when is this going down again

“When are you going to come see me again?“ 

"Really soon. Maybe Winter or Summer break from classes. ”

This was the last lucid conversation I had with my grandmother. Less than a week later she was sent to the hospital because she went into septic shock. My dad (her son) flew down to be with her, but my mom, sister, and I had to drive. My mom wanted us to wait until the funeral so we wouldn’t miss class, but I insisted I needed to see my grandma before she was gone. 

They had to take her off life support right before we started driving. They said she probably wouldn’t last two hours without it. My dad put the phone up to her ear and I told her I was coming to see her and I’d be there in two days. 

Amazingly, when we got there, she was still holding on. She wasn’t really aware of her surroundings. All she could really do was say little words. Mostly she said “agua” (water) and we would wet a small sponge for her to suck on. My dad and I stayed with her overnight. In the early morning, my uncle took over and we went to his house to sleep for eight hours. Then we went back to the hospital to be with her again. 

The third night was when she passed. I knew the moment it started to happen. My dad had just stepped into the bathroom and I called to him and he came back into the room. I held her hand and just kept repeating how much I loved her over and over and stroking her hand until she completely stopped breathing and moving. 

I’m just really glad I got to see her one last time. I hope she knew that I was there and that I helped her feel comfortable and loved. I know this was a long post. Thanks for letting me share. 

Diabolik lovers Lost Eden: Ayato Sakamaki [Ecstasy 3] ~translation|traducción~

Thanks to @infernal-iris for having helped me with the translation

[ECSTASY 2]


Place: Forest.

Yui: (Where did Ayato-kun go… …?
Yui: (I lost sight of him when I got distracted for a while… … I’m worried about him now… …)

**Ayato**

Yui: !! Ayato-kun!?
Yui: (It looks like he went there… … I have to follow him… …)

*Yui runs and stumbles*

Yui: Ah!!

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it’s 2:30 AM. you’re in bed. you wake up when you hear a sudden knock on your door. you roll over and close your eyes and try to go back to sleep, but you hear it again. and again. it’s louder and more insistent each time.

“just get it,” your lover tells you. “like hell am i doing that,” you answer back. “it could be an axe murderer.” “or it could just be some poor guy whose car broke down.” you sigh and roll out of bed and put on your frayed old bathrobe, and you shuffle all the way out through the kitchen to the front door.

you fiddle with the lock in the dark, but when you finally get the door open, i’m on your porch. my eyes are glazed over. i’m wearing a red sweater and a stained, too-large trenchcoat. your whole body droops. you mutter to yourself, “oh, god, not this again.” i reach in and shake you by the shoulders and give you a delirious smile, and i warble, “have you heard the good news about the secret world?”

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He starts slowing down just when you're about to reach your high. "Fuck you" you say to him.He gets angry and starts to fuck you faster as he opens your legs wider. "Did my babygirl just curse? Does my babygirl want me to show her some manners? Go on, speak again."But your mouth is wide open as he fucks you even faster, the sound of skin slapping in the air as he gripped your ass cheeks.No words were able to come out of your mouth as he lifted your legs higher in the air. -Fuck Me Tae Anon

I KNOW IM NOT A BOUT TO BUST A NUT IN SCHOOL I WANNA GO HOME

Chapter 25

Gotham

  “Feels like old times, right?” You ask Jason as you dodge an attack from one of Black Mask’s henchmen. The henchman tries to attack again only for you to fly up to him and slam him against the wall. “I still can’t believe you’re going against Sionis.”

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Something that I’ve done this week and that I’m starting to implement in my planning/bullet journalling:

Every week, when I do my weekly spread, I write down what my main focus for the week will be. It helps me prioritize and reduces the mental freaking out of having an overwhelming amount of things to do. 

Last week, my main focus was academics. This week, my main focus has been driving lessons. Next week, my main focus is going to be the astronomy society I’m on the committee for for, and my honours thesis. The week after that may be academics again or maybe some weeks I’ll need my main focus to be self care and health. Then that week, I can prioritize my main focus and let everything else *not* take up too much real estate in my brain. Focus on one thing at a time instead of trying to do too many things at once and ending up frazzled.

i was in therapy again today for the first time in a while and it’s become increasingly clear that nothing is going to change if i don’t want it to. and when it comes down to actually fixing stuff i crawl right back to my toxic mindsets, so how is anything going to change?

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omf,,, I see you're back on army amino;; never let your guard down lmao I've been betrayed many times by the posts there- I got excited about a '100 reasons why you should love ksj' and everything was going great until i got to 'he is a pink princess' and 'eomma of bts' neveR again I have trust issues

SDYUAGD i still haven’t deleted the app. it’s probably best to always expect the worst the whole place is 90% kids so… it’s a wild.

🙏 when will eomma/princess jin and alien tae jokes die 🙏

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Jade: Not wrong, however…I think you should also see their side of things. Your mum, growing up, had your Uncle Tommy and Uncle Lucas in the house…neither of them were very well behaved at school. I imagine she’s worried about you ditching because she doesn’t want you to go down the same path as them…

Daya: Well, maybe they had some issues too! Maybe if Nan had listened to them…

Jade: Quite possibly. Lucas, I think, just likes to cause trouble, but you’re right- you’ll never know until you ask. I think you should try and talk to them again, maybe when Poppy is a bit calmer…I’ve seen her mad before, you don’t want to try and have an important conversation with her when she’s upset, believe me. 

Daya: But you think I should tell them?

Jade: Definitely. Daya, they’re your parents. They love you, and the more you open up to them, the more they’ll be able to help you try and figure this out. 

Daya:…I’d better get back. Thanks Auntie Jade.

Jade: Anytime, Kiddo. 

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there’s a reason this pup has her own fans

You’re good at finding the things that will hurt you and french-kissing them behind the boy’s locker room. When you were 12 your mother found you with scraped knees and asked why the hell you run to things when you’re so intent on falling down. It’s a good hurt if it bleeds and it’s the best hurt if it kills you. If you don’t want good things, nobody can take them from you so you take them from yourself, the art of denying, of choosing bad choice bad choice bad choice until you’re dizzy with victory because yeah maybe you ruined your life but it was your life to ruin and nobody not nobody is going to control you like that again. Who can hurt you when you’re already cutting the brake lines and setting fire to the engine. Who can hurt you when you’re practically an artist at self-destruction. Pain is clean. Pain makes sense. Pain is temporary. Isn’t it all temporary.

Petty trolling in clinic

As I’m bidding farewell to my second to last patient, I hear two female voices yelling at each other in the waiting room.

Turns out, it’s my last patient, screaming racial slurs at another patient. 

The nurse calls security, who help my attending and I pry the two women apart.

I get my patient into the clinic room. “Ma’am, that kind of behavior is not appropriate here. You will be respectful and behave yourself.”

My patient squints at me. “I don’t understand your English, are you from here?”

Mind you, I was born in the US, raised in the US, I get teased for using SAT words and enunciating like I’m performing theatre. You know why she asked me this question? Because I “don’t look like an American”. Her words, not mine.

Okay. We gonna do this racist shit?

I can play this game. Let’s go.

So as she begins to ramble, I begin to squint. 

And cock my head. 

And every one or two sentences, I interrupt her and say “can you say that…more slowly?” or “wait wait one more time. Enunciate, if you wouldn’t mind.” “Oh I’m so sorry I didn’t understand that.” She’s just here for her med refills. I already filled them out before she came in. I draw out this torture for the entire twenty minutes. By the end of the visit, I’m smiling serenely and her face is the color of a tomato.

My medical assistant sits outside my clinic door and hears this all go down. When I’m done with the patient, he picks up where I left off.

“Ma’am, I’m going to need you to speak clearly, I’m having a hard time understanding your English,” he says, as he provides her discharge paperwork and final instructions. I’m choking down my laughter in my clinic room. 

Don’t fucking push your racist shit onto my patients, my staff, or me. 

Laundry Day (M)

word count: 5k

genre: smut; domestic au

pairing: reader/jeongguk

warning(s)/kink(s): dry humping, clothed sex, dirty talk, swearing, fantasizing, slight nipple play, teasing

summary: jeongguk always pioneered one household chore: laundry. now why he had such an affinity for it, you had no idea. that is, until you come home and he lost track of time, causing you to stumble upon him in the midst of something strange and yet altogether intriguing.

music: work out - j.cole ; touchin’, lovin’ - trey songz ft. nicki minaj 

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Nothing More [ IV ] [ Final ]

Genre [Rating] : Angst

Length: 3k

Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader

Summary: Watching the man you love love someone else was the most painful feeling in the world.

Part One: x Part Two: x  Part Three: Alternate Ending: x

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It was terrifying how much could change in a year. To think that just a few short weeks could change everything about you was daunting, but true. When you had left life felt like torture, like everywhere you looked there was something waiting to mock you. You were broken, your heart all but ashes when you boarded the first flight away, but you knew it was what you needed to do. You needed time away from it all to figure out what you wanted, to figure out who you were without all of the things you’d grown so used to. It was hard, leaving it all behind, like you just gave away a piece of yourself with no plans of ever getting it back.

Loving Byun Baekhyun was hard, but letting that love go, was harder.

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When the sun rises in the west and sets in the east.

Originally posted by imstarkjr

When the seas go dry

Originally posted by yourwisehistory

And mountains blow in the wind like leaves.

Originally posted by daenerys-stormborn

When your womb quickens again, and you bear a living child.

Originally posted by thatonekimgirl

Then he will return, and not before. 

I really think Mirri Maz Duur called it. Her time in Essos has come to an end, and she has begun her life in Westeros. The Great Grass Sea is empty, since she took all the Dothraki. The Night King is headed for the wall, and it may come down. She may bear a living child. 

book aesthetics: girls reading v2: woc (x)

The reason why I love this moment so much is not only because Jungkook was the one to hug Jimin first but also how JK really didn’t want to let go of his hug, you can see how Jimin did have a hard time to take off Jungkook’s hands. JK really loves hugging his tiny hyung. 

Also I know you guys love the fact that Jimin recognized the hands massaging his shoulders weren’t Jungkook’s hands but I think it was because Hoseok did put his hands on Jimin’s shoulders too soon while Jimin were still holding Jungkook’s hands tho. 

I miss Kookmin back hugging each other so much I have to watch their old moments again T^T 

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Just found this interesting and perhaps relevant… ;)