when i have enough money

Let’s play, “was I abused” game! Reblog and bold the things your parents have done to you! Italicize if you’re not sure. (copy paste it all and then bold)

Physical abuse

  • parent slapped me to prove their point/teach me a lesson
  • parent spanked me as a “punishment” saying it was for my own good
  • parent pulled on my hair to force me to move
  • parent threw things at me while angry, things heavy enough to hurt me
  • parent trapped me into a room/corner so I couldn’t escape them
  • parent hit me when I wouldn’t obey them/tried to confront them
  • parent used a twig/stick/belt to lash at my body
  • parent grabbed me to force me to pay attention to them
  • parent pinned me down and physically prevented me from escaping
  • parent brought me into situations where I feared for my life
  • parent made it painfully obvious for me that I’ll obey them or suffer injuries
  • parent threatened to beat me if I wouldn’t do as they say
  • parent forcefully fed me something I refused to eat 
  • parent made an attempt at strangling/drowning/burning me
  • parent banged my head/body into the wall/furniture
  • parent forced me into sexual activities

Emotional abuse

  • parent called me derogatory names and slurs more than once
  • parent said my name mostly with hatred and scorn in their voice
  • parent degraded and humiliated me in front of others for fun
  • parent insulted and devalued something really important to me
  • parent deprived me of something that meant the world to me
  • parent yelled and swore at me in anger more than once
  • parent blamed me for things that were out of my control/not my fault
  • parent shamed me for my physical appearance
  • parent guilt-tripped me for not pleasing them well enough
  • parent regarded me as a burden, and shamed me for needing them at all
  • parent insisted I couldn’t take a joke after I got hurt from their insults
  • parent never comforted me/got angry if I reached for comfort
  • parent punished me for crying/showing fear/showing trauma symptoms
  • parent humiliated me for showing excitement and happiness
  • parent subtly let me know that my feelings and my problems don’t matter
  • parent got angry at me for feeling depressed/angry/tired/suicidal
  • parent blamed me for feeling depressed/angry/tired/suicidal
  • parent compared me to cousins/other children to prove how I’m the worst
  • parent decided for me how I feel when it was convenient for them
  • parent told me that I was crazy/delusional/need to be locked away
  • parent threatened me with kicking me out/sending away if I don’t change
  • parent refused to accept my sexuality/tried to force it to change
  • parent required for me to act normal to protect family’s reputation
  • parent isolated me from family activities they all enjoy
  • parent assured me that nobody will ever want me 
  • parent insisted that I was lucky and that I could have had it much worse
  • parent made me responsible for their well being and made me the caretaker
  • parent insisted that their harmful acts were all made “out of love”
  • parent demanded me to be available for their requests at any time
  • parent punished me for trying to establish boundaries
  • parent destroyed my belongings as a revenge
  • parent made inappropriate sex jokes and comments in my presence
  • parent denied doing any of this and insists that all the blame is on me

Psychological Abuse

  • parent kept pointing out my flaws as proofs that I wont achieve anything
  • parent called me stupid, incompetent, ignorant, while withholding information that I needed to know in order to complete tasks
  • parent would change their side of the agreement in crucial moment and then pretend it was obvious from the start
  • parent stalked me/distrusted me without any reason/invaded my privacy
  • parent attacked my insecurities and vulnerabilities in any argument
  • parent forced me into degrading actions while they watched me do it 
  • parent threatened to leave me
  • parent accused me regularly of behaving the way they did
  • parent never acknowledged, praised or approved of my actions
  • parent always demanded they are right without any proof/explanation
  • parent insisted that they’re a great parent using financial support as proof
  • parent insisted that I should be grateful for how good they are to me
  • parent gaslighted me and tried to make me believe my memories weren’t real if I confronted them with what they did

Neglect

  • parent didn’t notice I haven’t been eating properly
  • parent didn’t notice I was sick/didn’t care for me while I was sick
  • parent didn’t notice I was injured
  • parent didn’t notice I didn’t have clothes/shoes I needed for school
  • parent didn’t notice I suffered from trauma 
  • parent didn’t notice I was anxious and stressed
  • parent didn’t notice I was depressed
  • parent didn’t notice I was cutting myself
  • parent didn’t notice I was suicidal
  • parent didn’t notice I was being sexually abused
  • parent didn’t notice I was being bullied
  • parent failed to get me medical attention when it was needed
  • parent failed to teach me the very basics of self care
  • parent didn’t seem to notice any of my needs and feelings except the absolute minimum I required to survive
  • when I notified them of these things, they denied it, accused me of lying, decided it wasn’t happening and/or blamed me for it

Financial Abuse

  • parent made me feel ashamed for needing money
  • parent made me feel like I’m a financial burden to them
  • parent only gave me minimal money to survive 
  • parent made sure I never have a decent amount of money on me
  • parent took the money I earned from me
  • parent used the money to blackmail me (if you continue this way let’s see who will pay for your bus ticket!)
  • parent insisted since they “pay for my stuff” they have the right to control my behaviour and actions
  • parent had enough money for luxury but kept me without anything
  • parent refused to get my medicine/get me medical attention because it’s too expensive while they got everything for themselves
  • parent would keep me anxious over if they would pay my expenses or not
  • parent would make me do as much work for them as possible before they would pay for a necessity
  • parent kept me in the dark over family finances even when I was of age
  • parent would make sure I never have enough money to escape them

If you bold more than 5 things, you have been through abuse. For some particular ones, even one true thing on this list means you’ve been badly harmed by your parents. Also this list is not complete, there are many more abusive behaviours not listed here, feel free to add!

my tablet’s pressure died… 

see you all around after i’ve saved enough money 4 new tablet

natobell  asked:

Hi!! I absolutely fell in love with your art as soon as I saw it!! (I've been scrolling through your blog for about an hour) I was wondering if you were ever going to bring back the pins? Especially the ones with the skulls. I am hoping to buy from your store when I get enough money saved up. Thank you very much and have a wonderful day!

Hi!!

Thank you so much for your message! ✨
Are you talking about those? I wasn’t thinking of bringing them back, but I have still some left, I’ll add them on the shop this week if you’re interested =^-^= 

The Confession (”The Visit” Pt. 5)

The Visit (Pt. 1)  The Lesson (Pt. 2)  The Quest (Pt. 3)  The Confrontation (Pt. 4)

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It has been a week. A week since Celaena has spoken to Rowan. They haven’t spoken since the heated argument in the bookstore alley. But she sure as hell has seen the warrior. Everywhere she goes he is not that far behind. Tonight, she was up in the rafters of the Royal Theatre. She had just finished a job. It had been quick and clean, but she needed some time to herself before going back to the Keep. But, there he was, squatting on a beam in the corner. She knew he was there stalking her, because that was the only way to explain his constant eye on her every movement. She was really hoping to enjoy the music. The highs and the lows and the dips each note made, creating a story of its own. But now, she would have to talk to the brooding warrior, if only to find out why he kept following her. Celaena got up from her perch leaving the wondrous music behind, balanced on the beam, and made her way out through the small window, down the building, and onto the street.

She was waiting in the shadows of the theatre when Rowan emerged, hood pulled over his silver hair to cover up his tattoos as much as possible.

“Hello, Prince,” Celaena said. Rowan whipped his head at her, surprise on that harsh face. Apparently, he hadn’t realized that she might figure out that he was following her. She jerked her head for Rowan to follow her down the quiet street.

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Roses are red
Violets are blue
I think you are super cute..
Make out with my face,
Please and thanks

An early present to @autumnwhisp

NOWHERE FAST

masterlist; ask

In the moonlight, I could clearly see a tall dark figure standing in front of the glass window, staring right in. He knew I was looking at him, and I knew he was looking at me, but we didn’t see each other. I thought of the person I used to know and how different he was from the man I just saw. I didn’t know what he was thinking about, but he stood there for a while and then he turned around and left.

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Six new year’s resolutions

1. I resolve to go to the Jim every day. To stand around near the Jim, semi-unobtrusively in my mask and warm winter gloves, until the Jim asks me to go away. Then to move on to the next Jim. No Jim shall be fully comfortable in 2017. If I run out of Jims, I shall move on to Jacks, or possibly Joes.

2. I resolve to walk under the career ladder at a point when a career farce is being filmed, leading to a pot of career paint landing on my head. I will dodge the two gentlemen crossing the street with the big glass ceiling by swinging on the career rope helpfully provided, which will hoist me straight up to the career roof with minimal effort when the career piano is knocked from the window by that chap on the career third floor with the glass of champagne.

3. I resolve to save money. I will save it from whoever is mistreating it, by force if necessary. I will stalk the night, ever alert to the siren call of misapplied currency, in my mask and warm winter gloves. When I have saved enough money, I will let it loose in the woods where it can frolic with the little squirrels in peace.

4. I will lose weights. Not my own weights, because I need those in my kitchen for when I cook for the little squirrels. No. I will lose your weights. I will go into your lifting-palaces and roll your heavy-items into handily adjacent rivers. Soon, the guns of the muscled will be no more.

5. To get into shape. The shape will be a triangle. I will be sleeping in a special mould to achieve this resolution.

6. To meet new people. This one is easy. I will be meeting lots of new people. Most of them will be called Jim.

TaTaTag

Rules: Always post rules. Answer the questions asked, then write 11 new ones. Tag 11 people to answer your question, as well as the person who tagged you.

tagged by @saddermachine (for the record i think you’re pretty cool too, send me your fave nct group pic if you wanna be friends)

1. Fave Tv show atm?

the get down (i am very possibly in love with ezekiel figuero,, just watch the show you won’t regret it)

2. A talent you wish you had?

being able to compose good music, not the crappy concoctions i cook up in music class

3. Any bad habits?

overthinking things. watch me quadruple-check if i have enough money for a euro candy bar when i have a five note

4. With which (kpop) people would you start a band with?

baekhyun and donghyuck. or kyungsoo and taeil. or all of them i don’t care i just need to hear them singing together. i’ll be the personal hype man and occasional piano player

5. What would the band be called?

the penis mightier (if you know where this is from consider us married)

6. A school subject you hate/ed the most?

maths, man. maths…

7. First bias?

baekhyun. if i prevailed his mama eyeliner and wolf poodle hair i can damn well take anything nct’s stylists decide to throw at us

8. Film that you watched way too young and has now scarred you for life?

spirited away. my mom just sat my five yo as s in front of the tv and let me get traumatised for the rest of eternity

9. Guilty pleasure song?

monks by frank ocean

10. Fave western artist?

i’ll have to go with nao (and sampha!! go check them out)

11. Ship you’d go down with?

um have a look at my blog and see if it’s even worth asking (markhyuck and chanbaek and seuldy - also does hunhan count cause i literally went down with that ship)

my questions:

1. if you were a vegetable which one would you be? explain.

2. last three songs you’ve listened to?

3. favourite season?

4. favourite book?

5. is there a language you would like to learn? if yes, which one?

6. last movie you saw?

7. do you collect something? if yes, what?

8. what do you get praised for? (talent, looks, humour…)

9. if you could have a superpower what would it be?

10. bias wrecker?

11. favourite poem?

i tag: @markhyuc, @emo-pancakeee, @abnormalpi, @taewinnies, @tadechan, @leetaeyongdeservestheworld, @markhyuck, @haenyan, @beautaeilful, @trademarklee and @marksvocals (i know like -2 people on this site i’m so sorry if this came out of nowhere)

anonymous asked:

I started to notice that when I was 14 (I am 21 now). I came out to some of my friends and they were okay with it. It is a difficult thing to do when my country sees gay people as devil's possession or aberration. Lately I have been getting sick of hiding who I really am. I cannot come out to my family or they will kick me out and I have nowhere to go. I am anxious and even thought about suicide. Moreover, the thoughts of sex and kissing won't leave me alone. What should I do about it?

First, don’t even think of suicide! You don’t know what’s yet to come, maybe theres smth good? I live in a very homophobic country too, but i was lucky to find my gf, and I’m sure you will do this someday too. You can try to move to another country which is more lgbt-supportive (which I’m planning to do when ill have enough money). Theres an exit from every situation. And you shouldn’t care about another people and just live your life. There will always be ones who will try to tell you that being gay is wrong and we can’t do anything with those, so we should just don’t care about it

sensitive-eruri  asked:

Hiii~ ´◡` wanna know # 10, 11 and 13... Thanks XOXO

10.) If you were immortal, what would you do with your life?

- Ummmm… I think it wouldn’t be so different from now. Just laze around all day。゚(TヮT)゚。 And when I relax till I get bored I will workkkk until I have enough money to do whatever I want (*´╰╯`๓)♬

11.) If you only had 24 hours left to live, who would you spend it with and what would you be doing? 

- After crying like crazy, I will spend all of my money. And then go hug my family, sorry them about everything, tell them how much I love them, sleep soundly in their arms before my last day is over (◡‿◡ ) …And I gonna tell it on FB, Tumblr, Pixiv, etc. that I’m gonna dieee, so you guys will not wondering why I’m not answering you messages anymore ꉂ(๑˃́ꇴ˂̀๑)

13.) What is your favorite type of flower?

- chrysanthemum🌼

Bonjour Tumblr  🌸

It’s been a long time since I used a social media, but Tumblr really attract me, so hey !

Anyway, let’s me introduce myself : My name is Eve De Gurk, i’m 22 years old and I just moved to NY. I’m born in Bordeaux, France. I’m mixed, my mother is from Cap Vert and my father as some Austrian blood. I love take pictures (so don’t be surprised if I always post pictures of the city) and my dreams would be to live of that but for now i’m just a waitress in a bar. I have a son, Jared, is the love of my life and I can hardly live without him. He is in France with my mother for now but when I will have enough money I will bring him here. I’m not anymore with his dad, and for now I really appreciate to be single (but who know what will happen in New York ?). I LOVE to get out and meet new friends, so if you are looking for someone to spend good time with, call me!


Oh, and by the way, i’m not as good in english, so if I do some mistake please let me apologize for your eyes lmao  😄

Pocket Sized V

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Imagine pocket sized Taehyung convincing you not to punish him with agyeo when he “accidentally” breaks the vase your boyfriend got you. 

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 So my laptop is not in good condition and I don’t know when the next scenario will be out. I have to save enough money to get a new one and I am not good at saving. Hopefully it won’t take too long. I’ll try my best but sorry for the wait in advance. Thanks for supporting me!

(TRANS) Haru*Hana Vol. 30 - BTS Interview

Jin
–Don’t be so nervous, relax a bit. The things I want to say to my debut self.

Q1: How do you keep in touch with your family?
A: I’m someone that keeps in touch with my parents often. I usually chat with my mom for about 30 minute to an hour; sometimes even longer for about 2 hours. We just talk about whether we’ve been well. I talk with my dad about once a week. (Interviewer: Wouldn’t your dad feel very lonely?) I have my reasons for that. When I talk to my mom, it’s usually during dinner time so the two of them are together. I take that chance to speak to my dad as well.

Q2: With regards to new song “Converse High,” what shoes do you like and what shoes do you like girls to wear?
A: I really like Jordans. Although I also like girls wearing sneakers, it’s rare to see them wear Jordans. If a girl wears Jordans, I think she’ll look quite strong… Compared to that, I still like girls wearing cute sneakers.

Q3: With regards to new song “Fun Boys,” what other times do you feel excited other than being on stage?
A: When I’m going to eat! No matter how tired and how much I want to sleep, I’ll immediately get up once I hear, “let’s eat!” Another thing is when our schedule for the day is finished and we’re heading home.

Q4: What are troubles that you’ve overcome after debuting?
A: I’m originally the type that gets stressed easily. But after debuting, no matter what stress or trouble it is, I’m able to forget it all after the day is over. It’s an amazing ability. But there are also bad sides to it… because I also forget about the good things (laughs).

Q5: What do you want to say to your debut self?
A: I want to say to myself, “It would be nice if you can relax a bit more.” Also, “You’ll change and grow gradually.”

Q6: Did your brother also attend your concert in March?
A: Yes. It’s the first time my brother came to my concert. He said that I looked really handsome. We talk with each other every day and we both care a lot about each other.




Suga
–So far I’ve never been bored of making music.

Q1: How do you keep in touch with your family?
A: We talk everyday for about 2-3 times in a day. Since my dad is a bit older, I call him instead of messaging him. We just talk about how our day went, what happened today etc… Sometimes it’s my dad contacting me and sometimes I call him. I think we’re the type fo contact each other often.

Q2: With regards to new song “Converse High,” what shoes do you like and what shoes do you like girls to wear?
A: I like Air Jordan 1, 2, 3. I also like girls that wear this type of shoes. But since it’s just my own preference, I won’t force her to wear it. But if she’s wearing a very precious pair of Jordan, I would probably say to her, “you have good taste!” It’ll attract my attention.

Q3: With regards to new song “Fun Boys,” what other times do you feel excited other than being on stage?
A: When I’m doing music. Oftentimes I don’t feel like dancing but I’ve never once before felt bored or annoyed at doing music.

Q4: What are troubles that you’ve overcome after debuting?
A: In the past I really hoped to be recognized. I will think, “I’m working so hard, why aren’t people understanding me?” Now I want to say that as long as you work hard, the result will naturally emerge.

Q5: What do you want to say to your debut self?
A: I don’t quite want to return to that period of time (laughs). It actually wasn’t all that joyful during the debut time. There were many things I didn’t quite understand but still had to do it so I accumulated a lot of stress. So I want to say to myself, “Don’t think too much. Even if you feel very painful right now, it will all change soon so just endure it a bit.”

Q6: Please tell us about your 4th Korean mini album “Hwa Yang Yeon Hwa pt 1.”
(The interview was done before the album was released.) A: The subject is about “Even if the flower is wilting, it’s still the most beautiful time.” Right now we are experiencing the most beautiful time of our lives. We produced our album with that kind of thinking. I think it’s a turning point now. I personally think a flower is the most beautiful right before it wilts. Before it wilts, it gives off the most beautiful moment. Since it’s fully bloomed, it looks the most beautiful so it’s hard not to see it (laughs). In other words, we hope to become truly “hwa yang yeon hwa”.




V
–Thanks to ARMYs, I started liking my own shortcomings.

Q1: How do you keep in touch with your family?
A: I was brought up by my grandma so since I was young, I’ve started to talk on the phone with my parents twice a day. Since we’ve been busy lately, we chat about once a day. We just message each other things like “How’s it been? What’s going on lately?” Also things like, “I just sent something back, be sure to pick it up.” I send them clothes, gift certificates, and gifts for my parents from the fans. I’m so thankful that they’re even taking care of my parents.

Q2: With regards to new song “Converse High,” what shoes do you like and what shoes do you like girls to wear?
A: I like Prada shoes and Air Jordans. Prada is too expensive so I can’t buy them. I feel like I can practice happily if there’s a pair of shoes that I like and that the design is good. For girls… sandals? I like girls with pretty feet so actually wearing nothing is even better (laughs). I’m attracted to girls who have clean feet and hands. I don’t quite like it when there’s too much going on with the nails.

Q3: With regards to new song “Fun Boys,” what other times do you feel excited other than being on stage?
A: I’m usually excited. Especially when I play pranks with the members!

Q4: Following “Converse High,” what kind of song do you want to do that would reflects yourself?
A: “I like barefooted girls.” It’ll have that topic. The song title wold be “Barehand and barefoot girls”. I love barefooted girls!

Q5: What are troubles that you’ve overcome after debuting?
A: Ah~ Even though I don’t want to let people see this (rolls up left sleeve), I have 2 moles over here (pinches skin). Elephant! (Interviewer: Is that a troublesome thing?) Not exactly something you be proud of. This has been a funny performance of mines since high school. I also don’t quite like the mole on my nose but ARMYs seem to really like it so I started liking it.

Q6: What do you want to say to your debut self?
A: “Next is the road to success, fighting! Kim Taehyung!” I used to think I would become a farmer since I grew up in a village so I didn’t really have any friends that had a vision for the future. But before that, I had a friend who got into Korea University. We both are successful people back in the (village) but I’m better (laughs).




Rap Monster
–I want to collect sneakers.

Q1: How do you keep in touch with your family?
A: We usually contact each other once a week. I’m not really one that calls someone often so my parents are really happy when I take the initiative to call them. But I don’t often make the call first so when I occassionally call them, my mom would go, “you don’t have enough money?” (laughs). It makes it seem like I only call them when something comes up. I will definitely regret it if this keeps up. After this interview, I want to call my parents.

Q2: With regards to new song “Converse High,” what shoes do you like and what shoes do you like girls to wear?
A: I like Rick Owens sneakers; they’re really cool. It’ll be awesome to collect them. For girls, like the lyrics say, I like girls that wear red Converse shoes. It’s really cool. Since it shows off the shape of the legs so if the legs are not slender enough, it’s hard to make it look good. Although I like it, it’s shoes that’s hard to master.

Q3: With regards to new song “Fun Boys,” what other times do you feel excited other than being on stage?
A: When I listen to music; it’s a time that can lift my mood.

Q4: Following “Converse High,” what kind of song do you want to do that would reflects yourself?
A: Since I like girls with small waists, I want to use the Korean word for waist (pronunciation is similar to ‘hurry’) and the English word 'hurry’ to use as a pun for the song name. “Hurry up!” (laughs).

Q5: What are troubles that you’ve overcome after debuting?
A: Honestly at first I was a resistant towards the identity of an idol but that problem is no longer exists now. It takes time to recognize yourself as an idol. Identity is important because there are still people that treat me as an idol.

Q6: What do you want to say to your debut self?
A: I want to say, “This is the time in life when you’re the skinniest!” During debut, I wanted to die from dieting. Compared to that time, my face right now is a bit meatier… Before, I really didn’t have much excess fat.. Now I can no longer diet like I did back then (laughs).




J-Hope
–How to show myself - I’ve been thinking about this

Q1: How do you keep in touch with your family?
A: Lately it’s the smartphone era so usually we commute through messaging apps. We have a family group chat so we would upload pictures there and go like “Wow~ cool!” Since we don’t get to see each other often, usually I’m the one that takes the initiative to call them. When I call them, my father, sister and everyone would talk.

Q2: With regards to new song “Converse High,” what shoes do you like and what shoes do you like girls to wear?
A: I like girls that wear Nike sneakers. Nike shoes girl ~ ♪

Q3: With regards to new song “Fun Boys,” what other times do you feel excited other than being on stage?
A: When I eat! My mood is very high when I eat~!

Q4: What are troubles that you’ve overcome after debuting?
A: I’ve always been thinking about how I will show myself. How do I show my rap, how can I show my dance to everyone… what must I show everyone on TV programs… Day after day, I think about these.

Q5: What do you want to say to your debut self?
A: This… I want to say to my debut self “This is only the beginning!” Also, “Everything that you’ve done so far is only to prepare for debut. From now on, you must continue to move forward!”

Q6: What did others around you say to you after your Korea concert in March? A: The juniors I’ve dance with before bought their own tickets to see me! They said to me, “The money definitely did not go to a waste. I’m so happy.” Perhaps they’re saying that since they know me, but it’s so exciting to hear people say that. I guess from now on, I must work even harder.




Jimin
–When I’m with the members, I get so excited that I start dancing!

Q1: How do you keep in touch with your family?
A: We use phones and we just talk about what’s going on in life. We don’t really use video calling. If it’s something urgent then I would send them voice or text messages.

Q2: What do you want to say to your debut self?
A: Work even harder! There’s a lot you’re still lacking in!

Q3: With regards to new song “Converse High,” what shoes do you like and what shoes do you like girls to wear?
A: It’s probably because I don’t quite pay attention to brands so I think it’s good as long as it looks cool. Everyone likes Jordans and Timberlands, and I like them too. For shoes I like girls to wear, I think it varies depending on that day. She can show a sexy side when wearing heels; and when we’re just going out, then I think it’s very charming to wear Converse.

Q4: With regards to new song “Fun Boys,” what other times do you feel excited other than being on stage?
A: When I’m with the members and when we eat. When we’re together and if we’re playing music we like, everyone would start dancing. During award ceremonies or on the streets when they play our songs… Even when we’re in the car, we would shut the doors and start dancing~

5: When did you have in mind when you debuted in Japan?
A: In the beginning I heard that Japanese fans have little reaction at concerts so I was very worried. But it wasn’t like that at all! Our ARMYs really gave us great cheers. There’s nothing to worry about seeing that scene.

Q6: What are troubles that you’ve overcome after debuting?
A: Nothing much has changed in terms of worries. I debuted soon after I became a trainee so compared to the other members, I didn’t get enough training?!… I still think that right now. I really need to make up for the deficiencies. Speaking of changes, I was a bit afraid of everything I did when I first debuted. Right now I’m no longer afraid!




Jungkook
–I’m a bit shy when I do video calling so I don’t quite use it.

Q1: How do you keep in touch with your family?
A: We usually contact each other. But if it’s during an activity period, then our contact would be off and on. If I watch an anime or movie related to families, I would remember to call home. We talk about things like “Have you eaten? What are you doing right now?” When I call my dad, he would say, “Call your mom first.” My would would nag about things so calling my mom first is priority! I’m a bit shy when I do video calling so I don’t quite use it.

Q2: With regards to new song “Converse High,” what shoes do you like and what shoes do you like girls to wear?
A: Boots! Especially Timberland. I like to wear it myself and think it’s nice for girls to wear it too. I don’t really like high heels. There’s also Timberlands for girls~ I think it looks good.

3: What do you want to say to your debut self?
A: First off, mad. Hahaha (laughs). Why are you always playing around and not studying… At the same time I would say, “There’s a lot of time left so just keep looking ahead. Just keep practicing!”

Q4: With regards to new song “Fun Boys,” what other times do you feel excited other than being on stage?
A: When I wake up after getting enough sleep. It can get crazy when I’m excited.

Q5: Please talk about the filming for your new Korean song 'I Need U.’
A: We filmed for 4 days 3 nights. We didn’t dance in the MV and it was a drama MV. It’s my first time acting. Seeing that, I think I have the talent to control my body’s reactions? I thought of that (laughs).

Q6: What are troubles that you’ve overcome through activities after debuting?
A: It’s the complete opposite. I didn’t have any troubles when I debuted. I didn’t really practice as a trainee and didn’t know anything. But after debuting, there are many people that are more amazing and cooler than I am so I started having mixed emotions about my appearance. In regards to my vocals, “Ah~ I can only do up to this level.” I started having a lot of troubles and I want to overcome them soon.


Many thanks to BTS TW @ FB for the Chinese trans :)