when i move a certain way

I guess what I’m trying to say is,
If I never see you again,
I hope you at least think of me from time to time
When that song comes on in the car,
Or the sun breaks through the windows a certain way
I hope it makes you smile,
And somewhere,
I hope you are grateful too
—  “Untitled” by Meredith Grace @blatantwritings

Clexa Mystic Coffeeshop AU

Lexa is 95% certain that the girl that comes into her coffee shop each morning is a witch.

Whether it’s the tattoos that she swears move when she sees them out of the corner of her eye or the way the girl’s hair changes color if she looks long enough (not that she’s staring), Lexa is positive something strange is going on and she is determined to find out what.

When we came to make Zombies, Run!, I deliberately put a line in the very first mission, when you, Runner Five, are just arriving at Abel Township, the tiny, shivering remnant of humanity left after the zombie apocalypse. I had one of the characters say: “If you can move above a slow shamble, we can use you.” Why? Because I am so sick and tired of the best and nicest exercise-based treats being reserved for people who are already in peak physical shape, and I’m sick of the notion that having fun while exercising is something you have to earn; that, until you look a certain way, moving ought to be boring and unpleasant if not outright painful. Your body is there right now. You did not have to earn a thing. It is a gift. You are a hero every time you step out of your front door to do some exercise.
Lists

Darling,

You may think he will only fall in love with you if you fit into a list;

If your eyes are a certain color, if your body moves a certain way, if your hair falls in perfect waves.

I am here to tell you that you are oh so wrong.

Instead, he will fall in love with the sparkle in your eyes as you stare at the stars.

He will fall in love with how you sleep with your mouth open, so that he can feel your warm breath against his skin.

He will fall in love with your lips and how they move when you say his name.

He will fall in love with you when you are dancing about the kitchen at one in the morning, baking a cake, whenit feels like you two are the only ones in the entire world.

He will fall for the little things that you never notice, and when he does, darling,

You will realize that people don’t fall in love with those who fit the lists they have created,

People create lists from the ones they have fallen in love with.

-H.L. Fitzgerald 12/23/16

For all wlw, media repeatedly drives home that reciprocated love for women will be temporary and come with consequences. We’re taught that from childhood through every single story that involves two women loving each other, only for one to die. It’s one part of compulsory heterosexuality. 

For bi women, often there is a ‘moral’ lesson, ending in them finding a lasting happiness with a man afterwards. This version of compulsory heterosexuality is very blatant and biphobic– you must choose a ‘side,’ and there is only one ‘right choice.’ I’m certain that this hurts bi women in ways I can’t fully understand or feel the weight of. 

For lesbians, there is a different lesson– just by existing we are wrong.  By loving other women we are harming them. They are only free when they can “move on” from us. We do not get forever-love, every connection is temporary and fleeting; we do not get to envision ourselves making it to old age, much less with a partner. 

Even though I know this is just homophobic cultural messages at work, even though I know this is pure media bias, I still can’t help but partially internalize it. 

The first time I saw a happy wlw couple in their 50s, I was stunned. My whole world opened up realizing that it was possible. I had never seen an example of myself lasting past 25. It was unthinkable to me that lesbians were even allowed to have a sense of “future” to hope for. 

When everything around us tell us that we are only good for a chapter in someone else’s life, only a moral lesson to overcome, that we are destined for loneliness and early death and causing others pain, it’s not a surprise that so many lesbians struggle with self-worth and depression. Of course we do. 

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HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SHAWN!!

Since when was it okay to make this guy 18?!? He’s still, like, five cmon! Well, Shawn Peter Raul Mendes, you are now 18, an adult. Shit. I feel like it was yesterday I was wishing you a happy 16th, how time goes fast. You’re going to move on to greater things and I couldn’t be more proud! You’ve already achieved so much in the short amount of time that you were in the industry! And I can’t wait to be there every step of the way…Happy Birthday baby boy, enjoy going to strip clubs and drinking in certain places!! 🎉🎈🎁💓💓

5

“It helped in a lot of ways but it kinda killed my passion and creativity. Kind of like programming. Sing it like this, do it like this. So you lose your individuality. The culture in itself was kinda like when you get certain lyrics or you get certain dance move wrong, they would like literally hit you. That’s kinda like the Korean way you know. It’s not like that now. Much better now but back then there were like, ‘You motha f*ck’… but they wouldn’t do that to me because I was good at dancing. But I would see this dude next to me, he would be getting some sh*t wrong and get his ass whooped. You know I was in culture shock. I was very ignorant. I was very naive. I said some comments. Someone dug up some of the comments that I said, 'Korea’s wack’, 'I don’t know what’s going on’. That’s how you talk when you’re young. Like 'Korea’s gay’… Over here, everyone talks like that but if you translate it literally… They were like 'Ahh, Jay Park’s racist. He doesn’t like Koreans’.” - Jay Park

It’s not easy, I know. You’re in a never ending battle against society’s expectations of you. You’re always supposed to be doing one thing or another, acting a certain way, conforming. You’re not supposed to think outside of the box, you’re expected to contort yourself as much as you have to in order to make sure you stay in it. And when you don’t, when you try to spread your wings, people try to rip them out. You know what the truth is? You don’t need the approval of anyone else besides yourself. Embrace your quirks and the softness you hide, try your best to become comfortable with being. You can do it. You are the only person you need to compete against. You are the only person you need to impress.
—  Get out of the box. // Maxwell Diawuoh

anonymous asked:

i want dan to drop this goddamn video already so i can move on and stop freaking speculating. he's so vague, i hate him. also, he has to know what everyone is speculating it's going to be when he phrases things certain ways, he's such a little shit

he literally knows everyone is speculating and like,, he’s just stringing us along,,,, i want to get off mr. howell’s wild ride

public speaking can be an absolutely terrifying process, so here are a few tips and tricks to ace your presentation (ㆁᴗㆁ✿)

facing the audience

try to focus on the wall and the tops of the heads in the audience. that way, you don’t have to focus on any faces or certain people at all, yet you still look like you’re facing the audience.

making hand gestures while you talk is helpful too, but don’t overdo it too much. just do it when you need to add emphasis.

pacing around a tiny bit is fine because you don’t want to seem stiff, but moving around too much is a little weird. i like to pace to another section of the stage after i finish saying about a paragraph of stuff or when the topic changes to ensure that i cover all of the audience.

using your voice

make sure to project your voice. pretend like nobody in the room exists and that you’re in your own bedroom. that really helps me to loosen up and get my voice out there.

try to add some emotion and depth to your voice too. nobody wants to listen to a robotic voice reciting out a memorized speech. just speak in a comfortable conversational tone, kinda like you’re talking a friend.

remember:

try not to think about the fact that you’re speaking to the public. honestly, if you don’t think about it and just get up there and look at the back wall, it’s much easier. sometimes, people end up building up more and more fear by constantly worrying about it.

remember: the person who cares most about you is yourself.
barely anybody will notice if you slip up and nobody except you knows how your speech is supposed to go. nobody will notice if you rearrange topics or change up the flow a bit.

you’ll be fine.
now get out there and rock that presentation!!

hope this helped and good luck! if you’d like to request a post, go here and if you’d like to see more helpful posts, go here!! thanks :)

impact

it’s funny how open strings
allow certain things
to impact you; i
crave the presence
of people i’ve never spent
much time with and
places i’ve never been
the way
i think about you
the way
a dancer can’t help but
bend and move through
time and space - it’s
funny how when you
write things down the flow,
the people, the places
become frozen on the page
alive in the present
until each dancer pirouettes
across the stage

- s.d.t // 11.13.16

I’ve seen some post, pointing out that they think Isak is too controlling of Even right now, watching his every move and making Even feel how he felt with Sonja… 

I really think that is bullshit. There is a big different between watching over Even when he is in a good place and watching over him right now when he is depressed and feeling lonely. He is not pushing Even to feel a certain way, he is literally just making sure he is safe, relaxed and dosn’t have to worry about anything else than himself and getting better. He didn’t ask his flatmates to watch his every move or forcing him to eat. He just wants someone to be at home so Even doesn’t feel lonely. Give the guy some credit. He is 17 and I think he is doing a fantastic job.

I Love To Hate You

TITLE: I Love To Hate You

CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter Eight


AUTHOR: wolfpawn

ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine Loki and you dislike each other, but you are forced into an arranged marriage and as time goes by, it barely gets better. It seems to be a marriage that will hardly be amiable but certain events causes Loki to be the husband you never thought he could be.

RATING: Teen

There was a clear look of apprehension on Tatiana’s face when Loki and Alexandra told her their news ten days later when the baby moved in a way that prevented her from hiding it any longer, Eoin, on the other hand, was ecstatic for his daughter and son-in-law. That evening, when he and Loki had met to discuss an issue regarding Alfheim, he brought up the topic again.

“I have prayed, since the day we knew of her, that Alexandra would make it, and when she did, that she would not be inflicted with whatever curse befell her mother and I.” he stated.

“She told me of your troubles.” Loki solemnly, “I am sorry for the loss you have shared.”

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Monsta X reaction to seeing their significant other whining for the first time

A/N: For those of you who don’t know - Whining - the act of gyrating one’s hips in a vigorous circular motion. Based on my own dirty imagination.



Shownu: He’d do a double take, furrow his brows and get really into it. Really cute smile and shy blush when you finally spot him. He finds it really quite sexy and fascinating how you wiggle your hips and he’d most definitely want you to teach him. So be prepared for him to ask for you to show him how to do it again and then try his utmost hardest to copy what you did. You’d have to warm him up though, so it would be a little awkward at first because I feel like they’re so accustomed to dancing a certain way, he doesn’t know how to move his hips as quickly and ride the beat, but he warms up to it really quick. Expect some of them hip movements in the bedroom wink wink.

Wonho: “Babe what are you doing?” He’d bust out laughing after observing your movements. He’d be one to think that it looked a bit funny they way you did it. When you show him what you were doing and dancing around in the living room/kitchen/bedroom he’d actually begin to get turned on. It won’t be till you try whining on him that he’d get really interested and only then would it come to your attention that he had a boner. Proceed to a lapdance and you’re all set for a fun time honestly. Wants you to ride him whilst your’re rotating your hips like that. Really, really cringy and awkward when he tries it, he’d be one to bust out laughing too because he’s embarrassed and just doesn’t know how you do it. Would definitely leave it to you.

Minhyuk: His eyes would follow your movements and eventually his head would too. Definitely the type to jump in and would do a crazy dance next to you. Like a dance something similar to 4minute’s crazy. He’d turn the entire situation into a lot of fun and wouldn’t have much of a care in the world. Would even enjoy just sitting and watching you dance around and cheer you on. If you wanted you two to dance together he would just probably sway his hips back and forth and wouldn’t care much for how you moved. He’d be the type to comment on the music and realize the dance style. Not one for trying it because he’s too ashamed of making a fool of himself. Lots of blushes and shaking his head. Even if you begged him to try it, he would just stand there shyly and pout because he doesn’t wanna do it. 

Kiyhun: Probably recorded it whilst you were enjoying yourself a little too much. Has managed to capture the best part of it and tucked his phone away in his pocket. Stands in the doorway smirking like the little shit he is because he caught you red handed and has a little dirt on you to show some friends. Would knock on the door to startle you and laugh like a manic when you jump and turn around to look at him like a deer in headlights. Asks what you’re doing and  to show it to him a little more seriously. Didn’t expect to get flustered by it but he does and now he’s really rethinking showing that video to anyone in your friend group as blackmail, instead would look at it whenever he was away for too long and misses you. 

Hungwon: Stunned because he didn’t know people could shake their ass like that. Confused because  of the music you were doing it to and would 10/10 pull a memeface. Would think it’s funny when you backed that ass up on him. He’s the type to stand there with his hands on his hips blushing  not really knowing what to do because it’s kinda foreign but wild and he kinda likes it but is really embarrassed to say it. He would try his best to try to learn it if you wanted to teach it to him but he’d turn it into a real lesson and he would improvise a dance and it would be totally hot. Eventually you two can enjoy some time together whining and dancing around the house with the small choreography’s he made up to go along with the song.

Jooheon: 10/10 would get really into it as well and would be so hyped about it. Like he’d do the thing where he sticks his lower lip out and scrunch his face up and nod his head along to the beat. Would start clapping and cheering you on because it’s like, one one of the hottest things he’s ever seen you do. Everything turns sexy real quick. He’d ask you to record it and be really curious as to how you learnt to do it. If you tried whining on him he’d stand there really still and just put his hands on your hips and look down really surprised. He’d like it and would try to rub himself on you somehow too.

I.M: Pulls out the PPAP dance like there’s not tomorrow. Thinks he can do it better than you but is really stiff and he looks like a penguin having a stroke. He doesn’t really care though because his babe can do it and he’s thoroughly impressed by it. Would be interested in the type of music you were doing it to as well. Calls you out to a dance battle just for the shits and giggles because he thinks it’s a lot of fun even if you outdo him a million times over. Tries to belly dance to beat you. But, he forfeits when you get him cornered and start whining on him. Is probably the best experience he’s had in his life whilst dancing. Very seriously asks you what he should do when you’re backing that ass up on him because he feels kinda useless.


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Would You Be My Wife (Part 7)

Summary: Bucky needs a way to get rid of his one night stands and decides to offer you a place to stay in exchange for you to pretend to be his wife who has caught him cheating. (Modern-Day AU drabble series)

Word Count: 689

Warnings: None

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6

A/N: Drumroll. 

Originally posted by vanillaa-ice


If there was one thing you knew for certain was that Bucky Barnes knew how to kiss. In no time, he was moving his lips against yours in such a pleasurable way that you reached up for him, threading fingers through his hair as he pulled you closer to him by your waist.

Only when someone cleared their throat next to you did the two of you finally emerge, lips thoroughly kissed and mouths agape to breathe.

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anonymous asked:

Being James Potter's twin sister & dating Sirius Black would include...

  • Before you start dating, Sirius was the only person more overprotective than James when you went on a date
  • Before dating, Sirius coming over during school holidays to hang out with James and also to flirt with you
  • Going on dates with Sirius and James coming along
  • Wondering if Sirius loves you or James more
  • Sirius insisting he loves you both equally but in very different ways:
    “There are certain things we do together that I will never want to do with your brother.”
  • Thinking Sirius is coming over to talk to you but he’s really coming over to talk to James
  • Arguing with James and both of you asking Sirius who you think is right and him awkwardly trying to get out of answering
  • Hanging out with Remus a ton when Sirius starts to hog James too much and not spending enough time with you to make him jealous
  • Both you and Sirius are ecstatic when he moves in with your family, but then James purposefully NEVER leaves the two of you alone together. Ever.
  • “Are you serious about my sister?”
    “I’m very Sirius.”
    “No, that’s it. You can’t date her. I take it back.”

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Originally posted by marauders4evr

Masterlist: (x)

-Lauren and Kerrie

You know what I loved? I loved how quiet it was. I loved how both of them were still pretty push/pull in the best way. But my favorite was when everything slowed way down and got suddenly deeper when Ian moved in on Mickey’s neck. It was so tender and intimate, the little things you do with a partner whose body you know well. Someone who might like something a certain way or a certain order. I’m in love with it.

Jock-Dan Howell Smut Pt.1

(Part 2) (Part 3 ) (Part 4) (Part 5)

I hope this is everything you guys needed & more.

He was a walking masterpiece… the way his body moved with confidence and a certain stealth. The way he carried himself, everything about him screamed “Young God”.

And he knew this better than everyone, he knew how the rooms fell silent when he walked in, and how everyone he will meet will be infatuated by the beauty and charm that was Dan Howell.

He was the typically perfect boy, but in that cliché bad boy way. From his letterman jacket to the way he looked at everyone else. He was on the school football team and every (straight) girl and (gay) guy swooned as he walked through the hallways, like he owned the place.

And like everyone else you were also in love with the view. You hadn’t really ever talked to him before and though he was in a couple of your classes, he knew you existed, but he wasn’t particularly excited about your existence.

Its almost 1am and the party you’re at is slowly dying down. Your friends came with you but now you don’t know if they left for home, or are hooking up with someone. You’re thinking about leaving when you feel a hand grab you by the waist, a little tipsy by now, you turn around to tell the guy that you’re not interested and hopefully he will take no for an answer.

What meets your eyes is not Dave from shop class or some other shit… But Dan Howell himself. It takes you a second to register that Dan Howell is holding onto your waist in the most delicious manner. He looks at you through hooded eyes, his face a bit sweaty, his letterman jacket making him look bigger than he was. You meet his heated gaze and all the protest you had pooled in your throat drips down lower, where it is needed. He leans in closer and you feel his breath by your ear. “Wanna hang out with me for a while?” It’s a much known fact that Dan is dating someone. A girl from college, but that never stops him from sleeping around. All of this going through your head while this perfect boy holds you close to his body, it’s honestly making your head spin. “Yea Dan I would love to” you almost breathe back. He leans back, his hand still gripping your waist, his hands feeling warm and making you squirm… he walks over to the drinks table and fills a glass for you without even asking. You throw it back while he looks at you.

“What’s your name?” he asks. “(Y/N)” you tell him.

“Well (Y/N) how do you say we go up to jakes bedroom. I’ve been told it’s not occupied and I would love to get to know you more” he slurs back… a line you are sure he has said so many times before.

“Sure, lead the way” you find yourself holding his hand while he walks up the stairs.

Were you really doing this? With Daniel Howell.

He opens the door to an average looking bedroom and walks in behind you. You don’t even know this Jake guy very well. He walks up to you, leaving his drink on the desk. You can see his eyes sparkle in the low orange light of the lamp.

He closes the gap between your bodies and holds your head with both his hands, angling you to kiss him. His lips taste of liquor and you are already drunk enough. He slips his hands lower taking off your jacket and letting it fall behind you. Leaving you, wearing just a sheer top. Still kissing you he grasps your body close and wraps his hands around your ribcage. You feel so small compared to his size. He lifts you very easily and sets you down on the bed, laying half on top of you, his lips never leaving yours. His moves one hand lower to your breast, cupping it slightly and moving his thumb over the tip. His other hand holds yours over your head. His kisses getting deeper and his hand slinking slowly up your top and pushing aside your bra. You know this should feel wrong and he isn’t a good guy but his kisses feel like heaven and you can’t stop.

He moves over you, settling between your thighs, you feel his dick, hard against your body; he starts slowly grinding himself into you, eliciting a moan from you. He pulls your knee up, wrapping it around his waist. Hitting your clit with his clothed dick. You grab his hair and start kissing him around his mouth while he fumbles with your bra and shirt, removing them and moving himself lower. Kissing your breasts and your stomach… making you into a moaning mess on the bed. By now the only thought occupying your mind is him. His hands. His mouth. His body. The way he is moving. It is all so overwhelming and perfect.

His lips graze over your panties and he kisses you over them. The delicate lace heightening the sensation. You can feel your arousal pooling between your legs and you moan out “Come on Dan, fuck me already”

He looks up at you with a grin on his face. Cupping your cheek, he says “So eager angel?, I haven’t even started yet” and with this his fingers dip into you, he moves them in  and out all the while kissing your clit. By now you are done for, with a few licks of his expert tongue he pushes you over the edge.

As you come down from your high, you see Dan has undressed and he is touching himself, pumping his shaft.

“Ass up babe” he says while biting his lip and you comply, moving so your chest was pressed into the mattress and your ass was in the air.

He puts on a condom and pulls you closer, running his dick up and down your slit he leans over and whispers in your ear, his voice going soft, “You sure you wanna do this?” You moan out “yes”

And upon hearing that he moves himself inside you, going all the way in. He doesn’t move, allowing your body to adjust to his. As he feels you get comfortable, he starts thrusting in and out. His body moving in the most glorious manner, his huge hands gripping your hips as he pulls you onto you his dick with every thrust. You are letting out porn-star moans, saying his name over and over again. As he feels you tighten around his cock, he leans forward and grips your shoulder with one hand, moving faster now. He curses as he comes and you let out a very obscene moan/scream as he collapses onto you. As you both get your breathing under control he pulls out and flops by your side, you look over to him and he is a sweaty beautiful mess. He smells of sex and certainly looks like it too. You get up and start looking for your clothes as he discards the condom.

When you have dressed yourself and put your hair in place you look over to see him on his phone.

“Bye, Dan”

“Bye,(Y/N)” he says, without looking up from his phone.

Tell me what you think of it.

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WORD COUNT: 1.7k+

REQUEST: Scenario where you and hobi are divorced/broken up and when u both are cleaning out your old house, you guys go through old memories and fall back in love? (Slight Angst! And Romantic smut) :’) with happy endings
-Anon with a goldfish named bubbles

WARNINGS: angst, oral

AUTHOR’S NOTE: i’m not very good at writing angst, so i’m using this as a way to increase my skills in writing certain types of genres. to the anon that requested this, and everyone else, i hope you enjoy it! ~Admin Rhiann

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I want...

Someone that isn’t afraid to take control. Like, I’m very dominant when it comes to anything, but I want someone that can make me submissive, and not be able to help it..

Pay attention to my body, study it, my responses and reactions to the things you do. Find out what I like and don’t like & act out on it.

Don’t be intimidated by me.

Before we even get so far, tease me. Tease the fuck out of me.

Look at me certain ways & caress me. Do things that’ll make me want you, more then I already do.

When I try to ‘run’, tell me to take it. That’ll turn me on so much, you don’t understand.

When I try to move, bite me, please bite me & tell me to stop. Sensual biting is always nice.

Tell me to moan your name & if I don’t, go harder until I do.

I want it to start out slow & just become super intense.