when does this come back

People seems to forget that observations have truths to them. All these kids, men, and white folk always asking for sources, stats, studies…. Well sometimes they simply aren’t there. Because no one has researched it, no one has the resources to do so. For example, there was that oncologist who noticed that his male patients always had support of their spouses but female patients were battling cancer on their own. He researched it and found it to be true, that men don’t stick through their marriages to a terminally ill partner but women do. But these observation don’t always go on towards being full studies. Some questions will never get researched because there isn’t interest or any perceived value to it, it won’t get funded. And half the time when it does, y'all come back and be like “lol ofc that was true. Did we really need a study to prove it??”

None of that makes the collective observations/experiences of a group any less true. Like when your gut reaction is to question someone’s actual lived experience, you aren’t being critical. You’re simply lack empathy. So don’t try to act like it’s cos you’re some superior rational being.

I live for Harry flirting with Malfoy to fluster him. For him getting more and more cocky about it. To the point it’s a joke to everyone else, but he can’t stop, because the ability to throw Malfoy off-balance has his heart racing. It’s like flying.

Until one day, Malfoy has had enough. With barely any words, he turns it back around. Steps close, lowers his tone, softens his expression. Suddenly, he’s speaking to Harry the way Harry had been talking to him. And Harry wants to deny it, he tries, but Malfoy’s standing too close, and he’s looking at him like that, and those words he’s saying sound familiar.

And Malfoy smirks, claims victory, and saunters off.

But Harry is still standing there, leaning against the wall off a corridor that’s out of the way. Breathless. Heart racing. And why had he followed Malfoy into that corridor anyway?

And he realises, he’s turned on. And disappointed. Disappointed that Malfoy walked away.

For weeks, Malfoy ignores him. Not a glance, not a word. Harry can’t catch his eye. He can’t tease and taunt him. He becomes bored. Restless. He’s being mocked for it, and he get’s angry, but he realises now that they’re right.

And he can’t stop thinking about how close they were standing, when Malfoy turned it around on him. And he can’t stop staring at him. All the time.

Christmas break happens, and when he comes back, he does something stupid, drastic. He manages to get Malfoy’s attention again. Only this time, this time, the flirting is deliberate. He catches Malfoy’s gaze, he holds it, and he makes sure Malfoy knows that he’s absolutely aware of what he’s doing.

And his heart is in his throat. Because it’s Malfoy, and there are so many reasons to not do this. But it’s Malfoy, and he never feels more alive than when he’s looking at him, and Malfoy is looking back.

And Malfoy is looking back.

You think you’re doing fine. You go along with your life as if it didn’t matter. As if it didn’t hurt. Then suddenly, out of the blue, it hits you like tsunami waves, crashing mercilessly. Over and over again. Your eyes are dry but your heart is in pain. It’s crushing and breaking and tearing all at the same time. You miss that person. You miss that person for how they made you feel. For all memories, good and bad, they gave you. For the worry and the anger and the love and the care. You ponder for a second. You wonder if you truly miss that person, or if it’s just the loneliness speaking. Is it because you’re doing nothing now, talking to nobody that you miss that person? Or have you been missing them all along, it’s just taken you this long to acknowledge that? You’d like to think that it’s the latter but, really, it’s both. You’re constantly missing that person subconsciously. The loneliness only magnifies the longing. Everyday you’re fighting that loneliness. You try to overcome the sorrow it brings, but today just isn’t one of those days. Instead of wallowing, you look on the bright side. You remember the good that that person gave you. You realise that, although that person hurt you, you’re still grateful. That person made you realise things you didn’t know about yourself. How, when you love, you become a pushover. You’d do anything so as not to compromise what you both have. And you shouldn’t be like that. Not all the time. It’s alright to give in sometimes, but don’t make it a habit. You’re making yourself vulnerable. You learn that putting what you want first, isn’t always a bad thing. That if that person truly loved you, they wouldn’t put themselves in a position to lose you. Then, after all the thinking and wondering, your heart is kind of at peace…for now. Being able to release all this emotion, will greatly lift the burden in your heart. You’ll feel lighter. But it would be foolish for you to believe that it won’t come back. The heart is a fickle and finicky thing. But when it does come back, you’ll know how to handle it. You’ve done this before. Just remember what you’ve given and remember that loving yourself first is more important. Value yourself in the way that that person wasn’t able to do. Take a deep breath. Smile. You’re good to go. You got this.
—  dext-erous 
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• Him teasing you constantly
• for example Him pulling your hair
• him slapping your ass
• then acting like nothing happened
• Playing with his hair
• its long enough to make pigtails
• he makes you feel better by wearing them for a day
• Him winking at you when you’re across the room
• “you wanna fight me, cupcake? Huh? Is that what you want?”
• then he attacks your lips with his
• NECK KISSES 24/7
• him calling you his “kitten”
• Greenwood getting annoyed by all the PDA
• “it’d be nice to not see you guys suck each other’s faces off”
• everyone teases him bc they think you’re too pretty for him
• “how’d you even land a piece of ass like (name)?”
• “shut up, Greenwood”
• PLAY FIGHTING LITERALLY ALL THE TIME
• kinky sex
• he’s dominating
• and absolutely loves your submissiveness
• “sit on my lap, cupcake.”
• flirting constantly
• it makes everyone uncomfortable tbh
• make out sessions at random times and places
• jerome is very territorial over you
• its really not healthy at all
• he has a really terrible temper
• he takes it out on you sometimes
• he’s never hit you but he has pushed you and choked you
• a small part of you is terrified of him or at least what he’s capable of
• when he does that you leave but eventually come back after all his pleas and begging
• its a vicious cycle honestly
• but you’re in love with him
• he brought you a diamond necklace with a j charm
• he always is trying to get your attention
• in a way you’re his anchor
• he likes to think he somewhat has a tiny bit of humanity bc he has you

@gotham-lights ||

Practicing hard with intuos tablet.

Hero type: Offense

Left click : spear attack
frontal attack, close range (up to 7m)
-80damages.
-if holding left click it can go up to 120damages. (range up to 8m)
-movement with the mouse is highly decreased when attacking.

Right Click : Shield Absorption
Ariana shield can absorb up to 150 damages.
-She can strike back the damages to the enemy with a melee attack it can go up to 150damages.
-If damage absorbed is more than 150 the shield breaks and the damages absorbed is lost.

-cool down: 6sec to come back when it breaks.

Shift : High Jump
Ariana does a high jump allowing her to jump in the melee or get away from it.
-cool down : 8sec

E: Fillet
-Ariana throw a net to capture an enemy for 4 seconds.
-Range: 30m.
-Cooldown: 12sec.

Ultimate:  Impale the sky

Ariana throw her spear straight forward destroying any kind of shield.

-300damages direct hit.
-50 damages of 1m range around the spear.
-If it directs hit an enemy, he will be impale back until he touches a wall.
-need to hold A button for 2seconds.
-3 sec before her spear come back to her.

Here a sketch’s Overwatch fanfic hero, Unfortunately I don’t have time to push it more for the moment, have to work a bit… Hopefully I will finish it in 2 weeks and have ideas for others heroes too :D.

I’ve always dream of an offense hero with close range attack that doesn’t need a lot of aiming but a lof skill cap.

What do you think ?

Description:

Ariana, mother of the sea, was born in a submarine in the Pacific Ocean. She devotes her life to protect the sea.

Hero type: Offense

Left click : spear attack
frontal attack, close range (up to 7m)
-60damages.
-if holding left click it can go up to 120damages. (range up to 8m)
-movement with the mouse is highly decreased when attacking.

Right Click : Shield Absortion
Ariana shield can absorb up to 125 damages.
-She can strike back the damages to the enemy with a melee attack it can go up to 120damages.
-If damage absorbed is more than 125 the shield breaks and the damages absorbed is lost.

-cool down: 6sec to come back when it breaks.

Shift : High Jump
Ariana does a high jump allowing her to jump in the melee or get away from it.
-cool down : 8sec

E: Fillet
-Ariana throw a net to capture an enemy for 4 seconds.
-Range: 30m.
-Cooldown: 12sec.

Ultimate:  Impale the sky

Ariana throw her spear straight forward destroying any kind of shield.

-250damages direct hit.
-50 damages of 1m range around the spear.
-If it directs hit an enemy, he will be impale back until he touches a wall.
-need to hold A button for 2seconds.
-3 sec before her spear come back to her.

Angel in the Darkness (M) pt.4

Originally posted by aestheticvbts

Summary: After a patient urgently pleads you to go and help a friend of his, you naively agree to it. Little did you know, that you would get more than what you agreed to, when he leads you to a brothel, to help a dangerous prostitute named Jeon Jungkook.

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader (ft. Jin, but not romantically)

Genre: Smut (M), angst, mafia!au, prostitution!au

A/N:This is a dark and filthy story! Graphic descriptions of sex (masturbating, etc), heavy dom/sub undertones, drug use, vulgar language use……(alot of smut comes in later) This is a mature read! You have been warned!

part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5



“You’re a mistake! You should have never even been born!” the group of nine-year old’s like yourself, taunted you.

You were mindlessly walking outside during recess, until a group of kids from your class cornered you. They formed a circle around you, deciding to remind you of what kind of blasphemy you were.

“Just leave me alone!” you screeched back at them, just wanting to distance yourself. You tried to leave, but there was no escape, as they would just push you back into the middle of the circle.

“Where are you going you little bitch?” a boy who was a bit taller than you mocks.

When you glare at him to try to push past, he shoves you roughly back, making you fall on the cold cement. You cringe when you skid against the ground, layers of skin from your elbows and hands being ripped off.

Each of them laugh at you, as you just sit still on the ground, not daring to look up at them. Why did this always have to happen to you?

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  • someone: imagine if there was a show with multiple wlw main characters, including a woc...
  • me: black. sails.
  • someone: ...who are all alive...
  • me: black!! sails!!!
  • someone: ...and have complex personalities and stories outside of their sexuality...
  • me: b l a c k s a i l s
  • someone: ...and hey, maybe even a BI MALE PROTAGONIST while you're at it?? wouldn't that be crazy
  • someone: yea
  • someone: just imagine

i hope when lars comes back to earth the first thing he does when he sees sadie is hug her and apologize for being a coward on the ship before they were separated and for just treating her like dirt all those years because shes his best friend and he took her for granted, but being on homeworld really made him appreciate earth and all his friends so much

and this is so out of character for the lars that sadie knows, shes like “oh my gosh, did the real lars die and you’re some pink alien replacement, haha”

and he’s like “haha, no but i did actually die”

Gnome Buddies

Scanlan was always really good at lying.  Very clever and able to think out of the box.

Grog is very straightforward and takes things and people at face value.

I can only remember one time Scanlan used his ability to get one over on people on Grog, and that was with Craven Edge, which Grog had specifically come to Scanlan for help with.  He never treated Grog like an idiot or made a fool of him.

Same with Pike, who as we have seen is pretty sneaky in her own right (even the DM forgot to make her roll for Deception).  She was so patient in teaching Grog to read, even though he only got a few letters, and even gave him an easy out if he didn’t like it or it was too much for him.

VM generally doesn’t give Grog grief over being unintelligent, though Vex can get frustrated, and Vax and Percy sometimes play jokes on him.  But Pike and Scanlan never seem to even struggle to meet Grog on his own terms.  He’s probably the only person in the group THEY take at face value. It’s just really nice.

I’ve gotten word of a petition being circulated to request of the CW and Calista that she return to Supergirl.

I have some thoughts about this:

This is actually not something I’m comfortable asking of the CW or Calista.

What people aren’t seeming to understand is that this was Calista’s decision. She was not fired by the CW and they did not part on bad terms.  She is an L.A. based performer and she chose, for a number of personal reasons, not to make the move to Vancouver.  You must remember she has a child, husband and life in L.A. and her decision to remain there was personal.  Reasons we are not entitled to know.  

This is not something we get to ask or demand of her or the network.  It is disrespectful to ask a performer to do something just because the fans want it. She is a human, with a life.  I miss Cat too, and I will celebrate if and when she does make the decision to come back, on her terms. But I have too much respect for Calista as a professional to support a campaign to demand she return to the show.  

Now, if someone ends up organizing a “we love and miss you Cat Grant” or “three cheers for Calista” campaign on Twitter, I will absolutely support that, so long as it isn’t couched in a demand for her return.  

Calista Flockhart is known for being a very private person, especially when it comes to social media.  Proceed with caution.

Ridiculously early tomorrow morning, I’ll be flying to Paris for the weekend so I’m just letting you know why there won’t be any new comic pages or anything until Monday at the earliest. I have no idea what time I’ll get back on Sunday so I might have time to draw something to tell you I’ve returned. I’m quite excited to go back to France again (I’ve been there three times before and loved it). Hopefully I’ll be able to take a lot of reference photos for cheesy, romantic FrUK fan art. 

Catch you later.

- Alex

What if....?

A lot of stories about the Paladins exchanging lions always say that the Blue Lion is the most accepting of a new pilot as long as that person is willing to be her paladin.
What if the same thing can be applied to Blue Paladins?
What if Lance can easily pilot the other lions because it is one of the characteristics of being a Blue Paladin? Because he easily accepts and welcome the other lions for who they really are?
What if (if Lance will be the temporary Red Paladin) Red will end up liking Lance more than Keith because Lance always make her feel worthy of attention and praises? (Because Lance calls Blue “beautiful” and such terms so I assume he does it too to the other lions). What if when Shiro comes back Red doesn’t want to give up Lance while Blue just want her Paladin back because no one can really replaced Lance as her real Paladin?

Well, this is just “what if” scenarios.
(Is someone interested make a fic about this? If yes, please give me a link. If no, thanks for reading!)