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I’m drunk off you,
I’ve been sipping too long and I’m hungover on the thought of forever.
So drunk,
that everytime I open my mouth
regurgitate you.
Can’t speak with out mentioning your name.
Your mind..
aged like fine wine..
I can smell the wisdom on your breath,
and when you intoxicate me with your kiss,
I can feel it burn in my chest.
I’ll take a shot of eternity.
Straight.
No chase unless it’s after you.
Til I reek of your love and everyone around me tells me I’ve had enough.
I need a bottle of you.
Okay a case..
But Only here and there..
Okay fuck it, daily..
just to put an SOS in the bottles asking you to please save me.
Sailing down the coast of my spine,
washing up on the shore of your heart.
Never been much of a drinker,
but my love,
you’ve had me drunk from the start.

This is getting frustrating…pencil sketches are fine, but anything else and my art progress is slowed to a crawl because of back pain…

And obviously, getting anything done on the NHS takes 500 years to happen. I spent two weeks just trying to follow up a call to the musculoskeletal clinic just to get a phone assessment.

Anyone I’ll stop complaining and try and work through my queue, so everyone should expect a batch of sketches coming out @v@b or something, shoulder please be okay today

I thought

Right when I thought i had a chance, I blew it. I demolished it into millions of pieces. My mind is burned out but my heart is still strong. I’ve developed a strong love for you that i hate but love so much. This is what i was afraid of in the beginning, becoming too close. I’m sorry you have to see me like this but i can’t help it. I am no longer a priority to you… Sorry, my mind is everywhere. I hope you see this.

anonymous asked:

If you've seen 2001: A Space Odyssey, what did you think about it?

Originally posted by fictionsonmymind

2001 is a lot of movie. I feel a certain fealty towards it because, like, I like movies? When one is this masterful, this visionary, so fully, authoritatively, overpoweringly itself,  of course you love it. It’s good in a very particular way, too, a way that is both about and much more than cinema. But 2001…and Kubrick a lot of the time, honestly, are like cinema’s equivalent of the burning bush: awesome, but soul-fixating in a way that’s kind of uncomfortable and sometimes terrifying? And not at all what you want to encounter at the start of your day. Or, put another way, Jurassic Park made me love movies. 2001: A Space Odyssey made me realize the dangerous power of this thing that I love. 

Lyrics on my Brain- Part 4

John Legend  “Maybe we’ll live and learn,
Maybe we’ll crash and burn
Maybe you’ll stay, maybe you’ll leave
maybe you’ll return,
Maybe another fight
Maybe we won’t survive
But maybe we’ll grow…”

Aaliyah Mama Always Told Me To “Be Careful Who I Love”
And Daddy Always Told Me, “Make Sure Hes Right”
I Always Had My Eyes, On This One Particular Guy
I Was Too Shy, So I Decided To Write”

Queen Hill  “I get mad when you walk away (don’t walk away)
So I tell you leave, when I mean stay”

Aaliyah  “But now lately it feels like
I mean I feel like all we do is fight
Every single night
Can’t make it tight, can’t get it right
I just wanna go back, take it way back
All the way back, can we start again
Do it over, can we straighten it out
Can we work it out, cuz…”

Chrisette Michele   “Feeling like you’re loving I just cannot resist
There’s something that’s making me hold on
There’s no one I would rather share my good loving with
But I promised, I’d wait till I’m ready for this

One day we’ll make love passion unheard of
I’ll be your woman, if I have my way
We will see heaven, loving together
We won’t stop ever if I have my way”

Ciara Cause if you only knew, what I felt for you
You would have held on tighter,
Fought a little harder,
Been a little smarter and now you’re gonna miss my love”