when did i ever make this

My whole life, all I ever wanted was friends… but no one ever wanted me back. So when I found people who did want me, I did everything I could to make them stay. And ever since then, I’ve lived my life in fear: that, one day, they’d find out who I really was, and they wouldn’t want me anymore.
—  Prompto Argentum (Final Fantasy XV)
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For those of you that don’t know, I am in the middle of moving to a new residence the next town over. While packing I came across something, one of my very first sketchbooks. 

I have gotten a few asks on different accounts as of late from other artists, from ranging ages, questioning their art or inquiring about my own, which is why I have decided to post these images.

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Red Velvet reaction to their idol gf being a producer for her group.

Wendy

“THOSE ARE YOUR SONGS WE HAVE BEEN LISTENING TO”

Wendy was shocked when you told her that you had been composing songs for your group. She would go though and listen to every single song on your albums “YOU DID THIS??” she would say in awe at how talented her baby girl is.

Originally posted by redlvet

Irene

Irene was a little disappointed that you didn’t tell her about your composition earlier, but she would melt the second you showed her your songs. Being so surprised that her girlfriend was even more talented then she though.

“I cant believe my girlfriend is the best composer ever and never told me?!”

Originally posted by bubbleflexe

Seulgi

“Omg you have been composing? OMG CAN YOU MAKE ME A LOVE SONG”

When you told Seulgi about your music she would immediately ask you a million questions, asking if you could teach her how to make music, write her love songs, ask what your favorite instruments were, even asking to sit with you while you made music. She soon became your beta tester for everything.

Originally posted by kamoh

Joy

Joy didn’t know she could become even more in love with you then she already was but once she saw how much heart you put into your music she fell even deeper then she ever thought she could.

“Wow baby you are so amazing and talented I love you so much”

Originally posted by sthsilike

Yeri

“So that’s what you have been spending all you time on! Thats amazing baby!”

Yeri was speechless when she heard your music not knowing what to say when you told her. She was stunned at how much time and effort you have been spending on you music. The only thing she knew to do was hug you and that is exactly what she did.

Originally posted by moomoocentral

Prompt: Hiyaaaa! Good you’re active again! I missed you! Can I please request a Red Velvet reaction to their idol gf also being the producer of their group (not RV) Is it too much?? Thank youuuuu             

I hope you enjoy babe! Also Im so sorry for my inactivity ~Admin Nan

And here’s the second part!!! This one goes to @evartandadam with THIS BEAUTIFUL PICTURE. I’ve been staring at it for so LONG wondering if I’d ever be able to fit it in, and I could T~~T Please read the wonderful analysis under the pic too!!!

Here’s the first part of this guy, and the whole fic on AO3.

…There were more feels then intended @___@


And Ignite Your Bones

    Genos looked down at his deep blue robes, making the final adjustments to his obi while his teacher stood behind him doing the same. For a moment Sensei’s hands idled and wandered and slipped, and with a rustle of black silk they snaked around his belly.

    Lips pressed against Genos’ neck and he shivered. “Yes, Sensei?” he laughed, dipping his head forward.

    More kisses answered him first. “Nothin’.”

    “Nothing? All these cuddles are for nothing, then?”

    “…Is it weird?”

    “No…” He tilted his jaw to the side as an eager mouth pushed forward. “But…I’ve been getting many cuddles for nothing, lately.”

    “…I like this yukata on you.”

    “Mm.”

    Sensei hovered for a second. “I…like your belt, too.”

    “I assumed. You spent a while on it… What were you doing, Sensei?”

    “Eh…” You could hear the flush on his cheeks. “Just getting the knot right.”

    “’Right’?”

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finale thoughts

-i still don’t know where we’re supposed to stand on mary drake. is she good or bad? was she on twincers side or spencer’s?
-THEY STILL HAVENT FORGIVEN MONA THEYRE STILL EXCLUDING HER AFTER EVERYTHING THAT WENT DOWN IN 7x19. also fuck you caleb -did twincer kill wren? why? I WANT A FLASHBACK
-all the plot holes, all the loose ends could’ve been so easily wrapped up by making twincer red coat, black widow, and part of the game since the beginning
-i will be forever bitter that ezra still wasn’t made out to be a villain and got a happy ending. one of the most disgusting characters on television and he gets to live happily ever after with the girl he stalked, deceived, and statutory raped.
-WHY WAS BETHANY WEARING ALISONS BRACELET WHEN SHE WAS KILLED
-WHY DIDNT WE SEE BETHANYS FACE
-i’m gonna write a book on every lie marlene and co. has told. “lady in black is pll endgame” really? where? how? i’m supposed to believe shower harvey was supposed to be endgame? “sexy bloody death” bitch where?
-who. shot. spencer.
-oh troian you’re too good for this show
-mona wins the game. she stole it back forever.
-mona is the fucking queen
-if wren met twincer towards the end of season 4 what was all that shady shit in 4a? HOW EASY WOULD IT HAVE BEEN TO HAVE THAT EXPLAINED BY MEETING TWINCER JUST A LITTLE BIT BEFORE HE ACTUALLY DID
-dollhouse 2.0
-dollhouse 3.0, courtesy of mona
-the other girls are basically irrelevant. it’s the diladrakstings show.
-i’m still gonna miss this shitshow

In My Life - Part 12

Dr. Lennon

I woke up on Paul’s stiff couch with a sore back and freezing cold feet. It didn’t take much to wake me up, the lad didn’t even have drapes over his windows so the sun came beaming in to wake me. I stood up and stretched, yawning like mad. Thankfully, I hadn’t drank nearly as much as poor McCartney so I wasn’t hungover as I expected him to be that morning. I walked into his dimly lit kitchen and turned on his coffee maker, and opened his fridge. Did he ever eat? There was a carton of eggs, a bottle of what looked like expired milk, and three apples. I decided I would try to make him some scrambled eggs. When I was in med school, when we would all go out and get too knackered, eggs were always my savior in the morning. As I fried them up and made some coffee, I heard some grunting and groaning coming close. I spun around and put some eggs on a plate quickly so they’d be ready for him. I set it down on his tiny kitchen table and quickly poured him a cup of coffee. I was moving too quickly, because I definitely splashed myself with hot coffee.

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emotinal-coyote  asked:

abed nadir? from community

Do you love/hate/don’t feel strongly about this character? i love Abed with all my heart
What’s your favorite trait of this character? his love for tv shows/movies
What’s your favorite moment/even involving this character? tons but i think the one that still makes me laugh the most is the  whole advanced dungeons & dragons episode
If you could have one power/attribute/etc. of this character, what would it be? his memory
Have you ever pictured this character naked? no
When did you fall in love/hate with this character? I you don’t have any strong feelings toward them, why not? when he stayed on the  psychology test for 26 hours because Annie was his friend
Who’s your OTP for this character? mm Rachel 

Put a character in my ask box and I’ll answer these questions about them

shadow-of-wonder  asked:

Sami Zayn is wasted in WWE. I thought him being on Smackdown would've helped him and while it has, I feel like they put him there with Kevin Owens because they don't believe he can have a proper rivalry and intense match up with anybody but Owens. I just want him to do well and he's just the punching bag on Smackdown right now and it's so much less than he deserves.

Like, it’s not that wwe doesn’t know his talent or how over he is, they use that to their advantage every chance they get. But forget ever rewarding him for being the workhorse he is who does nothing but put other guys over and make them look good.

I’m tired of hearing his ‘time will come’, because why does he have to wait when no one else did? When has everyone else had at the very least two title reigns (minus Finn) and he has one, for two months, three years ago?

Tell me how people who’ve been in the business for shorter times than Sami has been in wwe alone get titles? Why he is always, always the annoying runt (btw, he’s 6'1 and what 220? I’m supposed to believe he can’t fight?) who gets himself beat up/choked out and the other guy looks good af? Tell me why he is enhancement talent who gets squash feuds and matches and just fills in in big stories only when their plans get screwed up?

He was beloved, he was wacky and sillier than anything as Generico and he was still a champion the world over and taken seriously in the ring. There are two people who the crowd sings their songs even though they have no words, him and Shinsuke. He is insanely over. He is good on the mic, even better in the ring, he’s inspiring and fun and passionate and will bring out that ass beater when he needs to. You want a top guy, there’s your top guy. But sorry he’s not a racist or a scandal magnet or a part time piece of shit, I guess that’s where he went wrong.

85 Writing Prompts-

A/N: here is a list of writing prompts that you guys can request from. Choose up to two prompts when requesting pls, it makes it easier on me. Other writers are free to use this list. Get to writing my dudes :)

1. “A wedding?”
2. “All I want is for you to show me you care”
3. “Am I supposed to be scared of you?”
4. “Are you kidding me? We’re not ‘fine’!”
5. “Are you really taking his side against me?”
6. “Be my wife.”
7. “Could you be happy here with me?“
8. “Did I stutter?”
9. “Do you ever think we should just stop this?”
10. “Do you think it’s possible that I…might be… pregnant?”
11. “Don’t fucking touch me!”
12. “Don’t say that. Not now.”
13. “Don’t say you love me.”
14. “Do you think she could have loved me?”
15. “Everyone keeps telling me you’re the bad guy.”
16. “Game’s over you son of a bitch! Tell me where she is!”
17. “Go on then, tell me. Tell me you don’t love me.”
18. “Go then, leave! See if I care!”
19. “I almost lost you and I am not losing you again!”
20. “I can’t… I can’t lose you.”
21. “I thought you loved me”
22. “I thought you were dead”
23. “If you die, I’m gonna kill you.”
24. “I didn’t know you could sing.”
25. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you.”
26. “I don’t want to hurt you.”
27. “I had to see you again.”
28. “I hope one day you’re as happy as you’re pretending to be.”
29. “I just need you to do this one thing for me.”
“What?”
“Marry Me”
30. “I love you for you, don’t you dare think otherwise!”
31. “I love you more than anything in this world… which is why you have to stay here.”
32. “I miss her so damn much, and it’s killing me that she’s gone!”
33. “I didn’t realize I needed your permission.”
34. “I hate you!”
“No you don’t.”
35. “I waited and waited, but you never came back.“
36. “I know that you have reached a decision, but given that it is a stupid ass decision I have elected to ignore it”
37. “I love you.”
“I know.”
38. “I love you. I’ve loved you since the moment I first laid eyes on you and – Oh, screw it!”
39. “I love you, you asshole.”
40. “I see the way you look at me when you think I’m not looking.”
41. “I wasn’t planning on asking you, but I’ve come to realize that life is short. Will you marry me?”
42. “I did a pregnancy test.”
43. “I don’t want to have a baby.”
44. “I’m so stupid to make the mistake of falling in love with my best friend.”
45. “Is that what you’re doing? Trying to make me to hate you?”
46. “I’m tired of being your secret.”
47. “I’ve moved on.”
48. “If you don’t want to talk about what happened, then say so. Don’t just lie and say it’s fine.”
49. “If you walk out right now, it’s over for us.”
50. “I’m sorry if this upsets you, but I’m going to marry her.”
51. “If you shove cake in my face this will be the worst wedding night of your life.”
52. “I’m pregnant.”
53. “Just, do one last thing. Kiss me”
54. “Maybe you weren’t worth the effort”
55. “Oh, my God! You’re in love with her!“
56. “Please, just don’t leave me”
57. “Please, don’t give up on us.”
58. “Please, don’t leave.“
59. “Please say something.”
60. “She’s been missing since Friday and you’re not worried?”
“She’s missing, not dead.”
61. “There are plenty of people out there who love you.”
“Yeah, like who?”
“Like me.”
62. “Twins? We’re…we’re having twins?!”
63. “Will you just accept that I am hopelessly in love with you, and there’s nothing you can do that will change that”
64. “Where were you? Do you have any idea how worried I was?”
65. “Why are you lying?”
66. “Why can’t they see that they’re meant for each other?”
67. “Why can’t you see what you’re doing to me?”
68. “You are nothing like them.“
69. “You can’t leave me in the dark. You have to tell me these things.”
70. “You deserve so much better.”
71. “You don’t have to change for me”
72. “You got her pregnant?! What were you thinking?”
73. “You have no idea what I’ve done for you.”
74. “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?”
75. “You know, it hurt when I realized that you’re not in love with me. But nothing can compare to the pain I felt when I saw you fall in love with him…”
76. “You make me feel like I’m not good enough.”
77. “You missed your chance.”
78. “You never told me you had a fucking twin.”
79. “You’re not who I thought you were”
80. “You think I need you? Because I don’t”
81. “You think you’re the only one that’s suffering here?”
82. “You walked away. Not me.“
83. “15, I was 15 years old when it happened…”
84. “13 Reasons Why? What kind of show is it?”
85. 100 Reasons to Smile…what a great link to brighten up my day…”

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“So stop making that face at me…”

I don’t know if you ever loved me. I don’t know if the late night drives and hands held meant anything to you. But I like to think they did. I like to think that a tiny smile formed on your face when you imagined the way we laughed together. I like to believe that whenever you felt sad and alone, I was the one who made you feel whole again. Because that’s what you did for me. Without ever knowing it you were making my life better. So even if you never loved me like I loved you, I hope that I still made your life better too.
And you don’t make me feel impossible. You don’t make me feel like I’m impossible to love and I cannot thank you enough for that. You could of loved anyone on this planet and you picked me and I cannot say how grateful I am for that. That you picked me. Me. Me. You picked me to love and I think that is the most magical thing ever. You picked to love my laugh and my obsession with animals. You picked me and you picked to love my love for books and all things nature. You picked to love my four year old boy laugh and my harshness when the world get’s to hard. You picked to love me and my pills that I take every day to battle clouds that seem to always follow me. You picked to love my scarred skin from night’s when everything got to much and you picked to love my stubbornness on what I want to eat for dinner. You picked to love my small hands and my small personality which you make me feel like it’s big and beautiful. You picked to love my 4 pm I love you’s and my 2 am I don’t want to be here’s. You picked to love my love for animals and homeless people and my uncontrollable laugh when you make a stupid joke. You picked to love my long brown hair and my dull brown eyes. You picked to love my love hate relationships with my mother and my sad life story. You picked to love me and you not only have made me feel loved, you have made me feel like I was beautiful when all I have ever felt my entire life was unworthy. You showed me that I did not need to live in a world of black and white and you opened my heart to color again and I cannot thank you enough for that but I’d like to start with our little “forever”. I hope you do too.
—  Thank you for loving me when I do not love myself. // Deeply Feeling Series 
melodrama (track by track)

green light: the haunting revelation of being free after the break up. but you don’t know what to do with that freedom. it’s frightening and beautiful and inspiring and it makes you lonely and excited all at once. you want to dance with friends and scream out the car window but you hit every red light just at the mere thought of ever moving on.

sober: depression and anxiety is wasting away your youth. you live for the weekend to come. you live for any kind of buzz. you sleep until the bright orange afternoon creeps into your window. but the night is always there for you. the parties, the confetti and the blue lights that rain down, is all worth it in the moment. until you realize you’re all alone.

homemade dynamite: all your decisions and all your actions are self destructive. every bottle of liquor you finish and every house you destroy, you know it’s a form of self hate. but it’s how you cope through all the bullshit.

the louvre: a evening drive through the city with your lover. the day is warm and the tar on the road is hot. the window is down and the air feels liberating. you want to love them forever. but it’s a sunday and your stomach sinks and nothing lasts forever. and now your at a house party months later and everyone is high and the music is booming and you see your ex across the room and you feel like you know no one there and you want to hide away so you leave and no one notices anyways.

liability: you blame the break up on all your insecurities. you blame it all on the way you’d call them every night crying. you think that maybe your sadness is contagious. you should’ve known to sterilize yourself from the start.

hard feelings/loveless: you pack up everything that belonged to them and put it into a box. you practice not having their name on your tongue. you attempt to forget the taste of them. you consider holding on and staying friends, but that anger overrules and you throw that box off the highway bridge. you’re over the aching and now you moved onto the hard feelings. you want to blame them for everything. summer nights are too long. mornings are empty without their texts of “good morning” and you taste this endless nostalgia for the rest of your life. but you don’t let them see this side of you. you let them see the anger. you let them think you’re indestructible.

sober II: growing up with drama stuffed inside of you like all the drugs and alcohol you consume, is tiring. you go through the motions and you nod to their questions and laugh at their jokes. but you know that this misery and that this young love is timeless. so you continue to go through the expected motions.

writer in the dark: that hollow ache in your chest when you realize that the break up is permanent, that this feeling of loss is forever. that nervous ache as you stalk their snapchat and Instagram and any other social media outlet, trying to see if they found someone else. that obsessive need to know if they still miss you, if they still love you and need you. that sickening feeling that makes you numb as you send them text after text but they never reply.

supercut: all the memories are blurry footage winding through your head. the time you ran down the hill, drunk. the time you said “I love you.” the time you looked at them on the roof of the car while you thought “I’m gonna be with you forever..” all the memories are fast forwarding and rewinding and pausing in your head and it is perfect and it is never going to happen again.

liability (reprise): you warned them from the very start. but did you ever listen when they warned you?

perfect places: everyone has a perfect place that is their getaway. but the reason for getting away isn’t perfect. it’s ugly and damaging and it’s cold nights like this that make you realize that nothing will ever be perfect. only for the moment will it seem like a person or a place can be your sanctuary. but the feeling never goes away. remember that.

You Who... [M] (ft. Jeongguk)

Drabble Game Prompt 96. “Here, let me.” with badboy/jock!jeongguk

→ badboy football jk (warning: overstimulation, cumplay, fluff, and fuckingjeonjungkook)
→ 1.4k words prequel part 01 | 02

A/N: i have no idea where this came from, my hand sort of slipped, jfc what have i done 

UPDATE: added the highly-requested prequel as a thank you for 1k+ notes :) make sure to check out Give and Take! It’s a similar AU to this one! 


“There you go, yes, you can do it babe,” Jeongguk encourages, as you bite down on your lip.  

He grins up at you as you move your hips slowly against his, finding the way you squeeze your eyes shut tightly the cutest thing ever. 

“J-jeongguk I-I can’t–” you stutter, arms clutching at his bare shoulders as your movements stutter and begin to slow down. But you whimper instead at the loss of friction between your legs and begin to cry tears of frustration as you don’t know whether to continue grinding against him and chase after another orgasm or to stop completely. 

He just laughs huskily from beneath you, and wipes a tear from your cheek and presses a quick peck to your chin as you make up your mind and your movements continue. His head dips down to press open-mouthed kisses against your collarbone, painting the skin there in blossoms of red and pink. “Shh,” he grates against your neck, a gentle hand coming up to stroke down your spine and settling on the curve of your hip to firmly help guide you up and down his cock. “you got this.” 

He’s in awe as he watches you desperately move against him, your soft breasts and nipples brushing up against his hard chest and melting him on the spot. It’s been years since he’s met you and only a few months since the both of you finally started having sex, but he’s secretly delighted at how sensitive you are and how desperate you are to pleasure the both of you. He wants to spread you out and fuck you with his fingers and tongue and make you cum over and over until you’re screaming hoarsely or tie you down onto the bed and tease you for hours until you’re begging for him, but he smiles as he relishes in actually convincing you to top him for once. 

Cause this time he’s being a little selfish and pushing the boundaries on how far he can take you because he’s currently coaxing your through your third orgasm and is harder than he’s ever been in his life as he watches you in tears because you’re desperate to reach the peak once again. 

You muffle your cries in in his neck and thread your fingers in his hair as you feel the wave approaching again. “Jeongguk, ‘m gonna come,” you murmur breathlessly, making his dick clench at how fucking submissive you sound to him right now. He whispers sooth encouragements into your ear and moves his hips up to meet yours just right and grazes the spot inside of you that has you cringing and sighing into his neck as he grunts when you clamp down on him and bite gently into his shoulder to muffle your cries. 

The orgasm is stronger than the last two he brought you to with his fingers and his mouth, respectively, as the feeling of his skin beneath your fingertips and the sheer rawness of his length brushing your walls makes you clamp down on his girth harder than you’ve ever come before. You cry out and clench your teeth and you’re going through your third intense wave of your orgasm when suddenly he flips the both of you over and pins your hips to his bed and begins to pound into you desperately.

His voice is strained and his hairline slick with sweat as he props himself up above you and glares determinedly into your face thats scrunched up in pleasure, moving his hips against you until he reaches his own peak. You feel his dick twitch once before he’s letting out a loud groan and a strangled cry of your name before his chest pulses for a moment and then he slumps down onto you. 

The both of you are spent and you’re still crying from the overwhelming feeling of being coaxed through three orgasms, with the third being the most intense you’ve ever felt in your life, and your chest heaves from the effort it took. Jeongguk is no better, as he pulls out of you with a groan and kneels between your legs. 

Taking advantage of your slumped and exhausted state, he pushes up a thigh and leans down a bit to see how his cum leaks out of your slit and grasps his cock that hasn’t softened yet with a groan. He gently holds the base of his sensitive member and collects the cum that’s already oozed out onto your thigh with his tip before pushing it back into you. 

You let out a strangled cry, a hand coming up to your mouth so you can muffle your cries, and another desperately clutching onto the wrist holding onto your thigh. He pauses, glancing up at your expression and waiting for you to push him away, but a slight movement of your wrist draws your thigh higher up and his hips a bit closer to you. Grinning, he grasps his softening cock once again and drags his tip from your upper thigh back into your slit, massaging his own cum into your center. 

When he’s completely limp and cringing himself from the overstimulation of pushing himself back into your pussy, he drops your thigh and climbs back up, whispering sweet things into your ear. 

“Baby, you were so good,” he coos, smoothing back your hair and wiping leftover tears. “You deserved that, you were so hot. Here, let me,” he gets a warm towel from the restroom and wipes down your thighs and core before dressing you in his t-shirt (a sight which he’ll never admit he absolutely loves) and pulling on a pair of boxers before climbing into bed with you and pulling you into his chest.

“I loved it.” 

You hiccup, breath short from the sensitivity but also from your tears. “You did?” 

And he thinks its the damned cutest thing ever, how even if you were an innocent girl he’d never thought he’d date, you suddenly turned into a sex starved shyer version of yourself because of him, and then returned back to the sweet blushing one he’d fallen in love with even after hours of rough sex and the dirtiest things. It absolutely fucking thrills him and makes his dick so hard whenever he brings you to too many orgasms, when you reach the point where you dont know whether to stop or continue, or to cry or kiss him. He’s had his fair share of flings and sexcapades, but he knows that the only girl who’s ever made him so whipped, the only girl who’s gotten Jeon Jeongguk wrapped around her tiny little finger, is you. 

You who he began to tease and flirt with as a joke, but ended up falling so damn hard for you after just a partner project where you ended up sympathizing with him and treating him like a real fucking human being, and not the football athlete that everyone worshipped and expected so much out of. You who always looked at him, past his body and face and extracurriculars, and into his soul and really truly understood who he was at the core. You who drunkenly kissed him one night underneath the stars and you who’s cheeks went furiously red when he kissed you again in front of the entire school. You who weren’t afraid of telling him when he was being too cocky or just a dick, and made sure to keep him in check, to the point that his teammates were commenting on what a kind softie he was becoming. 

And finally, you who he found himself hopelessly irrevocably in love with. 

And he looks down at you, with your bare face that’s not really anything special. Eyes, nose, and lips that are average, hair that’s common, and a body that others will say they’ve seen better. But its the way you look at him with your eyes that makes him love you. The way you press your nose against his neck when you cuddle with him and the way you shyly move your soft lips against him when you kiss him goodbye. It’s the way your hair feels like absolute silk underneath his fingers when he runs his hands through them when you’re asleep, and the way your entire body literally lights up and bends at his will and his only

Those are the things, amongst many, that made the high and mighty bad boy Jeon Jeongguk fall in love with you. 

So he cups your face and smiles as he pecks against your lips, peppering your face with them until you giggle and shriek against his attack. Laughing, he draws you close. 

“I did, because I fucking love you.”


Prequel: 01 & 02 [fin], Give and Take[M]

6

Hello my beautiful sugar babes!

I have the best boyfriend in the world. He surprised me with a eight week old golden doodle. I love this dog so much I don’t know what to do. He also ordered me a business platinum American Express credit card. And of course I still have his credit card on my Postmates, Uber, and UberEATS. He also ordered me HGH which is human growth hormone that is $700 a month. It’s supposed to make you skinny, your hair bomb, your nails amazing. Kim Kardashian and Madonna takes it. He’s in Las Vegas for a bachelor party for his brother and he’s calling me every few hours and face timing me. It’s so sweet. He’s so loving and kind. I’m so happy I have him.

I went to the Beverly Wilshire Hotel and I met this grandpa and he took a liking to me and he wants to help me in my professional career. He wants to publish articles about me so I can become famous in my career when people google me. I’m really happy I met him and I look forward to growing my professional career and maybe leaving the sugar bowl forever one day. I’m really happy with my boyfriend and I don’t really see a need to hustle guys if I can make a substantial amount of money in my professional career.

I went to Roku sushi restaurant in Los Angeles last night at midnight because I was hungry and these guys kept circling our table and when the bill came the waitress told us that one of the gentleman had paid for our bill. It was a $200 sushi tab so it was nice to get free dinner. This just goes to show that once again my proximity thing is true. You need to be around rich people to meet rich people. I highly suggest going to this restaurant there were so many rich guys there I went in my yoga clothes and Adidas slides. I literally ran out for a midnight snack now I know to dress a little bit better. He owns 40 brands of wines and lives all over the world. He invited us to attend the BET party and Yacht parties for 4th of July.

A guy asked me to go to a music festival with him in Chicago and he offered me $8000 for three days but I’m not sure if I want to go because it’s rock music and I prefer hip-hop and EDM. So I don’t know if I want to go and listen to music for three days that I don’t even like I don’t know if it’s worth it. I’m still thinking about it.

I work out at Equinox and this guy invited me to this Lamborghini and McLaren event. I guess these guys that own these $400,000 cars pay money to race their cars on the race track. There were so many rich as guys. I wish I could’ve invited you all.

Girls have been messaging me asking me where I met my guys and I met them at all different places here are some examples. These are the guys that take care of me monthly of course I have my guys that I see here and there but these are the guys I count on every month
• 30 year old Amex, takes care of my car insurance, work expenses, cell phone bill, unlimited credit card - Match.com
• boyfriend, Uber, UberEATS, Postmates, credit card, HGH, Equinox - Tinder
• $5,000 a month and all my Christian Louboutins - MillionaireMatch.com
• $5,000/ $20,000 a month Persian - Poker Game
• billionaire - Charity Event
Rich guys are everywhere so you got to keep looking.

I made some mistakes in the beginning in the sugar bowl so I wanted to share with you what I’ve learned and I hope I can save you some trouble
• always get the money and or gifts first. One of my first arrangements on SA The guy promised me $1000 for a meet and he gave me $500 after. And I didn’t know what to do so I just took the $500 I left and he promised me that he would give me the money later but he never ever did. I never made that mistake again. When I see my daddies I always say “hi babe did you bring my gift.” Don’t trust them and if they say something like “this feels to transactional” I suggest you should leave he’s probably going to gyp you. All my real daddy’s give me the money without making me feel guilty.
• only talk on the phone with them for 10 minutes at a time. Try not to call them let them call you. When I see that the 10 minutes it’s getting close I just hang up abruptly and say “hey I have to go” and I just hang up. If they want to talk to you they have to come see you. They know how to find you. Don’t worry. They didn’t die. They’re just busy. He’ll make time for you if you’re important but don’t force anything. My boyfriend told me I never called him once in 2 months. If I need to say something I save it for when I see him. Are used to make up excuses to text him. Like if I bought him his favorite Mountain Dew soda I will take a picture and send it to him. But I stop doing that and he has been chasing me ever since.
• only give him 75% of your love. My nail lady is like my therapist and she told me she’s been married for eight years and her husband still asked her to this day if she loves him. She gives me the best advice. She also asked me do I know which noodle house is the best noodle house in Korea? She told me it was a noodle house that serve the least amount of noodles. So be the noodle house that serves the least amount of noodles. That will make him coming back for more.
• always make sure your nails are perfect. I once was dating this really rich guy who owns all these medical marijuana dispensaries and he told me that he will not date a girl if one nail is broken. Now I know you may think that this is absurd but I’m talking about being a sugarbaby on a high level. In order to be a sugarbaby on a high level you need to look like it.
• you need to shower daily. I can’t believe that I have to even say this but one time I hug my girlfriend and I could smell her hair and my eyes almost white cross eyed. You don’t know how many times guys have told me that they love the way I smell I shower and wash my hair every day and I understand some of you guys because if your ethnicity that you cannot wash her hair every day but you need to figure out something to make sure you smell good and clean. And even after sex I will take a shower and guys always told me that they love me that I’m so clean.
• we are here to comfort our men if they’re having a bad day make sure you uplift them and make sure that you make them happy. One of the things I always tell my guys is I’m here to celebrate your success your happiness and your life make it about them. You can go home and complain to your girlfriends but your boyfriend is not the guy you are complaining to. We are here to celebrate their life and their success.
• I have never ever referred to any of my guys as my “sugar daddy” or asked for an “allowance” to their face. Behind their back I referred to them as my sugar daddy and stuff but to their face they think that I am just their regular girlfriend. This will build more trust and they won’t feel as used and they will probably be looser with their wallet if they feel like you’re not using them. You know they’re going to be very cautious of everything if they suspect anything. You’re going to make the most money if their guards are down so you need to build trust.
• this is also a tip from my nail lady but do not ever make them feel jealous. Even if you are dating multiple men do not let them now. Do not post fancy photos of food on your social media if they’re following you. They know that you were on a date.
• Now as I mentioned above to only give 75% of your love to them and only spend 10 minutes on the phone with them when you were with them in person you are the number one girlfriend. When I am with my boyfriend or any of my dudes and even a Rolls-Royce I don’t even look. My phone is in my bag the whole time I do not check my phone for social media or my text messages or anything. My dude has my full undivided attention. They are the king in my eyes (at the moment)
• I personally won’t introduce my girlfriends to my daddies or my boyfriend until things are really established between the two of us. You don’t even know how many girls will sideswipe you and try to fuck your boyfriend for a Chanel bag. So to save your relationship with your boyfriend and your girlfriends just make sure you and your boyfriend or totally establish before introducing them. You can’t really control what they are going to do but you can definitely control if they meet or not.
• as you guys know a lot of my dudes give me credit card. A lot of girls have been messaging me about this. To get a credit card they are going to need your real name, your birthdate, and your Social Security number. So it has to be definitely someone that you completely trust. My 30-year-old daddy and my boyfriend I know they would never do anything to hurt me. They’re the most nicest people on the planet and their goal is to just help me. So don’t give some crazy motherfucker your Social Security number just so you can get a credit card it might not be worth the trouble. But this is really nice in case they go out of town or something you don’t have to depend on them to deposit money into your bank account it’s just a credit card so you can just spend and they pay the bill. The other great thing is if someone gets you a credit card I can only benefit you never hurt you so let’s just say that they default and don’t pay the credit card it goes on to their credit but let’s say that they pay your $10,000 a month credit card like every month your credit will improve.
• always have your own separate income or business or school or like profession or something that you’re working towards. There is a very high chance that you are probably going to marry a really rich guy being in the sugar bowl you’re going to end up falling in love with one of them. But the thing is is you should still have your own thing. You could even be a part-time plastic surgeon. All my aunts married very wealthy men but they have never worked a day in their lives and their husbands cheat on them all the time and they’re just stuck in there miserable relationship. They are decked out in Ferragamo, Mercedes Benz, and have Chanel bags but they hate their lives. You want to be adored and loved. And you have to let them know that you know you could leave if you wanted to and I think they’ll treasure you more. The also respect you more.
• if you are having a slow season in your sugar game do not worry it happens to all of us that’s why you need to be dating multiple guys to make sure that you’re going to be OK. That’s also why I highly encourage you to save your money. If you need to buy stuff have your daddies buy it for you save all the cash that you get. And honestly if you can’t get a guy to buy it for you you probably don’t even deserve it. If you really wanted you will figure out a way to get a guy to buy it for you. While we are having lunch I’ll make them take me to Sephora go buy $300 worth of make up or say “babe can we swing by target? I’m out of TP” and but $200 worth of stuff. Or get my nails done with them.
• K girls you know my favorite save save save! Just because things are going really well with your daddy don’t get too excited. Guys have offered me all kinds of stuff and they fell short.
• which also brings me to another topic is don’t count your chickens before they hatch. Meaning guys are gonna promise you all kinds of stuff don’t really count on it until you have the money in your hand or in your bank account. And honestly I made the mistake of telling my friends and looking really stupid when the guy never even called me back. So keep this information to yourself and maybe later if they actually give you the money or the gift then you can tell your friends but even with that you were going to end up with a bunch of hater friends. They’re probably going to call you a hooker or something like that because they are so jealous. They probably can’t even get their boyfriend to buy them a $200 dinner. So they are really going to hate you if your boyfriend is giving you a $10,000 allowance plus the Mercedes-Benz, you get what I mean? In the real world not that many people will be happy for you. So be careful who you share your information with.
• and really girls if you want to be a sugar baby on a high level you need to look like it. Your hair, make up, skin, nails, clothes, style, everything needs to be on point. One time I saw my girlfriend who really wanted to be a sugarbaby on my level and she had open her purse and her purse was a freaking mess and her make up had busted and the make up was all over like her wallet and and her stuff. It just looks so freaking disgusting. I buy make up bags from the dollar store and if my make up bursts or breaks I just empty it out throw the make up bag away and I put it in the new make up bag. You need to be really clean for these guys. And this was also the girl that her hair smelled. I mean I’m just her friend observing and I already knew we both played in different sandboxes. She asked me if she could have my old daddies but none of my dudes would even fuck her for free.

I really want all of you guys to be really successful. I’m here to answer any questions and to help you with any of the stuff but you guys need to do your part and look your best and be healthy go work out and be the best you. Make sure you’re all there mentally, emotionally, and physically. I pray and I mediate a lot to get my spirituality and head space in the right place. I work out and eat organic food so I’m in a good mood.

Another thing is is my nail lady told me that you don’t have to be the prettiest girl in the world but you do need to have the best skin. Stay out of the sun it ages you it’s not good for you it will give you freckles and wrinkles. Use SPF every single day, reapply it all day, where a hat if you’re going to be in the sun.

If I actually become successful in my professional career I will probably quit the sugar bowl and just take my boyfriend exclusively. I am really happy with him and I’m happy with my new puppy. I love you all and I wish you all the best success in the world and I totally believe in you.

That’s another thing to make it in this field and anything else you need to believe in yourself. I open my arms and face my palms to the sky, face my heart to the sky and I say “I open my heart to receive love, money, and happiness”. I need you guys to start doing this so the universe knows that’s you’re ready for your whale :)


To all my daddies,

I want to thank you for all the luxuries in my life. I want to thank you for making sure my bills are paid, designer silk clothes, most expensive shoes and handbags, most exclusive gym membership, caring about my health, buying me healthy organic groceries, alkaline water, green juices delivered every morning, taking care of my eyelashes extensions, nail salon, eyebrows, skincare, spas, facials, hair salon, make up, plastic surgeries, laser hair removal, my new puppy, taking care of my puppy supplies and vet bills and thank you for taking care of me even when you’re away on a business trip. I will in return be the best girlfriend to you make sure you feel like a king. I’m so grateful I met you. I love you so much.

Happy Father’s Day Zaddy ❤️

Love,
Your Asian Sugar Baby

Again with this

Very early on in the yearly 5e campaign after a side quest where one player’s character got four boyfriends (a young elvish bard guy with several very high rolls), the other players followed suit in trying to make relationships with NPCs and it was established that pretty much every NPC in-universe is bi or pan for the sake of convenience when rolling to flirt. This had the unintentional consequence of making *literally every character in the campaign non-straight*. After the entire campaign was over several players were on a one-off mission and the following exchange occurred. The session was nearly over as we’d just found the person we were sent to look for.

Simon: So the girl is able to walk and stuff?
DM: No, she’s too weak.
Alex: I cast cure wounds on her.
DM: Yeah, she—literally any amount of HP gets her walking, no need to roll.
Simon: Okay, so we… take her back home, the barkeep was her dad right? This was the daughter?
DM: Yeah, they look a lot alike. She also tells you so when you ask.
[a few minutes later]
Simon: I wanna roll to flirt with her.
DM: Yeah there it is. That—I was waiting all mission for this one. The DC is high dude, just warning you.
Simon: Cmon dice… *nat 19*
DM: That’ll do it! Alrighty then!
Alex: Wait, dude, did—did you just make the first straight character in this universe?
DM: …Oh my god I did.
Alex: *joking* We needed the diversity, really, the believability was suffering.
DM: Finally! First one ever!
Simon: I’m a girl.
Alex: …wait—
Simon: I’m using my elf lady, remember?
[Pause, then laughter]
Alex: NEVERMIND!
DM: So close, and yet so far!
Simon: WE’VE GONE AND DONE IT AGAIN, FOLKS.
DM: I tried, I really did. I—I tried to make that evil wizard and his son straight, but nah, never works. Always ends up like this. You guys started this.
Alex: Every time.