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Jungkook as your boyfriend

Originally posted by jinkooks

  • k if you get to date jungkook you are the luckiest thing on earth because who doesn’t want to date that nerd
  • so he would be extremely nervous before confessing because he wouldn’t just go to a random someone he found cute and ask them out oh no no he would totally fall for a best friend
  • and guess what you are the best friend
  • and the nerd didn’t even realise he liked you in the first place he was literally just like “huh hyung aren’t they amazing if i’d date someone i wish it would be them”
  • and jin is literally facepalming for the fifth time because “jungkook maybe u CAN date them just ask”
  • but kook is like “wait no i can’t hyung we are best friends are you dumb or something”
  • but then something clicks in his head or jin is hitting his head bc kook’s stupid af and you turn around and smile at him and he just realises
  • he just knows he already fell for you
  • and then he nearly faints
  • but yeah back to it he decides to confess after some weeks or months idk he’s pretty much a loser
  • so what better way to confess than write a message because he is still a loser and he knows that if he talks to you he’s gonna screw it all up
  • so here’s the thing, being your best friend, kook doesn’t really write you messages and even when he does they are short because he knows you won’t get mad
  • but he literally stood all night up to write a long ass message before sending it at like 7 am
  • you still don’t know that he worked so much at that message but namjoon is forever blackmailing kook with it
  • woah this backstory is long af
  • anyway badabing badaboom you two are together because you actually had a crush on him who wouldn’t have a crush on jungkook
  • he still doesn’t like texting but he tries to send you morning texts and good night texts
  • you also get to wear his white t-shirts and he complains about it but he finds you sexy when you wear his clothes so he lets you wear them anyway
  • you two watch the marvel movies and you secretly like iron man too but you say that captain america is better just to annoy kook
  • alright back to the story
  • so jungkookie wouldn’t be big on skinship at first
  • he would be afraid to hold your hand
  • so when he does hold your hand he just internal screams and is like “good job kook you did good”
  • but then he regrets everything because his hands get sweaty so he immediately tries to find a context to stop holding your hand
  • he is also afraid to kiss you
  • and when the boys see that none of you is taking initiative on kissing they come up with a plan
  • so they play the pepero game
  • and yeah, taehyung and hobi kiss again and jimin gets slapped by yoongi bc they kissed but it’s all worth it when they shove both your heads into one another to see you kiss
  • and this is the story of your first kiss
  • jungkook likes hugs though
  • he would hug you 24/7 if he had the time
  • he gives good hugs too like he likes to hover over you if you are shorter or snuggle his head into your neck if you are tall enough
  • I’M LITERALLY MELTING WEHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF
  • he would also like cuddling, especially spooning
  • but he would love to be the big spoon, even if you are 6 feet tall he. is. going. to. hold. his. baby.
  • and you can’t do anything about it
  • he still whines about his arm being numb after you two get up and he denies ever wanting to be the big spoon so you are still the bad one
  • after he gets comfortable enough with you he would start making out with you
  • and BOI would he love making out yes he would
  • he’d be pretty good at it too like he would love to hover over you while you two kissed (he would also dominate the kiss he’s a dom fiGHT ME)
  • he’d put a hand around your waist if you were standing and he would gather your hands over your head if you were sitting
  • he loves when you straddle him but he will never ever ever tell you
  • he also gives good neck kisses
  • he would pepper close mouthed kisses over your neck and they would be so light you would barely feel them
  • and when he gets to your collar bone you think he’s done buT HE GOES BACk to your neck and just bites
  • he bites
  • and then he starts to sloppily kiss all over your neck and he starts biting and sucking and licking everywhere he can reach and he gives you s o many hickeys and god forbid you hide them nope you gotta go out with your neck fucked up i’m sorry you got no choice
  • and he gets so smug and proud when people point out your hickeys or bruises and he smirks and he just w i n k s at you when you look over
  • but this fucker would headbutt you into your nose if you gave him one faint faint pale hickey
  • so yeah i guess you found out that your sex life is pretty interesting
  • of course, if you are ok with sex bc if you are not jungkook is still a happy bean
  • SMUT AHEAD PLZ DON’T CONTINUE IF YOU ARE NOT OK WITH IT I WILL WRITE SOMETHING IN BOLD WHEN I FINISH IT
  • k so i already said that jungkook is a dom and i will forever support this statement with my whole heart
  • anyway, the first time he wouldn’t be as confident as he was with making out
  • bc apparently making love is different
  • and he’s scared of hurting you
  • so you have to take the wheel
  • and your first time is gentle and cute and somehow awkward but you enjoyed it nevertheless because jungkook kept on repeating praises and he also left those heavenly moans out
  • spoiler: after the first three times kook flips you two over and fucks you into oblivion
  • another spoiler: you never get to dom ever again
  • from then on it just gets wilder and wilder
  • i don’t really see him into dirty talk but i actually see him into dirty talk???
  • like i don’t think he will dirty talk every time but if you get him angry enough he will get into lowkey humiliation mode
  • sometimes calls you slut but apologizes for it 50 times after it’s all over
  • will never ever do anything that will hurt you because he may be a dom but he’s not going to ever hurt you so u are in good hands
  • a big one on fingering i dunno i don’t see him eating you out but he’ll finger you at any hour every day he’d finger you hours on no end if you would let him
  • also loves fucking your mouth if you are ok with it but still apologizes for it 10 times
  • spoiler: if you let him fuck your mouth then he will totally do it and if you gag or struggle he will chuckle and be like “come on, you can take more than that” and just continue. feels bad for it later
  • anyway, if you look uncomfortable with something or you look like you just can’t anymore he will stop because he doesn’t want to push you past your limits
  • and apologize again like 70 times because he is good at apologizing
  • K THAT’S IT NO MORE SMUT
  • if you guys ever fight he will be s o scared but only after it’s over and one of you walks away
  • i mean, he gets into it and he is pretty competitive so when you fight he wants to show you that he is right even if he isn’t
  • so he doesn’t notice that what you two do is bad only after you walk away
  • so he gets very very scared and he’s !!! “hyUNG WHAT DO I DO THEY LEFT”
  • and jin is like “calm down kid they’ll come back i promise”
  • and you do come back and jungkook is in literal tears his cheeks are all puffed out and his eyes are red and his lips are even redder and he looks like he can’t breathe anymore and he just clings to you and he repeats “please never leave me alone don’t ever walk away like this please i’ll do everything let’s just never fight i don’t like it” and he is ugly sobbing and whining so you just hug him and cuddle him and wipe away his tears and you can’t even remember why you fought in the first place
  • that was your first fight so after that one jungkook avoids the fights like the plague
  • if you guys start fighting he drops everything and hugs you very very tight because he is scared you will walk away again so he sits you down somewhere and he sits right next to you so your legs and arms touch because he needs to know you are there 
  • and you two just talk and never fight again
  • he also gets you little cute presents because “i just saw it there and it reminded me of you so i just bought it”
  • so your room is full of little things from jungkook because he doesn’t really like presents but will forever buy you stuff because he highkey likes to spoil you
  • you are so spoiled istg the only time he doesn’t spoil you is when you say “why do you spoil me” and he just denies everything
  • he is totally whipped but he doesn’t acknowledge it
  • and you guys tease each other every day and every time people see you together you bicker but at the end of the day you are still his and he is still yours
  • he knows he can trust you so WAIT NOPE I FORGOT TO SAY SOMETHING IT’S NOT ENDING YET
  • he is so jealous
  • i mean, it’s not that he doesn’t trust you, because he does, but when he sees other men around you he just goes on protective mode
  • the problem is he doesn’t know how to react when he feels like this so every time it’s different
  • one time he pulls you away, one time he joins the conversation, one time he just says something salty to the other person and forcefully grabs you and takes you somewhere else
  • actually, it’s always different with jungkook, whatever you guys are doing, be it dates (sometimes you go to a cafe, the next time you go to the gym and sometimes he takes you to the zoo or a carnival), or kisses (he will forever kiss you in a new way, two kisses will never be the same) or even talk (you guys will never talk about the same thing twice)
  • and that is because he knows he doesn’t know what to do so he wants to make sure that you are still interested in him and still love him and he’s forever afraid that he might screw up so he tries his best because you are honestly the world for him and he doesn’t want to lose his sun and moon and stars
  • because you make him feel things he never felt before and you are his only source of calmness and peace when everyone is stressing him and only your scent can relax him
  • and he knows he can trust you because you have been there before he even knew who he was. you were always there to remind him why he is wonderful and why he is doing what he is doing and you always supported him through his darkest times. you always protected him and he didn’t even know
  • so now he is forever grateful for what you’ve done for him and he wants to do so too. he wants to be there for you and he wants you to cry on his shoulder, not on someone else’s. he wants to be the reason you smile and he wants to protect you and he wants to remind you why you are breathtaking
  • he just adores you and everything about you and he still can’t comprehend why you love him the way he loves you and every night he has to remind himself that you are his, that you are there for him and that you are ok with it
  • so your relationship is more than bickering and presents
  • because jungkook is way deeper than he shows and he is a person that feels everything so very deeply and sometimes he is afraid of his own feelings and this is why he needs you to show him that you feel the same way and that he isn’t crazy or something
  • your relationship is one where you aren’t just lovers, but best friends too, which means that you know everything about each other, but are still eager to absorb everything that means the other’s existence
  • your relationship is built on sleepless nights where you just stare at each other and warm blankets and 3 am dinners and soft shy kisses and sweaty hands even after years of being together and mistakes because they are always there but you two learn to overcome them and he wouldn’t have it any other way
  • this got very long

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

kiho!couple au

coughs happy birthday kihyun + @ my nct followers i still love you and i prOMISE I’LL WRITE SOME NCT STUFF LATER ON </3

also hugehugehugehugehugehugehugehughugehugehughuge thank you to @jeongmini bc dear lord i wouldnt even have finished this without her


-softest couple ever

-like fucking murder me with your softness please

-wonho does dumb things so he can see kihyun’s face squish up when he smiles 

-cotton candy hair duo (as of 20.11.16 ;))))))

-wonho’s contact name is probably hoe honestly kihyun has no time for his bullshit

-kihyun’s contact name is probably something cute like “baby boy” or “kihyunnie”

-wonho calls kihyun “baby” and “baby boy” to make him blush leave me alonE  

-they call each other babe a lot but whenever they’re tired they call each other “wonnie” and “kihyunnie”

-one time kihyun got fucking trashed 

-he was drunk out of his mind smh 

-i mean it was his birthday so iT WAS OK

-wonho had a feeling kihyun was gonna drink way more than he could handle so he decided to be sober that night 

-and when they got home, kihyun could barely stand without wonho’s help

-he was wobbling and shit oh my god this kid

-so wonho managed to get them to their room and he staRTED TO TUCK KIHYUN IN OH MY GOSH

-and the entire time kihyun was mumbling on about something wonho couldn’t quite hear

-and when wonho started to leave to get kihyun a glass of water and aspirin for the morning, kihyun grabbed onto his hand and mumbled something before covering his eyes with his free hand

-“what was that babe? i couldn’t hear you”

-kihyun turns even redder than before but wonho pretends not to notice 

-“i want… i want you to stay with me”

-wonho feels his lil heart burst because kihyun’s voice is so small and timid and aHH

-“i mean… i know i look gross and like im about to throw up any second but please?”

-wonho grins and he just walks over to kihyun to give him a kiss on the forehead before he tells him he’ll be right back 

-when he comes back with water and aspirin, kihyun’s like half asleep and he’s in the same position wonho left him in

-and wonho sits on the edge of the bed and kihyun immediately tries to sit up but wonho makes him lay down

-kihyun mumbles something along the lines of “lay down with me please” and wonho realizes he’s so whipped oh my god 

-wonho lays down with him and kihyun envelops him in a koala hug and he manages to drift off like that but right before he falls asleep wonho whispers “goodnight kihyunnie”

-and that brings the bIGGEST DOPIEST SMILE ON KIHYUN’S FACE

-so you know what this fucker replies with 

-“i love you”

-it’s so quiet and faint but wonho hears it anyway and his heart stops because it’s the first time kihyun’s told him he loves him and aHHH

-“tell me you love me in the morning, baby" 

-wonho says that in the softest voice he’s ever heard himself speak and gosh he realizes how in love he is with kihyun

-kihyun likes sneaking in kisses with wonho during the day

-it’ll be quick, subtle kisses on the cheek or something 

-kihyun never kisses wonho’s lips in public

-he’s learned his lesson smh

-the one time he presses a quick kiss to wonho’s lips, wonho pulled him closer and wouldn’t stop kissing him until kihyun ran out of breath and had to push wonho away

-wonho likes it when kihyun’s cheeks become a dusty pink when he’s embarrassed a lot

-which is one of the reasons he likes kissing kihyun until he can’t breathe :))))))) control him

-honestly kihyun probably sits on wonho’s lap when they makeout 

-wonho insists smh

-"it’s not a proper makeout session until you sit on my lap”

-“im going to bite your lip until it bleeds istg wonho”

-“kinky ;)))))))”

-their makeout sessions are wild y'all istg

-wonho always initiates it 

-kihyun could be sitting on the couch playing something on his phone and wonho’ll slowly drag him onto his lap

-and kihyun’ll be like “lol w/e”

-but then wonho’ll start to kiss the back of kihyun’s neck softly and subtly and make him squirm 

-“if you don’t stop doing that i’ll smack you”

-“make me”

-boom ezpz that’s how all their makeout sessions start 

-kihyun’s legs end up on either side of wonho’s body and wonho holds him still by gripping his waist half heartedly

-wonho’s hands never stay there anyway

-kihyun likes tangling his fingers in wonho’s hair and pulling on it occasionally

-wonho has a hair pulling kink confirmed

-honestly kihyun puts his hands in wonho’s hair because he doesn’t know where else to put them

-shy lil baby omg

-wonho always ends up grabbing kihyun’s thighs bc according to @jeongmini “kihyun’s thicc” sO

-whenever kihyun tries to pull away from the kiss wonho doesnt let him

-kihyun has to tug wonho’s head back by gripping his hair

-and wonho always groans which makes kihyun turn pinker than he already was

-after makeout sessions, kihyun’s cheeks are always dusted with a soft pink and he’s always gasping for air

-wonho finds that so cute goD

-wonho probably likes giving him hickies a lot

-just to make him squirm and whimper

-the amount of times the other boys have walked in on them eating each other’s faces is too mANY

-poor changkyun smh

-after that whenever they makeout on the couch, kihyun always mumbles something about the boys seeing them but wonho doesnt give a fuCK BYE

-kihyun in oversized sweaters makes wonho dIE

-thigh highs too probably bYE I WASNT HERE

-im literally like 13 im going to hell

-kihyun probably steals wonho’s clothes and wonho pretends to be mad

-wonho melts whenever kihyun sings

-honestly wonho is so cheesy kihyun wants to stab himself 24/7

-wonho could open his mouth and he’d have that stupid grin on his face every time he’s about to say something cheesy and kihyun would slap a hand over his mouth so quickly like wow ok sonic has competition

-”if you say some dumb pickup line again im going to lock you out of our room and youre gonna have to sleep on the couch”

-”i’ll just sleep with hyungwon”

-”ok you can fiGHT ME RIGHT NOW”

-their height difference isnt even that big but wonho could probably fling kihyun across the room by accident

-he did it like, once bUT IT WASNT ON PURPOSE

-HE DIDNT MEAN TO

-no one knows how it happens

-kihyun has blocked it from his mind

-the only one who remembers it is wonho and if you ask him about it he gets triggered

-”!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP HOE”

-”why do i still love you”

-”lol have u seen my abs kihyun”

-kihyun makes sure wonho eats enough

-like, every time they eat together, kihyun gives wonho a major side eye

-”kihyun why are you staring at me like that”

-”*heavy breathing* *sinks into his seat* *whispers* u need to eat more and stay healthy and im worried for your weight”

-”what was that?”

-”*mr krabs meme* i- i wANT YOUR FOOD”

-”oh here lmaO”

-”*pterodactyl screeches* NO DONT GIVE ME YOUR FOOD EAT IT”

-kihyun just wants wonho to be hEALTHY

-ok we’ve always seen that gif of kihyun sitting on wonho’s thighs while he does sit-ups and i 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000% believe it’s just a normal thing that they do

-the first time they did it, wonho said that “it was for motivation”

-kihyun knew it was bullshit but he went with it anyway

-sometimes when wonho gets close enough to kihyun’s face, kihyun’ll kiss him kiLL ME

-”you call that a sit-up my deceased bunny from 5th grade could do a better sit-up than that”

-kihyun is a savage

-”babe dont be like this”

-”my bunny wouldnt use the babe tactic on me, you know why? BECAUSE SHE WASNT A BITCH”

-”ok but your bunny also cant talk”

-”MS WHISKERS LOVED TALKING TO ME”

-wonho ends up kissing kihyun to shut him up

-kihyun pushes him away and says “STOP KISSING ME JUST BECAUSE YOU DONT WANNA PROPERLY DO A SIT-UP”

-wonho likes it when kihyun sings for him

-he likes the way kihyun’s voice is airy and light in the morning

-and kihyun likes the way wonho’s voice is so rough and low in the morning

-wonho stares at kihyun way too often but he never realizes

-kihyun likes falling asleep on top of wonho

-he likes when their stomachs press together and how he can hear wonho’s heartbeat

-and he feels so safe with wonho’s arms around him

-wonho likes taking kihyun’s phone so he can spam his camera roll with selfies

-jokes on him kihyun saves them all for blackmail :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

-wonho nibbles on kihyun’s cheeks or bites him in random places

-cue kihyun’s screeching to “sTOoOoOooOoOoOoP”

-kihyun is ticklish and wonho takes advantage of that

-whenever wonho tries to go close to kihyun’s neck, kihyun kicks him and runs away

-”dOnT BreATHe oN MY NEcK”

-whenever kihyun falls asleep on wonho, wonho forgets how to breathe and stops moving bc “iM GONNA WAKE HIM UP IF I BREATHE!11!1!!!1!!1!”

-he ends up scooping kihyun up in his arms and tucking him in bed kill me :((((((((((((((

-kihyun takes care of the boys a lot so wonho likes taking care of him in return

-whenever it snows, kihyun acts like a little kiD AHHH

-”wonho!! WONHO LOOK IT’S IMPORTANT”

-”WHAT OH MY GOD”

-”IT’S S N O W I N G”

-whenever the two of them go outside in the winter, kihyun’s cheeks always get red extremely easily

-and whenever it’s really cold, kihyun tends to breathe out from his mouth more often bc his nose is probably stuffy or something

-and it melts wonho’s heart seeing kihyun’s red cheeks and mouth slightly agape like a little kid

-HAND HOLDING IS A MUST

-wonho just really likes the feeling of kihyun’s fingers tangling with his own and gosh oh my gosh he loves him so much

-honestly kihyun probably fell in love with wonho during their no.mercy days

-but wonho had had his eye on kihyun for so much longer

-he was passing by the dance practice room and he heard someone singing from the inside

-and at first he was like “wtf why is someone singing in the dance practice room at this hour it’s almost midnight”

-but all he could think about was how fucking pretty the voice singing was

-so he contemplated whether or not he should stay and listen

-spoiler: he stayed and listened!!1!1!!

-he wanted to find out who the voice belonged to but gOD HE’S SO AWKWARD AND IT’S SO WEIRD

-”hey lol i heard u singing and i think im in love”

-MISS HIM WITH THAT BULLSHIT OMG

-he was too busy roasting himself in his head that he didnt notice that the person inside had opened the door

-”um… can i help you…?”

-WONHO HAD A HEART ATTACK

-wonho started mumbling and stuttering

-”no i… i just… nO” AND THEN HE R A N A W A Y

-kihyun didnt even know what the fuck to think so he shrugged it off

-but whenever they crossed paths during their trainee days, wonho would look at him a second longer and blush bye

-when they met during no.mercy kihyun remembered him immediately

-”hey youre that guy that stalked me in the dance practice room!!”

-”I WASNT STALKING YOU I JUST HAPPENED TO BE PASSING BY AND I LIKED YOUR VOICE”

-”well youre lucky i like your face or i probably wouldve called the cops by now”

-wow ok smooth kihyun smh

-and at first they were just good friends but kihyun started noticing how sweet and gentle and precious wonho really was and fuCK HE WAS FALLING IN LOVE SHOVE HIM IN FRONT OF A BUS

-DANCE PRACTICES THAT CONSIST OF JUST THE TWO OF THEM

-this is getting too long i need to end this but stan monsta x stan talent stan cute babies who dont know how to live properly i love them

anonymous asked:

so i've vaguely been aware of nicknaming schemes in different languages (like yuri -> yu-chan in japanese, or ramona -> ramoncita in spanish) but i never knew about russian nicknaming! would you care to share how it works? :0

im so so so sorry for late respond anon !!! because previous attempt to reply was failED but whatever

but sure thing, i’ll try to elaborate! this gonna be a long one haha

as i know, big amount of nicknames for one certain name arent real big deal in any language, like Elizabeth can be Eliza, Elisa, Betty, Bettie and etc etc etc in english

but sure russian nicknames are fucking something, because they sometimes don’t look and sound like full name at all!

typical example for that: a friend called Alexander\Alexandra  (Александр\Александра) you can call Sasha (Саша), Sanya (Саня), Shura (Шура), Shurik (Шурик) and more, if you add specific suffixes, but that comes later

my real name Maria (Мария) has some similarities to Alexander in shorten name: the most common pet name is Masha (Маша; like Sasha) and Manya (Маня; like Sanya). Also you can call Marias as Marusya (Маруся), Marishka (Маришка), Marika (Марика) and more

according to your example for japanese nickname it seems you came after yoi anon, which is fucking cool because i can tell nicknames for Oh Those Russians™ too

So, the name Victor (Виктор) doesnt have much nicknames, so the most common ones are Vitya (Витя) Vityok (Витёк), Vityan (Витян), Vit'ka (Витька)

Yarkow called Victor ’Vitya’ tho

and there are some more since i google the names for extra info but trust me other nicknames are so dumb so i’ll keep it unknown

Yuri (Юрий) has not that many nicknames too, like Yura (Юра), Yurka (Юрка) and Yurochka (Юрочка; his grandpa called him like that)

but subs spelled it wrong lmao

thats for yoi… but actually some russians (me for instants lmao) sometimes forget nicknames of certain names tho! for example me and sis spent legit a lot of time recalling pet name for Georgy (Георгий), and it turned out to be Zhora (Жора; zh pronounced like ‘ge’ in ‘garage’)
also there is a name in russian Evdokia\Avdotia (Евдокия\Авдотья)  which shortens to Dunya (Дуня)

in conclusion?? if russian isnt your native language but you want to give a nickname in russian for someone russian too, you either look it up in advance, or guess it somehow

but i mentioned specific suffixes earlier, which play big role in russian nicknaming, because you can make a shorten name even cuter or funnier or uglier, which u prefer lmao

example: here is Alexander again, Sasha for short. but  with suffix and  -ka (-ка), -en'ka (-енка),  -ulya (-уля) you get even more nicknames: Sashka (Сашка), Sashen'ka (Сашенька), Sashulya (Сашуля)
and moRE, MORE TO COME
i can make legit list of COMMON nicknames for Alexander: Sasha -> Sashka, Sashen'ka , Sashulya, Sashechka, Sashunya; Sanya  -> Sanyok, San'ka,  Sanechka ; Shura -> Shurochka, Shurik
so now many is that? 13 nicknames! pretty cool, right?

all because russian has such a diversity of these suffixes!! and it’s hard to list them all, because there are really, really many ways to make more nicknames

but i’ll add some more examples after all! because every suffix have slightly different meaning

the regular shorten names, like Vitya for Victor, Masha for Maria are obviously much less formal as full names, and russians use them on daily basis with almost anyone (exceptions are teachers, bosses and any other official\higher persona), like classmates, colleagues, and any kind of acquaintances.

lil throwback to yoi: while watching of 1 ep all the russian fans were kinda pissed by Yuri and Victor using full names to each other, because russians rarely do that!!! they would definitely call each other Vitya and Yura, considering Victor’s personality, he would call Yuri only shorten names tho, like Yurka and Yurochka

but when you add those suffixes, shorter name became even lesser formal and are usually used by close (or not that much) friends

  • the most popular suffix for russians is -ka-, and it’s supposed to sound kinda funny: Sashka (Сашка; Sasha + ka), Mashka (Машка; Masha + ka from Maria), Vit'ka (Витька ;Vitya + ka from Victor), Tan'ka (Танька; Tanya + ka from Tatiana)
  • another suffix of same kind -ik-/-ok, used for male names only and either connected with full names: Pavlik (Павлик; full name Pavel/Павел + ik), Stasik (Стасик; Stas/Стас + ik), Vladik (Владик; Vlad/Влад + ik)
  • or shorter ones too: Vityok (Витёк; Vitya + ok)

  • -chk-/-shk- (-чк-/-шк- ) sounds more tender now, but still slightly funny: Sanechka (Санечка; Sanya+chk+a), Tanechka (Танечка;Tanya + chk+ a), Galechka (Галечка; Galya + chk + a from Galina/Галина)
    btw these suffixes cant be used with names Maria or Victor
  • but -on’k-/-en’k- (-оньк-/-еньк-) do!! at least for Victor - Viten'ka (Витенька; Vitya + en'k + a). and some more too: good ol’ Sashen'ka (Sasha + en'k + a) sounds super cute and these suffixes are less funny but have more tender/sweet  character already

but……… i’m tired of writing ALL suffixes and variations of names, because there are even MORE, MUCH MUCH MORE and i, russian myself, can’t really recall and explain them all well

so i hope this was informative and at least understandable for you anon, and anyone who read this!

if you ever need to give a nickname for russian character, oc or not, feel free to dm me on the matter! bc every name has some special cases, some suffixes don’t go well with some names, so it’s better to ask someone whos russian about which nickname suits the character better and how to create a more accurate nickname

Seventeen’s Reaction to Being on A Long Flight With Their Crush!

“How would SEVENTEEN react to having to go on a 12h fly with their crush ? How would they act on the plane ? Thanks ! I love your work ✈” - anon


A/N; wow I haven’t posted a reaction in a while I’ve been so busy please forgive me;;  I got so carried away with these lmao hope you all enjoy!!


S.Coups - Ahhh Seungcheol would be smooth. He’d be a bit nervous but it definitely wouldn’t show. He’d realize there’s not much else to do but talk so he’d just make general conversation and then a bit later he’d start asking deeper questions, and by the end of the flight u 2 would know everything abt each other. do you kno the exact time he was born? yup. do you know what brand of cereal he loves? yes u do. when you guys landed he’d be like “wow, that went by so fast” and then he’d nonchalantly ask u for ur number and do you give it to him? of course you do. he knows everything abt u now.


Jeonghan - He wouldn’t really know how to start a conversation but he’d really want to so he’d just keep stealing glances at you and at one point you’d catch him and be like ??? and he’d just say “oh I’m just looking out the window!” and he’d make some comment about how pretty the sky looked or smthn like that and would keep the convo going!! if u guys hit it off, at the end of the flight when u guys were saying bye he’d be like “oh btw, I wasn’t looking out the window. I was looking at you. I just wanted an excuse to talk to you ;)” and would walk away probably leaving u very flustered haH


Joshua - HED BE SO NERVOUS but he definitely wouldn’t be shy??? like he’d definitely want to talk to you but because he’s nervous he’s gonna end up saying some really stupid things and making dad jokes and just being a meme & if you laughed at any of his jokes he’d get so flustered ahhh. eventually he’d realize he’s freaking out for no reason cuz ur actually super easy to get along with and would totally calm down. josh would probably ask u about why you were going wherever u guys were flying to and would try really hard to think of topics that would be interesting to you and he’d probably end up accidentally complimenting you and he’d be like “OH I didn’t mean that!! I mean….I did….but I didn’t mean to say it out loud..” he’d BLUSH SO BAD but you’d be like “dude its ok I think ur cute too” or whatever and he’d be sO giddy the rest of the flight and would make u promise to call him after u guys landed ;^)))


Jun - I bet ur all expecting him to be greasy. you’re right. once the flight takes off, he’ll look at you and the first thing he’ll say is “this is a really long flight, and I know sleeping can be kinda uncomfortable in a plane, so you can rest your head on my shoulder any time ;)))” I don’t think he’d talk to u a whole bunch?? he’d make general conversation and would keep it going, but wouldn’t want to go overboard or annoy u or anything. at one point u would actually end up falling asleep on his shoulder and he’d BE SO SMUG but he’d also be a blushing mess & would probs rest his head on top of yours I’m :’)))))))


Hoshi - this lil’ muffin is gonna be so excited omg, he’d be so fun to be on a long plane ride!!! he’d come up with a lot of different games to play to pass the time like truth or dare. he’d come up with an extremely embarrassing punishment for when either of you guys would refuse to do a dare or answer a truth like “loser has to ask 10 different people on the flight to makeout with them” or something awful like that. once he noticed u felt comfortable around him and maybe showed interest in him he’d be like “this is my chance” and he’d ask u truth or dare and you’d pick dare and he’d “I dare you to go on a date with me” AND U’D BE LIKE ‘HOSHI WHAT’ and he’d say “it’s a date with me or you’re making out with that old man that’s been coughing and sneezing for the past 6 hours!!!!” and ofc you’d accept and yeah!!!


Wonwoo - I think he’d be rly shy. like rly shy he wouldn’t want to embarrass himself in front of u so he’d keep quiet in the beginning. eventually he’d notice what song u were listening to or what book u were reading and he’d just go for it and strike up a conversation abt it. once that convo died down he wouldn’t know what else to talk about so he’d let you go back to whatever it was u were doing. he’d notice you were looking cold and would offer to share his blanket with you, and you’d both be so cozy and end up dozing off and you’d REST YOUR HEAD ON HIS SHOULDER AND HE’D JOLT AWAKE SUDDENLY LIKE!!!! THIS IS HAPPENING!!!! he’d end up staying awake the whole time and when you’d wake up he’d be like “did you enjoy your rest?” with a cute lil smile on his face AAAAAHHHHH


Woozi - he’d like….just assume you wouldn’t want to talk to him or would want to be left alone for whatever reason so he’d just smile at you once then put his headphones on and listen to music and just mind his own business until he feels a tap on his shoulder and ur like “i have to go to the bathroom” but he doesn’t hear you cause his music is too loud and he says a little too loudly “hold on” + pauses his music and then he apologizes and u repeat urself and he’s like OH OK and gets out of his seat to let you out and he sits back down and doesn’t put his headphones back on so he can hear u when u come back & when you do he gets up and smiles at u, sits back down and still doesn’t put his headphones on….he notices you’re not doing anything either cause u lowkey want to talk to him too so he’s just like alrighty and finally strikes up a convo w/ you!! ur gonna hit it off really well and ur both gonna leave w/ each others numbers ;))


DK - sunshine boy is gonna make sure this flight goes GR8 for the both of you. he’ll bring some snacks on the plane and will offer to share them with you. will offer to share his blanket even if you have ur own. he’s gonna make a bunch of jokes and u bet ur stomach is gonna hurt from laughing by the time you land!! at one point he’ll offer u one of his earbuds and hands u his phone and’s like “pick a song, any song!” and ur scrolling through and you see one you love and you’re like “WOAH you like this song too??” and hes like “Uh, YEAH! One of my faves!” and then u just go back and forth playing songs you both like and getting excited when the other really likes it too and tbh ur both gonna be really sad when the flight’s over cause!! you’re having such a good time!! he’d be like “hey…I know we don’t talk that often back home but like…we should hangout sometime!” and YOU WILL AND!!!! GOOD!!!


Mingyu - I can see him being really dorky tbh. he’s gonna keep cracking lame jokes trying to get u to laugh, and every time you do laugh, that’s just gonna build his confidence even more. at one point you’d actually laugh rly hard at something he said and he’d just be like “…do you actually think i’m funny or are u just laughing cause u feel bad for me?” and you’d be like wtf ofc I think you’re funny!! why would I feel bad for you? and he’d be like “idk cause i’m just saying all of this stupid stuff and saying dumb jokes cause idk how else to talk to you” and he’d instantly think “why did I just say that omg” but you’d be like “mingyu…..you can talk to me about anything, I don’t care.” and you’d smile and he’d be like !!!!! wow ok and he’d “so, how about the weather?” and you’d both look at each other and just laugh again :)))


The8 - this lil guy would be so nervous!! he’d be like “oh great, how am I going to embarrass myself??” he’d be in the middle of thinking abt it when you’d ask him a question and he’d turn to you with wide eyes and be like “what??” and you’d repeat yourself and he’d answer whatever question it was and then he’d think to himself “wtf was I so worried for? they’re so friendly!!!” and he’d ask you a question too and you guys would just go back and forth getting to know each other better and he’d notice u looked kinda tired so he’d feel bad and be like “omg I’m sorry if I’m being annoying, you can go to sleep if you want” and you’d say “no its okay, I enjoy having someone to talk to on such a long flight….but I am pretty tired.” and you’d just smile at each other and u’d doze off eventually and he’d take the blanket he had and cover u up with it and just look at u so lovingly like..”they look like such an angel when they’re asleep” and he’d sigh happily cause hes so happy that he got to sit next to u and get to know u <333


Seungkwan - he’s gonna start off calm..he’ll be thinking to himself like “ok seungkwan..there’s nothing to be afraid of….it’s just the person you like….no big deal…you got this” BUT then as soon as you say something to him he’ll lose that cool composure and kinda tense up but still manage to make awkward conversation with you but you’d notice him fiddling with the sleeve of his shirt and avoiding eye contact with u and u’d be like “hey..are you alright?” and he’d be like “oh yeah! I’m just nervous” and he’d mean he was nervous cause he was sitting next to u but u would think he meant he was nervous to be on the plane. and I think a few more hours into the flight he would definitely loosen up and be like “the flight isn’t even half over I need to stop acting like this” and OUT COMES NORMAL BOO. he’s gonna make some jokes and just be a lil cutie pie but then he’ll accidentally insult u and he’d be realize what he just said and would FREAK OUT AND be like ‘oh my god no I didn’t meant that at all I’m so sorry I mean that you’re really pretty/handsome and I totally think we should hangout!!!” and then after he said that he’d be like oh my god why do I keep embarrassing myself but you’d be like “no its ok I know you were kidding. but yeah we should, I think that’d be fun :)” and he’d be such a happy lil guy ;;


Vernon - GOD THIS KID IS GONNA BE AWKWARD AF??? like you’ll be sitting next to each other and he’ll go to rest his arm on the armrest and his arm will brush against yours and he’ll just SNAP his arm away so quick with wide eyes and utter a “sorry” and you’d be like ??? it’s fine Vernon? but then like hours into the flight you guys still won’t have talked much and ur both watching whatever movie the airline is playing and you’d turn to him and be like “dude. what’s happening i’m so lost” and he’ll explain it super in depth and give u a whole bunch of crazy theories abt what could be really going on and you’d be like where the heck is all of this talking coming from but then by the time he’d explained all of his theories the movie would be way over and u two would just laugh and he’d be like “wow i’m sorry. I just get really into movies like that I hope you don’t think i’m crazy…” but you would be like “no that is actually super interesting!!” and then u two would continue talking about other movie theories and just get into weird random super deep conversations and it would be really enjoyable tbh!!


Dino - omg he’d walk up see you sitting down and would be like “oh hey y/n!!” like I honestly see him being pretty normal??? he may be a little shy but like oh well. why be shy when ur gonna have to be on this flight together for the next twelve hours?? he’d also be really cute tho like he’d want to make sure u were totally comfortable and be like “hey I’m gonna ask for a pillow, do u want one too?” or “do you want a bottle of water or anything to eat? i’m gonna ask the attendant for some water so I can ask for something for you too!!” he’d have just normal convos with u but would also probably suggest that you play truth or dare or I spy or smthn to pass the time!! But he’d be the one to fall asleep on your shoulder. like you’d be minding ur own business and suddenly you feel a weight on your shoulder and you’re like ?? and u see chan with his eyes closed resting his head on ur shoulder and it would be the most wholesome sight ever. <3


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A continuation of this post suggesting aaron and neil become friends

so i added a bunch of hcs in the tags on that post but i wanted to flesh them out a bit more so here we goo! more fluff and domestic things bc apparently that’s my Thing now

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Chapter 41: Family

Chris 


“Chris, it’s okay. I’m not mad, so stop feeling that way.” She chuckled as I explained to her why I’m feeling some type of way. I didn’t think she’d take it so lightly. 


“No it’s not, B.” I stressed, as I ran my hands over my face. I didn’t know that it was going to be this hard moving on. It’s almost bout a year later and a nigga still feeling some type of way.


“Chris, I already told you to not stress over this. I told you not to spend a damn decade thinking about me. Move on, Chris. I can’t control your feelings for ole girl. Maybe it wasn’t meant to be for us..” She said as my heart dropped. It was meant to be, nobody could tell me shit. 


“It was meant to be. Everything was going good.. I was gonna marry you when you had Ro and everything. You don’t understand how much I love you and that shit ain’t gone never change." 


"Yes I do. You love me as much as a fat kid loves cake.” She chuckled, remembering one of my corny jokes. Damn I wish she could be here.l


“How’s our baby?” She asked as her face lit up. It made me sad because she couldn’t be here to watch her grow up. She would’ve loved her. “She’s doing good actually, she already started walking.” I answered her chuckling as I put my head down. 


“You better not start crying, punk.” She warned me as she lifted my head up while I chuckled. She ain’t have to call me a punk. Typical Bliss, she ain’t changed one bit. 


“Alright, I’m not.” I said, trying my hardest to hold back my tears. A nigga’s eyes were burning. 


“I gotta go Chris, kiss Ro for me. I love you.” She said as she gave me a quick peck on the lips and stood up. 


“I love you t-” I tried to say but she had already left causing me to sigh. I was about to start crying again, but I decided to let her win this time. Every time I talk to her and she leaves, I always start crying. I feel like a pussy but oh well. I guess I feel better now that she told me she didn’t mind and to follow my heart.

 
“Daddy, can you help me?” Ri asked as she leaned against the doorframe. Her hair was wrapped up in a towel so I’m guessing that Raye just washed it.


“Did you apologize to your mama and August?” I asked as she roughly sighed before nodding. Motioning for her to come sit in my lap, she had a paper in her hand. 


Raye had a long talk with me about how I should stop babying her all the time cause she’s gonna start thinking that she can do whatever she wants and she doesn’t want her disrespecting people. It was kind of wrong for her to say that to August, but me being the cool dad I am, it was funny as fuck because nobody was expecting that. I gotta stop cursing around her. 


“Is this homework? Why you wait til the last minute to do this?” I asked sternly as she pulled out her phone to show me something. 


“Daddy, I kept loosing this game and I had to beat it.” She said, showing me some game on her phone. Chuckling, I just grabbed the paper from her to look at it. Ok, it was just math. I loved math. 


“Ok, I just bought you four new pairs of shoes. Two were too big so I had to take them back. How many do you have now?” I said as I demonstrated everything on my fingers. The paper didn’t have any word problems so I had to make up my own lil version. 


“Two?” She asked as I smirked at her while she laughed and wrote it down on the paper. 


“Hey y'all.” Raye greeted us as she came in with only a towel on. “Hey big booty.” I said, slapping her on the butt only for her to jump. 


“Hey big booty.” Ri and Raye said as Ri attempted to do me the same way but we were both sitting down. “Something else big and it ain’t my booty.” I said, talking to Raye as Ri looked really confused. 


“Chris!" 


"Alright, alright my bad.” I chuckled, putting my hands up in defense. 


“Royalty still at her grandmas?” Raye asked, referring to Bliss’ mom. It’s very rare that she gets to see Ro, because she doesn’t live in Cali so I let her keep Ro for a few days. Im starting to miss my little one. 


“Yea, but she coming home tomorrow.” I explained as she nodded. 


“Daddy is this one 11?” Ri asked as she pointed to a problem that said 4+7. She catches on fast. “Yea baby.” I smiled as I gave her a high five. 


“Why you been so distant?” Raye asked me as she dropped her towel and walked around to find her lotion. I didn’t even wanna talk about this any more the moment I started staring at her ass. I just wanted to fuck the shit out of her, but I couldn’t run away from my problems. 


“I was feeling guilty..” I sighed as she grabbed some lotion and sat down on the bed behind me. “For what? You haven’t done anything, have you?” She asked, side eyeing me. 


“Because… For a min I felt like I was betraying Bliss.” I finally said as I felt like some weight was lifted off my shoulders. When she heard Bliss’ name, she paused. I know it must be hard for her to hear me talk about bliss so much. I don’t try to. 


“Oh… Well we don’t have to do anything anymore if you don’t feel comfortable with it. I don’t wanna make you feel like that.” She said, as I noticed the disappointment in her voice. 


“Nah, I was talking to her and she told me that I needed to move on and stop thinking about her so much and that if I wanna work on us again then go for it.” I explained as I turned around to face her. She looked kind of confused. I’m guessing because I said I talked to her. 


“So what you gonna do?" 


"Work on us again.” I said as she smiled. “I know it may seem kind of fake since I’m all up on you since Bliss died, but I was actually starting to develop feelings for you before. I guess I didn’t know what I was missing. Hanging around you these past months felt like the old times and honestly I missed it. I forgot all about how much fun we used to have besides the arguing. I guess we need to just work on our communication skills.” I explained as she smiled. I


“You really feel that way?” She asked as I nodded my head like a thousand times so that she could understand that I was serious. 


“Wow..” She mumbled, shocked as I smiled. I knew she was all happy and shit on the inside. All of a sudden my phone started ringing and Raye answered it. Sighing out of boredom, I changed the channel and turned it to the game. 


“Um, do I have the wrong number.” Bliss’ mom voice rang throughout the phone cause Raye had it on speaker.


“No.. This is Raye." 


"Oh ok, Hi Raye. I was calling to ask did you guys want me to bring Royalty tomorrow or one of y'all were gonna pick her up?” I heard Bliss’ mom ask as Raye looked at me. the door. I was surprised that her mom didn’t have a problem with Raye. B’s family is just nice as hell. I wonder if Ro’s gonna be that nice when she gets older cause her attitude is just like mines as of now. 


“Uh, Ill come get her tomorrow.” I said as I took the phone from Raye.


“Ok, just text me before you’re  about to come over.” She warned me as I nodded like she could see me. 


“Alright mama, love you.” I said as I made just noises into the phone while she laughed.


“Love you too, bye.” She said back before hanging up. Putting my phone in my pocket, I went back to watching the game as Raye started stripping out her clothes. 


“Chris I’m horny.” Raye whined as she straddled my lap. “Move on trying to watch the game.” I sucked my teeth, lightly pushing her to the side. Huffing and rolling her eyes, “Fine I’m just gonna go to this shoot.” She shrugged as she put her clothes back on. Grabbing her keys, she didn’t even tell me bye before she left. Damn, did she wanna fuck that bad? I give her dick almost everyday. Ungrateful ass. 


Since the TV was on commercial now I searched for my phone. Grabbing it  out my pocket, I clicked the Instagram app and scrolled down my tl for a little while. Liking a few pics and following a couple of people back, I got bored so I decided to see what Miss Greedy was doing. 


Me: wyd? you still mad? 


Rayebae😍🌺💦🍍🍑🎀💞: getting ready for my shoot. cute or no? & nope I already took care of my problem 




Me: why you so fine 😫😓 #lockscreen. & wtf u mean u already took care of that 😑 


Rayebae😍🌺💦🍍🍑🎀💞:  you forgot I have bisexual friends? 


Me: stop playing with me  😒 I wouldn’t wanna have to fuck u up smokey 


Rayebae😍🌺💦🍍🍑🎀💞:  I’m kidding 😂 I had to use my fingers 😒 


Me: better be 


Rayebae😍🌺💦🍍🍑🎀💞: cornbread got me like 



Me: dumb ass tat 😒 but 😛😍😏 that ass gone be mines when you get home


Rayebae😍🌺💦🍍🍑🎀💞:  ik u ain’t talking with these damn tats on your head like you bird-man or something. & nah I’m gonna have a girl’s night with Bri sorry 😘 


I didn’t even bother texting back. She knew if her ass didn’t come home, then she was gone be in major trouble. 


“Daddy, look.” Ri said as she stood in front of me with Raye’s big ass bra on. She’s always in Raye’s stuff when Raye’s gone. “Ri that’s way too big.” I chuckled, shaking my head. Royalty started clapping when Ri was acting like she was a model. 


“I know daddy. Mommy’s tatas are like this.” Ri laughed as she made a big space with her arms to demonstrate how big Raye’s titties were. 


“What you wanna do today?” I asked as my laughter died down. “IHOP.” She cheesed as I put on some slides and grabbed the keys. “IHOP it is then, come on.” I said as she started getting happy. 


We bout to turn up at IHOP. 

Raye 

“That’s why you gotta eat yo veggies, Ri.” I heard Chris say to Ri while I was doing a little yoga. It’s very relaxing if you don’t think about anything so much. 


“Then I’m gonna look like mommy?” I heard Ri ask as I chuckled. I don’t eat veggies often at all. Amarie blessed me and I just work out a lot. But hey, if that’s what’s gonna make Ri eat her veggies then so be it.


“Hey bab- goddamn cover yo eyes Ri.” Chris said as he came into the room. “Raye, you know there’s children in this house?” Chris asked before covering his hands over Ri’s eyes. He’s acting like I’m naked, and even if I was so what.
“What I do?" 


"You over here bussing it open and all I see is ass. Don’t got on no type of bra either.” He said as Ri started giggling causing me to suck my teeth. He wonders why she’s cursing now. He’s so blunt around her. 


“Why you always talking so reckless in front of my baby? Keep playing with me Chris.” I warned him as he put his hands up in defense. The last time he cursed in front of her I got on his ass but then I felt bad afterwards so that’s why I’m warning him now. 


“Alright, Ima stop.” He said, getting serious. 


“Daddy, I’m sleepy.” Amarie mumbled as she started rubbing her eyes. “You want me to tuck you in?” Chris asked as she shook her head no and left to go in her room. That kind of made me sad. My baby’s growing up. 


“I love you, I love you, I love you.” Chris said in between the kisses that he was giving me all over my face. He’s been real clingy ever since our talk yesterday. It’s cute though. 


“Why you being so nice? What happened to asshole Chris?" 


"That’s what the pussy do to a nigga.” He smirked as he picked me up and lead us up to my room. “We should take a bubble bath.” I suggested as he shrugged. 


Making it to the bathroom, Chris went to do something in the bedroom while I ran us a nice hot bubble bath in the jacuzzi tub, put on some slow 90’s jams, lit a few candles and hand two wine glasses along with a bottle of Gold Passion Alizé. Stripping out of my clothes, I sat down into the warm water and poured me a glass of the Alizé, relaxing back in the tub waiting for Chris. What the fuck is he even doing?

I heard him cleared his throat which made my eyes popped opened and straighten up in the water. “You just gonna stand there and look at me all night or you are you gonna get it in?”

“I can’t just stand here and admire how beautiful you look?” He responded with a slightly smile on his face.

Rolling my eyes I replied, “You so corny… but thank you baby daddy.”

He stripped off his clothes and snatched the bottle of Alizé from the floor before getting in the tub. We were enjoying each other’s presence in silence until Chris yelled out, “Oh shit, that’s that bump. Let me sing to you girl.” He held the bottle up to his lips and started singing perfect in key.

Everytime I close my eyesI wake up feelin’ so hornyI can’t get you outta my mindSexin’ you be all I seeI would give anythingJust to make you understand meI don’t give a damn about nothing elseFreek'n you is all I see

Tonight, I need your bodyTonight, you got my timeTonight you won’t be sorryTonight, you got my mindYou got my mind, all I wanna do is freak you

What must I sayWhat must I doTo show how muchI think about freek'n youWhat must I sayWhat must I doTo show how muchI think about freek'n you

“Aaaaah, sing it baby!” I cheered him on as I threw my panties at him like a fan thirsting for the singer on the stage. “Every freek'n night and every freek'n day, I wanna freek you baby in every freek'n way.” I sung along with Jodeci as I brought my face closer to Chris’.

“Every freek'n day, every freek'n night I wanna freek you girl, your body’s so freek'n tight.” He sung back to me while gripping my face into his hand.

“It kinda sounds like you requesting something?”

He laughed. “Don’t start nothing you know you can’t finish. ‘Cause once I’m once done you won’t be able to walk for a couple of days.”

“Oh really?”

“Yes really, lemme show you.” He leaned forward and tongue kissed me all sloppy like as he repositioned my body on his lap so that I was straddling him. He placed his hands on my ass, gripping it hard as hell. My hands wrapped around his neck as the kiss got more intense. I felt his fingers slightly rubbing my clit. “Tell me how bad you want it.” He commanded, added pressure my clit making me jump a little.

I moaned in response, “I want you inside me so badly… I want you to fuck me until I can’t cum no more.” His hand instantly gripped my throat as he nibbled on my neck. I moaned with the affect he had on my body. Chris slowly slid me down onto his dick and the ride began. Instantly my muscles gripped him tightly.

“Shit,” He groaned, digging his fingertips into my thigh. “So fucking tight baby…”

“C-Chris…” I moaned as I bounced on his dick like a pogo stick. Water was going everywhere as we increased our movement. All of sudden Chris lifted us from the water and carried us over to the bathroom wall. Pulling out he turning me around – with the side of my face to wall and him hitting it from the back.

I hissed at the pain but moaned at the pleasure. His body slammed into mine sending the sounds of flesh on flesh through the bathroom. It was like it was echoing off the walls and I loved the sound.

“Oh my… r-right there.” I moaned as  my nails scratched the wall.

Chris gripped my neck and roughly spoke in my ear, “Shut the fuck up Amarie sleep.” He started to hit me with the fast, deep strokes bit helping my moans. I can’t handle this. If we stayed in this position I would cum all over myself.

“Right there huh?” It felt so good that all I could do was moan and drool. I felt his free hand in my hair. He pulled it hard. “Move that ass and work for this nut.” I pushed my ass against him, bouncing my pussy up and down his dick.

“That’s right work that shit.” He pulled my hair so that my neck was back as I bounced on his dick.

“Oh fuck daddy… make your pussy squirt.” He let go of my hair but kept his hand around my throat before pumping into me hard and fast once again. I tried to keep up with his strokes but all of the blood was rushing toward my orgasm and his hand on my throat was slightly cutting off my air supply. I wasn’t only going to cum, I was going squirt.
“Give me that nut Raye.” Three more strokes and I was spraying like a faucet. I screamed in pleasure and pain as Chris fucked my pussy from behind with no remorse. I had to cover my mouth to muffle my screams while squeezing my pussy and throwing my ass back on him.

“Yeah baby… Squeeze it… Squeeze it with your pussy just like that.” He grunted lowly. He was deep in my stomach and in the position we was in, I couldn’t do anything about it.

“Just like this baby?” I taunted squeezing even tighter as I rotated my hips in a circle.

“Fuuuuuuck.” I squealed trying my hardest to get away from him but there was no use. He held me down while deep stroking, until I was spraying again. “I’m done Chris.”
                                 “Too bad, ‘cause I’m not done with you yet.” He flipped me over so that we were facing each other, he lifted me up and wrapped my legs around his waist as he pushed deeply into me. Then start to pound into me as if this nigga done lost his mind.                
“Fuck, baby, you’re fucking my pussy so good! I love you C-Chris!” I screamed.                                    “I love you too, girl.” He groaned in response. “Gahdamn… this pussy so fuckin’ good.” This nigga was deep as hell and is giving cervix a workout, I’m going to be in so much pain in the morning.

“Daddy I can’t take it, it’s too much.” Chris rubbed furiously over my clít as he continued to fuck my brains out. “Chris… uhhh, God…” I móaned loudly, reaching out to grab his side, feeling like my knees might buckle beneath me.

“Shut dat shit up and take this díck…like a G.” He spoke harshly. The thick veins in his dick pulsed hard against my tight walls, as my pussy spasmed around his thrusting shaft. I could feel both the heavy beating of our hearts, pounding loudly in our chests. His arm draped over my chest and his hand locked around mine to keep my body from running away from him.

I screamed as he hit some unknown spot that felt like the beginning of the ending. I wasn’t sure if the feeling was pleasure or torturous pain but I felt that if it didn’t stop soon I would explode.  I felt my stomach tighten up, and I knew I was about to cum for the third time tonight. I squeezed my walls tightly against his huge shaft as his penis became fatter inside me. “Shit daddy. You ‘bout to make me c–” I was cut off by the powerful orgasm, that flowed throughout my body sending me on a ultimate high for the night. He fucked me harder.

“Fuck yeah… I’m ‘bout to bust.” He grunted as exploded inside of me. He laid his head on my chest, with me still in his arms and he rested against the wall, breathing hard.
                 “Daddy love you Raye.” He said, kissing my shoulder making me chuckle.
“I love you too.” I smiled as I ran some more bath water so we could get back in the tub. Once the water was done, we both got back in admiring how warm the water was while we caught our breaths. 


“Raye.. I got a question.” Chris finally spoke as I sat up to look at him. It must be important, because if it wasn’t he would’ve just flat out asked me. 


“Ok…” I mumbled, a little nervous waiting to see what he was gonna ask me. I didn’t do anything so I don’t know why I’m nervous. 


“We fuck without a condom everyday. And we be getting it IN, like all the way. How come you ain’t pregnant yet?” He asked as he looked me in the eyes. My heart dropped as soon as he said pregnant. When he said that, I couldn’t help but break down crying. I knew this day would come. 


“Shit, I’m sorry Raye I didn’t mean to make you cry.” He apologized as he pulled me into him. “No.. it’s okay it’s not your fault. I just..” I started to say but my words got choked up. 


“I can’t have kids because of Don, Chris..” I mumbled as I wiped a few tears away. Instantly, Chris’ breathing got heavier so I could tell he was mad. “I’m sorry, if you don’t wanna be with me anymore than that’s fine.” I sniffled, putting my head down. I know how much he really liked kids and he wanted plenty of them. 


“Raye chill out, that ain’t gonna stop me from loving you. All we can do is pray, alright?” He assured me as I nodded. “Where that pretty smile at?” Chris asked as he smiled at me which caused me to smile.


“There it is.” He said before we started bathing each other. We stayed in there and talked for a few minutes then it was time to get out. I was getting sleepy as hell. 


“You bout to take a nap?” Chris asked me as I slid under the covers and got comfortable. Nodding he sucked his teeth and grabbed his keys before sliding into his Givenchy slides. “I’ll be back, I gotta go pick up Royalty." 


"Be careful, and I love you." 


"Love you too." 


**
"Really Ro? They got you messed up.” Chris said as if Royalty were really talking. She was talking in gibberish, that’s what made it funny. “You finally up?” Chris asked me as he noticed me laughing. Nodding, I started to raise the covers up but he put it back down and pointed to the bathroom. “Wait til Keeis come out.” He said because I didn’t have on any clothes. 


“I’m just getting a robe.” I said as I got up out of bed. As soon as my feet touched the floor, Keeis had came out of the bathroom. “Aw shit, the fuck Raye?” He said, covering his eyes. 


“Sorry Keeis you were taking too long.” I said as I went to grab my robe and put it on. “I told her to wait, bruh.” Chris chuckled. Keeis had shook his head and left so I got back in bed and took Royalty from Chris. 


“Hey mama.” I squealed, kissing her chubby cheeks as she smiled. I swear she was such a happy baby. Only on people she knows though, cause in public her attitude be on Kanye just like Chris. All of a sudden, I heard rain and got pissed.


“It’s raining? Why today? Our plans are ruined.” I sighed as Chris told me to calm down. I had this day all planned out. We were supposed to go to Disney Land and have a bomb ass day but now we gotta sit in the house. 


“Who did her hair?” I asked, playing with her curls. I know Chris didn’t do this, this is too cute to be done by him. “Me duh.” He said. 


“Really? How Chris.” I said clearly not believing him. He took out his phone and clicked the YouTube app showing me his history. There was about 3 hair tutorials. This nigga. 


“Whatever Chris, you did good I guess." 


"We bout to go outside with yo hating ass.” He mugged me as he took Royalty and called Ri to tell her that they were going outside. She was too busy watching tv. 


“Ri, you don’t wanna go outside?" 


"No mommy, too many bugs.” She scrunched up her face as I chuckled. She sounded just like me when I complained about going outside. “Alright baby, I’ll be outside if you need me.” I assured her as she nodded and waved me off so she could finish watching her cartoons. Walking outside, I saw Chris and Ro playing so I decided to take a picture.

Rayeisbae: mah heart, mah soul 😫😓💗💖


Every time I posted a pic of Ro, there was always a few comments saying things like “you’re not even her mother” and honestly it hurts my feelings. Chris tells me to just ignore them, but I can’t because it’s true. Sometimes I feel like I don’t belong here. 


“Catch me if you can.” Chris said as he started running at a slow pace so that Ro could have a better chance of catching him. She had just started walking a few weeks ago and Chris was really excited about it. 


Chris had tripped over something and fell which broke me out of my thoughts. “Ah fuck.” He cursed to himself as I rushed over to him. “You okay baby?” I asked Chris as he groaned in pain. 


“Ri come get Ro!” I called out Ri as she came out the house and picked up Ro. “What’s wrong, daddy?”


“Nothing, I just busted my lip baby girl.” Chris said as he got up and followed him into the house. 


“I’ll clean it hold up.” I told him. “Nah I got it, it’s okay.” He said as he went around the corner to the bathroom. “Well okay.." 


"Daddy can she have some of my cake?!” Amarie asked as Royalty sat on her lap. If you thought her and August were close, you need to see these two. Amarie loves her so much. 


“Yea don’t give her too much though!” He warned her from the bathroom as she nodded and within seconds they both got cake every where. “Really Ri? All on the new couch?” I asked Ri as she continued to stuff her face while Ro begged for more.


“Sorry mommy.” Ri attempted to say while cake was still in her mouth, going everywhere. It was lowkey really cute so I’ll let her slide. “It’s okay baby, I’ll just clean it up. Hurry up and finish.” I chuckled.


“Look at daddy’s favorite two girls.” Chris cheesed as he replaced Ri & Ro’s seat on the couch with his lap. “Gimme sum’.” Chris said in his thick country accent, holding his mouth open. Both Ri and Ro put some cake and his mouth and he ended up looking just like them. I guess I have to clean up after Chris too. 


**
After cleaning up the whole house, which took hours… It was suddenly peaceful and quiet. Usually Chris would be entertaining the girls.
When I was about to go upstairs, I heard Chris’ snores so I turned around and there he was with Royalty on the couch. 


“Chris, go get in the bed.” I said lowly in his ear so that I wouldn’t wake up Royalty. She gets a little fussy when you wake her up. “You coming too?” He whispered, carefully standing up with Ro. Nodding, I made sure everything was off before quietly walking into my room because Ri was sleep too. We try to sleep as a family at least every week. 


Taking Royalty for Chris so that he could get undressed, I did the same to her and surprisingly she didn’t wake up. Since Chris was so stingy with her, he took her as soon as I was done with her. I think he likes being around her so much because he wasn’t there for the first few years in Ri’s life. 


“Goodnight babies.” I said as I kissed everyone on the cheek. “Mama.” Royalty mumbled as she reached out for me as my heart stopped. She just called me mom… What do I do? 


“Chris, wh-” he cut me off by chuckling. “Don’t freak out, she gone be seeing you for the rest of her life and you take care of her like you’re her mom so get used to it. Here.” He explained as Ri put her hand over his mouth because she was trying to sleep. 


“I think I’m gonna cry..” I whispered as I grabbed Royalty from Chris and laid her on my chest. 


“Don’t. I love you, now shut up and go to sleep.” Chris mumbled in a deep, raspy voice. 


“Finally.” Amarie mumbled as both Chris and I laughed before Chris started talking again. “Girl I’ll make you go in yo room.” Chris teased Ri as she mumbled stuff under her breath. A few minutes later the room grew silent and  I heard Ro, Ri, and Chris’ light snores so I guess that was my que to go to bed too.