I mentally pace back and forth over the words I’m about to text you not knowing whether it was too straight forward or too ambiguous for you. I hate sounding like i need you when i just want to enjoy this moment with you however long that last. I just put it out there so it’s not like reading a book waiting for the plot twist on when the best couple characters break up. You don’t want to wait another day wondering if I’m just trying to fuck or actually invest your life into merging with mines. You somehow get me to rewind back time to days where time never existed when I had my crush on my phone line. I did my life as normal but more focused on you. Girl you know how to give me those 90’s vibes. I just want to know where does this go because my mind is pacing and my heart is racing sometimes hands shaking over the fixated thought of meeting someone who actually wants to stay not just get laid. I just want to embrace your heart the way i would do your throat in my bed. Enough to let you know i’m there but let go at the last minute to give you some air. I don’t want to be in your face 24/7. I just want to know I have someone to return too. A life lowkey built by daily struggles and gains faced together because that’s all we want to have.