when does this come back

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So why does Loki do what he does?  Why does he come back when he could have stayed on Sakaar?  He could have used the revolt against the Grandmaster to secure his own power on the planet, he could have ruled it, as himself even!

Half of the reason is because Thor showed just how predictable Loki had become and that Thor was done trying to convince him to be something Loki wasn’t going to choose to be.  The ball was in Loki’s court and (as Tom himself has even said), the idea that Thor would be indifferent to Loki is intolerable to him.  He’s had the role of The Worst Odinkid taken by Hela, he’s had the ball dropped in his court to decide what he does next, it’s not Thor telling him what to do or not do, it’s entirely Loki’s choice now.

But the other half is that Loki loves Asgard.  He has always been “Loki of Asgard” (the play reiterates this, he’s Loki of Asgard), he wanted to rule Asgard because he loved it, he wanted to tell the story of Loki of Asgard because he loved it, he wanted them to love him in return, he always has.

He could have fucked off after the end of The Dark World.  He could have fucked off any time during his rule, even when he was obviously bored with the actual ruling.  He could have fucked off during Ragnarok, he could have fucked off after helping to save Asgard.

But he didn’t because Loki has always loved Asgard and it has always been his home and his people.  He is Loki of Asgard now and forever.

People seems to forget that observations have truths to them. All these kids, men, and white folk always asking for sources, stats, studies…. Well sometimes they simply aren’t there. Because no one has researched it, no one has the resources to do so. For example, there was that oncologist who noticed that his male patients always had support of their spouses but female patients were battling cancer on their own. He researched it and found it to be true, that men don’t stick through their marriages to a terminally ill partner but women do. But these observation don’t always go on towards being full studies. Some questions will never get researched because there isn’t interest or any perceived value to it, it won’t get funded. And half the time when it does, y'all come back and be like “lol ofc that was true. Did we really need a study to prove it??”

None of that makes the collective observations/experiences of a group any less true. Like when your gut reaction is to question someone’s actual lived experience, you aren’t being critical. You’re simply lack empathy. So don’t try to act like it’s cos you’re some superior rational being.

Step one: Denial.
they’d never hurt you on purpose. they’re different, it’ll be okay.

Step two: Anger.
they said they’d stay. it was supposed to work out this time. they’re just like everyone else. they never cared.

Step three: Bargaining.
maybe it was a mistake. they’ll come back. they didn’t mean to hurt you.

Step four: Depression.
they aren’t coming back. and it hurts. when does it stop hurting please come back i need you I’m sorry.

Step five: Acceptance.
It was never worth the effort you put into it. they will never be able to give you what you need. it’s okay. you’re okay.

I live for Harry flirting with Malfoy to fluster him. For him getting more and more cocky about it. To the point it’s a joke to everyone else, but he can’t stop, because the ability to throw Malfoy off-balance has his heart racing. It’s like flying.

Until one day, Malfoy has had enough. With barely any words, he turns it back around. Steps close, lowers his tone, softens his expression. Suddenly, he’s speaking to Harry the way Harry had been talking to him. And Harry wants to deny it, he tries, but Malfoy’s standing too close, and he’s looking at him like that, and those words he’s saying sound familiar.

And Malfoy smirks, claims victory, and saunters off.

But Harry is still standing there, leaning against the wall off a corridor that’s out of the way. Breathless. Heart racing. And why had he followed Malfoy into that corridor anyway?

And he realises, he’s turned on. And disappointed. Disappointed that Malfoy walked away.

For weeks, Malfoy ignores him. Not a glance, not a word. Harry can’t catch his eye. He can’t tease and taunt him. He becomes bored. Restless. He’s being mocked for it, and he get’s angry, but he realises now that they’re right.

And he can’t stop thinking about how close they were standing, when Malfoy turned it around on him. And he can’t stop staring at him. All the time.

Christmas break happens, and when he comes back, he does something stupid, drastic. He manages to get Malfoy’s attention again. Only this time, this time, the flirting is deliberate. He catches Malfoy’s gaze, he holds it, and he makes sure Malfoy knows that he’s absolutely aware of what he’s doing.

And his heart is in his throat. Because it’s Malfoy, and there are so many reasons to not do this. But it’s Malfoy, and he never feels more alive than when he’s looking at him, and Malfoy is looking back.

And Malfoy is looking back.

You think you’re doing fine. You go along with your life as if it didn’t matter. As if it didn’t hurt. Then suddenly, out of the blue, it hits you like tsunami waves, crashing mercilessly. Over and over again. Your eyes are dry but your heart is in pain. It’s crushing and breaking and tearing all at the same time. You miss that person. You miss that person for how they made you feel. For all memories, good and bad, they gave you. For the worry and the anger and the love and the care. You ponder for a second. You wonder if you truly miss that person, or if it’s just the loneliness speaking. Is it because you’re doing nothing now, talking to nobody that you miss that person? Or have you been missing them all along, it’s just taken you this long to acknowledge that? You’d like to think that it’s the latter but, really, it’s both. You’re constantly missing that person subconsciously. The loneliness only magnifies the longing. Everyday you’re fighting that loneliness. You try to overcome the sorrow it brings, but today just isn’t one of those days. Instead of wallowing, you look on the bright side. You remember the good that that person gave you. You realise that, although that person hurt you, you’re still grateful. That person made you realise things you didn’t know about yourself. How, when you love, you become a pushover. You’d do anything so as not to compromise what you both have. And you shouldn’t be like that. Not all the time. It’s alright to give in sometimes, but don’t make it a habit. You’re making yourself vulnerable. You learn that putting what you want first, isn’t always a bad thing. That if that person truly loved you, they wouldn’t put themselves in a position to lose you. Then, after all the thinking and wondering, your heart is kind of at peace…for now. Being able to release all this emotion, will greatly lift the burden in your heart. You’ll feel lighter. But it would be foolish for you to believe that it won’t come back. The heart is a fickle and finicky thing. But when it does come back, you’ll know how to handle it. You’ve done this before. Just remember what you’ve given and remember that loving yourself first is more important. Value yourself in the way that that person wasn’t able to do. Take a deep breath. Smile. You’re good to go. You got this.
—  dext-erous 
Angst

I know about sectumsempra angst

I’ve read my fair share of fics about them

But what I want to know, where I want to read about, is what happened after Draco failed to identify Harry at the manor

Because you can’t tell me Voldemort called him in for a job functioning chat

Or that all the other death eaters and death eater fanboys just asked him to buy a set of glasses or pay better attention to Harry’s looks next time

Oh no they must have tortured him for his mistake

But how?

Did Bellatrix get creative with her knife again?

Did Fenrir bite him?

Did voldemort crucio him until he forgot his own name?

Did the snatchers lock him in with a hippogryph?

Did they?

And when Harry sees those scars, what does he do?

What does he do when he sees ‘liar’ and ‘traitor’ edged in the skin across his back?

What does Harry do when he sees the gigantic bite marks Fenrir left on the previously so kissable soft spot on Draco’s neck?

What does Harry do when he can’t fuck Draco up against a wall because Draco’s through crucio spasms destroyed back could never handle that?

What does Harry do when Draco comes back for eighth year with a limp, and passes out from fear when faced with Buckbeak?

What does Harry do when he can barely find a single piece of skin on Draco’s body that he can mark as his own, because saving Harry and the war got Draco more than just some thin lines, a scolding and a dark mark?

What does Harry do when he sees the price Draco had to pay for Harry’s freedom?

And what does Draco do then?

These are the things I need to know and read 100k fics about

Practicing hard with intuos tablet.

Hero type: Offense

Left click : spear attack
frontal attack, close range (up to 7m)
-80damages.
-if holding left click it can go up to 120damages. (range up to 8m)
-movement with the mouse is highly decreased when attacking.

Right Click : Shield Absorption
Ariana shield can absorb up to 150 damages.
-She can strike back the damages to the enemy with a melee attack it can go up to 150damages.
-If damage absorbed is more than 150 the shield breaks and the damages absorbed is lost.

-cool down: 6sec to come back when it breaks.

Shift : High Jump
Ariana does a high jump allowing her to jump in the melee or get away from it.
-cool down : 8sec

E: Fillet
-Ariana throw a net to capture an enemy for 4 seconds.
-Range: 30m.
-Cooldown: 12sec.

Ultimate:  Impale the sky

Ariana throw her spear straight forward destroying any kind of shield.

-300damages direct hit.
-50 damages of 1m range around the spear.
-If it directs hit an enemy, he will be impale back until he touches a wall.
-need to hold A button for 2seconds.
-3 sec before her spear come back to her.

Shiro is the only true Black Paladin and no one else comes close

here’s why i’ll never accept anyone else as a permanent replacement for Shiro as Black Paladin:

  • the Black Lion chose Shiro. she had everyone else lined up in front of her, so if someone else (Keith/Lance/Allura/whoever) was a better fit for Black Paladin, Black would have chosen them from the beginning. she didn’t, because Shiro is the best fit for Black Paladin
  • Shiro could fly the Black Lion perfectly from the beginning. he never struggled to pilot her properly, like Keith did in S3, because he’s the true Black Paladin
  • Shiro managed to get the team to form Voltron immediately. even though they pretty much all gave up, Shiro was able to turn things around and get the team to form Voltron. he never struggled the way Keith did in S3 because he’s a born leader whose team follows him without hesitation - just like the Black Paladin needs to be
  • he nailed the nosedive exercise on his first try. even though Coran described it as an “expert level drill”, he was able to do it perfectly and fly Black with ease by bonding with her and looking through the Lion’s eyes
  • he did the Paladin Eye Glow. none of the other current Paladins have done this - even Pidge, who bonded closely with Green in 2x04. even Keith, whose Lion has repeatedly come to save him. Shiro did it TWICE
  • the only other character we’ve ever seen do the Paladin Eye Glow is King Alfor - the OG Red Paladin and the creator of the Lions
  • the Black Lion saved Shiro from the robeast in 1x03. and she saved him again in 2x01. and again on the astral plane when he fought Zarkon
  • Shiro spent the first two seasons fighting for the Black Lion. he refused to let anyone take her and he fought to get her back repeatedly - just like she fought for him and defended him
  • when Shiro went to bond with Black in 2x07, she immediately showed him her history and let him see her memories through her eyes - because she desperately wanted to bond with him
  • Shiro fought Zarkon in the astral plane for the Lion - and won. he understands what it means to be a Paladin better than Zarkon - the OG Black Paladin
  • he was able to use his connection with the Lion to lure Zarkon into a trap at the end of S2. and his lil smug face after he manages it? priceless
  • he brought Voltron back from a complete shutdown in the S2 finale. even though everyone else gave up, Shiro never did
  • he activated the Black Lion’s wings, unlocked her teleporting powers, and stole back the black bayard from Zarkon. and he did it by bonding closely with the Black Lion. and doing the Paladin eye glow AGAIN
  • if Shiro was only ever meant as a temporary Black Paladin, we wouldn’t have seen two seasons of him bonding with Black and being able to see through her eyes, use her wings, or defeat her original Paladin
  • if Shiro was only ever meant as a temporary Black Paladin then several key storylines and plot points from the first two seasons now make no sense or fall completely flat
  • if Keith is supposed to be the “true Black Paladin”, then we should have seen him bond with the Black Lion, see through her eyes, share her memories, and activate her wings. we didn’t because he’s not the true Black Paladin. instead we saw him struggle to even fly Black in a straight line, because she’s not the right Lion for him

the only true Black Paladin is Shiro 

Shiro is the Paladin Black chose from the beginning; the Paladin she trusted and bonded with; the Paladin who was able to see through her eyes and unlock her powers. anyone else is just temporary. Shiro is coming back - and when he does, he’ll fly the Black Lion again. like he was meant to all along.

Angel in the Darkness (M) pt.4

Originally posted by aestheticvbts

Summary: After a patient urgently pleads you to go and help a friend of his, you naively agree to it. Little did you know, that you would get more than what you agreed to, when he leads you to a brothel, to help a dangerous prostitute named Jeon Jungkook.

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader (ft. Jin, but not romantically)

Genre: Smut (M), angst, mafia!au, prostitution!au

A/N:This is a dark and filthy story! Graphic descriptions of sex (masturbating, etc), heavy dom/sub undertones, drug use, vulgar language use……(alot of smut comes in later) This is a mature read! You have been warned!

part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5



“You’re a mistake! You should have never even been born!” the group of nine-year old’s like yourself, taunted you.

You were mindlessly walking outside during recess, until a group of kids from your class cornered you. They formed a circle around you, deciding to remind you of what kind of blasphemy you were.

“Just leave me alone!” you screeched back at them, just wanting to distance yourself. You tried to leave, but there was no escape, as they would just push you back into the middle of the circle.

“Where are you going you little bitch?” a boy who was a bit taller than you mocks.

When you glare at him to try to push past, he shoves you roughly back, making you fall on the cold cement. You cringe when you skid against the ground, layers of skin from your elbows and hands being ripped off.

Each of them laugh at you, as you just sit still on the ground, not daring to look up at them. Why did this always have to happen to you?

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Here a sketch’s Overwatch fanfic hero, Unfortunately I don’t have time to push it more for the moment, have to work a bit… Hopefully I will finish it in 2 weeks and have ideas for others heroes too :D.

I’ve always dream of an offense hero with close range attack that doesn’t need a lot of aiming but a lof skill cap.

What do you think ?

Description:

Ariana, mother of the sea, was born in a submarine in the Pacific Ocean. She devotes her life to protect the sea.

Hero type: Offense

Left click : spear attack
frontal attack, close range (up to 7m)
-60damages.
-if holding left click it can go up to 120damages. (range up to 8m)
-movement with the mouse is highly decreased when attacking.

Right Click : Shield Absortion
Ariana shield can absorb up to 125 damages.
-She can strike back the damages to the enemy with a melee attack it can go up to 120damages.
-If damage absorbed is more than 125 the shield breaks and the damages absorbed is lost.

-cool down: 6sec to come back when it breaks.

Shift : High Jump
Ariana does a high jump allowing her to jump in the melee or get away from it.
-cool down : 8sec

E: Fillet
-Ariana throw a net to capture an enemy for 4 seconds.
-Range: 30m.
-Cooldown: 12sec.

Ultimate:  Impale the sky

Ariana throw her spear straight forward destroying any kind of shield.

-250damages direct hit.
-50 damages of 1m range around the spear.
-If it directs hit an enemy, he will be impale back until he touches a wall.
-need to hold A button for 2seconds.
-3 sec before her spear come back to her.

  • someone: imagine if there was a show with multiple wlw main characters, including a woc...
  • me: black. sails.
  • someone: ...who are all alive...
  • me: black!! sails!!!
  • someone: ...and have complex personalities and stories outside of their sexuality...
  • me: b l a c k s a i l s
  • someone: ...and hey, maybe even a BI MALE PROTAGONIST while you're at it?? wouldn't that be crazy
  • someone: yea
  • someone: just imagine