where are you hae

Used To Pt. 1 ( V or Jungkook)

Genre: Angst 

Part One Two Three Four(soon)

 "YA Taehyung!“ You screamed, hitting his arm after he scared you. "What was that for?” He pouted, pretending to be innocent. You glared at him, “Don’t pretend Kim Taehyung." 

The boy just gave you the usual toothy grin and low giggle that made you like your best friend. "Sorry (y/n).” He said cutely like a child. Who wouldn’t forgive him after saying it like that? 

You smiled and he pinched your cheeks, “Your smile suits you much better. But you still look cute when you glare.” He squished ur cheeks to make you form a fishy face. 

You and Taehyung had been classmates for the first year and you guys clicked almost immediately. But it was mostly thanks to Taehyung being a very friendly person. He could click with anyone and that’s what you liked a lot about him. 

“So I was thinking about food after school?” Taehyung suggested as you guys walked to your first class on your first day. 

“Excited for the second year?” “Second year of college woohoo. New modules, love it!” You sarcastically answered and he laughed. “And here I thought you would like college in your second year." 

"Do you not know me well enough Tae? I’m hurt." You frowned and he pouted, putting his arms around your shoulder to comfort you. Whenever he did that you felt your heartbeat quicken from being so close to him. 

"I’m sorry (y/n), please turn that frown upside down.” He grinned at you and you couldn’t help but to return the smile. The first day went by smoothly since the both of you didn’t have that many modules to take on the first day. 

“Let’s go I’m starving.” You grumbled as the two of you left your last lecture. “So that was loud noise I kept hearing. Your tummy grumbling!” He teased you and you poked his sides. “Ha. Ha. Very funny." 

Over lunch, the two of you were talking about how your holidays went and you were more than happy to see Taehyung again. "I missed seeing you everyday surprisingly.” You admitted as you took a sip from your drink. 

Taehyung smiled happily and nodded his head, “I missed you a lot too (y/n). I was very excited to come back to school because I get to see you again!” You felt a blush creep up your cheeks as you smiled at him. 

“Oh (y/n).” He suddenly shook his head with a low chuckle. 

“What is it?” You frowned. Taehyung looked up and took a tissue to wipe the sauce from your chin. “You’re in college but you still don’t know how to eat properly?" 

This time your face went red from embarrassment as you looked away, "Hmph. Don’t tease me." 

The boy laughed loudly, "That was too cute (y/n), how can I stop teasing you?” You looked back at the boy who looked genuinely happy to be with you and it just made your heart melt. He was basically the main reason why you loved going to school. 

Of course you didn’t know that he felt the same way too. 

The next day when you entered your first module class, you spotted someone familiar. “Hae Rin?” You said, feeling happy to see an old friend. The two of you used to be close until you got separated in your first year. You guys stopped talking to whole year and you felt really upset but that was also when Taehyung came into the picture and became your closest friend and crush. 

“(y/n)! I didn’t know you were going to take this extra module this year!” “Yea I was contemplating if I should actually.” You said as the two of you hugged. “Anyway,” you patted Taehyung’s arm, “This is Taehyung. Taehyung, this is Hae Rin." 

Taehyung already heard of Hae Rin since you had told him about your ex best friend. You never knew the reason why you guys drifted apart but you were glad your were in the same class with her again. 

"Do you want to join us?” You asked eagerly. Hae Rin grinned, “Id love to!” “Am I going to feel like a third wheel from now on?” He joked and the two of you laughed. 

Third wheel. 

He was right that someone was going to feel like a third wheel. 

But he was wrong that it was going to be him. 

 Taehyung and Hae Rin were laughing as they exited the lecture hall and you eyed the two. 

“What’s so funny?” You asked. 

Hae Rin flicked her wrist as if to dismiss the issue, “It was just something we were talking about during lecture." 

 "Ah I see…” Your voice drifted off as the two went to reenact the situation they were laughing about. 

 That wasn’t the only time you felt left out. In fact, there were many times that you couldn’t even count. 

 "Anyway, we’ll see you tomorrow!“ Hae Rin suddenly spoke and the two of them walked off. 

 "W-Wait where are y'all going…” Your voice lowered as you realised the two walked away without looking back at you. Not even Taehyung. And that made you feel horrible. 

 "Alright bye guys.“ You muttered as you decided to go to the library to do your work to get your mind off of things. 

 "Ah just great…” You whispered irritatedly to yourself as you walked around the fully-filled library. There were many students doing their work that day and not a single empty table was available, that meant you had to share. You didn’t like the idea of that since it felt awkward for you but you didn’t want to go home either. 

 As you walked around to try and spot a familiar face, you finally saw one. “Hey… Jungkook right? Mind if I sit here?” The boy looked up and shook his head, “No go ahead.” He gestured to the empty seat across you. 

Jungkook had the same timetable as the three of you but he had his own clique so you guys never really conversed before. You took out your notebook and notes and started writing what you messily took down during lecture so that you could have better notes to refer to in the future. 

Well, to be more specific— you tried to. 

In reality, you were distracted by the painful thoughts in your head. Why did Taehyung and Hae Rin go out without you? Where did they go? Why didn’t Hae Rin invite you? Why didn’t Taehyung invite you? Did he replace you with Hae Rin? Were you insignificant to both of them already? 

 "Are you alright?“ 

 "Huh?” You looked up to see Jungkook who had his eyebrows raised in concern. 

“You look like you’re about to snap your pen in half.” He chuckled a bit, leaning back slightly, “If you’re having a hard time understanding that chapter you can always ask me, it’s pretty simple." 

 You scoffed, "You don’t even come for lectures do you?” “Oh you noticed?” He leaned forward, resting his head on one of his hand. You raised an eyebrow at him, “Don’t get too cocky, our teachers marks the attendance stupid." 

 "She does?” Jungkook asked in disbelief and you smirked, “Way to go genius. Good luck on pulling your attendance up.” You shook your head and looked back at your notes. 

 It was silent again before Jungkook whispered, “Then why were you so angry?”  

“I wasn’t.” You replied curtly, trying your best to focus on reading your notes. 

“Right, and I love going to lectures. We aren’t playing the lying game (y/n), I was just asking—" 

 "And i’m just trying to study.” You snapped in a harsh whispered tone which shocked him. 

You sighed, “I’m sorry Jungkook. I didn’t mean to. I’m just not in a good mood okay?” Jungkook nodded his head and you looked back down only to be interrupted once more. 

“If you’re not in a good mood, you’re in no shape to study. Let’s go.” Jungkook stood up, grabbing his bag. 

 "And i’m supposed to just follow you because…?“ "Because we’re friends as of now. So let’s go.” Jungkook smiled and you shrugged, you guessed it was a slightly better way to get your minds off of things. 

 "So… Where are your other friends?“ Jungkook asked as you guys walked to one of the cafes your college campus had. 

"Other friends?” You asked, looking down at your feet even though you knew who he was referring to. 

 "You know… Hae Rin and Taehyung?“ 

 "Oh… They're… They’re busy today." 

 "Even when their best friend is in a bad mood?” Jungkook asked, “If I was in a bad mood Yugyeom and Jimin would definitely be there and vice versa." 

 You shrugged, "They had other plans today." 

 "Together?” He asked and you shrugged one more time. 

It didn’t take much for Jungkook to piece your answers and reactions together but he decided it wasn’t good to bring it up since he figured that was the reason why you were in a bad mood. “If you ever feel like shit again, you can always hang out with me from now on.” Jungkook offered as he opened the cafe door for you. 

 "That’s really nice of you Jungkook but it’ll be bad of me to ditch the two—" You stopped talking as you watched through the glass door Taehyung and Hae Rin walking around laughing with each other and having a great time. Jungkook followed where you were looking and realised what it was that stopped you from talking. That used to be me, you thought to yourself. 

 He turned around to get your attention but you suddenly spoke, “I’m really not in the mood for—" 

 "That’s nonsense. You need to take your mind off of things. Cake?” He suggested and you smiled slightly. “Well I love food." 

 Jungkook grinned, "That’s right.” The two of you ditched studying to head to the cafe beside the library and it just so happened that Taehyung and Hae Rin decided to take a break from their giggling session. 

 "(y/n)!… And Jungkook?“ Hae Rin greeted you, sending you a suggestive wink. Even though you were jealous that she had replaced you, you couldn’t feel angry at her and that upset you. 

 "Oh hey guys… I didn’t know y'all were hanging out around campus.” You replied, trying to ignore the painful feeling that was growing inside you. 

 "And I didn’t know you were close to Jungkook?“ Taehyung raised his eyebrow. 

 "Oh actually we don't—" 

 "We just don’t spend a lot of time together since we have our own cliques.” Jungkook interrupted, draping his arm over your shoulder. Taehyung could feel his muscles tense up as he watched the other boy stay so close to you. 

It used to be him. And only him. 

 "Anyway you guys continue on with your date.“ Jungkook winked and pulled you away from two. 

 "Date?” Hae Rin whispered to herself, her heart fluttering though she tried to ignore the feeling. 

 He was jealous. 

 Taehyung was jealous that you seemed to be close to another guy from your module and that made his mood turn sour. 

“Tae? What are you having?" 

 Date… That’s right, he was on a date. He tried to convince himself to forget that you were hanging out with Jungkook. 

 "You good?” Jungkook leaned on his arms. 

You glanced at the two who were looking through the menu. 

 "I will be…" 

 ——— Part Two Three Four(soon)

 So there may or may not be a part 2, depending if you guys want a second part :) So if you do pls tell me! thank you! i hope you liked it!

Daddy and Me (Park Hae Jin)

Type: Fluff

Request: Hi can you do a park hae jin scenario where his wife is younger than him and this age different is like 12-15 and he is joining to return of the superman.Thank you so much I love your writing.

You tiredly stepped out of your bedroom early in the morning rubbing your eyes as you made your way to the living room. You froze as you remembered that you guys officially started filming today. You bowed to the camera men before heading into the kitchen. You were the 22 year old rather popular idol photographer that had married Park Haejin about 2 years and as of 6 months ago the mother of his first child, a little girl named Park Solbi. You guys actually met on a shoot when you were taking his pictures. She was a daddy’s girl who leaned slightly more towards you in the looks department but it was still clear who her father was.

You looked at the camera that was beside the sink and before you leaned over you rushed over to the coat rake and grabbed one of Haejin’s jackets and throwing it. “My top keeps falling down” you say shyly to the camera as you cracked eggs into a bowl to begin making your husband an omelet. 


Haejin awoke to see your fidgeting daughter sleeping next to him, you always put Solbi in bed when you got up for the day because he always seemed happier when he woke up to her. He lightly touched Solbi as he heard her let out a whine as he shushed her as she seemed to calm down right away and fell back to sleep. He quietly and softly climbed out of bed. He came out to the living room ending up in the same position you were in forgetting that you guys were going to have cameras in your home. He smiled softly as he made his way to the kitchen “good morning” he spoke softly as you made a sound focused on breakfast. “What do you have planned for the next two days?” he asked as he got himself a drink from the fridge “I am staying with a friend and going sight seeing” you told him as he nodded. “What do you have planned for Solbi and I?” he then asked as you point to the table. He made his way over to your table to see what you had planned for today, “the baby boutique? The one you normally go to?” he asked as you nodded “she needs a new dress” you finish as you put the omelet on a plate as he sat down. “Thank you” he tells you as you head off to wake up your daughter.


“Hello I am Park Haejin and this is Solbi” he spoke as he looked down at his sleeping baby. “I met my wife 3 years ago when she was 19 years old. She was filling in for the main photographer at a shoot at that point. She’s very taleneted with a camera so the pictures turned out amazing because she made me smile so easy” he started feeling awkward talking about your love life yet very thrilled to talk about how the romance began. “I didn’t think I would fall in love with someone so young and fresh to adulthood but she taught me that love has no age. Well as long as you are legal, she made that part very clear” he said as chuckles. “I’ve been married two years and 6 months ago was the greatest moment of my life. I think I became softer when my daughter was born” he continues his story. “She is a little ball of happiness. Her and I are close but I’m hoping we get closer” he finishes as he pats Solbi’s tiny butt as she cuddles into him more. A light sound left her as she let out a fart, his eyes closed “as you can tell she’s very lady like” he spoke feeling slightly embarrassed by her passing gas in their first moments on the show. “Oh she’s smiling, it must have been a good one” he spoke as he looked down at her again.


A few months of filming and he was basically watching his daughter grow up in front of him. A 10 month old Solbi held tightly to the couch as he sat on it watching her. “You have to climb up here by yourself” he told her not helping her up. She let out a whine as she attempted to tug herself up. He watched her cute little legs struggle to get her up. He really wanted to help her up but it would help neither of their prides. She looked around and found a small toy to step on. “Ah little genius” he told her as she attempted once more to climb up. Haejin held his breath as her leg had successfully gotten up and she began to grunt as she tugged herself up.

He smiled largely as she managed to get herself most of the way up before he leaned over and pushed her butt up lightly getting her up the whole way. A smile of victory crossed the little one’s face as she sat herself down onto the couch. “Daddy is so proud of you” he cooed as he leaned down beside her. Her hands instantly went to play with his face. “Giving daddy a kiss please” he spoke puckering his lips out, she smiled as he leaned over to kiss her lips but she turned her head and the kiss landed on her cheek. “Playing hard to get?” he teased as he simply began kissing her all over making her giggle loudly before it changed to squeals as he smiled happily at her.


Haejin sat his little one into a high chair at a little cafe. “Daddy likes this place. They make yummy drinks and food. Since you’re growing up so fast I think you’re ready for something yummy” he told her as he headed up the counter to order things. Solbi let out a whine as she tired to look for her daddy. “Right here baby girl” he calls as she smacked her hands on the table in demand of him. “Calm down” he mumbled as he thanked the cashier who passed him his foods and drinks. “Don’t make me regret this. Mommy would kill me if she knew what I was doing” he spoke holding up a cute purple cupcake. “Mommy will beat me up after this episode you know. This might be the last outing you ever do with me” he continues as she didn’t care for his words. Her eyes were on the sweet treat.

He scooped a small bit of icing onto his finger and allowed her to lick it off. Her face twisted slightly at the new taste and feeling as he laughed. “You only get a little bit of that” he told her as he proceeded to cut the top of the cupcake off and handed her the actual cake. Her face crossed with disappointment before he rubbed a small amount onto the cake. He smiled as she started eating the cake, he did feel back about the mess she was making and was proud he packed extra baby clothing for his little one as she covered herself in much cake.

Life is like a dream
Right and wrong, love and hate…
They all get buried with the passing of time and leave quietly with no trace
Do you still think that you don’t have my whole heart and resent me?
I’m always worried that I may have left you with hatred instead of love
Not allowing you to rest in peace…
I still love you
When you gave up everything and stood by me in the rain
When you threw your body in the way of a flying arrow to protect me
You became someone I could never forget in my life
I came to realize that  the opposite of loving is not hating
But leaving…
I’m afraid you may think
That I left you
And that you left me
I yearn for you so much
But I can’t be near you
I hope and wait to see you again inside these fences
I’ll be waiting for you everyday
—  Hae Soo’s Letter to Wang So (Scarlet Heart Ryeo)

Hong Seol: “I used to frequently hear that I was sensitive and frustrating to be around. So I worried a lot about that. My conclusion was…“That’s just who I am."”

Fallout Pt. 2 (Jungkook Apocalyptic AU!)

Part 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19

Masterlist | Fallout Masterpost + Trailer

Genre: Post-Apocalyptic AU. Angst.

Member: Jungkook.

Synopsis: After the bombs fell, there was nothing on the world besides grey; grey skies, grey pastures, and grey people. The world had been devastated, and the sole motor of your every action was pure instinct because, deep inside, you only wished you had died with the majority of human kind. There was no good people left in that world, not even you. And when his dark figure hovered over you and brought you forcefully with him you confirmed it.
They were no good either.

N/A: EDITED. They’re supposed to start the series at Gayasan National Park (가야산국립공원 청량동지구) Their journey is based on real places and it will make sense… at some point

Originally posted by jengkook

‘We are not taking her with us, Jimin. It doesn’t matter how good she is with that little twig of hers.’ He grumbled over you, putting more and more pressure on your back as he spoke. He groped your arms forcefully and you could not repress the loud, pained pants that abandoned your throat before his strength. The pants were transformed into a muffled scream when he dislocated your shoulder.

‘Stop! You are hurting me!’ You begged him.

Keep reading

Son of the Park’s (Part 1)

(Part 2)

Hwang Jinhae.

Seoul District #7202 - Hae Condo 707

You looked over the paraplegic patient’s name and address. You examined her history file, which consisted of a vehicle accident in Busan a year ago. It explained the reason of her condition. Being only 45, you felt sympathetic for her. Apparently, she was living with her son, which you were grateful she was around a loved one. You’ve come in contact with too many depressed paraplegics that sometimes it made you depressed too. Thankfully, this next patient whom you’ll be paying visits to for the next 6 months was going to be different, or so you hoped.

Keep reading

Used To Pt 2. ( V or Jungkook )

Genre: Angst

Part One Three Four(soon)

It was the monday after that incident happened and you weren’t sure how classes were going to be. You assumed that Taehyung and Hae Rin started dating and you didn’t feel like staying as the third wheel. However, you didn’t have anyone else to go to. After that day with Jungkook, you weren’t sure if it was just a momentarily thing to pass his time that day. So in summary, you were nervous.

“(y/n)! I’m sorry I didn’t text you the whole weekend. I’ve been trying to study really hard for the test coming up.” Taehyung ran up to your side. You looked around and back at him, “Where’s Hae Rin?”

The boy shrugged his shoulders, “Beats me. She’s usually late for first lectures anyway.” He chuckled and you forced a laugh too. “Anyway,” Taehyung started, “I didn’t know you and Jungkook were close? What did y'all do last Friday?”

You shrugged your shoulders while thinking of answer. What were you supposed to say? Lie to your best friend? Tell him the truth?

“Yo earth to (y/n).” You snapped out of your thoughts to see Taehyung who decided to stand in front of you. “Oh sorry I'm… I’m still kinda sleepy.” You gave a tired smile. As much as you liked Taehyung, you weren’t in the mood to talk to him that day and you felt bad about it.

You couldn’t help but feel that he replaced you and you weren’t his priority anymore wen though you two weren’t together. “You know (y/n),” Taehyung sighed while shaking his head, “After knowing you for a year, I can say pretty confidently that I know when you’re not okay. What’s wrong?”

You looked up to see a genuinely concerned look on his face and that just made your walls melt and made you want to open up to him. “It’s just that last Friday—”

“Hey you two!” You winced as you heard her voice. “Oh Hae Rin!” Taehyung greeted the girl cheerfully. “Hey…” You said rather unenthusiastically but she missed the tone you had, and so did Taehyung, for he seemed to have forgotten that you were in a bad mood.

“So there’s this movie that just came out and I was thinking, why don’t we watch it after the test this wednesday?” Hae Rin asked Taehyung and you started to drown out both their voices, looking down at your phone.

Just then, you received a notification.

Jungkook — turn around

Furrowing your eyebrows, you looked behind to see Jungkook with his clique walking to class as well. You smiled at waved at him. “(y/n), want to join us for the movie?” You heard Taehyung call out your name. You glanced at Hae Rin who looked shocked that Taehyung had just invited you and you weren’t stupid, you knew why she had that look on her face. She wanted a movie date with just him. You could feel yourself starting to dislike your closest girl friend but you couldn’t help it.

“It’s fine,” You smiled at Taehyungn, “You guys can enjoy your movie date. I don’t really feel like watching that movie anyway.”

“Really? But I thought you loved the book—”

“Yo (y/n)!” Jungkook’s voice cut Taehyung’s as you looked back to see that his clique had caught up. “Mind if we walk to class with y'all? I mean, we all have the same timetable.” Jungkook smiled at Taehyung who returned it forcefully. “Why not?”

‘What is he doing here’, Taehyung bitterly thought to himself. ’(y/n) never told me she was close to him… She never even mentioned him before. How long have they been close?’ He thought to himself, not realizing that Hae Rin was talking to him.

“Hey Tae? You alright?” Hae Rin repeated herself and he turned to look at her. “I’m sorry, could you repeat what you said?”

Hae Rin smiled, shaking heard head, “I asked if we’re watching the movie this wednesday?”

“Oh what movie?” Jungkook asked. Hae Rin looked at you and gave you cheeky smile that made you knew exactly what she was thinking of. “Hae—” You opened your mouth to stop her but it was too late.

“The latest movie that came out today! Maybe you should join us with (y/n)! Doesn’t that sound good?”

Jungkook looked at you with a smug look on his face and nodded his head at Hae Rin, “Why not?”

So that was how it officially started. Hae Rin excitedly kept calling it a double date and it broke your heart whenever you thought of her dating Taehyung. Little did you know Taehyung was trying to deny that same feeling.

Taehyung started spending more time with Hae Rin to get you off of his mind and you started hanging out with Jungkook and his clique. It wasn’t long till you just stopped hanging out with Taehyung and Hae Rin.

“(y/n)! Got you the sandwich you wanted!” Jimin passed to you the sandwich you tasted at the cafe the other day. “Aw thanks Jimin!” You smiled at your new close friend. Jimin and Yugyeom were sweethearts and they were great company. Of course not forgetting Jungkook. The four of you would meet up in the morning and have breaks together but it was always Jungkook that would walk you to your dorm even though it was still within the college campus.

“Looks like someone is finally going for lectures.” You teased as the two of you walked to your dorm.

“Most probably because I met someone who has such a strong influence on me.” He winked playfully at you.

“Oh really? Who is that amazing person?” You sarcastically replied.

“I kinda forgot her name.” He joked. You frowned, “That’s not very nice now is it?” He laughed and you joined in as well. “But for real, you are a good influence on me.”

“Well I’m flattered to hear that.” You smiled at him.


“Yes?” You tilted your head, waiting for him to continue.

“Do you still like Taehyung?”

Did you?

Maybe you’ve moved on. Forgotten about him. Maybe you’re having a much better life without him. But no. Your heart still ached at the thought of him being together with Hae Rin and that just confirmed that you still liked him even though you stopped talking to him.

Your silence confirmed his guess and he had a small smile on his face. “Don’t beat yourself up that you still like him okay? It will take time to get over him—”

“What if I don’t want to?” You suddenly asked.

“Don’t want to? What? But (y/n) you know he’s been—”

“Yes but they aren’t official yet… I still can have that hope… Right?” You tried to stay optimistic, looking away as you felt that you were going to tear up.

“(y/n) i’m sorry but you have to face the fact that Taehyung—”

“What if I don’t want to Jungkook? Call me stupid or foolish or pathetic but I still like him even though we aren’t talking anymore! I still like Taehyung and I know it’s stupid, but I do okay?” You snapped at him with tears brimming in your eyes, Jungkook looking taken aback.


“I’m sorry Jungkook.” You apologized, “I’m really sorry… I’ll see you tomorrow.” You muttered and started walking away.

Jungkook sighed, stuffing his hands in his pocket and looking down at the ground. “You go after her. I’m in no position to.” Jungkook spoke out loud and footsteps were heard right after that. Jungkook chuckled bitterly as he looked up to the sky, “To think that I was going to confess after that… How stupid of me to think that she’s moved on.”

“(y/n)!” You heard an all too familiar voice which made you freeze. “T-Tae? What are you doing here?”

“I saw what happened.”

You felt so embarrassed when you found out he heard you confessing that you liked him. “Oh…” You mutttered embarrassingly. “Look—” Taehyung started but stopped momentarily which made you look back up at him. Taehyung saw the hope in your eyes which made his heart break even more. He realised that he liked you. Taehyung liked you. That was all there was to it, right?

“I’m sorry… Hae Rin confessed today and… And I said yes. It was a spur of the moment thing but I felt really happy but now seeing you broken just breaks my heart and I realised I’ve liked you for a long time (y/n). I messed up (y/n), I don’t know how to fix this but I’m really sorry.” Taehyung apologized as he slowly walked up to your to close the gap.

Your grip on your bag strap tightened as you tried your best not to cry. You smiled and shook your head, “No Taehyung it’s fine. You don’t have to say that. I know you like Hae Rin, you’re just feeling guilty about it after hearing what I said earlier. I’m sorry I stopped hanging out with you two. But congrats—”

“No, no, (y/n), I meant it when I said—”

“Taehyung.” Your voice was ice cold but broken at the same time and it shocked him because for all this while of being your friend he has never heard such a heartbreaking tone. “Please stop.”

Taehyung’s smile was long gone as his heart broke seeing you in such a conflicting state. You were sad, hurt, broken, but you wanted to stay strong and hide your vulnerability even in that state and he wanted nothing more but to hug you. But he knew he messed up, for he liked 2 of his closest girl friends at the same time, not realizing that he has loved one of them for a longer period of time.

“I’ll see you two around. Congrats once again Taehyung.” You smiled as you pressed the button, entering the lift that had arrived while you had that conversation with Taehyung.

There you were, lying on your bed, thinking about your day. Tears silently rolled down your cheeks as you thought of the memories you had with Taehyung. Those cafe outings and late night walks during the holidays when you were both at the campus for the holidays. Those movie dates that made you feel like you were having the time of your life even though you were just watching a movie. Those crazy laughing sessions you always had with Taehyung and late night cramming sessions at the cafe. It used to be just the two of you doing those activities.

It used to be so simple and happy.

Then there was Jungkook. 

You felt guilty for snapping at your new close friend. He did nothing wrong but you snapped at him and pushed him away when all he wanted to do was help you feel better. Jungkook may have not been there by your side since the beginning but for the time he has been, he has done nothing wrong but be such an amazing person you could rely on and you messed it up. Everything was wrong with Taehyung and Jungkook and you were at a complete lost.

You didn’t know how to face everyone. You couldn’t imagine how classes were going to be like the next day and you were dreading to find out.

“Life used to be so much simpler.” You muttered as you let out a sob, mentally hoping the next day wouldn’t be so bad even though you had to face Jungkook and Taehyung again.

What else has the world got in store for you?

——— Part One Three Four(soon)

Okay I was expecting to finish up this story in the second part but I realised I really wanted to build up the relationship and tension between the characters so I think there’s going to be a part three if y'all are okay with it?

To be honest idek who is the reader going to end up with I’m just going with my feelings and emotions. Please let me know what you think of part 2 and if you guys want a part 3?

I might possibly turn this into a really short series? maybe 4 or 5 parts? what do y'all think of it?

Absolutely Fabulous hit the nail right on the head back in 1992(?). No matter what the HAES-Fat-Acceptance crowd would have you believe; it really is that easy, and everyone should be doing it.

Step 1. REDUCE your calorie intake. This does not mean starvation or only eating lettuce for the rest of your life. Eat that burger and fries if you want, but only have it once a week as opposed to daily. MODERATION is the key. Any adult should be capable of reducing their calorie intake sensibly, without resorting to stupid starvation diets and fad crazes that either don’t work or are impossible to maintain. (Grapefruit diet, anyone?)

Step 2. Increase your exercise. Simple things; get off the bus one stop sooner and walk the rest of the way, take the stairs instead of the lift, do some bloody lunges while the kettle is boiling…again, its not difficult.

The problem comes when people “Diet” as opposed to “changing their diet”, a Diet is a plan that may or may not work, and is a short-term thing. Going on a 2 week Fad Diet, then going back to eating 5000 calories a day is stupid, and is the reason behind the “95% of diets fail” excuse that fatties love to spout at you.

Changing your diet means accepting that you need fewer calories than you are consuming. Plus, choosing healthy options over unhealthy ones actually means you can eat MORE, why would you not want to do that? If you think that healthy eating automatically equals starvation, you need to make better food choices.

Anyone can lose weight, by making some simple changes and by taking responsibility for themselves, but that takes a modicum of effort. Let’s be honest, fat people either start off or become lazy, and would rather claim that they are “meant” to be obese and it’s “not their fault” than make the slightest effort.

You don’t need fad diets and fat-loss wraps that some idiot is selling on Facebook, you don’t need to spend money on expensive gyms or equipment; all you need to lose weight is the willingness to take responsibility for your own body, to learn to moderate your calorie intake and the will to succeed.

But that would mean admitting your precious Fat Activism and HAES campaign is simply passing the buck and placing the blame on everyone and everything except where it actually belongs: with you.

Hae Soo: Where are you from, and why are you here?

It constantly fascinates and amuses me how half of the people have problems with Moon Lovers because of the pacing, character development, and plot, while the other half is completely enamored with it because of the same reasons. Honestly, I think they’ve gotten a lot better, and they’re continuing to build the dynamics of the show. People either love it or hate it, but in the end I guess why we have such different opinions is because it really comes down to personal taste. If one thing, I think removing certain scenes is disorienting and takes away from the plot (that scene with Hae Soo and Jung in episode 13 was not in the Korean SBS version, and that was very important) and certain character relationships are created without really showing (for example, I wish we saw more of Baek Ah and Soo’s friendship). 

Reading through the posts on Tumblr, I think people have noticed that Hae Soo has gone from being the smiley, spunky, snarky girl who isn’t afraid of anything to being a very quiet, cautious, distant girl. And I think it’s understandable. This transformation is a part of her character arc. She could no longer afford to be reckless and loud–she had to learn to adapt to the place in order to survive. She’s essentially broken by the death of Lady Hae, and the people she cares are getting hurt around her–that’s enough to make a person fearful. She’s scared of being in the palace. She finally understands what the palace is like and what sort of place it is. 

However, following next week’s episodes, the production team says that we will see a much more mature Hae Soo appearing. As she takes the place of her beloved mother figure, Court Lady Oh, Hae Soo’s position is changing again. Man, this girl has a lot of hardships and ups and downs in her life. Please give her a break. But NO, THE SHOW MUST GO ON AND SHE’S GOTTA SUFFER. 

Like I said before, I think the most powerful scene to come out of episode 12 was between Taejo and Soo. Hae Soo, who is beaten down and hollowed out by her hallowing experiences, and who can only cope by working herself to the bone as a musuri, Taejo sets Soo down on another path. A path to save Goryeo, because he believes it to be her fate and the reason as to why she came here. I think Taejo gives Soo the strength to re-analyze the situation she is in, and draw strength again. 

It broke me apart when Taejo gives Soo advice because he thinks of her as a daughter, because his beloved Soo-Yeon thought of her as a daughter, too. Taejo seems to much wiser than I was lead on to believe, knowing that Ji-Mong is someone who knows what is going to happen in the future and realizes that Soo is the same sort of existence. He warns her not to get involved (like Ji-Mong does), but he also tells her to not to lose what she has now because she has scared of the future. Hae Soo wants to run away, but Taejo gives her the strength again to stand her ground and be brave. I think Taejo sees the potential in her–just as Ji-Mong sees it–and I also think that that may be the reason why Soo came to Goryeo in the first place. Soo’s warm heart and kindness helps everyone, the best example being So as she gives him a future. A future where he steps up to the throne and becomes the king. 

네 힘으로 안될일에 눈을 감고 이 곳 일에 덤덤해지지 않는다면 어딜가든 니 상황은 똑같을게야. 지나치게 앞일에 매여 지금 가진걸 잃진 마라. 수연이에게도 딸이었으면 내게도 딸이어서 해주는 충고야.

“If you turn a blind eye to the things that you cannot fix on your own, and this place does not become peaceful, you will be unhappy wherever you go. Don’t lose what you have now because of the harsh future ahead. If you were a daughter to Soo-Yeon, then you are a daughter to me and this is why I am giving you this advice.”

Taejo also knows that Hae Soo knows that So will become a king–he can see it on her face. And as fate would have it (no matter how So claims he doesn’t believe in it), So was born with the star of the emperor. While his face may have become scarred on the night that such a prophecy was told, and he has spent nearly his entire year being away from the palace, So comes back. And through Hae Soo, she sets him back on the path to becoming emperor. 

Hae Soo is continuously haunted by her knowledge of the future, and her premonitions. She can hear the screams already, she can anticipate the bloodshed that is to come–and she’s bound to watch it all unfold. Now, is that a curse or a blessing? 

But we know that above all, Hae Soo will choose to help others. She wants the people she cares about to be happy, even if it costs her own happiness. She loves so deeply. And with that, I think she’ll continue to tread carefully in the palace she has so come to fear in order to protect those she loves. 

We see her continue to forge forward when Taejo gives her the task to bring the Crown Prince to the palace. 

She’s given a way to differentiate who to trust and not to trust–those who ask her how the emperor is are the ones to trust while those who ask if he has died are the ones who are vying for the throne. 

This was a brief, fleeting moment between her and General Park. I found it intruging. He seems shocked that she’s come out of the emperor’s room, but I think he also realizes that she’s going to play an important role in all of this, between the battle of the princes. LIKE I FEEL LIKE THIS IS TOO MUCH FORESHADOWING *SCREAMS* 

I can understand why people may be frustrated with Hae Soo and how she has no goals… but honestly, I think we’re supposed to be figuring this out with her. She doesn’t know why she came to Goryeo, and neither do we. She does her best to survive, to live, to adapt to the situations she’s pressed up against. She fights. She breaks. And she will rise to fight again. She falls in love, gets her heart broken, and will fall in love again. 

Following Wook’s betrayal, Soo cannot let go of So. I think she’s never been able to let go of So–the two of them have been through too much together for her to let go of him completely. While she was in love with Wook, her mind has also been focused on So. And it wasn’t always love. She cared for him as a human being, as a friend. But slowly, slowly, her mind begins to waver. Like she said, she doesn’t know where her heart is headed. he’s the epic love of your life

We see the change in the interactions between So and Soo before and after Soo’s meeting with Taejo. 

Soo: Please don’t throw yourself away because of me. 

Hae Soo’s had enough of people getting hurt because of her. That’s why she pushes So away because of fear that he’ll get hurt. 

But she continues to waver. Because he continously approaches her, it’s difficult for her to ignore him. 

And so… 

Soo: What if you were to become Emperor? 

I love the way her eyes change when she looks at So and she straight-up asks him what he would do if he became the king.

But all So really wants is to get married with her, and hopes that she will have freedom. He wants to be with her without any restrictions. If he has her, then he needs nothing else. HE JUST WANTS TO GIVE HER EVERYTHING THIS PRECIOUS WOLF CUB But Hae Soo already knows that he cannot leave the palace, for his fate is here. And she cannot take him away from it. 

Here is another interesting parallel: while Yeonhwa is the king-maker, the god above the princes, it’s actually Hae Soo who sets So down on the path to become the emperor–it’s her who first ignites the fire. 

“She is water: soft enough to offer life, tough enough to drown it away.”
– Rupi Kaur

markhyuck couple!au (pt.2)

part 2 heh (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧

-part one is here: ╰(◡‿◡✿╰)


-not secretly actually

-he goes INSANE with holidays and anniversaries

-he pretends he doesnt care about anything bUT HOLIDAYS AND ANNIVERSARIES WOWEE BOI

-he’s like that angry mom yelling at her children to hurry up when relatives are coming over

-except with nct dream

-birthdays are EXTREMELY important to him

-he threw mark a surprise party once and jisung worked so hard, he fell asleep halfway through the party

-but to be fair, hae was SO strict






-jaemin only sassed him to make hae say that but nO ONE TELL HIM

-when mark found out about the surprise party he started tearing up and was like “fuk my heart i love everybody so much”

-he asked who organized it but hae stopped everybody from responding by screaming “EVERYBODY”

-mark knew it was hae tho so he makes sure to give hae extra kisses when nobody is watching ♡

-i explained last time that they like cuddling but i didnt go in depth with it


-so hae’s always the smaller spoon, i said that last time

-he couldlve easily been the bigger spoon (theyre like the same height lmao) but he likes being the smaller spoon bc he really likes the warm and safe feeling he gets in his chest when mark hugs him close

-before they dated, hae always crawled into mark’s bed in the middle of the night if he couldnt sleep bc he was scared or worried about something

-mark let hae sleep beside him and wouldnt ever push hae to talk about something he didnt want to

-after going to him in the middle of the night so many times, he just began to saw mark as this safe haven he can always go to

-so whenever hae has a problem or is vvvv distressed, he always goes to mark

-but mark ends up always going to him bc he just knows when hae needs him

-they can communicate silently it’s tERRIFYING

-ok back to cuddling

-they cuddle whenever theyre together and alone (hae hates skinship, i said it last time)

-sometimes theyll watch like videos together in mark’s bed and theyll be cuddling

-and hae falls asleep or somethin

-mark really likes hugging him when he’s asleep bc hae becomes a big, warm teddy bear

-they probably go on pokemon go dates

-theyre EXTREMELY competitive when it comes to pokemon go


-mark usually laughs and shoves him and says “shut up” but boy

-he straight up screamed “FUCK YOU KIM DONGHYUCK IM LEAVING YOU” and ran away with his phone in his hand, desperately searching for farfetch’d

-he ended up falling over so hae tsked and promised he’d help him find one

-i STRONGLY STRONGLY think that mark babies the dream team a lot

-but sometimes he just needs someone to baby him ya feel??

-hae 10000000% babies him

-he makes sure that mark’s dresses appropriately for outside and sasses him if he doesnt

-”bitch ur wearing a sweater and it’s 30 degrees outside do you wanna fight me or smth”

-”lol fuk u hae” -mark, as he changes into a t-shirt


-he likes booping hae’s nose bc hae gets really mad

-BUT it looks like a lil kid getting mad bc they didnt get candy oMG!!!!

-hae probably gets jealous when mark gets shipped with another member

-”how dare u get shipped with MY boyfriend!! do our fans not see how PERFECT i am with him they can fiGHT ME!!!!”

-they probably recommeend music to each other

-mark NEVER gets jealous

-they probably do that thing where they try to steal things from each other

-like, mark will have his phone in his hand and hae will snATCH THAT SHIT

-and then mark will try to snatch it back and if he cant, he’ll like, grab hae’s phone

-they have each other’s phone for the rest of the day bc theyre too stubborn to return them

-mark probably texts stuff like ‘hey me hehehehehEHEHEHEHE’ and hae tells him to shut up

-sometimes theyll text from different rooms instead of talking face to face and when they do, theyll ocassionally yell out “SHUT UP” or “FUCK OFF” at each other

-sometimes they just fling pillows instead of screaming

-someone can ask them ANYTHING about the other and they already know the answer

-”oh hey mark do you know where hae is?”

-“lol no”

-“oh i was just gonna ask him what he wanted from starbucks”

-”venti caramel frap with a double shot of espresso and mint”

-”… ok”

-hae probably ‘borrows’ a lot of stuff from mark too

-he’ll see mark wearing a zipup hoodie one day and be like “omg can i wear that”

-mark’s just like “uh lol ok idc”

-he never gets the hoodie back

-they have a lot of inside jokes when each other and when they see something that reminds them of a certain inside joke, they look at each other IMMEDIATELY and burst out laughing

-if they ever get a dog together, theyll fight over who has to walk it

-”hae walk the dog”




-they end up walking it together

-like always

-tl;dr, still the dorkiest couple ever ♡

You know what you don’t need? Fancy work out clothes. I wear old tshirts from high school or the college I went to before the college I’ll be getting a degree from. They work perfectly. Or, I’ll buy a men’s multipack of underwear white tshirts for $10 max. That’s all I need. And then I go for basketball men’s shorts because of my size and how they feel on me. So $40 max for 2 shorts and hella tshirts to work out in. That’s all you need. And then my shoes, yes they’re Nike, but I got my Nikes at marshalls, so I bought them less than what they’re worth. You do not need fancy work out body strangling clothes to get to where you want/need to be.

anonymous asked:

Could you write a Zion.t scenario where you are out clubbing together, you are dating, but a ssaseng fan wants to start trouble with you?

As soon as the bouncer saw the two of you near the entrance of the club he waved you through. You bowed your head slightly as a sign of gratefulness. Whenever you were with your boyfriend they all treated you completely different, sometimes in a good way, sometimes in a bad way. You found it odd and uncomfortable at first, but with time you got used to it. After all he was a public figure.

You both were on the way to the VIP area of the club, where your friends were already waiting for you, when Hae-sol spotted one of his old friends near the bar. He placed his hand on your lower back and leaned in to you ear. “There’s someone I know. Go first, I’ll be right there.“ he said loudly into your ear to drown out the loud music and gently pushed you into the direction of the secluded area, after giving you a warm smile. You nodded your head and turned on your heels. But you were stopped in your track. Surprised by the warm hand on your shoulders, you turned around. In front of you stood a tall girl, who didn’t seem happy at all. You wondered whether you knew her, but your thoughts were interrupted when you felt a stingy feeling on your cheek. Your hands instinctively grabbed the red spot. You looked at her in disbelief while your jaw dropped wide open. "What the hell?!“ You yelled at her, still shocked by what just happened.

Keep reading

dating nct dream; haechan ver.

thank you for 1k again ♡

-people question how you two even started dating

-before you guys became a thing, you were friends with the rest of the dream team

-but you HATED hae

-he hated you too lmfao

-whenever he saw you coming, he would scoff

-what a bitch smh

-psttt he doesnt actually hate you

-i have this idea in my mind where hae is so afraid of relationships and crushes

-he’d like, jump in front of a car before he liked anyone

-but aH



-so what else is he supposed to do to try and get rid of the crush


-”i dont understand why you hate y/n, they’re exactly like you” -jaemin, once

-hae had to be held back 


-jaemin was like, the only one in the dream team that didnt know about his crush

-”DONT TELL ANYONE” -hae, screeching at jaemin

-”ok man omg” -jaemin

-”GUYS WE GOTTA GET THEM TOGETHER SOMEHOW” -also jaemin in the dream team secret group chat that doesnt include hae bc hE CANT KNOW

-”no wtf i dont wanna die”


-these losers istg

-their plan was to literally TELL YOU HE LIKES YOU


-”??? what is it”


-”lmfao he hates me are you trolling me”


-”you also promised you’d buy me 87 cupcakes”


-”bye guys~”

-”Y/N I THOUGHT YOU LIKED HIM OMG WHAT THE HECK ARE WE EVEN FRIENDS” -jeno, right before youre about to leave the group chat

-”woah what y/n likes hae back holy shit dude”

-”SHUT UP THAT WAS A MONTH AGO” -you, on your way to murder jeno



-and then you left the group chat lmfao

-they make up a plan to try to get you to believe them and these losers end up cornering hae and getting him to tell them why he likes you

-and coughs chenle secretly records it

-”so hae… why do you like y/n?” -jaemin, the king of not being able to be subtle

-hae almost chokes jaemin and chenle records it all omg


-that’s all they could get out of hae so they just sent that to you

-you laughed for 89 years


-”will i what, choke you bc yes, i will na jaemin if you dont drop this”

-jaemin is your guy’s #1 fan

-long story short, they end up telling hae you liked him too

-so now you guys dont hate each other but you guys dont even talk anymore

-it’s so awkward when you sit with the dream team for lunch 

-until one day, jaemin couldnt take it anymore


-you and hae end up going to them movies after a lot of convincing from the boys


-you guys dont talk much but you finally say “let’s just treat each other like we normally did before. i mean, a lot of couples seem to hate each other right? wAIT I MEAN WE’RE NOT A COUPLE YET BUT-”

-”omg i get you it’s ok chill omg” hae finally breathes after 3 hours omg poor baby

-after that, you two began roasting each other again

-the dream team was confused but when they saw you and hae holding hands thEY UNDERSTOOD

-you guys are the couple that insult each other a lot

-also the couple that never says ‘i love you’ bc it’s just a known thing between the two of you

-your contact name is “idiot gilfriend” and his contact name is “idiot boyfriend”

-hae never forgets ANYTHING

-not your birthday, your pet’s birthday, your grandma’s birthday, NOTHING

-he gets you the best gifts bc he knows you the best

-if you ask him to do something cheesy like sing for you, he’d laugh in your face but do it anyway

-you text him at like, 2am with “hae will you send me a voice msg with you singing i cant sleep”

-”wtf dude just youtube it or something”

-you end up sending him memes until he agrees

-his voice is rough and low (he cant wake up the rest of the dream team man) but he sounds great anyway

-it makes you smile so hard

-hae hates doing cheesy things but if he gets to see your lil face light up with a smile, it’s worth it

-your first kiss was probably completely out of the blue

-you kissed him when you found out nct dream got their first win hae was so red omg



-the other boys wre there too and omg they didnt let hae live it down

-jaemin literally said “you guys owe me your first born child and you have to invite me to your wedding smh” after you two pulled away

-you both slapped him

-hae’s favourite thing in the world is christmas with you

-he loves seeing you all bundled up in the winter and carrying 823982394 boxes of presents for your friends

-he wants to tell you you look cute but he ends up telling you you look stupid

-it’s ok bc you know what he’s trying to say

-his lockscreen in a pic of you two holding hands in the falling snow (CREDITS TO MARK)

-hae’s such a sweetheart deep down he has a huge soft spot for you

-his homescreen is you two sleeping omg (your head on his shoulder, his head on top of yours)

-you two probably roast people together lmfao

-you guys are BRUTALLY honest with each other

-”yo y/n is this idea dumb”


-”couldve been a lil nicer smh”

-tl;dr the couple that will fight each other and anybody that looks at their other half funny, will also roast each other and other people ogether but you guys love each other and know that the insults are all jokes so that’s all that matters ♡