when you see her you see me

“you got this, you can do this,” she says to herself. “just walk up to him and say it, you got this.” she takes a deep breath in and out and walks towards him.
when he sees her, he gets up from his seat. “you can sit, this is going to be short. you hurt me, you tore me down, but what you didn’t see at the time and what i didn’t know, was that i was strong, i am strong; stronger than i thought i’d ever be. i’m going to get over you,” she says and turns to walk away.
Gajevy Week: Prompt: Grief Tear Me Down to Build Me Up

Gajevy

Rated: M-ish

One-Shot

Tear Me Down to Build Me Up

Inspired by: “Come and Get It” by Krewella

Post Tartarus

“I’ve been thinking…”

“How come I have a feelin’ it ain’t about anything good…”

“I’m thinking of… when you were in Phantom Lord.”

The silence was thick and uncomfortable.

“I don’t wanna be thinkin’ ‘bout that, Lev… I hurt ya…”

“I know… but I realized it taught me a lesson. An important one.”

“You may see me struggle, but you will never see me quit…”

Levy read that line over and over. Despite how many times she tried to move her eyes away from it, she always ended up rereading the quote placed under the chapter title.

It described Fairy Tail.

It described her.

A soft sigh left her lips as it got her thinking.

Her family. Her friends. Her home. Her powers. Her present. Her future.

Her past…

Or more specifically her past with Gajeel. The events that shaped her currently.

It made her think of a lot of things about herself.

“Hey Levy!” Jet’s voice pulled her from her thoughts as he and Droy slid across from her.

“What’s got you so deep in thought?” Droy asked, offering her some of the cookies she had.

Absently she took a cookie and brought it to her lips, but rather than taking a bit her eyes glossed over in thought again.

“Earth to Levy!” Jet laughed, even after a year apart she was still the same, she blinked and gave them a confused look as she took a bite of the cookie. Giving an appreciative nod at the taste to Droy who grinned. “What are you so lost in thought about?”

“A lot of things really.” She hummed taking another bite. “Droy, this cookie is amazing.” Her fingers were in front of her mouth as she spoke, this earned a grin from the plant mage.

“No way, Lev. Cough it up.” Jet stayed firm as he watched the blunette swallow her bite.

“… My parents… Master Makarov… Phantom Lord… How I’ve changed.”

“Hold on, I must have heard you wrong. I thought you said Phantom Lord for a second.” Jet laughed awkwardly, trying to brush off her comment.

“I did.” Suddenly both men were silent.

“Why?” Jet’s voice came out sharper than he intended.

“This quote reminded me of my dad… something he used to say when I was little… and something Master once said was very much like my dad’s advice…”

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If I can make a girl’s day by hugging her, hell yeah, I’ll hug the crap out of her. I will kiss her on the cheek. I will love her. I will take as many photos as she wants. That’s how I’ll always be. I don’t see how that could ever… obviously, I can see how when you get bigger it can get stressful, but at the same time you still have to think, “That’s crazy that this many people look up to me. Oh my God.” And I only want to give back… I can’t believe I’ve affected this many people. I’ve reached out, and people know me. People know me in Spain. People know me in London. People know me in the States.

These voices in my head
They wouldn’t let me sleep
They call me a liar
They say I’m in deep

Everlasting downfall
Spiral through the flame
The fake things that make us droll
That is our shame

Made of stars and wanderlust
Searching for something more
Writing, thinking endlessly
Of something I adore.

Yelling that it’s not her fault
There’s no god I trust in
Being is not believing
Oh the change is drastic.

Don’t ask me why I’m mad
Find the answer yourself
Don’t ask me why I can’t sleep Don’t ask my why are there tears Even when you see my hair flip But be careful with words They sew my mouth shut And if you ever see the paper Don’t ask why it has been painted and cut.

—  [MELTAWAY]
Remember when I told you about someone stealing my videos and re-uploading them?

I just checked her channel to see if she’s taken the videos down peacefully, but she hasn’t, so I had to file numerous copyright strikes against the videos, but because of the limit I couldn’t get them all (yes, that’s how much she’s stolen from me). It was nice to read the comments and see the support from the people who actually like my videos and are also against stealing.

If you want to flame her channel, go ahead. It’s right over here. I would normally never link it so she wouldn’t get attention, but I am seriously pissed off… Like right now, I am working SO fucking hard on the genocide video, which is why it’s taking like two months… I am trying to animate the WHOLE thing, including a fight scene while the song plays (that is the part I’m working on right now). And do you know how fucking pissed I’d be if I found out it was just re-uploaded by someone else…?

Also, if you want to argue with me using some else’s lyrics - don’t bother. All the lyrics I use are credited and I use them in a transformative manner, as in I don’t re-upload the cover, I tune the Vocaloid to sing it as well as make a whole animation because there’s a story to this series.

And it’s not even the case of her “””liking””” my content so much that she wants to upload just the cover so people wouldn’t have to “””suffer””” through the intro. If people don’t like the animations and are only there for the cover, that’s fine - the song is always linked in the FIRST LINE OF THE DESCRIPTION to soundcloud so people could listen to it on repeat if they wished to.

You can go ahead and share this if you want, any support is much appreciated. Thanks for reading and thanks for the support.

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When we get caught up in the minutiae, the details that make us all different, there’s two ways of seeing that. You can see the texture of that person, the qualities that make them unique, or you can go to war about it, say, ‘That person is different from me, I don’t like you, so let’s battle.’ My mother is an ordained minister, I’m a Muslim. She didn’t do backflips when I called her to tell her I converted 17 years ago. But I tell you now, we put things to the side, I’m able to see her, she’s able to see me, we love each other, the love has grown. That stuff is minutiae. It’s not that important.

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You clean up nice.

why do women in dress pattern illustrations look like they’re about five seconds away from DRAMATICALLY DECLARING THEIR LOVE?

#here we see masha- young and untutored in the ways of love#‘o katya!’ she cries 'my very soul aches when you are not by my side! i tell you i could not breathe if you were to leave me!’#katya kisses her just once. very gently.#and then leaves chelyabinsk. never to return#(two years later masha marries a local boy and never lets herself think of what might have been)

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I know these will all be stories some day, and our pictures will become old photographs. We all become somebody’s mom or dad. But right now, these moments are not stories. This is happening. I am here, and I am looking at her. And she is so beautiful. I can see it. This one moment when you know you’re not a sad story. You are alive. And you stand up and see the lights on the buildings and everything that makes you wonder. And you’re listening to that song, and that drive with the people who you love most in this world. And in this moment, I swear, we are infinite.

The Perks of Being a Wallflower (2012), dir. Stephen Chbosky

  • ♈ Aries: Feeling used
  • But I'm Still missing you
  • ♉Taurus: And I can't
  • See the end of this
  • Just wanna feel your kiss
  • Against my lips
  • ♊Gemini: And now all this time
  • Is passing by
  • But I still can't seem to tell you why
  • It hurts me every time
  • I see you
  • Realize how much I need you
  • ♋Cancer: I hate you, I love you,
  • Don't want to but
  • I can't put nobody else above you
  • ♌ Leo: You want her, you need her
  • And I'll never be her
  • ♍ Virgo: I miss you when I can't sleep
  • Or right after coffee
  • Or right when I can't eat
  • ♎Libra: I miss you in my front seat
  • Still got sand in my sweaters
  • From nights we don't remember
  • ♏Scorpio: Do you miss me like I miss you?
  • Fucked around and got attached to you
  • Friends can break your heart too,
  • And I'm always tired but never of you
  • ♐Saggitarius: If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit
  • I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that shit
  • I type a text but then I never mind that shit
  • I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
  • ♑Capricorn: Oh oh, keep it on the low
  • You're still in love with me but your friends don't know
  • If you wanted me you would just say so
  • And if I were you, I would never let me go
  • ♒Aquarius: I don't mean no harm
  • I just miss you on my arm
  • Wedding bells were just alarms
  • Caution tape around my heart
  • ♓Pisces: You ever wonder what we could have been?
  • You said you wouldn't and you fucking did
  • Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix
  • Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed
i love you, i hate you rp meme
  • “feeling used, but i’m still missing you”
  • “just wanna feel your kiss against my lips”
  • "i can’t see the end of this”
  • “it hurts me every time i see you”
  • "all this time is passing by, and i still can’t seem to tell you why”
  • “i hate you”
  • “i love you”
  • “i hate that i love you”
  • “i realise how much i need you”
  • "you want her, you need her”
  • “i don’t want to, but i can’t put nobody else above you.”
  • “and i will never be her.”
  • “i miss you when i can’t sleep.”
  • “i still got sands in my sweater from nights we don’t remember.”
  • “fucked around and got attached to you.”
  • “do you miss me like i miss you?”
  • “you wouldn’t like that shit.”
  • "friends can break your heart too.”
  • “i’m always tired, but never of you.”
  • “i got these feelings but you never mind that shit.”
  • “you’re still in love with me, but your friends don’t know.”
  • “i don’t mean no harm.”
  • “you ever wonder what we could’ve been?”
  • “if you wanted me, you would just say so.”
  • “you say you wouldn’t and you fucking did.”
  • “lie to me.”
  • “lie with me.”
  • “if i were you i would never let me go,”
  • “now all my drinks and my feelings are all fucking mixed.”
  • “i know that i control my thoughts”
  • “always missing people that i shouldn’t be missing.”
  • “i guess this is moving on.”
  • “i should stop reminiscing.”
  • “i learned from my dad it’s good to have feelings.”
  • “sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance”
  • “everyone i do right does me wrong”
  • “all alone, i watch you watch her”
  • “you don’t care, you never did”
  • “she’s the only girl you ever see”
  • “how is it you never notice that you are slowly killing me?”
  • “you don’t give a damn about me”

*feel free to change the words to fit your muse!

i.
you’re the kind of person who says sorry

when they don’t mean sorry.
you just want me to stop having feelings
so you don’t have to think about what you did wrong.

you don’t even fucking listen to me when i speak

so i’m done speaking.

ii.
i hate you so much. there’s no way

hatred isn’t this feeling. my blood is boiling.

you’re still choosing her over me,

even as friends.
you don’t deserve my friendship.

you never did.

iii.
i write a poem about me leaving you

and you see it so you text me.
i don’t answer because i fucking hate you

but i feel guilty about it the entire day.

iiii.

you text me again. you say “hey.”

you tell me you saw my snapchat story

and you hope i’m having fun. you ask me

how school’s going. you’re so good

at pretending you care. you’re so good at it,

i believe you.

iv.

i always give in.

i always text you back eventually.

and you’re so fucking nice to me,
i forget about all of the things you did wrong.

all of the lies. the times

you were threading your hands in her hair

when i was breaking down.

vi.

why can’t you make this easy?

why can’t you fucking leave?

—  I DON’T WANT TO BE FRIENDS ANYMORE

Hear me out now guys but

What if Jasper needs glasses…? 

We have her evil squinting when we first see her. 

That’s not a lot to go on for eyesight issue sure, but then you have her fights. Just being overall kind of sluggish and being hit a lot doesn’t really voice a lot for a top fighter elite right?

Then you get from Malachite, more angry evil squinting, but then in a couple frames, 

She seems so shocked to see Alexandrite with the bow, as if she just now noticed it. But wasn’t see looking right at Alexandrite? Surely she would have seen the bow if her eyesight was ok right? 

Then you get this squint eye look, which I feel they really emphasized her eyes not being entirely open a lot in the Beta/Earthlings episode, even highlighted again when she corrupts. This cap is taken literal moments before Amethyst attacks her with the whip. She should have seen it coming miles away, weapon is out at the ready and they already have beef with one another. So then why

Does she miss? She even looks shocked in the frames before this as the whip is already at her face as if she really didn’t see it approaching. She had plenty of time to prepare. 

So I conclude that either Jasper is actually a really shitty fighter with bad hand-eye coordination or she is defective like most of the Beta gems: She has bad eyesight.

sincerelydorky  asked:

I would like to know how to respond when I see xenophobia in public and if the person being harassed would want me to step in and say something. I don't want to be racially insensitive and some tips when I see harassment would be helpful. Thank you.

Months ago, I came across a bystander’s guide to Islamophobic harassment created by an illustrator and filmmaker who goes by Maeril. You can check out her Tumblr page here. Her guide explains how to react when you see Islamophobic harassment or really any type of xenophobic harassment in public.

The guide illustrates when you see xenophobic harassment, then one should ignore the attacker and engage the person being harassed. I thought this technique was really interesting and can be applied to any sort of xenophobic incident we come across.

In psychology, we’re taught about the bystander effect which is a phenomenon where people do not help a victim when other people are present. We always expect someone else to step in. Well, when everyone has that mentality, then who will help the victim? No one. We have a responsibility to stand up for others when we see an injustice committed. I’ve seen a couple viral videos of someone on a plane or train getting verbally harassed and a common theme I’ve noticed is that people will record the incident or tweet about it but rarely will anyone actually intervene and help the victim of the harassment.

I think that the person being harassed would want someone to step in and ask if they’re okay. It’s always safer to only interact with the victim and see if they need help being escorted to a safe space away from the person harassing them. If you feel comfortable escorting them, then do that and follow up to see if the person is fine before leaving. In some cases, based on your judgement, you may need to call the authorities.

As much as I ship it too, I feel like platonic heartrate is so underrated, I mean it makes such a great brotp

  • Kim and Alix having a friendly rivalry
  • stupid reckless challenges like skating races at 3am behind a McDonalds
  • everyone else being lowkey scared of them because Kim is tall and Alix is terrifying
  • them fighting akuma villains together like the idiots they are even though they have no superpowers so probably they’re gonna die
  • if Alix hears you talking bad about Kim behind his back she will fight you because only she’s allowed to do that
  • in a crowd of tols, Kim lifting up his smol friend so she can see stuff
  • ALIX BEING KIM’S WINGGIRL AND SETTING HIM UP WITH MAX
I don’t know how you cant see it.  
Everyone around us can fucking see it.
Who knows you better than I do? Who do you vibe with better than me?
We stay up talking for hours, about every damn subject. We know each other inside and out.
I push you to do better, to be better. and still you cant fucking see it.
You look at me and don’t see me, and Its not fucking fair because I see you. I see us, I see everything with you. I can’t look at another person, let alone be with another person. So I don’t know how you can be with her. I don’t know how you can love someone else when I’ve been here for so damn long, when I am whats best for you.
I don’t know how you can’t see how amazing this can be if you just let it.
Have you ever thought that maybe its not working with all these others because you are supposed to be with me? because its only going to work with me?
God did you ever even think about it? about us?
—  I just want you to feel something
Wolfstar visiting Andromeda
  • Andromeda: Baby Nymphie has been looking forward to seeing you, Remus!
  • Sirius: And me? What about Uncle Sirius?
  • Andromeda: She has her little crush on Remus, though.
  • Remus: Still?
  • Nymphadora: *running* WEMUS!
  • Remus: *nervous laugh* Oh, hey Nymphie!
  • Nymphadora: Me miss you.
  • Remus: Oh, me too. You've grown so big! Didn't your hair used to be blue?
  • Nymphadora: It wed now.
  • Remus: I can see that!
  • Nymphadora: Me mawwy you?
  • Remus: Maybe when you're a little bit older Nymphie.
  • Sirius: Excuse me?
  • Nymphadora: UCKLE SIRIS!!!!
  • Sirius: Hey, little one.
  • Nymphadora: I MAWWY WEMUS WHEN I BIG!
  • Sirius: Er, yeah... sure...
  • Andromeda: Let's let poor Remus breathe, darling.
  • Nymphadora: *jumping on Remus's lap and hugging him tight* ME HUG WEMUS.
  • Remus: *to Sirius* Help. Me.