when is the movie out because i can't handle these feels

off limits | 01 (m)

pairing: kim seokjin x reader
genre/warnings: smut, dirty talk, dom! Jin, just dirty, dirty sex that my heart can’t take
words: 11,158
summary: you’ve been lusting after your brother’s best friend for a while now, ever since you met him at a house party, flirting it up a storm as you failed to realise who the other was. That was months ago now and things are still awkward, but you can’t ignore the sexual tension that’s simmers between the two of you…and it keeps getting worse…
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Like We Used too {Part 2}

Mark x Reader
Genre: AU/Fluff/Angst/Suggestive 
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The light of the morning shone in through your old bedroom but you refused to open your eyes. As much as you wished the events of last night was a dream, you could feel Mark’s arm draped around your naked torso under the sheets. Your back was turned to him, the sound of his calm and even breathing beside you as he slept. You wanted to blame the alcohol for the lack of judgement but it was beyond that. You had wanted Mark. Had succumbed to the need and desire of him, more than once in the night. Vague flashbacks of the night you two shared played in your head. Every touch had sent heats of fire throughout your body, every kiss a ripple of desire and every moan a wave of pleasure. Mark had been an extraordinary lover. You ran your hand over your face, what were you doing? Why were you basking in the thought of your night with Mark when you two had made such a horrible mistake. He was your best friend. He was engaged, to your other best friend. How horrible could you be? Carefully, you slipped out of the bed, although a part of you had wanted to stay. You wanted him to wake up with you and share in the gratification of each other’s bodies again, this time in the daylight. Lust, that’s what it was. That’s what you tried telling yourself as you tiptoed towards the tshirt that had been strewn across the floor. Quietly you slipped it on glancing at Mark as he laid there fast asleep. The blanket only covering his lower half while his arm remained reached out to where you were laying a few moments ago. Exiting the bedroom, you made your way downstairs towards the kitchen of your parents house. What were you supposed to do? Mark was asleep, naked in your old bedroom while you stood in the empty quiet kitchen. At that time the only logical thing you felt like you could do was make breakfast. Distract yourself from the thought of Mark upstairs, hoping that the simple tasks such as cooking would bring you back to reality. Too many feelings were rushing at you all at once. Anger, that you had done something so foolish and you weren’t the only one involved in this, Mark had been just as part of it, so you were angry at him too for letting it get that far. Guilt, that you had done the absolute worst thing possible to your best friend and she had no clue. Hurt, knowing that you had betrayed her and she would end up devastated at your actions. Confusion, because now you didn’t know where you and Mark stood. Did you have deeply rooted feelings for him and were you completely unaware of it until now?

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anonymous asked:

You know what really kills me? As soon as FP mentioned moving to Toledo Jughead *immediately* glanced towards Betty out the window then back at his dad. His first thought was her, he probably didn't even have time to actually imagine being with his family in that second, his mind immediately went to her. And you can see on his face when he turns back, everything FP is telling him he is processing with the thought "I can't leave her" running through his head. Cole played that scene so well.

Yeap, exactly, dear anon! Jughead doesn’t even let FP finish his sentence. As soon as he notices the mention of Toledo and not Riverdale, he frowns and asks to make sure that he actually heard his dad correctly. And then he immediatly turns to Betty. It’s a very brief glance, probably he doesn’t even get a glimpse of her, he just does it out of reflex, because her face flashes into his mind and he turns her direction, like she is the center of his orbit. As you said, it’s hardly impossible for him to have thought of his family first because all those things happen in a mere matter of nanoseconds and even if he did envision his future with his united family as FP mentioned their names, the vision changes in a blink into a life without Betty. Then FP starts explaining why they can’t stay in Riverdale and Jughead lowers his gaze, he isn’t focused on his eyes like before, because he isn’t listening anymore, his mind is rushing with the possibilities, filling with worry that he would have to leave her, trying to hold on to something and find a solution immediately. And then his dad’s words sink in, that people like them don’t survive in places like Riverdale, and you can see him letting a small sigh because he knows his dad is right and maybe he actually has to move away because that would be the better option but there’s this huge BETTY in his mind. He spends some minutes looking in front, not at his dad not at Betty, the two roads of destiny that call him, and tries to process things because he desperatelly wants his family but he desperatelly wants Betty too; both things are what he longed for for years. I’m sure the thought of “why now?” passed in his mind too. “Why now that the girl of my dreams took a chance of me? Why now that I get to see how it is to be loved and accepted?” And the center of his gravity pulls him again and he can’t help but look at her and he sees her waiting for him, for him, looking utterly gorgeous like an old Hollywood movie starlet and he is at a loss. You can see it in his face; eyebrows are knitted, which means that he is thinking, but lips are apart, which means that he is in awe. It’s a mix of feelings but the revelation that he can’t leave her behind strikes him at that very moment and he lowers his eyes again a tad, feeling awful that he will have to pass on his option to reunite with his family. But he can’t help it. He knows how to live without his family; it’s tough but he grew accustomed to it. Living without Betty? He doesn’t know that feeling and he doesn’t know if he can handle it. It’s this ‘can’t live without her anymore and I feel ashamed that I’m maybe putting my family second’ kind of despair. Cole did truly an incredible job delivering this scene. And the music department also, for picking Bette Davis Eyes; it truly captured that pure and giddy 80′s John Hughes love story concept that it’s so Bughead.

thedisadvantagesofbeinganellie  asked:

I'm quite new to this blog so I'm unsure whether or not you've answered an ask like this, but i'll send it just in case you haven't and would like to answer as I read the other entries on the blog! ^_^ So.. what would jealousy among the members be like over MC showing favor towards someone who's not them respectively..? + Saeran (I can't picture V being a jealous person at all but him too if you personally can!)

Hi!!! Welcome!!!

No problem! I have not written anything like this before! Sorry this took me a while!


  • He doesn’t really get jealous too easily, but he has abandonment issues after what happened with Rika and worries that he’s not good enough and that the people he cares about, MC, are going to leave him because he’s inadequate 
  • He’s normally pretty childish when it comes to being jealous 
  • For the most part it just shows itself in him being a little more clingy or maybe texting them a bit more often 
  • It also tends to show itself in him being extra caring he’ll cook them a nice dinner and would put on a movie and would clean their apartment 


  • She doesn’t really get too jealous
  • If they’re at the shop, she’ll be a little more clingy (and by this I mean, like, maybe touch their hand since she doesn’t think it’s appropriate to show PDA in the workplace) 
  • She’d cuddle with them at home a lot, especially when she’s really jealous about something. 
  • Honestly though I feel like she’d probably just try and talk it out. 
  • She’s really reasonable about this kind of thing.  


  • He flirts so much more than he normally does
  • PDA goes up, he’s constantly holding hands or hugging or has an arm wrapped around their waist or something to show that they’re together and to leave them alone
  • He’d probably end up glaring at anyone who might flirt with them. 
  • “Men are wolves MC”
  • “Actually let me correct that…all people are wolves, I must protect you.” 


  • He gets really anxious, because MC is the best thing thing to ever happen to him and he can’t lose that. 
  • I think he’d react the same way he did in his route
  • He’d probably try and keep MC at home or spend time with them because he’s so afraid of losing them
  • I do feel like he would have gotten better with handling his anxieties about MC leaving him, but it would still make him nervous. 


  • Passive aggressive. 
  • He’s jealous and upset at the thought of MC liking someone more than him, but he doesn’t want to appear needy or clingy or annoying, so he just bottles up all his emotions 
  • Like normal when he bottles up his feelings, he’d put on the ‘707′ persona that everything’s perfectly fine
  • Still he’d probably pull away from them because he genuinely feels like he’s not good enough for them and that his life is too dangerous and that they could be so much happier with someone else. 


  • The second passive aggressive twin. 
  • He’s similar to his brother when it comes to avoiding MC, but that’s mostly because he’s never really had feelings for anyone before and he doesn’t want to be weird about it and he knows how much MC has already done for him and that already feels like too much
  • He doesn’t feel like he deserves to be jealous when they do so much to help him so he just keeps to himself
  • He has major abandonment issues and is terrified that they’ll leave him
  • He’d probably avoid them until they fell asleep and then would come and cuddle with them. 
  • If MC fell asleep on a couch then he’d carry them to bed and would just cuddle with them like that because it comforts him to be close to them. Normally he’d fall asleep and MC would wake up to Saeran being all snuggled up with them
  • He’d probably be reluctant for either of them to get up the next morning. He’d just want to cuddle and to feel loved by MC 

bluestarsaber  asked:

When you are done with season 4 of race to edge what do you think are the pro and cons of the season and what do you hope for season 5?

Alright! I’ve just finished RTTE S4, and I would looooove to discuss pros and cons. I’ll make a list of some favorite small moments later, but here I will talk about big overarching pros and cons. Heads up to people that, because I’m talking pros and cons, I will get into both celebrations and constructive criticism. I’m not intending to rain on anyone’s parade by giving my comments on what I think could be better; I’m just being honest about the things that aren’t my favorite, and which I think are important to recognize… and I can at the same time recognize the show’s weaknesses and be a celebrating fan of the strengths.

Big Pros of RTTE S4

Book References Galore. I am always a fan of book references in the HTTYD show. This season contained a lot of instances which reminded me of the books. Whether or not that was intentional from the writers, it still gives book lovers a means of identify with elements they find familiar. In this season, we got book-like things including but not limited to:

  • A dragon which can only be birthed in the middle of a volcano.
  • Bat-like dragons.
  • Fishlegs calling Hiccup his best friend.
  • Snotlout feeling threatened by Hiccup’s role as a leader and trying to subvert it and become a great leader himself - be it king, or at least the leader over the other youths. Snotlout pretends to deliberate about killing Hiccup. He gets to be a little more antagonistic than usual when he’s trying so desperately to show that he’s great leader material, hoping so much that he won’t be overshadowed by the others. But in the end, he charges out and risks his life to save Hiccup.
  • An oft-used phrase in the book, “Easy peasy lemon squeezy,” came right out of Snotlout’s mouth.

Viggo and Ryker’s Relationship Splintering. I was hoping as early as S2 that the writers were setting up a fracturing between Ryker and Viggo. Ryker, after all, tells Heather that he listens to Viggo because they’re family. However, Viggo’s treatment of Ryker is poor. That’s good material for a set-up and character development… and we got it! We started to see hints of it in S3. 

It explodes in S4.

Ryker and Viggo, and their character developments, were probably my favorite thing about this season.

As early as the first episode, we see Ryker smiling when Viggo’s plans are thwarted. Ryker sticks by Viggo, but with increasingly-seen ill treatment on Viggo’s part, and increasingly irritated responses from Ryker, we at last get a split in Shell Shocked. Ryker has had enough of Viggo, and Viggo doesn’t have enough respect for Ryker for this to end well. Of course we still don’t know all the details about what all was planned and what was staged, but it seems Ryker did go rogue against his brother. It was nice to see this character, who was often overshadowed by Viggo, take charge and have this development.

Not to mention how both of the characters ended in Shell Shocked Part 2? Me likey. That was really cool. These appear to be both real deaths, and they are “fitting” for what the characters were. Ryker was a man of violence and strength; he got pulled underwater in the midst of a battle he waged himself. Viggo sought to gain profits and control dragons through the Dragon Eye; him diving to try to save the Dragon Eye shows his own motivations leading to his end.

It’s also very fitting that the Dragon Eye got destroyed. I was talking about how the Dragon Eye had to become inaccessible to both the dragon riders and the dragon hunters at some point in time. There’s no way for the story to get resolved otherwise. And it happened! I was happy to see the Dragon Eye finally return to the plot, and for us to see why it won’t be in Hiccup’s hands by the time of HTTYD 2.

Hiccstrid. I’m not an active Hiccstrid shipper myself (as you guys probably have heard me say many times, I almost never ship anything, and I prefer to focus on platonic and familial bonds), so I’m listing this one mostly for you guys, haha. XD I know that Hiccstrid shippers are probably going to be happy with what happened in this season! Flirtations, words of devotion, multiple kisses, all that happened. Haha, Snotlout even said “Hiccstrid” on screen! The slow boil toward their relationship has finally come to fruit, and it’s quite relieving to see.

I think what I appreciate the most was Hiccup supporting Astrid in Blindsided. The words of support he gave her were wonderful, thoughtful, deep, considerate. We have often seen throughout the franchise Astrid supporting Hiccup emotionally. This is a key moment in which we see Hiccup demonstrate great love, devotion, and support to Astrid in turn. The words he chose were nicely done. I appreciated that a lot.

Big Cons of RTTE S4

Recurring Plot Devices. I know the creators were excited about some of their planned plot twists, but the truth of the matter is that they tend to reuse the same plot devices repeatedly. 

Especially, one plot device they love is when Hiccup has to ally himself with the enemy. This has been done with:

  • Mildew in “We Are Family Part 2″
  • Alvin the Treacherous in “Cast Out Part 2″
  • Dagur the Deranged in “Enemy of My Enemy” and “Family on the Edge”
  • Krogan, soooooooort of, in “Midnight Scrum”
  • And now Viggo Grimborn in “Shell Shocked Part 2″

It is to note that the multiple redemption arcs - as with Alvin and Dagur - show repetition, too. I will say, though, it was nice for Viggo to not be completely redeemed. He still betrayed Hiccup in the end, and I appreciated that. But as far as the ally-with-the-enemy arc is concerned… that is starting to feel a little worn out, now.

Other recurring plot devices include Dragon’s Edge being attacked by dragon hunters; one of the youths being captured or kidnapped by the enemy; and, of course, a new dragon being first dangerous but then tamed.

Weak Character Motivations. It’s not that motivations are absent. It’s that they’re not neatly connected together or expounded upon to any realistic level. Character motivations move in sudden jerks forward rather than smooth progressions. Lots of the time the character motivations are explained weakly enough that they seem extremely unrealistic toward how a person would actually react in that situation.

Dagur goes from being an enemy with ASPD symptoms… to being a tentative ally with regrets… to being a genuinely good guy who cares deeply for his sister, the other riders, and endangered dragons. They do rudimentarily explain why he goes from one mental state to the next, but it never feels convincing. Part of that is that no one just magically drops an antisocial personality. Another part of it is that we don’t see a good, smooth progression from one phase to the next. The writers put in a little bit of transition material, but never enough.

Another example is Heather and her relationship with Dagur. There was not enough material for her switching from loathing Dagur… to being uncomfortable with his “death”… to being completely comfortable around him and welcome to deep physical touch. While we get the gist of why it happened, the way in which it is presented is very unconvincing and doesn’t at all feel like how people psychologically function. It’s pushing it at best. I’m not a fan of these sorts of things being misconstrued because it can have consequences for how we handle the dangerous and toxic people in our own lives.

We have other inconsistent character motivations on top of that, along with lots of weak plot devices arising out of this, but yeah. Character motivations are not as well progressed as they should be.

Sexism. This is nothing new to the show; it’s been present since Riders of Berk and onward. It’s been bothering me increasingly more with each new season released, likely because it hasn’t gotten better (the only thing that’s gotten better is no longer using “girl” as an insult). Especially for RTTE S3 and S4, I’ve felt distinctly uncomfortable with DreamWorks Dragons’ treatment of gender. It’s just come to a point that they should have fixed their mistakes by now, except they keep perpetuating.

Default gender in the show is undeniably male. The rule of how everything works in this show is “male until proven otherwise.” Seriously though. Essentially every single individual we meet is a man, be it human or dragon. Somehow every single new introduced dragon in the show is called a “he,” despite that being highly statistically unlikely. There are even several cases in which an obvious female has been called “he.” Given as we see no other Eruptodons around, it seems likely the egg had to have been laid by the dragon on the island. Sure, we can finagle around and give decently-conjured explanations for how this dragon could still be male, but by all accounts, it’s weird. We shouldn’t, in Defenders of the Wing Part 1, call THAT dragon a “he.” Even more clearly, Chicken is a chicken - a female member of that species, obviously so by the bird’s physical features. Tuffnut even hallucinates the chicken speaking to him in a female voice. Aaaaand yet both Stoick - and in this latest season, Tuffnut himself - call Chicken “he.” No. The chicken is female. That’s literally as bad as animating a cow with an udder and calling it a “he.” It’s that obviously female. How are we messing this up? Because the default gender of anything is male in this show.

Next, there are some stereotypes and unflattering tropes of women that sneak into the show. In so many movies, television shows, and novels, a woman is often only introduced when she has a romantic relationship with one of the male characters. While there are plenty of male characters who are not in a romantic relationship in media, it is much harder to find a woman who doesn’t at least flirt with a man and have that be a major point of her time on screen. It means that, as humorous as some people might find the Snotlout x Mala (Snala? Snotla? Malout???) dynamics, it’s not the most fun thing to see yet another female character’s role being heavily centered around whether or not she’s in a non-platonic relationship with someone.

Damselstrid happens a little too often for comfort. I know that many Hiccstrid shippers probably enjoy seeing Hiccup and Astrid caring for one another in precarious situations. I do admit that there were some good lines especially in Blindsided. Nevertheless, it is awkward to see the disparity between Astrid saving Hiccup versus Hiccup saving Astrid. This also have been around since forever, but it’s increasingly obvious with S3 and S4.

Astrid will save Hiccup in very short, quick minor moments in combat, such as by blocking enemy fire. But it’s never played up for drama. They’re gone before you know they’ve happened. In the one episode where Hiccup really needed saving because he’s kidnapped, it’s to note that the entire team (Stoick at the forefront) - not Astrid - save him. The other time Hiccup majorly needed saving because he was drowning… he was saved by a dragon. Astrid never gets the big save when Hiccup is most vulnerable.

By contrast, Astrid will constantly be in precarious positions in which she seems more desperate and in greater, longer danger. There have been two episodes dedicated entirely to Astrid being in a helpless situation and Hiccup needing to save her - Buffalord Soldier and Blindsided. Additionally, we can add several more instances of Astrid being in danger, like the very end of Shell Shocked Part 2, or when she’s about to burn up in Out of the Frying Pan. And when she is in these extremely vulnerable situations, we’ll often hear her murmur, “Hiccup.” It’s a suggestion that Hiccup is what is important and Hiccup is what’s going to save her. Even though Astrid is the best warrior of the youths, she is put into far more vulnerable positions than most of the other riders, and Hiccup almost always is the specific individual who gallantly saves her.

I could keep going about how there were also some outdated notions of gender sneaked in the show dialogue, too, but I’ll stop here. Essentially, sexism. It’s definitely in RTTE.

Season 5 Hopes

I don’t have too many thoughts on what I want for season 5 currently. Maybe ask me in a few months. At the moment, all I can think about is that we’re going to have to address that exploding volcano on Dragon’s Edge, and we’re definitely not done with Krogan.

In many ways, the end of S4 is the end of the big plot arc we got starting in S1. Seasons 1 through 4 are a unit, it looks like. It’s the story of Hiccup going against the dragon hunters. That ending has got to be the ending of the plot arc with Ryker and Viggo. So where season 5 turns? It’ll be a little bit of a new direction.

We’ve got some seeds planted with Krogan, I suppose, but really not much to work on. You could almost just completely end the show with S4. We got Hiccstrid together. Viggo, Dagur, and Ryker are no longer threats. The Dragon Eye is no longer around to investigate. It’s just that volcano blast and the fact the creators said there would be more episodes that means this is going to continue.

There’s a weird small part of me that wants Savage to come back. I don’t think they’ll do it, but I suddenly saw potential, and actually relished the small moment of Savage’s return. He had a wonderful return with great motivation. I’m assuming they’re just going to ride him off as inept, and this is the last we see of him. But there’s also a lot of potential for him to try to do something big. But I suspect we won’t see him, that it would detract from other plot stuff they would want to do, and so on and so forth.

So they’re likely going to keep sneaking toward Krogan and stuff with plot development? But how they’re going to do that without interfering with the plotline of HTTYD 2, I am not sure.

parkingchimchim  asked:

Hello!! I love your blog. I wonder... What about a RFA react to a MC having real bad menstrual pain? Sorry If it's too harsh ;; I experience it myself. I just can't sleep, I cry and struggle a lot bc I have cysts and I can't get a surgery atm ;;

Hey ! Could u do MC on her period and RFA+saeran(if u’d like to) what will they do and how would they react to her being super moody and stuff, thank u and have a great day ^ ^

dude I get godawful cramps too if I forget to take my birth control, I know exactly how you feel (I haven’t been diagnosed but my mom seems to think there’s a really good chance I have cysts too ;v; ) I hope you’re able to feel better soon friend! <3


  • Initially, PANIC
    • He’s sooooo worried to see you in such pain; he frets all over the place and practically jumps at any chance to do something for you to help you feel better
  • Once he’s used to it, though, it still upsets him to see you suffering like that but he’s gotten super good at coming up with nice ways to help you relax and take your mind off the pain
    • Boy spends half his monthly budget on you; chocolate, heating pads – he also researches online “best remedies for cramps” and buys pretty much anything those articles list
    • A common thing he’ll do is gather all the blankets in the house and have you buried in them with a cute movie on and a mug of hot chocolate. He’s right there under the covers with you for both moral support and heat, heheh
  • At first he’s shocked by your mood swings, but after a few times he recognizes that it’s just a part of the whole process. As long as you apologize for any injustices against him (snapping, yelling, etc), he’s able to handle things pretty well


  • On your bad days, Zen is practically your personal butler, at your beck and call no questions asked
    • Tries his best to make food for you from scratch because he wants to show you how much he cares! He tries recipes that include ingredients that supposedly help cramps
    • …but will be discreetly relieved if you say takeout is fine
  • He read online that exercise helps, so he urges you to work out with him or go for a walk/jog (idk about anyone else but exercise does legit work for me as unfortunate as that is lol)
  • Will give you really nice massages wherever you’re achy and it’s sooo good


  • Jaehee’s gotcha, my friend. She knows the drill
    • Although her cramps don’t seem to be quite as severe as yours… she offers her sympathies, for what they’re worth (THEY’RE WORTH A LOT, JAEHEE SHH)
    • That’s probably for the best tho since your guys’ periods start to sync up, and it would suck if you were both completely incapacitated
  • Mood swings? She understands those too, of course. Always ready with your favorite blend of tea or coffee and a sympathetic ear for when your mood drops
  • Continuing from synced periods, on days where both your cramps are bad you take the opportunity to snuggle under a big blanket and marathon Zen’s musicals, drifting in and out of sleep
    • If things get real bad for both of you and you happen to complain in the messenger, cUE ZEN HIMSELF BUSTIN’ DOWN YOUR DOOR WITH CARE PACKAGES and he stays till you’re both feeling better


  • The first time he sees this whole thing he COMPLETELY PANICS
    • Boy thinks you’re legitimately dying and is ready to frickin call in a helicopter to airlift you to the hospital or something before you calm him down and explain that this is, while painful and inconvenient, completely normal
  • He is… very uninformed about periods. Like honestly I have a feeling he doesn’t even know what periods are before you come along
    • But of course he takes it upon himself to research the topic extensively (JUMIN NO JAEHEE DOES NOT NEED TO WRITE A REPORT ON IT FOR U DO IT URSELF)
    • By the end of it he knows more than you do oh god
  • On days you hurt especially bad, he’ll work from home so he can stay with you and comfort you any way you want. 
    • At first he tries to suggest a bunch of stuff that his money can buy or other people can do for you, but he’s stunned into silence when you tell him you’d just like to cuddle. He just hadn’t even considered that might help 
    • But then he happily obliges <3


  • Hates hates hates seeing you in pain, so he tries to get you to laugh even more than usual to get your mind off it
  • Adds a “heating pad” functionality to the robocat, where it’ll heat up and lay on your abdomen
    • “Seven you know I could have just bought a normal heating pad…”
    • “But MC, this one’s shaped like a CAT. And it’s free. And made from scratch with my love~”
    • …can’t argue with that lol
  • Takes your mood swings in stride; he’s prepared with an arsenal of bad jokes to diffuse crankiness (but is also 100% ready to offer serious comfort if your mood falls really low)


  • Boy knows even less about periods than Jumin does lbh
  • He can’t empathize with it and certainly won’t pretend to, but he believes you when you describe the pain you’re in
    • He’s actually rather frustrated/angry because 
    • 1) why can’t he punch the thing that’s causing you pain and make it STOP 
    • 2) who the hell thought “you know what’d be good? making people with uterus’ bodies turn against them and cause them extreme pain once a month for absolutely no reason”
  • Goes and buys you your supplies without batting an eye, which you’re grateful for. If anyone gives him weird looks at the store he just gives them his Withering Glare™ and whaddya know nobody bothers him (god people are stupid he thinks)
  • He can relate to mood swings. But, at least at first, he’s not quite sure what to do about it
    • Slightly to his chagrin, he goes to ask Seven for advice in the beginning
    • When Seven’s advice is found to be utterly useless, Saeran eventually finds that actually just sitting and listening to you helps a lot

anonymous asked:

I hope you're still taking prompts because here's one! Carl questioning Mickey about him and Ian and Ian overhearing :)

// I just loved this prompt so much and had to write it! More ROTC fic tomorrow if you guys still want. But this one is totally standalone, oneshot. Enjoy! //

Ian had just left for work, and Mickey was finishing his coffee in the kitchen, reading a book. There wasn’t much decent reading material in the Gallagher household, so he’d settled for Lip’s Postmodern Poetry book that he’d left lying around last time he’d been home from college. Mickey was quite enjoying the Ginsberg section over his pancakes, when Carl sat next to him. Mickey hadn’t talked with him much, so he nodded, a little awkwardly.

‘Hey kid.’

'Sup,’ Carl replied, snatching up Mickey’s last bacon strip. Mickey rolled his eyes, knowing it would be pointless to say anything. They were silent for a few more minutes, when Mickey became aware of Carl’s eyes on him. He glanced up from the book and saw that the younger boy was just sat, staring at him.


'Why are you with Ian?’ Clearly, Carl wasted no time.

Mickey frowned. ‘The fuck do you mean?’

'Why are you with him? It can’t just be about sex because you keep coming back. Again and again. So why are you with him?’

'I - I like him. Thought that was obvious,’ Mickey said uncomfortably.

'You guys are in a relationship?’

'Yes,’ Mickey said, not even thinking about it. Carl raised his eyebrows.

'So…you’re his boyfriend? He’s your boyfriend?’

Mickey shifted uncomfortably in his seat. ‘I guess. We’ve not really talked about it like that.’

Carl shook his head. ‘You guys are in a relationship, you guys are together - you guys are boyfriends.’ Mickey didn’t say anything. Carl continued. ‘You’ve hurt him, haven’t you? Not recently. But in the past. I’ve shared a room with him. I’ve heard him crying at night when he thinks no-one can hear. He was always careful not to cry loudly, but I could hear his choked up breathing, and the outline of his shadow on the wall would shake and shake. Sometimes I’d hear a pack of frozen peas crunching as he pressed it to his face. I’m not stupid. I know it was because of you.’

They were silent for a moment. Mickey felt like telling Carl he didn’t know what he was talking about, felt like running out, felt like doing anything but face it. So he spoke quietly. ‘Every day. I regret the things I did to him. When he left, I - I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I know I deserved that. There were so many times, before, when he did stuff for me, or tried hard because of me, or put up with my shit. All for me. I knew he was doing it but I had no clue how to tell him how grateful I was. I was scared of doing something serious or permanent with him because I was scared of what it would mean. I was scared of who I was. I was scared of the things I was feeling for him. And I couldn’t handle it, and I destroyed both of us. I regret that every day. When I came back, it was like I’d been given a second chance. I didn’t want to mess it up. I couldn’t. I don’t ever want to lose him again. I can’t.’

'You love him,’ Carl said. It wasn’t a question. Mickey just looked at him nervously. 'I know you can’t say it, won’t say it. But if you do, just stay quiet.’ And Mickey bit his lip and considered telling him to fuck off. But he couldn’t do that, because it would be a lie. So Mickey stayed quiet. Carl smiled. 'How did you know?’

'We were just drinking beers on my couch. Watching a movie. That’s when I started to think. Maybe. But I knew - whenever walked into a room. Or said something. Just fucking smiled. His fucking smile…and laughing, god. I’d say stuff just to make him laugh. But I think he’s - he’s something special. Cause he wanted me in spite of everything. There’s stuff you don’t know. But he kept trying. He kept making me better. He’s - Ian is my good.’

The two boys didn’t say anything, but Carl stood up and came to hug Mickey, who was tearing up a little. ‘It’s ok,’ Carl said quietly. A noise in the doorway made them both jump. It was Ian. He was staring at Mickey with his mouth slightly open.

And Mickey almost said, what the fuck you looking at. Almost got up, shoved past Ian and out the door. Almost ran off again. But he didn’t. ‘You heard?’

Ian nodded. ‘I came back to get my phone. Right after I’d left.’

'Right.’ He almost said it wasn’t true. Carl had set him up. It was a joke. But he didn’t say those things. 'I meant it.’

Ian wordlessly crossed to get his phone from the table. He picked up the book that lay in front of Mickey. ‘Ginsberg?’ he said softly.

Mickey nodded. ‘Under the burden of solitude. Under the burden of dissatisfaction. The weight,’ he paused, and looked at Ian, ‘the weight we carry. Is love,’ he said quietly.

Ian smiled. ‘Yeah?’ he whispered. Mickey nodded, stood up and pointed to the page.

'I like this part.’

Ian scanned the words, then turned to Mickey and took his hand, holding the book in his other. And he murmured gently, ‘the warm bodies shine together in the darkness, the hand moves to the center of the flesh, the skin trembles in happiness and the soul comes,’ he read.

'Joyful, to the eye,’ Mickey interjected, drawing closer to Ian. 'Yes. Yes. That’s what I wanted. I always wanted,’ he said. Ian dropped the book and cradled Mickey’s face, both stumbling, both laughing through their kisses. Then Ian stopped the kiss, just to look at Mickey for a moment. Their foreheads pressed together, both breathing into each other.

'Mick, I - I love you,’ Ian told him.

Mickey kissed him hard and then broke away to hold Ian. He nearly dropped him like he’d been burned, nearly told him to fuck off, nearly stormed out and slammed the door. But he didn’t. Because he didn’t want to. He wanted to pull back and look into his eyes as he said it. ‘I love you, Ian. I love you too,’ he said firmly, finally.

Carl grinned and slipped away quietly. His work here was done.

// hope y’all liked!? let me know and keep prompting me!! //

// note: the poem referred to is Song by Allen Ginsberg. I beg you, take two minutes to read it, it’s beautiful. //
Oshea Jackson Jr - iTunes Q&A
  • Question: What's your favorite song?
  • O'shea: The Perfect Beat by Afrika Bambatta
  • Q: What's the scariest movie you've ever seen?
  • O'shea: I don't get scared by movies, really. But I'm easily disturbed. When I first saw 'Hills Have Eyes', I couldn't get some images out of my head. Still actually
  • Q: What's your favorite movie starring your dad?
  • O'shea: All about the benjamins. Super Suuuuper underrated
  • Q: What's your favorite Ice Cube song?
  • O'shea: Natural Born Killaz
  • Q: Whe do you think you'll finish screenwriting at USC?
  • O'shea: When I feel like my writing is missing something. I'll know it's time to sharpen back up and get to my cinematic roots.
  • Q: When can we expect music from you?
  • O'shea: Ingratiate I would love to do music. I still snap over instruments to myself. But they might typecast ya mans if I put certain type record. For now I'm focused on my craft as an actor but my older brother and I have started a producing team.
  • Q: Why haven't you used your snap?
  • O'shea: Everytime I'm on any social media I'm just thinking. "Why am I not on instagram?"
  • Q: What is your favorite part in SOC?
  • O'shea: Smashing Bryan Turners office. We've all wanted to break things with a bat before.
  • Q: What do you like to do in your free time?
  • O'shea: Crush my enemies. Not really. But I'm a real Nerd and I am completely unapologetic. When I gotta unwind it's video game time.
  • Q: Why didn’t you release the video for ‘Ain’t No Place’? Was it because of being typecast?
  • O'shea: Yes. With the movie having buzz around the Academy I didn't want any possibility of the song affecting the film. And I didn't want it to look like I'm Ice Cube part 2 out here. lol.
  • Q: Were you nervous about trying out for the movie?
  • O'shea: I was extremely nervous. I had to audition for two years and when you've never been through the process. You don't know what could've made you or boke you during that little time you had auditioning. If I didn't take the role. The world woulda killed me. If I didn't win the role. The world woulda killed me. And I was it was as movie. The world woulda killed me. At the end of the day, nothing was gonna sop me from immortalizing my dad in film. A lot of people ain't want me to get the part. Be he did and that's all I needed.
  • Q: Celeb crush?
  • O'shea: She's taken already. Don't wanna start waves.
  • Q: Did you practice some of the songs with your father or did you learn on your own?
  • O'shea: The performance and studio scenes in SOC are me in my element. What I'm used to doing. So when I was there it's like, wait y'all want me to rap my DAD's songs? I BEEN DOIN THIS.
  • Q: Were any of the scenes hard to do?
  • O'shea: More cowbell #SNLjoke
  • Q: Actors you look up to?
  • O'shea: Denzel and Leo
  • Q: Did you re-record some of Cube's verses or lip sync?
  • O'shea: We recorded the whole album, fam
  • Q: Marvel or DC?
  • O'shea: If you gotta ask. Somethin must be wrong.
  • Q: Do you like your fathers older movies?
  • O'shea: of course. People don't appreciate what a great film Players Club is.
  • Q: Do you ever feel pressure to surpass all that your father has accomplished?
  • O'shea: I've felt it since I was in the 5th grade. (The pressure) it doesn't come from him. All of it comes from me because I don't want to feed into the narrative of talent skips a generation or the whole "was born on 3rd base, and thought he hit a triple." Aspect. I'm so appreciative of my blessings and the only way to ensure my own legacy is to perfect my craft.
  • Q: Worst movie you've ever seen?
  • O'shea: Movie 43
  • Q: Best compliment you've ever heard?
  • O'shea: When I hear that I inspire someone. Being a celebrity is cute and all but it's smoke and mirrors. I understand that this all can be taken away in an instant. FAME is a jellyfish. Yeah it's beautiful but don't you dare get wrapped up in it. So while I do have a platform, the best thing i can do is to encourage or inspire. If not i'm just being selfish.
  • Q: Are you going to see Kobe play his very last game?
  • O'shea: Yeah I'll be the guy crying uncontrollably being escorted by security
  • Q: Would you take a role in a Tyler Perry movie?
  • O'shea: Is it about a single parent overcoming obstacles while still maintaining their strong christian values?
  • Q: What artist would we be surprised you listen to?
  • O'shea: I love Imagine Dragons and F.U.N.
  • Q: How was it growing up as ice cubes son?
  • O'shea: It has it's perks of course. But kind of annoying until you grow up lol. I have to put people through so many trials in order for you to be considered my friend. You don't know people's motives. My friend Tanner was my very first friend EVER. Met in kindergarten. Just said 'hey I'm Shea lets be friends.' After that.....Everyone else know me as ice cubes son. But my friends. Call me Shea. And it's 5 of them. You just grow up thinking different being ice cubes son.
  • Q: Would you want your kids to follow in your footsteps?
  • O'shea: If it was their choice by all means. My parents allowed us to find our own paths. But give everything your best effort because if you don't, then why are you doing it?
  • Q: What advice would you give your younger self?
  • O'shea: learn how to dunk
  • Q: Fave Rappers?
  • O'shea: Dwayne Michael Carter and Sean Anderson
  • Q: Which Ice Cube verse is your fave?
  • O'shea: "G-d damn I'm glad y'all set it off....."
  • Q: What's your fave app?
  • O'shea: ESPN Radio
  • Q: Will you answer me on day? :(
  • O'shea: "Maybe one Day..." - Drake
  • Q: Do you like Justin Biebers new album?
  • O'shea: I would be lying if I said Justin Bieber didn't have a few tracks on that thang
  • Q: Do you think education is necessary?
  • O'shea: I definitely feel that education is important. But I also feel the mind will not process information it feels it doesn't need. Find what interests you and educate.
  • Q: Growing up, what was the biggest problem you faced?
  • O'shea: Keepin the snakes out the grass.
  • Q: What type of films would you develop as a screenwriter? Is there certain topics that you're passionate about?
  • O'shea: I'm into smart comedies. And movies that don't give a lot away so you're not in the theater tryna guess things before they happen. You kinda just take the films scene by scene like life. If I could write a modern day Big Lebowski, I would be happy as an accomplished writer.
  • Q: Your thoughts about ride along 2?
  • O'shea: needs more me
  • Q: Any difference between before SOC and after?
  • O'shea: I'm a lot meaner and nicer at the same time
  • Q: Any tv shows you want to be part of?
  • O'shea: I would love to be apart of Better Call Saul
  • Q: Favorite place to relax?
  • O'shea: In a woman's presence. #CasonovaAnswer
  • Q: Rihanna or Beyonce?
  • O'shea: Beyoncé whole personality reminds me of my mom. I've never been attracted to her because I see too much of my mom.
  • Q: If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
  • O'shea: For everything to go my way at that moment.
  • Q: Favorite hip hop song of all time?
  • O'shea: Y.O.U. by Redman/Methodman
  • Q: Do you like Hockey? What's your favorite team?
  • Q: Do you know how to cook?
  • O'Shea: Only if the BasedGod is okay with it
  • Q: New or Old School?
  • O'shea: 90's. It had more Ice Cube and Dr Dre.
  • Q: Favorite historical figure?
  • O'shea: Mark Twain
  • Q: Dream starting 5 for NBA Basketball?
  • O'shea: Magic Johnson, Kobe Bryant, James Worthy, Kareem-Abdul Jabbar and Shaq
  • Q: What's your favorite word to say?
  • O'shea: It's a cuss word.
  • Q: Star Wars or Harry Potter?
  • O'shea: This can't be a real question.
  • Q: How many Yeezys you got?
  • O'shea: 3. 2 Nikes first editions
  • Q: Would SOC be better if Jason had Eazy with him?
  • O'shea: The fact that he didn't have Eazy is why I would've nominated him
  • Q: If you could change one thing about the world, what would it be?
  • O'shea: I'd make everyone more understanding. We'd be fine.
  • Q: Was wondering if you'd like both (Harry Potter/Star Wars)?
  • O'shea: Definitely like both. But give me the force over Magic. #RIPSeverus
  • Q: If you could speak another language what would it be?
  • O'shea: German and Spanish
  • Q: Are you worried that people will only ever see you as your dad's son and not you as yourself?
  • O'shea: Of course. But then I look at people like Kobe, Steph Curry, The Rock...they took their family legacy to new heights. That's my goal.
  • Q: Do you have any tattoo's? if so what do they mean?
  • O'shea: the Roman numeral for 24. XXiV. And before the Kobe talk starts. 24 has always been my number. It's my birthday. 2/24. It just always feels so complete. And my life changed at 24. It's only right
  • Q: Boyz n the hood or Barber Shop?
  • O'shea: Boyz n the hood had a message.
  • Q: Why learn Spanish and German?
  • O'shea: both are used in a vast variate of regions. May come in handy if ever abroad
  • Q: Do you still workout?
  • O'shea: Yeah dude. Still am. But decisions were made and now I'm makin work. #BooHoo
  • Q: What motivates you?
  • O'shea: My family.
  • Q: How are you handling all this attention you're getting?
  • O'shea: in my room ignoring most of it
  • Q: What is the most like you, chocolate or gummy bears?
  • O'shea: Hardest thing I ever had to do
  • Q: Fave Dragon Ball Z Character?
  • O'shea: Kakarot
  • Q: What do you fear most?
  • O'shea: Not being happy is my biggest fear
  • Q: Any advice for aspiring actors?
  • O'shea: Ask yourself why did you start acting. If it's to be famous. You will lose.
  • Q: Favorite disney movie?
  • O'shea: Lion King
  • Q: Do you find it hard to trust people?
  • O'shea: my whole life I couldn't trust anyone.
  • Q: Favorite cartoon to watch growing up?
  • O'shea: Dragon Ball Z or Ed Edd n Eddy
  • Q: How did you deal with people that were only your friend because of your dad?
  • O'shea: I don't deal with them. Bad energy.
  • Q: If you were an animal what would you be?
  • O'shea: Orca. Biggest and strongest in the ocean. And I'm a genius!? In pods running from 12-30 of the homies deep!?
  • Q: What's your type of woman?
  • O'shea: Sexy kind.
  • Q: Number one pick up line?
  • O'shea: You know how much a polar bear weighs? Enough to break the ice. O'shea Jackson, nice to meet you.
  • Q: Do you like apples?
  • O'shea: I got her number....
  • Q: Advice you would give to aspiring actors?
  • O'shea: Be an actor first. And a star 3rd.
  • And the last question, deserves it's own post...That's all folks.
The signs from a Cancer Point of view (use 🌞 + 🌜):
  • (My posts are backwards on purpose)
  • Pisces: Oh my lord, you can be so silly. I love how infectious your giggle is. You can think of things in ways I would have never even thought; you're almost too creative for your own good. I know sometimes you're not so good at art, like most posts predict, but the way you speak is beautiful, like your words were perfectly arranged to form a mosaic of variegated interpretations. You let everyone's experiences influence you to the point where you take them on as your own, and that's ok. I know that just helps you stay close to the ones you love, as if living in their memories with them strengthens your connection with them.
  • Aquarius: You can be distant, but care with every pulse of your heart. Sometimes that's what confuses me. There's a reason for everything to you. You want to know cause and effect, but I'm worried for the day when you realise that not everything has an explanation; at least not one easily confined by mere words. You're not devoid of emotion. You're just much better at deciding when and how to deal with them. How do you do that? How do you know how to reach out for help without burdening everyone?
  • Capricorn: We are opposites. You work so hard to be happy, that sometimes I think you hardly stop to enjoy even the small things that have a magical air to them; like the plush towels against your skin, or the pattern of the sky that will only freeze for a few seconds more. To you, it's all about pushing forward and getting things done, and I love your motivation, but don't you realise how stressed out you get yourself? You can be cold, but that's only because sometimes you don't want to stop to feel...you know what will happen if you do.
  • Sagittarius: I am amazed at how much patience I have with you. You're so carefree, and I don't believe I have ever seen you stressed. Sometimes I get frustrated with how you treat others, but I know you don't mean to hurt people on purpose. I love how you want to be a free thinker, you don't let others cloud your thoughts or decisions, unless you really love them, then in that case you trust their opinions. Not everyone can or could ever earn your trust. You have clarity when most others are stressed because you've detached yourself from them so successfully. I'm glad that you of all people could take the weight that you do, though I'm not pleased that you have to in the first place. You handle beatings with grace, and you hold your ground firmly.
  • Scorpio: You're the most passionate person I know. When you talk about what you love or hate, I can see the propellers churn in your eyes. You love to love and hate to hate. I know it's hard to let people in, but I'm thankful you chose me of all people. I'm sorry I can't always be there when you sob in your bed late at night, but you always hold off when you're ready. That's ok too. I know you don't like to be pushed. Sometimes you let others passions overtake your own and you get so confused and tired that it's hard to face anyone. You want to love so badly, but you're always doubting yourself. Your thoughts can be overwhelming and it seems lonely in crowds, even around your own family, but even you need to trust more than one person.
  • Libra: You of all people know what to do and say all the time. I enjoy just sitting back and watching you talk and interact with people; you get that everyone is different, and you treat them according to how they are. If only people had that same respect towards you. I love how you can diffuse conflict as if you're stroking the nuzzle of a wild horse. You listen and think before you speak. You thrive on the subject of philosophy because you think, and it does, makes you a better person. You love everyone and you value friendships and relationships. You don't know who the right partner is, but I know when you find them, they will make you feel like the only person in the world, just like you do with everybody else.
  • Virgo: There's a lot to worry about. You are the one that I wish I was the most like. You live in the moment, without leaving the past or planning for the future. You're aware of the things larger than life, and you respect them, but you understand how all the little things contribute to the infinite tapestry. I wish I could notice and appreciate as you do. I know you focus too much on the tangible, and I understand that it's easy to get lost in the world of perfection and imperfections, to ignore the thoughts and feelings of others. Most people think you are cold, but I think there's more to it than that. Maybe you just know what to do with your feelings, and they're under your control, and yours alone. You're calm and always seem to be at ease. In no way should that be a crime, after all, many could learn a thing or two from you.
  • Leo: I find a lot of admiration towards how confident you are. Your presence alone is awe-inspiring. Everything you do--the way you walk, how you speak, your gestures, everything--looks so effortless but well thought out. Watching you is like enjoying a movie where every movement is perfect. I love the way you make me feel like we've know each other for years. I am at ease and comfortable by your very presence. One might expect your voice to be loud and authoritative, but it's soothing and suggestive more than anything. You want to make everyone feel like your friend, and I know it has no malevolent purposes, but it's for your own conscious because you can't bear a single person disliking you.
  • Cancer: I could tell you how seething your own mind is, but I'm sure you already know that. You can be so optimistic that you become blind to the worse in human nature. You have fallen victim to many schemes of manipulation, and each time you've beaten yourself up for it. It's ok to yell and scream and cuss. In fact, it's normal to let yourself explode. Nothing could ever right the wrongs that you can never seem to forget. I'm sure that even though they haven't made it up to, or apologised, that they still love you. Not everyone is like you where they can hold onto their emotions and keep it from lapping over the edge. People say things they don't mean, and they make mistakes. It's ok to not be able to forget, you just have to find a way to love again despite their wrong doings.
  • Gemini: When I am with you, I am never bored. There's always something to talk about, and you're willing to look at every side of a story because you love to be fascinated. You are so animated when you speak, as if you're trying to replay and exert the experience to everyone so that they can experience it as you once did. I love your acceptance of art in all its forms but most of all, I appreciate your desire for knowledge. You may not be the smartest, but you are the one to show me how to think.
  • Taurus: I see a lot of posts categorising you as being a glutton for food. Truth is, you love to enjoy things you like, and by no means is that bad. Some people talk about what they like and you feel their radiance through their words, but with you, you don't have to say anything. I feel your content seeping into my veins and I too become enveloped in this world of yours where the finer things of life are adored. I value your opinion because you learn to know and feel every inch of something before you can decide to love or hate it. You have to know for sure because once you make a decision, by God you stick to it. I love how you're supporting and refreshing for anyone who needs it. You've made some good calls, and also so bad ones, but you've learned from both and you can separate truth and fiction like nothing I've seen before.
  • Aries: You are the epitome of fire. I know it's easy to think of everything at once, and it gets extremely overwhelming. I think you tend to overlook other people's feelings for the small minute things that really don't matter. Your opinions and desires matter, just understand that you can't make anyone agree with you. You have a silver tongue, and it's hard to resist your logic, because despite how wrong you may be, you take record time in thinking up of an argument and at the same time shred your adversary to pieces. Some say it's water that wears you down slow and painfully, but I have witnessed the hot flash of your flames burn and dissipate. You get caught up in the moment. It's no biggie. I respect that you have confidence, I love that. You are into fast paced things, and I don't think I've ever seen you relax without falling asleep. You really amaze me at how adept you are at working under so much pressure. You've been through a lot, heaven knows, but we both know you've become a better person because of it. Your optimism is what pushed me through my own experiences, and I am most grateful for you especially.

amichelle777  asked:

2012!phan where Neko!Dan and Phil are arguing, and he goes into heat but refuses to let Phil help because he wants to prove he can take care of himself.Goes on for about 2 days before he can't take it, but Phil is out. He calls him to come back & sin

Combined with:

neko dan with a vibrator when phils not home¿

I did make it just one day bc poor Dan tbh and this is another long one jfc

~Nothing was added because I felt like it had to be, all additions were my choice~


- “Fuck off!” Dan screams, storming to his bedroom and slamming the door. Everyone assumes that they’re together- rightly so- but Dan can’t handle the constant prying from the fan base and now he and Phil are constantly fighting. It’s not like Dan wants to fight with him either. All he really wants is to cuddle with Phil and watch a movie and fuck on the couch, but their relationship is too strained right now for them to even talk civilly.

- Rolling his eyes when he hears Phil go into his own bedroom, Dan opens up twitter on his phone. But before he can do anything, a wave of need washes over him. Now is not the time! he thinks, and decides to ignore his heat and go back to twitter. 

- About an hour later, Dan’s so hard it physically hurts, but he doesn’t want to ask Phil for help, plus he doesn’t want to jerk off or finger himself, too emotionally distraught after yet another argument. So Dan pulls one of his pillows beneath his hips and grinds against it, occasionally whimpering, until he comes in his boxers. This sates him for about ten minutes before he’s hard again, and Dan knows he should go to Phil, but his pride won’t allow it. After getting off three more times, Dan just turns off his life and tries to sleep.

- By the morning, it’s even worse. He scrambles for his vibrator, and lubes it up before pushing into his bum without prepping. The sudden stretch and the stimulation from the vibrations make Dan whimper, so he reaches to jerk himself off, being loud enough that he knows Phil would check on him, even if they were fighting, unless Phil isn’t home. Dan really should call Phil now, seeing as each passing second just makes him more desperate. Once again his pride gets in the way and Dan just keeps trying to get off, even when he starts crying from frustration. 

-Later in the day, Phil comes home from where he was getting apology gifts for Dan- maltesers, a stuffy, flowers, and a new set of thigh highs Dan didn’t think Phil saw him eyeing up. As soon as he steps into the flat, Phil knows something’s wrong. A strange buzzing noise fills the air like a vibrator, but other than that, there’s near silence. Phil sets down his bags, deciding to punish Dan for trying to get off, and goes to Dan’s room. However, the nearer he gets, the more he senses something’s wrong. He can hear Dan gasping for air and sobbing, and rushes to the room. Dan’s spread out on the bed, pumping a vibrator in and out of his hole, furiously stroking his cock and crying harder than Phil’s ever seen. Even the flushed dark color of the head of Dan’s dick is a deeper color than usual and looks more painful.

- “Daddy, please,” Dan sobs, not even slowing down, just trying to get off.

- Instantly Phil is stripping out of his clothes. “Baby, are you in heat?” Dan nods solemnly. “How long have you been like this, kitten? Why didn’t you call me?”

- “Last n-night. Thought you were mad at me.”

- Sighing, Phil climbs onto the bed. “I was frustrated, but you can always come to me when you need me.” He pulls away the vibrator and Dan’s hand, gently shushing the whimper of protest Dan makes, too weak to do much else. Somehow, in his fumbling movements, Phil finds the lube and slicks himself up, noting that Dan is already stretched from the vibrator. Usually, now’s when Phil would tease him, but he knows better than that today. He thrusts into Dan slowly, giving him a moment to adjust once he’s fully inside, and then starts to move. It feels like only seconds pass before Phil hits Dan’s prostate, making him scream and cum as though on command.

- “Don’t stop, daddy,” Dan cries and wraps his arms around Phil’s neck. 

-”I won’t,” Phil promises, and kisses Dan, speeding up more. “Not until you’re satisfied, kitten. I promise.”

- Satisfied is when Dan passes out after his fourth orgasm, Phil jerks off onto Dan’s bum, then cleans both of them up to go to sleep. 


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The Big Bang Theory {Sentence Starters}
  • "Right. I would like to propose an experiment."
  • "O Gravity, thou art a heartless bitch."
  • "It's okay to be smarter than everyone else, but you can't go around pointing it out!"
  • "When I learn that I'm a robot, will I be able to handle it?"
  • "I'm uncomfortable having been included in your lie to ____."
  • "Okay, will you please order a cocktail? I need to practice mixing drinks."
  • "You were terrific and I can't wait to hear you sing again."
  • "Hey, you do your little experiments, I do mine."
  • "That's because you have no measurable sense of humor."
  • "I want you to know I'm very proud of you."
  • "If you'll excuse me, I’m going to pack."
  • "Excuse me. Are you currently involved in a sexual relationship?"
  • "Have we, at this point, met our social obligations?"
  • "Okay, well, thanks for the nightmares."
  • "It's not enough that you made me watch that movie, but now you mock me with it?!"
  • "How is it inappropriate for me to ask it once?"
  • "Okay, for the record, what you guys are doing is really creepy."
  • "And you thought my acting classes were a waste of money."
  • "If we moved in together, I wouldn't be able to keep my hands off of you."
  • "It's not gonna explode, just keep driving."
  • "You hear about this on TV, but you never think it will happen to you."
  • "So why don't you pack up your stuff, and we'll head back?"
  • "In the mood I'm in, I'll take you out!"
  • "What exactly does that expression mean, 'friends with benefits'? Does he provide her with health insurance?"
  • "Oh, my God, would you let this go?!"
  • "My neighbor's chicken got loose and chased me up the big elm tree in front of our house."
  • "Okay, now you're just being unrealistic!"
  • "Speaking of warm feelings, come here!"
Watching a scary movie with you:
  • Makoto: It's no surprise that this gentle giant is indeed a scaredy cat. He'd spend the entirety of the movie shielding his eyes, either with his hands, burying his face in a pillow, or your shoulder, and he'd cling to you like there's no tomorrow. He might cry at the scariest part, and the sight of that will make you regret choosing a scary movie, but as long as you're with him and comfort him he'll be alright, even if you have to sleep with the lights on,
  • Haruka: Haru isn't really one to be fazed by a lot of things, he is generally really good at keeping his composure, unless water is involved. Chances are you are going to be the one clinging to him during the movie. He'd get startled by sudden appearances of something scary, and he might feel a bit anxious at the most tense parts. but he'd just wait until the movie's over and mutter an "that was scary" but that is all. He'd later try and comfort you by making some grilled mackerel.
  • Rin: Rin is a really proud person, he'd hate to show sign of weakness, but that comes short when he lets out a blood curdling scream at the first sudden appearance of something scary. He'll then brush it off with a 'I wasn't prepared for that' or a 'that was totally unexpected!' later accompanied by a 'stop laughing!'. He'd then try to keep a straight face during the movie, but you won't fail to notice even the smallest jump he makes when he gets scared. When the movie ends he'll say that it wasn't that scary, but you both know how wrong he is. He'll definitely sleep a lot closer to you that night.
  • Nagisa: He'll be the one that suggests watching a scary movie. He'll even bring snacks to eat while watching it. You'd be surprised how this boy can manage to watch such movies without even flinching, even laughing at parts that scare you the most. But as much as he's enjoying watching the movie with you he won't fail to notice how scared you are, and sit closer to you and lighten up the mood by mocking the monster and making you laugh until it ends.
  • Rei: With such an appreciation for everything beautiful, Rei would not enjoy a scary movie. He wouldn't admit to being scared, and he'd try his best to keep his composure, he wouldn't want you to think he's a wimp or see him showing an 'un-beautiful' side of him, but you would still be able to feel him slightly shaking. But as soon as you hold his hand, he'd be feeling and a lot less scared.
  • Nitori: Surprisingly enough Ai is a lot tougher than he looks. He won't get scared watching the movie, but instead he'd be commenting on almost everything, making the movie a lot less scary for you and annoying you slightly because he seriously won't shut up. Once he notices because he saw either your annoyed expression or because you told him to shut up he'll shut his mouth and try his best to not say anything else until the movie ends. Unfortunately this seems to be too much for him to handle and ends up saying something just a few minutes after he stopped talking, making you laugh because honestly, who can stay mad at Nitori?
  • Seijuro: He'll absolutely love watching a scary movie with you, what an amazing opportunity to prove that he can definitely be your prince charming, He'll hold you if you get scared and comfort you after the movie ends. Even if you don't get scared it'd be a lot of fun to watch a scary movie with him because he could seriously make almost every situation funny.
  • Kou: Unlike her brother, Kou would not get as easily scared, she'd watch the movie with much attention and possibly yell at the characters for being so stupid, of course, they can't hear her which will only make you laugh a bit at her frustration. She'd be annoyed at the end of the movie because if the characters had listened to her they would've definitely survived.

anonymous asked:

Really sorry to bother you! But could you please rec me some good books with lgbtqia characters? Thank you sweetie :)

yessssss of course!!

  1. the half life trilogy by sally green!! half bad and half wild are out already! angry poc bisexual witchy boy that you can’t help but want to protect tbh. the initial writing style made me go ????? but don’t let that put you off PLEASE bc it’s rly wonderful and deals with so many things (trigger warnings for death, suicide, gore, and a lot more but those are the main things i think?)

  2. the torch keeper trilogy by steven dos santos. again, the first two books (the culling, the sowing) are out already and i’m praying we get the raising soon tbh. amazing books that feel really hunger games (i hate comparing ya dystopian to thg but there are certain similarities. anyway). poc gay main character. this books comes w a lot of trigger warnings as well tbh, going from death to gore and everything in between. 

  3. madeline miller’s the song of achilles. it’s queer iliad fan fiction tbh. prepare to have your heart ripped out. if you know the original story of achilles and patroclus,  but it’s like that only 18 times worse. 

  4. alison bechdel – fun home. this is a graphic novel and idk if you are into that, but it’s honestly so great??? there are a lot of lit references and sometimes it’s hard to catch them all, but tbh it doesn’t really matter because the story is still so good (it’s autobiagraphical but don’t let that stop you tbh) and it’s told in such a beautiful way? (ps also check out the musical once you read it) 

  5. boy meets boy by david levithan. tbh this is the lowkey easy queer ya romance novel we all deserve? it’s rly basic tbh, just boys falling in love, but it’s just nice to read something cute once in a while (though the story deals w more than that as well, but u know) 

  6. kissing the witch, honestly this book honestly. it’s written by emma donoghue and it’s not??? a novel in the tradition sense of the word i guess?? it’s more like a bunch of short stories w a smilar theme? anyway, it’s all retellings of famous fairytales, some of them w a queer twist on it (most of them, i guess). they’re all about women and the language is so so so beautiful, i love it so much. it’s sad but also happy and like………. it touches my soul tbh 

  7. alex london w proxy duology!!!!!! it took me so long to get to proxy lmao but really u should read it!!! it’s again dystopian, with as main character a poc gay cinnamon roll. the sequel to proxy is guardian and honestly i don’t have much to say abt these books except go read them please

  8. the line of beauty by alan hollinghurst. i had to read this book for my queer lit class and at first it was a pain in the ass to get through it lmao. i’ve cursed this book so many times and at one point i wasn’t sure if i’d ever finish it, but in the end i did and it was so worth it……. it’s probably one of my fave books i had to read for that class. the way it’s written is just??? plain poetry??? honestly??? and it deals w homosexuality in the 1980s, but also w racism and classism and the aids crisis and all that. if you have a lot of time and feel like frustrating yourself but also enjoying it, go read it!!! 

  9. the raven cycle by maggie stiefvater. okay tbh i’m not sure how i feel about putting this book on a queer books list but…… well, okay. this book has queer character(s) but the way they’re handled makes me feel kind of…… idk. their queerness is never mentioned and everything is Between The Lines and it’s all so under the radar that i’m just like??? fuck it tbh. but i enjoy these books a lot and all the characters make my heart bleed and i love the relationships so i can’t leave it out either? the books are wonderful in the way they deal w modern magic and friendships and relationships (platonic and romantic) and like, wanting thing and needing things and longing for things etc etc. so i would rec them for those things more than for the queer aspects lmao but anyway a rec is a rec

  10. aristotle and dnate discover the secrets of the universe by benjamin aire saenz. lmao okay confession time, the first time i saw this book  was when it was recced to me by goodreads, and i just looked at it like ??? what kind of fucking title is that??? and scrolled pst it lmao. but then it showed up again and i checked it out and it sounded nice to i bought it and FELL IN LOVE oh my god. don’t let the title foor you. this book is amazing, it’s so tragically beautiful??? but it’s also happy, and it feels so real to me? like nothing about it is fake or made to look differently or influenced in one way or another? it just feels real and raw and i love that about it. the main storyline is two mexican boys living in the 1980s meeting each other, but believe me when i say it’s so much more than that 

  11. lost and found by carolyn parkhurst. the queer aspects of this novel are….. hard to describe lmao. they’re only a small part of the storyline but then again they’re also a p big part? actually let me just copy the blurb of this novel tbh: “What do a suburban mom, her troubled daughter, divorced brothers, former child stars, born-again Christians, and young millionaires have in common? They have all been selected to compete on LOST AND FOUND, a daring new reality show.“ this book will definitely not be everyone’s cup of tea but yknow. 

  12. adaptation duology – malinda lo. ya scifi w a bisexual girl protag. i haven’t read the 2nd book (inheritance) so i can’t say much about that. tbh the pacing of this book felt rly kind of weird sometimes, but yknow. bisexual girl protags are rare so i won’t be picky. i’ll take it. 

  13. rebecca brown – the gifts of the body. again this is more a bunch of shirt stories and they are also hard to explain lmao. the main theme of this book is aids, the protag is a nameless person, a home care worker who helps people w aids. we read their storries and learn about their lives and what happened to them. it was??? surprisingly emotional to me tbh. 

  14. blue is the warmest color by julier maroh. if you’ve seen the movie: don’t let it fool you. the graphic novel is a lot less male gaze-y lmao 

thamesnocturne  asked:

*curtsies* Hey Duke! So I have perused the relevant tags, so I hope this question has not been asked and re-asked too many times to count. If it has, though, please forgive my "command-f" skills. What I was wondering about is whether you could offer any advice on writing historical fiction. I have an idea, and a historical/geographical setting within which to fit it, but the prospect of all the necessary research has utterly paralyzed me, such that I can't seem to really bring myself to begin..

*Curtsies* Hi. So, first things first, writing historical fiction is fucking hard. I’m doing it right now. I spent like three hours last night trying to find blueprints of a building that was demolished in 1996 because I need to know exactly which entrances three different characters are going through. Fun? No. Tedious? You bet your ass. I’ve done historical fiction once before (or tried) and eventually shelved the first draft of that past project because I just wasn’t ready for it. I didn’t have the means to do the research. And I think that’s the first thing you have to step back and be brutally honest with yourself about: Are you at a stage in your writing career where historical fiction is something you can realistically tackle? Historical fiction is like any other genre in that you should learn to write straight fiction before you get into it, but it’s unlike any other genre in that you can’t just make things up. Sci-fi and fantasy give you a little leeway, because you’re using technology and magic that doesn’t actually exist so you can make it whatever you want. Not so with history, unless you’re writing revisionist history, and even then you have to know how it actually went before you start changing things. So again, that’s my first piece of advice. Be honest about whether you’re really ready to do this. 

If you decide you are, the second thing you’ll (quickly) find out is that you can never do enough research. And that’s why the question of ‘where to start’ is so daunting. But here’s what I’ve discovered kind of works (or at least has for me, as I slog through this myself): start big, then narrow down. Get books that cover every aspect of life in the entire time period you’re working in (if you’re not sure where to find those, ask a librarian or even look at the sources cited on relevant Wikipedia pages). Get a handle on the big narrative. Mine the bibliographies of every book you read for other sources that might be helpful and then narrow the scope. Find biographies of specific people, specific events, specific industries, whatever you’re focusing on. Avail yourself of JSTOR and the like (and if you don’t have student access, it’s worth paying for it for a year if you’re trying to write historical fiction. Research ain’t free, and that’s something else to take into consideration before you get married to historical fiction.) 

That’s the secondary sources. But the primary sources are actually what’s vitally important, and what a lot of people overlook. You can’t write historical fiction without some kind of firsthand account, whether it’s a bunch of letters in a museum or whether it’s doing what I’m doing and combing through ten years of newspaper articles and Billboard magazines and Melody Maker and Rolling Stone archives. If people are still alive who witnessed the events you’re planning to write about hunt them down and talk to them. Fortunately I have both my parents for this, and my dad has definitely gotten weird text messages from me at like midnight asking about what kind of utensils they had in the kitchen of the hotel he worked in in Bakersfield in 1975. If this isn’t an option, try to find interviews, taped or otherwise. Do whatever you have to to get an ‘on the ground’ account, even if it’s not directly relevant. It will give you a sense for the time. 

So, this brings me to culture and media. It’s hard to get a sense for a time or place unless you know what was culturally important. For instance, someone writing historical fiction a hundred years from now really wouldn’t be capturing the WTF spirit of 2016 without bringing up Trumperdink and major celebrity deaths and even Fantastic fucking Beasts at some point. What your characters consume on a daily basis is important. So try to find the bestselling books and movies (if applicable) of the year you’re writing in. For me this has been mostly music–I have a stack of CDs about as high as the ceiling and I’m digging all my dad’s old records out of storage–but it could be work by major poets, major artists, etc. etc. Current events are also important. If something huge happened on June 6th, 1942 and you don’t mention it when you’re writing about that day, people are going to notice that and go, “Hang on a minute.”

Lastly, accept the fact that even when you feel like you’ve done enough research, you’re going to have to do more while you write because you’re going to run into questions you didn’t anticipate because how could you? I spent like six hours this week learning how to take the engine out of a 1972 El Camino, and that’s not something I realized I was going to have to know until I was right there in the moment. I had to read like 200 pages of legal jargon about smuggling produce across state lines because one of my characters needed a felony conviction to avoid getting drafted for Vietnam. You can’t totally predict what you’re going to need to know, so you need to be ready to stop writing and go do the necessary research, because the alternative is guessing and getting it wrong and having to rewrite half your story, which–trust me–is not something you want to do.

If this sounds like a metric buttload of work, that’s because it is. I’ve been up to my eyeballs in research for about six months and I’m writing a story that only takes place 40 years ago. But that’s the reality of historical fiction: it’s a metric buttload of work. But, I will say it’s also some of the most fun I’ve ever had working on a project, because I can lie on the floor blasting Bad Company or go see 70-year-old rock stars sing Elvis at the O2 and call it research. So that’s the last bit of wisdom I’ll leave you with: If you want to do historical fiction, be ready for it to take three times as long as anything else, but if that sounds like fun it may be worth it. Good luck! 

anonymous asked:

First date with Kuroo, Lev and Kenma ! Scenario, but if you can't, hq it's fine :) Thannnnks

(Hey, darling. Sadly, I don’t do scenarios because I suck at them, I apologize ;-;)

Tetsurō Kuroo:

  • A first date is important for the two of them to get to know each other better, so Kuroo would prefer a place where they could feel free and not stressed, like a cafe or an ice cream parlor.
  • He’d be the gentleman that comes at his significant other’s door to pick them up, with a small bouquet in his hands a wide grin plastered on his face.
  • Kuroo wants his crush to feel comfortable and secure, so the date would be filled with jokes and shitty puns and funny stories from their past. It is not excluded for them to have conversations of more in depth subjects, as Kuroo loves having someone who can speak his mind to.
  • At the end of the date, he would walk them home and make sure he gets there safe and before they part ways, he’d steal a quick kiss, either to the cheek or lips.

Kenma Kozume:

  • Kenma feels awkward in any social situation and prefers avoiding exchanging conversations or making a lot of eye contact, so he would end taking his crush out to a game arcade.
  • They say you bond better with someone in stressful or challenging environments. They would take turns choosing the games and do their best to surpass each other’s high score.
  • Kenma would be worried that his date might not be enjoying themselves or that the venue was not suitable to their taste. But seeing them laugh and having a good time put him to ease.
  • If his crush were to hug or kiss him at the end of the date, he’d turn into a blushing mess and probably die on the spot.

Lev Haiba:

  • Lev would be so clueless as how to handle a first date, he’d ask his sister for advice. The best idea that was suggested to him was the cinema, where they could enjoy a movie, snacks and a good laugh.
  • He’d be so excited he’d accidentally arrive at the cinema like half and hour early when people from the previous movie were still coming out, so he’d kill time around the mall until his significant other arrived.
  • Probably the type of date was not the best one, since he would be talking so much during the show. It didn’t help that he was a pretty obvious guy, so if his crush tried to make a move, he’d not get it.
  • At some point he might end squeezing his s/o’s hand due to an edgy scene, but the nice contact turned into a bones breaking crush for which Lev apologized a hundred times.

I hope people understand that Tony is actually treating Peter the same way as he did in civil war: willing to help Peter out and upgrade his tech so he’s not as vulnerable when he’s out fighting, but also unwilling to allow him to partake in massive battles where the chances of Peter getting super injured are high

and in the case of homecoming, Tony kinda has even more of an incentive to protect Peter from the vulture, since I’m pretty certain the trailer implied that not only did the vulture and Peter once interact/fight pre-civil war, but also vulture absolutely beat the hell out of Peter (assuming I’ve interpreted the trailer correctly of course)

and if Tony knows about this, he might not want Peter to fight vulture again and be hurt so badly, not when this time there are people who Peter can rely on and protect him if there are just some fights that are too big for him to handle and if there’s a chance that Tony can protect Peter then he’s gonna take it (perhaps he also thinks Peter was traumatised from the fight?)

but I suppose this would frustrate Peter because of wounded pride, of frustration knowing that vulture beat him so soundly and now there’s a chance that Peter can prove himself better both to the vulture, to Tony and to Peter himself Tony isn’t going to let him take that opportunity. Peters spent so many months working by himself, keeping his secret to himself and really only being able to rely on himself that now there’s a team Peter isn’t sure how to handle it.

Especially since he fought in the battle of leipzig against captain america and the winter soldier holy shit?? knowing that Tony let him participate in such a fantastical fight but then returning back to Queens and being told to stick to the sidelines must feel like such a step down for Peter, no wonder he was upset in the trailer and wanting to prove himself so badly

it’ll be interesting to see how it all plays out, if Peter and Tony will become more willing to understand each other’s viewpoints

HotSingleAbandonedDad!Ben Solo

Okay I have 8 million more HCs for this but here’s a few I regurgitated off the top of my head.  I am going to keep trying to pump these out because I’m a shameful person and should not like AU.  BUT ITS JUST SO PERFECT AND SOMEWHAT STAYS TRUE TO HIS CANON CHARACTER.  I cannot stop.I have to thank @knightsoforgana and @justsoyeah for indulging me and letting me bounce 800 million ideas around.  I will get to the reader relationship part I promise. I just NEED TO GET ALL OF THIS OUT as backstory. 

-Hot Dad Ben Solo being granted his newborn children immediately after birth and coming home with them.  At the time he was in negotiations to buy a suitable place but for the time being he lived in a small apartment, abandoned with two three week old children.  

-A month in and Ben swears he’s only slept 24 hours collectively, while having one baby was a difficult task, two is even harder.  He knows his work is faltering when he tries to develop the latest mech system project, but he puts his little family first.  Normally he’s quite proactive, making sure they are fed with breastmilk and only switching to formula when completely necessary, but the clinic’s resevoir is depleted and he’s stuck with a baby on each lap trying to get them to not spit up the formula.  And he cries.  He completely breaks down because fuck this is difficult and just how naive was he to believe he could accomplish this himself? But the heartbreak dissipates seeing each little face drift off to sleep, finally tired, full and content.  

-Even when Ben finally acquires keys to the new house, he co-sleeps with them partly out of habit and also because he can’t handle his arms being empty and cold. Sure, he purchased cribs for their bedroom but this feels…safer.

-Finally crossing over the six month mark and Ben being thankful he’s kept them alive this long, they’re able to eat different foods, but dad isn’t willing to buy so many jars of processed baby food.  He insists on having them eat everything he does so he cooks it and creates it himself.  He’s unsure by this point how many stains he’s had to work off his shirt from random spitting up and smearing of food they didn’t enjoy.  

-By a year old the twins have thick, dark locks curling around their ears.  He knows it’s only a matter of time before he’s going to have to start doing something with that uncontrollable mane of theirs.  

-At two his son shows absolutely no interest in potty training but his daughter is so eager to be out of diapers.  Half way through their second year she’s completely potty trained while his son enjoys finding the nearest tree in their backyard as his target.  

-When they turn three Ben finally feels calm enough to leave them in a professional’s care, but only for a couple hours–likely at the child minding center in the gym before he works out.  Eventually he realizes it’s absolutely healthy for them to be around other children so he enrolls them in preschool.  A few hours in solitude to work from home and complete new projects.

-Although he’s generally untalkative, several parents feel the need to make small talk conversation, likely in hopes of breaking his tough shell and acquiring a date with him.  But he’s so oblivious and pre-occupied with his children that he all but dismisses their more-than-friendly small talk.

-By four years old his children have still refused to get their hair cut.  His son’s hair is surpassing the length of Ben’s, curls almost out of control against his little face.  He’s often a quiet little thing, usually enjoys playing by himself of with his sister.  His daughter prefers her hair pinned back, often enjoys that her father spends time running his fingers through it and learning new styles to tame those dark locks.  However, she’s rowdy, loud, and often embarrasses Ben with her curiosity.

-And God Ben tries hard to do everything humanly possibly with them. Cooking, gardening, swimming, biking, grocery shopping, going for walks, reading, movie nights, keeping good hygiene habits, everything.  He tends to even hover when grandma insists on taking them.  In fact, the first time she did overnight, Ben called at least four times to make sure they were doing okay and that Leia was giving them as much attention as possible.  Although Leia wasn’t around as much for Ben–which probably ignited Ben’s need to be reassured she was investing herself in his kids–she does understand being a single parent, especially with the downfall of her marriage with Han.  She’s trying to make it up now with her grandchildren.

twinklylightkisses  asked:

So I was the one asking about fic requests and you totally don't have to write this if it sounds dumb or you don't like it but I'm a terrible writer and I can't get this out of my head... HS-AU, Cas' boyfriend cheated on him and only Dean, being his best friend, knows where to find Cas when he's down. He goes to comfort him and at first Cas doesn't wanna talk about it but then he starts crying. So dean pulls him into a hug and tells him what an idiot his ex is and starts telling him how 1/2

2/2 amazingly he would treat Cas if he were the one dating him (i.e. with all the love care and kisses in the world). And then you know, somehow, they get really close, and start kissing and we all know where kissing leads to…. ugh this sounds terrible I know haha… Am I what they call destiel trash? because I can’t get enough of these two being all cute and adorable

omg no this is perfect (sorry it took me forever)

Bartholomew’s nose makes a cracking sound when it breaks.

Well, technically, Dean’s not sure he managed to break it; but judging by the amount of blood, and the fact that Dean came in first at the all-county boxing tournament last year—he can make a pretty good guess.

Dean shoves through the crowd of students that had gathered around them during their shouting match, and hightails it for the back gate. Wouldn’t do for him to get dragged into the principal’s office, not now.

He slips out the back gate, darts across the street, some car honking at him in protest—and ducks through the middle school campus, backpack banging against him as he runs. 

He slows down a little as Cas’s house comes into view, clutching at a stitch in his side. He stops to catch his breath for a moment, drops his backpack on the grass, then starts up the notches cut in the trunk.

The treehouse. Dean’d be willing to bet his savings it’s where Cas is. Cas always comes up here when he’s sad: when his fish died in 2nd grade, the couple times Gabriel’s teasing went just a little too far, when his parents started fighting, before they got their shit together and finally divorced. Even Dean had taken refuge up here a couple times. It had originally been Anna’s, but when she went off to be a genius at some international university, Cas had inherited it, and he and Dean had kind of adopted it as their place. Most days it just sits here, tucked away in the branches of the old tree—but they still come up here sometimes, even though now they’re too tall and too gangly. There had been a lot of firsts up here. First beer, first joint, provided helpfully by Gabriel. And Cas confessed he actually had his first kiss up here, with some girl who Dean can’t even remember the name of now—May?

Dean gets an elbow over the edge. The wood’s worn down enough that he doesn’t have to worry about splinters, so he gracelessly hoists himself up, wincing a little as he jostles the scrapes on his hands.
Just as he suspected. Cas is sitting in the corner, hunched over slightly, hugging his knees.


Cas doesn’t look at him. Dean sighs and scoots over to Cas’s side, flopping back next to him, still a little out of breath from his impromptu getaway. Cas glances over. He seems completely unsurprised to see Dean, but he frowns, blue eyes growing concerned.

“You’re bleeding.”

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anonymous asked:

I'm just getting into blockb (omg bastarz!) & I'm trying to figure out their individual l personalities & was wondering if you could tell me some things about them? I've started watching shows but can't figure what they are truly like.Tysm in advance

Omg hi! Welcome to the fandom, new BBC friend! <3 Block B is the type of group that will always surprise you, especially if you think there is nothing left for them to do. lol I’m sure you’re gonna love them, each second more and more! :3

So, I’m gonna tell you what I  think about them, what I’ve seen and learned from them since I’ve became a bbc, a few years ago. I apologise for my English in advance.

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anonymous asked:

So I was watching the Perfect guy movie and how do you think the batfam would react if their s/o had a stalker? Like, I'm pretty sure Jason and Damian (maybe Cas??) would just kill them but I can't really peg the others right and your hc are just amazing and descriptive and so I thought I'd ask you! Thanks! :)

yeah honestly i can just see all of them being. beyond pissed. the whole batfam is a tall order so i’m. just gonna do some of the Kids

barbara is. Incredibly Efficient in busting the stalker’s ass in a way that they can’t avoid jail time no matter how they try to wiggle out of it. she has computer records, deleted texts, pictures of her s/o that’d been wiped… all in a Neat Folder to hand off to local police (and if it’s gotham- directly to her dad, so it actually gets handled)

jason would be the Supreme Angriest out of all of them because his s/o is a person and he can’t stand the thought of someone violating his s/o’s privacy and forcing them to worry over their safety. i’m not saying he’d kill him outright (though honestly depending on whether or not the stalker did shit that really compromised his s/o’s safety and peace of mind he just might) but the stalker would not walk away without at least a few broken ribs and a busted face

okay but cass might actually beat the stalker to the point of death. like. out of all of them she Physically Reads her s/o and i can’t imagine how it’d look to her when her s/o curls in on themselves talking about their stalker?? cass is. a really efficient fighter but i can imagine her losing it when she thinks about how scared her s/o had been and how she. she could End It by knocking some sense into the person

duke goes straight to bruce. like. Immediately to bruce literally any gothamite knows the gcpd isn’t worth shit and if you want something done you go to batman and. while he would contact the robin crew he knows as kids they can’t do much legally (but it does make him n his s/o feel a little better knowing that one of em is always around to make sure the stalking doesn’t Escalate) and. bruce helps him compile evidence against his s/o’s stalker and find a cop that would arrest them and actually see that justice would b served