when i found this i screamed

who deserves happiness and everything good in the world?

The Man Who Was Screaming

I was laying in bed one night, about to fall asleep, when somewhere far below me I heard a screaming. It was faint, and might not have been a screaming at all, actually. Might have been just wind howling between some rocks, or water running through a pipe below. I thought nothing of it, and went to sleep.

The following night, however, it persisted. A horrible, distant, eldritch wail. I got up, put on some some sweatpants and a coat, and made my way outside to investigate. The sound seemed to come from the direction of the woods. Following it, I found myself in an isolate grove. An almost abnormally large, wiry tree stood in its center, and what was now certainly a human scream emanated from below it.

I approached cautiously. Just below the tree, underneath one of the roots, was a small hollow. Still curious about the noise, I stuck my hand in, illuminating the opening with my phone’s flashlight. It was more than large enough for a human. I squeezed through between the roots.

A spiraling dirt staircase led downwards into the earth. Gradually, it became a stone staircase. And gradually, it became more refined. Indiscernible symbols of some ancient language at first spattered, and then totally covered the walls. The feverish scribbling was punctuated with crude drawings of an enormous creature made seemingly only of darkness and limbs. As I descended, torches began to appear, glowing with a reddish flame, bouncing shadows in mad patterns among the cavern.

The spiral staircase came to an opening – an enormous atrium of black stone, which I entered through the middle of the ceiling. Below me, a sea of dark liquid. The screaming was almost deafening now, as I stepped onto the floor of the atrium.

The distinct smell of iron and rot. It was blood. This unthinkably enormous opening, where I could barely see the walls in the distance, was entirely submerged in about 3 inches of blood. It reflected the light of the chandeliers dangling above wildly. I turned around, and saw the man.

On the far side of the cavern from the staircase, there stood a humanoid figure, covered entirely in the thick red liquid. It looked as if the blood was flowing both from him, and into him, at every pore. His whole body was a turbulent red. And he was screaming a scream that spoke of years, perhaps centuries of screaming. Grotesque, and unending.

“STOP,” I said to him.

“Sorry,” he replied.


“Yeah, sorry, my bad,” he said.

And so he stopped, and I went back to my house, and went to sleep.

But the next night the motherfucker was at it again, so I guess that’s life for you.

i’ve never been the best at anything. ever. i wasn’t the best at math or even writing. i wasn’t the best runner and i wasn’t the best artist and i wasn’t the best listener. for a long time this sat inside of me, this resentment of my mediocrity. 

not being the best was the same thing as failure. 

but here’s the thing.i made a best friend in my freshman year because she knew more math than me and was patient enough to teach me. i couldn’t run but i hung back with the rest of the kids with asthma. my art never changed the world but it once made someone cry with joy as a birthday present. and my writing never made it to shelves but it carried me, and these bones, and my empty body, when nothing else sustained me.

the best sounds lovely indeed. but i was born me. and not being the best made me gentle and soft and loving. made me make friends who knew failure and who saw only the worst in themselves when i saw only gems. made me listen and learn and not be afraid of falling. made me try hard and cry and scream and beg the world to be nicer to me. but it also made me strong and capable and better at looking deep.

and here at the bottom, i found the best in mediocrity.

A glimpse of Shinsou’s past hidden in his theme song?

Okay……. I must warn you that this theory is kind of…. scary. BUT HEAR ME OUT!!

The official BNHA season 2 OST came out and I just had to look for Shinsou’s theme……….  And I found it. And let me tell you…………….. 

It’s creepy as hell.

I mean. There’s a constant humming in the background, some laughing and screaming sounds that seems to come from children?? And clock noises too….

Here is the song ( You can listen to it and come back or read this at the same time if you want ) :


I got curious and translated the title of the OST ‘’ Yonaka Ni Kiku To Kowai ‘

And that’s when all the piece came together.

Yonaka Ni Kiku To Kowai means something like:

‘’ I am scared when I hear it in the middle of the night. ‘’

The ‘’ I ‘’ here…. Is Shinsou.

Shinsou is scared when he hears ‘’it’’ in the middle of the night… 

‘’ It ‘’ is all the noises you hear in the song. The laughing children, the whispers, the bloody screams… That’s what he hears everytime he tries to sleep. The voices from his past.. And because of them, he just cannot sleep. That’s where his bags comes from.

The humming in the background must be his mother’s lullaby. Because he wouldn’t be able to sleep at night, she would sing him to sleep. Her voice would cover the voices in his head…. 

Hope you enjoyed this little theory :’3

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❛ what a modern fucking tragedy you turned out to be. ❜
❛ what do you think the stars wish for then? ❜
❛ maybe i could have loved you in any life but ours. ❜
❛ i used to ache for a hurricane, an earthquake. ❜
❛ i found a catalyst for disaster in you. ❜
❛ is this what happens when the poem ends? ❜
❛ i found religion in betrayal. ❜
❛ things like us only exist in dreams. ❜
❛ you can’t give your storms to someone else. ❜
❛ nothing lasts forever, not even the rain. ❜
❛ it’s okay to fear. ❜
❛ don’t claw out your own throat while waiting for someone else to scream. ❜
❛ you are memories and moments. ❜
❛ in some other universe you’re asleep. ❜
❛ everyone leaves. let them. ❜
❛ you are not a ghost.  ❜
❛ you can’t haunt those that forget you. ❜
❛ everything ends and it’s okay. ❜
❛ my heart kept beating, out of sync with yours. ❜
❛ maybe i get to have a reason for the ache you left in my chest. ❜
❛ you exist still. ❜
❛ we can’t remember how to be alive. ❜
❛ the heavens burn for you and i. ❜
❛ every star is another story, every night a different sky. ❜
❛ we end to begin again. ❜
❛ beyond every somewhere, we exist. ❜
❛ the gods lie as often as men. ❜
❛ i sit not upon a throne of bone. ❜
❛ my kingdom wasn’t chosen. ❜
❛ the dead of mine do not speak. ❜
❛ history will write that you were the bravest of them all. ❜
❛ all stars must burn. ❜
❛ the greatest things must end. ❜
❛ hell is just another place i guess i’ll go to keep you warm. ❜
❛ if the monster always dies at the end of the book, why am i still alive? ❜
❛ gods don’t care about what might have been. ❜
❛ men shall fall and gods be forgotten. ❜
❛ you will be remembered eternally. ❜


YOI Flora and Fauna AU [Victuuri-centered]ย 

Floras are the peacemakers of the mythical world. They have the ability to rejuvenate and control nature, and they can heal those who are in physical pain. They might be fragile beings, but when angered, their power can be destructive. The royal Flora family is protected by only the chosen mighty Faunas.

Faunas have anthropomorphic bodies, and they used to serve under the Flora kingdom as their guardians. Most of them have gone to live a free wandering life, but some chose to stay with the Floras. When they reach their absolute form, their strength increases tenfold.ย 

In this AU, Viktor and Yuuri were raised in the world of the mortals. And one point in the story, they go back together to where they originally came from to resolve the conflicts of their kingdom.

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proof that Louis wast at iHeart a day before his show.

I didn’t have a doubt in my mind that Louis was there, but now we got actual proof of it.

we all know Louis was MIA during Harry’s performance in Vegas after being spotted at Niall’s spotify show.

then on Sep 22 Louis was spotted in Las Vegas’ airport

a day early before his show, the night of Harry’s.

then a video I saw on twitter and instagram spiked my interests yesterday but i didn’t want to talk about it before I was 100 % convinced

this video was apparently posted by an account on ig called Crownbeeolive. when the account first emerged I was like pftt another troll, but if this video that is now deleted from their account was only found there before it spread so that got me thinking wtf? that’s Louis’ voice. he says ‘ Yeah I know’  and the fact there’s no fan voices, no crowd screaming it’s was bit odd. so only one conclusion the VIP box where artists stay, hence why you can distinguish his voice. and after the back stage video where you can here him faintly in the background say ‘ you’re welcome’  and Harry was looking so worried when he spotted the camera after he looked backwards toward the source of the sound

then I saw these videos, seems like Harry was look at that one same specific spot blowing kisses and peace signs (vid source)

and here as well (video source)

turn out that’s the spot from the first video where you can hear Louis saying “yeah I know” which is the vip box 

then one fan pointed this out:

bit odd, why would there be two different versions?

to end this here’s a comparison of the videos we got with Louis’ voice from bebe’s ig story  (video source):

and the fact Harry was MIA during Louis’ night. 

Me throughout the years
  • Me: yeah I'm 100% straight
  • Me: everyone gets occasional girl crushes haha I'm still straight
  • Me: I'd go gay for her… bUT IM STILL STRAIGHT
  • Me: okay maybe I like girls just a little
  • Me: yeah ok I'm not straight but haha I'm not gonna label it
  • Me: okay yeah I'm not straight and I think I finally found how I want to label myself!
  • Me: fuck yeah I have a girlfriend and my first female crush was when I was like 6 but I didn't think of it as gay. Also, I bought a pride button at hot topic!
  • Me now: straight? Never heard of her. I've liked girls all my life. What is a "straight"? I'm about as straight as Daniel Howell's hair. I'd go in the streets and scream "holy fuck I'm gay" if I could. I'm a flaming homosexual watch my little gay heart explode with colors *throws rainbow stickers on everything* โค๏ธ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œโค๏ธ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿณ๏ธ‍๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿณ๏ธ‍๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿณ๏ธ‍๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿณ๏ธ‍๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿณ๏ธ‍๐ŸŒˆ๐Ÿณ๏ธ‍๐ŸŒˆโค๏ธ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œโค๏ธ๐Ÿ’›๐Ÿ’š๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ’œ

Personal things I loved about It (2017)

  • Mike fucking up Henry Bowers (the movie theatre erupted with clapping no joke)
  • Pennywise’s weird little jig he did (idk if that was supposed to be scary or funny bc y'all know I was laughing my ass off)
  • Beverly in general she’s a goddess
  • When Pennywise fucked up Patrick Hocketter (that shit was funny af)
  • How fucking adorable Georgie was ???
  • The fact mike couldn’t kill the sheep (I called mike chocolate daddy throughout the movie my friend was hating me for it)
  • Every one of Ritchie’s joke about Eddie’s mom
  • Eddies mom in general (literally me ??)
  • How shook the theatre was when Pennywise haD FUCKING THIRTEEN ROWS OF TEETH WTF
  • The overall dedication and hard work they put into the movie it was wonderful
  • “If we stick together, all of us. We’ll win.”
  • “Welcome to the Loser’s Club asshole!”
  • How shook I was at literally every Beverly scene ??
  • L O (S)V E R
  • When Bill found Georgie’s jacket (yeah I cried at that)
  • Me yelling ‘rip’ when anyone died
  • Just the overall movie was amazing. Honestly I loved it (ps i stan Stan ;;))
If you’re going to embarrass me, just make sure I can’t embarrass you back..

When I was about ten years old, I decided to learn Mandarin Chinese as a hobby and future advantage. I was fairly good at it, but no one ever heard me speak it until one day…

One year my maths teacher REALLY hated me. I was accused of all sorts and they were never my fault but I never spoke up. One day she was ranting about me infront of the whole class, making me stand up while she insulted me. I can’t remember what I ‘did’ but all I can remember is feeling angry over injustice and the satisfaction that followed. I must have answered back to her insults because she pointed a finger at me and screamed “I don’t care if you talk back in Chinese! (Insert more ranting here).” I can now say there is nothing more satisfying than seeing the look of shock on her face when I turned to her and insulted her in fluent mandarin in front of a shocked class. I later found out that a boy had translated everything I said and told the entire class.

As an added bonus I decided that the best way to practise my Chinese writing would be to write her a thank you card. One she wouldn’t be able to read…


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Rec List

hello loves! so in honor of getting to 2,000 followers, i thought that i would give out a list of writers i love. i haven’t done this often, usually just a quick post about a writer’s work, but this time i’m doing my full list of everyone i love, and will add to it when i find some! also, send me in writer’s that you guys love so that i can read them too!

quick thing: you have probably read all of these writer’s work because they are amazing but if you haven’t, then get to there page ASAP!  

@roseonhissleeve (first person i followed and her series are keeping me up at night, i love them)


@4everinsane (so much to choose from on her list, you can’t go wrong with anything)

@stylishmuser (ummm the ‘both of you’ series?? she killed me!)

@inwhichitrytowritesomething (best smut writer, hands down)

@harrysofluffy (her memes of harry are so good, just binge them)


@ever-since-kiwi (been following her since her third post and they are getting better and better)

@canistay-haz (lord her smut is amazing)

@domestic-styles (i recommend her all the time, go read ‘The Preschool Teacher’ now)

@harry-writings (shes the best angst wrtier, and when i found out she followed me, i screamed i was so happy)

@iwriteforharry (shes not afraid to write sad shit and she makes me cry all the time, truly amazing)

@oh-styles (four. words. ‘something about a feeling’. go look now.)

@iloveyouhaz (her concepts are everything)

@wishful-thinking1201 (one of my first followers and she writes so well, go read her ‘Stranded’ imagine, it’s my favorite)

@kasiwrites (SMUT! SMUT! SMUT!)

@pendantstyles (her short blurbs are good antidotes to read throughout my day, they lift my mood or keep me on the edge of my seat wondering what is happening next)

@inkslingerharry (my one true love, fascinating writer)

@carolina-kiwi (she has an album collection series that is to die for)

@littledreamybeth (just posted a marcel imagine, ANGST SO GOOD)

@trulymadlysydney (once again, SMUT! SO! GOOD!)

@carmineharry (if you crave an alex imagine, shes your girl)

@harryimaginedstories (one of my biggest supporters, and has a huge masterlist also, all amazing!)


@stylesdimplefeelings (do not even get me started on both ‘Whipped’ series)

@harryslittlelovehandles (lots of au’s if thats what you are looking for)

@queenmestyles (’song title challenge’ is my shit)

@jawllines (how have any of you not read her rollar rink imagine)

@hardliquorandabitofintellect (mmmm mmmm mmmmmmm… read. all. now)

@betweenuspreferences (one of the first people i followed, writes for all four boys, and is just perfect)

@bribe-the-door (i wouldn’t know what to recommend its all to good)

@hcrrystvles (fluff and smut is on fucking point)

@sorrynotharry (i’m currently addicted to a zayn series actually, called BFB so check that out)

@tillthelandslide (also recommended her before, classic writings and the sweetest human alive)


asquidaliciousnerd  asked:

HC: Otabek is secretly the founding father of Yuri's Angels. He set up a fan page after first meeting Yuri when he was like 12 without realising how big it would become and then watched as it was taken over by hoards of fangirls over the years. All the Angels regard the mysterious 'girl' who started the fandom as their leader but nobody knows 'her' true identity. Now whenever Yuri is ambushed by screaming fans Otabek just sweats nervously and thinks 'Dear God, what have I created?'

lmao the whole yuri’s angels fanclub would implode if they ever found out it was otabek behind this


I am her Hand, not her head. I can’t make her decisions for her.  That’s what I used to tell myself about her father. I found the traitors, but I wasn’t the one burning them alive. I was only a purveyor of information. It’s what I told myself when I watched them beg for mercy. I’m not the one doing it. When the pitch of their screams rose higher. I’m not the one doing it. When their hair caught fire and the smell of the burning flesh filled the throne room. I’m not the one doing it.