / this deserves a place in the hall of phame

    icon: selfie- honestly?? you’re too cute / whomst is that? / heck i love it!! / where did you get this i’m stealing it / i want 10 of those

    mobile theme: lil bland but i like it! / coolerino / so nice!! / ICONIC! / the color scheme/aesthetic is too amazing / excuse me while i recover from all that beauty

    desktop theme: default / i love it sm!! / dan’s passion for graphic design is quaking / how do you even do this give me lessons

    content: not rlly my thing / bit of a mess but nice! / A Good Content™ / 10/10 / i would and probably will reblog all your posts / no original content but i’m in love with your reblog choices

    following: no sorry!! / now i am! / of course / HELL YES / if i ever unfollow someone defo hacked me / we’re mutuals and we’ll be mutuals until the day i die

    comment: what i’m not ALREADY following you?? also is your url a panic reference bc if it is bless you 

    rating: 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9 / 10

    i’m doing blogrates!

    anonymous asked:

    Hogwarts AU where Creek and Biggie are just like. This is a British school yeah? Where the fuck did all these yanks come from?

    They are literally in the middle of Scotland and there appear to be a total of 2 (two) British students in this entire fucking school hi yes may we pls question what the actual fuck is going on

    ((How is my blog nearly at 200 followers already? Where are you all guys coming from? Holy shit, I never expected this many people to be interested in my Ornstein, thank you!! If I have the time I will do something for 200 followers once we get there (no not drawing all the muses again, like I did with 100 followers, geez that will become the death of me xD).))

    Do you know what’s another moment I loved about this movie?  When Loki makes his grand YOUR SAVIOR IS HERE! entrance, this is Thor’s reaction:

    He’s delighted to see that dramatic little shit!

    It complements the moment that comes not too much later, when Thor finds his lightning powers again and comes raining lightning down on the bridge, Loki does this absolute fucking smirk:

    THEY ARE SO DELIGHTED BY EACH OTHER.

    After all the years we had to struggle our way through the breaking of their relationship, the losses they both suffered, the cracks to both their foundations, the bitterness and strife that kept wedging itself in between them, literal years of watching them break apart and break apart and break apart.

    And this movie could have broken them for good.  But instead it understood that they cannot go backwards, but that does not mean they cannot still go forward. That they can’t both be grow and change and find each other again.

    The death of the last of their family might have split them apart, it almost did, but when it really came down to it, they both chose to move on, to be something more, and that allowed them to come back together.

    It allowed them to smile when they saw each other again, genuine and real. After all that hurt–when Loki shows up again, their first reaction to the sight of the other is one of being glad to see the other, both of them.

    friends & feelings — tom h.

    Originally posted by peterparkerimagine

    author’s note: first head cannon bc i couldn’t stop thinking about this. also if you read this thank you so much !! i love you wowow

    • okay but you and tom would definitely start out as best friends
    • like you two would probably meet through harrison and the second you do there’s just this instant connection
      • “i’ve never met one of harrison’s friends before”
      • “maybe because you think you’re his only friend”
    • and he’d just stand there and be like did she just diss me??? i think she just dissed me??? already??
    • but he’d laugh anyway bc that’s not how girls usually talk to him and that’d make you laugh and wow what a beautiful start
    • and as the days went on you two would get closer and closer
    • you guys for sure got closer more emotionally than physically at first 
    • for instance tom would have a bad day and he’d just come to you
    • literally lay in your bed and just talk to you about anything and everything
      • “sometimes this lifestyle just gets too much and i don’t think i’m made for it”
      • “if anyone is made for it, it’s you tom”
      • “and besides if you every turn into an insensitive cocky fuck, harrison and i will hand you your ass”
    • THIS was one of the things he’d love most about you
    • like you’d be there for him and give him great advice when he needs it but at the same time you were you and you just had to make him laugh and diss him in some way to get that pretty smile on his face again
    • he adored it
      • “did you see all those girls out there Y/N- wow they really love me”
      • “lol who are you”
    • in his head he’s always be like “why is she like this” 
    • BUT when you two started getting physically closer wow just wow he adored it just as much if not more than the emotional connection you two had together
    • always hugging you
    • sometimes for no reason at all
      • “tom i’m trying to get a glass of water”
      • “shh shh i’m trying to hug you”
    • that’s when you started to think “why is he like this”
    • so TOUCHY
    • he’d always find excuses to hold your hand
      • “and then she told me- tom what-why are you holding my hand”
      • “there’s a bug on it”
      • “i think i would’ve felt-”
      • “THERE’S A BUG IM TRYING TO SQUISH IT Y/N LEAVE ME BE”

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