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Can’t Sleep Without You

a/n: Not requested, but something that just popped into my head. A lot of stress and not enough sleep makes me want Shawn in my life so much. 

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It has been a few weeks since your last solid night’s sleep. You honestly are not really sure what has been going on with you or why you haven’t been able to sleep well. You’ve spent so many nights tossing and turning in bed, unable to get a peaceful rest, but then the morning comes and you practically feel like a zombie. These last four days have been the worst, and it doesn’t help that you’re in the middle of midterms so you have a lot of exams and presentations. For some reason, no matter how tired you are, you just can’t sleep well when night comes. It could be due to stress, since these last few weeks have been uncharacteristically stressful, or because you’re missing your boyfriend who you haven’t seen in a month, and you’re just tired of having to sleep without him every night. 

The one good thing that has come out of the fact that you haven’t been sleeping more than a few hours a night for the past four days is that you’ve been awake to text your boyfriend whenever he has a free minute. He’s off traveling in Europe for work so the time difference is pretty big considering you’re in LA. Normally this would mean you barely get to talk to him much, since you’re both so busy. However, every night this week, Shawn’s texted you at about three in the morning LA time because that is when he’s been free, and you’ve been able to respond because you’ve been awake. He, of course, questions why you’re awake in the middle of the night, but you’re unable to offer him much of an explanation because you’re never quite sure yourself, considering you’re so exhausted, but yet sleep won’t come.

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- 17 y.o. & still in high school 
- member of an underground group 
- has a soft spot for bunnies
- likes playing ‘baseball’ aka crushing-heads-of-ignorant-assholes lol

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everything you think of
will become all of me
look at me and be my lady
you’re my twenties~
– 20, seventeen

I just finished watching @therealjacksepticeye play through The Last Guardian and can I just say MAN that game is incredible. I wish I had a ps4 to play it on. Props to Jack for taking me through this amazing journey instead :’) 

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“the darksider will not be able to open your jedi holocron.”

anonymous asked:

Watch MatPat be the first to die in that zombie game and fuck us all up with his death :'(

That’s really sad and all and it would be Fucked to watch him get mauled to death by zombies, but like lbr Matt would absolutely be the first to die in a zombie apocalypse so my standards are already so damn low you could trip on them.

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For foxholefantasy <3

-What is it?

- It’s… nevermind.

- No, something’s wrong. You can tell me, Lucas.
- It’s…It’s weird. Sorry…

- It’s still me. We’ve kissed dozens of time, it’s the same.

- …I… Well, technically, now you’re Adrian. And him, I haven’t kissed yet. Never thought I’d get to kiss him either. Never thought I’d want to.

- And do you want to?

- … Yeah. I love you. You’re my best friend. Okay, come here, let’s try again.

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If you haven’t watched Cybersix, it"s a cartoon about a kickass woman cyborg in leather who"s also a male litt teacher by day. Lucas is in love with one and best friend with the other. Best love triangle with two people. There’s also a cyborg black panther.

Gotham Gotham Gotham!!

So I needed 1000 more years of Eddie and Ozzie’s escape - we didn’t even get to see how they got all blood splattered :(

But I suppose the other stuff was important too :p

And I did enjoy Alfred being badass and Selina starting to isolate herself more into a dark, self-serving path

(I appreciate Lee getting more personal development too, but I’m afraid her logic is somewhat… impenetrable… to me rn - she thinks she deserves punishment for Mario’s death, okay, but… how does that translate into taking the virus?? …is she… willingly sacrificing her sanity in order to gain the necessary power to punish Jim, is that it?)

But yeah - EDDIE & OZZIE! ngl, it wasn’t really what I was hoping for, but it was still great, I chuckled lots and lots :) and I LOVE LOVE LOVE EDDIE’S CONSTANT GLEE about the whole situation, like, he is SO PSYCHED to have Ozzie back to pit himself against, did you SEE how big and bright and excited his smile was at the end?? that wasn’t hiding anger or bitterness, that was simple DELIGHT, like if nothing else Ozzie has given him a challenge, though I wonder if maybe it’s more like a PURPOSE, since he really did seem kinda lost when he was meeting Katherine, as if he wasn’t quite sure what to do with himself as The Riddler, but now he knows exactly what to do - oh oh! just like Eddie gave Oz something to live for (’revenge’), now Ozzie has given Ed something concrete to live for ie. ‘fighting Oz.’ Aww. Bless them both providing the murder necessary to keep each other going :p

Also their honorable keeping to the deal at the end was BEAUTIFUL, not only because either one of them could have chosen to break the pact, but because they didn’t count down to dropping their weapons or anything, that whole moment was completely silent and just them acting instinctively in sync, each of them perfectly trusting the other to disarm, ugh, I LOVE!

Eddie praising Oz on his fake death and Ozzie joking that he’s had practice was really SWEET as well - like, they both continued on their way chuckling together over that and it was silly and companionable and stuff. Want each other dead my foot! (also who came up with that distraction plan anyways? why not have Ozzie fake killing Ed, since he was the one making the knife and all? did you just want the chance to hold Ozzie close, Ed? ;p it’s alright, you can admit it, I understand)

Yeah… looking forward to their upcoming Mr and Mrs Smith type war I think…

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“Sometimes I feel sure he is as mad as a hatter and then, just as he is at his maddest, I find there is a method in his madness.”

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Leah’s Version:

Meeting you was fate.
Becoming your friend was a choice.
But falling in love with you was beyond my control.

{Clark’s Ver }


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Those scenes in Siege of Lothal bother me a lot for two reasons:

1) Tua said she did everything to find any information about Rebels, yet the moment when her life was in danger, she magically found out that Old Jho has a connection to Ghost Crew.. and successfully persuaded him to cooperate. How she did that? Or if she knew about it all the time(?), why she didn’t report that to Kallus and save everyone trouble with Tarkin and Vader?

She could redeem herself with that information. Instead she ditched Empire thinking only about herself. I understand that not everyone is a heroic enough to put loyalty or beliefs above being alive but it saddness me that the only one named & active imperial female character showed at the time on the screen was so… useless until her death scene. I don’t mind that she worked for Empire or that she wasn’t warrior (like Sabine or Hera) or how she was a poor politician or how unkind she was to others. That’s okay. She had a lot of faults - all interesting characters have them. But the show didn’t really present any of her good qualities and when finally she had moral / emotional dilemmia and, you know, a bit of character development, she was killed. What makes me sad, because creators of Rebels proved with “The Honorable Ones” that they can show already established villian in new light without killing said character.

But what bothers me even more is:

2) the missed opportunity to make an interesting plot twist, because  TUA COULD BE AN UNDERCOVER REBEL SPY

Remember Gall Trayvis? A man who by more than half of first season was seen as a hero by Ghost Crew but turned out to be imperial agent? We could have similar yet reversed scenerio with minister Maketh Tua.

Think about it: how you would feel if Tua - a woman with political power yet not really respected by her fellow imperials, who most of time was unkind to everyone around her and who was shown as a joke & caricature of politician - turned out to be a brave spy who not only smuggled important informations to Bail Organa / Falcrum about imperial operations but also kept saving Ghost Crew’ asses time after time?

As much as it would be sad for me to not have any loyal named & active female character on Empire’s side, Tua being Imperial turned into rebels spy would made a lot sense. Just think about all scenes when she acted arrogant or plain stupid or angrily shouted at everyone around her and “add” a spy-related reasons behind such unprofessional / emotional behaviour and we could have something like that:

  • Remember Droid in Distress, when she - as minister from Lothal - was accompanied by C3-PO & R2-D2? Which no explanation why? Since we know now that Bail wanted to see the unknown rebels in action, he and Tua could work together in that aspect. She could be the one to inform him about Ghost Crew’s activity on Lothal and set a “test” for them (if Ghost Crew would fail, Tua would still known where the weapon went and gave bearings to Bail & Falcrum, so they could sent a trusted rebel soldiers to recapture it). Maybe Tua is like Sabine, when it comes to foreign languages? Maybe she all the time knew what her Alien companion was saying but since she needed a pretext to bring Bail’s droids, she acted as arrogant, uneducated and racist politician?
  • In Empire Day, when after rebel’s attack, she screamed at Kallus and Inquisitor, demanding from them to catch “terrorists”? She knew that Tseebo was wanted by the Empire; that Kallus was looking for him personally. And there was attack, so she had a reason to put pressure over ISB agent to forget about Rodian for now and look for rebels (maybe she hoped their attack was a diversion to smuggle important for Rebellion Tseebo from Lothal?) When I analyzed this scene between Imperial Trio for the first time I thought of Tua as arrogant person or acting on adrenaline rush - but then the thought she could be someone more than useless imperial politician never crossed my mind. If she were a spy, the fact she was ready to put Ghost Crew in danger for the sake of Tseebo’s informations would be a nice addition to her persona. Because as a spy she would make a very hard choices under awful circumstances. Not everyone has guts to do it, especially not after almost being blow up by people you try to protect.
  • Or Vision of Hope, when Tua called in question Kallus’ plan because she tried to discourage him from setting a trap for Ghost Crew. She even recalled Inquisitor’s opinion (who apparently did not support Kallus’s plan either) what pissed off Kallus. And since agent of ISB was too stubborn to change his mind and listen to her & Inquisitor, she practically barged into military operation, maybe hoping that rebels will use the moment of distraction and run away?
  • Coming back to Siege of Lothal, we could have something more than “self-absorbed politician solding informations to save a life” scenerio. We could have a very emotional moment, when Ghost Crew learn that Tua was actually their information (probably sending info via Old Jho) by the whole time and instead of asking them to save her, she could warn them to NOT COME BACK TO LOTHAL because there is someone far worse that Inquisitor. Tua warned them because she knows she will be found out pretty soon, but Ghost Crew still decide to come back for her. Except their action would lead to Tua’s death (and Imperial using it to discredit whole Rebellion). That would be depressing, not only because of sad end for a useful rebel spy but also because Ghost Crew would need to copy with their failure on more personal level and Kallus’ behaviour would made a lot of sense too if all his previous efforts were spoiled by Tua and now he had a chance to kill the traitor; of course he would be happy to lead her into trap

And you know what would be an interesting part of Tua’s role? She could gave a lot of useful informations to Rebellion, she could save main heroes, she could be smart enough to fool Kallus and Inquisitor but not enough to fool Vader, no shame here but still it was her signature on every imperial decree that hurted people of Lothal. Every order of deportation or takeover of land or maybe even execution. Think how Tua would feel knowing that as much as she helps Rebellion at the same time she hurts her own people. That what she did in part contributed to the execution of Aresko & Grint (two people she knew personally and worked probably for a long time; they may not be the best of people, yet they weren’t monsters either to deserve such a death). Or knowing that most of ordinary people will never learn truth about her; they may never knew she was a rebels spy, that she risked her life on daily basis for safety of galaxy.

Do you know how much I need right now Tua being something more than a pretty face of not really useful character - at least before her death? Because I would take courageous but also not-totally-without-fault Tua over just inefficient, opportunistic politician.

Just… GIVE ME A TERRIFIED YET COURAGEOUS & SMART TUA WHO FOOLED KALLUS AND GRAND INQUISITOR BY WHOLE YEAR INSTEAD OF PATHETIC CARICATURE OF INCOMPETENT MINISTER.

please…?

It’s incredibly how quickly ‘wow, Wonder Woman got rave reviews‘ turned into ‘LAVE ZAK SIDER ALONEEE!!!‘