when i first realized this

pyromantic-technin  asked:

For Donatello: ♡: how does my muse act, consciously and/or subconsciously, around people they are romantically interested in?, 💘: how does my muse act/react when they first realize that they had a crush on somebody? and 💙: how would my muse handle seeing their object of affection falling in love with someone else?

“O-ok so I’m gonna try and go in order if that’s ok m-miss Pyre? H-how do I act? well I-I th-think I s-st-stutter more um and I want to say s-so much that I end up mumbling…” trailing off he flushed before quickly looking to the next question as to not lose his nerve. “s-se-second question, ho-how do I react Wh-when I find someone I-I like? I -I think the same as the first, I mean wh-when I realize s-something I t-try to analyze why I f-feel that way. b-but as proven by o-other scientists th-there’s no actual e-ex-explanation for L-love.”

 Looking at the last one he pulled his lips tight and glanced away for a moment as he rubbed his arm. “Th-the feeling of sadness and betrayal of someone I L-li-like falling for another is-is….” taking a shaky breath he gave soft sad smile, “I mean bi-biologically it would be v-very hard to fall for one of us s-so n-now I kind of expect it…a-and n-no longer st-stri-strive for more than a f-f-friendship.”

So my boyfriend came out as trans last night and I realized something… back when we first started dating we identified as lesbians, then I came out as trans and consequently realized I’m bisexual, and now I’m in a gay relationship. So what I’m trying to say is that I have actually been LGBT as a singular person. Every single acronym. I have ascended and reached gay nirvana

And as I sat there next to you, I realized just how beautiful you really are, both inside and out. First, I fell for your shy but cute confidence when we first met. And then I realized that under that mask, you have a truly beautiful heart. I fell for your kind, loving personality and humor. I wanted your heart, and all of it. When we met up alone for the first time, my heart was pounding right out of my chest, my hands were trembling next to yours, and my mind was racing with questions and emotions. Then, when you looked deep into my eyes and flashed me that smile, it’s like the whole world just stopped. It was only you that I wanted, just you and I, together. I think that’s when I truly fell for you; When I realized that our broken pieces fit together, and the parts of me that I had once lost, I had now found again with you. Maybe we’re just another cheesy, sappy love story, but that’s okay. You’re worth more than just a couple pages. You’re worth the world; so I decided to give you mine and make me yours.
—  falling for you…
monday // 12.12.16

remember when alec a gay character got to say “you’re confusing me” to another man he was attracted to… and remember how magnus a bisexual  character then got to explain to him (and the audience) what attraction/love is supposed to feel like? can you believe shadowhunters gave us a scene that was so explicitly for lgbt viewers… a scene meant to guide us, to understand us… to accept us… 

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I’ve made my peace. Still… knowing this is it, and seeing you here, now, it’s… more than I can take.

…What can I say? You guys… are the best.

one of the amazing things i realized when i first became a communist was how i’d been duped into describing everyday capitalism while arguing against The Evils Of Communism. big government, no privacy, evil taxes, endless work for a meager living, no enjoyment, no leisure, everyone is the same, except for the Powerful Elite at the top which are able to enjoy the fruits of everyone else’s labor. honestly, that’s a fucking great description of how most of us experience capitalism ! to argue in favor of capitalism! incredible shit

I feel like this moment is very telling. Isak has just come out to Jonas and it’s because he has a crush that is important enough to him to take that step. Jonas understands this. I know a lot of people have already brought up this theory but to me this little moment confirms that Jonas knew (or greatly suspected) that Isak was interested in guys. He keeps the vibe very chill which is exactly what Isak needed but you can tell he is happy that Isak finally opened up to him and he understands that it’s because of his feelings for Even. This is Jonas saying in his head this guy must be some special fucking guy to influence Isak so much. Thats why I think it’s so much easier for Jonas to see that Isak and Even’s relationship is serious than it is for Eskild and why Jonas is the real mvp 

gif credit @isakevenx [x]

When we ended, I didn’t know what to do with all the love I felt for you so I kept it all inside of me. That love consumed me in the most wonderful way: I fell in love with myself.
—  Things I realized when I learned to love myself, part VII

an unsent letter to my past self: i look forward to the day when you realize for the first time that you will be alright. it took you years to build yourself up again, but trust me, the reconstruction was worth it.

an unsent letter to myself: your pain is not insignificant. the way you hurt is fine. find a home in any place you can, because you’ve known your whole life that home is never permanent.

an unsent letter to my future self: congratulations. you made it. i hope i love you.

—  unsent letters to myself

anonymous asked:

How did u and summer become friends???

summer posted fanart of a pokemon au, and i reblogged it and said that lance would name his vaporeon ‘vape god.’ summer thought that was hilarious so we started talking and came up with more pokemon names, but our friendship was mostly just the occasional message.

and then one day i found this picture of a horrifically taxidermied deer ass/hoohah and i thought ‘oh man, summer would love this.’ 

and the rest, as they say, is history

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At that moment, he realized seeing his two favorite people smile at the end of the day was his refuge. His safe haven. As long as he knew they were happy, he could endure the pain a little while longer. 

“So I’m white. I was born in Atlanta but I moved to Hawaii to be with my wife and I teach school so of course, I a lot of my students are born Hawaiians. When Moana was announced, I don’t think I ever saw these little girls so happy. I didn’t really understand it at first but when I slowly realized that Moana is the first Polynesian princess these girls have and she might be the only one they ever get. So I’m honestly so happy for them.”