when my friends talk about boys

anonymous asked:

How do you get out of a writer's block funk?

Oh god, I’m literally in one right now. I’ll let you know when I get out, lmao. 

Okay, things that help me: 

  • Clean room
  • Clean desk
  • Putting on an entire album. It’s cohesive and you also don’t have to worry about changing the song because shuffle came up with something you hate. My writing albums are as follows:
    • Red by Taylor Swift
    • Once (the original broadway cast– trust me, this one works wonders.)
    • The Lonely Hour by Sam Smith
    • Mad Love by JoJo
    • 1989 by Taylor Swift
    • Dangerous Woman by Ariana Grande
    • Mutual Friends by Boy
    • 25 by Adele
  • Reading fanfiction. (Seriously, this works.) 
  • Talking over the storyline with a friend so that their excitement gets you excited (and then you have a cheerleader) 
  • Having a drink (usually tea or coffee)
    • Idk why, but this always works for me– I’m always more productive when I have coffee or tea, I think it’s this psychological “Okay. Now you’re ready to work.” 
  • Writing a drabble to clear through the blockage mucus that comes with stressing about writing a long thing

Hope this helps!

anonymous asked:

Can I request a positivity ask with (Ichigo, Kashuu, Kasen and Taroutachi): I don't like talking a lot to people until I get to know them better, especially professors, but in my studies you have to be quite chatty about yourself. Unfortunately, I'm often overshadowed/ talked over by a friend, and when I do say something, they somehow get the appreciation, and it makes me feel like I don't have an identity. I'm just the shadow of my friend...

Please make sure to check the rules first if you can. Request max is four, positivity is two. I’m only including the first two boys.

Ichigo: Maybe these studies are just the thing you need to step outside of your comfort zone and start speaking up more? No matter what you should never feel that way, you are definitely your own amazing person with your own opinions and feelings. You’re doing great, just gather up your courage and keep trying.

Kashuu: Have more confidence in yourself, you’re no shadow. Try talking to your friend, no doubt they’d feel bad to learn how they’re making you feel. No one ever should feel like that, you don’t deserve it. Think about your happiness and well-being and don’t be afraid to act because you matter.

some fun facts!

as some of you know, my friend recently met tyler joseph and jenna joseph IN THE FLESH. i’m still hella jealous, but i was lucky enough to get some insights of what they’re actually like.

~ apparently tyler smells like pine trees? like real pine trees. not that car air freshener stuff. my friend described it as if he walked through a forest before heading to church. (F O R E S T F I C T R I G G E R)
~ he says jenna smells like cocoa butter and strawberries ???
~ tyler drives this cross of a jeep and a mini van thing that my friend describes as “girly” and “fitting for tyler” which i think is hilarious because it’s tyler what more can we expect from the bean boy™
~ HE CONFIRMS 100% THAT TYLER IS A TOP/DOMINATE because he had that “dominance” in him when they spoke
~ both my friend and jenna talked about bribing children with goldfish crackers (not really a fact but i think it’s something to note)
~ AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, play that x-files theme because joshua william dun’s height has been confirmed at 5'8

My dear lgbt+ children, 

Heteronormativity, cisnormativity and allonormativity can be just as hurtful as lgbt+-phobia. 

Your parents keep asking “Do you like any boys in your school?” but you’re into girls? I see your pain. I believe you when you say it hurts. 

Your best friend asked who you have a crush on and when you said you don’t get crushes, she laughed and said “Everyone does!”? I see your pain. I believe you when you say it hurts.  

Your SexEd teacher talks about what happens “when a girl gets her first period” and you’re a boy who just got his first period? I see your pain. I believe you when you say it hurts. 

“Other people have it worse” is a deeply insensitive remark. Please don’t let those people silence you. Turning (emotional) pain into a competition is unhealthy for everyone involved. You deserve better than that. 

With all my love, 

Your Tumblr Mom 

PS: “Wait, what does those “normativity” words mean?” They describe the (silent) assumption that everyone is hetero/cis/feels romantic and sexual attraction or that being/feeling those things is “normal”. 

Can we talk about how white boys in my class were laughing at my friend’s tears

Can we talk about how said friend was planning on coming out to her parents if Hillary won but now she’s terrified because she’s scared they’ll send her away

Can we talk about how when I told my friend that I’m scared for my life and my friends’ lives I heard a group of boys on my bus mimic me and laugh and tell me to “cry about it”

Can we talk about how Pence has confirmed that Trump will be an anti-lgbt president and they both aren’t even in the White House yet

Can we talk about how my other friend’s uncle was apologizing to his unborn baby when he heard the news that Trump would be our next president

Can we talk about how that same friend was hugging me and almost in tears because he didn’t know what would happen to his boyfriend if his parents found out he was trans

Can we talk about how poc, women, and members of the LGBT+ community are terrified and don’t know what’s going to happen to them now

While most rich, white, cisgender, heterosexual males I’ve come across today are cheering and happy, there are other people of all kinds around America that are terrified right now.

Just let that sink in.

Things that Make My Heart Melt in Achievement Hunter Videos

-Gavin asking Geoff or Michael if he did good
-Someone coming to the rescue
-Ryan helping Gavin understand something
-Geoff talking about the boys like they’re his kids
-Anyone sticking up for Gavin when he’s right
-Geoff being emotional about little girls because of Millie
-Someone congratulating someone else on a good shot/move
-Jeremy being patient with Gavin and helping him instead of getting angry
-Michael and Gavin calling each other “boi”
-Anyone sacrificing themselves for someone else

  • Scorpius: Dad! Albus and I went to the library today and-
  • Scorpius: Albus and I
  • Scorprius: My best (Boy)friend Albus-
  • Scorprius: Albus-
  • Scorprius: We both did this together
  • Scorprius: Remember when we-
  • Draco: Jesus he never stops talking about Potter's kid why is he like this?!
  • Lucius: ....Seriously?
  • Draco: ???
  • Lucius: Karma is a fucking bitch get rekt son, you were worse.
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fangirl challenge [4/10 television shows]: Boy Meets World

“You’re gonna mistakes, you’re gonna make good friends and Mr. Feeny will probably teach you every grade you’re ever in. And maybe you’ll meet a woman as wonderful as Topanga, how’d you like that? And maybe you’ll make a friend like Shawn. But when you’re not a little boy anymore, when the world taught you how to be this man, you know, you’re still gonna make mistakes. But your family and your friends that you made along the way are gonna help you. Even thought it’ll seem like the world’s going out of it’s way to teach you these hard lessons, you’re gonna realize that it’s the same world that’s giving you your family and your friends, you know? And you’re gonna come to believe to believe that the world’s gonna protect you too. Boy Meets World. Now I get it.“

PSA for fellow binder-wearers *IMPORTANT*

So I was recently talking to my friend and we were talking about binding and he told me he was starting to experience chest pain because he’s been wearing his binder Every Day for /Months/. This obviously concerned me because you are NOT SUPPOSED TO BIND THAT OFTEN. IT IS A SERIOUS DANGER TO YOUR PHYSICAL HEALTH. When I told him this and that he should only really bind in public, he simply shrugged it off and said he was too dysphoric not to wear it constantly.
Guys, I get it. As a dude who binds myself, I know how nice it can be to have a flat chest, but it is not worth the risk. Honestly, you can only bind for 8 CONSECUTIVE HOURS at a time, so your body has a chance to heal and take a break.
For instance, I rarely, if at all, bind when I’m at home. Not only do my parents not know about my identity, but also it’s a lot more comfortable to wear my tighter sports bra than to worry about how long I’ve been binding and to make sure I’m stretching out my back muscles (IT IS REALLY IMPORTANT TO STRETCH YOUR BACK EVERY COUPLE HOURS WHEN BINDING). Now I know for some, the dysphoria is too much to handle, but your health is more important. I know a guy that bound so often that he ended up breaking a couple ribs, and he was using an actual binder, not tape or bandages or anything. Because of the injury, he can never bind again.
Basically, what I’m trying to say, is that binding isn’t meant to be used as a Constant curve to dysphoria. It literally is squeezing your torso to press down your breasts in a way that isn’t natural. If done right, you should have minimal to no side effects at all, but only if Done Right. If you’re just hanging out at home or with people you’re comfortable with, just wear a tight sports bra and a loose shirt. No one has ever broken a rib by doing something like that because they’re actually built to be worn 24+ hours at a time and aren’t putting your body at risk.
Be safe, y'all. Please drop an ask in my inbox if you have any questions or concerns and send to anyone you think needs this information.

I love the fact that my father ships Destiel

When I first told him about Destiel he was like “whatever” but during one episode when Ca$ called Sam my father turned to me and asked me: “Isn’t Ca$ Dean’s (boy)friend?”, (Depending on context, the German word “Freund” can mean either friend or boyfriend) and I answered: “well, they share a ‘more profound bond’” and ever since that day my father sees Destiel as canon.
When he talks to other people about Supernatural he always mentions Destiel and how fucking obvious it is and that it is canon, and I have just showed him a video of Jared in Ca$’s clothes at HousCon and my father was really confused. “This is not Ca$, this is Sam, isn’t it? Why does he wear Ca$’ clothes? I could understand if it were Dean…” and I couldn’t. I simply couldn’t.

I used to hate the color of my eyes cause they weren’t blue or green or gray, just plain ol’ brown. But then, this one time during lunch at 10th grade, the boy I liked was talking about something to his friends at our table when he suddenly stopped talking and told his friends to look at me. He literally told every single person eating at our table to stop whatever they were doing to look at my eyes because “it’s beautiful, look at how it changes color when the sunlight hits it just right. Look at it!” My face began to blush at the complimemt and the attention so everyone was telling him to stop being annoying and to apologize for bothering me, and all I could do was cover my face with my hands to hide the smile forming on my lips. I started loving my eye color after that, it’s been four years since.

anonymous asked:

Do you think that what magnus was talking (about his hook-up, with jonas and mahdi's comments) at the pre drinks in episode five had a deeper meaning to isak, like the same way when the boys were talking about the girl with moustache earlier?

hi there my amazing anon! i see you want to talk about satan’s scene! let’s do this!

you’re right, when the boys are talking about the girl with a stubble at school Isak can’t laugh with them because it almost feels like they’re laughing at him. like they’re laughing at his weekend of soft boys and nuzzles like it was some kinda stupid joke. and it hurts him even more because this is the day Even didn’t come to school. Isak feels like his friends are laughing at him and he fears that maybe it was just a joke to Even too, i mean Even’s completely ghosted him so maybe he doesn’t even care. it hurts because to Isak it was never a joke. 

so in the following friday clip Isak’s reaching a breaking point. he’s always felt like a bit of an outsider when the boys talk about hooking up, he’s never really been able to relate, i mean can you blame him. you can see how he’s definitely not into the conversation in the bathtub or in the cafeteria, but the difference is that in those clips he doesn’t really have a story of his own to tell so he can just let the boys talk and think about whatever, let it slide. meanwhile in this clip there is so much going on in his life. Even broke his heart via text the previous day, yet he can’t tell anyone. the desperation in his eyes when he realises Even is at the party is just so real, like he just needs to see him, needs to touch him or hear his voice or else he will burst. you know when you miss someone so bad your skin will start to burn and your stomach will start to coil and you can’t sit and you can’t stand and you keep fiddling with your phone because that’s your only connection to them? that’s Isak in this clip. confused and heartbroken and missing Even. 

so everything Magnus says must sound completely ridiculous to him. oh so you allegedly fooled around in a toilet. well guess what, i broke into a HOUSE with a 19-year-old boy and there was a fucking pool and we kissed in that pool, we kissed under water, and there was somebody there and we had to run for our lives, we climbed through the window and we rode a bike across the city our clothes dripping wet and we laughed and we laughed and then we made out for 24 hours and now he says we’re moving too fast, how’s that for a story. Isak is put through just another lame hook-up story that may or may not be true, and while Magnus recites his lame story and Jonas and Mahdi play along, Isak hides a story that is bigger and better than anything the bros could come up with. Isak hides a story that could be a movie, except that it’s not a movie, it’s his actual life that is actually happening to him. and he locks it up, takes a sip of his beer and swallows the key.

now that rogue one is out and suddenly it’s cool to shit on TFA, this is a friendly reminder that i will not stand anyone talking shit about rey. 

throughout my entire childhood, star wars was always this profoundly alienating pop culture experience for me. i don’t identify with it strongly now, but growing up, “nerd culture” was my culture. it was the only place i felt i belonged. but when i was playing with my friends, i couldn’t be a jedi because “girls can’t be jedis”. the toys were for boys, the movies were for boys, the books were for boys. but if you were a nerd who didn’t like star wars, didn’t relate to star wars, didn’t think it was the coolest thing ever, you were obviously faking it, you didn’t belong in the culture, you were doing it for attention. so my childhood was this process of forcing myself to like a world that was, admittedly, really neat and sci-fi-ey and fun to watch, but to which i did not relate in the slightest, in order to avoid rejection by my own subculture. there’s virtually nothing in star wars that makes it ingratiating to a young girl. yes, there’s leia, and padme, but they were leaders and royalty, people to be looked up to, rather than related to or empathized with. and so try as i might, for years, to get into star wars, i just couldn’t do it, and ended up seeking myself elsewhere rather than exploring the incredible universe that surrounds the movies.

so tfa comes out, and suddenly there’s rey. and lo and behold – i’m interested in star wars. and not just tfa, no – all of it. my partner’s been recommending extended universe books to me (even though they’re not canon anymore, there are definitely some good ones), i’ve been rewatching the movies and the tv shows, and i’ve been spending inordinate amounts of time on wookieepedia in order to catch up. i actually care about characters i couldn’t have been moved to even consider ten years ago, because they’re part of a franchise that i actually care about. all it took was one character, one movie to say, “hey, this is for you, too” to make me pick up all the pieces of star wars knowledge i’d been collecting over the years and say, “yep. this is for me, too.”

tfa shifted my perception of star wars completely – it went from being about a bunch of guys and leia to being about us, and if you don’t think that’s really important you can get out of my face.

(finn is really important for this reason too, btw, but i don’t really feel like i can talk much about finn from a personal standpoint. but tl;dr: i will protect finn and rey as characters to my dying breath)

anonymous asked:

Have you ever dreamed about BTS? And I really like your art and your blog :) keep going with the good stuff Darlin' ~ Danish Anon

THANK YOUU!!!

Yes I already dreamed about bts!!! Well there’s the time were I dreamed of the comeback lmao. But it’s really weird because I mostly dream of Jimin :^00000. Like i love Jimin so much but I literally can’t shut up when I talk about Namnam or Gigi, BUT ITS ALWAYS JIMIN. And also Jungkook, but mostly Jimin.

OMG I HAD A DREAM WITH JUNGKOOK ITS  SO STUPID I CANT

I was on twitter and big hit posted a tweet saying that Jungkook was dating someone. I thought “yooooo boi im proud, i guess everyone is talking about that now”. But NOBODY talked about it. So I was really surprised. Then I talked to my best friend and told her about that (shes jungkook biased) and she said “yea i know, idc” and i was so confused?????

THEN, for some reason Jungkook was with me?????? And like he started to hold my hands and I said “boi stop, u have a girlfriend/boyfriend wtf are u doing”. He looked at me, and said “.-. i am ur boyfriend”.

Me: what the fuck, Then i woke up. Like i didn’t even know shot like wtf

WOW

I saved this back in 2013 with the biggest smile on my face. My best friend since first grade & the other half of me had always worried about what life would be like without each other. I read it and my heart felt so full, but I giggled when I saved it, thinking that we would never ever have to worry about this.

Growing up, he struggled with finding out who he really was. He felt most comfortable running around with a shirt off and spiked hair flirting with girls. We both got weird looks because that little kid, who clearly looked like a boy, was actually a little girl Michelle. I didn’t mind the weird looks or the silly talk. This was my best friend & they could dress and be however they wanted. As time went on this got more and more difficult. The voices got louder, especially from family. He didn’t feel accepted. He didn’t know what was wrong with him. He wanted to be a boy, but he wanted friends and family more for awhile. He tried to make sense of all of it. He tried to dress girly and do whatever it took to not feel like his family was disgusted. But the more he hid behind who he was “supposed” to be, the more miserable he got.

April 2015 Michael decided he didn’t care anymore. He, after years of us talking behind closed doors about it, decided he was ready to love himself instead and medically transition. We would get excited about weight gain, drops in voice, and things coming together to feel like he could breathe in his own skin. His family, though, decided it was necessary to cut off ties. This along with issues at work, loss of friends, and no other trans person to talk to about his experience helped spin his depression and anxiety even faster.

There were multiple suicide attempts. It seemed like the same routine every month or so. But on January 20th, 2016 things went different. I got the call I feared for since we were 15 years old. His overdose and the week of him being hooked to ventilators threw me into shock. It was like I was staring from the outside in and watching my world crash down in front of me like some sort of drama/horror film.

I watched my best friend take his last breath on January 25th 2016 while he was surrounded by myself and his family that, still confused and disgusted, sat there wondering how things could have went so wrong. They blamed it on traumatic events in his life, they blamed it on the hormone injections, & they blamed it on each other.. I wished that I could use every bit of air in my lungs to bring him back, but looking around at his family I understood why he was ready to go

To anybody trans, anybody close to somebody trans, or anybody dealing with suicide (whether it be yourself or somebody close to you): don’t leave those who love you to fight for you all alone. Hold on just a little longer. You might think ending your life will “make people finally see” but in his family’s case, it didn’t. It has been a year and I’m still trying to figure out ways to keep fighting for him, but it’s so much harder without him here. You all deserve happiness. It might take years to achieve it, but there are people out there begging for you to stay, even if you don’t see it. Things can get better.

This big text from my best friend was saved when it was sent, while I giggled and knew that we would never be in the situation he was talking about.

Here I am, 3 and a half years after the text sent & a year after his suicide, understanding that fear of his & wishing I could just talk to him. I understand why he wanted to leave this cold world, but I wish I could have him within reach just for a bit once in awhile to know he’s okay, to tell him all of the good&bad since he has been gone, and just to tell him I love him until my lungs give out.

I just want to spend all of my time talking about how much I love each and every sign omg :’)

Like have you ever met an Aries?? I know this one boy and he talks like the world is this one great big opportunity, like anything could go so right or so wrong or so ANYTHING. Or I have this lil Aries friend and she’s honestly got this atmosphere that makes people adore her, she’s amazingly independent but she’s so funny and perfect, she’s gorgeous and I just !!!

And Taurus oh god they’re just???? so adorable??? When you’re around them you just feel like you’re At Peace with the world, they always want to just make the best of what they’ve got, and they get so excited about tiny things like chocolate and baths and interior design I don’t know how to deal… And they tend to have these random awesome talents?? You know? Ah they’re great

So there’s my best friend and she’s a Gemini and she just… knows how it is. And she's just got so much curiosity for the world, she wants to love so many different people and learn everything and go to parties and pass her exams and do EVERYTHING no-one will stop her she’s so smart and witty and just the friend you want so bad… honestly Geminis = A++

Then sometimes I’m like hating myself so much but I’ll read this post which is really Cancer positive and I’ll be like !!! we are so Strong and Moral and good people and when I talk to other Cancers online they’re full of so much love and emotion, they are filled with all the beauty of the world and I aspire to be like them, they care so much about other people it’s honestly so admirable

BUT BUT BUT I know I know everyone loves Leos but so?? why would we not love Leos??? Leos are amazing. And everyone says they’re arrogant or uncaring or whatever but they’re ??? so generous and kind and love others and they’re so beautiful and just exude confidence and want to be everything and I’m like yes you can I will always be their cheerleader

Don’t let me get started on Virgos ok. I have a lot of Virgo friends and I love the way they think about the world and the way their voice goes fast when they’re excited and when they stress I’m like ??? my friend you deserve more than this, you shold love yourself and they’re always so smart but they never see it they’re so insecure i honestly adore them help me please

Sooo okay I do have this one Libra guy friend and he is just!!! He FLIRTS with everything but like jokingly and he dresses so well and he has the most amazing joke faces and ! he’s dating the gemini and together they have such beauty, libras are so perfect in relationships, honestly doesn’t everyone want to be a libra, libras are the joy of this world, I can’t even

Scorpios, oh Jesus, they like exude this magnetism from within, you want to know them and be part of their life, and when you find out how much they care and who they really are your heart hurts because you want so bad to just love them and cherish them and care for them forever. they have this passion and this glory, how can you live without a Scorpio in your life??

Now I used to be best friends with a Sagittarius and when our friendship ended I HAVE NEVER BEEN AS SAD. Because how could you be okay with losing such a beautiful person from your life?? they are just like, at one with the world, like they are full of love and philosophy and understanding and okay but, they are also really really chill??? so awesome

Caaapricorns if you know me you will know how much I love this sign. They’re so Hardcore™ I Have No Soul and then you get to know them and  you’re like oh my poor baby and you want to hug them so bad, because they hide so much and they go through so much and they are so strong. they are amazing and will go far, I 100% support this sign whatever happens

Right okay man I am going to need some time to prepare because who’s coming next???? AQUARIUS!!!! YAAAS omg I know everyone says it but they’re so goofy and awesome, they make you realize that yes this world is worth living in with people like this in it. they have such vision and hope and wisdom and you’re just like be my friend or I might die

Or Piiiiscessss I have a Pisces friend who is the gentlest soul, she loves to crochet and she is so kind to her siblings and looks after everyone and gets all uncomfortable when someone tells a sexual joke, but right in the CUTEST WAY. I don’t know man she’s great. Pisces are great. tbh I would give anything for this girl to be happy, she deserves so much

I just love?? People?? Sorrryyy oh my god

  • me: so what are your ships in rwby?
  • my friend who just started watching rwby: i ship jaune x pyrrha :D they're so cute together i love them
  • me: oh that's cool! that's awesome!
  • also me: yeah...about that............ :/

I feel like no one ever talks about rural girlhood, certainly not the way they talk about rural boyhood. my childhood was full of distinct imagery, like dirt roads between school bus and house, picking flowering weeds just to twirl them in my fingers, watching my friends kiss boys when they were too young, and struggling to find a place where I could wear dresses without losing the respect of other kids. I remember wandering through trails while it was barely raining and just seeing the hints of other houses, like I was in a maze of liminal space, and any tree I passed under might be the doorway to someplace else. small town boyhood is portrayed as this kind of innocence before masculinity destroys you, but I remember my small town girlhood as privacy, the space to think, a quiet kind of imagination, an almost shared awareness with my friends of a time limit on our emotional freedom, our ability to feel close to each other without self consciousness. I don’t know. I feel like we don’t romanticize the experiences of girls, and we should.

Why Does Nobody Like Rian/Zack?

A personal letter written by a Rian girl

Dear Hustlers (All Time Low fans),

                               I’ve noticed lately that nobody really cares for Rian, in a way. Like, nobody bothers to keep up with him or blog about him or talk about him and honestly, that’s really sad and really heart breaking. Personally, Him and Zack are my boys. I am a Zack/Rian girl. When I can hear Zack sing, my smile gets to big my cheeks will ache. When Rian does talk in interviews, again, my smile starts to hurt my own face. All Time Low as a whole makes me smile, they’re big dorks but we love them anyway.

Aside from the obvious, I wanted to write this as a way to let myself vent and drive my best friend crazy who did agree with me when I mentioned it. Why does nobody love Zack & Rian? Of course lately, Zacky has gained more traffic and that’s beautiful.

But what about Rian? RiGuy? Smiley Boy? Why does nobody like him? I always look at the drummer and bassist before the singer or anyone else. I’ve always liked drummers and bassists more, as a matter of fact. They’re normally really sweet, and in this band, they are. They are fantastic, kind, caring, swell and handsome men. But why does nobody care? Why does nobody talk about him more? And no, I am not talking about the tags you use for him and anything about him. Those don’t count, not to me at least.

I barely see any Rian girls, if there were any, they’ve all left or got a new favorite to blog about. That’s okay, you can change and shift around all you want. But don’t go around telling others about how Rian and Zack are your least favorites. Its not very nice and kinda disrespectful.

My best friend told me today, “I wish yall Rian & Zack girls lives were easier”, and that really made me think. Its hard being a Ri or Z girl. It’s really freaking hard. Because nobody shares the same level of being a fan it seems. Everyone is a Barakat or Gaskarth stan. And that’s fine, I’m not saying it isn’t. I’m saying…Can’t we spread love about Rian and Zack too?

Actually, I’ve seen more Zack girls than Rian girls and that’s good, but what about Rian? Also, I see people saying this-

“OMG Jack doesn’t think he’s a good guitarist!!!1!!1 Like?? How stupid could he be? He’s so better than good he’s GREAT!! We need to tell him that 24/7 and tell him in person and-”

Okay yeah, do that. Make him feel important because he is but at the same time-

2/4 feel like that aren’t included with their own fans.

2/4 feel like nobody really knows they’re there.)

2/4 feels like nobody cares.

That 2/4 is Zack and Rian. It feels like I’m standing in an arena filled with millions of Barakat & Gaskarth stans and a handful of those are Merrick girls now…But where are my Dawson girls? I feel like I’m by myself.

I’m not starting trouble, but I literally feel like the only Rian girl left.